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write what's on your mind

incel free edition

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i slided my dick in my pants before i was fully done peeing.

>> No.20373673

I'm getting real sick of the janny deleting this general

>> No.20373677

>>20373673
I think he's picking on us. I can almost believe it's butters...

>> No.20373679

butterfly cunt

>> No.20373691

>>20373655
Why did he get assassinated, i though america wasn't a real democracy since the 30's and everyone was bought before they even appeared on tv? What did "they" fear?

>> No.20373695

Really looking forward to summer
Gonna read and learn a lot, and hopefully spend as little time on the internet as possible

>> No.20373701

>>20373677
He deleted it because an incel cried woman.

Okay, i made one, but whatever. Here’s the link that OP should have included
>>20369396
>>20369396

>> No.20373706

>>20373655
I wonder why I have no trouble getting girls. I don't feel attractive.

>> No.20373716

>>20373706
are you cool/funny/easy to be around?

>> No.20373720

>>20373716
Well of course

>> No.20373723

test

>> No.20373724

Thank you janny for deleting the nasty jezebel and buttershit threads

>> No.20373725

Butterfly is my wife. Be kind to her.

>> No.20373726

>>20373720
there you go then

>> No.20373731

>>20373691
He deleted the federal reserve, no more consequence free fixing of the market. Can't have that, no sir.

>> No.20373737
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>So you just read in your spare time, Anon? Isn't that kinda weird?

>> No.20373740
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Started reading pic related. Within the first 80 pages there has already been a scene of a young girl fucking a dog and a straight shota blowjob scene.

>> No.20373741

>>20373737
>...
>...
>I read.

>> No.20373743

>>20373737
>373737
I wanna witness but it's such a shitty post idk what to do
>That's right bitch. And no it isn't. Let me tell you about inflation...

>> No.20373745

They sang the song that elevated humanity. Hundreds of thousands of inspired voices emerged from the global crisis and spoke powerful testimony about the value of life and the wonder of the universe. Their communications would touch the souls of billions and inspire incredible personal and social transformations. They would give birth to a generation of creatives that would outshine even them.

It most definitely was not called "normal," but the opposite: a strangification of experience; a socially infectious enchantment with life and all of existence. It was a psycho-social singularity, a singularity of human relationships including the transpersonal. What led it is the call of wonder, what drove it was the desire of curiosity at its greatest heights of aspiration.

Have you ever had a teacher who truly loved and lived to teach? Who had an overwhelming passion for teaching that made them an outstanding instructor? The kind of teacher who successfully infects students with the desire to learn and explore?

I have! I know they exist! I know how they have touched me! I have felt the same spark of inspiration in so many including writers, philosophers, artists, scientists, and their greatest passions speak of this blissful love of learning. If such passions could touch the hearts of the masses, it would be the single most transformative event in human history.

>> No.20373747

>>20373740
Sexy

>> No.20373748

>>20373737
>why...yes. actually, i brought my complete notebooks of henry james with me. figured i'd catch up on some reading while we wait for the main course. work's been killer this week. do you mind not talking?

>> No.20373753

>>20373745
The masses are incapable of creativity.

>> No.20373754

>>20373737
In the sense that it is of the ordinary for most, yes. However, besides reading some books for pleasure, I am researching. This in itself isn’t unusual, though I admit what I research is.
Why do you wear a Chanel necklace?

>> No.20373756

my brain has been balkanized

>> No.20373757

I read around the world in 80 days by Verne and was disappointed by how short it was. are the other books of his longer?

>> No.20373758

>>20373695
Hoping to do the same thing, anon. Need to stop rotting my brain

>> No.20373760

>>20373754
What are you researching?

>> No.20373762

>>20373737
no

>> No.20373764
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>The masses are incapable of creativity.

>> No.20373768

>>20373756
Based, now you have a re-unification war to rage, become Tito

>> No.20373770

>>20373754
>is OUT of the ordinary

>> No.20373772

>>20373754
what are you reading right now butters?

>> No.20373776

>>20373764
At least give me my (you). I have yet to see a jederman capable of anything other than an animal existance. The masses are a zoological phenomenon.

>> No.20373777

>>20373753
Everything is co-creative; reality is a tapestry where all threads are continually woven by each other. You are such a tapestry woven with your experiences.

>> No.20373779
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>>20373760
The best way forward, if there even is a way. I love life. I love our potential.

>> No.20373786

>>20373772
A book on Francisco Ferrar atm.

>> No.20373787

>>20373737
Whats weird about it?

>> No.20373789

>>20373777
I am not the product of past causal interactions, my future proceeds into the becoming and pours itself into the world. The past merely limits my options, makes my manifestation certain. The necessity behind my expression is destiny.

>> No.20373790

Where do I meet females?

>> No.20373794

>>20373706
I attract midwit adultresses. 6 relationships down the shitter so far. Longest one was 7 years and she was the only faithful one but then tried to accuse me of rape. Never again.

Anyways, isn't modern occultism just Schopenhauer crossed with Neoplationism?

>> No.20373797

>>20373779
The way forwards for life is change and evolution.

https://lweb.cfa.harvard.edu/~ejchaisson/reprints/nasa_cosmos_and_culture.pdf

>That 'all things flow' is the first vague generalization which the unsystematized, barely analysed, intuition of men has produced. It is the theme of some of the best Hebrew poetry in the Psalms; it appears as one of the first generalizations of Greek philosophy in the form of the saying of Heraclitus; amid the later barbarism of Anglo-Saxon thought it reappears in the story of the sparrow flitting through the banqueting hall of the Northumbrian king; and in all stages of civilization its recollection lends its pathos to poetry. Without doubt, if we are to go back to that ultimate integral experience, unwarped by the sophistications of theory, that experience whose elucidation is the final aim of philosophy, the flux of things is one ultimate generalization around which we must weave our philosophical system.

>> No.20373798

>>20373779
Look to the Future. Watch the singularity of Becoming pour it into the Past. The best way forward is always an evolution. Evolve or die. Turn the axle of the mill and grind this wheat into flour.

>> No.20373799
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20373799

>>20373786
*Ferrer

>> No.20373800

>>20373776
Sounds like something Peter Slaughter dick might have said

>> No.20373808

>>20373797
>>20373798
Hivemind

>> No.20373814

>>20373789
You are not the product of your past causal interactions, but a co-producer with them. Every moment continually mutates experience with novel sense-data, and we can actively seek to be mutated by questioning our experiences and following the lines of inquiry to new situations that otherwise would not be apprehended. "To search" is something primordial, which has its pre-conscious underpinnings in the grasping of plant tendrils towards light - the seeking of sustenance. Life does nothing but diverge from the determination of destiny, and consciousness makes destiny itself a field of creativity.

>> No.20373822

>>20373800
I'll take your word for it and seek the intersection of parallel lines at the horizon this anon has provided >>20373797
Kk rv

>> No.20373838

>>20373814
I agree almost entirely, co-production is very close to my thinking, but I believe I am using Destiny otherwise than how you seem to use it. For me, Destiny is not a determination, a certainty, but a necessity, something which is aimed at even if never reached, our whole becoming is the process of destiny pouring into the past and Causality forcing a certainty of actualization. Making destiny a field of creativity is an interesting thought however. Hitherto I've assume a static destiny filled with possibilities, some actualized, others passed over, but the thread remaining steady. To create a new Destiny is a majick I had not considered possible, except in entirely new life, as is the case in procreation.

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20373848

GOT A BIG DICK IT FEELS ALRIGHT

>> No.20373851

>>20373800
You mean peter sloterdijk?

>> No.20373868
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20373868

I want to slap a bare naked ass so much

>> No.20373871

>>20373740
I started the first volume today

>> No.20373876

>>20373757
Maybe, depens on the page number

>> No.20373880

>>20373871
I picked it up because Mother 3 was based on it so this has been a pleasant surprise.

>> No.20373916

>>20373880
You won't regret it. It's such an easy read too.

>> No.20373952

>>20373695
same. i started quitting for the summer, but came back for some reason, now i'm quitting for real lol

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>>20373779
Read this book if you haven't. Imagine it as a sort of template.

>> No.20373973

>>20373969
They did they kill Malcolm X?

>> No.20373995

>>20373973
Most definitely. They also did MLK because he was an uncontrollable poon hound. They wouldn't even let MLK talk anywhere in public without a script.

>> No.20374020

>>20373995
They killed him because he was getting ready to focused on the class issue. The poor peoples movement of today is just ignored.
>>20373969
At the height of the empire’s wealth the praetorian guard killed the president and got away with it. The presidency has always just been a figurehead office. Only President’s to have mattered pushed past the bastards (Lincoln and Roosevelt). No, I know the dangers to those who would change the course of the crashing plane that is the US. We make our move after they’ve ruined us and themselves.

>> No.20374082

Realized I fucking hate science fiction.

>> No.20374104
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It's over. The worlds state is my own fault. I was a chosen one but didn't acted out my own responsibility. The consequence: a long generation of imbalance. I depraved my generation of essential meaning. It's lost. Forever. I don't know when the next one will spawn. I found some copies of myself, they are literal genetic copies of me. They have the same extremely specific traits and interests. You couldn't believe it when you see it. But the cultural environment they grew up in made them lack fundamental insights and knowledge. RIP. Until next time.

>> No.20374116

>>20373655
im thinking about writing an essay on the topic of making it legal to euthanize kids up to 7 year old, as a response to this whole abortion debate. Inspired by modest proposal. but i dont really see any point, since i dont know how to spread it, aside from printing it out and spreading it all over town

>> No.20374128

>>20374116
Don't bother. Abortion supporters won't care no matter what kind of case you make.

>> No.20374147

>>20374128
is it really that futile to spark even some form of independent thought in the modern age?

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>>20374147
neither of these women will ever get pregnant and yet they're rioting for abortion.

>> No.20374233

>>20373655
>>20373673
Based janny deleting incel OPs

>> No.20374236

>>20374162
youll never get a woman pregnant and for some reason you care about abortion

>> No.20374242
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>>20374236
Ouch, chud btfo

>> No.20374246

>>20374233
it's not the ops that are the problem, it's the replies

>> No.20374265

d'you know what I think? I think it should be considered completely normal to abstain from voting simply because you don't feel you're mature enough to be responsible for how the country's run. I don't want the task of picking man! You can't force me to feel bad about my choice no matter what I choose. I just want to eat and shit and the rest of it I don't know anything!

>> No.20374266

>>20374236
>you dont kill babies?
>heh you must be a virgin

>> No.20374276

>>20374236
>tfw gay
>still think abortion is not only evil but bad for societal function as a whole
What's your automated NPC response now? I'd love to hear it, I'll wait.

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why are chuds so thin skinned? so sensitive

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>>20373655
I'm such a better writer (and reader) than anyone else here. It's discouraging to know high art in a world so alien from elevated thought or discourse.

I feel really alone.

>> No.20374299

>>20373655
jfk out here high out his mind on edibles while an italian guy (equally high I imagine) is tryna feed him uncooked linguine. History right here folks. I wonder what he was writing. I wonder if he knew what he was writing. A masterpiece I'm sure. We were robbed of our two-eyed James Joyce. Look at the straightness of his teeth. The fluffiness of his hair. It looks like a wig basically, but you know it's not. Look at his jawline. Impeccable. Look at his gracious adam's apple, as divinely crafted as the first man's. Look at his huge ears - it's no wonder the CIA had to put oswald so far away, in a huge tower, for otherwise Jack woulda heard him. RIP KING.

>> No.20374311

>>20374236
Got nine kids yo. What's your next non argument. Tell your parents I appreciate the gibs since you obviously don't pay taxes.

>> No.20374316

>>20374280
they're here to be upset. it's like an addiction

>> No.20374318

it's very weird to think that kids are actually human beings. they don't remind me much of human beings.

>> No.20374323

>>20374294
post top 3 novels

>> No.20374324

i can drink more than you

>> No.20374328

>>20374318
My dad had his (presumably) last kid when I was about 15. I was the youngest child prior to that. It was a really fascinating experience to see him raised from a new born and develop personality as he aged.

>> No.20374346

Things are not gradual, there is no spectrum, there is no slope, there are only steep cliffs that drop off into completely opposite realms. You dont see it coming, there is no time to brace.....one moment it is and the next it isnt. There is no middle way, the buddha was kidding himself.

>> No.20374352

>>20374294
What is THE modern high art? Who do old money patronize nowadays?

>> No.20374375

>>20374352
NFTs

>> No.20374382

>>20374352
Too many to count, there is no shortage of talent out there
Then probably what animu anon meant by "high art" is something intended for 19th century European upper-middle class

>> No.20374415

and the rain came down
down down down
and the rain came down
down down down
and the rain came down
down down down down down

>> No.20374416

>>20374246
No, it's the OPs (you)

>> No.20374429

that vice article with faggot jannies crying about rapeape is hilarious, also makes rapeape look based

can any janny or mod who sees this post please tell rapeape thank you for his service (not his military service i don't give a fuck about that)? he may have singlehandedly saved the human race by ensuring this place stayed open and non-pussified long enough for basically a generation of zoomers to be inoculated against tranny liberalism. the ripple effects of that could literally be world-historical.

thank you rapeape!
https://www.vice.com/en/article/m7aap8/the-man-who-helped-turn-4chan-into-the-internets-racist-engine

>> No.20374440

>>20374429
>2020
And Tumblr has more influence towards political discourse than this tiny place

>> No.20374460

>>20374352
medium-wise it's mostly mixed media, almost always incorporating video, sound, and (site-specific) installation. one of the biggest themes is something along the lines of posthumanism which manifests itself either as cyborg type technological transcendence of human boundaries or as "geocentric" approaches which often blend indigenous stuff and climate paranoia. there's a lot of great stuff out there, especially when it comes to new media art, although where big money is is a different story (gimmicks such as bansky/nfts, white people commercialising "black art", and so on).. after the covid paradigm shift, big changes are bound to happen. what I've heard about the Venice biennale is quite disappointing tbf but I'm definitely looking forward to Kassel

>> No.20374492

>>20373655
Satan has started giving me heart attacks every day while he repeats the words "your dying" for 6 hours straight. He showed me a sexualized cat with its pussy and ass on display 20 mins ago and just made my face feel like a woman sat down on it. This is all happening after he made me incelibate and anorexic for 30 years. I'm crying again, it hurts so much. He's in my head. All I do is cry while he mentally rapes me and I am powerless to stop him. He's so annoying. You know what I'm saying is true otherwise you wouldve quit reading already. He has been doing this for 2 years. Please make it stop. Gaslighting, religious ocd, sexual pain, repeating the same sentence, making the person think they are about to die are all torture tactics of Satan. He may not even be the biblical Satan, he may have wrote the Bible, how the FUCK am i suppose to know. He has been torturing me so badly. I do not even have control of my imagination. He sends my mind naked pictures of girls until my dick gets half hard and extremely uncomfortable. He actually does this sick shit. Fucking appalling. He told me I have to respawn as the same ugly poor incel if I die. I can not imagine anything worse. PLEASE SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP GET THIS THING OUT OF MY HEAD. I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

>> No.20374504

>>20374492
Least mentally ill /lit/izen

>> No.20374506

>>20374504
help me

>> No.20374510

Interviewer gets a phone call but failed to disconnect. You can hear a guy on the phone saying "hey" after he put his phone back down.
https://youtu.be/xRYUAmK-YzE?t=180

>> No.20374519

>>20374492
Your delusions aren't real, stop entertaining them. Go to your therapist or the hospital ASAP, or go to your family. Get some help. You're gonna make it.

>> No.20374532

i ordered a copy of that book The Beach.
hope its good

>> No.20374540

Is it too late to create something of merit after wasting over ten years on the internet, spending almost every day scrolling just to make the time go by, doing very little to improve myself?

>> No.20374542

>>20374506
Intrusive thoughts are normal, how you react to them is your choice

>> No.20374546

>>20373725
This dude doesn't fuck

>> No.20374551

>>20373754
boooooo

>> No.20374559

>>20373655
I don't care what Borzoi's Telegram poll says: coffee is a broth. To be a tea, a beverage needs to be made of steeped leaves.
I hope that nigger across the street doesn't blare rap for twelve hours straight again tomorrow. Why are niggers so loud, anyway?
I should go to work tomorrow, but I probably won't.

>> No.20374571

>>20374551
be nice

>> No.20374591

>>20374571
hissssssssss

>> No.20374599

kamala said this
>That is especially true when it comes to the climate crisis, which is why we will work together and continue to work together to address these issues, to tackle these challenges, and to work together as we continue to work, operating from the new norms, rules, and agreements that we will convene to work together on to galvanize global action.

>With that, I thank you all. This is a matter of urgent priority for all of us. And I know we will work on this together.

why this bitch saying work so much

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Why is there an interview after a test after an interview
It's just an internship

>> No.20374706

>>20374603
good luck anon

>> No.20374712

I can write nothing more: all that I have hitherto written seems to me nothing but straw.

>> No.20374737

>>20374712
is it true thomas wrote the screenplay for The Mask the following summer?

>> No.20374770

I've found over the last few years that I've simulatenously become less intelligent but more hard working.

>> No.20374814

Having a huge dick is really overrated.
Also
I realize now that I have no passion for writing, I was just tricked by passion spillover from my love of reading. I wish I figured this out before I made several key life choices over the past 10 years.

>> No.20374817

>>20374814
>I wish I figured this out before I made several key life choices over the past 10 years.
iktfb except music.

>> No.20374829

have to conjure up a thesis out of nowhere
help

>> No.20374857

>>20373868
you wanna slap mine?

>> No.20374861

I am beginning to suspect that there is a link between my alcohol consumption and depression

>> No.20374876

>>20374861
>Depression without alcohol: no happy times
>Depression with alcohol: some happy times

>> No.20374887

>>20374876
The alcohol is making it worse

>> No.20374902

>>20374116
My satiric criticism was that men should also legally have the right to terminate an unwanted pregnancy on demand too. Derived from the same natural right that has to be the first principle of "the right to free abortion on demand" which seems to be the lefts unanimous position.

>> No.20374914

cant wait for the waves of ukrainian immigrants to finally arrive so i can get a big titty goth slav gf

>> No.20374915

>>20374914
They're all pakis and indians posing as ukrainian

>> No.20374922

>>20374887
That's what depression wants you to think.

>> No.20374928

>>20374915
no, i can tell by their phenotypes.

>> No.20374931

>>20374928
I can tell by the pixels

>> No.20374934

>>20374311
Based bulk reproducer.
I'm one of nine and it was/is the best thing

>> No.20374939

I have an urge to invite out this cold, cold, women to a nice semi-expensive restaurant to put an end to this fantasy of imagining her as more than what she is and to make her split the bill at the end. I think that by not having spent a significant amount of time with her alone, I've been dragged along in a limerent state for far too long. The best outcome is I sense some warmth in her and we can be lovers, but truthfully, I'd like nothing more than to spend the evening psychologically torturing her. I really wish I'm projecting but there's enough evidence to suggest she is truly as ruthless, cold and undermining as I believe her to be. She reminds me too much of myself.

>> No.20374962

>>20374311
Based. I've got seven.

>> No.20375020

I'm fantasizing about detaching from my physical body and spending thousands of years observing distant galaxies and inaccessible spaces on Earth again. I do it a lot these days. At the end of my day, after work and working out and whatever else I'm doing, I always end up feeling a lot of self-loathing and regret over some things I've done, I sit there and pick out all the ways I've been burdening people and causing trouble recently, this bottomless pit of shame and guilt opens up in me and I wish I could curl into a ball and shrink smaller and smaller until I disappear, or I mentally plan out, not for the first time, a way to commit suicide in a way that would make it seem like I had vanished into thin air.
I don't always feel like this. At other times I have goals, passion, desires, I want to meet a nice girl and have a fulfilling career and things, but this nagging feeling comes back at least every couple days. I can't sustain any level of self-confidence. It always collapses into a black hole of doubt and worry about being a burden, a net negative, dragging others down due to my dumb problems.

>> No.20375056

>>20374276
stfu fag

>> No.20375070

I am dejected.

>> No.20375129

I am delighted.

>> No.20375136

i wanted to read so i sat down and read 3 pages and then i was bored so now i will smoke weed and eat salmon.

>> No.20375186

It's really night and day how much better I feel for having done even as little as fifteen minutes of exercise in the morning. And yet, when I fall into that slump and fall out of the habit, it is like I completely forget how good it feels. But then you get back into the habit and you curse yourself for having put it off for so long!

>> No.20375196

>>20375136
Three more pages in between each of those.

>> No.20375215

>>20375136
>>20375196
>retarded tripfags replying to each other
i might as well just go on reddit i guess

>> No.20375252

>>20375215
Yes, please. Go.

>> No.20375315

I'm really struggling to fight off the depression bros

>> No.20375385

>>20375315
Have you tried seeing a doctor?
Depression is a hell of a drug, you shouldn't try to just brush it off by yourself.

>> No.20375448

>>20373655
Time for my nightly "wtf am I doing with my life" crisis.

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>>20373655
I'm reading Hume right now after finishing Schopenhauer's Pessimism librivox collection. I don't think Schopenhauer has any blackpills Hume didn't have as ALL TIME KING OF BLACKPILLS AND BLACKPILLING.

Schopes is actually pretty positive. He just reaches unpleasant conclusions that spook onlookers from far away.

>> No.20375457

>>20374876
Just enjoy it. No one is happy on this earth really. Better to have some wild times than just flat static misery.

>> No.20375463

>>20375457
alcohol is expensive tho and not healthy

>> No.20375464

>>20374540
Yes

>> No.20375467
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>>20375455
This and the intro to ZE WURLD as Wll UND Representation on Librivox

I upanishat myself with ebullient joy, m8s. Buddhenhauer is basically encased in a sophistication of Berkeley's first step of Principles of Human Knowledge.
FFS you green newbie lurkers want to pick the heaviest most sophisticated book there is, Schopenhauer's monster of monsters and the intro tells you to fuck right off yet you post your incel screeds here without ever finding out the road starts with Berkeley and Locke because (human contact has become so scarce, sorry m80s take care now).

>> No.20375469

>>20375056
That's what I thought, dumb bitch.

>> No.20375473
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>>20375467
Kant's name is the most circle jerked here but really the proof that NONE OF YOU READ is that Berkeley's idealism rarely ever is mentioned despite it being the full circle return from Hume Skepticism found in Kant's critique that is basically blasting Skeptical medtitating to death with geometry giga astronomer turbo tism.

>> No.20375487

>>20375463
We all die eventually. It's not that expensive. 3 buck chuck baby.

>> No.20375519
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20375519

I can't see the fucking moon! Why? Where the fuck did it go? I hate being in the city! So fucking unlucky!!!!! Aaaaaaaasaaaaaa!! And it's not even a big city. Just some faggy ghetto. Fuck this shit.

>> No.20375525

>>20375519
Come start an off the grid commune with me

>> No.20375598

>>20374323
That is, in fact, quite easy actually for someone of my... caliber, lets say. Yes, the top three novels. Lets presume that perchance you may also count novellas and manga, yes? Naturally, naturally. Let us begot from third, barred to one, My dear sub-intellectual compatriot.
Three: Infinite Jest
Two: Berserk
One: Revolt against the modern world

>> No.20375723

>>20374599
she needs speechwriters but probably runs them off

>> No.20375728

>>20375519
Maybe the moon has set.
Maybe there's a storm of thunder.
Did you look outside?
Did you dare gaze at the sky?

>> No.20375759

Now that I know it for a fact to be true, I will never tell anybody about it, ever.

>> No.20375796
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It could have been otherwise...

>> No.20375806

Éclairé par la lumière d'étoiles qui n'existent plus.

>> No.20375816

>>20373701
Oh fuck off.
I thought you were gone for good.

>> No.20375817

>>20373790
Church

>> No.20375819

>>20375817
church girls are massive whores

>> No.20375844

>>20375819
Church girls believe in unicorns, dragons, talking animals, literal magic and that the world is ending soon. Never put your dick in crazy, it's never worth it.

>> No.20375848

There's nobody who can say no to KFC. It's impossible to dislike KFC. Even when KFC itself ordered a precision strike directly to your house, murdering your entire family in an excruciating final moments, you still could not deny the triumphant deliciousness that is KFC at the end of the day.

>> No.20375868

>>20373655
i fucking hate my students so goddamn much.

>> No.20375871

Here I am again.

>> No.20375877

talk about random shit in this thread on the literature board, but only if you're going to think in the way i want you to. faggot op.

>> No.20375881

>>20375844
you must have gone to a protestant/evangelical/jewish/baptist church. surely you must have gone somewhere and you're not making things up anyway.

>>20375848
i love fast food almost as much as i love my funko pop collection.

>> No.20375888

life is hard

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20375897

>>20375877
cry more bitch

>> No.20375905

>>20375844
>Church girls believe in unicorns, dragons, talking animals, literal magic and that the world is ending soon.
All of these exist though. Anon you might need to work on your ontology. I hope you didn't fall for the materialism meme.....

>> No.20375913

>>20375868
Why?

>> No.20376208

Something that turns me on is how in some Japanese brainwashing porn, how the girl will act like she hates whatever degrading crap she's being forced to do, then when she gets brianwashed she'll act like she loves it. That disconnect, that the woman can convincingly act out either one, it really makes me despise them. I fucking hate them. But because of that, since I know she can just act however she wants for money, I think that beneath the act she's probably suffering immensely on a psychological level (or at least I hope she is). Having all of her dreams destroyed and having to drink piss and gargle old men's cum to make ends meet, I imagine she must be in a state of despair beneath the facade, and that is ultimately what turns me on about it. Of course in reality maybe they're actually just soulless whores and none of this bothers them. Trying to attribute human feelings like a sense of dignity to women is probably foolish, but it gets me off so whatever.

>> No.20376210

>>20376208
don’t make me tap the sign

>> No.20376211

>>20376210
What sign are you threatening to tap?

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>>20376208
Kek, are you me? Projecting intense emotion (ecstasy, betrayal, malice, disgust etc.) on women is what gets me off too, but real life experience taught me they're semi-conscious biobots driven by uterus and status quo. Not much happening in those pretty heads.

>> No.20376220

>>20376211
the one in the op

>> No.20376221

>>20376220
I will make incel posts and there's nothing you can do about it.

>> No.20376224

>>20376219
Sometimes you'll get a video where they start crying at the end or you can see their face screw up like they're trying to suppress it, which makes me think they may be feeling something, but that could be an act too so you never know.

>> No.20376230

>>20373851
yeah I was just making a funny.

>> No.20376232
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I was sick for two years. Now that i'm closing on being cured i'm forced to live with the consequenses of being a neet for the said two years. I'm ecstatic at moments of getting my life back but at the same time old habits die hard and i still lurk and do escapist shit too much. Well it could be worse. Just a month ago i thought that the coof fucked me permanently but I just randomly got back to health after 25 months of life destroying symptoms.

>> No.20376255

>>20374128
I made one supporting artificial wombs

>> No.20376307

>>20373745
sounds gay let's obfuscate the truth and rape women and pretend we're angels or something.

>> No.20376318

>>20376232
what were you sick with?

>> No.20376323

if you could firebomb any animation studio, which one would it be?

>> No.20376329

>>20374311
Poor kids

>> No.20376330

>>20374311
I don't pay taxes. Shit happens

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>>20373779

>> No.20376335

>>20376333
sus

>> No.20376341

gonna get drunk. don't give a fuck anymore

>> No.20376344

>>20376323
The only animation studio I know of is Studio Ghibli and I wouldn't bomb it.

>> No.20376350

>>20374415
just finished this dude's disertation... it went all over the plase. he's a fucking genius though, one of a kind mind. glad he's putting out art for us.

>> No.20376356

Something something human condition. Something something cosmic tragedy. Something something depth and ennui and stuff

>> No.20376361

>>20376350
He just plagiarized a famous essay [Yorke, 2003] and added nothing to it.

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This will all be over soon

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>>20373745
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SICKLY SWEET NAIVETY

>> No.20376371

>>20376363
Maybe its for the better.

>> No.20376374

>>20376371
Indeed

>> No.20376383

>>20376363
Is there any way to hurry things up?

>> No.20376385

>>20376356
this but literally unironically

>> No.20376393

>>20376383
Try neeting. 5 years pass like a summer vacation.

>> No.20376405

"The rain in Spain fall on the plain" I think.
And then the other one is asking me why particularly Spain (as if the rhyme is of no relevance) and challenges me to find a country where the rain doesn't fall on the plain.
Naturally I point out numerous mountainous and island countries devoid of any plains and then he starts calling me "know it all" and accusing me of missing the point.
Maddening.

>> No.20376419

>>20376405
>numerous mountainous and island countries devoid of any plains
Name me a couple of those please.

>> No.20376421

https://youtu.be/w8-cjd5cdIU

ummm has this been disputed yet?

>> No.20376422

I am in a state of constant disappointment and confusion

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>>20376405

>> No.20376440

>>20376433
Why is this 10 years old nipponese girl such a big slut?

>> No.20376447

>>20376440
She is a good girl

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>>20376421
I'll never have a daughter. It literally is the ULTIMATE AND FINAL cuck. Also, in respect for my fellow fathers out there, I will NOT date their daughters.

>> No.20376497

>>20376483
More people need to realize that dating another man's daughter is participating in cuckoldry.

>> No.20376510

>>20376483
>I will NOT date their daughters
based pederast and/or lifelong celibate and/or man who only dates fatherless girls with daddy issues and thus ends un in unhealthy relationships

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20376521

thanks guys

>> No.20376540
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20376540

Have sex

>> No.20376542

>>20376421
Did he really say that?
Doesn't he have a daughter himself?

>> No.20376547

>>20376540
jesus, mary and joseph, is that a big titty goth girl that i see there?
does she have a bf?
will she be my gf?

>> No.20376551

>>20376208
Please don't cite porn as a source of insight and life experience. It only confirms that you are in fact a total coomer and your synapses are so fried by porn that they no longer fire.

>> No.20376552 [DELETED] 

>>20376547
i grew up in a bohemian college town with a decent amount of big titty goth chicks, they always came off as teases who wouldn't put out, if you wanted to get some, you needed to chill with the stoner chicks

>> No.20376558

>>20376551
Porn shows you what women really are, anon.

>> No.20376562

>>20376552
but i don't care about stoner chicks, what i need in life more than anything is a big titty goth gf

>> No.20376572

>>20376558
Does it show us what men really are as well?

>> No.20376574

>>20376547
that's a man baby

>> No.20376576

>>20376318
> the coof
as in covid. Got infected with the OG wuhan stuff. Had semi bad acute sickness to the point of getting close to getting hospitilized for few days and post acute symptoms just stayed and stayed. Basically got hangover equivalent symptoms from any exertion. When being active makes you close to bed bound with headache you tend to become inactive. The weird thing is that i started getting better just after being exposed to covid for the third time(got omicron too before but it lasted only few days). I love exercising but im still a subconsiously apprehensive towards it.

>> No.20376578

>>20376572
No, except in gay porn

>> No.20376586

>>20376576
sorry. still don't believe in covid

>> No.20376588

>>20376385
Do you wanna date anon
Like a misery loves company kind of thing

>> No.20376590

>think of something very funny and witty to post
>laugh about it to myself for a minute or two
>don't post it and go about my business

>> No.20376624

Why do people have to bad. Like seriously what the hell ? If you haven’t extensively pondered your impact enough to make the choice to be a good person, you don’t deserve to live.

>> No.20376629

>>20376624
learn English nigger

>> No.20376640

>>20376624
I’ve consciously developed a manipulative, arrogant asshole personality because people like that have used and abused me in the past. It works, I’m hurting people instead of getting hurt now. Women especially are drawn to dark triad dickheads.

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>>20376590
>laughing while typing
>suddenly realize how stupid the joke is

>> No.20376665

>>20376640
Anon what ?
You’re consciously choosing to be a bad person ? Don’t feel bad about it ?

>> No.20376670

>>20373737
>You have no idea how hard it is for me to spend my time reading when i could just as easily be staring at a wall.

>> No.20376678

>>20376665
With sufficient life experience you’ll find out that “good” people just get fooled and cucked. Those high-achieving moralists have more skeletons in their closet than you can imagine.

>> No.20376690

>>20376590
>read a very funny and entertaining post
>laugh for a few minutes
>reply to the post: stupid faggot kys

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Feministsisters... what if les sexists are right about us?

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>>20376696
This webm goes very hard

>> No.20376716

I have a gut feeling that the fundamental driver of time is motion. The entire universe is constantly in motion. Everything is rotating, revolving, vectoring. Nothing is perfectly still, and if it were, we'd have no way of knowing. The Earth orbits the sun orbits the galactic center, which in turn is pulled towards the great attractor beyond the veil of the Milky Way. All of this in addition to the actual spatial expansion of the universe, which itself is of a completely unknown nature. I just have this intuition that without motion, time is meaningless. I don't know why, and I can't quantify it but I'm convinced that the perception of time is rooted in motion, which is most commonly itself derived from space over time. Everything is moving, therefore time. Before the prime mover, when all that is was ostensibly in singularity, even if there were a being capable of perceiving time, there would be nothing to be perceived because all was still. There was no motion from which to form this cascade of infinitesimally small Planck units of time as the perceiver constantly updates its own internal world-state to generate the perception of time.

>> No.20376730

>>20374429
>Wants jannies to be as hands off as possible
>Site shifts rightwards
This just proves the idea that any truly free speech place will become fascist. Meanwhile, Reddit powerjannies have to delete like, 10% of comments posted to keep their gay ideology dominant.

>> No.20376746

>>20376730
>any truly free speech place will become fascist
Any "truly free speech place" will move to eliminate its own preconditions? That doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me.

>> No.20376757

>>20376716
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla

>> No.20376762

>>20376716
At least have the decency to attach booba pic to your word salad next time

>> No.20376764

Sub-creation

>> No.20376766

>>20376762
>word salad
This phrase doesn't mean what you think it does.

>> No.20376776

>>20376766
Your post is a word salad and you'd be better off tossing my salad next time

>> No.20376785

>>20376776
>i don't understand what you're saying, therefore what you're saying is nonsensical!
Many such cases. If you want the REALLY schizo shit, ask me about my crackpot theories on the expansion of the universe.

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Today I talked to an Asian American here in the UK. She talked like a negro, making extensive use of their lingo. It was very offputting.

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20376788

Can some fellow pessimists please tell me how you handle the conclusion of Cioran, Zapffe, Schopenhauer and co.? Suicide doesn't seem to be a permanent solution and these guys sometimes recommend the aesthetic lifestyle. I would like to know how you guys implement that? Just reading other books?

(the jannies delete all pessimism threads so I have to ask here)

>> No.20376793

>>20376788
>jannies delete all pessimism threads
Based but fake

>> No.20376796

>>20376716
>I have a gut feeling that something we measure through motion is a function of motion
wonder how many sleepless nights that took you

>> No.20376809

>>20376793
Unless it's a Schopenhauer quote about women, they delete this stuff

>> No.20376814

What's the difference between Tolkien's idea of Faerie and a sci-fi on an alien planet?

>> No.20376816

>>20376796
Measurement doesn't account for the nature of what's being measured. It just proves the existence of the phenomenon you're measuring.

>> No.20376819

>>20376809
Wish they deleted Schopenhauer and Nietzsche too

>> No.20376843

>>20376819
How do you kill time anon? I'm currently reading Programming from the Ground up by Barlett because school teaches shit.

>> No.20376863

>>20376652
>>20376690
seething midwits

>> No.20376872

Is there really a line for when art isn't deceiving and pretending real talent? Isn't beauty itself kinda deceiving.

>> No.20376873

>>20373695
As soon as classes are out I’m focusing on working, reading, and working out outside

>> No.20376885

Poetry themes

>God tier: God
>High tier: Nature
>Decent tier: Love
>Bad tier: Everything else

>> No.20376977

Been rewatching Lost for the first time since it aired. I can't believe I forgot how unfathomably kino this show is. It's making me want to write again for the first time in a long time. The ladies on this show are all fuckin sssssmooooookin, too. Doesn't hurt.
>tfw no Juliet gf
>tfw you'll never be bros with Desmond in the 90s
>don't even have my own hatch
All you whiney fags itt acknowledge my torment because as you can see my problems are bigger and more important than your self-indulgent bullshit.

>> No.20376982

>>20373695
Remember: you don't really have to be here forever.

>> No.20377005

>>20376977
6th season was a mistake.

>> No.20377024

>>20376977
you should watch Atlanta, that shit is dope

>> No.20377031

word salad is when your brain stops relating words together because closed-mindedness is proving adaptive in response to the original discursive, rhizomatic spirit characteristic of madness and AI most purely in the transcendental case of our tower of babel inverted into the ground of our subconscious which may reach a peak at the molten center of everything as though a previously undisclosed black hole the size of a grain of sand were to be found in the iron-nickel alloy in the shape of a key hole with a corresponding key being the absolute apex where subjectivity and objectivity meet and through it every world may be fertilized with the essence of intelligence.

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>>20373969
https://libgen.rs/book/index.php?md5=602F25AD20DD8C7DD1D8C3646BFAA590

>> No.20377063

I want to live and fulfill my duty. I want to make sure my mother is happy and healthy, that I am able to support her to old age. I want to mentor my brother, and help him out in any way I can. God, please let me fulfill this role. Give me strength. Thy will be done. I hope the anons here will also fulfill their roles in this life. Amen.

>> No.20377103

>>20375905
Based Meinongian

>> No.20377120

>>20377063
cringe

>> No.20377154

>>20377063
My role is to be a cautionary tale on how not to fuck up your life.

>> No.20377173

>>20377063
god speed noob

>> No.20377182

>>20374603
deal with it.

>> No.20377384

how do avantgarde artists become avantgarde artists ?
I don't mean this in a "my 3yo could do this" sense, but I do get the feeling that if I were to come up with innovative artistic concepts / practices it wouldn't make any difference unless I went to artschool..

>> No.20377417

>>20375817
Yeah thats not working bro. They all want to get married and they have no hobbies outside of church

>> No.20377435

>>20376787
I live around a lot of asiam americans and literally none of them do that

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20377436

Very well.

About 10 am. Time to take a short nap

>> No.20377441

>>20377436
Based west coast bro. I'm just waking up

>> No.20377446

>>20373655
I wish I were a bird or whale living during a time without man.

>> No.20377463

>>20377436
Based napster. Im kind of jelly. I can never nap and can only get a good eight hours if I'm physically exhausted.

>> No.20377465

>>20377446
I wish I were a western white woman born in this century

>> No.20377478

>>20377384
By using their connections to be conduits for money laundering.

>> No.20377521

When I'm trying to remember something it feels like I do the equivalent of staring at a blank wall until what I need pops into my head from nowhere. If I want to use a particular word it's not like there's a list of words in my head I run through - I just fumble around in my head til it appears. Memories of experiences are the same way, there's no particular order to them and I feel a sense of strain when attempting to recall a particular time in my life until the relevant memory comes to mind.
Is this normal?

>> No.20377570

>>20377465
>t. Tranny
Anyway you'd be better off having been born in the 90s. Even zoomer girls cant escape the horrors of bejng raised on modern tech

>> No.20377686

I'm suddenly remembering all the girls that tried to talk to me. How the fuck was I so blind

>> No.20377698
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20377698

When I'm in a relationship I lose my masculine edge. I don't size everyone up and stare people down when I walk around. I don't work out and fast as much. I become slightly scared of the dark once again. Do women domesticate men?

>> No.20377701

>>20377686
Same. I missed all the opportunities. Now I'm half year away from being a wizard. Maybe I've deserved it all.

>> No.20377712

>>20377698
Sounds like you turn into prime cuck material. Thought of getting a bull?

>> No.20377725

>>20373655
I bit my lip real hard and now i feel the need to hit a woman

>> No.20377846

was melville gay for hawthorne?

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Getting some money tomorrow, gonna get drunk as a pig and watch one of the movies I have associated with my happy days (long gone)

>> No.20378222

If this place ever gets shut down, /lit/ will be the board I'll remember fondly.

>> No.20378234

>>20377846
Nobody's gay for Hawthorne

>> No.20378240

Getting punished with diversity training.

Might just cash in my vacation days and hit the road.

>> No.20378246

>>20378240
Don't submit to such humiliation unless you absolutely must.

>> No.20378261

>>20378240
What did you do?

>> No.20378350

Every time I go to the library the same fat fuck is there. And this fat fuck is always heavily breathing, gasping, snorting, slurping, and snoring. I fucking hate fat people.

>> No.20378372

He's like sisyphus. He pants and gasps for air in a vain attempt to catch his breath. But his breath can never be caught for he is a fat sack of shit.

>> No.20378394

It's been two weeks and I'm not close to getting over it.

>> No.20378529

>>20378394
You won't get over it until you do. It's been two months here..

>> No.20378542

>>20376588
Yes, what's your discord?

>> No.20378659

>>20374236
> I-INCEL!!!!
calling me an incel is not going to make your dad love you

>> No.20378672

>>20378394
Two more weeks

>> No.20378673

If you have a species with selective pressures and no mutation, the result will be a progressive whittling down of variety until a near-stasis is reached. The identification of choice as the operation of liberation makes the same mistake, as a choice is a selection of items from a list of possibilities according to one's will and cannot alone make for an evolutionary system. What is required is a mutagenic operation of cognition, and this operation is found as questioning. By questioning our choices and following the lines of inquiry to new potentialities, we liberate ourselves from the determination of our will.

There is only one tool of mental liberation: the question mark. Everything else is paperwork, which humanity has long since mastered to ridiculous degrees of bureaucracy. Absolutely consider the question mark as a religious symbol: only the question mark saves. Question yourself as if your very salvation depends on it - because it does. Get into the habit of periodically asking yourself questions about your life, your choices, and what you are doing throughout the day. Write down questions on paper and reason through them as best you can until they result in definite actions. Western philosophy began with methodological questioning, and the scientific method itself is a method of inquiry - both proclaim the divinity of the question mark.

>Philosophy begins in wonder. And, at the end, when philosophic thought has done its best, the wonder remains. There has been added, however, some grasp of the immensity of things, some purification of emotion by understanding. Yet there is a danger in such reflections. An immediate good is apt to be thought of in the degenerate form of a passive enjoyment. Existence is actively ever merging into the future. The aim of philosophic understanding is the aim at piercing the blindness of activity in respect to its transcendent functions.
-Alfred North Whitehead, Modes of Thought.

>> No.20378681

Incels will be condemned to hellfire for eternity for their nasty hateful ways. Wicked life despisers

>> No.20378684

>>20378673
Isn't questioning itself an act of will?

>> No.20378819

I’m 6 months sober and I was planning on getting plastered drunk tonight but on the way to the liquor store I decided to stop at half price books. I got As I Lay Dying, The Sound and the Fury, and Absalom, Absalom! for 40 dollars.

>> No.20378831

>>20378681
they’re already in hell

>> No.20378844

>>20378819
>40$ is half price
i could get all of those for probably 3-10$
what the fuck are you doing.

>> No.20378856

>>20377384
Avant garde as a concept has been dead for ages. Also in artschool you dont learn shit aside from what you manage to scramble together by yourself.
T. In artschool

>> No.20378857

I'm dying to live

>> No.20378866
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>>20378857
TRAPPED UNDER ICE

>> No.20378873

>>20374829
Bls

>> No.20378892

>>20373655
>incel free

Good. I know no one will read this and I know what most of you will say but I don’t give a shit I’m drunk an angry. I have made it to a point in my life that I always wanted to achieve. I have a wife (way outta my fucking league) and a child who can walk and talk. We built a house and own a significant amount of land.
But by all the furry in my body I fucking hate landscaping and all the shit that comes with a home.
I hate working all day then coming home and spending hours planting fountain grass and other bullshit plants just so the yard “looks good”. We have nature right now the back of our home. We literally built this house on an old golf course.
But now there is always more. Always has to be more.
So now when I sit to write I’m too pissed off. And too tired to read.

>> No.20378919

Started working at a sub shop part time and every old lady customer fawns all over me telling me how handsome I am. It was nice at first but the assistant manager has started to get on my back about them holding up the line and just dealing with them in general is a little draining.

>> No.20378960

It’s a sign of the times of wanting to be a victim when every attack is claimed to be a false flag. Crazy clown world

>> No.20379067

>>20378919
>draining
Literally give them your number tell them when you’re on break. Either they’ll leave with their sub offended or let you drain their balls in them.
Old cunt is still cunt and usually comes with money. Cue The Producers.

>> No.20379073

Should I write my novel or my memoir? I want to write that novel, I cultivated main idea since I got inspired few years ago, I dont want it to fade from my memory and I think writing proper story would be much more useful for me. But idk know, there is some enjoyment in writing memoir, I can write 50 pages in one round no problem and it's fun for me and I am even satisfied with what I wrote, while fiction is still problem with me. What do you think, anyone even reads memoirs? Also another problematic thing for me, is writing in memoir about things that are not really legal, obviously I don't need to use real names, but anyone can knows its me even if I write anonymously? Is it possibly incriminating or make problems with other people?

>> No.20379087

I've pretty much accepted I'm going to die a virgin. I think even if the most beautiful woman on earth disrobed in front of me and told her she loved me, I'd be too scared/insecure to do anything. I'd also be worried she was just messing with me and it was all part of a practical joke, or maybe she'd be horrified at my small penis. I swear to God I think I'd have a panic attack. I'm hoping my brother marries his gf because my mom is desperate for grandkids and has suggested I try online dating. They've been dating for 2 years and are moving in together soon. I could never be a husband, much less a father. I'd be totally out of my depth.

>> No.20379096

>>20379087
dont worry about it. if ur ever in a situation of impending poon the animal in you will take the wheel

>> No.20379117

>>20379073
Writer a memoir for your family, write a novel for yourself.
You want to write about yourself that’s great (I’ve written about my own life) but a word of advice, no one gives a shit but your family. When your dead they’ll read it.
On to the legal portion. You should learn what hearsay is if your you’re going to write.
I have 350 million dollars worth of cocaine in my basement.
The authorities won’t be knocking down my door. Why? Hearsay. You can write to illegal actions in your tale but they are just that, fiction until proven fact.

>> No.20379132

>>20379087
Jesus you’re pathetic. Look up automated thoughts, you’re full of them. Maybe you will die a virgin and you’d know who would care? No one. I don’t mean that in a mean way, I’m just stating that sex isn’t that great. I’ve had sex with 7 different women over my life and although the experience is great, it’a nothing a Luke warm bad dragon penetrateable couldn’t give me.
It’s the social aspect that’s missing. A womens touch, her smell. The way she looks at you. Strive for that.
Not a meat closet, that shit is BORING.

>> No.20379174

>>20379132
I'm not getting that either. I'm not sure which is more out of reach.
Wanna know something funny? When I started working at my current job, the guys asked if I had a girlfriend. I said yes since I wanted them to perceive me as capable of getting a gf. As proof, I drove down to my old college and paid the first cute girl I found 20 bucks to take a picture with me, which I then used as evidence that I indeed could find a girl who liked me. It's a nice fantasy and the closest I'll ever get.

>> No.20379274

I am estranged from my father because he raped my mother and may have assaulted me (I don't remember it). Today I looked up my his Facebook on an alternate account as I sometimes do, and saw a suicidal post. He has been posting constantly about how my mother and me are narcissists for cutting him off and how depressed he is. He really seems to be in a living hell and I think he might really kill himself at some point. I am torn between feeling relieved and feeling guilty. Mostly I just feel completely drained and depressed about it, and it's hard to say why. I want to talk to him one last time but I also don't want that at all.

>> No.20379298

>>20379274
>I am estranged from my father because he raped my mother and may have assaulted me (I don't remember it)
Your mother probably made all of that up to make you hate him. Women do that shit all the time in divorces and are completely merciless and vile to the man they're leaving. If you don't talk to your father you're a worthless piece of shit.

>> No.20379327

>>20379298
I watched him grope her like every time they were in the same room, get arrested for hitting her, kick my dog, and throw my cat across the room, but cool. Cool cool. I didn't want to kill myself enough already. You have no idea how much I want to rip my veins open and unravel my DNA. You have no idea how much I want to call an Uber to the train station and throw myself under the wheels and step outside of my own body just to watch myself die and laugh at the image. You have no idea how much I wish I didn't exist. And you know what, you're probably fucking right anyway, he did all kinds of terrible things but she probably lied about that because she's fucking psychotic too and has done even worse. I hate her too. And I'll never know what was real and what wasn't because she was in and out of psychosis my whole childhood. No one can tell me, there is no one who I can trust or believe, all I know is that I have no good parts in me, I am made of only bad. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want everyone to die.

Look at the triggered little fuck, freaking out now. Look at her, the little cunt. Shoot her 100,000 times with a machine gun. Kill her over and over and rip out her intestines. Why won't the suffering ever just fucking end

>> No.20379338

NEW THREAD NEW CONVERSATIONS
>>20379334
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>>20379334
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>>20379334
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>>20379334
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>> No.20379377

>>20379298
Fuck. I don't know. It doesn't matter though. I have to talk to him at some point no matter how I feel. I will just be repeating the same horrible conversation but who cares anyway, it doesn't matter, I'm trapped in hell. No one can be trusted, no one is good. I already know that so what are the stakes anyway, might as well save a life? A worthless fucking life but so is mine.