/lit/ - Literature

>>20668042
I want to fuck women!

>>20668057
Sex is violent and disgusting

>>20668057
Let them know.
>>20668060
Not always.

>>20668066
>Not always.
How does it feel like? Is it like a near death experience? Isn't it too animalistic?

>>20668079
Orgasm isn’t exactly painful and ecstasy isn’t violence. Not everyone is into bdsm (I’m not)

>>20668057
I will within the next 2 hours depending on when gfis done with her evening routine. I'm too lazy to speed up the process of making her wet. She'll come to me herself.

Reading is for people with slow brains

>>20668137
That's why you're doing it.

>>20668137
Ban evading and troll-spamming is for the slow witted

https://youtu.be/U8lZFTpdrj0

How are reason and emotions related ? Is killing someone over "hate" a form of stupidity(or lack of reason) ? Can hate be driven by reason ? Can "good" be driven by stupidity ?

>>20668060
I choose violence though

>>20668160
Hate for the offense of looking or acting different isn’t reasonable.
Hate for the offense of being injured is a reasonable reaction.
Hate hurts you though. The thoughts of revenge on some creep you may know of effects him not. Some emotions like hate are best felt for only brief moments and should be dealt with before you do something rash.
I’m not sure is Stoicism deals with any of this. It might.

>>20668137
Was that satire?

Why after several decades are there still no good manga made by a Westerner?

>>20668208
That would be a racist cultural appropriation and thus very toxic.

i find it bizarre that some other people exist the way they do. im usually pretty good at empathizing and understanding the perspectives of people i meet, but some people are such shitheads and act out in such aggressively shitty ways that i just dont understand what makes an adult act like that and what it must be like in their head

>>20668208
They’re called comics or graphic novels. Not all of them are for kids. There’s quite a lot, and if you discount the trash coming out of Japan they almost come out about even. Main setback for the westerner is capitalism. There’s not much money in it.

what do people in the midwest do?

>>20668306
meth, hookers and bibles

>>20668263
Stylistically they are different and that is really quite obvious. They don’t follow the same publishing conventions either.

I'm addicted to toxic women.

>>20668057
I've never fucked a woman, but recently I made out with one the first time. Honestly, it's not as good as I expected. It's better when you're viewing them from afar, wishing you could get them, but when you actually have them, it's just clumsy and awkward. When I kissed her my tongue was scraping across her teeth. It felt weird. When we cuddled it was hard to get comfortable and we kept changing positions. And, ok, her tits and nipples felt nice, but once you've squeezed them for a bit, it just becomes mundane. I imagine sex is the same way.

>>20668306
Wouldn't you like to know, coastie boy.

>>20668339
It's just because you don't know how to kiss yet. Sounds like a beginner's sloppy kiss. You'll get better.

>>20668339
Kissing and foreplay is actually the best part, sex itself is even more awkward thrusting into loose warm hole. There are farting sounds and unpleasant smells.

>>20668337
Me too. I love bad bitches that's my fucking problem. Too bad those whores didn't take plan b or get abortions.

The only time I've had sex was awful. I was basically raped by a drunk women. It felt awful, no foreplay, no lube, she just fucking sat on me and fucked me. I was barely hard. She was kinda hot tho.

>>20668359
>loose warm hole
>There are farting sounds and unpleasant smells.
I dont think that's a girl hole you were having sex with. Sounds more like a bum hole.

>>20668359
Dicklet cope. And smells really? Your a fucking dude unless the bitch rarely showers it's not even as bad as sniffing your fingers after a ball check. Fucking coward I bet you don't even eat your girls butt.

>>20668359
Are you sure you're not gay, Anon?
This seems like some closeted homosexual coping...

>>20668374
Kek. I fucked girl’s shithole once too and it was terrible, never doing anal again. Maybe I’m low T or something but sex just seems ridiculously overrated to me. Nice as a pair-bonding exercise but obsessing over it (like women do) or going out of my way to chase it (like men do) is just retarded.

When times were hard, we went through it together joyfully
As if that night was accompanied by bright stars,
My heart breaks when you resign from me,
Leaving me, leaving me alone

>>20668306
Years ago I visited my old college roommate who lives in Illinois not far from Missouri . I staid at his parent's house. They own a handsome plot of land with a network of caves under it that my friend and I went spelunking in. My friend invited me to attend his redneck uncle's BBQ party. His uncle lived in like this weird metal box of a house and there was a deer's head on the wall and beneath it a rifle rack.
The food was thick, heavy, plentiful and tasty in that carcinogenic charred meat way which makes BBQ so satisfying . Cheap beer was available in vast quantities in both keg and can. Again, the distinctive pleasure midwesterners enjoy over their shoebox apartment confined coastal counterparts is abundant land. My friend's uncle had a huge field for a back yard. Naturally, it was time to break out the ATVs. What ensued was a thrilling time under the vast starry sky chugging beer and criss crossing the field like a pack of drunken bandits . Later in the evening there was a fire and my friend's uncle took out a hunting rifle and we shot at cans. In all it was a thoroughly enjoyable experience. Rednecks know how to have a good time. On the cheap too. Just fucking around and making your own fun has no replacement.

I'm scared of girls

>>20668466
I hate living in California

>>20668324
Oh, so no big eyes and dots for noses means they don’t count. Reading right to left means they aren’t the same. Goal post moving bullshit. Fuck off.

>>20668359
KEEP OUT OF MY BARN, YOU SICK FUCK

>>20668492
I feel the same way about New York. I'm here because I have money tied up in certain affairs that I have to see through to the dismal end. The city is as ugly and unavoidable as the elites here are pretty and remote. The other day I'm almost sure I witnessed a hate crime casually being committed on the street. Every morning I breathe in its pestilent air and can feel life slipping away. I can sense the city warping my DNA, corrupting my principles, tempting me to sin, greed, lust, envy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf4Vma9O9Xk

*****Update from the anon who dropped everything in life and moved to Omaha, NB****
Holy fuck what a fucking mistake, this city is fucking ass theres nothing to do, nowhere to go and nothing nice to look at, everyones a fucking jackass i cant believe i signed that fucking lease, my roomates are fucking jackasses. im having trouble finding a job too and my funds are slowly depleting. this is so fucking awful i just drink alone in my room or at bars. what the fuck is wrong with this city how are people living here

Rate my Death Metal lyrics
Naraka by *U*N*F*A*T*H*O*M*E*D

EVIL DOINGS
YOUR UNDOING
IN YOU THE BUDDHA SLEEPS
PRISONER OF THE PAST
CREATOR OF YOUR HELL
NAUGHT BUT MORE ILLUSION FOR YOU
HARM THE OTHER , THUS HURT YOURSELF
IN MADNESS BE CONSUMED
MARA, KING OF DEMONS
EYES YOUR SOUL HUNGRILY
COUNTLESS AGES OF THE UNTHINKABLE AWAIT
IN THE GARDEN OF RAZORS
BEHOLD
WHAT THINE DEEDS CULTIVATE
THE PAIN YOU GIVETH
RETURNED TEN THOUSAND FOLD
AEONS OF PENANCE YET TO GO
KARMIC BURDEN NOT YET REDEEMED
OBLIVION WOULD BE TOO KIND
FOR THE ENEMY OF PEACE
GLUTTON WHO UPON IGNORANCE FEASTS
EXTINGUISH ENLIGHTENMENT WITH YOUR PRIDE
CHANCES GIVEN , DHARMA DENIED
A THOUSAND REBIRTHS
NO DEEDS OF WORTH PRODUCED
AGAIN TO A WRITHING WORM
YOUR LIFE HAS BEEN REDUCED
HELPER BODHISATTVA’S SAVIOR WORDS
UNBESEECHED
ALONE YOU DWELL
IN EGO AGONY
SALVATION
BEYOND REACH

Why are the only females I attract are BPD girls that want to “save me” in some way within a day of communication?

>>20668678
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4x4QTlKG7X4
Accompany it with this for full effect.

I broke the news to a coworker, no way back now.
I will make a call to scedule a talk with my employer. I will finally announce my plans for leaving the country.
I hope for 4 months of being a semi-NEET.
I will for one last time experience the joy of not working for a long time.

>>20668704
Why didn't you take a leave of absence. Did that at my current job. Told everyone I was undergoing cancer treatment for a laugh and just told my boss, who's one of my boys, that I just felt like fucking off and traveling with my wife. Walked back in after 6 months like it was nothing.

>>20668160
Emotions work in a certain way, take that into reason.

>>20668738
Because I plan on moving away for good. A 9 hour flight difference.
Maybe one day I'll come back, but this continent is going to shit and this country for sure (netherlands)

Yup, mom’s not waking up.
Don’t wait until it’s too late to say what you want to say.

>>20668768
she ded?
and you're posting on /lit/

>>20668751
How are you planning to make that happen. Please don't tell me you're going to become a fucking sexpat in Southeast asia.

>>20668781
I'm originally from a caribbean island, born there.
My dad still lives there and has good money so I'll live in his big ass house and maybe inherit or help build up something new with him.
Beats being a tradie slave in Europe.

Why are there so many trans in RYM and Letterboxd?
Is there a correlation between liking to rate and categorize shit and cutting your balls?
Any literature on this subject?

>>20668795
I like RYM as a website but the people posting on there are so gay and cringe. I wasn't always like this

Praise Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christs
he loves you, love Him in return

>>20668789
In that case I wish you well anon. Hope everything goes your way

>>20668812
Thanks, I'll post itt from time to time so people could follow some of my antics

I feel depressed. Do I really need to get on meds just to live a normal life?

>>20668042
Who's that girl? Give me her instagram.

>>20668830
Never take meds like that

ive acted very redpilled around this girl and now im willing to send her a (very good) song i made about her just to see myself invert everything for the sake of comedy. probably wont go through with this but I really want to do it for the cosmic joke that women are. anyway the song is actually good in every respect since i'm a GOAT songwriter. its not sappy or anything btw, its actually about being enemies thus another inversion. fr fr no cap

also a tip: listening to shoegaze is a slut tell.

>>20668849
She doesn’t care about your cringe music or witty inversions, scrote. If you act like a dick to her she’ll just hook up with a stud and get fucked stupid, you won’t even cross her mind ever again.

Jannies just nuked the entirety of page 10 and almost all of page 9.

>>20668864
shut up nigger. im tired of these dumb games. i do it for myself idiot. this stupid bitch could drown, I've seen the worst of them.

>>20668845
but I cant function

>>20668859
You ain't lying. Two of my sidehoes love shoegaze. One is an unabashed whore with a triple digit body count and the other one is a coomer femboy.

Trying to paint portraits and self portraits from life.
Im always having problems with accuracy and what to look for since i never properly learned anatomy etc.
Teachers always give this lame example of 100 students painting the same still life in a different way because theres no le objective depiction so theres no need to teach anything systematically. Id rather just learn some system, take outs whats useful to me and move on.

>>20668875
You hate the games because you’re a loser. Do you have any idea how insignificant your dating market value is compared to a girl? Be humble and work harder, no one cares about your spiteful shit.

>>20668888
Yes I recognize this fact obviously. And I am and continue to work hard. I'm just going a bit insane. Thank you and fuck off.

>>20668888
hitler quads

>>20668659
You're locked in now. Find a nice cherokee girl to fuck

every time l leave the house l see women with much better bodies than my gf and feel a guilty frustration

>>20668920
Few women have a better body than my imaginary gf

>>20668659
lmao what u got memed into thinking rural people are all wholesome peasants and you'd get a tradwife? i think everyone in the nyc metro area fantasized about moving to some hillbilly place and becoming a farmer during the pandemic/riots but lets be real new york is the greatest cis-atlantic city, anything else will be a big downgrade, especially omaha. yeah, warren buffet lives there but he can take a private flight to los angeles for dinner if he wants.

>>20668864
lmao truth

Books about where warp meets weft?

Me:
>timid
>very naive and trustful
>was ignored or bullied by everyone since childhood, especially at home
>basically raised by tv and computer and isolated from my peers
>taught that others were worth more than me and I was always in the wrong
My brother:
>extrovert
>spoiled rotten
>favored to the point of ridiculousness
>raised to believe his whims are important and that not only what others want doesn’t matter, they should also sacrifice themselves for him
Fast forward a few years.
Me:
>spent a couple of years going insane as a neet
>deeply mistrustful of others after being fucked time and time again
>grew up hearing I shouldn’t pursue my dream of becoming a normalfag lawyer and attain independence to the point I caved and pursued a meme creative degree
>Cannot get a job no matter how much I try
>two relationships with bpd women who manipulated me and treated me like shit
>hunted by a bunch of shit that I desperately try to ignore, otherwise they will petrify me and end any fickle hope I have of improving my life
>feels like I’m absolutely worthless and a human failure no matter how hard I try
>can’t even go to a therapist since I’m broke
My brother:
>supported on his dreams of becoming an artist since day one, to the point my family bankrolled his studies in another state for five years >they also financed a bunch of other shit for him
>never worked, insists working is for suckers and constantly drives my parents mad any time they refuse to give him more money
>still favored by them
>dating rich jewess whose family likes him and will probably fund him for the rest of his life
>gazillion superficial friends that come and go
>feels himself superior and constantly boasts about being so
Why? Jesus Christ, why? I’m not envious of him, but why does all this shit from childhood cemented our paths so much? What did I do to deserve this? The only thing that got me trough all the shit I dealt with daily while growing up was the hope things would get better once I got old. Now here am I, absolutely fucked, while the family that tormented me don’t even realize it and has nothing for me besides spite whenever I tried to confront them with the abuse and neglect I went through.
I’m not trying to blame them for my current station - God knows I’ve only made bad decisions for myself - but really, is being able to have a normal life asking too much?
I’m just so tired. And writing this shit to the void of a basket weaving forum is the closest thing to catharsis available.

>>20669242

Your brother is better than you because he seems chill and fun

>>20669242
Your anger is perfectly justified. Some people just get fucked right from the start (like you or me), others cruise on easy mode. Life is a turd.

>>20669242
brother seems like a chill dude. would love to have a beer with him

>"Noooo but [author_432] said [argument_116] which refutes [argument_133]!!!!!"
jesus christ do you guys ever listen to yourselves? go outside for christ sake

>>20669242
The Black Sheep by Balzac (ball sack).

In it at least the less favored brother is a competent artist while the more favored is a brutish, gambling ex-military man. you're situation is just the 21st century rehash. IMO you should follow in Cain's steps and just murder your brother.

Woke up to a sink clogged with puked out Wendys. Must have drank past the label again heh. Oh well. Guess ill just do the ole baking soda/vinegar trick.

Just like mother taught me...

I wish I was something, that I had a life, that I had something going on
I'm just a pathetic loser and the doors are closed now

Please, tell me your blackest blackpill. I'm watching 2001 A Space Odyssey right now and ruminating on the fact the we aren't any different than chimps fighting over a water hole.
What are the most nihilistic texts I can read?

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life now, not even a clue
I'm stuck

>>20669412
my black pills are too strong for you, traveller

Im 24 nearly 25 and i feel as if i fucked up my life.
Im very stuck right now and dont know what to do.
Progress is slow my parents gave up on me. I’m torn between giving up on myself.

>>20669432
You're literally me a year from now

>>20669425
PLEASE! I need your strongest blackpill, I must have it!

>>20669447
Biologically, humans are not designed to fit into modern civilization.
Mental Illnesses are largely caused by this incompatibility.
We developed society so that we can make the most of our resources to have more babies.
But long-term it destroys the natural earth and strips us of our true humanity because it advances at a faster rate than evolution.

In terms of end-game and allowing humans to naturally sustain on earth, we need to eliminate 99.9% of the population.
Helping other humans live on like in medical practices will only ensure that more people reproduce, thus an even more bloated unnatural society, and cause even further suffering across the entire planet.

Your body isn't supposed to work repetitive, brain-destroying jobs 9-5 and then sit in front of a TV/computer.
You are supposed to explore, run, hunt animals and live in packs. Impossible with the way we deified our species and created a civilization to uphold it.

A great darkness came over the post office, pouring into the halls like a gradually moving flood as the lights die, flicking before just leaving an brief afterimage of the intense brightness of the fluorescent blubs. A teenage girl in a hooded grey jacket prod inside the blackness with flashlight that emits a weak light. She hold a softly beating heart on the other hand, wrapped in barb wire on its upper part and a symbol of a circle and an X on top of it carved it, almost seeming to glow a dark red. With each step she took on the marble floor, the beating heart grew faster and stronger in its pumps.

She looked around, shining the light on doors, vents, windows, whatever counts as an entrance. The heart, still pumping with increasing vigor, start to become to somewhat difficult to hold in her quivering hand. Once she turn around the corner, she spot the same symbol scrawled on the heart at the very back of the new hall, almost glowing the same dark red.
She drew closer to that door, the heart's beating become almost intolerable, as if it was about to burst apart. She hold the heart down with a greater grip in turn, her fingers almost burrowing inside the bloodless thing. The pumping seem to have reached deep inside her ear canals, reverberating and shaking her skull. Blood seeps down her nostrials. With hasty breath, she hurry her pace, so quickly and so suddenly that she almost trip over herself, only managing to catch herself on the wall near to the door. Now, the heart beats no more in her grip, the shake inside her lowered head now only a passing daze, and the blood stopped leaking. Droplets of the liquid on her jacket remains.

>>20669459
Thanks Ted, very cool

She raise her head up to meet the door and found another door to its right. "Women" and "Men" on wooden signs on the doors respectively. The symbol was on the door to the women's restroom, yet the quasi glow was gone. She shuffled herself inside the restroom. The room is totally dark, with the leaking water from the exposed pipes making themselves known as the drops drip on the tiles. She turn her flashlight to some half wasted white candles planted on the sinks. She stuff the heart down in one pocket and retrived a lighter from another. She light the candles with the lighter and turn the flashlight, and made sure to stand in the middle, in front of the mirror, just enough for the glass to capture most of her image. For some moments, there was only the dripping water. She was about to leave when another sound came to the room, not to far from where she was. It sounds like footsteps, but not the usual kind. It was if someone was slapping bare meat on the floor, and not like exposed feet, but as if someone was slapping carrion on the ground with the same rythm. There in the mirror, a silhouette came, one much like hers in fact. It had the same basic shape but it wasn't really like her. It move in a way people should never move in. The poor lighting only gave so much. Her colors were red and green and was naked, the skin seeming to be rougher than normal skin, somewhat like lichen. Bones protude in places where there shouldn't, tubes of apparent flesh wrapped around it like rope, and a huge mouth with broken teeth and blackish gums dashed across her torso, almost like a sash. A huge, teardrop shaped eye with a slit for a pupil occupied most of its face, or perhaps, more apporiately, the front of her head. It rose up these two long stretchs of greenish appendages wrapped together to make one one, individual forelimb, with one ending in a hole and the other a misshapen claw. The girls responds in the kind, her hand wavering back at points before touching the same part of the glass this thing touched.

>>20669459
those are some weak, Advil tier blackpills. very disappointing.

>>20668042
source for the girl? ig?

My short horror story was accepted into the book, but the results about which stories will take the prize money still aren’t out.
>>20669405
There’s always hope, anon. Just keep an eye for the opportunities around you and don’t let the failures of the past keep you down.
>>20669412
>What are the most nihilistic texts I can read?
Read about what they did to Junko Furuta + the way the police and the justice system dealt with the case and what happened with the criminals after. There’s a ton of similarly bleak stories, but something about this one fucked me up good.
>>20669420
Go for something that seems cool. It might not work, but staying inert isn’t the answer.
>>20669432
Don’t, anon. The whole world can give up in you as long as you don’t give up on yourself.
I don’t know what happened today that made so many hopeless anons come out of the woodworks, but as long as you are alive you can still pick yourself back up.

>>20669482
>>20669447

>>20669492
yawn

>>20669432
yeah and the worst part was i thought i was on the right path. i mean i didn't talk to many girls, i read, i exercised, i worked on my art for hours (nearly whole days at times), i worked part-time, i went out to parties to meet people and improve my social skills etc. now at best I'm an entertaining clown. many of the wealthy people who like me initially are subsequently put off by my real position in life despite the fact that I give off an air of competence and refinement. it's basically the old tale of an artist. although we are entertaining and fun for the night by morning as the drink wears off you see us as the useless pets we are.

>>20669502
Yes, stay asleep.

>>20669492
0 pussy bullshit
>noooo women like to fuck i’m going insaaane
seriously?? show this to any girl irl and they’ll ghost your incel ass

>>20669514
Brain dead nigger. Read it again and rub a few brain cells together this time.

>>20669508
any type of biological blackpill is childsplay, I was looking for something much, much more potent. You clearly aren't blackpilled, move along.

>>20669255
how does op’s brother seem more chill? braggadocio’s aren’t that pleasant to be around.

>>20669519
>thinking I'm gonna provide you my military grade blackpills

heh

>>20669492
Ive had this book sitting on my shelf for a over a year. Is it worth opening

>>20669529
it’s incel shit

>>20669519
Please, master, a crumb of wisdom for us starving dogs lying the foot of your table? What is your most potent black pill?

>>20669534
You haven't read it at all. Shut the fuck up.

>>20669526
Enough of the games, blackpill seller. I need your strongest pills.

A weed smoker and a non weed smoker contain the same number of particles. Structurally, there's no discernible difference.

>>20669543
My blackpills would kill you traveler, you don't know what you ask, my pills are too strong.

>>20669551
why?

>>20669560
I'm ready. I crave them. I've already crossed the barrier.

>>20669564
33

>>20669556
Weed smokers are fat, gay, and retarded which is pretty discernable

ppl are making fun of that gray haired fat cop who was first to run away from the uvalde shooter, but in his defense, in the full video he was the first to run in, and literally had his hat shot off. it's not counterstrike, you don't respawn next round. if a gunman takes your head off, that's it. on the other hand he might have wanted to watch his back during the retreat in case the gunman leaned out the door.

>>20669564
Okay, anon. Here's the blackest pill. The darkest secret of the cosmos. Get ready. Take a seat, you don't want to faint into a hard surface.

There's no soul in the universe except your own. I am you in a previous life, or a future life.
The universe is just you, interacting with yourself, infinitely. Every animal, every worm on an alien planet: you. Life sucks? You're only complaining about yourself. Because the secret is, my friend, that you're already in hell. Hell is a solitary confinement of the soul, where you have to experience every iniquity, every cruelty you've ever committed. Will you do the right thing and make it easy on your selves? Of course not. You're rotten to the core. That's why you're here, by yourself, forever.

>>20669612
not bad, but that's literally from a Logic album so its not exactly breaking new ground.

>>20669564
What >>20669612 means is that you are gay as hell and have fucked and been fucked by all sexually active men that have ever lived and will ever live.

>>20669601
That's literally his job. My homies fought in Fallujah 2 electric boogaloo and none of them ran when the ragheads sprayed them with automatic fire up close and personal. Only a dickless cuck would defend those cops.

>>20669600
the most insufferable druggies are weed-smokers. maybe it’s because weed is the most mainstream out of all the drugs. i don’t see the appeal of living in a haze all day.

>>20669622
That bastard stole my idea

WHAT'S THE IG OF THE PIC RELATED HO

>>20668057
Cringe
>>20668060
Based

Like if you want to have kids, then do what needs to be done, but to lust for such a vile act...get a hobby. Seek Christ.

Flooori floori floori flooori floorida... Floridada floridada...

I'm studying Esoterics and Neotraditionalism and Perennial philosophy and I feel like this is basically a slow-motion guide to schizophrenia and seeing patterns everywhere and I'm... afraid. I don't wanna go mad, like PKD, ya know?

Thanks for trying fellas, but I think I have figured out the darkest blackpill on my own.
Life is boring.
I don't need to expand on that, I mean it in the most ultimate sense.

>>20669661
>I'm studying Esoterics and Neotraditionalism and Perennial philosophy
The subjects themselves already sound insane.
>>20669665
Life is as boring as you want it to be.

>>20669674
nope. its boring, period.

>>20669665
Boring how? Do you know what kind of shit happens here?
https://youtu.be/S8SviY7CvCw

>>20669665
You're just a boring dude. That's why you have no bitches.

>>20669685
>>20669688
I don't expect you to be able to handle the blackest pill, it's okay. There isn't a discussion to be had. I am right. It's a fact. Just move along.

>>20669694
You think you're hot shit, don'tcha?

>>20669665
life is a blast when you have clout and bitches but you’ve chosen the chud path

>>20669700
>>20669706
Im not trying to force it down your throats. You might not ever even realize the truth, its okay. Doesn't matter.

>>20668659
Seek Jesus anon, you'll find him in Omaha

You are a nigger. Get a job and clean your room

I need to become uglier. Houellbecqesque. My pores are too small, my collagen is too elastic. I need to Bukowskify. My body is strong, healthy, and beautiful. It doesn't reflect my soul.

>>20669661
Should've started with the Greeks.

>>20668920
the same thing happened to me when I dated a girl after my ex and realized said new girl wasn't just tall but also a bit wide. I do a little trick when I discover new things: I instantly project myself 10 or 20 years in the future. it wasn't a decisive factor but it kind of played a role in how our relationship ended. I notice other women on the street now and I'm glad ended things quickly.

>>20669730
no

>>20669242
Have you considered that they’re realistic with you because they have confidence with you but cave with your brother because they worry he’s not capable otherwise?

>>20669432
It is pretty much impossible to have fucked up your life at 24 unless you are about to go to prison for a very long time.

>>20669661
That’s because Traditionalism and Perenialism are built on an syncretic labyrinth. The whole point is going out to every conceivable system and trying to conduct imaginary dots. I unironically started hearing voices when I was deep into this stuff along with occult and Esoteric texts. Then I basically snapped. I had to stop reading the stuff and lo and behold the voices went away, I started sleeping again, I felt more sane. Eventually I did my research again and realized what BS a lot of it was. I’m still drawn to occult stuff but I see it’s mostly bullshit now and how easily refutable it is. It might even be demonic.

>>20668770
It was on my mind. Plus you niggers cry about pussy and suicide all the time.
I wish I helped more. I think I’m sad more because I’m suffering still being alive and all and she’s not.

>>20668768
May she rest in peace. I keep being harsh to my mom just to regret it immediately. I should do better.

>>20669504
learn a real trade so you can have a job and stop hanging out with people who despise you, you're young, you can unfuck your life easily

I don't even know how I feel anymore

>>20669504
What was ur art.

>>20668042
a friend recently commented on the fact i'm the most terminally online person he's ever known in spite of the fact i have no social media
i go to incredible lengths to anonymize myself on the internet, to the point the vast majority of websites simply don't work on my browser
and yet i am still here for 16 hours a day
i could do far more for my privacy by just turning my computer off

>>20668042
who is she she is so perfect

>>20669242
>>timid
>>very naive and trustful
>>was ignored or bullied by everyone since childhood, especially at home
>>basically raised by tv and computer and isolated from my peers
>>taught that others were worth more than me and I was always in the wrong
Why the fuck people like this get fucked over by the world?

I'm saving most of my every minimal wage salary with no real goal in mind.
I could already buy a better car, computer, or lots of other things, but don't see the point.
I'll never have enough for my own house anyway.
Maybe a robowaifu if they before real before I die.

I am literally living in my mother’s basement. I moved in here to save money for a few months but I am literally a neckbeard living in my mother’s basement now.

>>20669851
It’s more about not being annoyed. They didn’t do what I wanted or mistreated me and I just kept quiet. They didn’t do what he wanted and he literally screeched, cried and banged on things for hours on end, until they caved and gave him what he wanted. I was literally robbed by him a gazillion times and even got things of mine taken by my own parents just because he kept throwing a tantrum about needing them. This demented behavior wasn’t even a childhood thing, he did this kind of shit until he was 18.

>>20669976
It was the same for me growing up but I just eventually realized how stunted my brother was as a result.

>>20669973
Who cares. I was still getting bitches when I was living in a fucking van and giving myself shitty haircuts.

>>20669612
that's reddit level cringe, why do people post shit like this?
>>20669412
you'll probably be dead in less than fourty years like most people (that is excluding the risks of nuclear wars, global violence and famine that will be plaguing the world starting ten years from now) and haven't done anything good in your life. by the way it's not actually fourty years that you have left, but about 5-6 hours of free time a day for fourty years. we're not done yet, we haven't deduced the time it takes to do chores and attend to obligations (time passed in transportations, administrative papers, going to the doctor, staying late at work, going to the shitty marriage of coworkers you don't even care about, people basically wasting your time by the second, actually amounting in the end to months of your life)

there are very interesting videos on the subject and the conclusion is very simple: unless you make it (and you probably won't) and don't need to work for the rest of your life, you will have a very short active period of time on Earth. try thinking about that next time you wait in a line, that is the blackest pill (arguably something everyone knows but never wants to think about) I have to offer

>>20669976
I think the most pressing matter is that you let your retarded little brother bully you out of your birthright and all you did was bitch about it on a Mongolian basket weaving forum.

>>20669989
I have a very reclusive lifestyle. I work remotely with a small team of people whom I only speak to occasionally and I like to spend my off time doing things like reading, drawing, playing games. Sometimes I go hiking but usually by myself or with family. It’s been years since I’ve met someone new.

>>20669922
Thanks stranger. And yeah it was hard to remember to be kind, it’s probably my biggest regret. You’re just arguing with a dying old lady at the end of the day.

>>20668137
This man is a peanut head. He looks like he listens to Eminem and family guy. His favorite word is "fast" and his room is filled with pictures of red Ferraris he printed out on his mom's printer.

>>20669983
Yeah, it stunted him a lot. He only learned how to turn a stove on last year and forgot the gas open like three times on a row despite being almost thirty years old. That’s why I said I don’t envy him, we both got fucked. The only difference is that he goes happy and oblivious through his life while I’ve been hating myself and thinking I ain’t worth shit for pretty much my entire existence.

Don't know what to say, sorry

I sometimes have moments in which I absolutely cannot focus or bring myself to do anything. I'm not sure what exactly induces it, whether it's stress or depression or some combination, but it really gets to me sometimes. I actually feel a pressure beneath my eyes as if I haven't slept, though I definitely am not lacking any sleep. I try to eat, I try meditation and I try taking a nap (but I cannot sleep when I feel like this for some reason) but nothing works. Can any one relate?

>>20670047
My brother is 29. Almost the exact same situation.

>>20669973
I live in a basement too. The centipedes that crawl into my bed are unsettling. How do you like your basement?

>>20670005
He’s three years older, anon. And I fought him, a lot. Always ended up with me getting punished. Talking back or trying to pull off the same shit he did to me also resulted in punishment. And when I say punishment, I’m talking about pretty much everything: physical punishment, getting everything taken away, being locked in my room, enduring screaming and cussing and threats.
At least I fought, even if that only ended up increasing my hopelessness in the end. Now that we are both grown up I just punch him every couple of years and he leaves me alone until his brain starts forgetting the last beat up and tries to pull shit again, rinse and repeat.
>>20670067
Mine is 28. How are you doing?

>>20670076
I’m alright I guess. I mean I’m functional and mildly successful on paper. Is that what you mean?

>>20670128
Yeah. Good to know you did alright despite it all.

>>20670074
It’s a finished basement so no centipedes.

What I want is to be more successful in my field, and a wife/family. But I'm having a hard time figuring out what it is that I NEED. Just got out of a long relationship (~3yr) so I don't think jumping immediately back into the pool would be great, but time is finite. For my age I'm doing relatively well in my field, but it's still just "normal". I want to be better at what I do.

>>20670136
I did say on paper

>>20670153
describe your basement

Has anyone else notice that /lit/ has improve this week?

>>20669927
yeah i was learning how to code during the pandemic and got a pretty decent understanding from all of the projects I did. I put in serious time since the pandemic kind of woke me up out of this stupor. I also have some friends working in the field so worst case scenario and I'm just a tech drone. I really shouldn't be feeling to bad in terms of my future prospects, I've just been feeling down due to an unrequited love with a wealthy girl.

>>20670179
Why?

>>20670211
i’m looking to other basements for inspiration

>>20669706
How do stop being a chud

>>20669927
Trades are a meme

>>20669991
The phrase "spending time" has taken on an entirely different mmeaning for me lately

>>20668768
>>20669922
Reminder to anyone reading this to call your mom. Moms are gay, they get happy just to hear from you.

Unless she's an absolute psycho murderer, just work around the bullshit and be as nice as you can to her.

>>20668042
I do, thanks.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B4M98NTH

>>20669962
They don’t assert themselves. Simple as

>>20670219
It’s just a staircase going to a hallway with 4 small rooms: a theater room style room, a bedroom, a laundry room, and a bathroom.

>>20668042
Happy birthday to the king <3

>>20670188
the less schizo posting there is the nicer things are

>>20668057
gay

I have an autographed first edition copy of "masquerade of angels" by karla turner and I'm trying to work out it's value. I believe it is the only first edition autographed copy left on earth.

>>20670179

>>20668830
take magnesium and vitamin B supplements and talk to a therapist. once you get a little bit better start doing exercise. dont ever take meds unless your depression is severe

>>20669242
what meme creative degree if you don't mind me asking

>>20668206
If someone falls for that bait they're boomer tier.

I was on a couple other boards and in every single thread half the posts were complaints about zoomers. It's actually obnoxious

>>20670513
zoomers are subhuman monsters

>>20669665
I just have fun being a coomer and indulging the fantasies of bored housewives.

>>20669660
Ooga shaka ooga ooga shaka

>>20670476
cozy

>>20669412

>>20668042
sometimes i see foreigners in my little backwater and i think, why would you travel so far just to come HERE? chinese, italians, germans, australians. thousands of miles to come to my shitty little town. why would someone do that? and the ones that actually LIVE HERE, that really baffles me. seems a lot of work for not much payoff

what is the most rational route for long term financial maximization in 2022 as a 7+/10 women?

I think many people would assume that a women taking advantage of her sexual appeal at its peak is rational but is it really that appropriate in the long term? I'd only advocate for this if the girls weren't having sex because I think casual, unattached sex has actual psychological effects people can detect that will end up making them less desirable in the long term but allowing themselves to mingle in situations with valuable men seems like ultimately a good idea. Other than that it seems like many of them are better off reading, making art and mingling with interesting people as to absorb as much 'culture' as possible to snag a rich man. I guess it really depends on the niche you are in which determines the best strategy but broadly speaking I think much of it has to do with constant socializing and displaying that you are loyal and monogamous.

Y’all ain’t as smart as you think

>>20668042
i am so beautiful, so perfect

I get scared when girls try to flirt with me. I literally start shaking. I'm so fucked guys

>>20670710
Why?

>>20670710
Flirt with men then. There, issue solved.

I can't really respect anyone who doesn't appreciate the pre-Rubber Souls Beatles albums as much as those that came after.

>>20670723
The fact that so many books still name the Beatles as "the greatest or most significant or most influential" rock band ever only tells you how far rock music still is from becoming a serious art. Jazz critics have long recognized that the greatest jazz musicians of all times are Duke Ellington and John Coltrane, who were not the most famous or richest or best sellers of their times, let alone of all times. Classical critics rank the highly controversial Beethoven over classical musicians who were highly popular in courts around Europe. Rock critics are still blinded by commercial success. The Beatles sold more than anyone else (not true, by the way), therefore they must have been the greatest. Jazz critics grow up listening to a lot of jazz music of the past, classical critics grow up listening to a lot of classical music of the past. Rock critics are often totally ignorant of the rock music of the past, they barely know the best sellers. No wonder they will think that the Beatles did anything worthy of being saved.

>>20670726
Scruffy is just your typical RYMer but with dementia

>>20670718
Extreme social anxiety. I can usually interact with people if I dont have to do anything more than basic small talk, but anything more intimate than mentioning the weather strikes fear into my heart

>>20668042
i love me nan
she sent me a check that bounced and overdrew me account
but i think that act of cowardly dishonesty was more honest than me whole family combined
there's a frankness in being evil
she could've admitted she doesn't have any money and been on her way
but instead she chose to pretend and screw up my life over it
and i love her for that
they say her father was no good, she's probably not accountable for her actions

>>20669681

People online always speaking anecdotes on life as if it were universal dogma, not realizing the sheer range of human experience

Right now, boring is good, life has been too exciting in a bad way and one man's "boring" is another man's peace, security, and serenity

Poverty and violence isn't boring and it's not a marvel movie

>>20669412
The real blackpill is that you are continuously trying to scrape for further depth in a filament. Your experience of reality is the reflection of the sun on the crest of a wave. There are many waves just like yours. The only special glimmering part of the wave is a reflection with no substance. Every time you try to dig deeper into the 'light' you just hit cold water in all directions. You can't dig deeper, you can only enjoy the surface like all the other fucking retards. The fact that you want to experience something more simply means you are greedy or malignant in some way. Everyone else is content with things the way they are but you believe there is more to it than that. You are at the cusp or over the threshold of evolutionarily viable intelligence. Either you get with the program or die alone. Hopefully along the way, should you have children, you will be so traumatized by your experience as an 'outsider intellectual' that you will raise the most submissive and obedient children of their generation.
Eventually you will realize the clumsy tools you are using to approach perfection or truth or God or meaning etc are subpar. Eventually you will realize that only by banding together, forgoing our individuality and behaving as a larger organism can we achieve anything of note. Eventually you will realize you are a replaceable part in a massive machine that will never evolve in the direction of 'great individuals' ever again. The age of Gods is behind us, just as the age of heroes, the age of reason, and the age of individuals. Now is the age of corporations, of integrated systems. You will be maintained according to a manual to ensure greatest performance, or you will die alone.

You know /lit/ is fucked when anons post YouTube videos to back up their arguments or stance

i can't sleep. i can't stop thinking about how intellectually deadening my job is. it's extremely easy. many days i literally don't have to do anything. i read, sure. i browse the web. maybe it's just vanity. people see me working a job that requires no skill whatsoever (though the job description required a degree lol) and just assume i'm stupid. who cares right? i think i'm starting to assume i'm stupid, too. maybe that is the problem. i need a challenging side project as a cope to balance out the brain dead day job, but i just can't get into anything. art, programming, music, nothing engages me anymore.

>My family goes on a trip for a week
>I stay behind bc of work
>Have literally no human contact outside of work and cashiers for the entire week
Holy fuck I am totally isolated from the world, I need help in getting friends and a community

>>20670777
Sounds like you have an awesome job and you just suck at taking advantage of it

>>20670771
>collective intelligence
Are you possibly referring to 'The Machine' ? That is obscuring real life and making everyone good workers?

>>20670726
>Jazz critics have long recognized that the greatest jazz musicians of all times are Duke Ellington and John Coltrane
what critics are these? everything i read said bird was the goat. not a fan personally but it's what they say.

>>20670786
true

>>20670785

I have a woman, two cats, and a dog and am very satisfied with being a reclusive writer living innawoods

I don't want to be caught up in society and the world, I want to be closer to God and His unspoiled creation, because the latter provides what the former only promises

>>20670789
Real life doesn't exist, is what I am trying to explain. Evolution has left the occasional genius behind. Consistent results delivered by obedient collectives are the future in completely objective terms. The large numbers of compliant people reinforcing their own values while making just enough progress to ignore anything revolutionary is the new status quo. It is the slow and steady humanity has always craved without the chaos and depravity of nature. Anyone who considers the modern world to be awful or soul-crushing is a relic of the past.
The entire opposition to what's going on now all seems to hinge on either morality, creativity or the soul. The modern man is a cell in a larger organism. He does not have a 'whole soul'. He does not dictate his own morality because he is so specialized in the fulfilment of his given function. He is only creative within his own scope and in such a specialized way that only he and a very small group can appreciate.
It's not a machine, humanity is just beginning to communicate at a higher level permitting a larger organism to take form.

>>20669242
it sounds like either one of or both of your parents has dark triad/narcissist traits and set you up as the scape goat. this would also explain why you find yourself being preyed upon by bpd women. would recommend slowly cutting them off and pursuing some sort of religious or philosophical study.

>>20670817
Any books or videos you'd reccomoned to explain this further? This is the idea of egregores if I'm not mistaken. Haven't really thought of the implications of these emergent entities but you're second half seems spot on with regard to the attacks leveled at them

>>20670817

You can only believe this if you are blind or immune to the cruelty of mankind

Go to the third world and see if people will just deny their faith and follow your flawed, improvised, and ultimately mortally transient philosophy

Tell them that their suffering is just all in their head and they will be "left behind" as they harvest your food and mine the metals for your internet devices

The beauty of the truth is that it is simple

The people simply love Jesus Christ and nothing can stop this

>>20670851
I dunno I'm not really into that sort of thing. I'm just making observations. Ehregore is a word I vaguely understood, but still had to look up to confirm.
I'd recommend interacting with teenagers or poor people or average people without artistic or intellectual preoccupations in order to get a good idea of where things are headed. The brains aren't in control of anything other than the means of connecting all the systems of retards. It's very much like a living organism.

>>20670875
Shut the fuck up faggot
https://youtu.be/M3SGScaShhw

>>20670718
stop watching porn. eat a healthy diet. lift weights. get off the internet.

>>20670884

That is not a very kind way to speak to someone nor is it a good defense of your ideas

I don't have malice towards you but it is important to protect the faithful from things like this so they are not misled into this sort of misery and emptiness

You don't talk to someone like that unless there is some trouble in your heart, these ideas will not satisfy your soul nor bring you peace within

I care about you and your happiness, I am only stern and critical because I want to protect others and help you to see the light of all mankind, the Lord Jesus Christ

I want you to have peace in your soul so that you do not have this malice towards me or anyone else, so that we can have harmony and a better life for our families and communities

I hate when women pretend to read, it's so fucking cringe.
It's excruciatingly fucking obvious, please, just fucking stop.
It's even worse when they're "read" a book that you've read too,
and it's dead obvious they only read the first 2 chapters.
Give your head a shake...

>Hmm, I don't like materialism
>I wonder what the idealists are up to
It turns out modern idealists are mostly mentally ill, like David Pearce. I am disappointed

>>20670902
The type of person you are and the faith you describe is going to die a quiet death due to a lack of maintenance. Religious people, if such a thing truly exists, are lazy and halfhearted these days. Only the Muslims have real fervor. Pentecostals and southern baptists, the most vital of christians, are a pale and sallow bunch. Korean Christians are interesting, but then again, Koreans have much to repent for.
I respect your faith and admit that the doctrine you follow is good for people. The meaning of my argument is that people are voluntarily moving beyond a desire to do things that are good for them. They are losing their individuality and in exchange they enjoy the fruits of a successful whole. Can Christianity compete with Amazon as a 'successful whole'? Can your story and it's catharsis really compete with what Dollar General has done for the poor of the 2020's?
You are a paper tiger without fangs or weight or credible threat. The only time people respected Christians was when the crusades were ongoing. The moment they stopped, people like Kierkegaard started fucking up everything you achieved.

>>20668042
wife

>>20670912
You have stupid issues. Shut up.

>>20670934
Your perspective is contingent on Christianity being false

>>20670939
Go talk about Rooney elsewhere. I'm not interested.

Is assuming civilization will collapse by 2050 a wise way to go through life? I have always assumed this but I realized recently that if it doesn't happen, I will have wasted the majority of my life stressing over a non-event. Moreover, even though I am sure civilization will collapse because of climate change and resource exhaustion, no one in power (Democrats, Republicans, Tories, Labour, the CCP, United Russia, BJP, etc) is planning for this. Am I wrong or are they?

>>20670972
Didn’t read that post, but this is a certainty of 100%. All Abrahamic religions are 100% certifiably false

>>20670979
Do you giggle at this image or something?
>He a chef! Heheheh

I hate every single one of you.
Especially you.

>>20671070
Well, you’re a twat. Not our faults.

That said, the board is filling up with absolute rubbish. Not going to profess my hatred for you, but it is your fault. Don’t blame leftypol, reddit, summerfags, namefags, trips, trannies, atheists zoomers or boomers. It’s you. Anonymous trolls

>>20669459
>In terms of end-game and allowing humans to naturally sustain on earth, we need to eliminate 99.9% of the population
lmao

Every day is a blessing.

>>20671070
What did I even do to you? :c

got no money, can't get a job
can't go to school
driving into the ocean seems fun
130 iq btw

My body has been balkanized

>>20670188
less tripfags.
if only the weed lmao dude could leave.

Every time I see a girl with a flat chest I start crying. My face also turns yellow for some reason.

>>20670777
Same situation.
I started a certificate at a local university because my job was so easy and brainless I could feel myself becoming more stupid every day. I also have like at least 4 hours of free time each day, so it helps with the two courses I took this summer.

working on getting more flexible so i can suck my own dick.

Women of /lit/ what is your sexiest sexual sex experience?

for some reason my mind has blanked out and ive forgotten a basic word, can someone help me out here

the word that means to bring two opposing things together and force them to coexist and work together and compromise. like "how do we _____ X with Y"

>>20671144
reconcile?

>>20671247
yes, thank you.

>>20671104
If your face turns yellow, it means you have liver problems. Put down that bottle you neglected to mention and make your last will while there is still time.

>>20671091
Exist.

>>20668042
today i will try as hard as i can to get arrested

>>20671507
just find a cop and lightly punch him.

>>20671512
He wants to get arrested, not killed.

>>20671516
Oh yeah forgot about that.
I'm not in the US so our cops don't kill people randomly like that, it's a cultural thing.

>>20671512
i just wanna get thrown in the drunk tank or maybe a mental institution, not the ER

>>20668678
so basically you read some book on buddhism and tried to make it seem br00tal

I'm considering writing up fake resumes, so I can get some practice interviewing

>>20668849
if you want to be with a girl, be nice to her. no inversions for the sake of comedy or any of that bullshit, just put your heart out, and if ur really confident in your songwriting skills, write a love song

>>20669242
stop complaining. if you want to improve your fucking life then fucking do it, be a lawyer and find a nice woman, if you need help get help, but don't mope around

>>20671086
>Don’t blame leftypol, reddit, summerfags, namefags, trips, trannies, atheists zoomers or boomers
Why would I not blame the worst posters? The only thing you forgot are regular /pol/fags.

>>20671619
and jannies.
people forget, but jannies are also posters.
they get paid the same to delete and create posts.

Every single night, I endure the flight
Of little wings of white-flamed butterflies in my brain
These ideas of mine percolate the mind
Trickle down the spine, swarm the belly, swelling to a blaze
That's where the pain comes in like a second skeleton
Trying to fit beneath the skin, I can't fit the feelings in, oh
Every single night's alight with my brain

>>20669665
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1aC4yQvCR0

Watching ball sports is for the unintelligent.

>>20668235
I have this same feeling. I don’t especially dislike people in general, but they overwhelmingly do unpleasant and obnoxious things for which I can come up with no explanation.

>>20671668
you're mistaken

>>20671668
what about the sport where i fondle you're mom's balls before sucking her feminine penis?

Where do you see yourself in the next 5 years?

>>20671686
People only watch ball sports because of media marketing.

>>20671703
That kind of ball sport is for homos.

>>20671711
dead, hopefully

>>20671711
Unironically what is a good answer to this?

>>20671714
i think they're fun
and you're probably gay

Power is inherently sexual. It's also the intrinsic language of death. A man who desires power over another man is homosexual and/or murderous. Sex and killing are the only two penultimate actions, which are the highest any man can voluntarily take. The ultimate actions are being born and dying. Sex and killing manifest these ultimates. Sex steals a packet of nothingness from the only eternal, Death. Killing returns what was stolen to It.

>>20671720
Fuck do I know, but I guess it includes working as a team and some ambition to rise in rank, but not too high, or they could see you as competition to themselves.
Ultimately, it might not even have the right answer, and they just want to see how you act under pressure.

>>20671711
with you <3

>>20671741
only chicks think power is sexual so you might be trans. talk to the local gender clinic about your options.

>>20671741
>the only two penultimate actions
So what is the ultimate action?

>>20671756
I should of read the rest of the post lol. Excuse my retardation.

drunk again, family problems, fuck this shit

>>20672045
Drunk losers and their "Family problems"
Grow the fuck up and stop blaming them for everything.
You're seriously pathetic.

>>20672052
you're drunk right now, aren't you?

>>20672086
Fortunately I can handle the world while sober.
Must be hard to be a self pitying loser though, bottoms up.

I finally did it. I called the guy I needed to call at my work and he will scedule in a date to talk.
No going back now, I'm leaving my job.

Also is this a fair price for what I bought (17,52 euros)

>>20671711
Either with her or dead.

I miss Albert Heijn.

>>20672297
What do you miss the most?
The Boeren Karbonade is good stuff and their bread has a nice hard crust

>>20672317
The bread was much better than that found even in the best grocery stores in my home country (where I am living again). Not as good as German bread but still great. In fact, everything was better tasting than what you find here except for certain fruits. Everything, from the various kinds of hummus to the all the Indonesian stuff. I even loved the silly childish stuff like the sweet kruidnoten spread stuff and especially the Hamster Pieten. Jumbo was good too and I probably shopped there more but AH was my favorite.

>>20671711
dead

>cant afford even shitty studio apartment
im having panic attack over this. i want to die just to not to deal with this stuff.

What most people itt think their "problems" are:

>loneliness
>depression
>lack of recognition
>unfulfillment

What their problems actually are:

>not owning property

>>20672441
But I own property and I still have all those problems. Might be true for some but I doubt it. Believe me, if you're comfortable enough financially renting is little worse than owning. The difference certainly isn't enough to cause or cure existential dread. Maybe if you're in a really precarious situation it is but most renters aren't.

>>20672441
>tripfag
added to my filter.

>>20671507
I'm surprised how hard it is to get arrested where I live. Last time I was stopped by a cop he was mad over some minor traffic shit but stopped giving a fuck when I told him I didn't have any id. Also laugh everytime I remember when the cops drove me home when they caught me driving drunk as fuck because they didn't feel like doing paperwork.

I was thinking of buying a piece of land so I looked up the place names. Found a 1000 year old legend and then confirmed using landmarks that the legend was very easily possibly true.
According to the story a guy redirected a major river so it now flows through that land by digging a large ditch which seems impossible. Turns out he had access to a small stream in a location which made it so all he had to do was dam it. If he stopped it from flowing down that hill it would redirect into the large river at a place in the intersection where the large river due to the forces involved would start flowing upstream into the newly formed small stream. Both the small stream and the large river would erode the area quickly. Probably only in a few days the water would have worked its way through the small hill and the entire river found a shorter route to lower land.

>>20672509
Do not respond to this post if you agree that you are a fag

If anyone responds in your stead or pretending to be you this is an implicit recognition that you are a fag.

>after X years and this is still good (rocks, is a banger, etc)
why do people said this shit? Of course it's good, why would the fucking movie or song stop being good after a few years
wtf is this mindset

I feel like I'm losing it

>>20672694
Become my big.titty goth gf and I will balkanize your brain with my cock.

>>20668841
BUMP BUMP BUMP BUMP
BUMP BUMP BUMP
BUMP BUMP
BUMP

>>20668306
I am in the Midwest and tonight I will be attending a "Tire fire".

>>20672619
I don't think they mean the movie itself, but their experience of it. Movies and songs stay the same, but people change.

>>20672619
I used to like Batman. Now I'm too cool and enlightened for that stuff, exactly like the character of the Joker from the movie Batman.

>>20672839
imagine the smell

>>20672872
I still can’t believe how much the new movie plagiarized Se7en and Zodiac.

Soon this thread will be over and there will be a new one. We'll laugh and argue and console each other and we'll do the same for the one after. This cycle will continue indefinitely. Some day you'll wake up and maybe you'll be 25? 30? 50??? Who knows.

But one day we're all going to be dead. Everyone in this thread right now will be dead someday.

>>20672933
not me i'll live forever

>>20672933
Can’t wait desu

>>20672569
I'm actually a huge faggot but nothing compares to a 4channel tripfag in term of faggotry, I kneel.

>>20672933
Our posts will echo through the universe for all time.

I can’t be the only person who struggles with my affinity for Japanese manga and anime.

>>20672955
I strongly dislike stock anime plots and characterization, and even when they are a cut above am still usually unmoved.
I like it when they go all out on the visuals however.
My ideal anime would be like a 60's Surf movie, just a soundtrack set to kino shots.

>>20672971
I meant I struggle with it because I like it a lot

Hey (you), there's a new thread a you're invited to it
>>20672970
>>20672970
>>20672970

Usually, the ideas of a certain girl I know locking me in a chastity cage, putting her feet on my face, and spitting in my mouth on a daily basis are more "attractive" than having sex with an attractive female.
I think this is because the former requires absolutely mo effort on my part, and I can sort of just enjoy the high of arousal. Sex, "proper" sex with a cating partner, which I have never had, requires attention to another person and, probably, a decent level of pave change and has an overall dynamic air. It's more involved, and is t focused solely on me.
I don't know of I'll ever have sex. I'm pretty sure I'll never have the girl lock me in chastity and "have her way with me" (in quotes because it's really her having *my* way with me), and I have the urge to masturbate to foot worship videos as we speak. Also,
>why are all of the best porn videos removed? I sometimes miss my ~425 gigabyte collection.

And my candids... why did I think it was a good idea to delete all of that? I ALWAYS come back and download more or record more females. Wonder what the next wave of "this is sick. It's time to put an end to it all." Will bring.

Recently I have come to the realization that the thing I desire most is something that can no longer be. I wanted to be a child, free to live life and interact with other children, no be isolated for many years.
This has left me with a predicament: I have no motivation or drive to accomplish anything any more. The thing I wanted can no longer occur, so "why try?", so to speak.
Material things aren't that interesting to me, but a part of ke does want to get a gf, which I have never had, but I understand that, for a good one at least, you'll need to have some sort of ambition and plan(s) for the future.
I'm not really sure what I should do at this point. I have considered suicide, but that doesn't feel... correct? Not even the "coward's" way out, just not what you're supposed to do. Ever, really, as much as I hate to admit it.
I wish I could have been around people. I'd probably have more regular qualities, and I would probably want to achieve things in life. Now, I'm jobless, don't want to go back to work, and unsatisfied with life.
I'll try to improve things in whatever eays I can as they come up, but even little changes in my life feel like intense battles with myself. I never thought that life could, or would be this difficult.

>>20668830
You gotta have the right approach to meds if you're gonna take them. Think of them as a crutch that'll help you get up and limp around so you can eventually run. Never think of them as a wheelchair; it won't help you walk and get better, it'll just give you a bit more mobility and keep you grounded at the end of the day.

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>>20669962
I mean, you never know. Sometimes you'll meet someone, say, a total stranger and they'll go out of their way and give their arm to help you. And then sometimes someone you've known for years will just totally turn on you and try to ruin your life just because they see the opportunity. And you can try to be a nice person, but you never really know until it happens

>>20671657
Hey, i think i know who this is. Are you ok?