/lit/ - Literature

Got sex on my mind

nigger moment

Gun hunt.
>In 1588, Hideyoshi Toyotomi, having become kampaku or "imperial regent", ordered a new sword hunt; Hideyoshi, like Oda, sought to solidify separations in the class structure, denying commoners weapons while allowing them to the nobility, the samurai class. In addition, Toyotomi's sword hunt, like Oda's, was intended to prevent peasant uprisings
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sword_hunt

>>20127243
Gotdam she nice.

Has anyone translated the Plato dialogues into ebonics and changed the characters to popular rappers so that young niggers could read them and get a sense of morality?
Like:

Lil S: Yo crito what you came so early for my nigga? Or did I slack yo?
BigC: nah my nigga I'm early
LilS: how much is the fish my nigga
BigC: bout 6
LilS: how'd that cop let you in
BigC: he got used to be bro, I hand him the good stuff
LilS:you just came here my man?
BigC: little time ago
LilS: why didn't you wake me nigga
BigC: my nigga I'm sleepy af myself. Didn't want to break your balls my man. You a happy nigga generally even in hard times like this yo
LilS: Yo a real nigga won't give a shit about death and shoot
BigC: other niggas bitch bout it
LilS: yeah but why you came so early my nig

>>20127235
I like reading, it can distract me from feeling bad, make me think and connect me to new ideas.
I wonder how it is to have a passionate discussion about books with someone.

>>20122254
I think that I have more deep seated problems than the fear of cat.

I need a jewish succubus to empty my balls in everyday.

>>20127243
sauce please oh my god

>>20127654
twitter.com/anuheanihipali

>>20127701
ty

Hey /lit/, can you use pic related for the next OP? Thanks!

>get into reading
>late bloomer
>26
>start with Greeks
>Half Price Books
>Iliad and Odyessy under my arm
>haha yes I’m gonna do it. I’m going to cultivate an interest in the arts and be better for it
>just for shits and giggles look through the manga section at front of store
>a mother comes in with her two teenage daughters
>lady is a milf and a half, wreaks of her husband’s money
>she looks me in the eyes, horrified.
>subtly shepherds her children away from the display
I felt so bad. I wanted to say “hey hey wait! I was just looking! See what I’m carrying?? Classics! Not manga!” It’s not fucking fair man I’m trying to better myself.

>>20127729
I don't think she was scared of the manga anon

>>20127735
kek

>>20127729
Should pounded that pig. Coated her in a glooby film of gelatinous spermsauce.

>>20127729
>caring what other people think

>>20127235
shit, I don't want to be a shill, but scribd is a pretty sweet deal.

>>20127235
My libido is pretty dead.
Feels good

>>20127967
Mine stays dead while I'm on kratom but comes back with vengeance during tolerance breaks.
Normoids can't comprehend the bliss of going 3 weeks without a single boner or thought about w*men.

Had to go to an industry event for my usually asocial Job this week. It is the first time since High School that I have been surrounded by so many other people roughly my own age, or people at all really.
I was surprised that I am still able to erect a facade of superficial normality, however it is obvious that as the lack of missed milestones pile up that I will not be able to manage this for much longer.

It is kind of insane how many girls have cutting scars.

>>20127728
notre dame?
real life?

>>20127973
>>20127967
Can I learn this skill? I'm headed down a path of degeneracy and self-loathing

>>20128023
>I was surprised that I am still able to erect a facade of superficial normality, however it is obvious that as the lack of missed milestones pile up that I will not be able to manage this for much longer.
I'm farther along that road. It gets scarier.

>>20127967
Thats not good

Twink bussy.

>>20128082
in vienna. probably to cover restoration work.

>>20127729
She would’ve been disgusted by you regardless of where you stood

I don't want to see anyone in my family. There are things that can't be said that I can't not say anymore. There can't be any balance between us, I can't turn away anymore, I can't put them first anymore. We are not close. There is very much they have ignored. The one of them I think I should see is my grandad. He wants to see me. I'm used to doting on him, effectively. Giving him what he wants. He wants to talk sports. I do not want to talk sports. I can not talk to him about what would need to be talked about. He spent most of my formative years tending to his wife, who had dementia. He doesn't know me. I don't want to fill him in. I can't not fill him in if I'm gonna see him. He lives nearby. I expect he'll come around eventually. I'm not sure what to say.
>inb4 see your fucking grandad anon
the level of neglect here is a lot more than you think. he isn't the problem, probably, I don't really have any sense of what to even expect in a loving relationship. This can't be a loving relationship.

>check board
>existential philosophy circlejerk takes up half of it
This place is 80% insecure teenagers.

>>20127235
>Man, acting in conformity with his organisation, has recourse to endless expedients in order to grasp the Universe as a whole: these expedients in all their endless complexity are simply a group of concepts; and in our pride at having thus attained to a concept of the world in its entirety, we lose sight of our true position, forgetting that after all we have grasped nothing but the concept, and that consequently we are simply taking pleasure in the instrument of our own making, while all the time we remain further removed than ever from the reality of the world. But the man who can find no lasting delight in the phantasms of this illusion, at last, becomes conscious that his own mind rebels against its tyranny. He recognises the unreality of this barren illusion and feels impelled to turn to reality and to approach it by means of feeling. Then the question arises: how is this to be done, seeing that reality conceived of as a whole can only be made intelligible to the intellect, and cannot be brought into relation with feeling? It can only be done by recognising that the essence of reality consists of infinite multiplicity. This inexhaustible multiplicity, incessantly renewed and renewing, can only be apprehended by feeling, as the one ever-present though ever-varying element. This variability is the essence of the real; the unreal, or that which is imagined, alone being invariable and immutable. Nothing but what is variable can be real. To be real-to live-what is it but to be born, to grow, to bloom, to wither and to die? Without death as a necessary concomitant, there is no possibility of life: that alone has no end which has no beginning; but nothing real can be without beginning, only abstract ideas.

I’m a Pythagorean

>>20128474
nice

Today’s my 21st birthday and I have no friends to spend it with. Another year of life wasted. On the upside, I was recently accepted into nursing school. Once I finish in two years, I’ll finally be able to move far away and start a new life.

>>20128495
It's okay I have an unhealthy obsession with flat chested girls. I may be gay

>>20128495
Happy birthday anon. easily one of the most respectable career choices. what would you like to do today?

>>20128503
Thank you. I’m having dinner with my mother and grandmother. Then I’ll probably spend my night listening to Morrissey and reading Cioran to let my sadness out so I’ll be able to carry on tomorrow.

>>20128487
>mogs you

>>20128514
cool. I never read cioran. I think I know someone who met someone who was in the Smiths. It was one of them Manchester bands. I'm lukewarm for them myself, but they're alright. Don't try to out-drink the other nursing students when it gets to that. I think they're 1. pretty social animals; 2. not very intellectual, usually, but not dumb; 3. wild.

Godspeed.

>>20128495
>nursing school
are you a girl?

cannot tell if the board is less alive or I'm offline and not seeing it. what you do in such instances?

>>20128607
No, I’m a homosexual

>>20127235
you ever bust so hard the tissues can't contain it and it splatters the wall behind your computer like a projectile

>>20128672
so a girl

>>20128742
you'd have to imagine that there's something to do with being penetrated that's female. gotta wonder about gays who just want to fuck men. what kind of a fantasy is that

Big dicks will rule the world

>>20128676
Yeah this happened to me a couple of hours ago. Must have shot it at least a metre directly upwards. Felt quite proud of myself desu

I’ve noticed a lot of the interesting contemporary stuff is set in and around Latin America. I wonder why that is.

got a snippets of stories in my head but can't form them into an actual worthwhile story
does this come naturally to people? do I like passion? do writers learn form and structure before starting? like musicians might do in music? its so frustrating

>>20128552
have fun farting out your soul

>>20128957
>but can't form them into an actual worthwhile story
that's because you aren't trying. if a musician gets an idea for a melody it can take months to complete a whole song based around it

>>20128930
Obsessed

I'm sad and my writing is shit. There's about 3 more hours left in the day, before I grow too tired to do anything of worth. I don't want to die, but I want to cease existing without disappointing or hurting anyone.

Billie Eilish's music actually represents an increase in complexity in pop. I'm thinking some strange things will happen with this generation.

>>20129025
I'm 31 and listen to Billie Eilish unironically

What's on my mind? The world-historical significance of the Russian invasion of Ukraine. People tend to view it as a regional affair between two countries, or perhaps as tripartite relation between Russia, Ukraine, and NATO. In truth it sends shockwaves throughout the world. Specifically it amplifies the uncertainty and supply chain disruptions of the globalized economic order already reeling from climate and pandemic induced shocks. It may very well spell the overturning of the current world order. Many contributing factors have been eroding the international capitalist globalized economic system. By disrupting grain and fertilizer exports the Ukrainian war could inject a massive dose of political instability throughout the world and lead to even further spiraling and instability. The complexities boggle the mind because everything in a globalized world is a network of relationships spanning every country in the world and susceptible to all kinds of factors.

We are seeing how globalism is not a robust, anti-fragile system, only a cost-effective one in good times when there is international stability assured by a hegemonic world-power. In this case that power was the United States, but it is no longer able to ensure that stability. The ensuing fragmentation threatens capitalism as we know it.

>>20129025
/mu/fags have said the same about 20+ roasties

>>20128495
Fuck I just realized I forgot about my friends birthday last week
I'm a fucking nigger fuck

HIGH ON MUSHROOMS.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

>>20129151
create some highly elaborate gift or surprise and pretend you were delayed in how long it took to prepare

>>20129055
fucking hell man, those titties

If you’re a weeb or have yellow fever, are you ever insecure about it?

>>20129315
* or any other sort of Sinophiles/orientaphile

>>20129315
A lot of people might classify me as a weeb, but I just have an interest in the ontology of manga/anime (how to define manga/anime).

I'm not sure why, but retired upper class old boy's club types always spontaneously engage with me in conversation when I'm out and about, despite being in my twenties. Perhaps it's because I don't have any friends or bitches, but it's difficult to put into words how pleasing those interactions are, although the frequency with which it occurs is rather odd. Is wholesome gangstalking a thing or are old people just that sweet and lovely

>>20129277
Very talented!

>>20129382
https://youtu.be/WsnmY8iWMVs?t=29

>even the japanese wikipedia lists people's blood type
What's wrong with Japanese people?

>>20129315
Personally no, but it depends on what sort of form your philia takes. Here's how I'd rank it:

>Unambiguously good
Interest in Asian literature/art/history/culture/languages/philosophy
>Kinda lame but who cares
Interest in manga/Japanese video games
>Embarrassing
Yellow fever
Asia superiority complex
Moving to Asia because you're a social failure at home

Just stay healthy and avoid the bottom 3 things and you'll be fine. Asian influence is kinda disastrous for certain guys in the West because it gives them an escape, and they forfeit trying to adapt to their own society which stunts their growth. This is what produces those weeaboo stereotype people. Moving overseas won't solve your deepest problems.

>>20129507
Why should the bottom 3 be embarrassing? If they were for anywhere but Asia, no one would have any opinion at all.

>>20129507
This reads like /pol/ nonsense to be honest. What in your own society is there to even adapt to? You’re already in it, whether you want to be or not. What growth? Growth in what?

>>20129055

She said Cringy things in interviews but the first album was actually good.

What does it feel to be in love with a person who loves you?

>>20129809
It feels like a ridiculous high.

>>20129809

>>20129809

>>20129809
Couldn't tell ya

>>20129809
It's an amazing feeling, maybe the best. I haven't felt it in quite a while

>>20129551
I would say the bottom 3 are embarrassing no matter the location, though stuff like yellow fever isn't that bad, it's more the other two.
>>20129615
The point is not that people from different societies are incompatible, it has nothing to do with /pol/. We're talking about a subset of people who have a philia for another culture, yet that philia becomes a negative thing for them since they believe the problems in their life are caused not by themselves but by the society they live in. I know because I was one of those guys, and I see it in others too. I gave up on making friends at home, and I thought my society was the problem, but after learning Japanese and failing to make Japanese friends, I realized the problem was with me. I realized there are fucked up things about their society, like how they (and Korea too) have something like cancel culture where someone who is targeted online gets relentlessly bullied and often commit suicide. I realized working in Asia would also probably suck ass.


So when you ask, "What growth?", the answer is, "Personal growth". If you can't make friends and be happy at home, you won't be popular or happy in Asia. To normal, healthy people, this is obvious, but a lot of weeaboos get socially isolated and develop strange ways of thinking. This is what I'm talking about with my post. If you can't relate to it or understand, that's good. It means this isn't a problem for you. For others, it is.

>>20129160
have fun matey

>>20129872
> people from different societies are incompatible
Well people have been mixing as long as humans have walked the earth so I don’t know what hair-brained theory led you to believe this, but you come off as a person with a particular axe to grind. The average person doesn’t even have an opinion these things. They certainly don’t find them embarrassing.

>>20129892
Your reading comprehension is awful, what the fuck

>>20129872
The last paragraph has too many problems with it for me to even know where to start unfortunately. Going from growth to “personal growth” and thinking that’s any less vague, assuming anyone who does what we’re discussing is doing it because of some domestic failure, asserting that it’s obvious when it’s more likely something only a chronically online person or person who has direct experience (the great minority of people) has considered, and so on. I mean, this is really just dumb. Sorry to be so harsh but it is.

>>20129900
I quoted it verbatim. I’m sorry but this is just a dumb comment. It’s clearly personal insecurities projected out generally and it flies in the face of how the real world works, has always worked. It doesn’t even satisfy the question of what is so embarrassing about it. “Personal growth”? That’s a non-answer.

it seems to me I feel the need to manipulate, pretty hard, in order to be loved. smoke and mirrors baby. "no one would ever love the real me- shit who is that guy anyway? when was the last time anyone saw him?" type shit. I just want to post this to make it real. It doesn't seem like I believe anyone would ever forgive me for anything, and so I have to find the angles that would be acceptable rather than be naked and honest and sad.

Pray

>>20129909
You're failing to understand because you believe I'm talking about expats in general when I'm not. Read the post I originally responded to:
>If you’re a weeb or have yellow fever, are you ever insecure about it?
We are talking about weeaboos, about chronically online people, this is the topic of conversation.
>>20129923
>I quoted it verbatim
What you quoted is prefaced by the phrase, "The point is not that". I'm not sure if you're an ESL or something, but this means that I do not believe people from different societies are incompatible, and never claimed this was the case. It seems like your reading comprehension is just really bad, I'm not trying to be mean, what I wrote seems to have gone over your head.

>>20129935
like: "under what condition would the switch flip in the head that would make them then "love" me? how do I set those conditions?"

>>20129923
NTA but how can you possibly say that 'people from different societies are incompatible' is quoting verbatim when the paragraph literally starts with 'the point is not that people from different societies are incompatible'

Why are all lefties atheists?

I want to read and write to check if I am not a high functioning autist pervert that wants to lick anus from tight gay asses.

I want to become the most based gay ass licker there is

>>20129992
>based
>sinning
That's not how it works anon. You can become the most based homosexual if you read and write good literature while abstaining from sinning.

>>20129966
They aren’t, but there’s a tendency because they’re smarter. Generally.
The faithful fools have a superiority complex for their slavery to ancient wisdom. They’re just sure people are getting dumber and dumber and the ancients had god given wisdumb. They’re sure of it.
Lefties, generally, are scientifically minded and question everything

>>20130031
>They aren’t, but there’s a tendency because they’re smarter
Are you a smart atheist too? Can you prove to me that God doesn't exist?

>>20129966
progressivism. marx viewed religion as part of a culture of dominance from an earlier mode of production and therefore worthless. marx was not a spiritual man I think it's fair to say.

charity is not a leftist thing.
to the extent that tax-funded charity is a leftist thing....... it's absurd to necessarily lump these together, that you can only be for social welfare if you are also a progressive.
fuck, charity is barely if even marxist.
I've read later marxist writers (I forget who, but at uni) who suggested actively combating christianity (in Italy in this case) as it was seen as making the working class not so keen on revolution.

Girl coming over to my place in about 3.5 hours
This will be our 4th meeting and the first at one of our houses
Very excited and nervous. I like this girl a lot. Thank god I have a large penis

>>20130063
>I've read later marxist writers (I forget who, but at uni) who suggested actively combating christianity (in Italy in this case) as it was seen as making the working class not so keen on revolution.
they "failed to realize the reality of their predicament". in other words: the fact that they were happy to live modestly with Christ was throwing a spanner in the wheels of the prophesied revolution, to come any moment now. they broke the narrative completely, basically. and what does a marxist do then? he forces his will with violence, to the best of his ability.

>>20130063
It's a shame so many of them live such turmoiled lives. I wish God helped them see him, but perhaps it's our duty to help them.

>>20129945
to be fair to myself: it is not hard to see looking back that this is the nature of my relationship to my mother. I do not trust her at all, and when I have needed her help I have subconsciously manipulated her to keep her being so inclined. I say subconsciously, because I only realized when all the rage came out after I was no longer in need of her.

>>20129432
cymru am byth

>>20129942
>>20129952
That’s my mistake. I misread it twice I guess. I see now that you said it is not, not it is.

I still think you’re projecting a lot and you’ve entered territory that wasn’t in the question. I still don’t see why these people should do anything because of a vague notion of “personal growth” but regardless, I said “weaboo”. I didn’t say “specifically weaboos who fit this failed at home” thing that you’ve presented. We’re actually talking about two different people. So take a person that is otherwise normal and even succesful, but is maybe a weaboo because they just love anime or they’re attracted to Japanese women. What is so embarrassing about that? Why should it be embarrassing?

>>20130039
A god isn’t necessary for the universe to exist, in fact the ones we worship are impossibilities for the universe we find ourselves in. Which god are you presupposing?
Never mind though. It would have to be a whole new god. Like the monolith from 2001. A creator of human intelligence from the apes is a far fetched possibility

>>20130139
>A god isn’t necessary for the universe to exist
How so? How did the universe come into being? What's consciousness? Do you believe matter exists? If so, how does it communicate with my mind?

>>20130164
The universe wasn’t just not there at some point in time.
Humans have a consciousness that animals don’t. Most believe it’s evolved. Could it have been an alien gift? Meh.
Matter doesn’t stop being there if your senses fool you or they’re impaired in some way.

>>20130184
>The universe wasn’t just not there at some point in time.
What was before Big Bang then? How does science account for things without a beginning? Are there rules?
>Humans have a consciousness that animals don’t.
What does this mean? What's the difference? Where is this consciousness situated?
> Could it have been an alien gift? Meh.
Wait a second. Aliens could exist but God doesn't? So whenever you can't explain something you admit you don't know yet you also claim it's not God? How can you claim it's not necessary for God to exist if you can't explain the cause? How can you know it mustn't be created by God if you don't understand the requirements? Please answer using reason and honesty and continue your proof that God doesn't exist (atheism) and your second claim that God isn't necessary.
>Matter doesn’t stop being there if your senses fool you or they’re impaired in some way.
So then how does matter become ideas in my mind? I don't understand.

"No. It's the children who are wrong."

>>20129809
Butterflies in your belly. It's the most exhilarating sensation imaginable, sweet and hazy like a perfect dream. It's fleeting. It won't last forever, if it's true then it won't last long at all. As time accommodates one with the other, you will certainly come to resent eachother as the impossibly elevated image you both impose on one another melts away. The high hits harder than any drug, and the comedown is so unbearable that many broken lovers will voluntarily exterminate themselves. You're better off whacking off to Japanese cartoons, shits dangerous

Test

waking up in the mental black hole for no reason
turning 28 in a couple months
I feel too old to still be sad and lost, I'm supposed to have my shit together by now. I have some painful feelings inside of me and I don't know how to cope with them healthily.

>>20129809
Very good and securing.
Makes it hurt all the more if that person betrays your trust down the line, but still better to love and lose than never love etc etc
Got cheated on by a gf of 3 years and have been slowly recovering

>>20130322
>securing
>he's a man
Lol that's why she cheated on you. Only women are suppoed to feel secure in a relationship, you're supposed to do the securing.

>>20127235
Every day I dream of living on a boat, sailing across the sea. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to live this way, but I hope I can at least do it for a little while. I’ve started making boats out of paper instead. It’s not anywhere near the real thing, but it brings me some happiness.

>>20130351
Wow, that's some pretty neat art anon

>>20130339
She cheated because she was a drunken whoore though.
>Only women are supposed to feel secure in a relationship, you're supposed to do the securing.
A relationship isn't a one-way street. Both partners need to feel valued for it to work out

>>20130363
Thank you

>>20130339
Pretty immature take

>>20130364
Yes, it's not a one way street, but the two sexes have different roles unless you're both non-binary trannies.

>>20130375
how do you use the word "secure"?

>>20130378
The woman should feel safe physically and emotionally and the man should feel protective. It's not that complex.

>>20130375
What exactly are the hard-and-fast rules of sex roles in a relationship?
When I say a relationship makes you feel secure, I mean that as in that even if things go to shit for you (car breaks down, lose your job, house fire, shit like that), you'll still have someone to help you.
>>20130393
>and the man should feel protective
You can feel protective while still having a relationship where both partners feel secure with one another, numb-nuts.
Are you in a relationship?

>>20130393
what does the woman provide here in terms of personality and such? being someone you get to protect?

goddamn I wanna move from this country

>>20128495
You're gonna make it. I turned 26 this month and I'm as lost as ever.

>>20130399
>What exactly are the hard-and-fast rules of sex roles in a relationship?
They should come to you naturally if you're mentally healthy. If you're not, don't reproduce, thanks.
>When I say a relationship makes you feel secure, I mean that as in that even if things go to shit for you (car breaks down, lose your job, house fire, shit like that), you'll still have someone to help you.
You should feel like that because you consider your partner yours. If she's not yours, you're too weak.
>You can feel protective while still having a relationship where both partners feel secure with one another, numb-nuts.
Wanting to feel secure is a womanly trait. You're feminine, and you got what you deserved.
>Are you in a relationship?
Yes, for 9 years and married for 3 years.
>>20130402
>what does the woman provide here in terms of personality and such? being someone you get to protect?
She cooks food, takes care of your children, and satisfies your sexual needs. You get to protect your family.

>>20129809
Better than heroin.

>>20130419
>You should feel like that because you consider your partner yours. If she's not yours, you're too weak.
If you gave your wife good reason to, she would choose to leave you (unless you live in some Muslim hole where laws are different).
>Wanting to feel secure is a womanly trait.
Everyone wishes to feel "secure" - the ways they go about getting that feeling is what is different from one to another.
Would you consider your wife a friend?

>>20130431
>If you gave your wife good reason to, she would choose to leave you (unless you live in some Muslim hole where laws are different).
Of course, but she doesn't have any reasons to leave me because I make her happy. I never had the need to feel "secure" I always assumed she'll be with me forever. I imagine if I ever told her something as ridiculous as "I want to feel secure" she'd think less of me because I'm the one keeping the family secure. Even thinking it at all is unnatural.
>Would you consider your wife a friend?
No, of course not. She's my wife. I have male friends. You just have very awkward notions about what a relationship should be like probably because you spent too much time on social media.

>>20130457
>You just have very awkward notions about what a relationship should be like probably because you spent too much time on social media.
My best relationships have always been ones where me and the partner are friends as well as lovers.
Your view of relationships seems very archaic

>>20130479
Your relationships ended, you dated a whore, and I'm happily married. Thank you for your opinions, but they're dumb, unnatural, and they don't work.

Who is literary theory for? The greatest writers didn't need to study theory. What's the point of a theory if no one benefits from it?

>>20130504
keeps academics employed

>>20130488
I'm young, have been in two long relations with only one ending poorly. The time spent within those was still worthwhile
You are no authority on what is and is not natural, Muhammad. There are billions of people out there with their own desires and needs from a relationship
>happily married
>has to maintain a persona of complete control and authority or else feels his wife would be justified in leaving him
>wife is with him for material comfort instead of spiritual peace
I lel, i jej, i kek

>>20130533
There's no persona, security is not just material, and my wife leaving is only a possibility in your head because you're stupid enough to have relationships with whores. You should take better care of yourself and grow up.

>making fun of oxford commas
I just want you to know, I truly despise you. You consistently show up here, you repeat yourself all day, then ramble on pointless tangents to seem smart to the amateur writers here. You are literally incapable of critiquing writing beyond the aesthetics and style; that's because your brain completely lacks any nuance or reading comprehension, you are a developmentally delayed autistic child. You keep disregarding any hint of true authenticity or authorial intention since you're just dishonest. I'm so tired of reading these petty bullshit statements you consistently throw around to assert status, all you've done is give vague advice like avoiding intensifiers or adverbs, like you're some kind of prophetical fucking genius and pretending your rudimentary know-how is useful beyond creative writing-101. I've looked at your attempts at writing, it makes complete sense why you act so jilted. You are a hack. You will never make it as an author. Empty appearances without any substance; you are truly a dumb fucking mongoloid with nothing to say beyond copying prose from other authors. So yes, I agree, and you can go ahead with the witty remarks or these detached post-ironic quips or whatever the fuck you do. Maybe post another monologue like you did last time. I sincerely hope you burn in hell for the rest of eternity you stupid conceited piece of shit asshole, and I will never come back to this dogshit board again

>>20130565
Would you say you love your wife?
If so, how could you not consider her a friend as well?

>>20127235
>look at a photo of myself from 4 years ago
>compare it to a recent one
>look like a totally different person
I

Thoughts on this back cover description

>>20130834
You were only thirteen

>>20130351
>>20130365
I glad you could find that for yourself anon. You're pretty good at that. I've seen some pretty crazy paper art.

I really like boats too, galleons and fishing trawlers in particular. I recently put together a little wooden 3-d puzzle of one, and I'm thinking of doing more.

Doing Everyday

>>20130351
have you read any Thor Heyerdahl books?

The tea in this thread.

I stopped wearing the cross after I stopped being a Christian. But now I realise the cross is not the symbol of christianity, it’d the symbol of a man who was executed by the government for preaching virtue, truth, and militant peace

I hate being around people. I want to get the fuck away from everybody and fuck off to the middle of nowhere to do nothing in particular until I die.

I have a primal fear of my own parents and I wasn’t even abused by them or anything, my brain is just retarded. If i were born in primitive times I probably should have died but we live in this modern dysgenic society where everyone survives, so I have to live with a brain ruled by fear. If I didn’t have a sheltered childhood I would probably have severe agoraphobia

Should I become a Tintinologist?

Is there anything /lit/ about being cursed with one of the worst fetishes imagineable to the point where the human form, in any form, does almost nothing for you?

I’m so fucking miserable. Holy shit.

So many fucking worthless and useless uni papers due, I'm miserable.

Also fuck that one teacher who puts a fucking exam AND a 16 pages group project (with a 4 pages long conclusion for some fucking reason???) on the same fucking day.

At that point i'm not even learning shit from the class itself since i'm so fuckin burned out from all the assignements. What's the point? To learn how to work yourself to death???

Do you think it's possible that just picking the wrong kind of job can doom yourself to an eternity of wanting out of life? I wish to just isolate myself.

>>20131393
Yes

>>20127235
theres an ant on my leg but im too fat to move

>>20127235
what's a pint of whiskey between friends? what's a point of smack between bros? what's a couple xanax between family?

>>20131393
Welcome to life, where you either succeed, do averagely or curse it more than the idea of dying.

>>20128829
fucking men is the ultimate form of power because you are feminizing the person you are penetrating.

>>20127235
Lord Calvert was the founder of
Baltimore so why is Lord Calvert's whiskey produced in Canada?

it's a shame that SOAD stopped making albums in the early 2000's. dig that band very much.

There’s a thread where the OP is changing his IP and copying and load ting post from another thread. I wonder how long until the jannies or mods find out about it.

>>20129809
Best feeling in the world. Better than all the alcohol, pussy, and cocaine in the world. Strongest force in nature. Beautiful.

>>20129809
it's better than anything you've ever felt
but it's painful because it will never last

How do you tell the difference between merely being lazy and having an existential crisis?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fnTxm1u_34

When the going is smooth and good
Many, many people will be your friend
But when the going becomes tough
Many, many of them will run away
But when the going becomes tough
Many, many of them will disappear

>>20131532
You should watch the Noisey documentary on him
https://youtu.be/GiaRp0M2fxE

I just had to have my childhood dog put down. I’m a little upset, but I feel mostly numb. I feel like I’m a terrible person for not being more distraught over this like my mother. At least I was able to be her rock and comfort her through this.

>>20131549
Will do, thanks.

>>20131599
that sucks really bad bro. but at least you got dubs.

ow

I can't stop farting, wind escaping from my cavity, gas coming out, stinky clouds bursting, into my underwear, into my pants, into my chair, the farts march 1-by-1 like a mass of soldiers leaving to die and the miasma from their corpse makes me ill, the overwhelming odor, a poopy atmosphere surrounds me.

>>20129382
Old people want someone to talk to and if you're even slightly receptive and intelligent they will give over hours of their life to you.

my brain has been balkanized

*punches you in the face*
i'm sorry
*punches you in the face*
*punches you in the face*
i'm sorry
*punches you in the face*
*punches you in the face*
*punches you in the face*
i'm sorry

mon cerveau a été balkanisé

There comes an age where you can’t help but feel the way things are is how they’ll be forever, and in the end, that tension you feel between aspirations and feeling dead inside will just be just a long daydream

>>20131894
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-9YjEAZKAg
Kind of like this, maybe. Let all your dreams, wishes, fears and nightmares be carried by waves never ending, this is where you'll always be.

I need something more than just all my sorrow.

Words don't matter unless an authority says them. A hobo could've said Shakepeare's Hamlet while sleeping, but it wasn't until Shakespeare the Famous wrote them down with quill and papyrus that the word meant something to others.

>>20123922

Your anxiety will never get any better if you're running from it. The only way out is through.

On a lark I wrote a bit of a short love story, 8 pages, one part of it moved me to tears upon re-reading my first draft so I deleted it because I think I'd rather die than let someone else read something I wrote that affected me like that. Sometimes I think I should have tried to be an artist instead.

>>20131981
And not through a bottle

>>20131981
>>20132015
Its an anxiety of life. I cant solve the life, only run from it

>>20130872
I think there’s something magical about water, and how thousands of years ago people just figured out a way to glide around the entire planet. If that doesn’t capture the imagination then I don’t know what does. The ropes were the hardest part to make but I ended up just rolling up thin bits of brown grocery bags and going off an illustration of a Phoenician fishing vessel to see how they worked. I think Youth by Joseph Conrad and reading about the discoveries of Captain Cook really got me enchanted with the idea of sailing.

>>20130880
I haven’t but I’ll check them out thank you

>>20132012
Wish I could've read it.

E

A

>>20132022
How is your posture?
Last night I was listening to this lecture on the Vagus Nerve. Long story short, having poor neck curvature could be the root cause of a cluster of poor health outcomes, including general anxiety. In more severe cases what they need to do is inject a chemical that relaxes the ligaments around the vertebrae into a healthier position.
Vagus nerve stimulation is also known to produce MDMA like behaviour in test subjects

oh lonesome me

>>20132075
Sports

>>20132134
Its in the game

>>20130839
Way too many fucking words, who thought this was appealing looking? Frye is great though and worth a read

4 months has passed since I'm unemployed, feels kinda ambivalent mang

>>20132164
How do you get money?

>>20132164
>4 months
4 years for me

>>20132167
savings from last job

feeling lost, dropping my business degree to switch to history or literature

>>20132168
How do YOU get money?

They passed being a wagon sheet where within a crude cage of paloverde poles crouched a naked imbicile. The floor of the cage was littered with filth and trodden food and the idiot sat peering at them with dull hostility, silently chewing a turd.

>>20132189
I dont

>>20132225
How do you live?

I feel like I reached a milestone with Plato that's one of several required to really grasp him, and it's what I'd call "grasping Socratic ignorance". Humans live in a fundamental state of ignorance on every philosophical issue, and not only that but most of us also don't realize how ignorant we are, and also fight to stay ignorant because we'd rather "win the debate" than yield and sacrifice our ego. Nothing about argument has changed in the 2500 years since these dialogues were written - most of Socrates' interlocutors do not actually care about finding the answer. And it's in this state of ignorance that we live: not knowing, and not caring to know. To proceed with dialectic, we must accept that humans are flawed beings, and yet also our best chance at finding some form of truth, since just as the strongest weapons are determined through centuries of war, so too are the strongest ideas determined through centuries of argument. I think Plato had some faith in this idea that the greatest answers would emerge by process over elimination over time, but also believed debate could be incredibly beneficial to two people in day-to-day life so long as they are both acting in good faith (which is sadly rare). And this is the setting for the dialogues.

I'm glad you exist. You populate my world and make it more varied with your presence.

>>20132236
With parents
im a parazyte single

>>20132248
its also not usual to have someone change their mind in an argument. so you have to have respect that whoever you argued will come to some kind of rationality on their own, whether if or if not to your satisfaction, at least to their own. and there is no satisfaction to the person arguing for that moment in time, much less credit, but only patience and even humbleness to know you didnt conclude their own opinion for them

>>20132262
Based

Simone de Beauvoir on Simone Weil
>[Simone Weil] was taking the same examinations at the Sorbonne as I. She intrigued me because of her great reputation for intelligence and her bizarre clothes….A great famine had just begun to devastate China, and I was told that on hearing the news she had wept; these tears commanded my respect even more than her philosophical talents. I envied her for having a heart which could beat right across the world. One day I managed to approach her. I don’t remember how the conversation began; she declared in no uncertain terms that one thing alone mattered in today’s world: the Revolution that would feed all the people on earth. I retorted, no less peremptorily, that the problem was not to make men happy, but to find a meaning for their existence. She looked me up and down: ‘It’s easy to see that you’ve never gone hungry,’ she said. Our relationship stopped there.

I've had a horrible cold for the past week. It's not strep or covid, just the common cold. My throat burns, I cough tons, have felt a bit feverish at times, and my voice is fucked. On top of all that, I am taking drugs and various other treatments, such as tea, around the clock to treat it, which is a burden. An hour ago, I just induced vomiting to treat a Tylenol OD. I have been doing my best to keep track of when I took my dose, but I got lost inside my head after writing down 1:30, and after re-examining the sheet, I wasn't sure that I took it. I thought and thought and was quite certain I hadn't taken it, so I decided I would take one pill instead of two. Plus, I haven't been taking much Tylenol today. By the way, Tylenol works far better than Aleve or Motrin for this illness, so I really wanted to make sure I took it. Honestly, the highlight of my days is taking Tylenol. So then, I took the one Tylenol pill to be safe. The inability to remembering if I took those two pills early eats me. I go through the motions of opening the bottle and pouring out the pills, and I remember dispensing the pills differently. Instead of dumping them out into the cap, which is a finnicky process. I had dumped them into my palm, providing greater control. At this moment, I realize I OD'ed. Obviously, this isn't a serious OD. I'm a tall and fat guy; plus, I took a high dose of Accutane a few years ago and had no liver issues. But still, I am an anxious man, so I went to talk to my mom. She said not to worry about it. I tried not to, but I could feel my stomach knotting, very likely placebo, and five minutes later, I had to talk to her again. I was going to try to vomit, and so I did. I didn't get much out and didn't find any intact pills. It was most certainly completed within 30 minutes of taking the first two pills and within 15 minutes of the third pill. Surprisingly, my throat doesn't hurt too bad, and I think I might be on the upswing today. Nevertheless, I am still left with a longing to take Tylenol. But my mom, a nurse in academia (aka not practicing), said I should wait 24 hours, potentially meaning that tomorrow will be a painful day. I'm left wondering, does my size have any bearing on my ability to tolerate a higher dose? I was taking a bit too much earlier in the week (two pills every 6 hours), but today, I had gone ten-and-a-half hours without a dose. Did I vomit soon enough? Will I have gotten any positive effect from the Tylenol to carry me through the day tomorrow? What the fuck am I doing with my life; this is so fucking stupid.

If you perceive of yourself as a loser then that's all you will ever be. You think of yourself as a loser because that's how you believe other people view you - and you may be right, but you don't need to let others define you. If you convince yourself you're a loser then you are precluding any opportunity for future happiness. You don't need to delude yourself but you need to understand that appearances are exactly that - appearances. You don't need to care about other people's perceptions. You certainly don't need to care about how you assume other's receive you. You can change negative self perception but it starts with recognising that you are in control of how you perceive yourself.

I think there's something very telling about the choice of the word 'cope'. What else are we meant to do but cope?

>>20132108
Can you post the link?

>>20132390
Here you go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cnmu4LW9jZ8
I'm skeptical but there's def some truth to this, while he does seem to be well informed on the topic and it's a great launch point for further research, this Hauser dude strikes me as too slick and corporate for my liking. Just look at the name of his clinic.
I'll have to find the MDMA research... gimme a sec

>>20132390
>>20132400
Found it!
>Frye CG, Wardle MC, Norman GJ, de Wit H. MDMA decreases the effects of simulated social rejection. Pharmacol Biochem Behav. 2014;117:1-6. doi:10.1016/j.pbb.2013.11.030
>However, co-activation of both sympathetic and parasympathetic branches can be observed (Paton et al., 2005), and MDMA also increases levels of the hormone oxytocin (Dumont et al., 2009, Wolff, 2005), which increases activity in the vagal nerve of the parasympathetic nervous system (Hashimoto et al., 2012, Norman et al., 2011). Higher activity in the vagus nerve has been connected to the same phenomena observed under MDMA administration, i.e. positive social emotions, desire to socialize, and reduced responses to negative social stimuli (Porges, 2007).

>>20132400
>>20132403
Thanks for the follow through, will check them later.

>>20132407
You're welcome. Are you the anxiety guy? Or a different anon?

>>20132413
Different, just interested.

>>20132418
Please report back if any of it is of use to you

>>20131398
if it is really that bad you should consider switching careers

>>20132437
That's why I'm trying to get back into writing, although that has its own issues. I just don't feel motivated doing such jobs and it's too draining probably because it hits all of my bad points and none of my good ones.

I want to diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie

>>20132513
The phrase pops into my head, but I tell myself to stop being overdramatic.

>>20132513
Can I join you?

first two 50 Cent albums are actually quite good

>>20132513
Sex fixes this

such a great feel to be a reader of the books

>>20128495
I wish you all the best Anon!
I believe things will turn around for you, I got into my first reltationship at 24 and just recently experienced my first non-lonely birthday since childhood
Sometimes things happen late but they still happen

It’s getting to me. All the anger, all the envy, all the resentment. I open social media and 90% of content I see is just self-victimization and despair. No one has a positive vision of the future, no one is happy with the present and no one respects the past. I value compassion and modesty but it’s hard not to be influenced by the vitriol that I’m exposed to every day. It just makes me so unhappy. Most people today are relentless in complaining about the world and hating other groups of people but couldn’t ever offer you a better system or way of life that remedies our problems today. They feel valid for complaining and whining all the time.

>>20132558
That's why I stopped using most social media a long time ago. It doesn't exactly stop me from hating myself but being exposed to a little less vitriol helps.

>>20132517
I used to say that out loud lmao
Really used to be an overdramatic little goth, now I'm older and wiser. Easy to say with hindsight though now that things have turned out better than I was capable of imagining

>>20131847
And you put the Montenegrins in charge of OC?

>>20132574
That's the thing. Sure, things can get better but better can also be out of reach, for me it'd be the ability to live in complete isolation away from people.

>>20132437
this
>>20132533
and how do I have sex to fix that?
Provide as many details as possible

>>20132580
As someone who is a now old and wise ex kill myself poster who truly thought it was all over I just want you to keep an open mind to your circumstances and desires changing in the future. I wish you all the best Anon, just know this is not forever even if it seems like it now

>>20132585
>get /fit/
>get /fa/
>practice social skills
>attain disposable income
>fuck easy slampigs at first
>have sex skill and confidence at this point
>move on to desirable girls with higher demands
>get a stable gf and build up intimacy with her
>happiness achieved, no need to kys
Simple as

>>20132603
>>get /fit/
done
>>get /fa/
Done x 10
>>practice social skills
Done
>>attain disposable income
Explain how?
>>fuck easy slampigs at first
If I've already fucked super cute girls, do I need to go back down to slam pigs?
>>get a stable gf and build up intimacy with her
I did. Then she dumped me for reasons I don't understand and then I fucked a couple of hotter girls... and I've been out of the game for 6 months. What am I doing wrong?

>>20132615
Just get a new bitch then, you already know how the game works.

>>20132603
I'd rather jerk off to new brazzers video instead desu

I will be single a year this time tomorrow and I am still not over it. Covid legit killed my relationship and then decimated my savings, cost me my job and now I legit have no real motivation to do anything beyond be some hedonistic loser. I got a new job and I'm pretty high up but the trade off was that I have no free time anymore to read or write and I'm starting to legitimately hate everything about the modern world. I just want it to be 2019 again lads, I just want my old life that I worked for back again. I have no idea where I'm going or what I'm going to do.

>>20132618
How? What am I doing wrong. I don't know what I was doing 12 months ago that I'm not doing now.

>>20132647
You've gone soft, still thinking about the previous bitch. Disregard her and chase fresh pussy. Women move on to new dicks like it's nothing, there's no reason for you to be stuck.

>>20132652
On a practical level what am I doing wrong?
I'm still hitting up a dating app.
I'm going out like 1-2 a week to bars.
That's pretty much what I was doing 12 months ago... why has it stopped working?

There’s a bot who’s copying posts and posting them in different threads.

In light of the Will Smith slap thing, I am wondering are there any examples of two authors throwing down? Hemingway's boxing autism not included.

>>20132656
Maybe you're giving off the simp vibe now, women hate it. Just keep putting yourself out there but don't care too much. Males are wired to handle solitude, unlike females.

>>20132662
>Maybe you're giving off the simp vibe now
How would I know?
If that's not the case, what else could it be?

I need a pick me up. Really haven't been able to relax or even laugh in maybe two, three weeks. I'm just a bundle of nerves and I want to relax.

>>20132670
>haven't been able to relax or even laugh in maybe two, three weeks
Same but 5 years

I used to have a major crush on Ellen Page 10-15 years ago. Seeing her on the Oscars yesterday (and hearing her voice, was that T?) was genuinely terrifying.

>>20132682
Congrats you're a homo

>>20132682
mental illness is a scary thing

>>20132043
>how thousands of years ago people just figured out a way to glide around the entire planet
Oh! Then Thor Heyerdahl really is perfect for you! He's the guy that proved that Egyptians could sail the ocean by building a reed ship and sailing it himself. He did it a couple times, and his books are really interesting to read.

There’s seems to be a bot that’s shitting up /lit/. Is there anyway to contact the jannies or mods?

>>20132589
Thanks, anon. I don't have it as bad as some people do but persistent ennui in of itself can be disheartening and even more so when some can't see how it can bring a person down.

There’s a fag who keeps making multiple /sffg/ threads. Are mods or jannies going to deal with that soon?

I really fucking hate women. But I also love them a lot.

>>20132813
I love the idea of sensitive cuddly gf who doesn't fuck other people and shares my interest. But the girls I've had wanted to get essentially beaten up in bed, always looked for other men to fuck and had no genuine hobbies except attention whoring.

>>20132831
>gf who doesn't fuck other people
you have a better chance at winning powerball

>>20132861
Yeah

>>20127235
Just made banana bread! It's in the oven right now. :)

>>20133134
I have a nice firm banana for you right here ;)

>>20133136
One time I called my brother, but his roommate picked up instead and he told me to put a banana in my snatch and I told him I was not going to do that, and then he was like "okay" and then he started jerking off, and I didn't know what to do so I just sat there and listened to him jerk off for 5 minutes.

>>20133146
Wait, you're a girl? No banana for you then sorry.

>>20133154
that's okay, I have banana bread.

>>20133146
d... di... did you enjoy listening to it?

>>20133184
not really. it was just weird.

>>20133186
Was it one of those frozen from shock situations? I only ask because 5 minutes is quite a while

>>20133239
Well, I don't know if it was really 5 minutes, it was a long time ago, but it felt like it. At first it was shock, but then I didn't want to be impolite? I just didn't know how I was supposed to act. It wasn't like I could hear much. He was just panting and grunting quietly. It wasn't traumatizing or scary, just very weird.

Where are the blonde goth girls?

>>20133364
Blondes are BBC only

>>20133364
They dye their hair usually.
I knew one girl that did a whole goth thing but in white. Dyed white hair too, now that I recall.

>>20133273
>but then I didn't want to be impolite?
I mean. Isn't jerking off on the phone impolite?
Sorry to pry. Do you have issues with boundaries?
I get it. It probably wasn't 5 minutes, it just felt like that, you were dumbfounded. I get it. Like what do you do in situations of conflict? When a couple you know is arguing, do you sort of just go silent?

Remember. You cant write if you have no life experience.

>>20133424
>tfw accumulated all kinds of life experience (except war) before going hermit at 26
I'm gonna make it

The extent to which normies obsess over celebrities never ceases to amaze me.

I dont know what haircut to get.

>>20133489
The Shemp or the Moe bowl

Eunuched court-jester

Ennead of arrows
Moon-tipped, and
Bristling with the Sun's long-locked lightning.
The spring's Mana
Bleeding from the Earth Priest's Staves.
Though bruised, broken, bandaged,
He still waits, bracing for impact.
Supplications to the Outer Darkness
At the frayed periphery of the circled tents.
That ancient, Helio-borne magick
Shall freeze how his heart lays forever.
And now he, sounding board for sociopaths,
Shall take up the mantle of the unmanned God.
To commit himself to precipitous ruin
For the securement of the eternal recycling of the tribe.

>>20133273
That's typical behavior for a woman.

>>20132703
https://4chan.org/feedback

Kinda says a lot that every time my father shows up in dreams he's a caricature of pure evil

Goodbye Charlotte. I hope you never contact me again.

gave Jpegmafia a hug at his show just as the ket was starting to hit last night. Pretty fuckin bangin

I'm a 26 year old virgin. Sometimes I wonder if I could make it work with of who is as ugly as I am as long as she was cool with my insecurities/lack of a large social life. But then I remember even the fat/ugly/weird girls were disgusted by me in middle/high school.
I get kicked off my mom's health care plan on Friday, so Thursday is my last appointment with my therapist of 5 years. She doesn't accept my upcoming medical plan and every appointment would be 55 dollars, and that's with her giving me a MASSIVE discount because she knows I don't make a ton of money. Shit sucks.

What's better than a walk in the woods?

I see now.

>>20134364
>therapist of 5 years
and still didnt solve the virginity problem?

>>20134427
I've been in therapy for years and no. I blame myself, for the most part, she constantly encourages me to put myself out there, I just can't do it when it's game time. I did improve, as I was able to ask a cute girl if she'd take a picture with me for 15 dollars to make my coworkers think I had a girlfriend.

>>20134436
Is your lifes theme a cowardice?

>>20134436
What you did was more degrading than actually being rejected

>>20134446
Pretty much yes. I'm terrified of confrontation, asserting myself and putting myself out there
>>20134456
I wanted to at least be percieved as being capable of getting a gf. For what it's worth, my therapist didn't like that I did it, either.

わたしは放物線
ただひとつの放物線
そして
無にもなれずに無明をさまよう歪んだ肉細工
だけど
無にもなれずに無明をさまよう歪んだ肉

I am weak-willed, stopped enjoying the things I'm doing. It brought me to this state of trying to optimize, get my work done as quickly as possible. Finish a book in X days by reading Y number of pages at the speed of Z pages per hour. But I never do. I don't keep to my schedules yet I also can't relax. My body reacts negatively to it which stresses me out more about not getting shit done.

It's autism and it will kill me. All joy is lost by me imposing deadlines on myself that are more about getting work done than understanding it.

I have a hard time believing in anything at all in terms of ethical & moral grounds. I have a hard time thinking thoughts that aren't caused by depression or about me planning on what to do next. I cannot think of things, only of their ends so the next thing may start as soon and as productively as possible. I lost the ability to consider. I don't write in my diary anymore.

>>20134479
I think we suffer from the same problems. Though it might come off as immodest, talk to others about what you do/have done. I find that it helps to quell imposter syndrome and feeling of inadequacy, which I suspect is at the root of the problem.

somewhere deep inside me there must be an absolutely raging fire. it makes itself known in a vindictive nature I try to hide from myself and everyone.

>>20129992
There are any number of poems Marx wrote which reveal his Satanism.
>“Till heart’s bewitched, till senses reel:
With Satan I have struck my deal.
He chalks the signs, beats time for me,
I play the death march fast and free,”

>>20134617
I can relate to that. The only passion I have is hatred for people who wronged me.

>>20133424
I could always be a philosopher then.

I broke some kid’s ribs in a fight. I might be facing legal action

There’s like 6 black peoples at my school and one of them raped a white girl and nobody said shit when we found out he was black. He literally went back to Africa after that one. Never forget.

>notice late middle school that im not developing into getting into romantic relationships like everyone else
>convince myself that I just made bad impression and im a late bloomer
>tell myself that if I graduate college (high school has the same classmates as middle school) without having a gf then im fucked for sure
>in my third year of college in a stem degree with no female classmates
bros...

>>20134869
My buddy didn’t lose his virginity until he was 24, and then didn’t have sex again for 3 years, until he met and married some girl he groomed online.

>>20134869
>>in my third year of college in a stem degree with no female classmates
Lucky I'm often the only guy present at lectures (classics)

>>20134819
>I broke some kid’s ribs in a fight.
If you're an adult you better lube your anus before the fist of justice gets shoved up your metaphorical bum.

>>20134888
I always hear about stories like these and it just seems like the dude gets lucky and a girl falls into his lap. where else would I meet a girl after college? a shitty bar or the wage cage? no thanks

>>20134925
Have it your way. I just said he met her online.

>>20134403
Swim in the ocean

I need to work on being less self conscious and insecure. I think a lot of my anxiety stems from being unable to relax around other people because I am so self conscious.

whenever I'm trying to read my gf gets jelous and sits on my lap until I have sex with her

>>20135502
I want this in my life, I would be reading all ay

>>20127235

I'm in my late 20s and life is ruined due to financial issues and depression. Feel strangely unattached to everything and care much less than I did a few years ago. Will probably be dead in a couple years or sooner

>>20132659
>Will Smith
Nu-sincerity
>Chris Rock and Twitter
Irony poisoned culture

>>20127235
>He always wore a baseball cap and a pair of Nikes; I was convinced he had a huge dick. All the girls threw themselves at this big baboon and here I was trying to teach them about Mallarmé – what the fuck was the point? This is the way the civilisation occidentale ends, I thought bitterly, people worshipping in front of big dicks, like hamadryas baboons.

>>20135915
Posts like this make me wonder when is it acceptable to lose hope. So many people will tell you to keep trying, seek help and that it'll get better and they might be right, but is it also not true that it might not get better?

>>20135958

Jeez, very harsh considering you know none of the specifics of my situation

>>20128503
>glorified handjob attendant
>respectable career choice

they calculate how to find a circle by just making an infinite repeating hexagon

>>20136039
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rJdkhlWZVQ

>>20136019
I hope my post was harsher than your situation then.

>>20136039
huh

new thread
>>20136090

>>20136079
if you make a polygon with so many sides it starts to round out to a circle

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>>20136083
Wo what happened?

>>20136085
*but I should correctly say they find out the digits of pi, which is the value of the perimeter compared to its diameter

>>20130412
26 and still directionless. Proudly cynical though.