/lit/ - Literature

Got sex on my mind

>>21041454
>spend 3 days in manic frenzy writing 30 page dialogue that solves philosophy
>no one will ever read it
>still don't know what to do with my life
I can do anything but I don't know what to do

>>21041539
If your philosophy is making you a sad piece of driftwood, it’s time to leave it and swim where you’re happy.
I’d like to convert all the sad sacks to my grand quest, but maybe they’re not suited for it and would rather tend to a garden. So I simply try to help them happiness in general

>>21041577
no, the entire point of it was that I can do anything. The problem I am now facing is not a philosophical one.

>>21041581
You can do anything.
Shall I set you in a direction? The center is about to fall apart.

>>21041539
>30 page dialogue that solves philosophy
I really doubt that

>>21041595
you can try

>>21041497
That's a man

How do I join the Order of the Garter?

My mom is yelling at me from downstairs.
What does she want now?
Why can't I just poop in peace and quiet?

>>21041729
>living with your mom
It's your own fault

Everything feels inauthentic.

>>21041745
I feel you, man.

I don't know how to tell a story. Not in person, not in writing. Being bored by others has turned me into a boring person.

>>21041745
You are leaving little messages under an assumed name on someone’s server, which I think is located in NY. You’re either here to talk about books or to just be disingenuous with other messengers in an extremely shallow relationship to simulate a conversation.
Of course this is inauthentic.

Will journaling really clear my head and help me get back on track? All my thoughts have been so retardedly self centered and looping over and over again in a dead cycle. I don't know how to get out of it. Help.

>>21041834
Isn’t journaling usually self centered?

>>21041834
Are there specific thought loops you’re struggling with (like centered around one problem or one person), or is it more of a general issue? For myself, I find that when I’m struggling to get one specific thing off of my mind, I just end up journaling about it to the exclusion of everything else, and to an extent that reinforces my obsessive thoughts. But if it’s more of a general feeling of being “stuck,” then journaling often helps to clear my head.

No matter how many cold baths I take, no matter how many hours I spend fasting, no matter how much I refrain from lustful thoughts, I still feel dirty.

>>21041834
Yes it will

I tried it for the first time last night and it's a relief. For a long time I was too self-conscious to journal my thoughts

Oh, not again!
This wizard destroys all negative thoughts.
All your worries turn to dust and fly away.

>>21041934
Aaaaah. Thank you good Wizard

The great sickness of Western thought, is that we confuse self-destruction as freedom. Yes, you are free to chop your dick off, but that doesn't mean it's not self-destructive. Worse, Western society praises these things: Look at how free he is, he has chopped his dick off! Thus the madness continues until the logical conclusion of this mentality: Complete and utter self-destruction of a perfectly functional society as the mark of freedom.

This is the freedom The West is selling.

>>21041454
I am sick...defeated by sin and those who are controlled by it. I am struck by the lust, the greed, the hatred; ceaseless anger. I walk among men held by vice.
Drugs have destroyed the lives of people I love, of unending benefactors whom I'd surely die for, and every day it gets harder to live.
It's draining to stand upright in the company of thieves, to uphold the purpose of God, for attempting to keep my virtues has caused great chaos. I am resented, for good reason. I hate drugs, and those who encourage their use in others. I must hold my tongue and refuse to let my own anger control me, lest I end up beating a man to death.

>>21041970
Drugs don't hurt people. People hurt people

>>21041454
I dislike the fact that some overrated nigger took Yeats' lines as a title for his novel.

I'm always meeting people who seem to have read everything but they honestly just can't think for shit. Every time they're forced to go off script and rely on their own resources for a thought or opinion they come up with the most trite shit imaginable and I just don't understand how that's possible.

QRD on Italian elections? I cba to read /pol/

the nukes will fly eventually and that's a good thing for humanity as a whole. (not so much for me lol!)

>>21042050
It would only be good if they all flew into Israel

>>21041853
typically, but as with all writing you can direct it any which way you want. it could be an attempt at confronting ideas and testing out uncharted territory.

>>21041991
There is a system of evil exploitation behind the drugs themselves. They haven't arrived at your doorstep through people's mistakes alone. She moves with a purpose.

>>21042052
nah, westoids need to be wiped out as a whole. If it wasn't the jews, it would be the anglos. If it wasn't the anglos, it would be the frogs. If it wasn't the frogs it would be the germs.

i ate lean protein, veg & whole grains for 4 days & got a six pack lads

>>21042050
you mean it'd be bad for humanity as a whole but good for you

>>21042068
If there were no whites, it would eventually be your backwards retarded tribe

>>21042101
I humbly disagree. My backwards retarded tribe is fortunately too low IQ to cause so much destruction at such a wide scale as westoids do.

>>21042061
Keep in mind, people often turn to drugs after abuse or social exclusion anon

>>21041651
Child. That is what you call a pussy between there.

>>21042123
The availability and immediacy of that option is the real issue

>>21042136
Not really. They're going to purchase the drugs either way because there's an underlying root cause

>>21042123
Yep. In my case, it's a woman who, as a young child, had been raped for years by her drug-addicted father. Her family is now addicts. She is addicted to drugs due to their expediency, and also as a way to alleviate the trauma. For her, her life was over before it got started.

>>21041651
Even better

>>21041801
many such cases

>>21041964
that wasn't what the west was trying to shill. We were trying to go for Liberalism for a while which meant the liberty of MAN in all cases. but enter 150 years of subversion and deconstruction and Derrida and all that horseSHIT and you see how now liberty means I can chop my cock off and teach your kids that thats good and free-ing and they should take hormone pills so they don't become like their dad

>>21041964
>Complete and utter self-destruction of a perfectly functional society as the mark of freedom.
>This is the freedom The West is selling.
This is the pathway towards the mark of the beast and the Antichrist. They give it a name that sounds nice like "progress" but its telos is literally Satanism.
https://youtu.be/yNR8AyWiNR8

>>21041497
3D women are disgusting.

>>21041454
There is nothing in this world that will salvage my wrongs and I will keep making the same mistakes over and over again because I am the same as my father and we will never learn.
I didn't cheat on my ex-girlfriend but I had the occasion so many times I can't even count them. Everyone in her circle of friends think I'm a manic beast because I fell in love with another girl during our relationship (and told my then-gf immediately afterwards). I think they're retarded because I've objectively been straighter than most of the people talking shit about me through the honesty of my actions.
God I miss her. Fuck her friends.
That's it, I've said what I had to say.

exit polls in italy say merloni won. now we just have to wait to see if the eu can pull off a steal and give it to someone else.

I just found out there's a very good chance I've got colon cancer. If that's the case I'm not sure what I'm going to do. i'm not even 30 yet

I've already been dealing with feelings of depression, failure and hopelessness long before I started getting symptoms. Cancer however is multiple different bags of worms on top of that. Chemo seems like an absolutely miserable experience, and even if it works I'll spend the rest of my life worrying if it's going to come back. Not to mention I live in burgerstan where cancer treatments would erase 10 years of savings in an instant, even with health insurance. I'd rather die a quick death than have to live through that, but there's very real reasons I haven't

My mom would likely kill herself if she lost me. I can't do that to her, but I may not have a choice.

>>21042324
gf's friends are always retarded. What I realize now is you either marry that b word or not

>>21041454
Anyone got any recommendations for fantasy novels with competent writing? The gulf in competency between authors like Matthew Woodring Stover compared to the average fantasy author is so stark it physically hurts me to read most novels in the genre.

>>21042382
I have confirmed skin cancer and im just going to keep being a fuckup until it takes me.

>>21042324
>I fell in love with another girl during our relationship (and told my then-gf immediately afterwards)
You dumb motherfucker

>>21042324
>love
you became enamored with some chick you didnt "love" her
that shit happens to almost all of us, we're built to seek out novelty youre just meant to control yourself like a sane person

How do I meet a gf if I dont have a big social circle? I also refuse to participate in dating apps and the idea of cold approaching women makes me uncomfortable, not because im a pussy who is scared of going to talk to women (unironically this isnt very difficult to me) bt because I have social anxiety and the idea of going out and meeting random women to see if they miraculously are a good match for me seems not only a waste of time but a huge waste of energy.
So my question is, where or how can I meet girls that most likely have interests or ways of thinking that match with my personality.

>on no fap
>finally fall asleep
>have wet dream
>it's just me masturbating to porn rather than having sex
Fuck, it's over, isn't it? Even in my own dreams I'm a coomer rather than a fucker. Honestly would've rather just masturbated in real life before going to bed instead of doing it in my dreams, at least I would be able to enjoy it better because it's real.

stay neurotic my brothers

>>21042400
Yeah. Past a year, you should marry if your objectives align. Don't even think about waiting
>>21042424
I know it's dumb but I'm never gonna be a lying nigger, fuck that shit
>>21042428
You're right. It's a lesson for the future I guess. I should've BTFO'd the girl before feelings even appeared.

>>21042540
>he doesn't have tons of failed romances to dream about

How to embrace suffering when it just hurts so much?

I'm obese, but people still find me attractive. I could've been a Chad.

>>21042701
Be a masochist. I love my pain. Its like a blanket

>>21042522
from your social and/or work circle whatever it is you do. dats about it, if there's no girls there theres no girls there

>>21042701
It depends— what’s causing your suffering? If you can fix the root cause and change things then do that. If not, then acceptance is the only way.

>>21042701
>>21042715
Stop being idiots

>>21042698
god don't remind me
i've never even talked to a girl

>>21042701
alcohol. if you can afford the pure stuff? heroin.

I feel tired but cannot sleep.

I played trombone in high school. I can still feel the vibrations in my lips.

>>21041454
What the white male was to Ahab, has been hinted; what, at times, he was to me, as yet remains unsaid.

Aside from those more obvious considerations touching Moby Dick, which could not but occasionally awaken in any man's soul some alarm, there was another thought, or rather vague, nameless horror concerning him, which at times by its intensity completely overpowered all the rest; and yet so mystical and well nigh ineffable was it, that I almost despair of putting it in a comprehensible form. It was the whiteness of the whale that above all things appalled me. But how can I hope to explain myself here; and yet, in some dim, random way, explain myself I must, else all these chapters might be naught.

>>21042729
It's too long and complicated, and also probably not super interesting for me to phonepost about. It may sound retarded but the circumstances are retarded enough for it to be the case, but in the coming weeks I'm expecting the deepest friendship I've ever had, going on 9 years now, to be put under a stress that it might not survive. This is coming on the heels of reeling from an abusive relationship that should've ended much sooner, also failing school again, sliding back into substance abuse again.
>>21042753
Doesn't work.

Wah wah woe is me

intent
ebb and flow
the vacillation of intent and non-intent in consciousness
meditation, return to breath
worlds of opposites
intent in art, ready-mades
thought forms, reality as intent
reality as imagination
spirit worlds
entities that consume
non-intentional magical invocations
unintentional demonic invocations
god, nature, deity, demiurge
suffering
darkness inside and the question of expressing it
moral art?
forgiving yourself and the morality of self-forgiveness in a world that still feels your destruction
the eternal at the bottom of the finite self
dreams
jung shadow work
individuation
magic occult pathworking
soul

yesterday I went through my dream journal and gave each dream a title after reading it, and made a master list of dream titles so I could scan it and see at a glance if patterns form. I realised I have never had a good dream. Not one. Isn't that remarkable? Not one. I had read a book on dreaming and I read dreams that were like the feeling of angels brushing your hair, and inexpressible peace and beauty. My dreams are all slugs, moss and mould, dilapidated homes, anger, pain, fire, contempt. Lately I wake up in the middle of the night because invisible hands are pushing on me. I realised after the shock of the nightmare that they were trying to force me to look under the bed. Isn't that funny? That the ghost would come and be so cliche as to try and get me to look at the horrors under my bed? Lately I realise my whole life is horror. I see shadows moving across my eyes. I walk through a door and I see a fracture in reality, a dozen demons flash into awareness to show me their teeth and how hungry they are, white eyes in the night, a single yellow eye in the hole in the bathroom floor. there's a circle of talcum powder around the toilet now to soak up the piss. it's unbelievable. you could not know. you would need to scour the earth to find a smell like it. these things are not commonplace. the stench is thick, its circumstances specific. talcum powder lines it now. like salt, I realised. I've put a magic circle around my toilet.

Is it gay that I really like this little project?
https://youtu.be/Q9-zYScDshg

>>21042152
Well, there are other cases where the abuse came first, not the drugs. Her father still beat her and her family abused her. Everyone in these situations have free will. The drugs have nothing to do with it, it's a lack of responsibility

If anything, abusers will blame drugs or external sources to hide the problem

>>21042890
It's not gay that you like it, but you are gay regardless.

>>21041454
I've spent years researching history and I'm at a point where I know much more than the average person, but much less than the experts, to where average people can't keep up with me, yet experts get frustrated by me.
All the average people I know think I must be amazing and some sort of expert and want me to write a book, and they don't understand that my knowledge isn't enough to write a book on.
I've started to lose passion in history due to all the human suffering and frustration it entails, yet everyone has high expectations of me and I've sunk years into it already. I keep needing to take long breaks to regain my stamina after finding myself depressed or upset at things I learn.

I'm not smart; I just know things. I have a lot of knowledge but not a lot of wisdom. I didn't take notes for the first few years and a vast majority of my notes are scattered and terribly organized now.
I dunno what to do.

>>21042787
You can touch my moby dick

>>21042731
I like it when you insult me

I slept for twelve hours, had one cup of coffee, spent the afternoon worrying about a work meeting, told them I won't be able to make it, and now I'm so anxious I'm shaking.

Eye see it all.

>>21042862
I think the goal is expressing it anyway, through art or writing

Most people actually appreciate the honesty

Consider for example Platonic forms or essences of certain objects which are created by men such as tables or chairs or swords.
Objects like that do not grow in nature. They are created by men.
Yet we also know that they have an essence (like Platonic forms) such as the universal form of a table.
In order for that to be real (which it is) then it must be the case that God has personhood and a divine mind in which such universal categories exist, upon which all particular objects are instantiated.
This proves that not only is there a God, but also that He has Personhood and specificity. He is not some vague wishy washy "force" or whatever like new agers say.

>>21042754
Decrease screen time and Increase physical activity in the afternoon. If this produces no benefit, at your the most managable levels seek professional help.

Everybody I know and work with is taking medication, be it for mental disorders, obesity or health related matters. Myself and my spouse take nothing beyond supplemental nutrition, I can not help but think we are better than they are.

I no longer feel that anything I can do to fix myself will work – if only because I can't manage to practice valid psychological techniques every day long enough to recover

I actually kind of want my doctor to tell me I have cancer. It would mean that I can finally give up

>>21043261
I FEEL in the same realm bro. it ain't just you not that that matters to your pain rn

>>21043261
Wrapped in a million clouds
I don’t see these clouds.
Lost in the sound of water flowing
I can’t hear the water flowing.

ohh you know what time it is heheHahAahHAHaHAHHAHAHAHAHhaAHa
https://youtu.be/48vVNI5HoV8

Once there were two little groups,
Called Lit' and Lang'.
Lit' was lazy till she died,
Of homophenes.
'I don't like philology',
Poor Lit' said.
Psychotherapeutics failed,
And now she's dead.

will is the key to everything, but i have no will at all. I can barely get out of bed. Is there a way to develop will?

>>21043443
no, not really

>>21042522
I think the only way is social media and dating apps

One thing I’ve been thinking a lot about this evening is Panda Bear’s lyric to Derek “When you count, you can count on me.” It’s a beautiful sentiment, but I am left wondering what it means to be someone you can count on. “You can count on me” seems like a beautiful thing to say to someone. It rolls off the tongue and it sounds somewhat melodious to the ears. The double “K” sounds really mix well with the “ah” in “on” and the way it ends on the drawn out “ee” adds something to it as well. I must say, though, I don’t care for the pronunciation with the “t” at the end of “count” enunciated quite so well. It adds a feeling of finality to the end of “count” and almost makes it seem like the “on me” part is left over. After saying it over and over and comparing the two different versions in my mind, I have to say that omitting the “t” sounds seems better. Pronouncing “count” like “cown” makes it sound a little more homely and reliable. Maybe it better carries the meaning of the phrase. Maybe I’m just overthinking it.

>>21043443
>Is there a way to develop will?
Yeah. Do that.

Kafka was a fan of GK Chesterton.

>>21043505
based the man who was thursday is impeccable.

interesting book.

>>21043443
What good is will without intent? What do you intend to do when you get out of bed? Do you even know? Do you know why you are doing what you are doing right now?

I think awareness is the key to everything.

http://www.gurdjiefffourthway.org/pdf/SELF-REMEMBERING.pdf

What is love but admiration mingling with affection?

which philosopher do you think could take the biggest bong rip? be honest.

Can you solve this riddle?

I'm a strange creature, for I satisfy women,
a service to the neighbours! No one suffers
at my hands except for my slayer.
I grow very tall, erect in a bed,
I'm hairy underneath. From time to time
a beautiful girl, the brave daughter
of some churl dares to hold me,
grips my russet skin, robs me of my head
and puts me in the pantry. At once that girl
with plaited hair who has confined me
remembers our meeting. Her eye moistens.

>>21043528
Attraction, chemistry, dedication. Ideally love should have all three, but have been know to chug along with two, but probably just temporarily with just one.

>>21043550
Is that the one who disappeared into a volcano?

>>21043550
dude WEED lmao

I am afraid of everything

>>21043572
Cucumber

>>21043485
No, I feel like many lyricists forget that the human voice can still be an incredibly versatile and acute instrument, and minor "mis"pronunciations can add emotional flavor and character to lines and how they interplay with the melody, rhythm and harmony. The most obvious example is how British and Australian bands sing in a more American way to sound grittier. Of course, singers with the "indie voice" like Joe Newman of alt-J bastardize the hell out of what you can get away with with this freedom, but that's another thing entirely.

another weekend in the history books, shitposted away

>>21043634
Close. Cucumbers have green skin, not russet.

The purpose of my life right now is trying to decide who was in the right: Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, or Christ. However, I fear, none can disprove the others through reason alone; they all represent distinct attitudes of the hearts of men towards life which are not themselves assailable by logic.
tell me I'm wrong, I have to know

>>21043660
Jesus Christ is Lord.
https://youtu.be/glMUtkBrGBY

>>21041454
is a love triangle necessary for women's mental health? can they really be happy unless they're constantly being fought over by two high status men?

>>21042922
Keep going and don’t give up. Raise your goals to become an expert

"Metaphysician"?
No!
Metaphysicist!

Started to realize my intended career path is mostly a dead end. Sucks because it seemed like the perfect marriage of all the stuff I like. Disillusionment is a bitch. Oh well, time to pursue a different kind of labor that pays better so I can spend my free time doing cooler shit.

>>21043961
Chin up, anon. Life goes on.

>>21044056
Indeed. Just sucks I'm finishing a degree I'm probably not going to need now. Made it this far, may as well finish.

I’m only 31 and can already feel my body deteriorating. Wtf, I didn’t expect this for another 20 years.

>>21044148
At about 25 you stop growing up and start growing old. It's a slow ride. Take care of your back, eat right, workout and relax. Everything'll be fine.

some sort of shockwave just hit my house. looked online and other people are mentioning it so im not crazy, but no one knows what it is. I guess something must have blown up

>>21044194
minor earthquake?

I need to confess.
I was spamming cunny in the thread about the anon who asked for recs on accelerationism when it was on page 10. I was saging my posts so the thread wouldn't get bumped, but I forgot to sage one post and now that thread is still up on the catalogue with more anons replying to it. I've deleted most of the cunny images I posted but there's one I couldn't delete. Regardless, the harm is done.

That will be the last time I spam cunny on /lit/. I am sincerely sorry.

>>21044201
its technically possible I think, but ive never experienced an earthquake here in my life, its a pretty stable place. I dont think it was that close because i didnt hear a loud explosion, but I do live next to an industrial district, and there are also trains running through the area so who knows

>>21044206
This one's head is too big >>21043376

had a dream where the government consolidated all of the us supercomputer networks and moved them all to one unified facility in the desert, then they used it to host ai research projects which reached general intelligence, then the network requested more money to expand itself and turned into a miniature city and they handed it control of the defense network and it nuked the chinese for some reason

Depression is much easier when you’re younger and girls like you. It’s easy to be cynical and weather the storm. But getting old and still having depression is the real test. When girls won’t pay you any mind and your physical health worsens. How will I deal with it then?

>>21044249
If girls have ever paid attention to you then you were never truly depressed normalfag

>>21044274
>thinks girls will solve his spiritual problems

Is semen retention a meme? Be honest with me. I didn't cum for like 3 days and something felt different about me when I jerked off again.

>>21044283
He (she?) appears to know it.

Maybe I’m only obsessing over someone unattainable because I believe that I don’t deserve to be loved and that I’ll never be good enough. When I’m treated unkindly it feels familiar, partially because I hate myself, and I believe that cruelty and dismissiveness is what I deserve.
The irony is that there are others who are eager to show me kindness and affection, and have pursued me pretty aggressively, but every single time I get scared and push them away. It’s easier to fixate on someone unattainable from afar, because I don’t have to worry about fucking everything up and being humiliated if things never actually get intimate.

>>21044283
>he thinks depression is a spiritual problem

I've shut off my phone, I stopped talking to people on discord. I only go out for the occasional walk and trip to the grocery store. I'm gonna get a vr headset and give up on trying to get by in the real world.

>>21044382
>he thinks depression is a physical chemical imbalance

Recently I have been thinking about what porn famous authors throughout history would be watching.

>>21041454
Why do I keep being cringe with my fwb? Is it cos she's the only girl I've been with? She keeps finding stuff I say to her so amusing and funny but when I'm away from her I feel so embarrassed and cringe over it. Eg. Yesterday I asked her to marry me and she just laughed in my face over it. But when I didn't want her to go home she ended up staying longer to cuddle then told me we aren't getting married and laughed when I held her tighter.

>>21041454
My existence is a boring oscillation of the two extremes: absolute libertine and absolute austerity.

>>21044570
why is that boring

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MM62wjLrgmA

>>21044549
She's using you.

>>21044549
>>21044654
I mean: you're finding ways to feel your humiliation. She's using you. You probably hate her and yourself.

When you're smilin', when you're smilin'
The whole world smiles with you
When you're laughin', when you're laughin'
The sun comes shinin' through
But when you're cryin', you bring on the rain
So stop your sighin', be happy again
Keep on smilin', 'cause when you're smilin'
The whole world smiles with you
When you're smilin', when you're smilin'
The whole world smiles with you
When you're laughin', when you're laughin'
The sun would come shining through
But when you're cryin', you bring on the rain
So stop your sighin', be happy again
Keep on smilin', 'cause when you're smilin'
The whole world smiles with you

>>21044220
Could be anything, but I wouldn't rule out earthquake. I live in a city that has never had an earthquake in all its recorded history, so we all assumed it was more or less impossible but then a minor one hit last year.

>>21044249
I found that my depression lessened the older I got and the more I realised that the moody, angsty shtick becomes increasingly unappealing as you age out of your early 20s. That coincides with taking on more responsibility in my own life and beginning to model myself off people I knew who had their shit together rather than tortured artists.

>>21044220
i think some us government agency runs a website with public seismic activity maps. i live in a stable place with no fault lines but once like ten years ago there was a minor earthquake which was weird as hell cuz it's the last thing you expect. different from construction shaking. it was like a slow wobble. the curtains started leaning in and out like you're high and feeling dizzy and then some poorly balanced stuff falls over and then it passes and you're thinking wtf was that.

Cleaned my room for the first time in about 6 months, maybe longer. I mean actually cleaned it, rather than just picking my shit off the floor which I try to do once a week. Memerson is correct, it does make you feel better. Being surrounded by filth makes you subconciously think you are also filth, which maybe you are, but having a clean room at least tricks your brain into thinking you're a bit better than that.

the nyt is so incredibly full of shit. after kf gets taken down for investigating a certain "gender affirmation" surgeon, i see the nyt running a story on the same person and clinic. they probably stole all of kf research, but repackaged it as mostly sympathetic. i don't care about framing it as negative or positive, but ripping off kf investigative journalism after getting them kicked off the net is just low.

I've been very ugly lately

>>21041454
i have terrbile adhd but lately its been insane. after covid lockdowns i cant concenrate on anything, i doom scroll, etc. does anyone have any tips? i live a drug free lifestyle (i dont smoke, drink, etc) . i fell int oa steep depression but am slowly getting back into the gym.

I will never work in an office again. My single biggest regret is ever working in a job like this.

Please share strategies and tips to receive income as an artist/writer, if you have any.

I've eliminated my monthly rent payment and am staying with a relative. I do have a paid-off SUV I can live in, but it's very old and becoming unreliable.

>>21045316
you can always try onlyfans

>>21042061
OH AND IT IS SUCH A PURPOSE SUCH A PUR POUR PURPUR PURRPOSSSSSSSSSS

Genuinely shocked by this Italy election. Never thought Europeans would vote for an actual right-winger in a million years.

Which .pdf reader does /lit/ use? I've been using Acrobat for years but it's getting on my nerves more and more lately.

>>21041454
I often look out into the world and wonder what's out there for me yet after all these years I still don't see anything appealing that I truly want. Just things I feel others want me to want but no longer desire. I've tried the normal stuff like travel and going out to eat which seems to be the thing people live for, yet I don't find it appealing at all and wears me out. They say to travel to get a better perspective of life and how people live, yet all the people who spout that crap don't take their own advice. Because from what I see, poorer people in other countries seem very happy living simplistically which is what I want in my life but seems to be frowned upon if you live that way locally, like I'm just wasting my time and potential. The way a lot of people "travel" just seems like another form of "consumption/consumerism", which there is nothing wrong with it if you like that, but I don't see the appeal.

The only other thing I want is kids but I think I've missed the boat to find a quality woman and so I no longer see the point of working after getting fired over something simple as refusing the vax.
I have also seen how draining and troublesome life can be if you end up with the wrong woman who might be lazy, overly materialistic or have other issues. Which I'm sure ends up being the case with so many men these days.

I was fired over a year ago over refusing the vax and it's made me question why I even bother with tryig to participate in society when they didn't even want me to have my simplistic life I always wanted. I made my own money and didn't bother anyone, what was their problem? Especially over something that doesn't stop you getting infected, or stop you spreading it, and I'm in the age group where I'm not at real risk of a serious case? Everything I want to do I can do from my home. Garden, workout, read, talk to people etc. The most I would want to do is volunteer at some place once a week or whatever but I'm not even allowed that due to not being vaxxed.
Weird thing is I don't even feel depressed. I wake up have my coffee and workout then I have the rest of the day to do as I please. If I can already do all I can please without working then why do I need to work and why do people expect me to work when they also didn't want me to have my job when I did have one?

>>21045358
I like how it creates exception errors in libtard npc logic.
>FIRST ***FEMALE*** PRIME MINISTER OF ITALY
print result 'approved'
>ANTI-IMMIGRATION
print result 'disapprove'
error: unhandled exception

>>21045372
my nigga how do you pay for food

>>21042382
>>21042413
good luck cancerbros. got any last directives? just know that if you decide to 'let go' there can be painful, fucked-up complications so make sure you've got access to some A-grade painkillers because it's gunna hurt like a flaming cunt.

>>21045372
I mostly just despise what "work" means now. We don't produce anything. We don't use our bodies at all. We don't even oversee the operations of people who do. We basically don't do anything. I'm an "analyst". Do you know what that means? It means I socialize. I sit in meetings, I give presentations, I answer questions, and every month or so I shuffle around meaningless numbers and tables on a spreadsheet for someone to talk about efficiency. If the industrial work of the 19th and 20th centuries was physical hell then this is mental hell. Symbol analysis is not work.

>>21045395
Dole/welfare lol.

I mean think about it .....when society gleefully saw people excluded from society over not getting the vax and happily saw them get temrinated over it and effectively banned for nearly a year from even working. Wtf did they think was going to happen to us? What was their honest long term goal that we are still alive and well all the same. Even now there is still a stigma over not being vaxxed yet they will have no issues with 2 dosers when the vax fades and being unboosted or not having a relevant dose within the past 3 months basically makes you unvaxxed.

I live simplistically so I realised I really don't need much. I already have the material goods I want.

>>21045449
HONESTLY YOU JUST GOTTA COPE MAN

>>21045358
My dude, Italiens voted for Berlusconi
Twice
No amount of retardation can be shocking if it’s coming from an Italian

The insurance industry baffles me, as does the general tendency for finance capitalism to turn the fundamental pillars of the economy into a casino.

Insurance is the inverse of casino house logic. They bet on bets, by anticipating that many low-rollers will lose consistently to offset the rare situation in which a high-roller wins. The small, though significant bias in favor of the casino, the house edge, makes it likely that the house will almost always at minimum break even.

For something like health insurance in America, it's basically , in essence, a scam. It bets on health people making minimum use of their plans while paying premiums, to offset the occasional situation when the policy guarantor has to pay for a $500,000 dollar transplant surgery.

>>21045461
That's the thing. I feel like all these things people expect me to desire like
>Travel
>Restaurants
>Clubbing/partying
>Shopping
>Netflix, Disney+, Spotify, Prime, Huli and other streaming services

Etc ARE the copes. And if you don't desire that stuff anymore (or have a way to get them free like tv subs) wtf do I need to work or get a job. And like what often happens to people we they earn more, including myself, their tastes just get more and more expensive for the same shit for no really good reason besides it being a cope to justify the time you are putting in not work to be earning all that money. But if you break that mentality, it makes you wonder what's it all for. Like I said earlier, I'm sure people out there are completely fine with that mentality and lifestyle, but if it doesn't suits yours, what's next?

A lot of places even expect you to work Full time or not at all. And it's often frowned upon to be a part time worker unless you are a woman even if that's all you need to get by.

>be reading book on crusades
>see the word Moabite
>what the fuck
>it's an kingdom of a tribe called Moab
This would be great slur for Muslims. I've been called towelhead, sandnigger, etc but being called moabite would intimate me

>>21045449
For me, it's a question of dignity. When people lose a sense of dignity and fail to identify anything they can work towards which would restore it, they just drop out. And there are very few things you can do today which feel dignified.

>>21045502
How do you spend your time?

>>21043572
Onion? Radish?

>>21045502
To be honest, I gave up on streaming services and mainstream media quite some time ago. However, the other things you're talking about (besides clubbing) are quite fun, IF you have someone to share them with. Travelling with a partner, sharing a meal with a partner, going buying a perfume, or matching pajamas. Sharing your life with someone makes a TON of things worthful which usually aren't. If you can't find anyone. You should try turning to more solitary activities until you do. Hiking, reading, exploring nature, adopt a pet!

>>21045512
I'll try to remember it next time I see you. ;)

>>21041454
One minute per page is the threshold to make it. Any more time spent means you will not get through works quick enough to reflect, adapt, or write in the meantime during books.

>>21045580
Yeah I get that and it would be nice but as I mentioned in my original post, I feel I've honestly missed the boat to find that quality woman and I'm actually worried on top about ending up with the wrong person which I have seen.

So if you don't have that to look forward to and don't really want it anymore , what else is out there for me to participate back in society when all it took was a vax refusal to be booted out.

I already do a lot of solitary activities which are low cost and I can do without a job.

>>21045574
Working out
Watching YouTube stuff/documentaries
Read
Listen to music
Garden
Maintain or start new worm farms
Sit out in the sun

Are the main things I enjoy that I can do from home and don't cost much. I really do just enjoy keeping things simple. It bothers me when people disrupt my day lol

Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind a job again if it was as comfy and close to home as my old one but I'm in no rush as I feel pretty happy and content when I came to my realizations that I dont want a lot of things that people strive for.

Trust me I've tried it but always felt like I was living a lie, doing things just because I knew it's what society expects you to like and do. Yet that lifestyle caused me so much dispair and depression in the past. Something I don't felt anymore the more I lived to my true self and nature

What is going to happen to all the women that bury all their problems in stray dick?

>>21041454
Gf seems to have a real disdain for Asians, more specifically Asian women depsite me being Asian.

It comes out pretty badly when she's playing online games and she suspects she is playing with an Asian. Not sure if it's just trash talk but she gets over the top with it with comments such as
>You're Asian, you're no even human
>Mimicing Asian voices/language
>Calling them trannies

Or she does it in general too when we see them in public or shes scrolling through social media. So I think it's a genuine predjudice. She doesn't say it directly to them obviously, but just makes the comments to me. I even ask her if she realises I'm asian lmao, but she always laughs it off and says but I'm different and it's different because she loves me

It's weird and don't know why she's like this

It's time to stop using singular 'they'.

>>21045968
We get it you bro you dont understand linguistics

>>21045980
I understand linguistics very well, in fact I've majored in linguistics. Using singular 'they' like this (in the picture) is incorrect.
Please don't quote Shakespeare using it in a completely different way at me. Thank you.

>>21045358
>never thought europeans would vote for an actual right-winger
>in a million years
u ever heard of adolf hitler

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkpgz3uQ58U

I can't help but view my work experience as a sort of biography and be embarrassed by it.

>>21045358
Well. RW just means conservative liberalism now. The actual fascists wanted a radical new beginning of modernity. This is not that.

>just shit so hard i got a boner
Did it graze my prostate?

If you ever find yourself pursuing a graduate degree and considering working in Uni admin or if you consider working in Uni admin to pursue a graduate degree, just don't. It's career suicide.

>>21045574
Yes, onion. It's from the Exeter Book, written ~960-990.

I'm really unhappy with how my 20s have gone so far. If that were you, what would you do?

>>21044549
Stop this fucking larp already

>>21045752
Please ignore this post. It obviously came out of my inability to control my anger, and out of the rather off assumption that what one writes here doesn't matter. It is true I don't want to write stuff like this on a physical piece of paper cus I don't want it around me, I just want it out. But my father failed to control his anger and became a terrible man for it, and I don't want to be like him. Jesus is right, anger is related to murder.

I have no idea what you're going through or why.

>>21046322
I stayed the course and became even more miserable. Hopefully my 30s will be better.

>>21046356
How did you "stay the course"?

>>21046464
I kept doing what I was doing and didn't make any changes to my life that would improve it.
I think I'm just without whatever it is that others have to motivate them to do things. It also doesn't help that I'm just barely competent enough to be a functioning adult.

>>21046486
What sort of changes do you think you should have made in retrospect? Sometimes it can be hard to identify something worth working toward.

>>21046500
For the most part I just wish I dealt with my mental health issues earlier. Doing so would have drastically improved my life.

i just realized i only visit this guenon forum out of habit and have absolutely no interest in guenon, so i've decided to stop visiting this guenon forum. not sure how even started posting on a guenon forum to begin with since i do not like guenon? anyway, if i see one more fucking guenon face it will be too many, and the best way to reduce the probability of seeing any more long droopy guenon faces is to stop browsing a guenon forum especially since i have zero interest in guenon. good day.

>>21046528
I see. Well, I hope you do whatever you need to do for things to be better for you.

I've been studying or working at the same place since I was 18 and now that I'll be 30 soon, I want to move on but I don't know what the hell to do now.

Should I just kill myself?

>>21041454
I’m not happy, and therefore I’m likely not content with reality. But that’s only likely. There are other things a person needs besides contentment with reality in order to be happy, correct? Contentment is a solid foundation upon which meaning can be built, so while I may have contentment, I don’t necessarily have meaning. Contentment is a necessary condition for both meaning and happiness, but not a sufficient condition for either. There’s an important lesson there: something “being wrong” is a description of an absence of contentment, not an absence of meaning. Meaning, and so happiness (as I think they travel together, at least in the way they’re important to me) is a positive attribute over and above mere contentment, and so in addition for nothing being wrong for these to be the case, something specific must also be right--I think this additional something specific may be as simple as a particular orientation toward reality and its content, a specific bending toward the light of self-of-and-in-world. Do I feel like I’m doing this? I try. I’m on the right path. Now that I’ve recognized this additionally necessary positive state, however, I’m only made myself aware of its absence in the majority of cases and situations, and so, insofar as I’m aware of the necessity for this state, I’m also aware of its absence. Having unproblematically achieved contentment, meaning has become the new bar, and I now call the absence of meaning “something wrong”, whereas that description used to apply to something as basic as the absence of contentment. Is this elaboration of the possibility of unhappiness progress?

>>21046611
dubs and you don't

>>21046632
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

>>21046611
Take a few decades to contemplate.
Your metabolism is probably just out of whack.
Live life as dangerously as you want. Ever see the premise of that first Lethal Weapon film?
(Don’t go shooting up a school or anything)

>>21046583
I hope so. I've experienced a noticeable mental decline over the past few years, so I'm not very confident.

>>21046611
You're an idiot. Keep that in mind.

Liking muscular fit women is just as wrong as liking men in skirts and wigs and makeup. You can't make an argument that one is degeneracy but another is based. One and the same thing.

>>21046720
100% wrong. Overblown muscles isn’t attractive, but fit muscular is divine. You’re just a flabby bastard

>>21046748
>fit muscular
On men. It's a masculine trait. Not feminine.
Putting muscles on women is just as gross as putting stockings and skirt on a man. And just as gay.

>>21046720
Depends on what you mean. Ive seen the body builder woman webms get circulated and it is kind of odd. But a fit and lean woman is always attractive

>>21046752
Fit and lean, but not strong.

Everyone has been going on and on about this new mexican food chain. Several people have independently told me they make the best fish tacos and just how great it all is.
It was mediocre, overpriced, and gave me liquid shits.

Books are the weed of the mind. As is weed.

How well would you do on this exam?
1/2

>>21046816
2/2

>>21041890
Same anon I struggle with feelings of shame that no amount of worldly success is able to quench it seems
t. Workaholic

People on this board are unbelievably retarded and hate any form of fun.

Would you work on Wall Street if given the chance?

>>21046935
Some guy told me this happened because some Jews killed God. Sounded dumb at first but I'm starting to see what he means.

>>21046751
Women have muscle mass too. Developed, it looks really hot. I can’t speak for the women, but overblown, roided up muscle competition girls or guys look ridiculous.
The guys in dresses thing isn’t me either, and doesn’t make for an even comparison. You’re talking more about women who get hormone treatments, grow facial hair and remove their breasts. That’s not good in any degree. Have your preferences, but you’re wrong.

>>21046936
It’s AI working it now.

>>21046935
I hear that.

COULD THE MODS PLEASE NUKE THE FROG INVASION. THANKS.

>>21046836
Try being a workaholic with no work to do. I fill my empty days with thinking about problems.

Is it immoral to make 'ought' statements to disabled/mentally ill people?

Sometimes I feel like the Russian soul desu. My grandma was Slovak. Maybe it is similar.
https://youtu.be/oBHGxGPTsAI

Is it really that hard to write for a living?

i feel like i'm constantly having a mystical experience and i can do it no matter where i am or what i'm doing. i can basically will myself into ecstasy.

There are 219 posts in this thread and only 78 posters.
One can assume that each of you have made at least 2 posts.

>>21047153
i've made 4 (5 now) herr newfag

Got a new pair of glasses, looked in the mirror and realized I'm fucking ugly. I had just gotten used to my face with the old ones and forgotten how fucking ugly I am.

>work same job for 4 years
>haven't taken a sick day since August of 2021, my last vacation was in January of 2021 because missing even a day or two means coming back to a shit ton of work because management is shit and we are understaffed and overworked
>go out of my way for customers every day, often above and beyond to keep them happy
>customers still refuse to meet me halfway, treat me like a servant, will go over my head to my manager to get what they want when I won't give it to them instantly
I'm not asking them to worship the ground I walk on but I'd like at least a modicum of respect from you people

>>21047177
>you people
i dont even know you man :(

In hindsight, being forced to go to school while in the midst of major psychological problems impacted me negatively. It put me into a place of irreversible alienation which I still struggle to escape almost ten years later. I always knew what was best for me, especially as regards to environment, but for some odd reason the powers that be decided to force me into situations that were greatly harmful to me anyway.

>>21047189
it is what it is

I love writing mean reviews about shitty books.

>>21044192
>Everything'll be fine.
boldfaced lie

Does anyone else get a strange, masochistic thrill when anons on this site shit on you for being a pleb? It makes me feel special. I screenshot the best responses.

How many US state capitals can you name?

>>21047329
10 or 20 maybe and I live in america

useless knowledge and also i didn't go to middle school or elementary school where they probably make you memorize bullshit like that

>>21041454
Just finished Return of the King and now I am very sad.
Books to mend this feel?

>>21041890
Stop being a chr*stcuck. It's making you feel sick, just for being human. How sad!

>>21047177
People treat other people based on the way they carry themselves. Stand tall, look people in the eyes, don't fold if they question you. If you demand respect, you'll receive it.

Do you guys practice penmanship? I want my handwriting to be nice but I also realized I've been holding pens wrong most of my life so I have to start from there.

>>21047379
You should go on a walk and think about the book! Or perhaps write some in depth thoughts on the themes, characters, or whatever analytical perspectives. You need to ruminate I think, for a little bit.

>>21047329
albany jackson springfield tallahassee dallas sacramento olympia baton rouge helena raleigh uhhhhhhhhhh anchorage honolulu

>>21047329
Maybe 10. Man this just made me realize I know so very little about the state I've lived in my whole life.

What's the most /lit/ nootropic? For me, it's phenibut. Shit is like living on cheatmode every 4 days

>>/lit/thread/S21046028

I look like the fucking chud meme, a bullet is the only cure..

>>21047470
I gave that one some shit a few times but ended up reading some of their recommendations and liked them. Good person actually. I think I was the childish fool.

>>21047283
Where's the lie?

>>21045157
Yep. Now make it a point to tidy it up for at least a few minutes every day, if you don't it will get back to that messy state again before you know it.

>>21045372
Dude just go to fucking India or something and try to become a monk or something like that. Think about it, beautiful views, simplistic life you think you want, probably get to meet some cool people. And if you don't like it you can always just leave. What are you waiting for? You only have one life, might as well go do something interesting and follow your gut instinct..

https://youtu.be/pvEoR4QywgE

>>21047379
you just finished one of the most serious epics in the english language. take a few hours lmao

I've had my phone shut off for weeks yet my heart still races when I hear anything that sounds like my phone vibrating. I fucking hate being conditioned to having a phone around and expected to be available all waking hours.

Young people used to be able to strike out with nothing on frontiers and in colonies and make it. Now if you're lucky, you can go to an Ivy League school, learn to code, and make some software to sell to a bank.

>>21047724
>Young people used to be able to strike out with nothing on frontiers and in colonies and make it
never happened

people going over to america had a shit ton more than nothing (above all they had an extremely integrated family and religious structure with everyone having defined roles and everyone helping eachother which modern young people don't have) and they had to get help from native americans for decades to keep from starving, or in most cases they did starve.

i'm so tired

Please send movie recs that share the narrative style of Trainspotting. I really enjoy the inner monologue. I draw the line at anime shit like Death Note. I know that he knows that I know...
I watched Neongenesis and liked it. My brother I'd a week, so he recommended Death Note. I quit anime.

>>21047940
Death Note is kino, and not very long. It isn't quite as artsy as Evangelion but it's a pretty good ride. Most of the inner monologue there is analytical, playing chess between the main characters. Kira is absolutely diabolical, he's one of the best villains and characters I've seen in anime.

Point: Creating dogshit is better than creating nothing
Counterpoint:
>Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.
Thoughts?

>>21047724
They often died desu

>>21046691
So are you

>>21047404
Yes, because he chose to spend his childhood contemplating hell

>>21047404
And we are sick

>>21048041
If creating the dogshit is rewarding to you and you're not shoving anybody's face in it, the first point stands.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-D56Yg_zpDc

>live in major american city
>today is rosh hashanah
>jews are absent from the city
>its actually a nice day for once

>>21047639
pits

>>21048188
Damn i should have gone to Hollywood today

>>21041454
Why does gen z have this idea that if you have a certain type of preference that you are racist?

How long before they accuse you of homophobia if you don't want to date the same sex?

>>21046322
realize you're a handsome fucker and lock a dime piece down for life. i',m talkin marriage buddy nothing less

>>21048289
>Why does gen z have this idea
It doesnt

>>21048289
millenials caused this problem I must say. Gen Z has taken that problem and ran with it but you know the whole thing is about rejecting ossified art forms

>>21048289
A current topic of debate is whether it is transphobic to not date a trans person

>>21041454
I fucking hate niggers so much

>>21048349
Topic of debate between whom? I've never heard anyone in real life bring it up.

>>21048289
>preference
In what? cat good? This is a media blitz hypnotizing social media tards. Same way you were all made to post 4chan shit memes, except those didn't come from the feds

>>21048311
>>21048368

There's some tik tok girl "under fire" for having a certain type (white guys)

Wtf is wrong with that. Funny thing is that from what I noticed, all these ethnic girls complaining about the privileged white male trope nearly always end up marrying one

>>21041454
Crippling addiction to the internet. I am a slave.

>>21041454
>Never understood the appeal of ass

Is it weird that bare ass or ass in legginga does nothing for me but I find it insanely hot in the right panties/booty shorts

>>21041890
I relate to this. There's always something off, unfinished or soiled. No matter. I always feel gross in some way. Or like there's this faint scent that follows me.
I wish we could replace human skin with plastic. We have all these revolting fluids and the shame of the base reality of the body.
If i had the option to upload my mind into a robot I would always do it.

>>21048362
Your mum and I were discussing it in bed this morning

>>21048391
Tiktok isnt real life
>>21048411
Hope she warned you about the stds first

spam until next thread

>>21048172
prompt?

>>21047639
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

>>21041454
I find it difficult to engage with philosophy and symbolism unless they are explicitly pointed out to me. I see anons on this board arguing the merits of certain philosophers versus others, and yet often find myself automatically ascribing to everything I read, even if it's contradictory. I have no inner core set of values or convictions and that scares me.

>>21048368
>cat good?
CAT FOOD.

>>21048391
Organize a campaign against the bots picking on her. Absurd. I want social justice, but these woke-tards are emergent fascists and I won't stand for it. You hear!

Are you withdrawing because of me? That’s what I’m worried about.

>>21048586
>often find myself automatically ascribing to everything I read, even if it's contradictory
Humans are cruel.
Humans are kind.
You can write a book from either perspective where I agree with everything you say. We can't contain the entirety of a thing using words.

I’m positive the American left is pushing an agenda backed by jews to desensitize the masses to pedophelia so that if the high up DNC member get discovered as pedos no one will care. And there’s nothing that can be done because any significant entity that opposes this will be silenced

i dont get it lit. i'm treating her like shit, why doesn't she like me?

>>21048586
women hands typed this

>>21041454
---- Solaria ----
215
(insinuation)

The way that Henry James used "let"
Must be the sublime of satire.

It's one thing to shriek grievances like depots
Do though repeating repeating stations and quite another

To characterize conditions one likes
With his exacting fidelity, to describe places

And persons with the same unconcern one feels
About the response of cats, crickets, cities, monumental

Architecture, nature on the whole, addressing
A friend of precocious wisdom.

I wish I had so much innate energy
Yet when I judge which gain of charm's theft

Exceeds the actinic blue feelingly seen via car furnaces,
The ecstasy of frail advantage,

The way that gardens prevail around me without
Exertion of the will more casual than the feeling of wheels

Alarming in their potency
I count myself fortunate in ecstasy.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji4i_GfQn9g

>>21041454
I can't focus on reading and keep getting distracted by my phone.

I'm a neet too

>>21048702
(slight edit)
---- Solaria ----
215
(insinuation)

The way that Henry James used "let"
Must be the sublime of satire.

It's one thing to shriek grievances like depots
Do though repeating repeating stations and quite another

To characterize conditions one likes
With his exacting fidelity, to describe places

And persons with the same unconcern one feels
About the response of cats, crickets, cities, monumental

Architecture, nature on the whole, addressing
A friend of precocious wisdom.

I wish I had so much innate energy
Yet when I judge which gain of charm's theft

Exceeds the actinic blue feelingly seen via car furnaces,
The ecstasy of frail advantage,

The way that gardens prevail around me without
Exertion of the will more casual than the feeling of wheels

Alarming in their potency
I count myself fortunate in it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji4i_GfQn9g

>>21048724
(slight edit for a significant typo. Holy shit this is fun.)
---- Solaria ----
215
(insinuation)

The way that Henry James used "let"
Must be the sublime of satire.

It's one thing to shriek grievances like depots
Do through repeating repeating stations and quite another

To characterize conditions one likes
With his exacting fidelity, to describe places

And persons with the same unconcern one feels
About the response of cats, crickets, cities, monumental

Architecture, nature on the whole, addressing
A friend of precocious wisdom.

I wish I had so much innate energy
Yet when I judge which gain of charm's theft

Exceeds the actinic blue feelingly seen via car furnaces,
The ecstasy of frail advantage,

The way that gardens prevail around me without
Exertion of the will more casual than the feeling of wheels

Alarming in their potency
I count myself fortunate in it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji4i_GfQn9g [Embed]

>>21041454
---- Solaria ----
216
(lullaby)

Searchlights sweep altocumululs
In absolute silence, doubtless on a lark

My wising is consonant with, could he see me
Completely relaxed, indifferent to the drift of galaxies.

Indulging nostalgia for forever,
Stars rendered faraway

Almost to feeling as they are in fact,
Unimaginable, and still comfortably near

As if gods could be so kind in their decorousness.

https://youtu.be/0_n1KuEPCxc?t=780

>>21047737
The poorfags were dying in coal mines back home

>>21046965
>Women have muscle mass too. Developed, it looks really hot
Congratulations, you are a homosexual. Degraded, perverted, twisted and sick. Instead of admiring the natural beauty of the female sex, you admire masculine traits that don't belong to it and are alien to it.
>You’re talking more about women who get hormone treatments, grow facial hair and remove their breasts
No I'm not.
>doesn’t make for an even comparison
That is exactly an even comparison. Men doing womanly things - bad. Women doing manly things - bad.

>>21041454
>Girl claims to be open-minded and progressive
>Made fun of me when I said I believe giants were real

Lol wtf is her problem? This bitch believes tranny shit yet makes fun of me about giants

>>21049185
Are you a child? Who believes in giants?

>>21049242
Christian fundamentalists

>>21046994
I've tried this and when I look into the void I do get some clarity. But then it's too much and I go back into the usual grind

>>21047449
What do you do on it?

general literature (genlit) discord server
https://discord.gg/Rag2faepCZ

>>21049621
What grind though? My job just does not even give me enough work to do. It's public service so it's not like I can just ask for a promotion or more work. For the last year, I've gone on 2-4 hour hikes and read nearly a book a day. It's nice, but it gets old and depressing.

>>21048613
That's dumb, American left already treats child victims like shit. It's the right you need to desensitize because they're the ones who would actually shoot someone who fucked a child. Leftists would prefer to not do anything about the kid. You're making them seem like active participants when they're the epitome of Somebody Else's Problem thinkers.

>>21041454
I'm away for work and they accidentally booked me and a female coworker in the same room.

We are on seperate beds but I feel really uncomfortable. Haven't told my wife because I don't want her getting weird thoughts but this all feels so weird. Nothing is going to happen but I can smell her and she has really nice feet, so in a sense I've just had a decent glimpse of her nude seeing that I'm a footfag.

Should I tell my wife about the mix up? If so when or should I just not mention it at all

it feels so good to be handsome. too bad youth doesn't last very long

>>21048313
>this whole thing is about rejecting ossified art forms
interesting take

I need advice, but I have no one I can turn to that I trust.

>>21048289
The only strong stance that Gen Z has is the rejection of all the strong stances that anyone older than them has, and who could blame them for that? These kids are growing up in internet psycho factories and inheriting a pile of meaningless shit spray-painted gold.

Moldbug just dumped his babymomma.

>>21049799
No I believe members of the DNC actively participate in pedophelia to get adrenochrome. The Jews/left are desensitizing us to adult/child relationships so if they ever get caught it’s no big deal. They don’t have to necessarily desensitize the right. Just make them look like the crazy/wrong ones

>>21049242
He's a modern man of La Mancha.

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>>21050149
>>21050149
>>21050149

El testo

>>21050119
>The Jews/left are desensitizing us to
>They don’t have to necessarily desensitize the right.
Who's us then? Centrists? They already wouldn't get involved in any contentious issue. It's kind of in the name. And why would they need pedo shit to get adrenochrome? America's not exactly opposed to poorly thought out medicine. They could just pay for it without pedo shit. The left doesn't give a shit about kids, and their only sensitivity to pedos is right wing ones where they're kind of happy the kid got raped because then they can waffle on about how they were right about religion.

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>>21049823
>Should I tell my wife about the mix up? If so when or should I just not mention it at all
I don't see any reason to mention it. As long as nothing happens you have nothing to be guilty about.

Why the doors won't open? I ve been knockin on them all my life.
Maybe they don't want me to knock.
Maybe i should burn down their houses. Yes, they WANT to have no choice, because it's only under discomfort that those puny humans give their best..
They wanted to have stability but they only got mediocrity.
I will force them to give me what they have, cause they don't know how to use it anyway.

>>21049904
What do you need advice about?

>>21049780
My usual grind is my work that makes a lot of money but isn't particularly enjoyable and distracts me from my demons I.e. being alone and having no close relationships. That's the stuff I should *really* be working on. I keep telling myself that when I'm ready I'll get to it but the day never comes

>>21050442
I see. I used to have a job that made a lot of money, but I quit over ethical concerns. That's how I got this easy job, which drives me nuts actually.

>>21050437
School and work, I suppose. The reason I don't have anyone to turn to is that I don't know anyone with the sort of education or in the line of work in question, nor do I have any personal family or friends who, I think, give good advice.

>>21050573
How come the easier job is driving you nuts?

>>21050951

>>21050919
On top of really disliking the people and the environment and overall mission of the job and organization, I just really have nothing to do, and certainly nothing important to do. I've been here for a little over 3 years now. I really should have left after 1, but I got comfortable I guess.

>>21051295

trips

>>21051343
why'd you have to post after me, this thread could've ended on self-checked trips