/lit/ - Literature

>>20152346
More than a decade ago

>>20152346
Oh wait I guess I left out a week in late march 2019 I was happy during that week.

Nice literature thread.

>>20152346
November 2016 really felt like the world was going to change for the better

>>20152346
right now

>>20152346
Too long to pinpoint a date. Maybe when I was a kid before the troubles began?

Sometime in 2015.

>>20152346

Now, because I cam comfy browsing 4chan

3 days ago when I went for a walk in the park and the weather was nice

>>20152346
Before consciousness desu

FUcking kill me

>>20152428
irish?

>>20152346
I dunno anon, when it happens it is very temporary and I have never felt that it would last. 2020 was the worst year of my life. I came within an inch of suicide.

>>20152346
The last time I went outside. I genuinely love being alone with myself in nature. It's being inside all day that drags me down.

>>20152346
I was feeling very happy tonight. At peace with my life. Just stop thinking like a sad cunt. It's seriously that easy. Forgive and move on. Stop being an internally seething cry baby. Take steps to change your life. You know what you need to do to make things better

Happiness is slavery.

>>20152346
I've felt fine for my entire life.

>>20152346
When I got a big scholarship and bought my first car with it (had to commute to uni). On the way home, I drove my family. They all told me they were proud of me. It is a convertible, so I remember the wind in my hair, the sun, and oldies I was playing.

Late summer of 2017 was the best

>>20152346
getting out of the mental facility when i was 14, thought i could probably conquer the world or something

>>20152748
Wut? What were you there for and what was it like?

>>20152346
2003

unhappiness is not real. even when you are serious, you are just playing. "all the world's a stage"

>>20152419
you deserve to be unhappy

>>20152758
im gonna be honest anon but im a very normal guy and i was basically forced to it because my family didnt wanted me to associate with them so they just left me but because i was highly self aware and played my cards carefully thus i was rewarded freedom
>What were you there for
stabbed the house cat with a spoon for reason i do not remember, then in fear stabbed my mom too, a neighbor trying to catch me and his dog too (i dont why it happened but i was just a child) then a doctor interviewed me and i was sent to the downie dungeons
>what was it like?
too many downie bros, girls who literally went mute due to being molested so much at such at young age and the family didnt wanted the hassle, we were a little too much fond of pokemons and one girl ate the wheel from one of the stretchers

>>20152346
This morning when I had my coffee and first snus of the day

>>20152821
>stabbed the house cat with a spoon for reason i do not remember, then in fear stabbed my mom too
very normal guy thing to do

>>20152827
kingen jag bugar

>>20152828
i was a child mate, i dont even remember why i did that plus im pretty sure she would be the who started it first and then the doctor declared me mentally unstable because he wanted the money

>>20152346
Just awhile ago when I remembered it was D. Boon’s birthday today and Mike Watt is still alive to talk about him. I had a jog outside being so giddy.

>>20152346
Back when I sat next to this one classmate of mine. I didn't put any effort into any of my classes that year, and I especially disliked the subject of the class we had together, but it was always nice speaking with her.

>>20152346
A few minutes ago, when I was looking at my wife and cat, but it was a happiness mixed with sadness because I can't help thinking that out there countless animals and humans are pointlessly suffering.

>>20152346
I don't believe in happiness because it can't be maintained unless you're a sage or something.

I'm currently in the midst of a depressive episode and have been having obsessive, intrusive thoughts that feel somehow like they emanate from outside me. In such a state, I always feel like I have never been happy and never will, even if I know that's not true. It was probably about a month ago that I last was happy. Whenever I feel like I'm getting used to the reality of being a bipolar schizoautist I find a wave of FUCK will come along at an entirely inopportune time and MOLEST my plans.

>>20153264
But this feller sounds alright to me. Minutemen was my favourite band for a long time as a youngun.

I haven't had any hope for the future since I graduated high school a decade ago. I've managed to fuck up almost everything since then.

>>20152346
Today. Prior to that yesterday. Prior to that the day before yesterday. Prior to that three days ago
April fools ...

i am genuinely happy every time the sun illuminates my horses

>>20152816
Spoken like a true semite

>>20152346
I'd say I'm happy at least once most days. I've realized the most simple pleasure is the affirmation that I'm alive and still able to draw breath.

>>20152374
Anon, deep down you know we all come to this place for the same reason, and this it.

>>20152651
Look how Luther's day expands to Darwin's year

>>20152419
Trumps election is an indication of change in coming decades as populism rises, but if you actually thought Trump himself was going to stand up to "god's chosen people" and the wealthy elite then you were very naive.

Around 5 years ago, some weeks around my 18th birthday me and my class were at a Trampolin hall/park. I was exhilarated, jumping and joking around with my friends and the girl I had a crush on. She had a BF at the time. We met some years after that by chance and talked, she laughed a lot.

>>20152663
lovely

mine was getting a summer legal fellowship and teaching job within a couple months of each other and getting to tell friends/family

>>20152651
she look like monkey

This past week, I moved back to my hometown. It was the first time I've felt a lasting happiness since I left and I hope it stays with me. They tell you the homesickness goes away, but sometimes, it just doesn't. I was never truly happy elsewhere. I know this is where I belong.