/lit/ - Literature

First?

Lads...

There's some poetry in my writing being passed over by the new thread.

My swan song amounts to nothing. As it should be.

I feel at home with the roaches. I felt ice cold and composed when she kissed my cheek. I didn't speak or do a thing at all. It's my fault

>>20995969
Shut the fuck up

>>20995969
I bear witness but have nothing to add
>for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh

>>20995941
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i made such a good stir-fry i wish i could share it with you guys
also im thinking about weed and sex

I dont really care about relationships and love anymore. The passion is gone. Is this the great power of becoming a wizard?

>>20995981
https://youtu.be/wj3ra_B1PVU

>>20996023
Passion comes and goes like a storm.
For now calm and healing. That's fine. But don't go without for too long.

>>20996038
How long is too long? Does my question already confirms that its been too long?

Hey guys, check out my quest: >>>/qst/5401566
It's dead asf fr fr now but tell me what you think of it.

>>20995941
Don't feel like making a new thread but what's the entry point to comparative mythology?

>>20996033
This is great

>>20995941
Something I've noticed: No matter how good looking they are, I often find women with ugly feet pretty much always have ugly personalities.

Why is this?

>>20995941
It's ok susu I know it wasn't personal- just good business. But if you ever feel like discovering your immortal soul you'll know where to look- not here.

>>20996044
Well, getting a passion for surfing at 55 might be pushing it, but not impossible.

/lit/ is hot to go
h-o-t-t-o-g-o
Goooo /lit/!

>>20996104
Do I need to introspect myself even more?

I post strictly for the (you)s. They're addictive and make me feel wanted and liked. Even when the replies are from assholes, it still feels nice for my existence to be recognized. The best (you)s are the frenly ones tho. Thanks frenly bros. You keep me going.

>>20996012
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

https://voca.ro/13Bh3lseRicQ

>>20996148
I understand the urge to get fame (and money) but things are hard this days.

Give thanks to the Sin,
for without it Man would know not the extent of his own Joy.
The contrast of the valley accentuates the height of the hill.

>>20996148
>>20996163
all i ever wanted was a retirement with 16 worldwide fame a sport car collection and 80 million dollar backup money.

What the fuck does warner bros, disney, and nintendo even do with all their fucking money? they have piratically infinite amounts

Sattva - Neutron - Neutral
Rajas - Proton - Positive
Tamas - Electron - Negative

if you were a creepy secret world order would you beam child pornography into peoples heads... for fun? because you can?

philosophical question

>>20996218
Dafuq is wrong witchu? Ima bout to slap some morality inna ya cracker. You need Jesus.

>>20996223
it's a hypothetical question and a conversation starter. it doesn't and has never existed in reality.

>>20996148
I have no friends neither here nor irl. I'm not really sure how I feel about this. But actually I've never met anyone I've liked so I guess I'm happier alone than in annoying company.

Excellent thread! Keep going everyone! Hahaa!

>>20996250
Would you beam child pornography in someone elses head?

>>20996218
I would beam white noise, gibberish, random images and sounds. It would be more entertaining to watch somebody try to piece together meaning from nothingness as they spiral into madness than it would simply to watch them slowly accept ch__d m__esting as a lifestyle.

>>20996259
man thats fucked up

>>20996241
The U.S. is infested with demons that's why. There is a complete lack of the Divine in American culture. It is essentially areligious, going through the motions of religion, if at all, without the spiritual essence. Americans belive in God, if at all, as a mere formality, and a formality that is slwing losing its legitimacy in an increasingly informal nation; a delicious feast of easy prey for the demonic horde.

>>20996265
how does a nation like japan become immune to demons if they're not christian?

>>20996281
I said nothing about christians you prejudiced ignoramus. I spoke only of God, Divinity and religion, concepts not exclusively belonging to Christianity, you presumptuous niggerfaggot.

>>20996295
so how do I charge my crystals so that demons stop bothering me

>>20996044
Take relationships as they come. Relationships are the last thing in the world you want to be chasing.

>>20996298
During full moon you rub them on a cute girl.

>>20996298
Nice bait paramecium brain.

Which fragrances and perfumes does /lit/ own and use? Personally, I've been wearing JOOP Homme and Givenchy Gentleman recently. For work though, I wear J&J Blue Heritage.

>>20996312
Samefagging. I'm thinking of buy Davidoff Cool Water EDT today. It's on a 35% discount for $30/40mL. I really like the smell and I think it will freshen up my encounters with people that come to my workplace (library) during wintertime.

>>20995431
you should ask indians. After the mongols I think it's the british as far as doing human terror goes. For instance things like systematically cutting off the thumbs of indian women so they wouldn't compete with the brittish textile industry.

-A

Should i go to my neighbor funeral? He died as 82 years old and i disliked him, i remember how he told me to fuck off when i was just riding bike besides the river close to their house, cause he thought that he "owns that road". Other than that he answered my "hello" when we saw each other, i dont really have strony positive or negative opinions about him. My parents attend funeral so i guess my lack of attendance may have non-positive inpact of relationship between our family and neighbor family (we always disliked each other, there was some backstabbing long time ago, no real wars since then, but there is always feeling of distrust between us). Funeral is today and i would have to leave work early (there is kind of downtime tho we dont do much).
So what i should do? Should i attend this funeral?

>>20996545
Yes, you should go.

>>20995941
Is the e thot posting on lit these past couple weeks a concentrated psyop bot attack or something? I feel like it got way too prevalent way too fast for it to be organic. what problem do our over lords have that trying to make lit horny solves?

>>20996554
I just hide those posts and ignore them.

>>20995941
>finally find a magnesium supplement that doesn't give me the immediate shits (magnesium bisglycinate)
>sleep is vastly improved
>endurance is vastly improved
>mood is vastly improved
>stress is very much reduced
>feel like I have found the holy grail
>one week in
>now liquid shits all day
Why must you toy with me, God?

>>20996560
Perhaps it's unrelated.

>>20996558
but its weird right? the sudden increase in e thot posts I mean. Its not just me?

>>20996265
I actually agree with this. The U.S. is a nation without elegance.

>>20996549
why tho?

>>20996572
>>20996545
but should i give condolences later to family later? I dont feel like it. Is attendance alone sufficient?

>>20996568
I'm pretty new to this board so I wouldn't know. I've been here daily for maybe a month now. But I have noticed in this week in particular. Posting e-thots, fat girls, feet pics. I usually hide everything that is remotely sexual on /lit/.

>>20996572
Just do whatever your family will. If they go to the funeral, don't be a black sheep and not go. Go with them. If they decide to go to their house later and give condolences, give condolences. Put the feud aside and just be as respectful as you can.

>>20996580
Just do it. These things can pay off later.

>>20996606
>>20996584
ok, ill go. I hope it will make things better between our companies, and i will be perceived as more mature from now

>>20996685
Good on you, Anon. :)

>>20996554
Life is stranger than fiction and autism will never cease to surprise you.

Father is visiting and he and my brother are just in the living room and have nonstop been talking about absolutely irrelevant things that happened 5 years ago.
Cocaine and alcohol makes people so annoying. Its like they are crack heads or something.. Its crack head behaviour.

>>20995941
>Write What's On Your Mind
Sexo. I hate women though.

>>20996241
Damn right, sambo

>>20995941
>Write What's On Your Mind
Sexo. I hate women though.

>>20996826
Why not just be gay then?

>>20996839
I wish, unfortunately I'm only attracted to femholes.

>>20996554
>what problem do our over lords have that trying to make lit horny solves?
Keeps intellectual outcasts who have been unable to be properly psychicially conditioned by the university system from engaging in practical activities that could potentially be a risk to the maintenance of the present social structure and hiearchy. We like our place on top and don't want pesky intellectuals getting any ideas about changing that. 4chan and beating your dick to porn a day keeps the politically disruptive thoughts at bay.

>>20996849
Name? Please.

>>20995941
The freedom of birds is an insult to me. I'd have them all in zoos.

>>20996849
Oh well that's too bad for you then. Maybe you can condition yourself into attraction to biological males with heavily feminine physical (but not mental) overtones.

>>20996807
OH MY FUCKING GOD THEY SHOULD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! if I go out there to tell them to shut the fuck up because only crack heads talk nonstop about pointless shit there will be an actual fight.
The braindead bogan gronks. Whats worse is they think this is normal behaviour and anyone who thinks otherwise must have some kind of problem.

>>20996218
Just my high school bullies and then use that to arrest them on a technicality

life is so full of doubts...

>>20996570
We should have embraced Marcionism from the start and purge the country of Jewish demons before the declaration ink dried.

>>20996872
No idea, friend. Saw the webm here on /lit/.
>>20996877
Might actually try this out. In my experience, about 10% of men are worth talking to and 2% are worth developing friendship with, with women it's like 1% and 0.2% respectively... but it's hard to resist those boobas and fuckholes.

>>20996568
Sadly there will be no more e thot picrels on posts due to an e thot who will remain unnamed's dcma takedown of a very good post with her as picrel. Es tut mir leid.

>>20996807
It's just cokehead behavior, man. You're doing coke with your dad?

>>20996913
>You're doing coke with your dad?
No, because I'm not a crackhead and its 60% speed mix thats sold for $300 a gram.

>>20996894
I wish I could be a doubt-free person.

>>20996913
I prefer to do coke by myself in a room quietly and read and think and write.

>>20996146
If you're gonna do that you should kill yourself

>>20996915
>speed
Yum

>>20996915
Speed is better anyway

>>20996921
I wish I could. Unironically.

Why does /lit/ become a ghost town after the amerimutts go to bed? Does the rest of the world not read?

>>20996938
A wise, soft-spoken old man who walked to Austria from Hungary to escape the Hungarian Revolution once told me that the only happiness in life is self-governance. He also said that he feels alone when with others but united with God when in a empty church's pew

>>20996944
The rest of the world does read, and that's why they don't post here

>>20996962
Damn. Toasted.

>>20996960
>He also said that he feels alone when with others but united with God when in a empty church's pew
Based old man

>>20996917
Your wish has been granted. You are now doubt free.

>>20996983
Somehow I doubt it.

I killed a locust yesterday and two super long thin yellow parasitic worms came out of its ass after it was dead. It was extremely disgusting and I completely understand why people refuse to eat bugs now

>>20995941
I haven't fapped or watched porn in over a month so I'm really appreciating these are pics here

>>20996312
Nice list anon. I wear Kilian Angel’s Share, Maison Margiela By the Fireplace and Jazz Club, and Piguet Bandit. I am really interested in fragrance/perfumery, both chemically and psychologically. I love spicy, musky, or boozy perfumes.

History knows no culture which has just given itself away more than this one.

What to do about soul-crushing solitude? It been eating me alive for years, but I can't do anything about it because I don't know how to approach people and talk to them. Any tips?

>>20997446
We are the damned anon

>>20996915
>>20996807
is he legit cokehead? Then it sucks but if they only do it on occassion then you should do coke with them, family is important man you shouldsocialize with them

The main reason this board is so dumb is due to the prevalence of female posters. The dumbest extremes are always men but the majority of midwits are women. The people that take on authoritative roles like jannying are midwits and tend to have that feminine energy. Historically real discussions only happen in men's clubs. Even a single feminine man introduced to the dynamic will tend to completely subvert any such project.

>>20997632
stfu chud

>>20997639
See the mechanisms of subversion in action.

>>20995941
I'm getting stronger.

>>20997734
Yes.
You and the people reading this are getting stronger.

gf left her pussy smell all over my bed after i deliberately went through the effort of not having this happen. now i have to wash my sheets. wtf bros why would she do this, i would never cum all over her bed

>>20997845
Women are animals. In fact, a clean dog will only leave some hair on the sheets while a woman will mess up the whole bed with her woman filth.

There is bare desire, and the ultimate cultivation of desire is called power or energy. Then there is its opposite, the purging of all desire, which breeds rationality but is contrary to any action. Their unity is called Henosis, Te, Yoga, or Actuality. Yoga, for example, is defined as calming the oscillations of mind. If this is accomplished by pure rationality, or by catharsis of all desire, then there is no energy or power left, and it is incomplete, for Yoga is unity, yet without energy it is unity of nothing. True Yoga is not the elimination of desire, but its focusing, and therefore the consolidation of power. Raw and unbridled energy results in chaotic mania, and raw catharsis results in annihilation, in nothingness.

That is, the lowest level of catharsis is called rationality, the highest is called annihilation, or Nirvana. The lowest level of life is called desire, the highest level is called energy or desire. If the highest level of both is synthesized, the result is Yoga, Te (integrity), Henosis, Peace, Happiness, and extreme potential for the actualization of freedom, it will allow you to accomplish any one goal.

There is bare desire, and the ultimate cultivation of desire is called power or energy. Then there is its opposite, the purging of all desire, which breeds rationality but is contrary to any action. Their unity is called Henosis, Te, Yoga, or Actuality. Yoga, for example, is defined as calming the oscillations of mind. If this is accomplished by pure rationality, or by catharsis of all desire, then there is no energy or power left, and it is incomplete, for Yoga is unity, yet without energy it is unity of nothing. True Yoga is not the elimination of desire, but its focusing, and therefore the consolidation of power. Raw and unbridled energy results in chaotic mania, and raw catharsis results in annihilation, in nothingness.

That is, the lowest level of catharsis is called rationality, the highest is called annihilation, or Nirvana. The lowest level of life is called desire, the highest level is called energy or power. If the highest level of both is synthesized, the result is Yoga, Te (integrity), Henosis, Peace, Happiness, and extreme potential for the actualization of freedom, it will allow you to accomplish any one goal.

>>20997446
How do you spend your time? Chances are the answer is implied in your answer to this question.

weed smoking is often on my mind
maybe i will read today

Whoever said you can't read in your dreams lied. I just did last night. I remember the name of the author was something weird like 33%%!!!

>>20995941
I never ceased to be amazed by how so many can bloviate at length about nonsense regarding the most shallow works. The lack of self-awareness is absurd. So much meaning is fabricated from nothing without realizing.

>>20998047
A lot to unpack in this post. The advanced symbolism is beyond my hermeneutic abilities but the subtle references to acclaimed literary works such as Rick and Morty are delightful.

When you focus a telescope, how do you know it's in focus? Maybe the moon really is blurry and the sharper image is made up.

>>20998242
Or maybe the sharper image is true and you are just drunk and about to be taken away by the police that the people at the observatory called.

3D women are disgusting
It is my duty to purify the thread with some good 2D

>>20998290
Purify us more desu

I find myself defending christianity from christians themselves, from their idiotic primitive nigger-brained understanding of their own religion. Maybe it all should just burn.

>>20998272
The answer is coherence. It's also how you know your translation of texts or interpretation is superior to others.

is Arabian Nights a good book? seems like it could be cool

God is good.

>>20998345
Yes. The first short story involves beheading negroes and cheating wives. Fun read.

>>20998347
Can he lend me some money? I want new studio speakers, also ran out of protein powder and creatine.

>>20998392
i've been using creatine for a little while now but i'm still not sure if it has any effect. Any way I could check to definitively decide if I should buy my second batch

Im thinking about going to psych to get adhd meds. I cant concentrate all.

>>20998404
It’s mostly noticeable by how fast you lose mass when you quit. I’ve only stopped for two weeks now after two years on creatine and I’m already shriveled like a scared penis.

Is caring the root of all problems?

How much influence do you think /lit/ posting has on society? Do you think what goes on here influences the Zeitgeist?

>>20998470
Precisely 0%

>>20998272
What if the true sight of everything is blurry in its real nature, and sharp focus is a deception and we've gotten it wrong all these years?

>>20998473
Do you think e thots ever come here?

>>20995941
I can't make more male friends because I don't think like a standard male. My brain is so overfocused I physically cannot give as much importance to men than I do to women. In essence by this reasoning I ought to be the most absolute of simps but women sometimes talk back to me and do the first steps in a conversation (and it's not by pity). As such I don't think I qualify as a pure simp nor an orbiter.

I wish someone looked into my brain with X-rays and told me what is wrong with me. There's not a single day I don't think about how cute [insert classmate here] is, or what a shame it is that [insert classmate] is an atheist because I can't marry her. My male friends say they don't think like that. I can't believe it.

>>20998487
There’s no Chad cock or money here so no

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polysynthetic_language

>>20998487
Nah, only us. Although I do think there are some normie lurkers who want to see what those "4chan incel types" are up to.

Anonymity has a certain communicational premium set on it as it is the only way people speak their minds freely and truly . And 4chan is the only accessible site where posting anonymously is the norm. And /lit/, as one might expect, does have the best posting quality on 4chan, not that the bar is high. The fact it is a literature board limits its appeal however. WWOYM threads, which I frequent are intended as a blogpost containment threads so sometimes you get some gems here with broader commentary about society

What is the root of envy? Why does it exist? What does it mean? Should it drive action? Should it not? Is it even real? Is it worth lamenting over despite how self destructive it feel? I just don't get it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkTG1K4Ci-8

My angry drunk-posts are going to get me put on a list by the CIA (Cringe Intelligence Agency)

>>20998543
Pride is the root of envy. Take the example of Lucifer from Paradise Lost. He was God's most perfect being, the highest of angels and the most exalted of created things. This gave him pride in his superiority, but it also led him to resent God, who was the one being more perfect than he. So his pride led to envy, which led him to rebel against God in an effort to become God.

From this it can be said that Pride is sufficient to derive all other sins, and why it is commonly ranked as chiefest of the cardinal sins.
Pride leads to Envy, but the two cannot coexist without becoming Wrath. Wrath leads to Lust for power, domination, which leads to Greed , as it is never enough. Which leads to Gluttony, the point at which the sinner's body and soul becomes corrupted by excess, which leads to Sloth, , the self-satisfied , sluggish inertia of too much indulgence.

>>20998540
frensmile

>>20998544
nice song

>>20996200
offshore accounts and social engineering

/lit/ is a shithole, but I can't leave because on occasion, it's just so fucking funny.

>>20998544
their recent stuff is still kino but i wish they would make slowed and slurred stuff like this again

>>20997981
I got stoned recently. It made me smile and giggle and all that. But it didn't feel meaningful. I didn't want to smile or giggle and I certainly didn't feel a happiness congruent with it. I just felt like a laughter machine being forced to laugh. It was really weird. It was so superficial and surface level in act.

>>20999074
not everyone's built for this line of work

>>20999083
Have you never felt a similar way while stoned? That the laughter was all fake

>>20998047
Ever seen the DBZ strenght discussion on Kanzenshuu? Every time theres a new anime or manga chapter there are also new refined and elaborate theories about whatever the fuck Toriyama or the studio made up on the spot.

>>20999087
yes but ive also felt that way when im not stoned. i dont think it has anything to do with weed. i think you're just depressed buddy

I wonder how those anons from Providence are doing

>One shot at life
>He didn’t join the triads in 1960s Hong Kong
Why should I even live?

>>20998047
>So much meaning is fabricated from nothing without realizing.
They realize it. Most of the time people are just fantasizing. I personally happen to publish theory comments on serials chapters because I know the authors will read them. I know some authors take notes to get inspired. I always smile when I can see my own ideas behind a phrase or two. Feels like we're all writing something great.

>>20999130
Maybe when Im doing the awkward laugh when Im nervous. The stoned laughter just felt really odd though. I wish I could describe it better. It's like there were layers of feelings. The stoned mirth was a layer over my real self. I didnt feel any internal change even though my ourward act was changed. I actually felt kind of violated by the high. My body was hijacked and I couldnt control it. It was just such an odd feeling all around.

>>20999159
yo recommend me some dope 80s cop movies from hong kong, no kung fu, only gun shit. and yes i already saw the killers, give me deep cuts.

>>20999177
but you haven't seen hard boiled?

>>20995941
About 10 years ago, I made the wish to exchange half my life to make my father, who has lupus, live longer. I don't know if it's correlated or not but the more time passes, the more I lose touch with reality. I have had this constant feeling like I'm going to die soon but it's never happening.

Dad is still alive though.

>Russia vs Ukraine
>Armenia vs Azerbaijan
>Tajikistan vs Kyrgyzstan
Why is the former USSR in such chaos?

>>20998848
yeah, new stuff sounds less vaporwave and more 90s new agey Windham Hill music desu. I like it, but it's not really vapor anymore.

>>20999183
no i didn't i heard of it tho

>>20995981
Bad, sorry.

Maybe:
>dwell with my among roach and beetle
>that is where I lie.
>blue veins broadcast ripe for needle
>her kiss she lays on I
>I don’t speak or break or wheedle
>I don’t wince or cry
>within her very eyes I’m fetal
>within her soul I die

How’s that?

>>20999176
I think you're depressed and used weed to try and mask it. You should try to get happier. Start running and eating canned fish with omega-3s and stuff, maybe buy a jasmine candle and start reading some shitty self improvement stoic stuff.
Or you can give my Primal Binge Alcohol Therapy (PBAT) a shot.
>>20999216
kino. pretty sure John Woo is the one who popularized the idea of dual wielding guns aside from cowboy stuff

>>20999233
Well i walk every day which is nice and my diet isnt bad. Most philosophy i read is tailored to coping already. I think I'm just gonna shitfaced tonight. Binge drinking usually helps

In Heaven, besides a beatific vision of God and ascending to the Glory of Christ, there is also PARADISE.
In Paradise, God gives you whatever you want. Whatever good thing you can ask for.
Here is what can occur.
The soul's love and passion will be made infinite beyond infinite. Shakti or sexual energy can also be made infinitely great.
You have a perfectly sharp and bright understanding of things. Can perform multiple thought processes simultaneously. Access to clairvoyant knowledge as you develop your foundational wisdom.
You are in control of subjective Reality. You can create Virtual Reality Systems, realms of sense-data molded by their own physics.
You are in control of the experience of time, you can shrink a second down into a million years.
Your body can become appear in many places at the same time, by multiplying the facets of your soul. The sambhogakaya treatment.
Everyone is forced to be smart and good. This means there is no antagonizing each other as everyone respects everyone else's personal wishes for happiness. Everything is permitted if there is consent.
You will be capable of anything, performing any feat requiring skill or talent.
There is instantaneous transportation and communication. Technology advanced in the image of heaven in this manner.
There can be collective memory and telepathic empathy. Fantasy adventure simulations, tranquility parks, bemusement parks.

All of this and even MORE!

>>20999243
yeah all that shit i said is bullshit. its good that you already know that alcohol will solve your problems quicker

>>20999256
Imagine going to heaven and asking for /lit/, do you think God would agree?

>>20995941
I just found out you can buy great books for one or two euro each at my local thrift store and it makes me very happy :)

>>20998306
ok

>>20999233
God I thought the sardines suggestions from /fit/ were a bit, but they are not. I was at some restaurant somewhere in Maryland after a huge day of crabbing and fishing and beaching, and we had eaten AYCE crabs the last three nights, so we were all going to get crab cakes this night instead, and for appetizer, we accidentally ordered sardines, and it came out: a can of sardines in the middle of a bunch of pickled vegetables (carrots, celery, onion), asparagus, like 20 individual Lima beans I think, and some crackers, and some stone ground full-seed mustard. And just the tin of sardines right in the middle. we were intially put off… but it was so good. It was amazing. I’m a sardine eating man now and that one dish still ranks among one of my favorite individual dishes of all time, and I’ve been to dozens of Michelin stars. Just some canned sardines in some no name tin crab in some no name eastern shore town. Eat sardines my boyo. I’m honest.

>>20996148
>>20996234
take care frens

>>20999344
Nice.

Feeling paralyzed on what to do tonight bros. I need to decide soon. I have a group who wants to get dinner and then attend a high school football game because one of the guys brothers is playing in it. This gives me a lot of anxiety. Not really sure I could handle being at a high school football game. Dont think Id really like it.
On the other hand I have another friend who has been inviting me to this social club that meets on friday evenings. I only know the one guy but Ive so far met most of the members once or twice. I'm inclined to go to this rather than the game . I want to meet new people in spite of my anxiety. I know a girl there was eyeing me last time and I desperately need to expand my social sphere. Only problem is I'm about 4 or 5 years older than most of them there and they're also almost entirely immigrants with a limited grasp on the english language or american culture. They're also just boring. The upside is that they all like me for being a white american. Lots of immigrants use me as a vector for assimilation.
Part of this paralysis in deciding what to do is making me want to stay home and drink all night. I got a bunch of really nice seasonal beers I want to sample and a few movies I want to watch. Thats basically almost all my weekends for the past 3 years. But I know I need to do something social for mywell being

Why the fuck do you guys write stuff here? It really does not make a difference. It will be forgotten in a short range time which is the very destiny of all communication in the digital age. This whole fucking platform is like a hoax. It might as well play in your mind. It really is not an expansion of the mind. It's an illusion that your mind expands your very room you are sitting in. Your room is making you dead.

Just kidding, life sucks, hang on you motherfuckers.

I have a lot of things on my mind, I'm going to write them all in this post:

I finished reading the Grapes of Wrath last night. Never expected the last few chapters of the book to be that depressing. I liked the biblical allusion of sending the stillborn baby down the stream like Moses. It seemed like Steinbeck was trying to leave it up to interpretation as to whether things get better for the Joads or not, but anyone who has done the least bit of research into the Okies knows that they get brought out of poverty when the economy booms in WWII, so that bit of unsureness falls flat. The old man in the barn gets the milkies though.

Next on my list is Crime and Punishment. I don't know much about the book, I prefer to go into things blind so I can figure it all out myself, but I hear Raskolnikov is a "literally me" type character. He might just be literally me. I'm also a young man struggling with my studies and I've considered crime as a means to get what I really want. Maybe this book will change my considerations.

There is beauty to be found in suffering and struggling.
The appreciation of such beauty makes struggling and suffering bearable even if it is ultimately fruitless.
Even if Sisyphus isn't happy, one could at least imagine him enamored and overcome with the beauty to be found in his experience.
Suffering almost gives life meaning. I suppose one might live just to suffer.
I find it hard to stay sad for long periods of time, because the fact that I feel sad makes me happy. I can live an experience such a strong emotion. I can experience the art others have made representing that emotion and know that other have felt the same as I.
I hope others can find the aesthetic fulfillment I find in the universe's pointless, indiscriminate cruelty. It makes me upset that people can't see the inherent poetry and art in their pain. I won't be upset for long, however.

>>20999994
fuck 6 posts off

>>20995941
cunny

>>21000004
cunny indeed

>>21000000
wasted

>>20997632
Society lacks violence.

smelly sloppy nigger shit slides down OPs mouth
sicky slimy poo poo time as the whip cracketh
seventy shiny slippery nignog boys peepee poo down the pipe
OP schockes and schkickles as the sexcrement slides down down DOWN

My mind just gave up, I don't care about anything anymore. All the things I must do, the bills, my parents, myself, I should be worried, I should be motivated, I should be this and that, but no, I feel nothing at all.
I feel as if a truck was coming to hit me in a street and instead of being rushed to flee, to move, I stare at it, as it comes to me, in a serene and souless apathy.

I really like this cover of Losing My Religion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nomxKG2nIZU

hell ya friday night time to screw around on the internet

>>20995941
I have a friend I've had since 14, she's probably been the most consistent person in my life. Even relatives have come and gone but she has always been there for me when I needed her the most. Whenever we say bye to each other on the phone or whatever we always say "bye love you". It never occurred to me it was wrong and have supposedly been doing it in front of my gf that she only brought it up now and flat out told me shes uncomfortable with her after 2 years of dating and knowing my friend.

I'm not even sure if I used to say it in front of past gfs because it always felt normal to me, just like it my mother and my grandmother said it to me. And none of them ever brought it up. Anyways she asked me about our history and I admitted I lost my v to her when I was a teen but we hadn't done anything since we were like 21 and never dated. Friend is bi btw and in a relationship with a woman (Me and friend are in early 30s, gf is 25)

Am I really supposed to cut out someone who is honestly probably my only friend?

>>21000161
Just dont tell her you love her in front of your gf. How did you survive this long

>>21000161
>I'm not even sure if I used to say it in front of past gfs because it always felt normal to me, just like it my mother and my grandmother said it to me. And none of them ever brought it up. Anyways she asked me about our history and I admitted I lost my v to her when I was a teen but we hadn't done anything since we were like 21 and never dated. Friend is bi btw and in a relationship with a woman (Me and friend are in early 30s, gf is 25)


you're fucking retarded and your gf is right to be uncomfortable

i've gotten smarter and shit but I think somehow, psychologically, I haven't moved past the age of 6.

>>20995941
I saved 30+ LinkedIn profiles of people working in the same field on my computer and decided to share them with a friend so that she gets inspired for her internships. She straight out told me she thinks I'm crazy and told all of our friends. Now everyone thinks I'm a stalker and that I'm crazy.

I literally just wanted to research internships.

>>21000358
Just treat it like it's not a big deal and make sure to act more like a normie and it'll blow over

>>21000364
Wish you were here when it happened. I left the city afterwards so I didn't have the chance to make it up. I think my cover is burned but if I get asked about it again I'll just act like it's no big deal like you said.
Never helping anyone on the subject ever again. I really thought it was something normal people did.

>>21000403
she's a fucking retarded cunt and not your friend.

>>20995941
In my early 30s and kind of looking to date after not doing so in about a decade lol. Occasionally talk to girls around my age and they feel kind of "off". Is it fair to assume single girls in their late 20s or early 30s are damaged goods? I always get the vibe there was someone in their past they are still salty about or someone they couldn't get to commit that they will always compare you to.

Yet I don't get this vibe from the same women in the same age bracket who have been divorced. In fact I feel like I would prefer a divorced woman rather than one that had never been married in that age group.

Is it all in my head or is there some truth to it? Am I better off trying to talk to early 20s girls? Im just a bit worried becuase I get the vibe that media is trying to demonise age gaps acting suddenly that women udner 25 are completely helpless children and not strong dependent women at all

>>21000479
>always get the vibe there was someone in their past they are still salty about or someone they couldn't get to commit that they will always compare you to.
This is true by like age 18-20 let alone 30

>>21000483
>This is true by like age 18-20
Really? That early?

Is there any hope then if you missed the boat to find someone to grow with? Tbh now you mention it, seems like everyone around me who is married met their partners in their teens.

>>21000495
Yeah I think there is hope, it's just perhaps not ideal. But even in the past women(and men) would often lust after those they couldn't get rather than those they end up with.

We are talking about probabilities and distributions here, it's not set in stone. Also depends heavily on what type you go for.

"Science fiction" literally translates to Greek as "scientific fantasy" and I think that's beautiful.

>>20995941
Childhood friend who rejected me in past got teary eyed and emotional when she met my new born baby. We used to mess around but I think I scared her off when I started talking about wanting kids and a family (we mustve been 16 or 17 at the time and she was just asking me where I saw myself after hs lol)

What's the deal? She didn't react this way with my siblings kids. She's married too and we are in our 30s. From my understanding from her mother, her and/or her husband don't want kids

>>21000723
she's fucking retarded and now later in life is realizing that there was an entire world that she would've loved to have that she never ever will because of her choices and fear

>>21000723
We all love kids even if we decide we shouldn't have any. They're beautiful. 99% of anons don't know how to answer your question any better without you asking her

t. woman

most "classic" books are overrated and mythologized due to Iqcells who believe that flagrant language is a sign of intelligence, but when you break down what they're actually saying (basic substitutes) it's retardo level observations that anyone can make

>>21000781
I disagree.
But there is a lot of unnecessary worship of old and bad writings/philosophy, but it is for the sake of drudging up old and out of date We Wuz Kangs and Trad shit.
Classics are good not because they seemed racist or misogynistic but in spite of it. Nice snapshots of the period.
Depends on the books of course. Any in particular you care to call out?

>>21000803
the scarlet letter

>>21000818
It does look quite dated. Never had any interest in it myself.

As of midnight it will have been three days since a friend of mine has killed himself. He was dear to me, and yet I haven't been able to shed a single tear for the life of me. I've had a constant tightness in my throat, the kind that should be accompanied by sobs but they just won't come and I'm unsure if I'll ever feel that release. I want time to stop, to have some time to parse this but even the one day I took off from classes put me far enough behind to not want to take any more.
Here's hoping the weekend will hold some relief for me.

>>21000771
>We all love kids
You can't be sure of that, some people are pretty cruel to children
but I certainly do love kids ToT

>>21000479
Are you really such a bitch that you're worried about being "compared" to someone else?

>>21000983
NTA but women are always comparing their present partners to their past partners. That's why their standards get absurdly high with the more men they date. They want the next man to have all the best qualities of the previous men combined.

>>21000997
If that's really true then I must be a bona fide supraman

I just watched a brief video on journaling where they talk about how it has served as an important function in life and a nice sentimental and nostalgic window in to where they were and how they've changed, stayed the same, and moved forward. I recently read through a journal of mine covering the years 2013-2018 that records and evokes nothing but pain, frustration, and stagnation. I'm still writing about the same feelings, the same lack of progress, the same struggles with depression, anxiety, socialization, and drugs. It was miserable to look back nearly ten years and see myself in the same place.

I've had a similar experience. Keeping a journal is only useful for certain people, I think. I thought my journal would serve as an outlet for my thoughts but writing things down changes nothing.

Is there a proper reaction to the realization that you're irreparable degenerate levels of fucked up?

i'm pretty sure self-acceptance isn't the right one, but it's the one I'm going with

>>21001028
>irreparable degenerate levels of fucked up
What do you mean by this?

>>21000978
Go be a pedo somewhere else.

>>21001045
nah

>>20995941
I told this guy on a server i frequent that id play tf2 with him tonight, and then just ghosted him.
Im feeling real shitty about it. I kept looking at the clock watching the time go by trying to psyche myself up to click the button on steam to ask to join game. As the time went by then I just start to think now it's too late and I bet he's pissed.
I could see on the friends list that hes on the tf2 menu just waiting...
Idk why it made me so anxious. I was partly afraid he'd pressure me to use my mic. Partly the prospect of doing something alone with another person is always more intimidating than the normal group setting on the server.
I've been on this server the past month & I never use my mic & keep my interactions very minimal. I do not join in on the discord either.
Part of me is deeply afraid of being known. Once you are known, there's no going back. I desire to have zero reputation, to be indecipherable. Yet it is this state which drives me to others. To be known or unknown are equally insufferable states. Around others I cannot bear to be anything because I feel the weight of so many different perceptions and judgements on me. As soon as you enter a social space you are interpreted. That terrifies me. However alone there is nothing but distractions and idle entertainment.
Really though I remain detached from others because I am a coward.

>>21001128
>Part of me is deeply afraid of being known. Once you are known, there's no going back. I desire to have zero reputation, to be indecipherable.
literally me. This website is the only "social media" I can bear to use because it's anonymous. Having to hold oneself to the prior expectation of others is so suffocating. Anonymity makes you free to be yourself all the time.

>>20998290
Naw. Not really

>>21001032
well, for starters the list of things i've fapped to is utterly fucked even by 4chan's standards, and I genuinely believe that a person has a moral obligation to exact revenge, even if they personally don't even want it

>>21001138
>Having to hold oneself to the prior expectation of others is so suffocating. Anonymity makes you free to be yourself all the time.
That's pretty much it. I hate that feeling of being trapped by others expectations.
Like, I play this game this one night and then it might become a regular thing. And then before long you are no longer free. Over time you become trapped by your own reputation.
Yet in either case Im trapped because being alone is not satisfying. Alone is safe. There's no uncertainity, no judgement, but there's no meaning either. Before long I find myself running back to others, only to then pull away. So I hate being alone and I hate being around others. I am truly a hyper evolved misanthrope.
In reality though I know I'm just over sensitive. People are not judging me so harshly but being a loner so long, I have this deep residing fear that others can tell and they will realize.

I wish it was 2013 again

>>20999257
Well Xi Im drunk now. It helps but it also doesnt. I ran away from people earlier to be alone and drunk. Somehow beingdrunk and miserable is better than being with people. I just dont get it anymore. I dont understand. It all sucks and it always will suck

Im sick.

>>21001201
Back when the disasters of today where only schemes in the villains eyes.
Naive

damn my housemate came home. i thought he was going to be out for the rest of the day.

Should I drink this open beer I left out overnight? I only had two sips before falling asleep. It's not going to make sick right?

>>21001319
It's going to be flat and taste like beer.
Alcohol is doesn't go back

>>21001292
It was a better time

>>21001319
Have some standards

>>21001338
No. It wasn't. The where planning all this shit because of the shit they've been getting away with for the passed 20 to 60+ years. Our real history is only a little hushed for anyone who cares to look.

>>21001395
Oh sure the archons were at their work. But they hadn't poisoned everyone yet. So it was a better time.

What should I do tonight? Every time I tell myself I'll have a quiet weekend I inevitably find myself incredibly bored.

friendly reminder that trying is stupid

>incel = involuntary celibate
>femcel = female celibate
>it's immediately implied it's involuntary because women are whores

>>20996404
>cutting off the thumbs of indian women
Never happened

>>20995941
This good?

Stop using singular 'they'.
(I have lost my image).

>>21001327
>>21001347
I drank it and it was ok

>>21001755
It's just the improper use of a suffix like with workaholic, there's a term for this but I don't remember it

>>21001855
>(I have lost my image).
It wasn't very good anyway

>>21001871
>like with workaholic
How is that an improper suffix?

>>21001878
Because of the word alcoholic (alcohol + ic) people started assuming that the suffix "holic" means a person addicted to a substance or behavior, when the actual suffix in the original example was just "ic"

>>21001855
when i see these two i wonder why they don't kill themselves, but then i realize that i probably have more disadvantages than them yet i don't kill myself.

I remember vividly as a child, my parents would let me play outside with my favorite bouncy ball unsupervised. One day, it bounced out all the way to the far side of the neighborhood road, next to a busy intersection. I caught the ball right before it bounced into traffic, and I just stood there watching.

Oh how I wish I would have walked into traffic that day, instead of having to do it as an adult.

>>20997479
Late reply but I've already been through this phase of "bro like my dad is my best bro lets get wasted and do drugs together". Its deadbeat behaviour and symptomatic of somewhat poor foundations of a relationship.
Not that I dislike my dad and am unable to connect with him or anything. I just wish he would get his shit together. Like the other day he was half drunk and joking about prolapsed anuses, when my 13 year old sister was there, and he told her to google what a prolapsed anus looks like. I called him out on shitty inappropriate behaviour and he got all butthurt and cut about it.
Even telling him not to spend so much time at the pub and not waste $300 on shitty coke every week that only lasts him for a 6 hour session. "I'm a grown ass man I'll do what I want". Yeah well, a grown ass man should know to be responsible and not act like someone who is just turning 20.

End of pointless rant. Bogan culture is a blight on the working class and it actively encourages self-destructive behaviour. All masked under a retarded sense of pride. But thats a topic for another WWOYM thread kek.

I feel like every time i write in this thread, i'm back at my childhood home and absolutely fucking freezing.

My sister's probably going to have to drop out of uni, on account of having no money and no overdraft after she spent it all, family's very weird, because i wouldn't know anyone like my sister if we hadn't both been born to the same parents, she enjoys going out, spending time with other people, big gatherings, all that, my brother's even more different, while i'm fat as shit, he climbs mountains for fun and moved to the other side of the world.

I've made exactly one friend in my first year at university (I started when i was 21 due to a mild case of being mentally retarded) and it's nice, he's also a diagnosed autist, and a musician, he's nice, i met a french girl who i really enjoyed hanging out with, but i sent her a message late one night drunk saying something like "i really enjoyed listening to classical music together", and she said she didn't like bigger guys anyway so that was probably doomed from the start.

I lost my virginity, and i'm pretty sure i am not bisexual, i got a blowjob from one of my sisters male friends and it felt like a slug was on my dick, i used to assume that i'd enjoy basically any sex act with someone else because at least the thought they'd want to do it with me would make it pleasurable, i now realise that was a very dumb, teenagerish thing to think, iunno, i still harbour attraction for an old, growingly distant friend, so maybe trying to judge my feelings on sexual intimacy from getting a blowie while on coke from another vaguely sex-pestish fat guy isn't a good idea.

I think i've come to accept i'll never have a great relationship with my father, he grew up as a guy who got into trouble and collected fun stories like sneaking in somewhere with his brothers dressed as doctors to get free drinks, and i'm not that, the fun stories i have like getting chased off industrial estates or sheparding my incredibly fucking blitzed mate past some swans that he adamantly swore were about to murder him don't connect with him, he's said he modelled himself off his dad, and a stern disciplinarian who steps in when it's truly essential is good for someone like my sister, and was good for someone like my dad, i remember one day feeling absolutely devastated about truly fucking up a test, and like always when it came to anytime i was struggling academically, my dad would say "you can only piss with the cock you're given", he always responded to problem i asked him about with a few catchphrases like that.

For some reason i imagine that this is the fate of everyone who goes to university from a working class family, my dad feels more and more alien from me, he gets chewed up by work that's destroying his body, he'll do more valuable labour than i probably ever will with my computer science degree, and the country we all collectively built over the centuries will wring him like a towel, until he can't give anymoresweat

>>21001838
Why worry about this? Read at a pace you find comfortable, don't try and game it

>>21001559

>>21000479
>Occasionally talk to girls around my age and they feel kind of "off". I
It's about half of adults. Like all adults. Most of them never mature past age twelve, and they were dickheads and bitches back then too. I meet so many people who don't understand basic common sense shit you should know since kindergarten regularly and I have no idea how they have survived this long being that dumb, rude, and sulky.

I've been working on being a better person. Mostly by being nicer to my housemate.

>>21001195
>I play this game this one night and then it might become a regular thing
Lol you can always just say no

>>21001338
You were younger

>>21001901
>he thinks he has it worse than a conjoined twin

>>21002070
>>he thinks he has it worse than a conjoined twin

trust me I do

t. conjoined triplet

>>21002045
yes

YOUUUUU CAN HAVE MY ISOLATION
YOU CAN HAVE THE HATE THAT IT BRINGS

>>21001991
>For some reason i imagine that this is the fate of everyone who goes to university from a working class family
This is true. Its normal to feel more of a distance from your father as you grow older too. The reality is that you are both adults, and adults are different people. They have different interests, personalities and view the world in different ways.
Another point, from my experience. Educated child and non-educated parent are rarely similar. Educated parent and non-educated child are rarely similar. Educated parent and educated child are commonly similar. Non-educated child and non-educated child are commonly similar.

Careers that allow a lot of time to read and write? I can't bear Uni admin anymore.

>>21001019
So the obvious questions are where did you go wrong or what did you fail to do? Either you had and still have the agency to change something, or you don't, but if you don't it is useless to wallow in the misanthropy.

once you realize what autism actually is it's insane how many people are obviously autistic and how much of people's behavior it explains

>>21002070
i don't have it worse, i objectively have many of the same disadvantages and some that they don[t have

>>21002218
Night Watchman

>>21002218
Why? It's my dream to become some kinda uni staff, get tenure and chill. Care to elaborate what's bothering you about it?

>>21002218
A lot of government jobs, if you get lucky. Although if you don't like uni admin then you might not like public service.

It is so incredibly painful to accept that there are places you cannot go back to; and that there are times -- connected to these places -- that you cannot go back to. That some things are not only out of your control but that they are permanent.
When I was in high school, I had a phase where I grew a lot in a short time. I had pain in my back and some areas, along with stretch marks. Some of them are still visible today. I feel like my late twenties bear the same thing for my mind.

>>20996265
is this taylor swift before or after

>>21002366
>It is so incredibly painful to accept that there are places you cannot go back to

It is painful, you're not wrong, but think about this. Imagine yourself in five years time, will you still be mourning the past? Ten years, fifteen years? All that time passes, you're not making any new memories because you are sad about things you can't return to no matter what. Learn to love the present, the past is a foreign country.

>>21001855
imagine the head

a parent's love is conditional

>>21002419
I'm doing exactly that but I feel like I will mourn this even when I am old and grey. The most grave change I have to accept is my parents' divorce and them selling the house that I grew up in. I still have the pictures and I hold them dearly.
This week I had a dream where I was sitting in my mum's old glider chair with my gf. Somehow it was large enough for the two of us. It was christmas night and everything was decorated exactly like I remember from my childhood. I swear I could even smell everything: The fireplace, the cinnamon stars, even the old red tablecloth. You know, that smell that old textile has. Similar to old paper but slightly sweeter. It was midnight and it was snowing outside. There was no sound, we'd just sit in that chair and watch the snow fall. It still cracks me up.

>>21002460
Only a bad parent’s love is conditional.
A real parent’s love is naturally not.
What kind of messed up world you live in, anony-turd?

>>21002494
>What kind of messed up world you live in, anony-turd?
a house in which my mom and my grandma gaslight me on purpose, and my dad by accident because he's insecure

>>21000161
you do not want to lose a real friend over a relationship. trust me.

Big pitch: pig bitch

>>21002838
Poor Sabrina Nicole. Talked into a booba reduction/lift. RIP in peace

>>21002070
>Lol you can always just say no
If something becomes regular than there is an expectation. Sure you can sometimes say no, but too many times .. And they won't ask again.
When I agreed I did want to play, it's just my anxiety got the better of me.

>>21000983
If a woman has sex with 10 guys what are the chances you are the best one she's had?

>>20995941
I have a confession to make, after some thought on it, I really don't like Deleuze aside from two concepts and most of his fangirls are nigh annoying and retarded.

>>21002460
Shouldn't be, honestly.

>>21002218
Security but make sure to get a job at a not populated location. Dont do security at a mall, hotel, or any other location where there's lots of people. Do security at a warehouse at the edge of a city or some other empty place. & do 2nd shift where there will be hardly anyone there.

>>21002954
100% if it's me

>>21002969
anyone remember that movie with the reading security guard who meets some kind of delinquent and they have a lot of conversations and he shows him the run down stone cabin in the woods where he plans to stay later on

>>21002993
arcanum or planescape for the /lit/ vidya mascot?

>>21002993
But statistically speaking this can only be true of 10% of men. So if every woman has sex with 10 men 90% of women will prefer one of the previous men to the man she marries

>>21003011
No.

>>21003013
Not an argument you pathetic faggot

>>21003009
I never played Planescape

>>21003014
Put your slide-rule down and reconfigure

>>21003023
You cant even BEGIN to make an argument against what I said. You are a braindead retard

>>21003031
You just can’t stay
>>>/r9k/

>>21003039
Does it bother you to know that whatevr woman you're with or end up with almost surely remembers that guy who was hotter and had a bigger dick and made her cum more and prefers him to you, would be with him instead of you, but had to settle for you?

>>21003044
If I was fat with a microdick and paralyzed I could still make her cum more than you.

I've been living isolated for about four years to point where I can go months without opening my mouth to talk. I don't feel loneliness, but I'm starting to worry it's affecting my health in subtle ways. I'm having trouble focusing and remembering things, sweating all the time, etc. Anyone else have these issues?
I worry it's chronic stress or something

>>21003078
unfortunately for you this is not the case and she's comparing you to the better guys she's had

>>21003044
Your "math" didn't add up. No about of vinegar is going to fix it. Go back or shut up.

>>21003094
You're upset because you know its true. If it weren't true you would just explain why but you cant

>>21000000
For duck's sake

>>21003092
It is the case since you have no clue.
>she's comparing you to the better guys she's had
So she may better appreciate my superiority compared to them.
Do you do that? What about experiences in general?
>only 10% of men are top 10% cool dudes whatever that means so I might as well kill myself since the odds are only 1/10 that I'm a top tier cool dude

>>21003114
It is a logical certainty that only 10% of men can be the best 10% of men lmao
>I should just kill myself
Anon please calm down. Just accept she might close her eyes and fantasize about the hotter guy while you have sex and be unwilling to do everything she did with him with you

>>21000000
/lit/ is the only board where a GET this big isn't even noticed

>>21003122
>It is a logical certainty that only 10% of men can be the best 10% of men lmao
And your argument that I'm not one because there are also 10 other guys claiming to be is nonsense. The terms of who is the best also depend, I like most people don't agree with what you think is desirable. You made up some braindead ejaculation competition that nobody sane plays and lament your low score in the game you made up.

I'm gonna get high and read the 3rd chapter of Setting Sun. Fine time to make some coffee as well.

>>21003151
I didn't say you arent one, I said 90% of men arent. So a woman almost surely prefers one of the men to one she married, and this likelihood goes up the more men she's had.

But you probably arent one or you would know what I'm saying is true. You need to have about 8 inches and be able to stay hard after cumming, be muscular, tall, and have a pretty face

>>21002494
Both of mine.

>>21003183
>>21002622
Hey, sorry I called you turd(s).
But don't think this is some kind of fact.
Get out of their house and find support somehow.

>>21003172
>So a woman almost surely prefers one of the men to one she married
Doesn't follow. You ignore all the factors except your narrow premises, even if we only focus on ejaculate like retards you can't understand what I'm saying unless you can make women cum telepathically.

>>21003226
How does it not follow you incredible imbecile? It is actually even worse than random chance because men will fuck down, meaning a woman can fuck a man hotter than the one she can get to commit to a relationship.

>>21003237
>Flailing around like a spoiled child
Shut up and go

>>21003243
You are literally completely incapable of making an argument. I'm not sure I should even consider you sapient at this point

What a dumpster fire this is.
Next thread

>>21003252
>>21003252
>>21003252

>>21003258
I will ruin the next thread too

>>21003237
>How does it not follow
She only married one of the 10. If she fucked 10 men she's probably as deranged as you but you're not talking about some irrefutable truths derived from pure statistics, just your own petty and vain perspective.

>>21003251
I am literally sick of your shit and the other guy is hardly trying and you're btfo forever. Shut your stupid face-hole

>>21003260
,|,,

>>21003263
You're ignoring the fact that she cant choose who to marry, ie guys can dump her or use her for one night stands
>>21003264
You still cant make an argument lmao, incredibly fucking pathetic, seriously how are you this stupid?

>>21000479
There are some women who just have bad luck with partners, but I can kinda see your point with this.
Women in their late teens/early twenties are nice to look at but holy shit they have no idea how the world works, and they carry a lot of smug ignorance. Just like all of us did out of high school/college.
I'm in a happy relationship with a girl my age but if I were single, I'd definitely try to date a divorced one. Only thing that's off-putting is the biological clock thing.

>>21003274
>the fact
The fact we know in the hypothetical example because it's given is that she did show a preference to one guy after being with 10.

>>21003319
You are so unbelievably dumb I feel like I'm beating up a baby. Can you really not grasp the concept of guys dumping her or using her for sex? That she doesnt have absolute power over who she gets to commit

>>21003350
>she doesnt have absolute power over who she gets to commit
You're assuming a specific history not appealing to statistics like you pretended you were. You'll be able to find examples that fit your narrative but that's not using statistics or thinking clearly in general.

>>21003366
Statistically speaking half of the men she fucks will be "above" her, if its random chance, but as I mentioned it's more than that due to men fucking down

>>21003397
Would you be more comfortable if they were all hideous mutants?

>>20998603
this me fr

>>21000000
Anon, your life just peaked and you didn't even notice.

Test?

Drinking alcohol because one cup of coffee set off my anxiety so bad I couldn't bear it.

>>21005189
Those both act to dry you up. Just drink a big glass of water and put some food on your stomach

Why are you in this thread now?

>>21005196
I'm just sitting at my desk drinking, listening to music, and reading about VBIEDs and AFVs in Iraq and Syria.