/lit/ - Literature

>>20438799
I just don’t know how to write an ending that isn’t the POV’s death.

reminder to read about mussolini
https://counter-currents.com/2018/07/mussolini-or-the-will-to-power/

I should stop smoking weed...but I don't want to.

Decided to reread A Wild Sheep Chase and now I can't stop noticing well shaped ears

>>20438809
https://pdfs.semanticscholar.org/87bb/9e4c6f8fe7f208a712fbe4e1b457410cb8d0.pdf?_ga=2.188214571.2026099220.1653803822-1019014588.1653803822

i'm speculating but i'm like 99% sure every movie, video game, company just buys data from google, facebook, whereelse, they look for the latest trends, and then they make their latest release off of that data, this is why their art is so shit because it's so profit motivated off the lowest common denominator of society that is providing the majority of that data

Its a suffering to have natal Saturn conjuncting Ascendant in 1st house. Basically a life of pain.

>>20438822
>I should
why

Im unvaxxed and the vaccine unironically served as a way to filter retards out of my life, vaxxed normies are probably thinking the same thing about unvaxxed people but dont care, fine with me literally win-win.

That being said, 99% of females are vaxxed and I refuse to date a vaxxed female. The chances of me finding an /x/pilled goth unvaxxed gf diminish with each day

Its ogre

>>20438918
>goth
Replace this with borderline.

>>20438918
a tripfag and a retard.

Looking through the unofficial /lit/ philosophy google doc, how important or helpful is it really to first read a history of philosophy book before starting with the Greeks?

WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU USE MY IMAGE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>20438908
You don't actually take that stuff seriously do you

So I'm watching CHUD. after so much use of the word for so many years, I'm disappointed desu.

>>20438918
Some have to get vaccinated for their job. I’d rather be vaxxed and have my own place, car, girlfriend and social life than live at my parents forgoing all that because of some political stance

>>20438933
Simps burn in hell

>>20438908
Get on my level

>>20438945
Is it better if the lines are closer to the circumference all around?

italian lady no understand why dey call a sandwich hero
https://files.catbox.moe/td9l3x.mp4

>>20438945
Now this is MATERIALISM on drugs. Shame about Mars.

>>20438933
>tfw these women will never force peg you on gunpoint

>>20438954
Tell me about my mars anon

>>20438945
>>20438908
How fucked am I?

>>20438954
is astrology materialism?

>>20438960
Anon is refering to all my Saturn. Saturn is the lord of the material. The demiurge if you will.

>>20438954
What’s this mean?

>>20438969
Fuck, I used a different site. Now I’m on the same page

tonight i relapsed

>thread turns schizo

>>20438224
anyone remember that lady on youtube who makes phil related vids and ocassionally science the camera is very close to her face
she had that gfd asmr vibe
i found her when her videos were getting recommended on youtube

>>20438918
Thats because holes suck at critical thinking

>>20438982
On what

>>20438939
I bet you're willing to bets with death itself for that...hmmm very interesting

I'm so fucking in love with this girl and the fact that I know I won't go after her is making me borderline suicide. There is a certain level of love between two people where everyone around can just see how in love you are. It's like the whole world is happy for you. I've had that once before, but it didn't work out for whatever reason. I feel that with this girl, but she is out of my grasp.

>>20438990
I think I might know who you're talking about but I have assburgers and when she sniffed briefly I got pissed and xed out the window. Misophonia is a bitch

>>20438799
Telepathy is real or man has a hidden, poorly understood, instinct for reading (and by the same token communicating) quite epistemologically particular information from a human face or mein alone; in a manner that hasn't yet been examined, let alone explained, by Western science.

realistically speaking, when someone commits to a serious relationship one is always thinking of eventually having children and I might be a schizo, sure whatever, but there are some signs that what the schizos were saying 1-2 years ago about the vaccine might be true, specially about the genetic sequence of the mrna integrating into the genome. From my very basic understanding, this genetic info would then be passed to your children.

We are already living in the genetic engineering era. Viruses,pathogens, bacteria, food, seeds and now humans and we still have no clue about the possible consequences and ramifications, despite all the low iq retards yelling that x thing is safe and effective. Some experiment gone bad could eventually make us all sterile and wipe humanity off the planet.
Its fucking over

>>20439010
give me the name

>>20439003
I’m going to die at some point anyway. Might as well live first.

>>20438918
You need to psychopath that up a little more, you should EXCLUSIVELY date vaxxed women since they are so easy to manipulate

>>20439003
The vaccine is new so no reason to think there will be long term effects just like there aren’t with a flu vaccine. You’re paranoid.

>>20439013
Wouldn't doubt it. Facial expressions already tell us a lot about emotions, also look up micro expressions

Retrocausality might be real too

>>20438969
Since people are posting their charts I might as well too

>>20439033
Nah just aware of things

>>20439013
Anon, have you ever heard of Stargate project? Look into it

>>20439052
I’m sure you are

>>20439016
Sally Latham?

Got scammed last night

>>20439050
>hes not using ad-blocker

My work schedule fluctuates and my sleep schedule with it. I’ve been having sleep paralysis lately which sucks. I always want to challenge myself to experience the full blown hallucinations but I chicken out and flail myself awake. I always lucid dream afterwards which is cool

My roommate wants me to go a nondenominational Church Memorial day thing and there's this pastor who is 26 and I heard he's a cocksucker. Since he's tall I might tell him about how the Tower Of Babel was tall as well and what God does to things that try to grow to heaven

>>20439065
I'm on my kindle. No such thing. On my PC I have one though

>>20439056
Sure as death and taxes and the sun rising from the east and setting in the west buddyboyo

>>20438999
just alcohol but i'm an addict with anything, i guess. jerked off to a fantasy of raping and murdering my ex quite seriously, imagining how i could 'get away' with it, which i guess is kind of scary. passed out twice. I'm going to 'reform' again tomorrow. maybe join a meeting. kind of scary.

>>20439061
ugh no she had dark hair and vids were higher quality

>>20439086
Please tell I need to get off as well

>>20439086
Make human contact anon. It will ground you.

>>20439080
>gets kindle
>doest get an E-Ink version

>>20439015
Hows your night of drinking going. Mine is okay

I am so love sick!

>>20439091
Ill have to peruse some more

>>20439101
It is what it is

>>20439064
Either don't talk to telemarketers or spend time around Jamaican pickpockets

>>20439103
Sup anon, already stopped drinking. Might drink a cup of yerba mate right now since coffee would probably give me a panic attack lol. How bout you?

About to start reading pic related, do you guys have any kino documentaries or movies about subversion and government propaganda?

>>20439111
nah, it was because of the item I was selling through my country's version of ebay

>>20439109
she's been discussed on lit before
but i searched the archives can't find those threads again my history has been snipped and random searches on youtube is just putting out trash with philosophy tube and shit

>>20438822
why do you want to stop?
vent

>>20439115
You stopped early. I usually drink til I pass out. I didnt get enough beer today. Only 8 tall cans and I have 2 left. That feeling of not having enough it eating my soul

>>20439153
Are you the anon who was drinking beers yesterday and watching movies?

>>20439122
century of the self

>>20439161
Yes. I watched Nightcrawler last night. Had close to 20 beers last night

Pusha T is the only rapper i listen to. Apart from that cant say much about rap and modern zoomer music because its all fucking TRASH and in most cases blatant social propaganda or advertisements for some billion dollar corporation

Buddenbrooks and The Magic Mountain are two of the best books I've ever read, but I am not feeling Dr. Faustus at all.

Inspired tangentially by this post >>20439171:
How does rap music work as a social activity? Why is it so popular despite being so verbal?
I mean with pop-music it's so repetitive, it's so disjointed and lacking in narrative that it can be totally processed passively. Dance music even more so, you just let your body follow the beat.
But with hip hop you have to listen to the lyrics. Whereas if pop music is playing in the background you can theoretically still have a conversation, but with rap music you have to fucking listen to the narrative, the wordplay.
Even with Bob Dylan or Simon & Garfunkle, there's a chance you can just follow the tone or melody of the voice rather than focus on the lyrics. But rap music is like Leonard Cohen in the sense that you have to stop all other social activity and listen to it.
Maybe I'm just a moron who can't "fart and walk" as they say, but it seems like a sure fire way to make everyone stop interacting with oneanother is play a rap song that the crowd hasn't heard before.

>>20439182
>but I am not feeling Dr. Faustus at all.
Do you like classical music and the history of the development of musical theory?

>>20439187
Yes, and part of the reason why I'm not digging it is that there is way less of that than I was expecting.

>>20439183
Anon, anon, anon. It is as formulaic and hook-dependant as Pop.
Plus, often there's a grave as fuck beat you can shake you ass to.

>>20439183
Rap operates on a low level conscious level. Its encouraged socially, and then operates subtly. It's just rhythmic noise to be popular.

>>20439183
>>20439200
Rap is the most low energy music imaginable and has killed the vibe of any party I've ever been to when someone turns it on.

>>20439200
>>20439204
Neither of these address my question: rap music has narrative, it might be cookie cutter narrative and wordplay, but it's still verbal and you still need to actually "listen" like you would a equally derivative poetry recital.
Why is it just as popular as forms of music which don't require you to listen because they are passive and non-verbal.

>>20439206
>and has killed the vibe of any party I've ever been to when someone turns it on.
This is my observation, and why I'm wondering why it is so popular in social situations.

>>20439215
Your assumption is wrong on its face. Most people dont actively listen to rap. You need to understand that most people dont care abour lyrics. To the normalfag, its merely background music.

>>20439225
And how do you know this?

Within 10 years, we'll have intergalactic colonization.

>>20439215
You might be listening to "hipster-hop" or something in these lines. Show me a top 40 song and my reasoning aplies.

"Tell me what you do with that big fat boot: Wigga, wigga, wigga"

>>20439226
Not him, but nobody is putting on lyric-heavy conscious hip hop at parties like Common or The Roots. They're listening to shitty zoomer trap or mumble rap.

Anyone here use A.I. or GPT-3 in their writing or part of their personal knowledge management?
If so how well does it work? What role does it play?

>>20439204
Anon, rhythmic noise is an actual name of a genre of electronic music

>>20439221
Because stuff like Anal Cunt will piss 100% of normies off when played within a 20 mile radius of anywhere

>>20439230
Link me. This might be what I've been looking for all this time

>>20439228
I'll have to take you word for it, most joints I go to play either boomer rock, or soul. And I spent a lot of my twenties at places that played acid house for hours on end
>>20439229
Last night they did.
>>20439236
What does Anal Cunt have to do with the popularity and social cohesive effects of rap music? Stay on topic.

>>20439226
By actually knowing people

>>20439215
>>20439221
Most of rap as well as pop and other modern musical gengres are based entirely on the beat and the producers making a decent catchy beat. In most cases you can still ""vibe"" to a rap song that has a nice beat and """"flow"""" without paying a single second of attention to the lyrics so its still the same as in many other musical genres. Most people who listen to rap dont give a rats ass about the lyrics and in most cases the lyrics are already retarded mumble shit from heroine and meth addicts. It might be a pure primal human instinct to follow the beats, rythm and other sounds similating drums.

>>20438933
Could they be heroes?

>>20439236
>rhythmic noise is an actual name of a genre of electronic music
Ah well excuse my ignorance. I guess rap is even less than that

>>20439244
Could you elaborate on your observations? How did you come to this conclusion? Any specific episodes or moments, social dynamics you can narrate?

>>20439249
What, you want my autobiography?

>>20439243
Actually vice versa asshole. I was explaining how rap is more socially acceptable than what I stated, making comparisons. Fuck off.

>>20439252
I want you to limit it to a explanation of how you came to the conclusion that people don't actively listen to rap and don't care about the lyrics, what observations, what environments you were in that lead to that
>>20439253
That comparison doesn't explain what's unique to rap music though

>>20439252
>>20439253
>>20439275
Fuck do people get testy if you question their unbacked conclusions.

>>20439275
Yeah well Ive had a lifetime of experiences where I ask people about lyrics who basically say "huh, who cares?"
Go ahead and ask your friends about the lyrics to whatever nigger shit you're listening to and get that dull look in response.

>>20439243
>most joints I go to play either boomer rock, or soul.
And that is your answer.

Have a banger that I listen to when I wanna get drunk and think about hoes:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LjxulQ1bEWg

Notice that there's not "narrative" here. There's the "taste" hook and an underlying melody on loop. And that's it.
Not much different from pop music in its verse-fillers, if you really think about it.

>>20439276
Do you have any particular anecdotes which would support your opinion about people's testiness?

>>20439150
I want to stop because it's fucked up my sleep schedule, it often gives me anxiety, and it sometimes makes me very sad.
I don't want to stop because it also sometimes makes me very happy. I enjoy things more when I'm stoned. I make music. I go on walks. I talk to friends. All of the little things become better. It's just unfortunate that that happiness has to come from a substance, and one with the negative effects listed above.
I'm at least not at the point where I'm stoned all the time; I smoke in the evening once a day usually. I feel like it could get there, though.

>>20439247
>Could they be heroes?
Just for one day.

>>20439146
oh and she kind of looks like emily blunt

>>20439284
Yeah one time I saw this anon asking people questions about why people like rap music, and when he asked them for more details about them not listening to the lyrics or what shock metal bands have to do with it they said "fuck off" or said sarcastic shit about how they would need to describe their whole life story to answer it. Fucking crazy man, it's like people think you should trust random anons at the word. How ducking wacky is that?

>>20439230
Wonder if I could set up GPT-3 or AI to chat with

To make it feed my writing/journal ideas back to me and generate similar ideas in a closed loop

Rap is probably one of the best subversion tools ever and one of the easiest ways to socially engineer an entire generation

>>20439280
>Yeah well Ive had a lifetime of experiences where I ask people about lyrics who basically say "huh, who cares?"
Great, then you should be able to cite two or three vivid examples that are at the front of your mind because they were crystalizing moments for you?
>Go ahead and ask your friends about the lyrics to whatever nigger shit you're listening to and get that dull look in response.
I will when I make some friends who do listen to rap music in party situations. I don't know when that's going to happen for obvious reasons.

>>20439300
You base you entire worldview on a single 4chan post? Wow you're a retard

I'm unironically the creator of this pepe
AMA

>>20439304
No bro it's le artistic geniuses

>>20439301
I've considered that. A friend told me to learn python and do it. I have no idea how to set it up. I've tried using a Javascript backend that takes 'relevant' sentences to give you a 'summary'. But how to then take that, put it in a database, and then retrieve that through some sort of a chatbot or even a search interface is well beyond my code-let abilities

>>20439315
Since when is a "particular anecdote" that literally just happened a worldview?
>Wow you're a retard
I think the sadder thing is that you're choosing to engage with a retard instead of trying to find out your intellectual equals. Unless....

>>20439308
Oh a vivid example. Okay, i had just masturbated to some fucked up porn. I was 18 and bored with life. It was 98 degrees out but took my husky for a walk anyway. I came back from the walk, picked a lemon from my lemon tree and made iced lemon water. As I was drinking iced lemon water my dads asian wife was listening to rap. I listened in to the lyrics and was disgusted by the talk of prostitution, drugs,and gang life. I said to her, "wtf how do you listen to those lyrics?"
She replied with "lol what lyrics? I like the beat"

Are you convinced now or do I need to make a hundred more posts detailing my ancedotes until you're convinced of something that anyone who isht a retard can grasp?

>>20439316
Have you ever monetized your pepemaking? If so, how? If you haven't, why not?

>>20439316
how big is your penis?

>>20439335
>Since when is a "particular anecdote" that literally just happened a worldview?
Since the retard made his worldview around that one post, retard.

I want to go out for a cigarette but I can't be fucked to move

>>20439337
>Are you convinced now or do I need to make a hundred more posts detailing my ancedotes until you're convinced of something that anyone who isht a retard can grasp?
That's not what you said, you said most people don't listen to the lyrics. I never said nobody does, I asked you why you think most people do.
Also who was the rapper in question? What was the beat like? Why all the extraneous details? What other music did youd dad's Asian wife listen to?

>>20439343
since my apartment is under new management, i can smoke inside now

>>20439342
Nobody did though. Also why do you like talking to retards as a priority, why don't you have the self-confidence to duke it out intellectually with geniuses? Also, what is your opinion of rap in social situations and how did you derive those views?

>>20439345
The beat was shit. My dads asian wifes taste in music was shit. I don't know the rap group, and I dont care. My point should be obvious. My anecdotes wont convince you. You're being autistic by demanding I give you a play by play of every experience I have ever had.
What experiences have you had to think that most people care about lyrics? Do you think the original claim about rap being a lyric oriented genre which is used as background music should rather indicate that most people don't care about active listening?
To me, thats the simplest answer and is corroborated by my life experience. If you have experience with people which indicates the contrary, please share it.

>>20439354
Yes anon did. You're one of those retards I talk to, and even though you're retarded, you happened to make a good point. I'll no longer waste time on your retardation. Please dont reply to me again, retard.

Ate some turmeric and now I have extremely pungent and acidic farts burning my asshole

>>20439366
How did you not make that realization on your own, how did you need a "retard" to point it out to you? I mean you're smarter than a retard right?

>>20439347
Even if I was allowed its just pretty unpleasant to smoke inside

>>20439363
> is corroborated by my life experience.
but how did you come to that conclusion?
>My anecdotes wont convince you.
You don't know that, you don't know me, I don't know you. Also I specifically asked for your reasoning? You don't make opinions and judgements whilly nilly do you?
>What experiences have you had to think that most people care about lyrics?
great question. I remember many friends in high school who made their chat screen names lyrics from, usually emo songs.
Off the top of my head:
I had a friend who would drive me around and analyze on our way to the bar in the city Kendrick Lamarr and Childish Gambino lyrics. And other rappers too, we'd dissect the word plays. I remember following a twitter called 'bigbiz' or something, he was a Somalian Canadian I think who would offer these sort of analysis of the lyrical themes in new drops by Kendrick or even Lil Uvi Vert. The very idea of the 'concept album' alludes to how much people think about the 'lyrics' be it in rap or
I recently saw a really symbolic video for a FKA Twigs song and all the youtube comments were dying the visual symbolism into the lyrics: which are about her talking to her childhood self and feelings of abandonment.
There was that time a friend yelled across the room of our friend's apartment while playing Metallica's One where he asked if I knew the story behind it.
But the crystalizing moment for me was when my best friend said their brother who was a virtuoso guitarist was "weird" for not listening to the lyrics of songs, but just dissecting the music. And I offered that I was like him: that's why I listen to non-English songs a lot. And it became a kind of Badher-madoff thing, after that, everywhere I looked I started seeing how people emphasized the lyrics

>>20438799
Why is contemplation so conducive to melancholy?
Every once in a while when I get back into reading I enter into a strange mood. I'm normally a very anxious person. Always seeking to fill myself up with something or other, to endlessly distract myself with shallow worries. But when I start to read it's like a whole separate track lying dormant in my brain awakens and I become instantly a different and better person. My anxiety instantly disappears, but then always, as though my mind were compensating or offsetting the loss, my mood plummets.
It's kind of good feeling though in a strange way. Like nothing else in the world matters except my current train of thought and pursuing it obsessively until I obtain something greater.

>>20439415
>Why is contemplation so conducive to melancholy?
This may not be relevant to the sensations you describe with reading... but James Pennebaker's research, the gist of it is: people who use more first person pronouns in their writing are statistically more likley to be depressed or even suicidal while those who use more third person pronouns but crucially also lots of causative phrases (because, due to, as a result) tend to be happier. The theory is that those who introspect using the first person pronoun are incapable of separating themselves from situations, while the third person/causative writers take a more detached and objective view of themselves

>>20439431
Whats the solution to being happy? Lobotomy?

>>20439405
Thats interesting and I appreicate your anecdotes. I take it you're not american? Our disagreement may stem from being foreigners to one another.

You've been generous with your anecdotes so I'll try with mine. I was taking a health class my sophomore year of high school. The teacher wanted to make a point about music. He took a girls phone and asked what she was listening to. At this time of course it was common for the near constant listening of music, even durinf a class lecture.
She named the song and artist and the teacher looked up the lyrics. He read them aloud to the class. They were depraved lyrics. The girl claimed not to be aware. Maybe she was lying, maybe not. I knew who she was. She was just a dumb teenage girl, very few thoughts crossed her mind. In any case, given the circumstance, I am sure she was only passively listening
The teacher made an excellent point. Young people blast that crap in their ears all the time. But it is passive listening. And thithis is a point he emphasized. What effect does passive listening to such depraved lyrics do to the subconscious?
But I suppose answering that us a tangent. In any case, you can claim my story is merely one example. And thats problem. To make the point you and I are arguing requires establishing a pattern and the use of anecdotes will never be sufficient enough to assure certainty in any hypothesis. So, you'll just have to trust my statment when I say most people dont care about lyrics to a song.

>>20439383
my roommate is a smoker too. I don't see how that matters

>>20439438
The assumption is that the more emotional distance that you put between yourself and your behaviors, ironically enough the better you are at controlling the negative ones, the linguistic clue of when you start doing this would be when you stop saying things like
>I do this because I am weak and stupid
and start saying things more like
>Underpreperation means I become worried the night before, and I don't get a good night sleep so when I actually do this I am tired and not at my best
In other therapies patients are actively encouraged to give addictions or phobias or other negative pathologies identities that are separate from their own.
Now put on your tinfoil hats, it's possible that when autismos make their own 'tulpas' for reasons beyond cooming they are self-medicating this technique. In fact the entire history of muses and daemons may be intertwined with this externalization of thoughts and pathologies? Maybe. I'm still looking into that.

>>20439367
shit looks like sweet potatoes

>>20439460
What do you think is a schizophrenia?

>>20439460
>Now put on your tinfoil hats, it's possible that when autismos make their own 'tulpas' for reasons beyond cooming they are self-medicating this technique. In fact the entire history of muses and daemons may be intertwined with this externalization of thoughts and pathologies? Maybe. I'm still looking into that.
I foresee kino from two miles away.

>>20439459
It's just the vibe. I am from a cucked country with lots of smoking laws and even though I smoke there are certain habits I have become accustomed to and not smoking indoors is one of them.

>>20439443
my roommate and I got in a discussion about this. I don't see the correlation between the two, but a lot of this place doesn't believe in any sort of free will exercises so it might be moot to even bring up my perspective on it. but I'll bite. the problem with deterministic arguments against listening to foul music, whether religious or not, is that it doesn't account for personhood or a conscious actor between human and object. it would be one thing if people were just slaves to the world around them and let everything control them but such is not the case. like, video games don't necessarily make you violent, nor does listening to Deicide at loud volumes to the chagrin of your parents, housemate or landlord, except maybe being told to turn it down or threats of eviction, worse case scenario. however, to deny people have control over sensations that music, or movies or video games or tv, etc etc denies that the self even exists, that essentially we're just on auto-pilot or worse yet, part of the same primordial substance that produces such violence and innuendo, which if that's the case, we're just as guilty as what the rest of our existence embodies and nothing more. so its self-refuting.

>>20439477
I hate to say but I cannot relate. my apologies.

>>20439443
I have to admit it was hard to remember them, I now see got fucking greedy with the burden of proof I was asking for.
>I take it you're not american?
bloody oath, from straylia m8.
> In any case, given the circumstance, I am sure she was only passively listening
That does not suprise me, but what I'd like to know is: was it a song-song, or was it rap?
>Young people blast that crap in their ears all the time. But it is passive listening.
Let me be clear, I always thought that people like me, passively listened to music and was shocked to see that people actually paid attention to lyrics. And it was that friend of mine driving around at 9pm to hit up a bar and talk to girls where he was dissecting lyrics with me that opened my mind to all lyrics, not just rap. A few short years later I discovered Sparks.
>To make the point you and I are arguing requires establishing a pattern and the use of anecdotes will never be sufficient enough to assure certainty in any hypothesis
To the contrary, the "anecdote" I really care about is how that crystalized in your mind this idea of lyrics as passive listening.
> I are arguing requires establishing a pattern and the use of anecdotes will never be sufficient enough to assure certainty in any hypothesis.
Yes... and if I hear another person give a similar one-off anecdote, and another... well at some point it's going to reach a critical mass of credibility isn't it?
Or to put it another way: my intention is not for me to instantly persuade an anonymous poster (like you or anyone else) to a different viewpoint, nor is it to be persuaded wholesale myself, nor is it to somehow score 'points' by 'owning' them. My intention is really:
>"Do I really have a handle on how people interact with music? Is the way that people interact with rap music different from the way that they interact with other, more visceral types of music?"

>>20439472
Exactly. These fantasies that personify their own thoughts is probably a coping mechanism. It's just that it fails under the load.
>>20439473
I think Fight Club kinda already did that

>>20439493
>Sparks
you mean that sorta glam rock outfit that ended up going electronic in the 80s?

>>20439493
Pal I would love to continue talking but I'm near about black out drunk. Rec me a good rap song with very nice lyrics

Lol I stabbed myself with a toothpick. What do you guys think

>>20438924
Why would you want a borderline gf? Do you hate yourself?

>>20438918
wait is lit full of antivaxxers?
i thought you people were at least pseudo-smart. im going back to r.eddit and /a/

>>20439004
Go for it. Less regret. You need to do this.

>>20439443
>The teacher made an excellent point. Young people blast that crap in their ears all the time. But it is passive listening. And thithis is a point he emphasized. What effect does passive listening to such depraved lyrics do to the subconscious?
Not him, but as I already mentioned I believe that music in general is probably one of the strongest methods of social influence, manipulation and control, just look at all the different social movements that at its core where sparked due to a few bands (hippies and psychedelic movement in the 60s for example). Most people listen to music as background noise, the average person will eventually "zone out" after a while and its in those relaxed passive states where the brain enters a lower frequency state like alpha or even theta, from what I understand actual hypnosis focuses on lowering the brain activity to those frequencies since your subconscious becomes susceptible to any external input like ideas, noises, images,etc. This can happen when watching or consuming any type of media.

The best way to subvert someone is by making them believe they are consuming entertainment or art when in reality they are consuming elaborated propaganda, at the end its effective propaganda because the target is completely unaware of the fact that they are being brainwashed. Just look at all the retards who watch nightshows and other "comedy" shows every day when in reality they are being indoctrinated by state propaganda.

>>20439068
Fuck that. I think sleep paralysis would drive me over the edge. Just those nightmares where it takes you a few minutes after waking up to know it wasn’t real are bad enough for me.

>>20439505
You got a problem with Glam rock ya kent?
>>20439526
Thanks for the chat. Man I have not listened to rap in like 3 years... Hoarse by Earl Sweatshirt always sticks in my mind more because of the prosody than the lyrics, but he really does mix metaphors with fluidity
>Sweeping up the glass to use it as a garnish over tracks
>Damaged like the leg he limping to the barn with Chickenshits
>Temper 'bout as thick as tips of pencils is, missiles to the picket fence
>Who spit as good finger-lickin' bitch bet, it's 36 fish
>Netted like the hook was inefficient

>>20439086
> jerked off to a fantasy of […] murdering
Kys time

>>20439549
I feel like a very special person for caring about lyrics so much. Dont mean that ironically. I think its themark of a non npc

>>20439541
Pseudo-smart just means midwit and midwit is just codeword for woman so you know what that means. Tits. Out.

>>20439557
Caring about a lower form of poetry is the mark of a non npc? I personally can't stand vocals at all. Vocalists who are also amazing lyricists are few and far between. Those who recognize their own ineptitude with respect to the actual literary greats are unheard-of.

>>20439301
It’s unlikely you have enough material for it to be coherent.

>>20439541
>im going back to r.eddit and /a/

>>20439555
No I love it. Wtf man. Gary Glitter, T. Rex, Slade, Girl, etc etc

>>20439564
I didnt say vocalist. I said lyricists. Are you esl?

>>20439539
Apparently those women are attracted to me like flies on shit

>>20439573
Nice. But to answer your question, yes Sparks did go electronic.

>>20439183
You don't need to listen to the lyrics or think about them. Most people don't. It's the same as pop music, just a catchy beat to listen to. "Rapping" is musically nice to listen to, it's percussive and rhythmic. "King's Dead" by kendrick has some of the stupidest, most asine lyrics I've ever heard, but the songs fun and catchy.

>>20439562
Are you accusing me of being a woman? Why do people on this board do that so much? I'm not. I beat my dick to tessa fowler a couple hours ago.

>>20439569
God this is cringe. It doesn't even matter if you didn't draw it why the fuck would you save that to your computer. Go back to /pol/.

>>20439564
>tfw lyricist
Eventually I will get it right

Soon..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6j0J0x6ZY8Y

>>20439587
Go back to /a/ you low iq discord tranny. Im convinced you dont even read at all and you're here and most definetely on other boards as well just to spam report things you dont like or find offensive.

Wtf why did no one respond to my self harm post? Do I need to cut for (You)s?

>>20439632
I didn't realise it was self harm I thought you were saying it was an accident. Maybe you need to word your cries for help a little better.

don't hurt yourself anon

>>20439639
Nah mans I fnally got it figured out. Cuts leave scars, burns just suck. But toothpick stabbings are perfect. No one notices. They don't scar. I can get away with it. I am euphoric to have discovered this.

>think hustle culture is below you
>now can't hustle to survive

>>20439582
yeah thought I was thinking of the same band. good stuff.

>>20439619
certain at this point that tranny-triggered troglodytes like you who accuse others of not reading are the ones who don't read. you're just here to be a shithead narc

How do you find it in your heart to care about others? Whenever I feel some wave of altruism in me brewing I remember how others treated me in the past and I instantly lose any will to be any nicer than I have to be on a minimum level to avoid people getting on my case for my lack of it. I know those people who did it to me are not the same people who I would be nice towards but it just seems like emotional cuckoldry to me, to be nice when you yourself have never been shown any kindness. I have nothing to repay or to be thankful for. Nobody is entitled to my kindness. I have zero reasons to be nice to others just so that others could take advantage of it or even perceive it as a sign of weakness and submission, with none of it bringing me any benefit socially. It's cuckoldry to pour time and effort into people for no benefit to yourself at all.

>>20439880
A minimum level of kindness should be enough. If you really intend to care about others, start with specific people. Treat one person better, even if they don't behave how you want them to. Hold your pride and do it for a long time. You will see a change in attitude. Expecting anything out of strangers is a losing game.

>>20439068
I'm being completely unironic when I tell you that if you learn to spin your nonphysical body like a Beyblade during a bout of paralysis, you'll be able to astral project. Read The Phase

>>20438930
there's no tripcode, retarded newfag cunt

>>20439459
>>20439477
why would you want your house to smell absolutely HORRENDOUS? have you lost your sense of smell? the houses of people who smoke inside smell unbearably bad.

>>20439557
I strongly disagree. I think you'll find NPCs listen predominantly to music that has vocals. instrumental music takes far more musical appreciation and it seems to me people are more easily emotionally swayed by lyrical/vocal music whether or not they pay any deeper attention to the lyrics

>>20440021
chill virgin

I have lived for a long time as a loner and still managed to stay in an equilibrium where I did not slip into social retardation and never felt crippling solitude. That being said, I did not live alone. Now that I moved into an own flat, I felt the full force of devastating modern living and I dont know if I like that. Being alone is like a smothering, comfortable blanket on a cold day at this point. Its way too warm, I am sweating and itching all over, but I just have no desire to lift it. And once I lift it, I suddenly realize how disgusting it would be to crawl back into the damp bed. Recently I reached out to someone at work coincidentally, simply because I tried to act like a human and immediately ended up sabotaging myself by declining an offer to meet sometime because this was not part of the plan at all. And then I came out empty-handed with a nagging feeling because I have disturbed the balance. Feel like shit for shuting down an opportunity and at the same time want to just forget that this opportunity was there in the first place.
I truly desire peace and seclusion, but every time I am torn out of it, regret hits me like a ton of bricks. Its like I have been choking out my need for human contact for a long time but it just does not want to die and every time someone pierces my persona beyond stupid small-talk, my grip slips and this instincts manages to catch some air and starts screaming.
I guess I now have walked the full circle of being a shut-in depressed fag. The initial romance evaporated and now the hangover sets in.
Man I want the teenage days back, where suffering had a unique, desirable trait to it, where one could comfortably suffer. Now its just bleak, constant pain.

>>20440021
I bet you smell like patchouli and the inside of Whole Foods

>>20439880
read Schopenhauer and stop being a cunt

Are lefties brain damaged?

I’ve finally figured out what I want to do but I’m worried that ship has sailed. I’m 29 already.

>>20440147
What do you want to do?

>>20439443
I wonder why in English, an anecdote is a real story from real life that happened to you and is mildly interesting at least
But in Russian "anecdote" means a made up stupid joke a-la "a horse walks into a bar" etc

>>20440121
i mean, she's not wrong.

>>20440157
The economy is real retard

>>20440121
she spittin fr fr

>>20440171
not realer than food

>>20440171
obviously it is, just because something is "made up" doesn't make it unreal?

>>20440187
Are you illiterate?

>>20440151
Ah. Should I say? I’m superstitious when it comes to talking and being specific about these things

>>20440171
The idea that the economy isn't real is just as real and immanent as is the economy itself.

BASED AMERICA BASED JEWS BASED LEFTISM BASED BASED BASED

>>20440121
She is right, albeit stupid.
We may learn intelligent and complicated things in our time all we want, but when it comes to it, the only real solution is to take guns and shoot the rich. Kill them all.

>>20440205
Then be general

>>20440232
It’a a visual art.

>>20440085
>stop being a cunt
Why?

Besides just time hurdles, the single biggest hurdle I’ve faced when it comes to doing what I want with my life has been debt and all of it is from student loans. If any young people are reading this and considering going into debt for college, please, please at least consider doing what you can to minimize that debt burden. In retrospect, I may have still gone to college, but I definitely would have gone to a much smaller, cheaper college.

>>20440287
its for your own good. and your safety

thinking of suiciding

>>20440306
I would be sad if you did

>>20440240
29 doesn't sound too old unless you want to be a famous painter

"It's not procrastination, it just not important for you"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4eEaVqG8VFM

>>20440324
I don’t care about fame. I would like to work anonymously if that would be possible. I don’t care about money either for that matter. And I have been doing this for a long time off and on. I kind of did it, got frustrated with it, stopped for a while, did it, got frustrated, stopped for a while, but I started again a couple of years ago and I’ve found a new side of it that really inspires me. You just don’t see many people at my age venturing out to do this, maybe because there’s such a steep learning curve and maybe I shouldn’t consider myself a beginner but I do because I’ve not been consistent. I just tend to be someone who is very self conscious and not confident, especially now over my age because I have this hang up where I feel like I was robbed of a few years.

>>20438908
how do I calculate my astrological position vis a vis yours and then understand it? bday is june 21st so I'm a cusper (cancer technically but it's supposed to be more calculated than that)

>>20440335
It sounds like you have a good shot at being good at it if you stop being so inconsistent.

>>20440172
fax no cap

>>20440324
Actually I’d almost feel better if it was wanting to be a famous painter because there’s at least one very famous example of someone actually doing exactly that. Re

>>20440034
>>20440082
lmao did that actually trigger you? it's perfectly true. Jesus Christ I don't wanna know how horrible you and your house must smell

>>20440213
this post is a good reason why we should, in fact, kill the middle class

>>20440339
Ah. Thanks. I do think I have some talent and I have that time, which is better than nothing. Unfortunately, art is something that can you have insane talent for and be extremely dedicated, but just never really make anything great. It just works like that sometimes. I think my biggest hang up actually now that I think about it is not my age; but that I see myself as something of an outsider. It’s not just that I’m older than most at the same point, even where I’m from, my personality, stuff like that. It’s not exactly a common aspiration for people where I’m from and I’ve found I don’t really have the same, I don’t know, presentation as a lot of people who are successful at this. There will be a lot of hurdles for me and I’m caught between believing myself and believing firmly I will be successful or being realistic so I can dull the blow of setbacks or lack of traction or whatever. I’m probably thinking to much.

Thank you for letting me get these thoughts out.

Found this particularly beautiful, it’s from the mandaean psalms of Thomas but is thought to be a translation of an even further cult book of which for the most part is lost, you can tell from the repetition patterns its age, and the execution is just beautiful. Really strikes at the mind.

My father, the glad light, the glad light, the glorious.

My father, the glad light, the glad and blessed light.

My father, the glad light, the glad and honored light.
He evoked the aeons of light, he appointed them to the joy of his greatness.

He evoked the aeons of peace, in whom there is no waning or diminution.

He evoked the aeons of light, he summoned his sons and set them up in them.

He evoked the aeons of peace, he summoned his richnessses and set them up in them.

He evoked the aeons of rest, he summoned his angels and set them up in them.
He established dwellings of life and set up living images in them.

He set up living images in them which never perish.

He evoked clouds of brightness, dropping down dew and life,

He summoned a holy fire, giving a sweet burning.

He evoked a wind and and air, breathing the breath of the living.

He evoked holy mountains, sending up fragrant roots.


They are all in agreement and concord: there is no waning or diminution in them,

they are rejoicing and being glad in the glory, full, abiding in eternity.

>>20440363
>but that I see myself as something of an outsider.
Fellow outsider here as well. Retain that. Well-integrated artists rarely break new ground. It's the outsiders and iconoclasts who create new art from their isolated perspectives. Obviously, this doesn't mean you or I categorically or inevitably WILL create something genuinely new, but people like you and I are overrepresented among the greats. Hold onto the things that make you different, even though it's a very difficult path. I can tell you that from experience.

>tfw no latina mamacita gf to grace my life

It doesnt matter if I find gf. All these years made me too jaded and bitter. You cant make a new house out of burned down materials.

>>20440213
Depends what you mean by “the rich”

>>20440379
>he doesn't know
once she hits her late 20's papi isn't going to be lusting over her anymore
these days being lucky in america is having a wife who isn't a fat white feminist (midwestern "thicc") or a latina land whale

They sang the song that elevated humanity. Hundreds of thousands of inspired voices emerged from the global crisis and spoke powerful testimony about the value of life and the wonder of the universe. Their communications would touch the souls of billions and inspire incredible personal and social transformations. They would give birth to a generation of creatives that would outshine even them.
It most definitely was not called "normal," but the opposite: a strangification of experience; a socially infectious enchantment with life and all of existence. It was a psycho-social singularity, a singularity of human relationships including the transpersonal. What led it is the call of wonder, what drove it was the desire of curiosity at its greatest heights of aspiration.
Have you ever had a teacher who truly loved and lived to teach? Who had an overwhelming passion for teaching that made them an outstanding instructor? The kind of teacher who successfully infects students with the desire to learn and explore?
I have! I know they exist! I know how they have touched me! I have felt the same spark of inspiration in so many including writers, philosophers, artists, scientists, and their greatest passions speak of this blissful love of learning. If such passions could touch the hearts of the masses, it would be the single most transformative event in human history.
This is my greatest dream, and one day it will become a reality.

>>20440377
I don’t know if breaking new ground is what I’m aiming for. I don’t want to change the medium. I want to be good with it.

>>20440393
must you keep posting this garbage?

>>20440398
Yes, I'm deeply autistic, lonely, and dumb. I'm sorry.

>>20438799
I am a racist because I believe in biology.
I am a trans rights advocate because I believe in biology.
I am a transhumanist because I believe in transcending biology.

>>20440147
You’ll probably have 60-70 years left. You are young as shit. Everyone develops at their own pace. Better to become your own man at 40 then never. I feel most people who have the same issue as you are only looking at the money aspect, like college and all. Even then, you can go to school at anytime.

>>20440398
Rewrite it and make it better. Or describe your own dream of the future, if you have one (nightmares not allowed.)

>>20440393
lmao nigga thought this cringe was good work and spent his personal time passionately writing and refining it to post to others on a senegalese horse trading forum

>>20440406
>transhumanism
cringe, these dreams are to the 21st century what social utopian projects were to the last one. your trannies are the closest we've gotten to transcending biology

>>20440446
Trannies are the purest demonstration of the limits and horrors of biology

Where do the ideas come from? Why do some people get grand ideas and inspiration while others dont?

>>20440509
My suspicion is that it has a lot to do with following brilliant questions such as these.
Does anyone know any books on the subject of creative inspiration?

trying to overcome inertia

>>20440428
A lot of the men in my family have died or had serious problems in their 50s or 60s so I think I might have just 30 or 40 years.

>>20440509
Henry James had a quote about seeing the real world as inspiration for the imagined world. I like that because it implies a sort of openness and also sacrifice.

>>20440509
From God unironically

>>20440572
Is prayer enough?

>>20440537
Plato's Ion

>>20440578
Not but it may help

>>20440590
Why would help more?

>>20440572
on god fr no cap ??

I’ve saved a little over $25k. I was planning on using for tuition and living expenses for a while, but lately I’ve been wondering if I should use $20k to wipe out my higher interest student loans. That will leave me with not enough for school or living expenses unfortunately.

>>20440551
Still a long time, and if you really don’t have that much time, wouldn’t it be best spent doing what you want to do?

>>20440590
bruh u finna say on god u gotta prayer but fr pray dont help ?? smdh bruh no cap

>>20440655
Absolutely. I’ve been watching this show recently that his this guy on it who is basically a ski bum. He’s in his early 30s. He has a job, but not like a careerist sort of one. He just appears so free and happy. For an artist, that last bit might not be achievable but the first bit is essential and that makes me regret sort of the path that I’ve taken so far. You know, it’s just like you can’t erase your past and to some degree it hardens you into something so you worry about whether you can really change.

>>20440509
If you haven't been possessed by a discarnate entity/demon or held a successful seance yet, I'm afraid it's over

>look at me
>tits ass pussy
>sex sex sex
>look at me
Meme gender

>>20440509
Low latent inhibition?

>>20440689
Being an angry incel seems to suit whatever gender you are

>>20440694
I assure you that my celibacy is voluntary, m'lady

>>20438945
>get on my level
You have no level to begin with you dunderwhelp.
I have opposing sun and moon signs. Now THAT is an existential crisis in and of itself. You cannot even get on MY level.

>>20440210
>Mrs Robinson
"Hello Mrs Robinson..."
In any case, she did well for herself.

>>20439164
based
what a depressing 4 hours that was

>>20440298
I don't understand. For my own good? Do you live in some fantasy world where kindness is necessarily repaid by the kindness of others?

>>20440711
>>20440210
mrs robinson is such a gilf name
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9C1BCAgu2I8

>>20438968
so where are these personal planets located
aren't planets ie ones in outer space in a fixed configuration wrt all of us

>>20439316
what you need an award or something

>>20440672
The thing is you can always start new at any moment. I always think of sports where they’ll show statistics like “a team has never come from 3-0 down in a series”, or “There has never been a pitcher over the age of 35 to throw a perfect game”, etc. Those things can never happen…until they do. And those that do them are the ones who believe and try. I’m actually reading this book by Henry Miller called Big Sur and the Oranges of Hieronymus Bosch now and I think it might interest you. It’s hard to sum up, but a large theme is artists who retreat from society, live cheaply and roughly in the outdoors, and work to their vision. It’s a shame art has been so commercialized and fame and money have been tied up in it. All an artist is, is someone who creates art through THEIR own vision, and create it truly. You might also be interested in some of Emerson’s essays like Circles, Poet, and Self-Reliance. I’ve noticed that many people who wish to pursue art don’t because they compare themselves to other commercially successful artists and feel paralyzed. Pursue your dreams of being an artist, and you can’t fail if you create from the heart

>>20438918
I know a goth girl who is unvaxxed because of allergies. Though you'd probably also kill her because you probably would think her other medical problems are part of a government conspiracy.

the internet should be text only

>>20440613
Working hard and having talent for it
>>20440657
I didn't say prayer doesn't help brainlet

>>20440866
Have you tried Gopher or https://gemini.circumlunar.space/ ?

>>20440689
Gordita, hermosa

>>20440874
>have you tried meme #534563 or meme #54377

>>20440689
She's damn pretty. I'd simp for her, praise her, hit it with all passion, but you'd have to be a lunatic to stick around.

>>20440793
Why do you think you can say art is the same as sports though? Like what you say might be true but I think it actually is very unlikely for someone say, 35 years old, to get very good, pro level at a sport. That’s one arena where you could say the ship has sailed.

>>20440896
Talent can be developed over time. You get better by doing. Many saying that children’s art is the purest form of art anyway. Also you’re comparing your talent to others most likely. There is a clash between idolizing a ski bum who lives off grid and creates art versus not pursuing your dreams because you are worried about talent. I doubt the ski bum worries about his talent except when compared to his past work. Many writers say they aren’t good writers. They just have to write. And with all that writing, something beautiful is eventually crafted. Is it fame and money you’re after? If it is, you’re probably pursuing it the wrong way

>>20440881
i'd stick around because i'll have no options and i wont attempt to find any because she'll brainwash me into thinking i'm worthless
she'll present a sweet sexy girl persona to her social media followers but personally she'll be an absolute meanie to me

>>20440896
i heard cycling is dominated by 50 year old boomers because of how low impact it is

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

>>20440873
>having talent for it
How do I know that?

>>20441018
By comparing yourself with others and observing whether you make progress faster than average

>>20440939
I’m not worried about talent honestly. Now that I think about it, I’m not exactly sure what I’m worried about. I’m not after came or money at all, but obviously, some notoriety comes with producing something that’s good so I do want notoriety in so far as it’s the result of making something good.

>>20440988
That’s crazy if that’s true. I imagine most of them started training pretty young.

>>20438799
man i REALLY need to turn off my phone when i drink

>>20441243
>tfw 30 year old kissless virgin neet
No talent. That was quick assessment.

I want a jewish gf

>>20438799
need a new black gf
old one had a psychotic breakdown and lives in a different universe now

>>20441263
Sure, that means you're not talented in terms of social skills, but you could still have other unrelated talents

>>20441246
If your not sure what you’re worried about, it’s probably nothing. A circle of artists is different from fame and money. The former is productive, while the latter tethers your work to public opinion and leads to mediocrity. Everyone has irrational thoughts. Once you realize what they are, they fade away. Even if you fail in pursuing your dream, you will be happier than being paralyzed dreaming your dream. Everyone is afraid of change, it uncomfortable, but humans are extremely adaptable

>>20441286
I really want to believe but dont you think that 30 years is more than enough for a talent to emerge itself as an interest?

>>20439991
>wake up in the middle of the night
>paralyzed
>booming sound in both ears followed by increasingly intense tinnitus
>entire body feels as though it's vibrating
>become aware that this is the prelude to projecting
>awareness causes me to fuck up and my fingers twitch
>gone
Some day.

>>20441246
>I imagine most of them started training pretty young.
no

How the hell do people manage to write essays and papers? My mind is so fucked and paralyzed

>>20441294
no

you have to experience a great deal

>>20439991
The issue I have is even though I know what’s going on, I still get freaked out. And by freaking out, it makes the experience scary. I need to just stay calm and think of beautiful girls, laughter, peaceful nature, and shit like that. It’s tough though. Everyone thinks they would be a brave soldier till the bullets start flying all around you

I want to know if there's any good zombie lit

>>20438822
You are addicted.

>>20441361

>>20441361
I'm not sure how good you would find it, but Resident Evil had some novels and people are very fond of them.

I'am barred from life's feast.

>>20441355
the secret to writing good essays:
>sit in front of computer
>browse 4chan, jerk off, and generally waste time until it's 12 hours before your deadline
>snort speed until you're on another wavelength
>crank out the most inspired piece of work you've ever seen like it's nothing
>reread it after submission and realize it's incoherent nonsense
it's literally that easy

I wish some cult members would come knocking on my door so I can rape them

>>20441482
One day at a time..

I have been shilling a product here for years without ever have bought it. It's one of the more expensive ereaders on the market. I just wonder how many anons I've meme'd into purchasing it. I'm sorry.

>>20441499
If anyone did they must've been quite the consoomers to pay so much for an ereader, so it's no biggie.

>>20441455
I'm trying to get keyed in to zombies, and from what I know of the video game series it doesn't seem like RE will do it, but thank you

All books are text books

>>20440793
>There has never been a pitcher over the age of 35 to throw a perfect game
To be fair, this is because pitchers come into the big leagues straight out of school. By 35, most have had many, many shoulder repair surgeries. Their bodies are literally just gone. There's only so many times you can throw a ball that hard in our puny little human bodies. It has very little to do with anything else.

>>20441609
It was an example. I know teams have come from 3-0 down before as well. My point is that something hasn’t been done until it’s done

>>20438799
I'm stressing out. someone say something so I stop, please.

>>20439292
we are similar

>>20438799
I'm really hungry and that sandwich looks really nice

>>20441718
it's never going to get better

>>20441718
Read a book, maybe some nice adventure or mystery. Forcing yourself to think of something else can help you deal with stress.

My predictions
2025 Mars colonized
2030 Tokyo first city to reach 1 billion population
2035 Self-aware AI
2040 Europa, Venus, Luna colonized
2050 Proxima Centauri b first exoplanet colonized

>>20441718
Let's fight lil nigga. Even if you get beat up it will take your mind off everything else.

My dad has been a lot of weight recently and I don't think my parents can have sex because of it. My mom is getting VERY bitchy.

>>20441359
how much is a great deal? dont really talented people realize it pretty early in their lives?

new thread
>>20441814

>>20441755
>>20441755
Astonished people are still tech optimists in 2022

>>20441837
His predictions are too optimistic even for optimists.

>>20441768
I'd actually like that, yeah

I really want to find like a physical hobby or sport that I enjoy and maybe can make some friend who are involved in it also. I used to lift weights but I stopped having fun with it and that’s really a solitary thing anyway. Right now the only exercise I get really is going for a brisk long walk every morning.

>>20443390
I think I would like to learn to snowboard and surf. I’ve always been really attracted to those sports and get along with the people who do them. That would give me something I can do in the winter, something I can do in the summer, and I guess I’d have to find something to do all the time in between.

>>20441730
i'm hungry but i have to anal masturbate so i'm not eating for a while

>>20441837
redpill me on tech optimism

>>20444185
It’s all reliant on fossil fuels. And that’s finite and dirty dangerous.
On top of that it’s a stultifying society.
Difficult to imagine a that can invent and advance technology without becoming a slave to it. I try though