/lit/ - Literature

first for zyzz

>>20386042
My God, I didn't remember that.

Why aren’t you having sex tonight? What’s your excuse?

>>20386042
Things seem to be looking up, this is going to be a good summer.

>>20386047
I don't have anyone to have sex with. Lowering my expectations = getting with ugly chicks keenly aware of their social standing, fixated on leveraging it, competition etc. Rather not deal desu, sex is probably nice but not worth it.

>>20386047
I am bored of women. They're all the same generic whore or they're needy and offer nothing in return. I miss when I was naive and thought they were great. 95% of what I thought women were about was in my mind. The other 5% is just a loose fleshlight that won't stop talking about going to museums but doesn't actually do or like anything in the museum when you get there.

>>20386047
The sexual revolution and it's consequences have been a disaster for the human race.

>>20386047
I am. Gf takes the dick whether she wants it or not.

why do I waste my mental energy on people I despise?

>>20386042
I’ve been dealing with a condition since last fall that involves a sharp, prickly nerve pain that spreads all over the skin of my stomach, chest, and back. It seems to mostly be triggered by heat, as it starts whenever I get even a little overheated. However, it also happens randomly sometimes. I have no idea what’s causing this or what it is. I haven’t been able to find anything about this on the internet. I finally got a doctors appointment but it’s not until June 2nd. I’m so scared that I’m going to be stuck with whatever this is for the rest of my life.

>>20386153
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life

Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?

Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?

What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed

"Oh, you've been in the house too long" she said
And I naturally fled

In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye?

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now

"Oh, you've been in the house too long" she said
And I naturally fled

In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?

>>20386042
I now have less than 1000 in my bank account. I do not like this.

>>20386156
I'm sorry but those subjective nerve afflictions are mostly untreatable. There is no objective test for your suffering so your doctors will think you're a schizo or just prescribe you pain pills. I have some weird shit with a nerve in my collarbone that causes extreme pain and all the doctors I've seen just shrugged their shoulders and said I looked fine.

>>20386156
damn. hope everything works out, anon

>>20386047
Don't want to and she's cool with that.
>>20386088
Just find a girl who doesn't really care about sex that much. Seriously, guys will chase after freaks and nymphos and then get surprised when they find out that they're whores but ignore "frigid" girls or girls who are limp and/or vanilla in bed. Sex really isn't that important so don't let it get to you, family and life-long friendship is. The sooner you realise that the sooner you'll be happy (and yeah, becoming celibate is also a valid choice).

>>20386172
Bro I have a negative account balance step your brokenigga game up.

>>20386180
nooo I don't wanna

Feeling kinda bad today. I take meds, and they usually keep me from wanting to claw my face off, but today I'm pretty on edge. I'm stressed about money and my NEETdom.

>>20386172
you have no idea what being broke really means. no idea...

>>20386047
imagine the smell when she’s bulking protein

Hope global warming is real and it gets 100x worse in the next few years.

>>20386219
everything must be destroyed before we can rebuild

I can’t stop schizing.

>>20386219
I want the civilization to collapse but fucking hate warm weather. Why can’t there be ice age instead?

lets writing boy's

>>20386174
That’s what I’m afraid of

>>20386156
>>20386174
sounds like the kind of shit that made kurt cobain do heroin and kill himself when the junk didn't work

>>20386045
Based.

>>20386172
if it makes you feel better i have lots of money in my bank account

>>20386252
It’s not severe or debilitating enough to make turn to heavy drugs and I would refuse any opiates if the doctor offered any. It’s just very irritating and prevents me from being able to exercise.

>>20386272
Sounds debilitating if you can't even get your pump on.

They sang the song that elevated humanity. Hundreds of thousands of inspired voices emerged from the global crisis and spoke powerful testimony about the value of life and the wonder of the universe. Their communications would touch the souls of billions and inspire incredible personal and social transformations. They would give birth to a generation of creatives that would outshine even them.

It most definitely was not called "normal," but the opposite: a strangification of experience; a socially infectious enchantment with life and all of existence. It was a psycho-social singularity, a singularity of human relationships including the transpersonal. What led it is the call of wonder, what drove it was the desire of curiosity at its greatest heights of aspiration.

Have you ever had a teacher who truly loved and lived to teach? Who had an overwhelming passion for teaching that made them an outstanding instructor? The kind of teacher who successfully infects students with the desire to learn and explore?

I have! I know they exist! I know how they have touched me! I have felt the same spark of inspiration in so many including writers, philosophers, artists, scientists, and their greatest passions speak of this blissful love of learning. If such passions could touch the hearts of the masses, it would be the single most transformative event in human history.

This is my greatest dream, and one day it will become a reality.

why isn’t the plural of boy, boies?
why isn’t the plural of monkey, monkies?
grrr

>>20386047
I DONT KNOW WHERE TO MEET WOMEN

>>20386042
That screensaver always makes me think of the SCP foundation.

>>20386178
WHERE DO I FIND ONE OF THESE WOMEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

lol remember when my poem made it to the November edition of &amp and you all got mad at me

I'm like Elliot Rodgers. I drive around, go downtown, go into stores, hang around libraries, read in the park, go to popular hiking trails, stroll around tbe neighnorhood, BUT STILL NO GF WHAT THE FUCK HOW DO I MEET PEOPLE

>>20386300
Women who "don't care about sex" are actually whores who have decided to settle for a lesser man (You) and thus just don't care about sex with (You).

>>20386308

>>20386310
It's the old
>I don't like giving blowjobs, I'm not that kind of girl.
>*has sucked 20 different cocks*

>>20386271
It doesn't! But I'm happy for you, anon!

>>20386313
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I JUST FUCKING GIVE UP FUCK IT ALL FUCK FUCK FUCK

>>20386318
please stop

>>20386326
Make women stop being whores and he will feel better and then stop.

>>20386330
no incel posting

>>20386326
I AM IN AGONY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I JUST WANT A GF

>>20386305
Based crackhead delusions.

>>20386336
I will incel post and you can never stop me no matter what you do

>>20386338
you're just being annoying and this is all performance

>>20386342
Being forever alone isnt a performance. It's a lifestyle

mood

>>20386357
Me every morning

>>20386357
Pussy bitch. You know the solution but aren't man enough to do it.

>>20386339
i wrote it really high and was laughing maniacally the whole time

>>20386368
Do you wait for people to say gloomy shit on 4chan and then try to suicide bait them? What a faggot hahaha, is it some nihilist posturing based on a persona you cobbled together from your discord antinatalist group? Or is it a sex thing? Either way nobody cares.

>>20386370
god I want something to smoke right now

>>20386368
not wanting to be alive and wanting to die are two different things

>>20386368
SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROM THIS ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME

>>20386391
So unalive yourself then

>>20386405
it's impossible

>>20386409
Consciousness is a curse

I made a bait thread on /pol/ and now I feel better

>>20386434
Link?

>>20386437
>>>/pol/378298865

>>20386450
all boards should have thread IDs

>>20386461
Fuck no, that would make shitposting way harder

>>20386047
As always, ugly and autistic.

>>20386308
>>20386313
That's not entirely true. You're just really cynical. Yeah it's true sometimes but some people really don't have the kind of libido you think everybody does. Not everyone wants to have sex all the time, people who think like this are often projecting.
>>20386300
>>20386310
>>20386318
Calm down dude. Again, he's not entirely wrong, that does happen, but it's not entirely true or even the rule either. Also, the younger they are the less likely that is to be the case (the plainer they are the less likely that is as well but you probably don't want to fuck some uggo lol). You're delusional if you think every single women you meet has a 20+ body count, the problem is sexual revolution and the fact that that sort of thing is becoming more likely and acceptable in society along with only fans and shit like that. Don't let other people's cope stop you from being with a women if that's what you really want though. Just pay attention to their personality. If they aren't extremely extroverted or fond of going to parties it's not that likely. Personality is not just a meme, you really should pay attention to it.

Bros it just hit me, despite getting blindpilled I’m still living in the simulation.
I come here everyday and interact with disembodied text on the computer, my life is mediated by carefully curated Instagram pictures of models.
I like to think I know a little about the world, what with all those books, movies and documentaries I’ve consumed, but I actually don’t really KNOW.
Bro, Japan isn’t like in the animes, it’s a completely different place.
And you would say “of course we know retard, life isn’t like the carefully curated images you are exposed to”.
However what you fail to realize is that you might know this INTELLECTUALLY, there is still a part of you that believes it.
And this is harmful not just because you’re exposed to falsehoods but because it conditions you to experience your own life like a passive spectator, so much so that getting off my ass to become an active participant is PAINFUL.
Yes, I experience REAL physiological pain when I try to do things in the real world I’m so accustomed to living through a screen!
I’m gonna get a job so I can get the money to experience the world, but for real this time.

Yikes

>>20386713
this is what we get for not bullying "bloomers" from the get-go

>>20386716
zanzibar, forgive me

Why are half the known authors pedos, but none of them are zoophiles? Or necrophiles?

>>20386752
Pedophilia is more common than the others but i doubt even 0.1% of well known authors are pedos

>>20386757
Allegedly like 1-5% of the populace have had sexual contact with animals tho

>>20386042
What's the point of /lit/ if no one reads?

>>20386774
warosu
shitposting
wignat trooncord recruitment

>>20386790
Then why even come here?

>>20386808
this is my prison

Nordic crime novels should be banned. Nordics who write crime should be forced at gunpoint to write something else

>>20386774
Plenty of people read. You just focus on those who don't or pretend they don't actually read when arguing with them in order to feel better about yourself.

>>20386836
im writing a literary novel :-)
ill be sure to thank butterfly and her boys on lit when im sweeping awards season

>>20386808
The people who read all left and the only ones left are the shitters. There’s no point of /lit/. It’s why you have shitty threads.

I take myself too seriously and often hold myself to a standard that's far too high. I'm afraid of criticism and find it very hard to forgive myself for mistakes and I'm not sure how to remedy this.

Hey anons , don't come here often because it'd been said this place is full of entitled pricks, but today is the day i guess.

If you had to chose one fantasy book as the best of all time, which one would it be, there's a caveat tho. it needs to be self contained, not part of a serie of books.

>>20386047
I can barely manage to maneuver platonic relationships without coming across as a sperg. Romantic or sexual relationships are much harder than even that. I'm also afraid of rejection or worse, ruining what could have potentially been a solid friendship or at least an acquaintance. If I just learned to not care so much about what other people think of me, I think I'd have much better luck. I tell myself I don't, but deep in my gut I know it's a lie.

I get laid once in a blue moon, I think I've been with 7 women total but 5 of those were one-night stands. It happens like once every 18 months and mostly by pure luck of her being more initiating.

gonna meet a few buddies on friday. i love having friends, even if they're normie plebs and we have nothing in common these days

Is /lit/ so jealous of /pol/ because the latter has much more sex, is happier, funnier, and realistically more intelligent?

>>20386774
I read and regularly converse with other people who read. Sounds like you're a coping incel.

>>20387065
What subreddit you go to?

I get so excited reading about all these cool and interesting books but I get so excited that it turns into anxiety/nervousness at the sheer scope of literature that I end up reading nothing at all

>>20387065
Don't hold out on us, anon, we want to regularly converse with other people who read

>>20386042
Why the fuck can't ESL fucks write? Fuck, it's so fucking annoying. You don't have to use any pretentious big words, but please just write in a non-retarded manner. And if you can't write, use DeepL or something to translate your text from your native language to English. I'm stuck reading this horribly written meta-analysis on the "instruments that are currently used to quantify functional, real-world communication in people with aphasia (PWA)." And it was written by pic rel. Fuckable. But still, no wonder they say that women can't write.

>>20386774
This is my blog

>>20386047
Go away coombrain. You have an entire website to go post about le ebin sechs. Here we discuss high-minded topics such as literature, philosophy, and debilitating interpersonal dysfunction

>>20386075
it's worth it. basic instinct, like eating and sleeping. you'll function much better as a whole if you get regular sex, even from uglies

>>20387437
it's true, after u get laid u have this weird feeling like ur actually part of civilization, like woah so this is what it's like to not be alienated, but then it fades in like 2-3 days and u can't even remember exactly what it was like, just that it happened. even still, it's not worth the effort t b h. i wonder if any of those drugs big pharma pushes make u feel like that?

boiler room used to have so many great dj sets from all over the world but ever since 2020 they literally only have african shit. apple music has all these classic old sets from them in the electronic section but then u got on their youtube and look at the latest stuff and 100% african now, even if it says like "barcelona" u click it on it, and it's some african dudes performing in barcelona. nothing against african shit, but boiler room used to have so many diverse sets from all over the world, now it's strictly african all the time.

>>20386047

>>20387535
catholic laypeople are supposed to have as many kids as possible, you're failing the church.

>>20387374
>Here we discuss high-minded topics such as literature, philosophy, and debilitating interpersonal dysfunction
Where can you discuss this? It sure as fuck isn't on /lit/.

>>20387543
I'm not catholic and sex outside of marriage is wrong

>>20387544
I'm here to discuss Kant's transcedental idealism with you anon. What would you like to discuss?

>>20387555
>I'm not catholic
yikes

>>20387557
I still dont understand how kant refuted Berkely

>>20387580
He didn't. He misrepresented Berkeley in the second edition of Critique of Pure Reason when he tried to address his "dogmatic idealism". However, Berkeley had been refuted by Hume already.

Reddit is the computer nerd who likes Star Wars and owns an iPhone. 4chan is the computer nerd who likes anime and owns an Android phone.

>>20387601
android feels more reddit desu

>>20387616
>posted from my iphone

>>20387597
Oh I thought hard empircism was an either/or between Hume and Berkeley. How does Hume refute Berkeley? And since Kant responds to Hume, does he reopen a possibility for Berkeley?

Femcels I know you're lurking. Be my gf

>>20386902
Clan of the cave bear. You sound like a bitch so that should get your pussy wet.

I'm certainly unhappy but I need somebody's prospective. I feel that poetry is for manchildren. And not specialising in poetry is the best decision. But this stops me from learning languages I don't see the point in wasting 50 hours to be a1 if the words themselves aren't beautiful. I'm not particularly creative and the prospects of writing a novel to make money sounds like hell on earth. But the alternative seems like heaven and nothing is gained without pain.

>>20387630
>How does Hume refute Berkeley?
By showing that we cannot demonstrate causation exists. Therefore, Berkeley's assumption that we can intuit our soul and, by extension, God does not follow rationally.
>And since Kant responds to Hume, does he reopen a possibility for Berkeley?
No, Kant only argues that causation may be posited in relation to objects of experience, which says nothing about souls, God, or anything transcendent.

>>20387639
i saw that on apple news but it required a news+ subscription to read. so, what does the atlantic think they want?

Does anyone else ever feel their brain pulse, shake, or shiver? I’ve been experiencing it several times a day for the past few days.

Had a dream that I ran into an old co-worker at the mall and she reached into my pants and started fingering my asshole. Now my question is, was I fingering my own asshole in my sleep or was the sensation entirely dreamed? Because it felt really fuckin real.

>>20387657
I only feel that when I get sleep paralysis. The first time it happened it freaked me the fuck out because it felt like my brain was liquefying.

>>20387667
Have you ever had a finger up your ass? If you haven’t, how do you know it actually felt real?

if u had to rip a page out of a book and roll a joint with it what book would u choose?

>>20387671
>it felt like my brain was liquefying.
It doesn’t feel that intense for me, but it gets irritating and it’s starting to give me headaches

>>20387667
one time i dreamed a sick ghettotech track was playing with the lyrics "very freaky ho; all up in my booty hole" looping, i thought maybe it was from a car outside in the street that leaked into my dream but i'm like 99% that song doesn't exist, tho i think partiboi69 should make it.

>>20387656
Sex

>>20387684
doubt it, having sex as a chick is even easier than having sex as a gay dude. gay dudes have to at least go to a gay place, chicks can literally just step outside.

>>20387676
karamazov bros
piece of shit book + id have enough to last a lifetime

Sometimes I wish I could be a vtuber.

>>20387688
>A women-only 4chan-like imageboard called lolcowfarm has a reputation as another site that femcels have drifted to—and is covered with femcel lingo—but virulently denied their presence there when I posted on the site about this story. >“They’re a fringe group that is mostly a meme,” one commenter wrote. “Femcels aren’t real,” another added.
>Femcels are real, and their existence has meaning.
The article is pretty funny desu

>>20387639
Femcels are fucking boring m8. They are disgusted at the thought of taking dick but they will bore you to death with the irrelevant drama at their workplace. I had to force myself on my femcel girlfriend because she was frigid as fuck.

>>20387673
>Have you ever had a finger up your ass?

Ye

>>20387679
Oh yeah you should probably go get a cat scan. The main reason the sensation bugged me out was that brain feels like that are usually an indication of brain damage.

>>20386047
I respect my sex doll too much.

can you guys please just leave me alone

Procrastination has always been a terrible habit of mine. There are lots things I want to do but I don't have the will to stick to. I've been learning French for a year and a half now, and I'm pretty good with it, but I know that I could've been near fluent if I had gone through with the routine I had set out for myself. Duolingo is useful, but using it alone won't get you anywhere. So I wanted to do all French all the time, which is to never listen to English media, only French. People do AJATT for Japanese and it's a much harder language than French. They become fluent through it nonetheless. If I had put in half the effort into French as one of those dedicated Japanese learners put into their language I would have it in the bag. There's also reading which I've been lazy with. But I'm starting to recover with it, reading 1 hour a day. i've also been procrastinating with editing/recording, but that's something different. Complaining is useless. After writing this I will stop being lazy and do what I want.

i think these stupid assholes that come to work sick got me sick finally. they all religiously wear masks and i don't so i know they're just seething that i haven't been sick yet. it always seems like the people who put on the biggest show of stopping the spread are the ones spreading it. i need like ten more years to retire, this sucks.

>>20387934
Are you the femanon? Go on a date with me and if you're not interested I'll stop

I’m so fucking lost, dude. And the worst part is that I’m too comfortable and behind the curve to make any truly significant change or escape.

What's the best place to find an internet penpal or two? I want to practice talking to people in longer form and maybe make a friend.

>>20388004
Omegle

>>20388004
Discord unironically

I want people to know me as a chill person.

>lesbian friend shows me some tiktoker model shes into
>strong jaw line, predator eyes, masculine pose, slightly muscular biceps, wearing cargo shorts, short hair
Why do lesbians do this? I thought they liked women. Men don't like masculine women, so why do lesbians like masculine men?

I don’t know how long I can keep the charade going

>>20388024
Dude, what people want to rub their tongue on in bed has long left my conception of logic. But buff woman are hot so shut up nerd

>>20388024
>so why do lesbians like masculine women?
typo

>>20388024
Because lesbianism isn't real. They're attracted to men but are choosing to go after women for some other reason like politics or psychological trauma.

>>20386042
I feel like there’s an esoteric interpretation of the original Jason Bourne trilogy. I just can’t quite figure out what it is...

my brain has been balkanized

> guy is unambitious and bored with normal life, apathetic, finds a girl he loves and who loves him so it’s worth it
How nice…

I feel like I’m in prison

>>20388350
>guy is unambitious and bored with normal life, apathetic, finds a girl he loves and who loves him so it’s worth it

I couldn't keep her but now I'm motivated to change my life so that it never happens again.

Imagine ramming a black muscular gymdude while cosplaying as Natori Sana and giving him prostate orgasm

>>20388004
Interpals.net

I'm brooding and ruminating again

I've had drug trips where I experienced enlightenment, I have climbed a mountain, I have even felt true love, and still all of it pales in comparison to how much I want a 5/10 girl's ass on my face

I hate neolibs so much
The problem is that this hate is completely rational and justified

>>20387676
infinite jest

>>20386219
>Hope global warming is real
american education system

>>20386713
would i be less disembodied to you if i sent you a picture of my dick?

>>20386047
Can you even penetrate ass like that with a 6 incher?

Women's bath products are so much better than men's it's not even funny.

I've been using this body wash that has burnt brown sugar and karite butter in it for a while now and I feel fucking divine after a shower.

I don't want to be around people anymore. Before I got my current job, I was a NEET living with family members. I didn't talk to them if I didn't have to. I liked being alone. Now, I have to go to work five out of seven days a week, full-time, and people keep trying to talk to me. It's a hassle to try and remain slightly-above neutral in others' favourability while also trying to socialize the least amount. Also, a while back an old autistic acquaintance started working there, and I've talked with him at lunch. He has no friends, bur desires them. I don't want to continue being around him, but I also feel pity for him, so now I will juggle his existence into mine. I still live with my family. I need to figure out a way to become as independent as possible so that I can completely eliminate any need for human contact. If I can't do that, I will just commit suicide in a few years, because this experience doesn't seem to be worth it.

>>20386042
question: I have an idea for a book of "new hieroglyphics" (aka memes) would /lit/ be the place to discuss it, or not? Basically, my idea is that I'm going to take really famous memes and reduce them down, for example, picrel. I've gone through knowyourmeme and my reactions folder for the groundwork. ideas? opinions?

>>20386047

Woman will never have any respect for you unless you rough her up in bed. Big cock, sexual power and mind-blowing orgasms, that’s how she becomes attached. You’d think they seek romance and understanding but in 95% of cases they prefer to get fucked and tossed around like a cheap whore.

>>20386047
Women don't understand how male lust actually operates. Women think that men experience women as "the Beautiful," as something pleasant and trifling that can be enjoyed at a distance and then allowed to pass on. They think that a picture of themselves wearing clothing that shows off all their fat and all their soft skin and warm nice holes is like a postcard with a picture of a beach on it. But to men, female beauty is not the Beautiful, it's the Sublime, it's not trifling but great and terrible, and it stirs something great and terrible and daemonic in man's subterranean depths that impels him forward to fuck things from roughly below and behind the prostate area.

When a man sees a picture of a beautiful sexy woman he feels half a million years of race knowledge thrumming in his veins, an infinity of sexy women reaching around behind themselves to spread their ass cheeks and pussy apart with one hand and say "fuck me." He hears the drums from the movie Jumanji, his soul tangibly but invisibly leans forward outside of him grasping desperately for the pussy and gnashing its teeth. He wants to taste her holes and squeeze her fat and smell that combination of smells girls have that when you ask them what it is they say it's just normal shampoo and fabric softener but you know it's something more.

It's not fair to post these hot sluts constantly. I'm going to kill myself if I can't escape from this feeling soon. Women don't understand what they're doing. I saw a girl on a bicycle yesterday and I started thinking about what it would be like to be a bicycle seat for 10 minutes.

>>20389366
>Woman will never have any respect for you unless you rough her up in bed. Big cock, sexual power and mind-blowing orgasms, that’s how she becomes attached.
Beating her up works too

>>20389388
You can’t get away with that now, unless you’re oppressed minority.

>>20389398
Who's gonna believe her?

>>20389398
If she reports you it means you didn't beat her well enough into loving you

>>20389403
Everyone? She can whine on social media and ruin your life forever, no evidence required.

>>20389408
Kek

>>20389409
Lol

>>20389408
based slav

I had a root canal done today.

They couldn't quite manage to anesthetize my tooth and the dentist said that it might be caused by a slight infection inside which would add acidity and prevent the anesthesia from working. She proposed either a 10 days antibiotic treatment before attempting again, or just cold drilling (well not fully cold, the injection still worked a bit) to the nerve and putting the anesthesia stuff directly inside. She said the pain would last like 30 seconds at most and that it was a 5 on 10 pain, so I said yeah sure, let's do it.

I'm not kidding you lads, I thought I'd die right there. If that was a 5 on 10, I'll just fucking choose death for anything over 7 ever. I managed to keep my composure but goddammit.

On the bright side, the two women doing the procedure were extremely attractive and pleasant. I had the hardest time not having a raging erection while they were griding and poking inside my rotten tooth.

>>20389579
Hate dentists. I'll let my teeth rot out of my head before I go to a dentist again.

>>20386229
That's what life is all about. Schizing out about stuff that doesn't matter

How to become a good conversationalist?

>>20389702
in what area? purely speaking manner or having something to say?

>>20389316
just save ur money fanatically and retire early. now that the stock market is crashing, you have a chance to load up ur portfolio with tons of great companies.

>>20389368
thats terrible. i hope you find pussy and happiness soon

>>20389702
Just be yourself. Assuming that yourself is charismatic and sociable, of course.

>>20389730
More having something to say

>>20389806
good conversationalists don't have stuff to say , they get the other person to say stuff.

>>20389803
How do I become more charismatic?

>>20389817
Be good looking. If you are good looking then people will think you are a good person and interesting to talk to.

>>20389819
This. We all know that women barely process the words and judge solely by appearance and body language, but most men are like that too sadly.

>>20386774
ignore all troll and fast-moving threads. There are many people who read all sorts of things here, but they won't be wasting time in the coombrain garbage and pol threads that you see endlessly bumped here
>>20386918
saying that people are plebs is what normally leads one to losing friends in the first place
>le ebin too smart to be happy
>>20387106
don't look at literature as a series of badges to collect. If you do, you'll read just for the sake of finishing big books to feel smart. Look for meaning and beauty instead and don't rush it
>>20387194
>dense, technical writing is awful
yea no shit coombrain
>>20387601
anime and android are reddit-compatible. More like hentai and custom ROM based on gentoo in a 2009 phone made for security-minded construction workers
>>20387645
you got memed into not liking poetry because big meanies in 4chan (which you should always remember are teenager trolls) would call you gay? Poetry is sublime you moron, go for it
>>20389579
if you managed to keep your composture then it's a 5
why not let your erection happen though. It's only weird if you make it weird
>>20389702
listen more (no, just having your mouth shut doesn't count. Pay attention) and don't be afraid to speak your mind politely

I have highly masculine and highly feminine personality therefore I fluctuate between wanting to express either of these aspects but unable to integrate it into whole personality. I think that my ideal state would be something like Plato's hermaphrodite.

>>20389934
You need to grow up and stop acting like a faggot.

>>20389950
quite rude

>>20389960
It's what your parents should have told you.

This life is boring as shit, I get literally 0 satisfaction from doing what others do, I used to be a bored neet so I started to remake my friendships with the hope that my morale will improve but this is not the case, is just getting worse and worse, no matter how much I go outside and touch grass. What the fuck do I do now? Is there any alternative to being a neet and touching grass?

>>20390052
My advice is to do what your parents did; get a job, sir.

>>20390052
Congrats, you’re close to understanding the meaning of live: having sex. There’s no point doing anything unless it improves your chanes of smashing pussy.

>>20390089
based puss prophet

>>20390081
>My advice is to do what your parents did; get a job, sir.
My parents are boomers who don't think much, they never thought about the meaning of life, they just do what others do. I also used to be a wagecuck and it didn't help, is a waste of time where you have to spend hours with people that have nothing in common with you.

>>20390089
>Congrats, you’re close to understanding the meaning of live: having sex. There’s no point doing anything unless it improves your chanes of smashing pussy.
Pleasure isn't for me, I had sex once and it wasn't so special. I also used to drink a lot of alcohol but the same existential problems kept coming back. Momentary peasure is just a form of coping with the misery of life.

>>20386042
Holy shit i have not seen this since i was like 7

>>20390119
>had sex once
lol that’s nothing you gotta fuck more. i’m 18 but already fucked 7 bitches multiple times, just maintain friendships with girls and they’ll put out eventually and even recommend you to their bitch friends if you fuck well

>>20390119
Life will always be more miserable than pleasurable, because any comfort or stable dopamine source stops working but depression sustains itself easily. You’ll never be happy without sex, that’s how it is. Every living organisms is wired to reproduce itself, humans aren’t any different. Just to be clear I’m not suggesting having kids, but you can’t avoid pussy and expect to be content.

Each age had something beautiful in arts. I seriously can't find anything beautiful in contemporary culture. It's deeply deformed. Perhaps decades of nihilism wore it down to the ground. There's no legitimate theme or view of beauty.

Once in a while I come across videos of people in america getting into road accidents. The one that baffles me the most are the minor ones, the one where one car bumps into another or a bike bumps onto a car. Nothing serious but how is it that it looks like they look like they're just going on a straight line to get hit instead of what could have been easily evaded.

Anyone here got any experience dating trannies?

>>20390192
you mean terminally online men with BPD who have lost the last vestige of what makes terminally online men at least tolerable (self awareness and the ability to laugh at oneself?), and who now have the same weirdo internet fetishes and sexual pushiness as other terminally online men, but also feel entitled to having their gross hypersexual aggression respected and admired by society?

>>20390192
It's a good idea to avoid dating severely mentally ill people or those who engage in self-mutilation.

>>20386088
Sounds like it is better for you to date fleshlight for the rest of your life. It will stay tight till your death.

Haaahahaha! Sorry, could not resist.

>>20390214
>>20390218
Just want to talk about things I’m genuinely interested in and get my dick sucked desu, I’m tired of entertaining women and their retarded whims.

>>20390314
If you're willing to have sex with a man there are plenty of gay men who are actually sane.

>>20390326
I like feminine looks though, just can’t stand the femhole “personalities”

>>20390340
>I like feminine looks though
what does that have to do with trannies?

>>20390340
>I like feminine looks

>>20387667
the historical evil invisible zionist empire WILL massage your prostate and you WILL be happy.

So my girlfriend came out to me as a "trans man". She's always been a bit tomboyish for all the year I've met her and just went off the deep end. It's still not public. What the fuck do I do, /lit/? I still like her, and on one hand I want her to stop this nonsense but I don't wish to enable her either.

>>20386042
doctors say you can't get the clap from a toilet seat, but i got it after licking just three or four of them

>>20390421
Its too late anon

>>20390421
Laugh really hard, just keep laughing. When she says she's always felt like a boy pause and then laugh even harder. Keep laughing and ignoring her. This is the hardest part, bang on the table with your fist strangely aggressively but DO NOT make it obvious you're doing it for effect. Just incorporate it into your laughter but make the whole table shake in that way women hate. Then say something like "you crack me up Sarah" and keep changing the subject back to something normal. Keep doing this every time she brings it up.

>>20390421
She likes girls more than she likes you. What the fuck bro, dump her and learn how to slang proper dick. She's too much of a pussy to break up with you so she blatantly insulted your manhood hoping that you had the balls to end the relationship.

>>20390421
Probably nothing that you can do. Transgenderism is a cult and if she actually think she is man then she has been brainwashed. You can try talking to her about the harm that all of this will do to her body, that you accept her as a woman and don't think she should change, etc. It may or may not work. If it doesn't she's going to go into a spiral of self-hatred and eventually begin to mutilate her body, so I would recommend leaving if she does not listen to reason.

>Take a shit
>Take some toilet paper to wipe
>Toilet paper breaks right as you get to your anus
>Your fingers go through it and touch poopoo directly
Why does God allow this to happen? This is proof that God does not exist. Poop itself is proof, honestly.

>>20390728
>fingers his own ass hole
>"I now know there is no God"

>>20390786
When you gaze into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.

>>20386153
you see something in them you hate about yourself whether it is there or not

this place really goes to shit without me huh

>>20390815
When you finger the abyss the abyss fingers back

>>20390655
Smoking crack and shooting heroin would do wonders to your shit life.

>>20389817
Be friendly and receiving to anyone when meeting for the first time. Ask questions and relate if there’s space, don’t interview. Show some wit. Maintain eye contact and just smile or refrain from frowning. Walk up to people you know and ask how they’re doing and actually listen.
Bottom line show interest and to maintain being charismatic around people you know: actually be interested and show that you can relate.

>>20390918
my life is far from shitty right now. the depression arc is over

>>20390875
WTH lmao.. Who are you???

>>20390960
Until it's not

>>20390952
>Ask questions and relate if there’s space, don’t interview
This is the hardest part

there is nothing of value on 4chan, only shitpost

>>20390990
Your mom's nudes are valuable

>>20390952
>don’t interview
What >>20390971 said. I can ask others just fine but I have nothing to say about myself.

>>20390052
This is it, as a result of your high achieving life, you've accomplished everything it has to offer. The only great adventure left for you to live is death. Get on it.

I’m extremely frustrated and confused with my job. Basically what happens is I am very quiet and put in very little effort. I make a lot of mistakes, don’t prepare, speak bluntly and honestly, often the thing that aren’t supposed to be said, I miss deadlines, and I will have days where I flat out just don’t work. I don’t log on to my computer. I don’t look at my emails. I do nothing. And in the end, I’m praised to the high heavens. Every performance review it’s just “you’re doing great you’re one of our best employees”. I’ve been promoted 3 times and been offered a supervisor position that I’ve had to decline because I absolutely don’t want to do it. At the same time, I’m dealing with more and more little bullshit that doesn’t impact my work but makes it annoying to work here, stuff like diversity training, constant goal reviews, job worksheets, HR stuff, and whatnot. I hate working here. I hate office jobs. I actually loathe myself when I get off a meeting and realize I was mildly agreeable and workable because I want to show that I’m miserable. And yet, I’m just rewarded for it. Why? It’s so confusing when I purposely don’t give a fuck and I get praised. I feel like I’m in sort of prison.

>>20390184
Can anybody prove him wrong?

Obviously free will and faith are strongly connected, if one cannot truly exist than neither can the other. Of course there are more scientists who believe "free will", at least as commonly understood, is an illusion. Humans perform most acts with a certain automaticity that at the very least blurs the lines of free will, if not outright destroys them at the level of conscious thought. But what about at the level of the unconscious? Is this not perhaps where free will truly resides and operates: both at the quotidian and extraordinary dimension? And indeed perhaps these are but parts of a necessary spectrum. Imagine the following scenario: a university student, as is routine for him, has once again excessively procrastinated. It is once again the day a long essay is due, and he has not yet even begun it. Fortunately for him he still has most of the day to finish it, since the class in question meets during the evening. He goes to a computer lab to the complete the task, but after various hours of hurried and poorly organized he still has not reached the number of pages required by his professor and, in any case, what he has done is exceedingly substandard even for him. Finally, with the hour of the class quickly approaching, he had no choice but to print the mediocre work he had managed to complete, which was still under the minimum page requirements. After picking up his "completed" essay from the printer he headed for class with a forlorn, dejected spirit. However to his shock as he scanned the essay pages on his way to class he soon discovered the printer had seriously malfunctioned and printed repeatedly over the same page. He now had no option but to tell his professor the mishap that had just befallen him, however this prospect, which normally would naturally be perceived by him as quite unfortunate and concerning, actually lifted his spirits by a lot: evidently because a cause majeure had swallowed his own procrastinative irresponsibility into the promise/escape hatch of moral and logistical irrelevance. It was as though fortune itself had printed over his personal volitional mishaps with its own grander, much more mysterious, and inevitable/entirely unavoidable ones.

(Continued below)

>>20390347
I would suck Alex's feminine penis.

>>20391091
(Continuation)

When he informed the professor (who happened to be female) of what happened, she looked squarely at him as if intuitively seeking the spark of honesty, truth, and blamelessness at only a very modest depth within his physical frame: still very much in the irresistibly transparent shallows of his unconscious. And she found these because he felt absolutely justified and convinced that, not withstanding his original and arguably determinative irresponsibility, he had truly lucked out and was hence fully deserving of reprieve and sympathy from his professor, which he did indeed receive. In fact, albeit coupled with the same intuitively searching expression, she told him not to be too concerned, such things happened and he was free to turn it in at his convenience in the coming days, but that he should no longer continue working on it. He obviously agreed and of course proceeded to do precisely the opposite. This strange, indeed quite symmetrically mysterious change of fortune, proved quite salutary for his grade. Indeed, she made clear just how impressed she was with the final product and, in his unrepentant shamelessness, turned in an essay he had completed in his last year of high school as his final paper for her class. Mostly on the strength of his previous one and eloquent participation in class she gave him a solid A/10 score for the class. What's the principal discrete example of free will in the above-mentioned scenario? Keep in mind it need not respect our present understanding of the laws of science.

>>20391059
You sound like myself three years ago. I eventually started to not give a fuck and show up to work blatantly drunk just to make it through the day. Just quit and do something else before shotgunning yourself sounds like a reasonable alternative.

>>20391063
No

>>20386047
>>20389368
>>20390052
Getting a woman who is this hot is a lot "easier" than you think it is. Many won't believe it but you are the biggest obstacle towards getting her. Trust me, there are so many hot women who are begging for new fun experiences. You don't even believe you can get with her. You lost the game before it even started. Your head is full of assumptions, I need to have this and that and this before she will think I'm worthy. No... you need all those things so YOU can believe you're worthy.

Once you come to an understanding that you are stopping yourself from getting her, you can work on that WHILE you do what is externally required to get her. What is externally required is to actually interact with her (what most guys won't even do) and understand/play with her. Yes, you can learn to understand women on an emotional level. Even though you believe you're an autistic retard or whatever. If this is too much then just start with socializing.

If you can learn to make real friends, you can learn to have relationships with attractive women. There are no exceptions to this at all. So much of dating and relationship problems are just about the demonic beliefs and assumptions you have about yourself and women. If you can see through the bullshit it's not that hard. If you put in effort you will succeed. If all this sounds like bullshit then the proper place to start is getting out of your haze of apathy and hopelessness. Everyone is so much more powerful than they realise.

Imagine how better your life would be if you had a massive dick, knowing you can demolish woman’s cunt like no one before. They remain loyal only if you can fuck their brains out. Imagine having a tool capable of doing that, not worrying about being cucked.

>>20391104
I know. You’re right. I’ve been mentally planning on quitting while not taking the steps to quit. Maybe I want to keep collecting a paycheck for a while or something, and it’s such an easy comfortable job. I work remote, get a ton of vacation. I don’t want to work hard or a lot in a normal job.

>>20391242
yeah bro, black guys never get cucked xD

>>20391255
pretty much

>>20391255
It’s relative to competition. I’m not planning to have sex with coalburners. However, I am (you’re) competing with that 9 inch coke-dealing trust fund DJ who made my (your) gf cum three times. We can’t do better than him, and the gf knows she can do better than us. She’ll cheat, instinctively looking for her next big dick fix.

>>20391226
you’re saying absolutely nothing. the average poster here needs a roadmap to find the pussy. clear, simple instructions, not three paragraphs of self helpisms

>>20391226
thanks.
do you also have a youtube channel where you harass random girls with pick up lines?

You, the human mind, the soul, the person, or whatever, is an aspect of infinity. Being attached to something so powerful makes it easy to forget or to even never realise your power and capabilities.
So much of your experience is subject to change. Yet many of us have retired the possibility and hope of ever changing. We see change as fighting against the natural order of things, a painful process of fighting that will ultimately fail.
You are little more than an emotional story you tell yourself at this point. How you see yourself and the world is something that you convinced yourself is the truth. The reason you have difficulty changing it is because for the most part you don't want to. You are so determined to stay on your current path, and avoid the feelings that come with change.
You don't want to feel people responding to you differently. You don't want to put up with one second of discomfort or unfamiliarity. If you could skip to where you "want" to be in life, and look back on the process of change, you would see that you were making it out to be much harder than it really is. And that is exactly the problem, that you want to skip ahead. Your fantasies revolve around breaking the rules of reality.

Once you can see that so much of life is about realising what is possible, you can stop wasting your time and energy on wishing things were different. You like wishing though. Why do you like wishing so much?

>>20391286
>She’ll cheat, instinctively looking for her next big dick fix.
If you go after women who put dick size above everything else, you deserve to be cucked.

>>20391316
They all do. Theoretically, 6 incher should be enough to satisfy vast majority of women but they get off to exceptional displays of masculinity and testosterone. Height, frame, huge cock.
>b-but my gf likes my average pp
Lmao.

>>20391315
I dont like pain.

>>20391327
>implying that I had premartial sex with my gf
dude, I don't live in the western world

>>20391342
Good for you, over here even devout church girls ride the premarital big cock carousel and muslimas take it up the shitter.

>>20391255
They cuck each other, survival of the biggest BBC. That's why they keep getting bigger, it's an evolutionary arms race, it's also why Black women are so wide hipped, it correlates with ability to accomodate the biggest bbcs.

>>20391301
>>20391287
Trust me you don't need any of that. You just need to learn to socialize through practice, not from following fucking instructions. Let's not pretend that everyone who is struggling with women here actually goes out. Hence this is where you need to start. If you skip this then yeah you will need somebody else to tell you how to interact with other humans which I'm sure has no drawbacks. In the end it depends what you're after though. Do you want to win or do you want to settle?

what am I to myself without thee but a guide to my own downfall

>>20391410
And this signals to a woman to get a preemptive restraining order

>>20391338
Of course not. Pain is not a fixed entity though. Your relationship with pain can change. You are making the pain more painful by avoiding it. You are giving it momentum. Also put it in perspective, it is what is necessary to get what you want. It's not as bad as you are making it out to be. You are saying the pain is more powerful than you. Change that, you have emotions.

>>20391420
On one hand, my emotions are causing the pain. I find nothing worth enough to endure the pain.

>>20391389
90% of getting a girlfriend is having an active enough social environment that you tumble into a conversation with a girl and are apathetic enough to do the classic "sooooooooo...." and ask for her number or ask her out on the spot

Just remember this
>Most ask-outs are awkward but "happen anyway"
>Most arise organically from situations where you already hit it off decently with the girl, in a relaxed environment that has conveniently pre-confirmed you as a not-rapist (coworker, co-student, etc)
>You have to be a little outgoing and look for and maximize opportunities within the natural ferment of the shared environment
>You have to be a little "fuck it" about ending the encounter on a "soooooo... what's your number?" instead of a "soo.. umm... haha nice to meet you, goodbye"

That's basically it as long as you aren't severely below average*, the key thing to remember is that the "weight" or "tendency" of these encounters, in relaxed shared working/socializing environments, is naturally in the direction of the girl giving you a chance, as long as you have/make/maximize that initial opportunity moment of quasi-spontaneous chemistry. Women are extremely unpredictable and fluctuating, and you can't predict or make a perfect plan for how these things will go. You really just need experience putting yourself in sustained contact with such environments and getting an intuitive feeling for how little situations and encounters arise, and then how to bumble your way through them.

The result of such experience is the surprising knowledge that most of your successful ask-outs and relationships started with initial fumbles and bumbles, sub-optimal ask-outs, autistic fuckups, etc. This knowledge sinks into you and becomes part of you and you eventually just have an intuitive sense that you're going to half fuck up no matter what you do, so you might as well just be nice and take the risk.

Also, as you get older as a man you stop caring as much about both failure and women in general. This combines with your experience and makes you more relaxed, aloof, natural, and "cool" in ways that may even surprise you yourself.

The hardest and unfortunately most important thing is having the environment/context to meet women relatively consistently and casually in the first place.

* my heart goes out to you if you are notably ugly or short, just try anyway but yeah you're gonna have to cultivate some zen mindset shit about not caring about striking out - in general I think the more "above it" and serene and non-reactionary you are, the more you can overcome physical deficiencies. I know this sounds like a normie platitude but I know a 5'3" guy who is 4-5/10 and he gets laid. And I know, billions of statements exactly like this have been made by normies too. But I swear I am not making this guy up.

>>20386047

>>20391419
It's from Augustine, and it's about God

>>20391442
Forgot to mention one other thing. Women are seriously extremely unpredictable, even to themselves. If you could see the exact fluid-stochastic-dynamic model of what made any girl end up with any guy, you'd see it was a paradoxical mix of "right time right place" on a dozen different levels. Women have no idea what makes them attracted to guys, or only a dim idea, and on top of that it fluctuates with their emotional state, their hormonal state, and the various weird fixations and moods they get into during different phases of their lives.

Beautiful women who should theoretically be consistently demanding and "high standards" are often in a state of emotional distress (from a bad breakup or failed rebound that has temporarily crushed their always fluctuating self-image, let's say), three different hormonal states at once ("I want someone bad for me / I want someone good for me because Kevin was bad for me / I want my dad but younger but not too young / I want to feel pretty and this 5'2" goblin makes me feel pretty right now / I want a baby so badly I would marry any living man at this moment if he asked / I hate myself for wanting a baby so badly"), and various overlapping and conflicting life-moods related to their biological clock, the insane conflicting pop culture memes they try to understand themselves through, their family/religious expectations, their fear of their sisters or cousins hitting feminine milestones before they do, etc.

If you walk into that at the right time and the right place you can bumble your way into a relationship with a girl out of your league. It's all about playing the numbers. No woman ends up with a man she "should" have ended up with according to some deductive logic. Every relationship a woman has is the end result of a hurricane of cope.

>>20391442
I appreciate the info, I can tell you've been around longer than me

What are your hopes and dreams? What inspires you? What brings you joy, what makes you endure? What refreshes your spirit? Answers can be people, situations, books, memories, ideas, activities, or anything else.

>>20391537
Christ and that's all

>>20391537
Womeme. I hate that I love them but they are the only reason I give a fuck. Not that I would ever admit it to any of those dumb thots.

>>20391537
I would like to answer but I am superstitious that talking about these things makes them more unlikely to be realized.

I'm so mad at myself. If I had signed up for classes last winter I would be able to transfer to a university this fall. But instead I spent the whole winter drinking and feeling sorry for myself. And then had I signed up for classes last spring I could have transfered this fall. But i put it off with some lame ass excuse about work. So now Im finally signing up for summer, but I wont be able to transfer til next fall. A whole fucking year. I delayed my life by a year. Because I would rather drink myself stupid and move bags of cement. I'm so pissed. I wish I could go back. The stupid pandemic and then this fucking job were like anchors on my life. I'm too old for this shit now

>>20391537
I really dont have anything. I'm too backwards looking. The only things that could have made me happy are opportunities I no longer have. I'm not really sure what keeps me going. waking up is just a habit really

>>20390421
Threaten to break up with her under the pretense that you're not gay, or just make her feel like a woman again.

>>20391442
>>20391486
Hence the value of your social standing. If you create social events, employ people, know others who organize events, have a thousand different connections you've made over the years then the amount of social contact you have is going to be 1000x the average persons. Combine this with being whatever kind of person you are and you will have so many opportunities... And I don't even think there are fuck ups. There are learning experiences, and part of it is just accepting how you act. By half fuck up I assume you mean awkward moments or your social quirks. The only fuck up imo is beating yourself up or thinking you weren't perfect enough. A lot of fuck ups work because they're organic.. life isn't a movie

>>20391338
I don't recommend any kind of pain over 5/10.

>>20391537
i wanna publish a book :) i’m glad i’m 1) not american and 2) not crippled by the classics like so many peeps on here

>>20391567
The resentment I'm feeling isnt entirely about my education. I wanted to go back to college to feel normal. I wanted to use the chance to build a social life that I can't seem to find elsewhere. Now I feel like I'll just be that mid 20s guy hanging around a bunch of teenagers. It sucks.

>>20391097
I wish I had a professor who would give me extra time to do my work because the printer malfunctioned. The professors I've had would tell me that it was my responsibility to make sure I had printed my shit correctly some time before class rather than hastily print it at the last minute and be a risk of a printing error. Granted, they are correct, but I would like to be able to shirk on my responsibilities with no consequence.

Anyways, I don't see how a scenario where a student got lucky has anything to do with free will. It could be related to fate, as in the student was destined to pass that class and fate made sure he did, but an particular happenstance of luck has nothing to do with the matter of whether or not he made his choices or his choices were made for him. There's nothing to debate about over the unconscious influence over his actions or any other thing to do with free will.

>>20391315
I feel like this post was written to target me specificially. In my diary desu I literally wrote "I wish I could stop wishing" and have several entries on how I feel like my life is in a set path of sub-mediocrity with no possibility of changing and all I do is fantasize about how much better my life could actually be. I suppose I could try this new mindset. It's easier than ever to get into new hobbies and whatnot in the age of information. I guess I needed this. Thanks anon.

I'm from Kazakhstan guys

>>20391681
tired meme

>>20391537
>What are your hopes and dreams?
I have many. I want to be a writer, a composer, a game developer, and many things more but can't seem to decide on one or even make progress towards any of them.
>What inspires you?
My suffering, more specifically the fact that people relate to my suffering and if I make it I can give them hope that they can make it as well.
>What brings you joy, what makes you endure?
Things of beauty, like good music, art, and literature, and a possibly misguided sense of optimism.
>What refreshes your spirit?
Nothing. My spirit has been slowly draining away from me all my life. When I think I've emptied my spiritual gas tank, just a bit more seems to trickle out. I'm running on spirit fumes at this point.

>>20391693
not memeing, I'm for real

This girl smiled at me kept smiling at me whenever she saw me. She also sat next to me on the bus and laughed and looked excited while we exchanged 2 or 3 banal words. Does it mean she like me

>>20391748
I wish I could have a girl be that upfront with me. You blew it, anon. You were a lucky bastard but you are unlucky enough to be a stupid bastard as well.

>>20391537
No hopes, no dreams.
Nothing inspires me.
Nothing brings me joy.
Im a lifeless husk.

I’m actually embarrassed to admit my age.

>>20391716
tired nationality

>>20391767
what

>>20391760
Are you pic rel?

>>20391063
Yeah, but not without risking the beautiful thing's destruction.

>>20386042
I miss having a girlfriend, and I keep mistaking this feeling for the felling of missing my ex, so I end up texting my ex and then regretting it. How do I get a qt gf???

>>20391120
>AAAAAA A FAT PERSON
>ART IS LE DEAD
>SAVE ME NIGGERMAN

>>20391681
I have a few of questions:
1. Do you hate women?
2. How do you feel about your country adopting the Latin alphabet? From what I know this is the second time Kazakhstan changed alphabets, the first time they changed it from Persian to Cyrillic.
3. What the fuck happened a few months back? Before Russia invaded Ukraine there were a lot of protests in Kazakhstan and I think Bitcoin dumped in price because of it.

>>20391779
The frequency and acceptance of morbid obesity is probably the biggest indicator of how severely decadent America is

>>20391779
Kys

>>20391783
I'm not the Kazakh but I follow geopolitics closely. the protests were a cia gay op meant to destabilize a Russian satellite. Just like what they tried in Belarus around the same time. Like what they succeeded in doing to Armenia. Like the 2013 Ukrainian "revolution"

>>20391784
true
>>20391786
pussy

>>20391779
The billboard anon posted was a retarded example, especially since it was an advertisement and not art, but I think it's safe to say that art is dead, or maybe just close to death. It has been deconstructed so much as this point that the pieces can never be put back together. So much of modern art is just artists trying to one-up their predecessors by being more "avant-garde" and "subversive" and "deconstructionist" when it's not trying to appeal to the popular masses. It either has to appeal to the pretentious pseuds or be dumbed down enough for the sheeps, and because of that pandering there's no art that checks the boxes of being both talented and passionate, not to mention the corruption of individuality in the west where people think "self-expression" means being an attention-seeking degenerate rather than an expression of one's self-prescribed values and experiences.

>>20391783
1. I find them many of them attractive, my town has too many jailbait tho
2. I think it's pretty dumb personally, and I feel that the people that created the whole thing don't know wtf they are doing
3. we had some protests which began in my region, the beginning of the protests I think was legitimate because they achieved what they wanted and the gas prices really did drop to normal price, salaries in a few locations were increased as well; everything after that where the protests started to become violent I think was staged or artificially ramped up, the whole thing was pretty weird anyway and I don't live in a major city so I can't say for sure.

>>20391817
I say that there is no art made in the modern times, but that was a lie. There is some things I would consider to have artistic merit but I would rather not mention them.

>>20391817
>especially since it was an advertisement and not art,
Did advertising kill art?

>>20391817
pseuds to the left of me, sheeple to the right. if only those darn artists made art for smart sensitive guys like you

>>20391830
This but unironically.

>>20391827
pussy

>>20391817
double digit IQ post

>>20391837
I always knew I had high IQ, thanks for the compliment

>>20391836
A failure to gatekeep is what caused this situation to begin with.

Opinions on the new Kendrick Lamar?

>>20390966
sure but like unless i lose my job there's no way ill be as depressed as i previously was

>>20391914
I don't consume negro media.

>A failure to gatekeep is what caused this situation to begin with.

>>20391930
too bad for you

>>20391914
Gay ass shit. The last time I heard anyone playing his shit in public was a scrawny jew with a temporary star of david tattoo on his face.

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>>20391973
what a gay and boring op

>>20391984
Get fucked, suck a dick, seethe, cope, and of course dilate

>>20391987
>tourette spergout is as cliched as his shitty thread
what a surprise

>>20392000
Have fun posting in my thread loser lmao

>>20391920
You should know by now that life has its way of fucking you

>>20386042
I am not human

>>20392923
On the internet no one knows you're a dog