/lit/ - Literature

have sex incels

Boobs

>>21027159
Make me femcel

What the fuck am I going to do all day

>>21027164
Somethin' else

>>21027164
Drink booze smoke crack read a page or two and then fuck a 40 year old roastie.

>>21027159
3D women are disgusting

>>21027192
You are not wrong. Letting that fat midget blow you would be chlamydia and gonnorhea herpes and hpv at the least.

>>21027192
You are quite wrong.
You two will never find happiness

>>21027192
I'm 100% sure that you will find happiness.

How do I cope with the realisation that I am a total fraud and have nothing to show for my superiority complex?

>>21027316
Find humbleness

damn the thread wars are back on hahaha
nice

>>21027192
>>21027159
What the fuck is wrong with you people

Stop posting this trash

>>21027322
Unfortunately I can't seem to imagine a world in which I am not either infinitely superior or inferior to others. I guess getting out a bit more might give me a more realistic idea.

>>21027373
The pictures aren’t so bad. It’s the catchphrases that are trash

>>21027373
Trannies are constitutively incapable of not trying to make others participate in their porno preferences, that's why they crossdress in public to begin with

>>21027377
Child, I am smarter than most people, you included, and I am still able to apply appropriate humility and graciousness to my interactions. They like me, they get to know me and they tell me I’m smart, “you could be a teacher” a friend told me some years ago. I didn’t believe her and thanked her embarrassed saying “naw”. I think now that she was right.
Yes, get out more.

>>21027399
They’re not trans for being fans of anime, ya dumbass
You only think in Twitter profiles and believe the rest of the world is that way. Go outside. Walk for days, looking around you won’t find a single tranny

>>21027417
>I am smart
>“
>”
>reddit spacing

>>21027137
Today a woman called me unfair for punishing a child for not having their book in class.

Women should not be allowed near academia.

>>21027423
Shut the fuck up Butterfly

You have gotten ten times more annoying since dropping the trip, go suck Feminister's feminine cock like you used to roleplay with him

>>21027429
that's pretty unfair and you are a mean spirited person

>>21027439
>that's pretty unfair
No.

>you are a mean spirited person
Yes.

>>21027439
When that kid is a 35 year old "gifted underachiever" fuckup loser whining on 4chan about how the world didn't take it easy enough on him to give him "chances" to succeed, he can thank you and this cunt for protecting him from all negative feedback

>>21027446
was it the first time they've forgotten a book?

>>21027504
No. The third. He was told and warned.

You will all be saved.

>>21027530
Set an example for the other children

America makes a grievous error by assuming it won't come to a kinetic war with Russia and worse, that America can't lose a kinetic war with Russia.

>>21027316
By asking what there ever was to show. I mean that sincerely. What sort of deed in this world would be deserving of a sense of superiority? It will kill two birds with one stone because it will demand a degree of humility.

>>21027425
There was no “reddit” space, dumb cat poster.

>>21027435
>swatting at invisible butterflies

>>21027582
>“
>”
>>>/reddit/

>>21027446
You shouldn’t be allowed near children.

John Taylor Gatto poster here.

>>21027600
Those are quotation marks, autist. Learn how to use them.

This^ is the dreaded reddit space.

It is allegedly used to make ones post larger.

And therefore stand out from the maddening grey soup of anonymity.

It’s silly. But now you know what reddit spacing is. Zoomer newfag.

>>21027530
hmmm ok in that case i understand.

>>21027622
Shut up Buttershit

>tfw the noumenon is the will of the Almighty

The derided critics who predicted that the internet was just a fad will be proven right sooner than we think. The world will not remain this mind-numbing forever.

I work for a Japanese company. I plan to work here for 20+ years. Might give learning Japanese a shot, seeing as the likelihood I will make a few trips to Japan throughout my career is high. Not a lot of Jap literature that excites me though unfortunately, so maybe not. The alphabet does intimidate me.

>>21027363
Did you watch Ginger Snaps

Well bros I think I am offically at the point where I am never gonna make it. Theres very little hope and I may have run out of second chances. Might just go get forklift certified and become an alcoholic recluse. I wasnt meant for this world anyway

>>21027137
How come I can't get into books written by women? This isn't even me being a pol chud hater of them. I genuinely can't no matter how hard I try. Even if I think the autor is a guy the story still doesn't grip me and when I look them up it's a women. Can't put my finger on it. It's like they all have this one thing in common with their writing that I can't figure out.

>>21027159
Not gonna happen unless I rape someone. Which one of you femanons gonna let me tie you up in my basement so I can sire 8 or more fuck trophies?

>>21027829
Women are primarily social and sensuous beings who can at best/at most point out the perennial niceties, complexities, and paradoxicalities of daily life, but never penetrate into the deeper metahistorical or metaphysical levels of being

Some men are surface fish, content to swim and frolic in the first few hundred meters of depth with women, the expert swimmers. Other men are big slow whales designed to dive deep into the depths and talk about EU4

Just learned how little my "friends" from my school years care about me. The only people who seem to give a fuck where I ended up are the weirdos without many friends themselves whom I only marginally hung out with, and then the few normie friends I had. But the people who I had the most in common with? They only want me gone. Not that I have a lot in common with them anymore.

People shit on normalfags but even if they are so different from us, there are some of them who are genuinely nice people and will be sociable with even an alien-man like me. I never would've, and probably never will, be able to fit in with normalfags, so my regret is not further associating with the friendless weirdos who seem to actually enjoy my presence and care about me. I remember not having the same interests as them, but there was some overlap, and it's not impossible for friendship to bloom even if two people have differing interests as well. They just seemed happy that someone was talking to them, and I'm sure they had plenty to say.

I feel like I'm a horrible person for associating with other horrible persons instead of being a friend for the people who needed a friend. Looking back, they were all pieces of shit, including me. Maybe that's why I was friends with them. Funnily enough, I am one of those weird people who needs a friend now.

>>21027721
What do you do? How did you get in? There are surprisingly a lack of English teachers on /lit/. I also rarely hear of researchers abroad.

>>21027137
>>21027160
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

https://satanslibrary.org/English/Torah_and_the_Jews_Exposed.pdf

>>21027845
Makes sense why I can't take females seriously in the humanities

Just feeling extremely demoralized and like my life is basically over and I should just give up
Typical everyday stuff

>>21027915
Me too.

>>21027395
pits

>>21027915
I spend most of my time shitposting here. Only thing I would change would be having more friends

I thought going back to college would be good for me. It seemed like an opportunity to retake control of my life, build up my education to further opportunities for myself, put myself back into a social setting and reconnect with the world. All that really happened is that I remembered how walled off from my peers I am and how little opportunity there is left for me. The depression I fought off is now reignited and I'm realizing that so much of the misery Ive experienced in life is on account of the education system. It's only been a month back andall the anger, resentment, helplessness, and self loathing have returned as strong as they were when I left school at the start of the pandemic.

>>21027915
It’s great to see you again then anon. Life wasn’t over and you didn’t give up.

>>21027891
I'm a mechanical engineer. The Japan trips would be a few weeks at a time every couple of years. Also there are always Japanese guys in the offices and sometimes they send engineers over here for awhile, I think it would be cool to be able to talk to them, and I have found learning German really fun and rewarding so I know I can do it if I decide to. Also on the off-chance that I become fluent there are some great career opportunities that open up to me. Really, its exciting me to think about the possibilities. So, I think I am deciding right now to give it a shot, why not?

>>21028062
JUST DO IT

>>21027159
she’s pure sexo, a fuck machine

>>21027993
What is your plan now?

>>21027911
My boss is a woman. She made up a four point system for improving work, on the spot, then declared she should write a book about it. Women are dangerously stupid.

>>21027137
Just realized most self described "cucks" are also male feminists who unironically believe in the myth of female autonomy

>>21028269
Same anon, so is mine. She's made work more strict and personally I can't stand it. I wish women didn't have jobs anymore

>>21028269
Kek, its obvious you're larping, which is kind of sad?

>>21027161
>>21027192
>>21027199
>>21027373
>>21027429
>>21027829
>>21027838
>>21027845
>>21027911
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>>21028327
these "men" get 0 pussy

>>21028428
Thank god I get no pussy. I'm a homo.

>>21028394
I wish, she really is that stupid.

Hello my name is Noah and I am from Missouri.
What is your name? How are you doing today?

>>21027137
Why does life hurt so much?

Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell’s heart I stab at thee.

>>21027137
It's party time get your drugs out
If you wanna make love get your muff out
Do you wanna make love to a sad old man?

>>21028428
Well I mean, on the whole, women these days are kinda shit. And it's OK to say that. Imma speak my truth nigger.

>>21027137
Developing ED has completely changed my perspective on life

>>21028622
how old are you

>>21028527
sup noah, im sam. my day was alright, boring day at work but i wouldnt say i had a bad day

>>21027504
>singular they
You should be punished too

>>21028249
Finish college without killing myself.

>>21028428
Casual sex is immoral

>>21027137
guilt is spreading everywhere in my life.
I feel guilty eating, sleeping and using this computer.
dark times coming, I don't know what to do.

Is Duster-anon still around? I listened to Stratosphere and Contemporary Movement, they both were kino

Bored

Three years in, I despise remote work.

Couldn't find the courage to even talk to the girl I like in class today. I hate myself for the complete faggot that I am.
Why can't I find the courage to even ask her a lame question to start to conversation about class or whatever? I feel like complete shit.

I'm 29 years old and insanely bored. I'm mulling over going to graduate or professional school, simply because I'm unhappy and don't know what else to do.

here to make some deductions
1. this thread was created 10 minutes after the other wwoym thread
2. yet, it has more replies than the other thread
3. because the threads are identical except for the fact that this thread contains "/wwoym/ but not "write" what's on your mind, while the other thread contains write what's on your mind but not /wwoym/, the most likely explanation is that, when searching the catalog, more people do command F + "wwoym" than do "write what's on your mind"
4. adding "wwoym" to write what's on your mind threads is a relatively recent development, which means doing command F + wwoym would require you to change your routine
5. autists are made uncomfortable by that kind of change, and none of us would make the effort to change to writing "wwoym" due to some stupid reason like it's faster
6. therefore, everyone in this thread is a fucking normie
i hope you all kill yourselves.

>>21029090
based

>>21029090
>adding "wwoym" to write what's on your mind threads is a relatively recent development
This is where your argument falls apart
1) it's really not that recent. Adding /wwoym/ to the OP was a major point in the thread wars. It has been occuring long enough to become habit, even to the most autistic
2) many posters here likely only started posting in this thread after the /wwoym/ tag was added, meaning they never recall a time where it wasnt present.

>>21029222
29222 trips on 9/22/22
I would say those trips are nice,
but I was vying for them myself.
I can't believe fate would favor your posts over mine.

is there a board like /lit/ without all the nazis and christian larpers?

>>21029222
if they are that new then that just makes them even more normie

>>21029283
There aren't really that many nazi and christian larpers on this board compared to the rest of the website. If you think this board is bad then maybe you should just stay off 4chan altogether.

>>21029298
/mu/ and /lit/ are the only boards i visit, and this place is definitely worse.

>>21029283
Yes but reddit is even slower.

So what should you do if you didn't get on the right path in your 20s? I'm 29 and I'm looking around at successful people who are older than me and noticing that they did specific things in their 20s that I did not do.

>>21029283
r/literature. I think you'd fit in well there

>>21029316
what exactly is stopping you from doing in your 30s what they did in their 20s

>>21029305
>/mu/ and /lit/ are the only boards i visit

>>21029333
/mu/ in any year
The kpop board only cares about asian bitches

What the FUCK is exploding milk porn?

>>21029316
start today retard

>>21029326
It's a good question. Nothing, and I know that. At the same time, what you're doing then is accepting playing the game of catch-up. I have this idea that what I should really be doing, and what everyone who is behind should be doing, is avoid playing catchup and go for exponential growth rather than linear growth. But what exactly that growth is or whether I'm ready for it, I can't say.

>>21027137
This place is a lost cause, isn’t it?

>>21029385
In what way?

>>21029379
you can keep trying to come up with reasons and motivations and plans or you can do what you wish you would do. if you didn't know what it was you wouldn't know that you aren't happy where you are.

>>21027137
The black masculinity/Poland thread is going to hit 300 replies in a couple hours. Wild shit. Can’t believe how much the board has changed

>>21028428
Are you mad?

>>21029391
No one gives a fuck about actually reading books. Too much baiting and off topic threads

>>21029406
i post threads about books all the time, do you? i've noticed that most people who say nobody on /lit/ reads are projecting. if you ask for recommendations someone will usually have some obscure book and if you post about a topic there will usually be someone who has read about it.

>>21029406
That's certainly true, unfortunately. Jannies don't seem to care about keeping up the quality of the board and at this point the normies are so entrenched in here that they have began to influence the board culture for the worse.

Deleting these threads would be a great place to start, /wwoym/ has the highest concentration of normalfags and non-readers, and it's off-topic to begin with. Although the fucking trannoid jannoids are probably illiterate normalfags and will keep these threads up. Not only that, you can tell most of the posters are phoneposters or predominately use other social media because of the horrible grammar and punctuation, lack of images (granted, this is a board about literature), r*ddit spacing. And when images are posted, more often then not the images is some tiktok or instagram whore - tastes that very clearly do not line up with what images were once popular on 4chan before the normie invasion.

>>21029416
>i've noticed that most people who say nobody on /lit/ reads are projecting.
I've noticed that as well but there's also been a very clear drop in the amount of people who have read. I've made subtle jokes and references to the books I've read, usually the classics, and no one seems to pick up on them. Either my jokes are so terrible they aren't worth responding to, or no one actually does read anymore. Threads that are actually about books very rarely seem to break the hundred reply mark.
I miss the days when the meme trilogy ruled /lit/.

Practicing for my suicide note:

No hope, no future, no ambition.

Every turn I take I am met with failure.

What I have toiled in my prime years has left me with nothing to show.

20 years in schooling and advanced education, no friends or connections to show for it.

My failures are by my own doing for not being able to assimilate to modern society and its demands.

I wont have any legacy to show for when the end of days reaches me.

I hope I die in a crossfire of bullets of uncontrolled criminal violence. It would be a more merciful fate than living to see myself rot in poverty

Life really is a matter of where you land in this planet. I happened to have drawn the shortest end of the stick.

why does no one ever sit beside me on public transit? I think I must be way more attractive than I realizes4j

>>21029486
Every time I walk into a public place women either avoid my gaze or stare. I am either beautiful or hideous and am too mentally ill to tell.

>>21029485
>20 years in schooling and advanced education
>I happened to have drawn the shortest end of the stick.
If you have had access to such education, you don't know how good you still have it. Also,
>reddit spacing

Some janny is going crazy rn. I tried replying yo one thread, taken down before I could reply. I looked at two more threads, and they also just got taken down. Some janny needs to wrangle that trigger-happy one.

>>21029516
Hopefully they delete this thread before they get wrangled.

Epic. I don't say that ironically.

>>21027137
I've posted this here in the past about being concerned my bro might be married to a bipolar/BPD.

How do I ask him about wtf is going on his household without being judgemental. I'm really worried about him and his kids. I feel his wife is financially draining him and has always put bare minimum effort in the kids or does whatever is easiest. As the kids are getting older it's becoming very apparent and it's extremely worrying.

Now they spend all this money on firvolous things and even purchased a dog despite the near 3 year old not even being toilet trained, the 6 year old being able to count to 20 and the 8 year old barely reading. Like why the fuck would you add a dog to the mix when you barely seem to make time for the kids

I honestly feel like his wife is completely empty headed and doesn't think straight or there is something absolutely wrong with her thought processes. It makes no sense, seeing she doesn't work either yet the kids seem so far behind and under developed. Now after having newly getting a dog she's already organising a vacation overseas, and fixed up the backyard (which I'm guessing was done for the dog, which im sure the dog is going to fuck up). Like what the actual fuck?

It's absolutely insanity and it seems like my brother has given up and just enables it be uas eits the only way he can get some peace.

>>21029485
>Reddit spacing
Don't go out like that bro.

Land, dear friends, I see land!

>>21029623
Immanuel... easy on the coffee.

>>21027137
Do girls appreciate hand written notes or a mini journal kept about them while dating. Not full documentation on them but small snippets of your thoughts about them.

Or do they think it's cringe and will leave you for it

>>21029679
Take candid pictures of her being ugly and fat and post them on your insta. She will act mad.and then eat your feces.hpjvt

>>21029679
notes and letters will melt a girl's heart if she isn't a fucking retard

keeping a journal about them isn't something you reveal but you should do it. remembering shit about a girl and surprising her with it later by way of gifts or whatever will convince her to marry you.

why didn't they make a white noise movie in the 80s? i'm like half way through it and it's good and also perfect for a movie. if they made it in the 80s it would have rad 80s aesthetics instead of 2020s netflix flavor. is there something weird in that last section that makes it hard to make a movie out of? they made that dune movie in the 80s which while maybe not "good" is still awesome. too bad we will never get to experience a white noise movie released in 1988.

>>21029326
Certain things are appropriate at certain ages/

>>21027137
Lost my job over no vax. Im still alive and well despite being berrated that i was selfish and somehow a danger in the workplace. All the while everyone else who got vaxxed are catching it all the same from each other and 5he exact same demographic is dying regardless of number of boosters or vax status (ppl literally at end of life stages like elderly and temrinally ill/vulnerable)

Will we ever get an apology that the should never have been a one size fits all treatment even though it doesn't stop I fection/spread (which they now claim was never supposed to as no vax does that, yet it was literally the way they justified and promoted cutting out the unvaxxed from social groups and work)

Tbh I don't even feel like ever working or participating in society again

I want to go back in time to when my mother was pregnant of me. I want to beat my mother's belly until I get aborted, then I want to step over the fetus.

>>21029872
Bro im a pureblood, because im not stupid, but no one with a brain has given a fuck about covid since 2020.

>>21029872
It's just a vaccine. Just a rushed/shitty one that hardly works. I swear you people are dumber than niggers. You should be suspicious of government/ corporations telling you to do something but it's not something you take an uncompromising stance on. You faggots all cashed in your covid welfare check hand outs I bet.

>>21029911
>Just a rushed/shitty one that hardly works.
Exactly. So why do people still hold onto it that it's a perfect vax.

They say it stops serious illness. But in who? The working aged ppl of even the most average heth status who were never getting seirously ill even before the vax? Yet doesn't seem to do shit in the ppl who actually needed protection the most.

And notice how they used the word "protection". They always implies it was from infection and spreading it to others. But when ppl noticed they were catching it all the same and spreading it amongst their vaxxed only events and peers it became "lol only from serious illness" which nullifies any justification for mandates if you were never a risk factor in the first place

Did ppl suddenly forget it was always mild for young ppl and that "not spreading it to more vulnerable ppl" was the only way they could encourage uptake

>>21029911
>It's just a vaccine. Just a rushed/shitty one that hardly works. I swear you people are dumber than niggers. You should be suspicious of government/ corporations telling you to do something but it's not something you take an uncompromising stance on. You faggots all cashed in your covid welfare check hand outs I bet.

wut would u do?

>>21029911
>It's just a vacc- ow, my heart!

Call of the Night is very boring. I don't know why it's popular.

I miss you.

>>21027137
I often even see seemingly normal women on Reddit doing onlyfans type shit.

How common is it irl? Closest I know is an old coworker mentioned her sister in law does it. But I feel in the near future it will basically be the norm that most girls would have done it in their youth to some extent, like how it's common that most girls aren't virgins reaching their 20s

My boss at work reminds me too much of my mother. Similar ages and she even looks like her. When she gives me instructions it feels like receiving orders from my mom. She is nice and like her but it is a strange dynamic for me.

>>21029930
Losing your job over it and slumping into depression over a fake and gay vaccine is stupid.

It was designed for OG covid and it barely works for any of the variants but shitlibs shill for it because they're mindless technocrats but there's something to said about being a mindless contrarian especially when it's at expense of yourself. Nobody is gonna give a fuck about covid 5 years from now but sacking a job to play in the culture wars is the dumbest possible move.

>>21027137
If your fwb is very possessive of you does it mean she loves me more than she lets on? She sometimes tells me she loves me but it's usually when I try to end things with her and she always has to make some stupid comment that she's isn't in love with me but how it's just "different".

She also tells me I'm the first guy she has ever let have sex with her raw and nut in her, but she always says it's because I was a virgin before her and she wants to mould me into her perfect sex partner.

She knows how I feel about her but whenever I try to get serious with her she has this way of making me feel happy with how things are. I've tried not telling her I love her as often but when I think she picked up on it she gets weird after sex if I don't say it and always manages to fish it out of me

>>21030012
Shut up larper

>>21030012
kill yourself

my life is going great on every level except when it comes to dating; maybe I should just get rid of my v-card with a prostitute. Pride always kept me from going that route but the older I get the less I care what people think.

I hate having a phone, I've hated it since I first got one fifteen years ago. I hate always being available and expected to reply to people whenever they want to talk. I hate talking in front of other people so I'd always have my phone on silent or vibrate so others couldn't tell if I was receiving and ignoring calls or texts. Calls and texts stress me out for hours or days because I can't just communicate like a normal person, I agonize over picking up a call or how to reply to a text.

I've had my phone either off or the sim card removed for a couple weeks and it's often a relief, but I feel like I'm giving up on life and any semblance of maintaining friendships and there's still an itch in my mind about people trying to get in touch with me, but I wouldn't get back to anyone anyway, so maybe that will fade with time.

>>21030082
Literally me and millions of other people

for a second, imagine a pre-instagram dating life. bliss.

I wish that I could be someone else entirely so that you would want to be with me.

>>21030210
Let's trade lives, like Freaky Friday

>>21030215
Can’t guarantee that your life would be any more appealing to the person I want than my own is

>>21030221
Yeah well, I'm not as whiney a bitch as you are, so it would be a net gain regardless.

>>21030224
Probably true, unless you have a small dick… cuz she wants a bigger one than mine

>>21030230
;~;

>>21030235
So you’re telling me it’s small? Cuz the 4” I’m packing wasn’t exactly satisfying to her, so unless you’ve got 6”+ the trade is off

>>21030242
She sounds like a cunt bro. You dodged a bullet

>>21027137
I will die someday

>>21030242
My dick is big enough but I have a cystic growth on my right testicle. Still open to a trade

>>21030251
She’s a bitch, but her tits and ass are incredible, and her pussy makes me wish I could turn myself into a Chad with a pornstar cock so that I could keep her .

>>21030259
How does that impact your ability to get women? Are they grossed out by it?

>>21030265
Ive only had one gf. At first she was concerned. I told her its benign and not to touch my balls. Sometimes she would touch it anyway. Specifically the cyst. I'm really not sure why.

>>21030288
So you’ve never had sex with anyone else?

>>21030293
Nope. No sex since 2016.

>>21030303
What do you do instead?

>>21030304
All the things everyone else does when they're not having sex

>https://www.angelfire.com/trek/caver/
an interesting read i just found on wiby... sounds like some cave exploration with pictures and was last updated in 2001

>>21030312
Jerk off? Spend hours on /b/? Show your cock to random women on Omegle? Sublimate with meaningless distractions? Be more specific.

>>21030317
Work a job, go to college, meet friends on the weekend, go camping, read books, play a sport, go to church. Eat, sleep, drink, piss, shit. I live a life, just without sex.

>>21030331
Are you asexual then? Why don’t you try to find another gf?

I forgot to take food to work, so had to buy a sandwich at bakery. That was one sad looking sandwich, same price, but much lower quality than before. Inflation killed sandwiches.
At least apple pie was great.

>>21030360
>Inflation killed sandwiches.
its time for the nukes

>>21030340
I'm not asexual. I masturbate and would like another gf. Two problems stand in my way. The first is that I have terrible social anxiety and that anxiety increases ten times around women. The second is that I have a lot to hide, like my cyst, shit load of cutting scars, a really messed up family life. I'm a complete basket case and I don't want anyone to know so I put up a lot of walls and boundaries. Even my best friend of 10 years barely knows me. So all of my relationships are pretty superficial.

>>21030377
>shit load of cutting scars
anon... story ?

>>21030377
So you have a hard time even talking to women? Have you tried to meet anyone else, or is it too daunting?

>>21030315
its a creepypasta

>>21030396
>story
I used to cut myself.
>>21030400
I've been working on it. Gonna go to some club meeting tomorrow night where Ive made a good first impression previously. I lean heavily on the friends I already have established to get into new social settings. Without one I couldn't do it. Thankfully a friend introduced me to this club. I'm really making an effort but making friends as an adult is difficult.

>>21030414
What’s the club meeting about?

>>21030420
Literally just a social club. No other theme

>>21030422
Have you tried meeting women online or on dating apps?

>>21030425
No. I've been thinking about it lately. But the thought gives me anxiety. I dont really want hookups.

>>21030410
how do you know ?

>>21029623
Land Ho!

Don't peer into the abyss you damn worm. The tsunami annihilates you.

I suddenly started feeling down, and I'm not sure why. It's a poignant, beautiful sadness. Bittersweet, almost. There's a tinge of relief, and maybe just the slightest miniscule of hope in it. Despite that, there are still tears building up behind my eyes.
It's like something that was once beautiful but began to rot has collapsed, and now I have the opportunity to rebuild it in the image of it's former glory.
I'm not sure what could be giving me this feeling.

I have four books each arriving individually tomorrow and I'm worried I'm an annoyance to my mail carrier, or worried she's judging me for buying books faster than I can read them. Before walking her route she stops at homes receiving packages and I worry it's bothersome to stop at my house so often, as I've been receiving a book a week, sometimes more, this year.

>>21030538
She's just doing what she's paid for and probably doesn't think much of it.

>>21030538
lol I feel such shame about this. I wish booksellers would package their product in such a way that postal workers didn't have to know I read. Different sellers use different mail carriers so I often intentionally mix it up so none of them notice just how many books I buy. I also make sure no one's looking when I slip into the second-hand bookstore.

>>21030555
There's nothing wrong with the second-hand bookstore.
I do have a similar sentiment about wanting people to not know that I read. It's bizarre to think we are living in the only time in human history where reading literature is shunned.

>>21030555
That sounds like you are using "books" as codeword for sex toys. No one cares how many books you buy, you probably order less than an average housewife that discovered online shopping.

>>21030555
This is an insecurity I have never heard of before

>>21027137
Lost my job over refusing to get vaxxed

The medical treatment after two years is literally no treatment at all. But to recover at home as was always recommend and to have honey lemon tea

How are more ppl not mad over this covid stuff?

>>21027622
>>21027627
Zommers ruin the average IQ with their superficiality and stupidity, boomers ruin the world with their greed and love for worthless toilet papers that are backed by debt that is backed by even more debt.

>>21030709
I wouldn’t want to have retarded employees as well

>>21030738
What makes not getting vaxxed retarded when it doesn't stop infection/spread? And everyone else remaining in the workplace is still getting it left and right?

>>21030741
The copium of retards will never fail to amuse me

>>21030742
Now post the age range of people actually dying.

>>21030742
>NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>21030749
Oh I’m not here to convince you. I am laughing at you. Someone plagued by stupidity or mental illness never realizes it himself. No amount of explanation or logical argument could convince someone in the looney bin that he is not Napoleon. It is obvious for anyone without the same level of retardation or mental Illness.
All I am is the bored looney bin staff that greets „Napoleon“ with a big smile on his face and then mentions Waterloo, to see the retarded start foaming from the mouth and rolling on the carpet screaming

>>21030761
No just pointing out how interesting that even the stats you posted has so much leeway for the vax

Eg. The date range of when the vax was even available widely and the age range is so wide too

Because 80+ year old in end stages of life who were always pretty much the only group dying with covid regardless of vax status (and who most likely didn't bother getting vaxxed cos end of stage procedures) is really comparable to 12 to 40 year olds who are vaxed right? And a sure indicator of how successful the vax is?

>>21030783
Sure thing monsieur Napoleon. Btw, how did that big battle Waterloo turn out for you :^)

how do i decide what to write about ?

>you can't live constantly expecting good because you'll constantly be disappointed whenever something bad happens
>you can't live constantly expecting bad because you will focus on all that's bad around you and subconsciously underwork and underachieve because you expect failure anyways

>>21030844
Why live in a state of constant expectation at all? Just get on with things.

anyone have that buddhism related image where it's a tibetan girl at the top going it's all le loving compassion and a scary fierce deity at the bottom

Has this been a spiritually difficult period for others too? I got wrekt the past week. Vices and temptations absolutely destroyed me.

>>21029485
20 years of schooling and they put you on the day shift?

>There's many apples
WHY DON'T PEOPLE SAY "ARE" ANYMORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH

>>21031059
there's feels more natural than there're

>>21030761
>>21030742
The irony is out of this world, just like my sides.

Why do kids not learn that 8+ million Christians were killed under Soviet Communism?

You’d think with all the CIA anti-Russia mania they’d sneak a few lines into to our children’s textbooks.

>>21030799

Your vaccine makes people more likely to catch COVID you shill

>my immune syst…ACK

i don't understand how the desktop version of apple music can be so bad. they have literally thousands of software developers that they pay like 300k a year. they have people with phds from mit and shit. how in the FUCK does the desktop app still suck so much ass after more than five years? all these remote work pussies they're coddling are probably using spotify at home. spotify sucks ass in its own way, but apple music has technical ux problems that a trillion dollar company SHOULD have the resources to fix.

>>21031109
The screenshot was a bait, which you retards more than happily swallowed
>>21031130
One would’ve thought that by now you understood that you get nothing but laughter and mockery from me

>>21031160

guys…i thnk the *gulp* joker is here…..

>be texting girl I met months ago online
>hear her voice for the first time last night
>just an average female voice, but still cute
>spend the entire night dreaming of her
>still thinking of her even this morning
Why do women do this to me

>>21030875
>live without expectation
>get blindsided by everything

>>21028428
Okay then, bend over, we'll see who the real pussy is.

>>21031261
Haven’t seen the movie, is it good?

The Medievals are the new Greeks. So start with the Medievals.

Again and again

>>21027137
Gf has this idea that I'm some hardcore gamer enthusiast even though I tell her im not really that into games, just because I play street fighter 5 nearly everyday. Because of this she actually purchased a PS5 for me even though my PC which is nearly a decade old plays it absolutely fine.

Thing is, it's literally the only game series I've been playing exclusively since sf4 came out which I will switch to street fighter 6 when that comes out. Other than that I don't play games and desu have no idea what I'm supposed to with this thing. I have it switched on and pretend I'm using it when in reality I'm just playing it on my PC just to make her happy because she got a bit sad that I wasn't using it. The whole thing makes me feel so ungrateful but I don't know what to do. I also really dislike how it looks on my desk.

I guess it's better than her almost getting me a gaming chair but I really don't want to have to get street fighter 6 on ps5.

I really love the gesture but I don't know, I really don't need a ps5 and I feel so bad over it

more and more and more

>>21031820
In the midnight hour she cried more more more
With a rebel yell more more more

>>21031828
https://youtu.be/D6EWuWH-aNM

>>21031799
just buy elden ring

>>21031799
Play on the ps5 you ungrateful bastard. You're a gamer now, your gf made surd of it

Do women with anxiety like a boyfriend with anxiety? I don't want someone who would always be trying to go out and take part in a lot of social events.

>>21031921
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3l7fgvrEKM

>>21029090
based and it'sallreal-pilled

>>21031921
https://youtu.be/AER3Zg5S200
https://youtu.be/JYIaWeVL1JM
Almost the exact same arp in every one. They all sound flat in decent speakers but in awful speakers like most TVs had these songs still work unlike most music.

>>21032335
almost exact same song structure lmao and yeah that Mr Vain one sounds like absolute dogshit

Why is it wrong to see the World Wars as Hellenic Christian-modernism vs. Judaic Christian-modernism?

>>21027137
Today was the end of a communication course where we didn't learn anything. We had spent hours debating over imaginative situations and that's it.

I glanced on the professor's notes and saw that everyone's grade was far above mine except for one or two people who did nothing and didn't speak during the whole course. At the end of the class, I asked the professor if we were going to get observations along the grades. He said no.

Basically we were graded on our behavior and I got one of the 3 lowest grades out of a whole 20-people class even though I actively participated in the debates and did nothing out of the norm. I was complimented on my fairness, my ability to listen to others and the fact that I gave sound arguments when I was vouching for a decision during the imaginative situations, but I still got the lowest grades.

Some people literally didn't do anything and still got higher grades than me. I try not to get mad but it's hard right now. I can't even ask why I got such a low grade because that would be admitting that I peeked. I'm in my 4th year of uni.

It's not even a face thing because some objectively less attractive and stinkier people got better grades. I'm just not comprehending where that shit comes from.

>>21032335
>>21032354
>wanting sound quality and original beats from eurodance
I think you've misunderstood how and by whom this music is meant to be consumed tbph
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzBZmQHygRY

I'm really just at a loss over what to do next. I think about it night and day but cant' figure out a good solution.

>>21027137
My gay thread was deleted now I am lonely and sad.

>>21032510
lol shut up and read a book instead of shitting the place up faggot. if you're really lonely just go read cocteau in public and wait to be picked up.

Im making some self portraits and everytime im finished i think its somehwat ok or looks like me. Then i look at it months later and realize it never looked at me and everything looks off and awkward. How can the delusion be so strong? Its scary in a way. It feels like i cant trust my own judgment.

>>21032514
Where I live you get beat up for being gay

>>21032523
>implying cocteau isn't babby's first s&m
look if you're not willing to get slapped around a little bit idk if gay sex is if you

>>21032482
What problem are you trying to find a solution too?

>>21032548
*solution to, fuck autocorrect

>>21032548
job/career I suppose

>>21027829
if i gave you 2 30 page excerpts from a male and female author there's no chance you could consistently indentify which is which.Go read age of innocence or woolfs' the waves and stop being retarded

clown world mindset is just a temporary cope. Eventually you will be hit with such an absurd event that you simply can't laugh off. After this you have two options: renounce the world and become a monk, or you become some kind of religious terrorist in an attempt to restore order in your lifetime.

>>21028527
what's up Noah , My name is Stefan and im from Greece.My day has been pretty bad but last night i had a great walk .Autumn finally arrived , there were no people in the streets and i felt kind of happy thinking about my emminent suicide , no regrets or melancholy just joyous resignation.Today i've been hearing some Yann Tiersen and practicing my french by reading

>>21029485
make it personal man , this could have been anyone.I say the best suicide note is the one that could be taken as a love note

mom caught me 4channing. it was bad. i was laughing hysterically at something on /tv/ and she walked in my room to see if i was ok and there i was with my back comically hunched and my eyes right up against the screen. i looked bad. she said she recognized the website from some articles she had read about young men etc etc. the details dont matter. she knows what happens here. she was very disappointed and said she doesn't want to see me on sites like this again and that im better than this.
big reality check. shes right. i wasnt like this when i was a kid. what the fuck am i doing here

>>21032652
Be greatfull that your parents car. My parents 4channed all their lives and it turned them into extremism.

Cute girl at work with a Wednesday Addams vibe. I flirt with her but she speaks so quietly I can't tell what she says. How do I make her my stay-at-home-barefoot-and-pregnant wife?

>>21032938
Tell her your Pugsley aesthetic is a perfect fit for her, and if that doesn't work tell her your dick looks like Cousin Itt

>>21027164
Make shit up. I went swimming, played piano, chopped wood, went for a forest walk that turned into a run, took a chug of whiskey, then did a phone interview, played some GeoGuessr, now I'm going to mom's house for grits. I don't get out of my bed some days too

>>21032591
>renounce the world and become a monk
Orders don't accept schizo incels

>>21032652
>laughing at Bane dressed up as sneed
>somehow this is a personal crisis and cause for concern

>>21027137
This girl i’m seeing might be Jewish. She has the ratish phenotype and has a lot of cousins who are pregnant. How do I find out without being so straightforward? should I just ask?

>>21033029
>excuse me, are you jewish by any chance?
>yes/no tehe, why do you ask?
>ahah, just curious I guess
It's that easy

Give me your worst takes on MBA programs.

hell ya friday night time to fuck around on the internet

I was feeling so upbeat these past couples of weeks, now I feel like shit again and it pisses me off. Why can't I feel happy forever? I wish whatever made me feel depressed was a person so I could torture them for hours on end before killing them in a humiliating way and stringing up their corpse in a public place. It feels like the world just doesn't want me to succeed. It also feels like the world doesn't want me to fail either, which pisses me off just as much. I'm stuck in a limbo mediocrity. I'm tempted to force myself to something extreme like shoot up my old high school just so I can break free of this fate of mediocrity and spit in the eyes of the world. No one respects my agency as a human being. Everyone actually thinks I'm autistic or special needs, which is the most frustrating part. I know autistic people, and I know I'm not autistic. There's a difference between being shy and then having literally no understanding of social norms. I am the former, not the latter. I wish I didn't have understanding of social norms. Or that I had the balls to disregard them completely. My own inability to break free of the constraints of things such as morality and social acceptability is holding me back from enjoying my life. Fate itself scorns me. I scorn fate in turn. My fantasies for violence comes in part from the fact that people think I'm retarded or whatever. Will they still think I'm retarded if I act on them? In a way, I hope so. I don't have agency for anything in my current state. Surely they would extend such lack of agency towards my actions if I punched the teeth out of that manlet faggot's mouth. If they don't then it's further proof that the world itself doesn't care about anything like fairness or consistency and only wants to fuck me over. I deserve remittance for everything I have been through. Have I sinned before? Yes, but my sins are nothing compared to the suffering I have already gone through. People have no right to punish me for anything.
Some mid ass white bitch can bring up some sob story to her professor and get all her grades bumped up. I can't even get simple clarification from my fucking counselors or advisors. Then my scholarship and registrations gets fucked up because of it. Everyone wants me to fail. I don't deserve to fail. Everyone else deserves to fail. My former friends barely give a fuck about me anymore, even when I used to bend over backwards for them. No point in being nice to anyone. People who are genuinely nice only get taken advantage of. God, I know I would've felt terrible if anything I did seriously hurt them. But now I want nothing more than to seriously hurt them a million times over. Betrayal is the worse sin. I've never betrayed anyone. But they won't even give me a one word response. I get nothing more than an ironic image with undertones of dismissiveness. Same with my family. The only "care" I've gotten is patronization for being a special needs tard. Fuck everything and everyone. Burn it all.

>>21033029
They make it obvious since they observe the high holidays. Also you deserve her tranime freak.

>>21033286
This. If she starts suing businesses for putting up christmas trees you'll know she's jewis

>>21033098
Best take is you only having to learn "Sir this is a McDonalds" after 6 years.

>>21033463
So what would you do if you had abandoned your MA program right after starting, spent the last 4 years working as an RA at the University you planned to get an MA from, and are soon to be 30 without any clear direction?

voicemail a friend left me
https://voca.ro/1cOZidhM7ZpA

>>21033887
Is your friend autistic

>>21033280
College is a scam. Go join a labor union and get paid like $40/hr to cut and bend shit all day after 5 years. There's like salaried accountants and shit making less than hourly minimum wage, the country is absolutely oversaturated with credentials and they're baiting you into a debt trap. College is a profit driven business.

What should you do if you fucked things up, aren't who you want to be, and don't think you can ever be because you fucked things up?

>>21033280
Maybe you’re bipolar

>>21034106
How did you fuck things up?

What should someone read that will help them find a reason to live if they're going to commit suicide?

>>21034117
Made poor choices in education and work

>>21034118
Why do you want to commit suicide?

>>21034126
Every moment can be a starting point. Don’t compare yourself to others. Just put yourself in a better position constantly and eventually you’ll get somewhere

>>21034134
I've tried. I really don't seem to have any directions to move in anymore. The decisions I made prevent me from doing much of anything to my liking and after a decade of the consequences and failing to find an escape valve I'm about burned out.

>>21034128
I didn't say that I did. I just asked for books one should read in case one did plan to.

>>21034154
Well then why do you want to know?

>>21033959
>College is a scam. Go join a labor union and get paid like $40/hr to cut and bend shit all day after 5 years.
No thanks. I'm just going to finish up my IT associates degree and certificates and try to get a cushy job as a sys admin or something. I don't feel like breaking my body doing manual labor just to stick it to the man.

>>21034110
It's possible, bipolarity and other mental disorders run in my family, although what I feel is a bit different from a normal depressive episode. I'm just frustrated with the way everyone I know has treated me my whole life and how life won't let me live my dreams yet also won't let me fail horribly - there's always someone to push me back up or some twist of fate to save my skin. I suppose I should be grateful for that. It's just constricting to feel like I'm set down this path of mediocrity on top of being a friendless incel from a broken family. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough to fail. Not that I want to do that.

Going either way is like swimming with all my might against a current, moving a few feet out of it, only to get dragged back down into. Like pic rel. Except this time I'm not living life unconsciously and just ending up with a job and a house or whatever as described in the song. I want to escape the current but keep getting dragged under the water anyways. Maybe I should go for a some manual labor job just steer my life off course a bit.

>>21033887
I love how creepy this sounds despite it probably just being some kid practicing piano. It's kino.

>>21034156
Why do you want to know?

>>21034106
Realize that fantasy vision you had of you was never actually you. Realize that you're sad only because you lost the fantasy you and not because the real you is bad.

>>21034150
Then your attitude needs to change. It’s all about perspective. See the silver lining in everything as you move forward

>>21034174
I’m interested, is all.

>>21034189
For myself okay? Do you have any books?

>>21034176
I didn't lose fantasy me. I don't know what this means.

>>21034178
That sounds nice, but I really don't think it's true. Reality is reality.

>>21034200
I’ll can give you better recommendations if you tell me why you’re feeling this way first.

I replaced drugs with internet addiction. Very frustrating, harder to avoid computers than drugs.

I wish I was absurdly hung, like I just had an unbelievably massive cock. I'm not sure what I would do with it aside from just show it off. Maybe it wouldn't be worth it to have such a large dick that is impractical to wield and makes wearing any underwear and pants uncomfortable. But it would be hilarious to just walk around with such a huge penis.

>>21034206
Reality is influenced by your perspective. Notice how different people view the world in different ways? Also the other anon is probably right. You probably have delusions of grandeur to some extent. They didn’t come true.

>>21034211
Honestly, I struggle to find the words and if I could find them it would take me a whole long reply and a story to really get it all across. This site is basically social media anyway. Do I really want to spill my guts over social media? Not really.

>>21034221
You don’t have to tell the whole story, just give a bullet point summary.

>>21034218
Different people have different lives and thus different realities. Multiple realities do not exist within one person. A person's reality is their reality. They can take all the perspectives they want but they ultimately point to the same thing, which is always the same thing no matter the perspective.

Does /wwoym/ like Bremerton?

>>21034236
I guess you’re fucked then

>>21034239
No one on /lit/ reads.

>>21034240
Tell me about it.

>>21034247
shut the f

>>21034249
I think you are just telling yourself. An example off the top of my head about perspective: a 13 year old boy’s parents die in a car crash. He can wallow in pity and sadness or view the silver lining that he is about to become much more self sufficient and this will probably be the biggest blow in his life and it’s already out of the way. The former latter view is a lot more positive and he will most likely become a better person from that mindset

>>21034256
You can say "fuck" here, we're all adults (I hope).
That post was made in jest anyways. I read and I post on /lit/ therefore I know it's not true despite posting it.

>>21034239
I visited it briefly. Sleepy small town feel from what I saw. Didn't see too much of the base

Give me back my childhood innocence.

I couldn't escape this feeling
With my China girl
I'm just a wreck without
My little China girl

I'd hear her heart beating
Loud as thunder
Saw the stars crashing

I'm a mess without
My China girl
Wake up mornings
There's no China girl

I'd hear hearts beating
Loud as thunder
And I'd see stars crashing down

I'd feel tragic
Like I was Marlon Brando
When I'd look at my China girl
I could pretend that nothing
Really meant too much
When I'd look at my China girl

I'd stumble into town
Just like a sacred cow
Visions of swastikas in my head
And plans for everyone
It's in the white of my eyes

My little China girl
You shouldn't mess with me
I'll ruin everything you are
I'll give you television
I'll give you eyes of blue
I'll give you men
Who want to rule the world

And when I get excited
My little China girl says
"Oh, Jimmy, just you shut your mouth"
She says, "Shh"

> graduate with barely passing grades
> can't get a good job
> can't get into graduate school
> can't even get a military commission

>>21034437
Oh I missed that shit as it went. The golden age of innocence. This is why we grow up to have them. So we can watch them go through the same experiences. This is why we want them to have children of their own so we can see it again.

>>21034437
Go get it

Why do I keep chasing married career women in their upper 30s and never landing a single one of them? It must have something to do with my alcoholic dad who was mentally and emotionally absent 90% of my childhood.

On the cusp of insanity.

>>21027137
----- Solaria ----
209
(early autumn twilight aside Atlantis)

Light like a fragrant halo
Of coolness too soft for any music

To summon, recall, recommend or quite refuse
Into the artist's image dump of how he lived while fine

As the kind is reclining into sense
Exclusive to biography.

Everything suffused in a blue-violet
Calm that labyrinthine ships of land idle upon.

Gems that would seem faraway as the stars from any
Ancien regime glitter white and red as if conjured from fireflies

By inverse, to look unnatural as can be,
Flaked off metropolis.

Private holidays. No one else has come outside
To drink in the elixir it projects upon magenta bloom,

Contrast ideal as one would wish
Too see by pure feeling,

Between candle mockeries and
Spectacle beyond it,

Friendly ghosts of neighbors
Curiously filtered in

By temperament, as hens to peacock,
The zaniness of gourds,

Play as the purpose of work, that human axiom.

If I lean forwards just a bit too much, I might fall off.

I'm pissed off about everything.
I'm upset that I didn't get to go outside today. I'm sure the weather was nice. It would've helped my headache.

>>21034562
Drink more water.

>>21034568
I drink nothing but water. My piss is always colorless and clear.

Close enough
Next thread
>>21034584

>>21034570
My headaches seem to go away after I drink water. I don't know if it's normal passage of time curing it or hydration.

I'm so sexually frustrated right now, I can physically feel my cum being blocked up in balls and prostate. I hope I have nice wet dream tonight.

>>21034727
nutting is wild

>>21034727
What do you hope to dream about?

>>21034738
I want to get hugged by a cute girl. I want to feel my erection pushing against her body while she embraces in me and then bust in my pants and then wake up before I can feel shame and embarrassment from it.

/wwoym/ threads become incredibly comfy once the next thread is created.

I know it’s true. I deserve to be alone. I’m sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

>>21034823
I enjoy being alone. It's liberating. You don't have to care about what other people think of you. There's no one telling you what you can and can't do. The only issue is, of course, that it gets lonely being alone all the time.

>>21034792
Imagined pressures.
You really should start your own image board and post to yourself

>>21034875
Build an entire website just so I can samefag on it? Sounds like it could be an interesting experiment, I'll consider it.

>>21034927
Cartoon pussies that plump ruin young boys minds.
Gateway drug to futa

>>21034941
I've been fapping to puffy vulvas for quite a while now and never thought once about futa. Maybe you're just gay, buddy.

THE EVIL THAT MEN DO
LIVES ON AND ON

LIVING ON A RAZOR'S EDGE
BALANCING ON A LEDGE

I fucking hate the .webp format

>>21034942
Not me. But they sure are.

>>21034973
Yeah! What the hell is that now?