/lit/ - Literature

tranny janny deleted the bible thread again

making chicken livers with carrots and onions.

Hello. I will solve post-modernism.

I am sorting my mess of a document. It has 120k words across 220 pages of cool words, peculiar collocations, nice sentences, sweet ideas, random thoughts and stolen excerpts. This will take me a month.

>make really clever eye-catching first posts in multiple threads
>check all of them for days
>no replies on any of them

>>20686172
Post-modernism is dead

>have sex

>>20686195
>killed by neo-post-modernism

>>20686157
Its a sign of the endtimes

>>20686157
Good

>>20686225
Okay lucifer

If I could just find the time I would never let another day go by
I'm so over getting older

>>20686155
going into my final year of school before uni after summer

not looking forward to all that stress

I'm dying to live

>>20686242
You mean your last year of high school? What stress?

How come that some people attract very big ideas and some not a single one in their lives? Do ideas choose the people?

>>20686268
because you're not special and I am

What book would you fuck?

>>20686405
And get papercuts on my dick?

I think i'm going to retire this identity and take a break from /lit/ till at least next year, then maybe try something new. New interests and new avenues which still need quite a few months of reading before they begin to bear fruit. But, quite distinct from what i started with so it would be better to have a clean cut and lose any vestigial expectations. Something less exegetical, less affected, (hopefully) more interesting and more dialogic.
Or, God willing, i find a replacement and don't return at all. But it's best to keep one's expectations level.
In anycase, adieu.
>See you next week etc. ect.

Real niggas post no matter the circum
Stances!
Cool it, NIGGA!
It's all goood!
I stays in the boat with the niggas and the vandals;
Headed to the beach; let a nigga hold ya sandals.
Too fresh to not to rape, too fresh for jail,
Too fresh to es
Cape, but your bitch got bail!
There are ten types of people in this world.
Those who understand binary, and those who understand a nigga nigga swing all kind of ways!

Real fellas post no matter the circum
Stances.
Cool it, fella.
It's alright.
I stay in the boat with the fellas and the vandals;
Headed to the beach; let a fella hold your sandals.
Too fresh to not be ripe, too fresh for jail,
Too fresh to es
Cape, but my pal has got the bail!
There are ten types of people in this world.
Those who understand binary, and those who don't.

niggas tryna down me
who i grew up with
bitches tryna down me
bitch dont do that shit

>live alone
>nighttime
>suddenly get extremely depressed at the realization you are truly alone in a pointless, uncaring world

>>20686182

>>20686458
Become a rentier

>>20686155
anyone else sits on both extremes of masculine and feminine? at least with men you can hide a part of yourself and get a dumb gf but i am literally more masculine than most men. but then im also not.

guys will generally like one side of me, submissive guys for my masc side and dominant guys for my softer side but never both. ive never met a person who could appreciate my entirety and i feel so unloved lol even though i try so hard to work on myself to be better but they always realise in the end how inconsistent i am.

I shouldn't have had that edible yesterday, I ended up gorging an extra 2000 calories last night and passed out at 8 pm

>>20686458
invite over a prostitute

>>20686157
the bible is not literature though.

>>20686242
so does it mean you're like 16 or something?
i never understood the american "education" system.

the third lethal weapon movie and the first are the best

je ressens en ce moment ce sentiment ressenti lors de la malséante absence d'une petite amie s'apparentant au style gothique et ayant de gros, voire très gros, seins.

one more coffee then I'll do my daily workout here at 5 am

>>20686561
>almost 5 am
yikes, are you like in California or, god forbid, in Vancouver?

if we were all in a room together, what would it be like? would we be friends?

>>20686566
You know the answer.

>>20686566
no.

I need you all to tell me right now: how fucked is the economy really? I'm in northern europe btw. I'm living off of savings and turning away from the world. This shouldn't be a problem unless the economy is really, Really fucked. Pretty fucked should be ok.

>>20686564
arizona

>>20686458
And yet here you are sharing your feelings with others
World isn’t so lonely after all
Something is always happening and that’s exciting

>>20686195
It became a grand narrative.
>we become the monsters we seek to kill

New janny is a pathetic loser who unrelenting deletes posts for no reason then hides behind “off-topic” bans to give him a reprieve so he can take his HRT meds

>>20686155
I’m the wisest of all my family

Nine Inch Nails is the greatest band of all time

You know if you think about it, you don't need to worry about needing to actually commit to suicide as God will either kill you prematurely, or kill you eventually. Basically, it's a waiting game. The question then is how to best pass time, and I have personally found success in just keeping busy as the years fly by. I am a day closer to dying one day at a time.

Marxists who see fascism as merely "capitalism in decay" have a wholly materialist conception of fascism and are mentally ill hylics

>>20686846
Capitalism in decay is certainly the material cause of fascism though. All those wishy washy romantic ideals of revitalized traditionalism and racial superiority are just thoughts in people's heads otherwise.

>>20686846
True, Fascism was actually just WW1 war-time economics and governance during peace time.

>>20686875
You need to read. Just any book, it doesn't even matter. I'm going to go wash my eyes, see if I can wring the cringe out of them after reading that.

>>20686846
fascism, like communism, was a regressive reaction to capitalist liberalism. communism happened in countries with strong central states, fascism happened in states with weak central governments.

>Rapper whose sentence was once commuted by Trump arrested again
making american great again i see

>>20686172
Post-modernism will solve itself, via systemic collapse.

>>20686428
See you later today.
>>20686566
I would run out of the room, gagging from the stench.
>>20686802
I used to like NIN, but I'm sick of their spamming fans.
So now I hate them.

>>20687032
>systemic collapse
better than how modernism solved itself aka cataclysmic world war

>>20687062
Eh? Western civilization rebounded after WWII with a prosperity unmatched in the history of the world.
What are you going on about?

>>20687150
we're talking about epistemes not "prosperity" and no one said anything about western civilization. why do rightwing people always have to be so fucking dumb, that's probably why they always lose.

>>20686155
Gay sex is gross

>>20687165
Well stop having it then... Jesus Christ you people I swear...

>>20687163
You can't eat epistemes.
Your privilege is showing.

This is me right now reading all the stupid posts on this board.

>>20687193
Then post something better.
You seem to be admitting you can't do that.

>>20687171
But I like to coom. I must coom!

>>20687216
Almost had a chudstroke reading this idiocy. I'm so fucking angry right now it's unreal.

>>20687227
>easily triggered
peak estrogen

>>20687232
I WILL NOT BE STOIC! FUCK SENECA THAT STUPID NIGGER, PICREL IS ME RIGHT NOW

How do you make friends when you’re older, like 30?

>>20686682
I wonder how many jannies there are on this board. Not much reason to have a bunch of them, they're all NEETs that do the job literally for free.

So come and dance to the beat
Wave your hands together
Come feel the heat
Forever and forever
Listen and learn, it is time for prancing
Now we are here with
Caramelldansen

>>20686682
So true, I've been allowed to post for less than 24 hrs this past week.

>>20687247
I don't know man. I'm turning 37 tomorrow and have literally no friends. I'm very ok with it though, but I can't help you.

>>20686682
Don’t make off topic threads then

>>20687247
You dont.

I play a little 10,000 Maniacs and the chudrage dissipates
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZSVachn8Mg

what book should i ask the librarian to point me to to impress them? ( i will be checking out a discworld novel)

We must protect chud children

Im boring.
I suck at everything i do.
I have no imagination.
Every time i think i learned something new it comes all crashing down and my life goes back to some default level of incompetence.

>>20687309
i saw a family of chud tourists the other day walking from a hotel to the train station, the mom, who was quite a milf, had a long tattoo of a vine or something running down the side of one thigh which was plain to see thanks to some daisy dukes, the dad had a blonde goatee and a trucker hat, the kids where whiteboys three with underarmor hats and basketball shorts, such a wholesome family gawking at all the hindoos and mussulmen that populate our local community.

why is reading fiction seen as productive

I failed my life, I fail at everything

>>20687317
I'm a total retard. I've failed at everything I've ever attempted.
>>20687351
Literally no one thinks this, at least I'm not as retarded as this retard. Silver lining.

>>20686891
Not an argument

I’ve been living with my parents on and off for the last year to save money. At my age, it’s killing me. I’m far too old to be doing this. I should’ve been in a career I can tolerate off living somewhere on my own at some point. I mean, I have a job but I hate it. It’s like I failed to launch after college and never recovered.

Every day is a blessing.

I hate all these crime documentary channels on youtube that says "JCS inspired" in their video titles
that faggot didn't invent talking over footage of criminals

>>20687055
>I used to like NIN, but I'm sick of their spamming fans.
So now I hate them.
good, leave good music to us, confident patricians

>>20687351
normalfags think reading anything longer than a text message is an intellectual activity
they see reading as an obstacle rather than something that can be done for fun
that's why audiobooks and video tutorials are a thing, they can simply not pay attention, say they "read" it, and then whine with all the other retards about how it's too difficult to "get".

>>20687590
xi, nin gets consistently panned by pitchfork and we all know you're a tryhard who wants to be hip, so just give it up.

>>20687610
pitchfork is shit nigga

>>20686822
This is so wholesome and inspiring, genuinely gets me through the day.

God's not real, but you know, still applies.

>>20687617
dude i see all this soi hipshit u post on here fool

>>20687304
>genX music
you're old
>>20687309
from what?

>>20687548
>It’s like I failed to launch after college and never recovered.
same but without job.

>>20687548
Everybody hates their job.
That's why they have to pay us to show up.
Get over it.

>>20683971
>Wants to blame the cop riots on their victim.
Granted the feds infiltration of BLM played the heaviest part, but the cops, plain clothed and uniformed, perpetrated the violence of those riots.

>>20687677
NO.

my life is like a video game trying hard to beat the stage all while i am still collecting coins

>>20687681
>Cops are your enemies, not us!
No cop ever called me cumskin

>>20687683
oh look butters is back to post her braindead anarcho-infantile reading list. hey, american students just had two years off from compulsory schooling and how did it work out? total disaster. fucking idiot.

>>20686155
being mean is a daft thing to do

>>20687681
>it was all a conspiracy by the fbi and the cops not the people who were arrested for arson after the riots
https://www.twincities.com/2020/10/10/federal-charges-arson-george-floyd-protests-minneapolis-st-paul/

The truth about BBC..................

>>20687689
>Cops aren’t just criminals with badges paid to protect rich people
I see this is a racial thing with you, so lets just agree to disagree for now.

holy shit. consciousness is... nothing. I can build a new foundation for mathematics off of this realization.

i really dont want to have to go to work every day

>>20687704
Criminal minded people will take advantage of a riot as they take advantage of the absence of police in high crime areas. The cops follow orders from their heads. Their heads take orders from their heads. Who are they?
Try using a little critical thinking skills… oh you were never taught that, I know. Try to develop it. It’s important.

I use food as a comforting tool.

does every modern relationship go like this:
>girl gets bored, unsatisfied
>they 'take a break'
>she fucks random dudes
>she begs for him back
>he gives in

In the past 2 weeks I've seen the same thing happen with 2 girls (21,19) both who have been in relationships for about 2-3 years. I don't feel so bad about the 2nd girls bf because he's her age and comes from a wealthy family but the other girls bf is 8 years older than her and is dirt poor, working in restaurants his whole life. Anyway that dude drives himself insane finding out who she's fucking and I can tell has tried multiple times to get rid of her.

>>20687729
me too my guy, we all have our vices to distract from the daily horror that is existence

>>20687712
>I see this is a racial thing with you
In America, race matters more than anything else. You are probably of the mind that class is more important than race. This is not so. A rich Black man and a poor Black man are allies while a rich Black man and rich White man are enemies. There is a reason Lebron James works to further his racial interests, at the expense of his class ones. At the end of the day, despite being a billionaire, he has more political interests in common with a Black homeless man than with a White billionaire.

Race, not class, is the driver of American history. It is why my solution to American inequality would be to force all people to have mixed kids. In a few generations, Blacks, Whites, Latinos, Natives, Asians, etc. would all be extinct and only a new American race. And that would solve 99% of American political conflict.

>>20687692
They weren’t let off compulsory school. They had a little more time cooped up with their parents and their video games.
The man isn’t even an anarchist. He’s actually Christian but keeps it low-key because it’s not the point. We suffer for the systematization and you people complain about it everyday and in almost all threads. This IS it. Read the damn book

>>20687746
is there a way to stop this?

>>20687749
Just because the feds make race the most important thing, doesn’t mean it is so.
You just admit classism is more important. What’s the matter with you?

>>20687729
use going for walks as a comforting tool instead.

>>20687752
>read a book by some radical kook
i'd prefer not to.

>>20687724
lmao grow up

stinky cheese

I am traveling all alone in a foreign country, I barely speak the language and I don't know where to sleep....
I just feel unwelcome whenever I'm away from my bed.....

>>20687708
>>>/pol/ is that way

>>20687763
Race became the most important thing because we as a collective decided it was. We can blame history, biology, or the Feds for it, but the reality is that in America race matters more than class.

>You just admit classism is more important. What’s the matter with you?
I can acknowledge that class is more important than race in theory, but I also acknowledge that in practice, race is more important than class. There's a reason the most important Marxist movement in the 20th century USA , the Black Panther Party, was first-and-foremost a group working to further a race's interests. Even when stuff like the Rainbow Coalition happened, class interests had to be translated to the language of race. This is because race, in America, trumps all.

But the upper classes are smart, and they were able to hijack the idea of race and diversity. There could be no Rainbow Coalition today, it would destroy itself in a purity spiral. So the solution is homogeneity. And in America, racial homogeneity does not exist. So it must be created, by mixing everyone together until a new race, the American race, is created.

>>20687192
Kek left wingers and right wingers are so dumb no one can tell them apart anymore aside from themselves

>>20687683
No WHAT?
Are you saying everyone doesn't hate their job?
Are you saying they don't have to pay us?

I didn't just think outside of the box... I annihilated the box, and then I annihilated the space inside and outside the box, and then I annihilated any memory I had of the previously existing aforesaid box and space within and without.

>>20687271
off topic = anything that tranny janny doesn't like

>>20687717
See >>20687677

I need advice but I don’t think I can get it from anyone.

Does anyone else not really understand the "nothing will happen" meme?

At least, not any more. Maybe it made sense back in 2014 or 2015 or 2016. But in the last six years the world has had tumultuous politics, actual political violence, the breakdown of international relationships, a fucking pandemic, and now a major war. Things ARE happening.

Is it just because things haven't happened instantly? That no one has snapped their fingers, and suddenly everything's different? That's not how events work. That's not how history actually happens.

>>20687681
>>20687689
>>20687704
>>20687724
>>20687749
>>20687763
>>20687815
>>20687816
>>>/pol/ is that way...I come to /lit/ to NOT have to hear a bunch of political crap.

>>20686898
>regressive
You invalidated your argument

>>20687849
Cry more loser

>>20687708
Sometimes I see blacks (esp. liberals) complain that "BBC is dehumanizing! Fetishization is bad!"

I don't buy it. Men are not women. A man benefits from positive fetishization. A black man who gets girls because of the BBC thing is winning at life. Who cares if it's because of a fetish? So whenever I see black libs complain about it, I see it as crocodile tears, they are secretly reveling in it. In contrast, whites or Asian men who complain about being portrayed as weak or cucked in porn are justified, because such imagery is damaging to them. (if the porn is about white men or Asian men being cast as attractive/desirable, then if they complain it is also crocodile tears).

On the other hand, women who are fetishized, like Asians or to a lesser degree white women, also suffer from fetishization because they are treated as sex toys or images. For a woman, being fetishized is bad.

>>20687669
How old will I be in your eyes if I listen to Schubert... hundreds?

>>20687784
I am quite mature. You know this place for its immature posters who all agree with your bent.
>>20687815
No. You are wrong.

>>20687848
The point is that to Western Europe and America, nothing has happened. It's a self-centered statement, because things have changed elsewhere, but not here. Look at these nations in 2010 and look at them now. Nothing has really changed. Trends of economic decline, immigration/refugees, terrorism, climate change, low birthrate, etc. have continued. Only with the Russian war has this been called into question in Europe.

In America, literally nothing changed since 2010. We went from Obama to Obama's VP.

Imagine the racial harmony and class solidarity there'd be in the United States if it weren't for the CIA pushing these nefarious and divisive ideas.

>>20687773
>No no! New ideas that go against programming? NOOOOO
It’s a really short book. He really gets to the point. Don’t be stupid your whole life.

>>20687891
>No. You are wrong.
Why? Look around you anon. Race matters more than class here. Lebron James can argue he is more oppressed than a poor white person, and he might be right, from a Black perspective.

>>20687899
Now there is a theory I don't buy. Racial conflict nearly turned America into Yugoslavia several times in the 1960s and in 2020. The CIA is not going to push something which will destroy the US.

>>20687899
>racial harmony and class solidarity
Never existed, never will. You're an idiot.

>>20687916
Yeah sure buddy, who told you that? Dennis Prager? Ben Shapiro? Deworm your brain and then we'll talk.

>>20687909
To add on: Racial tensions in America are a grassroots thing, not a government thing. Blacks would hate Whites and vice-versa no matter what the CIA said. This issue will be solved through grassroots action, not government reform/revolution.

>>20687925
No, he's right. Even when you achieve some ideological end, people will always, ALWAYS find a point to separate themselves about. However, we did somewhat get close in the 90s.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minimal_group_paradigm

>>20687945
>However, we did somewhat get close in the 90s.
Yes, on television.

It's amazing how bad the discourse is. So many lessons unlearned. Truly I am blackpilled. It's over, etc.

>>20687909
>Lebron James
See? There you go again making my case for me.

Dear boy. They have convinced you that there’s a race war in order to keep you subservient to their master class. You love the rich man, you forgive if not endorse their warmongering, their pedophilia, whatever. You’re that scared of dark skinned people and you’re sure most Americans feel the same as you. Enough now. You have a lot of growing up to do. Learn some critical thinking skills, please.

>>20687945
Read >>20687683
Get offline and READ

woah audible finally got a history book about poland that isn't entirely about ww2

HOW NARROW IS THE GATE, and strait is the way that leadeth to life:
and few there are that find it! Beware of false prophets, who come to you in
the clothing of sheep, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. By their fruits
ye shall know them.... Not everyone that saith to Me, Lord, Lord shall enter
into the Kingdom of heaven: but he that doeth the will of My Father Who is
in heaven, he shall enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. Many will say to Me
in that day: Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Thy name, and cast out
devils in Thy name, and done many miracles in Thy name? And then will I
profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from Me, ye that work iniquity.

>>20687958
>but moooooom i don't wanna go to school!!!!1

>>20687954
Who is "they?"
You're giving off major tin foil hat vibes with this post, my dude.

>>20687953
>discourse
What, you abandoned your tranny lefty friends for your tranny marxist friends?

>>20687954
Did you even read my post? I'm not afraid of Lebron James, I am using him as an example of how race trumps class in America.

>They have convinced you that there’s a race war in order to keep you subservient to their master class.
There is indeed racial conflict in America, and I acknowledge that *exists*, not that is a good thing. I don't see how you can deny it. Black people cheer on the dismantling of "whiteness", Whites quietly fret about becoming a minority. In fact, I would say there has always been a racial conflict in America, and we only talk about it now because now it is Whites who are in danger, instead of Blacks or Natives.

>You’re that scared of dark skinned people and you’re sure most Americans feel the same as you.
I am not afraid of Blacks, or least not more than any other race. Racial tensions seep into every part of American life. The solution is the demolition of race.

>>20687899
If I’ve had 100 interactions with blacks, 95 of them have been very negative. Was that the CIA’s doing?

>>20687848
They should modify it to “nothing that will cause any really profound or lasting change from our current trajectory will happen”. It seems to me obviously right. This civilization may as well have been on autopilot for 6 decades now at least, maybe longer. That might be acceptable if the current trajectory of autopilot weren’t so damn miserable. It’s a declaration of pessimism really.

>>20687677

>Everybody hates their job.

Ah yes, a fellow enlightened r/antiwork patrician, I see!

Happy cake day!
Just in case y'all.

>>20687983
>discourse
>written or spoken communication or debate.
I was actually talking about how bad people are now at pushing back against libtard nonsense.

>>20688006
Liberalism will only collapse because of environmental/economic factors. What people say will have no impact.

>>20687688
cringiest thing i've read in this thread this week

>>20688006
So I was right lol

>>20688019
>muh collapse
*nothing happens*
I don't care about your fantasies, I care about arguing on the internet.

My summer courses ended today.
I still have 3-4 hours of fuckall to do every night at work. I used to study, don't know what I'll do. Downloading Diablo 2 right now.

Guess I could catch up on some books but reading is for retards.

>>20688026
No, I don't think so.

>>20687971
There’s a big difference between school and education. Don’t be such a cuck.

>>20687972
No, not the space aliens or the jews, I of course refer to the people placed in charge of the nation you live in.
>>20687991
Yes, I read it. Why don’t you get that his class still elevates him? Racism is a factor, but it’s exploited by the IDpol tards to divide. Fact. Think for yourself.

>>20687677
That’s not true though. Most people I know don’t find their job insufferable or morally objectionable. Everyone might
dislike their job, but not everyone dislikes their job the same amount in the same way. That’s really obvious.

>>20688043
>placed in charge
Who "placed" them in charge? What exactly are you suggesting?

>>20687896
>>20688001
I don't see how the pandemic doesn't count as a happening, in that regard.

What would it take to satisfy people? A major war between the United States and China? A Western government being toppled in a coup? How major a happening are people actually looking for?

>>20688056
>A Western government being toppled in a coup?
yes, someone please nuke america

>>20688056
The pandemic was precisely the opposite of an event. It was a total non-event. We “locked down” effectively tried our best to complete sustain life and daily goings on for 2 years for for basically no reason at all but hysteria. It was a non-event, a non-happening, the ultimate affirmation of a world suspended indefinitely in liberal limbo, too afraid to die and yet unwilling to live.

>>20688056
>What would it take to satisfy people?
If one of these things happened:
>WWIII (duh)
>Collapse and breakup of the EU
>Western European country expels all non-whites
>Western European country is taken over by Islamists
>American Civil War
>Dissolution of the US
>US government is reformed significantly, as in constitutional amendments
Anything less is a non-event.

>>20688052
>What exactly are you suggesting?
And what are you suggesting? You know how they pick their hierarchies. Wealthy have us all go through a school curriculum designed to make us obedient servants. Ivy leaguers become lawyer's, middle-class become cops, soldiers and spooks. There’s far less opportunity than in the past for must cross-class movement nowadays. It’s just the way musical chairs works. The system places the elites in charge

>Having to use Zoom for a few months
THIS IS A MAJOR FUCKING EVENT PEOPLE!

I’ve definitely gotten over my weebery. Some things still appeal to me but for the most part I’ve moved beyond even fleeting interest in anime. For the past several years, I’ve had the idea of using my drawing skills to find work in Asia and give a go at drawing manga.

I think slowly but surely, I’m getting over that ambition too.

>>20688072
that all sounds dumb.
the only even i care about is the one where i get a big titty goth gf.

>>20688038
If you complain about the "discourse" you're a left winger annoyed at other left wingers. It's just a circle jerk, you're not blackpilled, you're bluepilled and you'll always be.

I just want to say this to someone. I probably posted it here before, but here goes:

When my mother tells me she loves me, I feel obliged to reply that I love her. But when I do, I can tell that I am lying.

>>20688079
what are your ambitions now ?

>>20688083
>When my mother tells me she loves me, I feel obliged to reply that I love her. But when I do, I can tell that I am lying.
is it because you can sense that she is lying too ?
is it because your mother didn't loved your previously ?
why don't you love your mother ?

>>20688078
wat

>>20688074
>must
*much

>>20688074
>You know how they pick their hierarchies
>they
When I asked who "they" were you said: " the people placed in charge of the nation you live in."
Suggesting these people "in charge" are actually pawns of a larger power.
You then say
>The system places the elites in charge
So it turns out there's a thing called the System that "places elites in charge"
Who controls this "System"? And is the System in the room with you right now.
As for
>a school curriculum designed to make us obedient servants
I mostly got maths, science, English, French. I must've skipped the Obedience class. Do you have a lot of political bumper stickers on your car by any chance?

>>20688083
Well you should love your mother lol

>>20688107
all love is conditional

>>20688103
These are questions? You seem to insinuate that there are no elites or system, or are you attempting to name-the-jews or something?

>I mostly got mafs and…
Read the book and learn something

>>20686155
Take this shit discussion to /pol/

>>20688125
You use a lot of vague terms and conspiratorial thinking. I find it curious is all. I don't know what book you're talking about, if it's some "schizo" conspiracy shit, I'll pass.

>>20687886
>listen to Schubert
Certainly too old for THIS place.

>>20688127
Someone forgot xir meds today

>>20688127
>Quit clogging up my off topic/suicidal frog posting thread!!

Just trying to get people to think and read. How you doing today?

>>20688005
>>20688051
If your job stopped paying you, would you still go?
Of course not.

>>20688139
>and conspiratorial thinking
I don’t
The book, or videos if you prefer, are of John Taylor Gatto. He was a schoolteacher who came to realize what he was doing wasn’t education at all.

>>20688114
>[A]ll love is conditional
For you perhaps. But generally no, not all love has conditions attached.

>>20686155
So I have chlamydia. Just back from urgent care with antibiotics. Embarrassing

>>20688160
Just checked, it's a guy who appears on Infowars lol. I don't need to read some crank's book to know that school sucks..

>>20688186
Are you a Biden boy?
Dude, I don’t watch infowars. He’s not a conspiracy nutter like the host. He’d have been on Rogan too, you wanna hold that against him too?
He gotta be interviewed by Jimmy Kimmel or Ellen or something? This message of his is very hushed, that’s how censorship works here. Understand?

I don't know how to live and I'm running out of time to learn.

>>20688199
>has a Youtube channel
>has a Twitter
>his books are on Amazon
>has a neutral toned wiki page
Some people are censored, he isn't. Meds now.

>>20688091
>is it because you can sense that she is lying too ?
I'm not sure. I think she thinks she isn't. I think she just doesn't function. I think the question of me loving her effectively became moot some time ago. After that I've had to pretend because I needed her. Now I don't need her the same way so now I can have feelings again. During that time I pretended. I don't remember much of being a kid. I don't imagine she was very loving, just based on what I expect from women and some things she has said. I don't really remember much of her raising me. I have some vague memory of feeling sorry for her, even when I was very little. That something was off, and she needed to be pitied. One needed to care for her. And I seem to have expected that women will abandon me based on virtually nothing throughout life so far. There are enough things that I remember that would make you understand why I feel this way, but I really wonder what happened then. She has not cared for me, has been unable to, I think. I would think she wants to be able to, but I don't think she is. She's had enough chances. The relationship is not nothing though. Or, perhaps it's hard to say since the last time something good happened was before I remembered all the bad that I've remembered so far. But I must admit I asked her for help and she did help once not too long ago, in a good way. That was good.

Well bros I did it again. I stayed up til 4 am drinking. Woke up today at noon. Too hungover to do anything. Why do I do this to myself

do you think women prefer a short man (say, 5'7) with a pretty face or a tall man (6'0+) with an ugly face?

>>20688217
desu I don't think I knew I was pretending. maybe it's more correct to say I was somewhat desperately trying.

>>20686530
It's not complicated. Start Kindergarten at 5 years old, end 12th grade at 18. Anon is probably 17

>>20688242
>>20688217
while at the same time not remembering huge swathes of our relationship, because I couldn't afford to.

>>20686564
Damn this is about thetime I went to sleep last night, same timezone

>>20688247
what do you think is the ""actual"" reason that you don't remember big chunks of your relationship ?
i heard somewhere that our mind usually forgets highly boring or bad experiences
do you think something similar ?

>>20688153
These are the kind of posts that remind me that the majority of /lit/ posters are 22 years old and younger.

>>20688239
i have seen women doing both, women who are usually much taller than their peers are more prone to following a tall but kinda ugly guy

>>20688243
And the first year of college is after the 12th year?
What's the difference between college and university? I see those terms used and I'm never sure if they're the same or of if you have to go to college first then university.

I won't let you fall apart

>>20688262
because I depended on her for food and shelter, and I thought that if I actually was aware of the conflicts between us and acted on them, I would no longer get food and shelter. I did not know that I was forgetting. It just came back once I could move out.

>>20688272
College and university are interchangeable terms usually. There are community colleges which are two year programs and significantly cheaper than universities. They usually feed into unviersities

>>20688281
are you satisfied with your relationship between you and your mother ?
do you think that something would have changed if you acknowledged some of your conflicts ? i personally think that there would have been some understanding as most mothers love their children
do you regret having this type of your relationship with your mother ? do you seek for improvement ?

>>20688272
>>20688284
I should be more clear. The haze of my hangover and lingering taste of tequila distracted me.
After graduating high school a person can go either to a university or a community college. A person who goes to university will often to refer to his university as a college. College here is just a catch all for education after high school. That said, no one who goes to communjty college will ever say he goes to university, unless he's lying.
Community colleges offer associates degrees which basically half a bachelors. That person can then apply to a university where he can then complete his bachelors.
Whether you go to university or community college right out of high school is a persons choice, given he has the right grades to get into a university. A lot of people choose community college because its way cheaper.

Greeks gave us Greek philosophy and Orthodoxy. Both were performed by filtering Eastern thought through the highest genius known to man that was gifted to the Greeks. Both are the apex of human thought.

>>20688313
A community college also has open enrollment, meaning you can literally fail high school and still be accepted in. There are no qualifcations for enrollment
For a lot of people it's a second chance because your high school transcript ends in high school. It does not follow you through college or university

>>20688319
So does the Son proceed from the Father?

>>20688327
There is no father. Only the son

>>20688327
Yes

>>20688212
>Doesn’t understand what was said
You’re self censoring new and important knowledge because your handlers don’t approve of it. What are you afraid of?
Don’t answer. I don’t care what you have to say. You are an NPC and will remain as such till you decide to challenge your programming. Enough now.

Who is the father of modern materialistic dogma ? Spinoza ? Hegel ? Marx ?

>>20688398
There's no modern materialistic dogma. It all started from Democritus and it's existed throughout time.

>>20688217
Your mother's a broken person and she's broken you. Realistically it is far too late for her but not you.

You are on my mind.

WHY AM I WRITING FLUFF. THERE IS NO IMPACT, EVERYTHING I WRITE FEELS LIKE WEIGHTLESS AESTHETIC

HOW DO I MAKE MY WORDS MEAN SOMETHING?

>>20688420
:3

>>20688422
post something

>>20686155
Not to seem inflammatory, but what can I do to fix the problem with my being white/male? Or, how to belong in the world of books?

>>20688420
bit sus huh ?

>>20688438
Suicide is the most viable option

>>20688398
Rather than a person I would say industrial revolution followed by the world wars are the events that popularised such ideas.

I like to watch movies/TV but anytime I do, I feel bad because I know these things I like won't be around in a few decades when society collapses.

>>20688441
That dog has a long schnozz

>>20688398
The earth

>>20688469
do you like my (((dog)))

>>20688437
NO

>>20688488
you look intimidated

>>20688476
That’s.. kinda a hot pic..

>>20688476
Such a big snoofer

I have good news for you, Anon: Your death will be swift and unexpected

If one only reads NT or focuses too much on it, they may be led to believe God is just a nice cozy God that will forgive all their sins willy nilly. One should read more OT for a reality check.

>>20686454
this

>>20688533

>>20688507
>>20688527
oh shit, the zoos are here

>>20688531
prove it

>>20686458
that rules, time to fap!

>>20688549
Why does the puppet have a red Nietzsche ‘stache?

I oughta get you off of my mind but I guess I never will

>>20688575
*pupper. Yes, I am a phone poster

>>20688575
its his choice, any problem ?

I "got" covid, and because I get my testing done through work, I was informed via text from some overpaid roastie at corporate whom I've never met. I was informed to call her, and over the phone she let me know when I would be "allowed to return to work". I have no symptoms.

>>20688533
>a reality check.
>Reading the Bible

>>20688438
the real answer is join the armed forces. that's how white dudes can qualify for preferential treatment on admissions, hiring, and government contracts.

Adam Curtis is a god-tier documentary filmmaker

>>20688610
Take the vacation. They pay it yeah?
>roastie
Please stop thinking like this. All upper management are overpaid and unproductive

I don't know if cyclical theories of history are accurate, but this quote kept me up last night. It is from a Russian delegate in a 1989 USSR Congress of People's Deputies meeting:
>perhaps it is Russia that should secede from the Union, since you accuse her of all your misfortunes and since her backwardness and awkwardness obstruct your progressive aspirations? … We could then pronounce the word ‘Russian’ without fear of being rebuked for nationalism, we could talk openly about our national identity … Believe me, we’re fed up with being scapegoats, with being mocked and spat upon.

Word for word, this is a sentiment which you will find among whites in America today. In both cases the same exact thing has happened: a nation gave its minorities special treatment, and the majority got nothing to call their own. In both cases, this stirred resentment against the overarching government. It gave the majority the desire to secede. If we are to avoid the trap the USSR fell in, this has to be solved and fast.

>>20688617
Here's a reality check for you:
God is real
Communism doesn't work
You will never be a woman

>>20686483
are u me lol im doing again tho with dxm

>>20688630
All nation-states are traps. The only way to solve them is to not ever establish them. To make peace with the facts of nature. A people will live in a country and they should do what they can for themselves where they are. Don’t let bully kings overpower and enslave

>>20688643
I agree 100%. There needs to be a separation of nation and state, just as there is between church and state.

>>20688631
FYI
There isn’t any gods. If humans or life in general were created from offworld sources, they’re not here asking for worship.
Communism wasn’t Sovietism and has worked well in some form or another over the millennia. This is what the socialists are haggling over, you stupid liberal.
My sex isn’t up for debate, incel meme-tard.

How do people spread their ideas in society ? Is it possible for an average man to do so in today's society without the backing of any powerful authority ?

>>20688659
Blogs/Substack (I can shill mine if you want, but there's only 1 post)
YouTube
Emailing random professors
4chan
Reddit

>>20688658
You will beg for mercy but it will be too late.

>>20688601
Horsefaced doggo

>>20688610
Who knew tyranny would be so tedious and byzantine

>>20688630
We're past the point of no return bro

>>20688676

>>20688658
>it wasnt real communism
>bro real communism like John Lennon's song Imagine

>>20688693
no. Even the USSR could have been saved before 1990. We will have many chances to save America, and we only need 1 to work out. Making sure that happens is our priority.

>>20688705
It's not going to happen. Most people arent aware of the impending consequences of these actions.

What are some good dating sites for bondage fetishists?

>>20688697
No, like tribalisms. Councils of elders. Yes, communism is an idyllic utopian. It isn’t imagined as some nanny state, Orwellian fascist state or Plato’s Republic, that’s PLATOS REPUBLIC. Marx and later Lenin TOOK the utopian and applied their “scientific socialism” to the utopian. But as we all know the social sciences are more art than science.
Okay? Shove the old fogy meme back up your ass.

>>20688709
So teach them? The house has been set on fire.

>>20688720
the only dating site for fetishists I know is fetlife

>>20688686
Kafka

took 1g of psilocybin a few hours ago.
It was a very introspective trip. Couldnt stop thinking about the weirdness of our times, hundred years ago people were fervent believers in their respective religions now most of the western world is comprised of irreligious people, sodomites, degenerates, atheists, feminists, etc. etc.... Im not even religious I just find it interesting how quickly things have changed.

I was also thinking how theres also péople out there making millions of dollars because others watch them play videogames all day and how this has encouraged an entire generation to think they can become streamers, do people not realize that theres an exaggerated amout of content already, the market is saturated already and everyone of this zoomer streamer thinks he can become the next big streamer, why would someone want to spend their day watching some random faggot? Theres people out there picking vegetables for a living
thanks for reading my blog

>>20688720
Craigslist

>frog poster
Not reading.

>>20688643
Then you can move to Africa and live in your utopia.
Oh, a more powerful tribe just overran your government-free area, killed all the children, raped all the women, and stole your food?
Too bad...if only there was some sort of organization, created for mutual welfare, that could have prevented that...

>>20688696

>>20688758
Nation-states are bad, but states have their uses.

>>20688749
Not for years, Craigslist personals shut down. I know this because I used to meet MILFs and weebs on there and I was sad to see it go

>>20688748
Zoomer perception of society is a caste system with only two castes, those who are seen and worth seeing, and those who watch. All positive human values and emotions are assimilated to the seen, while the watchers fade into a featureless nothing, an aggregate. "Temporarily embarrassed streamer / influencer" is the zoomer version of the boomer "temporarily embarrassed millionaire entrepreneur."

>>20688749
all that stuff is banned ever since they passed some internet anti-human trafficking law and the craigslist ceo was like nah we're not waiting around to get charged in that, thanks. he even said it was probably unconstitutional but he wasn't interested in craigslist being the test case.

>>20688763
What makes a nation state bad?

>>20688730
I suspect you're a female with unshaven armpits and body order.

>>20688749
Good way to get murdered

>>20688763
States no longer have their use after a nearby, more powerful nation-state runs over them.
That's why there are nation-states...because the alternative was literally driven extinct.

>>20688748
>took 1g of psilocybin
kids these days, back in my day everyone took an 8th minimum that was standard. anyways, i do agree the disenchantment of the world was a fascinating process. it's hard to pin down exactly what it was, but i think early globalization aka european age of exploration and printing had a lot to do with it. as for streamers and pro-gamers, they are creating value by ay of entertainment. sure, it's not great value, but it's an economy of scale, those game streamers who regularly pull 40k viewers are providing entertainment to an entire college towns worth of people each time they go live. it's worth something. not something i'd watch, but then i waste countless hours on this shitty as sight, so hard to judge people's entertainment choices.

>>20688807
>back in my day everyone took an 8th minimum that was standard
I didnt want to have a full blown psychedelic trip

>>20688769
It erodes a nation. Let me explain.

A nation is a collection of people with a shared history, language, and culture. A state is a government that controls and manages a piece of land. A nation-state is a state which controls a piece of land containing mostly people of one nation, and which claims to be a state acting in the best interest of these people.

Unfortunately, states and nations have different agendas. A nation's agenda is little more than self-propagation in peace. A nation would not approve of immigration or most offensive wars. In contrast, a state is concerned with accumulating more power and control. For example, A state would be open to immigration for the sake of an expanded workforce, even though this conflicts with the agenda of a nation. Worse, because a nation-state claims to represent the interests of a nation, members of that nation support it even though it acts against their interests. In this way, the state becomes the enemy of the nation.

>>20688806
Not true. The number of nation-states peaked in the 1900s, and since then we have seen states which claim to be nation-states but which are not so become the norm. For example, most European countries claim to be nation-states but are actually just states, who have little to no regard for the nations they claim to represent. The only true nation-state in the world today is Israel.

>>20688822
Have you ever read Schmitt's Nomos of the Earth, or heard about his concrete ordnung concept?

>>20688758
>But you cannotchange thewaythingsarenow!!!-ism

>>20688826
No, what is it?

>>20688777
Every body has oder.

I wish I wasn’t so insecure.

What am I reading this weekend

>>20688658
The sheer cope is so overwhelming that it's smothering, I can't even breath!

>>20688851
>>20687683

>>20688617
Gayyyyyy

>>20688853
Like using the inarticulate meme you use. So lost and half human you can’t even breath. Can I help?

>>20688533
Christ took the wrath of the OT God upon himself which was fully satisfied, hence the new covenant

>>20688874
Reminder that protestantism is not Christianity

>>20688878
protestants are the fire and brimstone types worried about being in the hands of an angry god, while catholics just want want to get give soup to crackheads.

>>20688840
Yeah but yours smells like shit

all the threads are boring today i'm going to go do sth else

>>20688891
>sth
kill yourself

>>20688084
Idk that I have one

>>20688822
The state you described isnt a nation state then. Just because a nation constitutes a majority within a state does not mean it is a nation state. For example The United States was never a nation state.
States arent independent constructs that just happen to pre exist on a piece of land. They arise out of the populations within a territory. Nations have always been quasi political entities. Regardless of the state they reside in, nations have interests unique to them according to their defining features. If a nation finds that its way of life is incompatible with anothers then it has the legitimate claim to separation and construction of new government according to its values. This is entirely possible. For your argument to work we would have to assume that states are entites unto themselves with their own agency. A state actually derives its authority from its constituents as far as they assent to it.

>>20688864
You're such a caricature

>>20686155
All my life I am trying.
Trying and trying on.
What the fuck am I trying for?
Do I really want more
Of this shit?

>>20688941
Kek was that meant to be a poem?

>>20688949
yeah, was on my mind, so I thought this was a fitting thread

>>20688949
Don't you know?
Poems are just
Sentences with
Awkward line breaks

>>20688941
The second line makes it sound like you have body issues and can’t find a proper fit.

>make reference to a book
>people don't get it
Is this some /lit/ joke I'm too autistic to understand or do people here not actually read?

>>20688972
What was the reference?

Theres only 52 Saturdays in a year and I have so far wasted most of them by being hoplessly hungover

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1aCPyLs-ko

>>20688976
I've made several references to books I've read. This missed references happen so often I think it's either a joke or everyone on /lit/ is actually a poser.

>>20686155
I took a walk through the woods today and was overwhelmed by a calm feeling of peace. All seemed as one. Even the trees and bushes were nodding to me in acknowledgment

>there are people who actually say that life is meaningless
I know there's the saying that people's opinions of the world are really confessions of their own character, but god damn i cant imagine living such an empty life. how are these people spending their time? do they truly mean what they say, or do many of them simply hope the world is meaningless because, otherwise, they wouldnt know WHAT to believe. why do modern people find believing in things so difficult?

next >>20689038

>>20688890
That’s anal oder, specifically, and again, we all have that.

>>20688878
Protestantism comes from reading the Bible.
Catholicism came from illiterate pagans trying to shore up a dying empire. Stop protecting pedophiles.

>>20689116
Oh look an autist. You DEFINITELY smell like shit

>>20689179
You’re the one getting nutsy over smell. The accusation makes no sense.

why are the mods allowing child pornography on the front page?