/lit/ - Literature

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ONE OF YOU FEMANONS BE MY GF RIGHT FUCKING NOW

>>20012120
Only if you poop in a box and mail it to my mom

>>20012120
Okay, I’ll be your gf.

>>20012120
Sorry anon, but I'm not a girl.

I know that I think I know that I don't know that I don't know what I think I know.

>>20012284
You must be the wisest man in Athens.

>>20012284
Socrates? Is that you?

Look at this guy. Just look at this fucking guy.

He is a youtuber named Mancarryingthing and his entire goal in life is to become famous on Youtube while putting the lowest possible effort into his videos.

His entire schtick (for the most part) is creating 30 second meme videos that are neither funny, witty, charming, nor marketable towards zoomers. He tries to present himself as a "brilliant, but lazy" trope, but it's obviously from a quick study that his eyes are soulless. He probably looks at himself in the mirror and wonders what he is doing and who he really is. He hides his insecurities ala RedLetterMedia through irony, satire, and sarcasm, because one real criticism would send him over the edge and he'd commit suicide.

Look at this fucking guy. He represents every repugnant quality about 21t century western men. We've come so far. We went to the fucking moon, and this is where evolution has brought us.

>>20012277
not him, but i'll make your life hell

>>20012321
Stop posting this. It’s embarrassing that you’re directing your energy towards someone you purport to hate. Find something else to focus on.

>>20012334
Fuck off back to your channel MCT

>>20012330
How?

>>20012337
i'm the most stubborn man known to exist, and i'm dumb.

I just ate 7 chicken thighs

>>20012349
Meat is murder.

>>20012352
yea and

>>20012337
I dont know what I want and I spend an excessive amount of time agonizing over small decisions

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mywrFqHH-vA

>>20012352

>>20012334
It's not the man who is the issue, it is what he is a symptom of.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2doZROwdte4

He represents the need for validation through manipulation. He wants to rig the game rather than be a player. Then there's his persona:

The apathetic chill guy was played out in the 90s, and dead by the 00s, but as the 2020s is the decade of nostalgia, it returned.

Man, what are people feeding their kids these days that are turning them into giants?
I met this woman and her daughter last night. Her daughter is in 9th grade and she's already 5'9" tall. Her mom is 5'3".

>>20012364
I mean, same. We can be indecisive together, anon. <3

>>20012388
And rot away. Why not fix your debilitating problems? If you can't do that, you can't handle a romantic relationship.

dont waste your time on me you're already a voice inside my head

>>20012387
Bro I like tall women very much but finding them is hard.

>want to introspect
>afraid of I might find out
this is not a way to live

>>20012101
Japanese manga...There's this prince, who has a charming side, but also a Sadean side. And so he organizes a ball for the prettiest nubile girls of the kingdom and gives them all the money they need to obtain the most beautiful dresses available to them in the kingdom. Except there's one catch, the girls have to participate in a lottery in order to have their chance at catching the eye of the prince. A week before the ball thirty of the hundred girls invited will have to poop, after not having gone for a weekz in diapers worn under their gowns just before attending the royal ball. Once there they'll have to use all their poise, sophistication, and learned elegance to not call attention to the burden contained under their thick gowns, petticoats and diapers. Chances are that the prince's choice for queen of the ball might end up being precisely one of the girls who had to attend the ball under such a strain, because tradition has it that the added burden of greatest humiliation brings out the most intense inner radiance and beauty of the girl that is best able to handle what would otherwise be such an indescribably humiliating burden.

If you're lonely, then maybe this will help.
https://philpapers.org/archive/sinpg

Is there a word for when you double-bluff kayfabe? I'm thinking in reference to that Cervantes Toy Story thread >>20012652. Like is there a word for when someone pretends to be retarded, and then the other person, knowing full well they are only pretending treats them like they think they're genuine? So it basically becomes a game of irony-chicken? Note, the second person has to be aware that the first person is only joking or being ironic.

>>20012764
I don't think either of them are being insincere.

>>20012769
That would be sad. BUT if they were being insincere, is there a word for it? Seems like a common trope in Farces

>>20012774
I was joking, anon. I do think they're being insincere. Sorry to confuse you.

>>20012776
Considering the topic you were completely right to make that joke.

>>20012752
This made me even more lonely.

>>20012101
Need me a Lauryn Hill type, Azaelia Banks type, alt black girl schizophrenic GF. Dated one of these types in high school and I've recovered after all these years

>>20012101
Daily reminder to Have Sex

>>20012870
No need. But if you could remind me just how I'm supposed to accomplish that again, then that would be appreciated.

>>20012866
>Lauryn Hill
God, I too need myself an older, homophobic and Christian, black gf

>>20012880
I haven't had sex in 10 years

>>20012881
I love these weird autistic black chicks so much it's unreal

>>20012870
she'd be a 10 without the disgusting tat

>>20012886
Well what good are you to me then bro? kek.

Noam Chomsky talks about how Leave it to Beaver never really existed in america but then also says that when he was raising his kids it was very Leave it to Beaver.

This isn't a diss, I find it kinda cute.

>>20012900
Lmao

>>20012889
Still unsure if I'd prefer her to be my mother or my gf...
Oh well, I'm so glad she grew up since the fugees debut, drug anthems don't suit her.
She really came into her own on miseducation with the almost preachy neosoul hip-hop.

>>20012900
what does kek mean?

>>20012910
Go back.

>>20012910
"keep emptying kocks"

>>20012907
Miseducation is one of the greatest albums ever made and possibly the single best hip hop album

>>20012910
https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/kek

>>20012910
Don't listen to them. It means that secret agents are monitoring the thread. It's like a Russian chekist expression I can't remember.
It's probably a good idea to stop posting unless you're behind 7 proxies like me because it means someone will start scraping the IPs in the thread and then you can get in some deep deep deep state dogshit.

>>20012917
don't click on that link it makes mustard gas!

A girl that rejected me when I was madly infatuated with her years back in college reached out recently. I politely let her down. I was a broke skinnyfat nerd back then and while I'm no Chad now my career is in order and I'm much less skinnyfat. I didn't do it with the intention of being cruel or getting back at her, yet hours after the exchange I couldn't stop feeling some slight mixture of satisfaction and offense.

>>20013066
Is she ugly now? Why did you turn her down?

>>20013066
Embrace the satisfaction. Turning women down has always made me happier than actually getting involved with them.

>>20013073
Not really ugly, though the 30s are showing. I just didn't feel like it anymore. Moved on.

>4.0 GPA
>98th percentile relevant GRE section
>multiple essay awards
>academic publication in relevant field
>all grad-school applications rejected so far
WHO THE HELL IS GETTING INTO THESE PROGRAMS?

>>20013105
minorities, though you do type like a minority (retarded)

>>20013105
Women and non-whites

Have you been living under a rock?

>>20013130
>>20013137
>white rage
Why don't you do something about it whitoids?

>>20013149
Already got my masters and left the cancerous academic enviroment, I'd rather kill myself than spend any more time there.

i had sex yesterday. i don't feel different

>>20013156
That's just how it goes

>>20013160
what a let down

I have noticed a recurring pattern in artists and content creators alike when handling compliments. I don't really express much of what I feel towards a certain artistic piece or whatever content I consume as I feel the need to observe from afar and enjoy whatever it is I'm enjoying without any unnecessary complications. While anonymously glancing at some of the comments on such (out of curiosity) it always perplexes me how indifferent and dismissive most, if not all, of the creators are to such, even when presented on a small and often less pressure-inducing scale, they remain uptight and mighty about others' perception of their work. I wonder what's the cause behind such a recently prevalent phenomenon.
Sure, the artist-or the creator-does not have to keep an effervescent expression at all times while responding to compliments, but why the blatant nonchalance in dealing with others opinion of them? Indifferent to compliments and apoplectic at mild criticism. Sometimes this makes me truly despise any content creator and stick by dispersion of the art from the artist, even though at the end of the day I am but a mindless consumer to them, but I am not really on good terms with temperamental folks either.

>>20013233
Get ready for a lot of let downs friend

>>20013105
Depends on what kind of grad school you're going for no?

>>20012571
It honestly feels like they find me than me finding them

>>20012880
have coke

I am depressed.

>>20013332
>have coke
>basically powdered red bull
>arthoes all over you

>have meth
>actual god-tier stimulant
>ew are you a junky?
Women are such a meme

>tfw no gf

>>20013367
>tfw gf

>>20013347
This is why I went gay. The homosexuals can appreciate meth

I'm afraid I'm being too emotional with the girl I'm going out with. Why do they like the degenerate rebel archetype? Types like Kurt Cobain and such. I'm the complete opposite of that. I'll try not to get too invested so it's easier to bear the inevitable end.

>>20013377
>Kurt Cobain
Cobain isn't rebel, he is Fisher King/Wounded Bird.

>>20012101
what's on my mind is my imminent big titty ukrainian refugee goth gf

>>20013377
Even Kurt Cobain was too much of an emotional pussy for contemporary women. They like the artsy twink when they're 15, then move on to roided criminal at 17. Just enjoy the pussy but don't get attached.

I'm dropping Elden Ring. It's fucking shit. I'm convinced now that no one even knew what made the original souls formula good. I can't believe I wasted 45 hours on it. Well I gave it a chance at least. Could have been reading this whole time as well.

>>20013377
How did you meet her?

>>20013401
I'm a languages teacher. She reached me out for classes.

>>20013332
have sex incel

>>20013413
what languages

>>20013394
games are for retards and trannies anyways

I'M AFRAID OF AMERICANS
I'M AFRAID OF THE WORLD

I am unmoved by the things that should move me. I go through the motions, say the words that need to be said, but I don't really care.
It is different from being numb. Numb is when you don't feel things. I feel things, but I am unmoved by what I am feeling. I am aware of the feeling as a kind of process in my body, but I am not caught up in the feel.
It is like I am watching this myself from outside myself.
The body performs the actions, the physiological responses, engages appropriately to the stimuli, the but the soul, the core, is just this dumb dazed idiot staring blankly at the world.

>>20012101
I hate you all so much

I’m so desperate to get a good night of sleep. It’s been years. Every morning I wake up with a headache, dark circles and sunken eyes, feeling like I have barely slept at all.

does butterfly still hang around this board?

>>20013475
have sex

>>20012101
I absolutely despise 90% of people on this board, including you Original Poster.

>>20013478
Is it the quality or quantity?

>>20013478
I've learned to appreciate the nightmares. They get more horrific all the time but I still prefer them to waking life. I'm viscerally repulsed by the kinds of things my brain is capable is coming up with but that's just how it is

Been thinking about leaving the internet but I know I’ll be forced to come back through circumstance eventually. Life just felt so much more real before technology infused itself into our reality. I feel like the omnipresence of technology universalises experience so that everybody thinks the same, feels the same, and acts the same. Even if they try to act differently, it’s not a true individuation, it’s an imitation that they’re masquerading as in order to cope with the fact that their identity has been swept up in an ocean of overwhelming information. Some people want to go full Ted K and live in the forests to escape the nightmare reality we’ve all collectively inherited, but I’d argue that we should just smash our phones and go back to a more localised way of living. Just you and your town/city, you and your friends, you and your SO. You may think of me as some sort of Luddite, but I’m not even against the internet in principle, as long as it’s a place you visit and can leave at any time, not something that pervades and intrudes upon every aspect of your existence. It should simply be a digital library, nothing more, nothing less.

>>20013492
I tried this and it only made me more hateful

>>20013502
Same. I wish I could channel the creativity my brain pulls off just to torture me at night into my writing, but it's a struggle.

>>20013392
>roided criminal
or skinny drug dealer

Things are tough right now, but strangely I've never been more sure that things are going to turn out alright. I trust myself. I trust myself. We're gonna make it lads. We're gonna make it.

>>20013719
doubt.jpg

>>20012101
Hello /lit/ please remember to:

Have sex, go to gym, be yourself, seek a therapist , take your meds, meditate, go for walks, learn a trade, learn to code, get off social media, call a friend/family, read, listen to audiobooks, invest, write a journal, write 3 things you are grateful for everyday, make your bed in the morning, leave motivational quotes around the house, walk with your head and chest up and shoulders back, stop playing vidya, sneed, stop eating fast food, stop drinking/smoking/doing drugs, maintain a proper diet, keep a routine, compliment at least 1 stranger per day, travel, volunteer, have hobbies involving members of the opposite sex, limit time on phone/internet (especially pornography), dopamine fast, sleep at least 8 hours a night, drink water, pray the rosary 3x a day, think like a winner :)

>>20013719
For fucks sake I hate losers who don't know who I am giving me unsolicited advice. Cunt you don't know me! Things are gonna be fine. I've got shit in the works. You might not believe me but it's all going to work out. You don't know me. You don't know who I am. I'm going to crush this shit. I've got to chops to prove it. Worst case scenario I still crush. I don't need your pity. I'm gonna kill this thing. I'm so much better than you think I am. You don't know me.

I'm going to be the first person on this board to make it.

Four years ago they diagnosed me bipolar and I've been living in denial since then. I stopped taking my lithium three years ago. I don't need that shit. I am the shit. I'm going to be the first person on this board to make it. And I've got the chops to prove it.

>>20012101
I have no original ideas or concepts everything I try to write has already been said in a more nuanced and sophisticated manner. Where do I start without simply perpetuating simulacrum?

Once upon a time I caught the last bus home with some Weiner from elementary school. He didn't know who he was sitting next to. Another time I caught the last bus home next to the guy he had a big black plastic bag with a big fuck off pocket pussy in it. One time I went to a 7 storey brothel and on each level there were 50 girls in cocktail dresses. One level blue dresses. One level red dresses. One level pink dresses. One level orange dresses. And so on. Outside in the parking lot were big men with AK47s. One time these two bolbous British cunts were brothers, were trying to get some paid money gash and I had to stop them beating up some African guys just trying to their jobs. This time some guy was bleeding out on the street. This time some guy jumped on another guys head and turned his skull into dust. things are going to be ok.

I just want to go offline. You don't me. But I'm wedded to this bullshit for the rest of my entire life .


Ok wait picture this - you're in a playground, some random man is playing the flute. You're finally ok with the fact that you're not with your girlfriend. You write it down. You get fried chicken from the convenience store. Then you fall in love with your 17 Year old student.

You have all heard about the hot/crazy scale, but what about the competent/eccentric scale? Think about it. The more successful/talented/wealthy you are, the weirder you are allowed to be.
This also ties into the concept of idiosyncrasy credits
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Idiosyncrasy_credit

I am reading a book which I am enjoying so much right now and just this fact is making my life so nice

My life is playing vydia, browsing the internet and doing nothing for years now.

>>20012905
Look like trannies with that clown face on.

I really wished that zazen worked instead of giving me brain aneurysms while I sleeps

>>20013890
why not read books instead?

>>20012388
Love you babe. Should go for a kiss?

I hate that she sees me as the serpent pulling her from her boyfriend but I rarely ever see something I want so when it arrives I'm relentless. I've been ethical thus far but the desire is bubbling and causing paralyzing spells. I don't think I can wait around for her to make up her mind and break up with him, I'll have to take her, and the fault, totally.

What worries me the most is that this is just a small step toward a rapid descent in her young life and I hate to be apart of it in this way.

A few months ago I was working at a business and a cute girl got hired. We were friendly enough to each other but then one day she left without notice. I didn't think anything of it for like two months until I quit the same job for a job with better pay. I thought of her that day so I found her on snapchat and added her. She added me back, I say "hello" she says, "what you want". I just tell her what happened and that it made me think of her, and I made a dumb joke about how I'll take ten grand as well. She didn't respond. I sighed and moved on, but yesterday I started my new job and I saw her working in another area of the building. I know that we will run into each other again at some point so idk if I should be friendly or give her the cold shoulder. I'm tired of women and how they can't act like normal human beings.

Wise words from Osho.

Are there any books which can disabuse me of my interest in Japanese culture and especially Japanese manga?

I don't got them words. Let alone the speaking-in-public words

>>20014085
this is why waifus>3dpg

>>20014090
im curious, why would you want to?

>>20013066
Good, she does not actually want you. She is just desperate.

>>20014085
>Let me fuck your wife

Our waifu got fat bros........

my brain has been balkanized

Women look so much prettier with hair decorations.

>>20014288
why has she got a transgender hat lmfao

>>20014288
>our waifu

That's not Emmie

>>20013332
diet? or regular

>>20014294
>gingerly
what?

Just ate 7 more chicken thighs

>>20014328
Or huge cocks in their mouths

How can you expect me to be normal after everything I've been through

>>20014328
So do men, hair is very important. Girls that spend a long time on their hair are very attractive for it.

I love my job, but when I'm not actively working I just feel lost, I have lots of books that I don't read I have games I don't play. I just sit and ait for the next time I get to go in to work. Think it's a problem

my grain has been gawkanized

>>20014506
quit your shitty job

>>20013105
I had the same issue. I assume the Chinese are taking all the spots

I will never wagie. I worked a few jobs they all sucked, I did University it was mind numbingly boring. I hate work chit chat. Luckily my dad gave me a job at the office so I can just work a few hours a day while still contributing. I don't even have him pay me since I just live at home. Life this way is better, I add productivity to the family business and as a result I receive family benefits. And extra lucky the Canadian government gave me 30 grand over the covid years and I'm buying my dad and I a house so we can stop wasting money renting. Never wage. Even disregarding my personal situation it is just objectively a waste of your time.


Society rose up as a solution to a singular problem. One. There was no other reason for society to come into existence besides this reason. That reason is supplying average and below average men with wives and families. That's what it started as and that is literally the only thing that kept it going. "If I get a job, learn some skills and save money I will have earned a wife." And for eons this worked, you contributed to society and in return you were rewarded with a minute society that you and your wife created. But this is no more. Men work 80 hour weeks for 50 years and never meet a wife. Or they do and she leaves them after ten. The guarantee of society was a family, with that gone, the incentive to build up society is dying as well.

Save the world, drop out. Until we accept again that all men who work hard deserve a relationship this place is just going to get worse

I claimed a twink's virginity last night. And ever since, I can't stop getting off on the fact that when he's married with kids and fucking his future wife he's going to remember that his first time was very different. That he was being debased, pounded into and called filthy names by me. That no matter what he's going to have the memory of me for the rest of his life.

>>20014569
To be fair, slavery being more legit then probably helped society along a bit too.

>>20013394
It's a good game, what issue do you have with it?
>Could have been reading this whole time as well.
Don't we all.

The current situation with her just seems too weird; I am constantly thinking of how I want to spend time with her and share stuff but at the same time I mess up with my (and her) head by acting like a schizo, I straight up ignored her when she attempted to speak to me in her face, but that's because I'm really angry about how much I've stalled instead of making a decision to express myself and what I want from her. Then, even though I tried to consolidate with her, after sitting down like grown people I explained to her that I cannot be getting mixed signals from her, while she responded that she's never felt more humiliated but that's okay, and we should just leave this behind. Then I get blacked out from alcohol and I start verbally assaulting her friend without reason and she shits all over me (did she just grab the opportunity to do so?). For yet another time (and a text from me explaining to her that I don't want to keep fucking up) we sit down and talk, and she tells me that she's never closed the door to me, neither in a friendly way nor in "any other" way. She tells me how I should just calm down, sort my shit out, and that she's going to be there for me afterwards. But then she gets cold again until I, after a night when she hardly even spoke to me, had to gently just talk to her about random everyday stuff to break the ice again. It's possible that we're seeing each other again tonight but I cannot help but to overthink about how I should handle this. Also, I don't know whether she's lying about her wanting to keep being in touch. I would already know wouldn't I? Yet, I can't just forget her words and I hope something changes.

>>20014652
Almost every event of slavery throughout history still gave slaves the dignity if a family. The muzzie slave trade is the only real exception to this. If slaves weren't allowed such a basic dignity it would have not survived as long as it did

big dicks will rule the world

>>20014490
>So do men
No one asked faggot, men are not supposed to be attractive

I could be in a Humbert Humbert position if I wanted, but I'm not going to.

>>20014569
Interesting hypothesis, mate.

>>20014870
Delusional. No child would want to be anywhere near u

>>20014787
>men are not supposed to be attractive
Lol, no wonder you guys are bitchless

>>20014884
>No child would want to be anywhere near u
Why?

>>20014902
Married for 2 years but okay fag

I will suck a dick for a PS5 and a copy of GT7.

>>20014955
Thats an expensive blowjob. You're not worth that much

>>20014966
You know nothing about me. I'll have you know I'm the best piece of ass within a fifty mile radius.

Is it pathetic to temporarily live with your parents at a certain age?

>>20014975
Not if something bad happened to your life and you have no other choice.

>>20012101
Writing is one of the few things that I enjoy. Something about it just comes naturally to me; I feel like it's just transcribing my thoughts, which might actually be part of the problem I have: I can't, for the life of me, come up with a decent story. I hate formulaic writing, but I'm stuck being thoroughly uncreative, and it just pisses me off.
A couple days ago, I finally had an idea that I thought might make for an interesting read - something about flowers, it came to me in a dream - but when I articulated it in writing, it was just horribly boring. There was another issue, too: it felt "jumpy." Almost as if the narrator had a ten-second attention span. I'm used to writing like that, with short paragraphs, but I had never realized how bad it sounded in a narrative before.
All of this leads me to question whether I have any talent for this in the first place. I tend not to listen to myself about these things, because I typically hate everything I create, but I'm afraid I might have a point this time.

>>20014975
Not if you pay your way and help out around the house. And you're not in squalor or homeless.

>>20014975
Yes
>>20014997
>>20015033
You're pathetic

spengler was right

>>20014975
Yes.
t. 30 year old neet living with parents

>>20014975
Temporarily? Yes. Permanently? No.

>>20014975
Only briefly and only in cases outside your control like a natural disaster or equivalent. Otherwise you should do everything in your power to no be a burden to them and move out asap. You will all be better off for it.

Why do i have schizophrenia.
What did i do to deserve this, to have voices, demons literally harrasing me inside my skull, not being able to even lay in my bed in peace. What is the meaning of this

>>20015132
>just be a rentcuck xD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXU344F7dX4

>>20014975
No, it's actually very smart. I live with my dad still. My brother's both moved out then moved back home. Rent in Canada is retarded and I refuse to be a part of the system. I have been saving up and this year I'm putting a down payment on a house which will reduce my father's (and mine) monthly costs by almost 800 dollars. Live with your parents as long as you can, but save up so eventually you can buy a house and they can live with you

>>20015180
Your parents are disappointed in you.

>>20015224
I can live with that.

I wonder what psychology would say about a man who plays a caster build in a soulsbourne game. Why would you play a video game in order to enact a fantasy of rejecting life?

>>20014975
life is hard anon

My micropenis will never please any woman. I'm a lesser male.

>>20014698
Well since you've given me the chance to vent I actually will air my grievances.
I would say it suffers from two major problems, firstly the most fun you have while playing is while in the legacy dungeons aka a normal souls level, and the second problem is that the overworld/open world is repetitive, boring and empty. Essentially once you have seen one area you've seen it all. It's just another minor turd tree, ruin, church, giant, bloodborne dungeon repeated ad nauseam. There is nothing interesting ever around the corner. And Yume Nikki is one of my favorite games so it isn't that I lack a sense of adventure or something. In the 45 hours I played it there was probably only a couple moments where I was surprised (when you first get teleported/trapped which quickly turns into a repeated gimmick, and some weird eye of Sauron tower)
And this begs the question why would I wade through shit so I can play a legacy dungeon when I could play another From game which is essentially an entire legacy dungeon? I'm 100% convinced (due to massive critical acclaim and people unironically saying it is the best souls game) that the majority of players were never actually aware of what made From Software games good. It was the level design, the limited estus and the gauntlet of enemies. It was the elevators that opened back onto your original bonfire, or the passages and doors you opened. It was the level design that rewarded thoroughness. It was that feeling when you've exhausted your estus and don't know how far away the next bonfire is, relying on parries to not take damage. It was the rewarding fight at the end. This is only (if at all) present within the legacy dungeons. It's essentially the largest deviation that From has ever made and I don't think people realize that. To them it's a souls game because you roll. From peaked with Bloodborne and Sekiro and the fact that people think that Elden Ring is good when it's the first From game to get this universal critical acclaim is pretty telling. It's literally just quantity or quality really

>>20014975
not in 2022

I saw a huge spider two or three weeks ago in my apartment but it was gone when I came back with my shoe to kill it. I haven’t seen it since. I’m starting to think I imagined it.

>>20015494
I don't understand how someone can like Yume Nikki, it's barely even a game

>>20015475
Mine will.

>>20015558
It's fun exploring

https://counter-currents.com/2022/03/beta-male-academic-robert-danisch-calls-for-suppression-of-truckers-to-protect-democratic-rights/

>The people in Ottawa aren’t protesters, they’re occupiers. They reject the use of democratic rhetoric in favour of authoritarian rhetoric, and they aim to dismantle the system that makes protest and free speech possible in the first place.

"Occupiers, not protestors" must be the latest CIA approved newspeak. Please circulate this information to lessen its rhetorical effect preemptively, whether you're a leftist or right winger.

>>20012101
You ever know someone who creates art and you can't enjoy their work because of your relationship with them? Like I know someone who makes music I like a lot but I can't enjoy it because of my personal connections with her. It just feels weird and uncomfortable

>>20015494
>and the second problem is that the overworld/open world is repetitive, boring and empty.
I disagree, or rather the sentiment behind it, which could really be used as a criticism against the open world format in general (emphasis on scale rather than efficient use of space). While the open world is mostly "useless", I think it's uselessness builds on the immersion of a fantasy World at its most decadent by experiencing it for yourself, rather than parts of it. You can harp on about level design all you want, but I think these games were always most enjoyable with this in mind.
>From peaked with Bloodborne and Sekiro
>Sekiro
A generic action game? Are you serious?

>>20012101
I don't want to be here anymore. After all the effort and time I put into my life, and all the love I've given my friends, A big pile of nothing is my bountiful summation. The details are all so minuscule but so angering at the same time. My anger dissipates as quickly as it comes but the thoughts still linger. "You were so close to being normal;" Like a raven pounding away at my doorway, the thought annoys me and leaves me aloof. My loss for formulation at my own thoughts only perpetuates a cycle of murderous rage and utter discouragement. "I hate everyone, all of them are awful. Not a single one is worth it." But also "I want to hold someone, anyone. I'd like to know what sex feels like, what love means, why it's absence in plain view makes me feel so much." I contented myself with the thought that I should just be happy anyone gets to experience that emotion, and that that love I desire exists for someone, somewhere. Even now the churn in my stomach eases with the idea. it's effectiveness, however, only lasts minutes now. I want to be showered in love and adoration; touch me anywhere, ask me questions. I want complete solitude. Don't engage me; you don't care. My bipolarity has blinded me from fulfilling activities. I'm going to draw -and write -and cook -and listen -and read -and never forget how close I was to being normal. I wish I never even got the hope at all. I don't want to be here. :(

^^^ Too edgy? I don't write often enough.

>>20015544
>he doesnt barehand slap spiders to death
Pathetic

>>20014975
>temporarily

I wish I was a cute twink.

>>20014974
Youre a diamond dozen twink.

>>20015224
And I'm disappointed in them

>>20015854
Goals are good for you. Don't just wish you were a twink, become a cute twink!

>>20013105
A few of the 200 other people with the exact same credentials

>>20015012
You'll hate to hear it, but practice makes perfect anon.

Ever since I finished my bachelor’s degree, I feel that life is just slowly decaying. Every year that passes I lose family members for good; friends disappear to god knows where; hairs fall and won't grow back again; each lover gets less and less interesting; and I'm here just wondering if I'll ever feel the same amount of serotonin in my brain as I once felt. I’ve surpassed the zenith of my livingness; I’m beyond the half-life of my body. From now on, I’m here more to serve the Others-of-young-age, than for my purposes.
Ever since this decay started, a black void has started to grow from my heart, and it will grow and grow until it consumes me whole at life’s only certainty. It's inevitable to stop that growth, thus it’s not a reason to take my own life.

This life has a way of gnawing at you.

>>20013105
Jews

I am unable to get off without clothespins on my nipples

>>20015854
Why do you want to get fucked? It doesn't make any sense.

>>20015667
Stop being a phony, stop being a fake, stop being a coward, stop being a liar

>>20015947
Its really hard to explain since it's pathological but theres something really enjoyable about being submissive, dominated, and controlled.

>quit drinking
>literally just go to bed after work
>friday night
>do nothing, sit in bed
>move to desk, do nothing, make tea, watch youtube videos
>finish tea, go for a walk
>go back home
>take vitamins
>prbly going to sleep early
is being depressed after quitting normal?

>>20016061
I require activities to not be depressed like most people.

>>20016061
>>20016100
Civilization was and is constructed by continuously escaping boredom/depression

>>20015860
>diamond dozen

>>20016110
It can easily be read the opposite way: when people aren't constructive, they become bored and depressed. So why assume the causal relationship one way and not the other? Because you're cynical?

Can verbal intelligence be increased?

I've looked at war from both sides now

From RT to Twitter and still somehow

It's the heroes of Kyiv that I recall

Oh I really don't know war, at all

>>20016061
Alchohol isnt a substitute for friends

>>20016112
Dont take these things for granite

>>20015949
You got a point fr fr no cap

>>20016211
I think alcohol was my buffer against depression, ie, plenty of positive emotions and excitement being drunk. Without it I realize most weekends I don't do anything. At best, I go out with a friend once a month. Alcohol also made it okay (and fun) to be alone. It was all a bad choice.

>>20016217
I agree with you both, for all intensive purposes.

>>20016241
I used to get that but now when I drink alone I just get deeply depressed. It doesnt work anymore.

>>20016149
I don't know what you mean. I did not intend to imply a one way causal relation, I wrote both those posts and was adding in to the first one.

Doing nothing is boring/depressive.
People do things to avoid doing nothing, avoid being bored/depressed.

Then to attempt to show you are not alone in reuquiring this, an attempt to highlight the whole of human history ad the attempt to constantly escape boredom/depression/nothing by doing things; the great organizing of the things to be done, resulting in civilization

Does Ireland have the best artistic talent per capita?

>>20016264
Yes

>>20016264
New York, la, Italian cities, German cities, other European cities, in no specific order,

>>20016262
Yeah, this is partially why I'm quitting. At first (a few years ago when I started drinking) it was exciting and I would get amped, and work on creative projects at night. It was a revelation in a way. One of my secrets as an artist is how much I don't even remember doing because I was drunk. Now I just drunk text strange friends (mostly girls) that I've made online, in order to avoid loneliness. I also tend to just focus on the drinking now, rather than use the drinking to fuel something else. Also I started smoking, so I spend a large part of my weekend nights chain smoking, texting girls, rinse and repeat. It's not pleasant anymore, and the regret in the morning hits hard.
Anyway, it was fun for a while. I'm just glad it didn't go on for years and years like some people. Thank God I actually have friends and a job and all that. One of my neighbors is an alcoholic schizo, and man, that guy is fucked.

>>20016263
>People do things to avoid doing nothing
This is redundant, and it assumes a purely negative reinforcement, when there is no reason to assume so. It omits any positive reinforcement as part of the constructive process. That's why I called it cynical.

>person x does happy thing
>"youre only doing that to avoid being sad"

It's just dumb.

My library has a little used book store I am very honored, thankful, and blessed to know of. Today I got a small volume of 4 ancient Greek plays, Hamlet, and Candide. I left Romeo and Juliet there.
they have a little alcove use book store, $.50 soft back $1.00 hard cover, today I got a small volume of 4 ancient Greek plays, Hamlet, and Candide. I left Romeo and Juliet there. Something about Romeo and Juliet doesn't get me excited, I don't know if it's one of the earlyliest works of lit I encounterd, and was in an uncomfortable state of being for various reasons as a youth when learning it, along with in that class watching the baz lehruman film, as well as the names tibault and marcutio always not tasting plesent for me, as well as I don't know, is there a lack of great poetry as compared to hamlet, or wisdom from say Ceaser or king leer, maybe I should have gotten it to read it. The library does have a great many art books that I do enjoy however, Botticelli pretty much brought me to tears today, and some others reinvigorated my motivation to paint, I was reminded hoe experiencing the greatest art can be one of the greatest inspirations to creating art, for you experience first hand, it's power and value and worth, it eggs you on to try to play it's game.

But what do you guys think of Romeo and Juliet, is it actually poetically, texturally, wisdomically, sublimley, substantial? Is it meant to be an overblown farce
I was thinking of this too, that one of the great blessings of marriage could be the combining of two interesting book and art collections under one roof, and I possibly wrongfully made the descion not to aquire Romeo and Juliet for a dollar. At one point I had in my possession a bit ago a large book of Shakespeare plays with illustrations, but gave it to a friend because I liked to try to make people happy. It is fun to have a big book of Shakespeare around and at random open it and recite some lines, as one may do with the bible.

I have gotten some other nice books here before as well, other Greek places, Plato, Ulysses, some art books; Wattaeu, Gainsborough, Bernini, loose history of architecture.

I personally do not fully find myself drawn to the Wattaeu hype in the book, I geuss he was an originator of style, and the book shows some examples of those who followed him, who I much more prefer, Boucher and Fragonard. Also I will try to look for that Botticelli painting that touched me so.

My library has a little used book store I am very honored, thankful, and blessed to know of. $.50 soft back $1.00 hard cover, today I got a small volume of 4 ancient Greek plays, Hamlet, and Candide. I left Romeo and Juliet there. Something about Romeo and Juliet doesn't get me excited, I don't know if it's one of the earlyliest works of lit I encounterd, and was in an uncomfortable state of being for various reasons as a youth when learning it, along with in that class watching the baz lehruman film, as well as the names tibault and marcutio always not tasting plesent for me, as well as I don't know, is there a lack of great poetry as compared to hamlet, or wisdom from say Ceaser or king leer, maybe I should have gotten it to read it. The library does have a great many art books that I do enjoy however, Botticelli pretty much brought me to tears today, and some others reinvigorated my motivation to paint, I was reminded hoe experiencing the greatest art can be one of the greatest inspirations to creating art, for you experience first hand, it's power and value and worth, it eggs you on to try to play it's game.

But what do you guys think of Romeo and Juliet, is it actually poetically, texturally, wisdomically, sublimley, substantial? Is it meant to be an overblown farce
I was thinking of this too, that one of the great blessings of marriage could be the combining of two interesting book and art collections under one roof, and I possibly wrongfully made the descion not to aquire Romeo and Juliet for a dollar. At one point I had in my possession a bit ago a large book of Shakespeare plays with illustrations, but gave it to a friend because I liked to try to make people happy. It is fun to have a big book of Shakespeare around and at random open it and recite some lines, as one may do with the bible.

I have gotten some other nice books here before as well, other Greek places, Plato, Ulysses, some art books; Wattaeu, Gainsborough, Bernini, loose history of architecture.

I personally do not fully find myself drawn to the Wattaeu hype in the book, I geuss he was an originator of style, and the book shows some examples of those who followed him, who I much more prefer, Boucher and Fragonard. Also I will try to look for that Botticelli painting that touched me so.

>>20016284
>Now I just drunk text strange friends (mostly girls) that I've made online,
Where do you meet these women online?

>>20016391
A few of them are girls I've met from school or work that are just texting friends. Others are girls I've met via social media. I have a decent profile filled with artwork, and it's usually a good ice breaker, so I have decent luck DMing other artist women.

>>20016352
Hmm intersting... I geuss I am implying though evolution or otherwise it is very difficult for people to sit still and do nothing. And that this inability to sit still and do nothing is partially the motivation to do something anything.

Though I also understand this is likely incorrect. For this reason but we will see and really we require a case by case basis

>>20016284
Would you be less depressed (we are only able to say; do you think) if you were placed on a pleasent beach town of a tropical island and told: sit here and do nothing, all your meals and snacks will be given to you whenever you want. But you have to remain here and have no job for 10 years (or the rest of your life).

No that's the initial question, variations can be added. Like including a big library of books next to you, video game system, ability to wander around the town and interact with people, ability to have relation with woman.

>>20016352
So, would you not agree perhaps it is possible that humans can establish society in such a way to work a lot less? To focus on producing an abundance of all essentials and nessecaries, using robots and casual volunteering, and if all humans had a grand abundance of free time how do you imagine they might spend it.

I appreciate your response it is very valid and I am trying to understand it and my initial inclination statements. I am inclined to say it is some ying yang mix. But at the same time why satisfaction of anything seems to quickly seep, for time continues to run, and satisfaction is hard to make last, so we are in a sense urged to keep chasing satisfaction, which in many people is tied to performing activities.

>>20016352
Also I was trying to supply some possible reason why that anon is depressed. I noted in myself that if I am experiencing depression, I try to do things, ocuppy my attention, and before I know it I am not longer depressed, my mind and body so occupied by various activity that my mind doesn't have the time or attention to be depressed. So I concluded, if not in activity, my mind is able to be depressed, to escape depression, I try to perform activity. Then I concluded if all or many people were forced to inactivity (solitary confinement padded cell for instance, strapped in a chair) they may experience depression. So it is possible, wheather intentional or not, avoidable, chooseable or not, all action is escaping a depressive state, wheather escaping the depressive state is a or thee motivator or not.

I have for long expanses of time in my life been uncontrollably depressed, and understand this talk is not so easy, this was depression caused by deep convictions regarding ethical and moral matters being of the most highest and serious regard, relagating me to a state of constant catatonicism and deep despair. The only way I ended up escaping the depression was going crazy and losing my mind, my deep and serious convictions, I finally had to dispell myself of that tangle of logical wires and chains, which forced my being to continously percievey self and the world in a most painful way

>>20016426
I don't see the connection you're making between our disagreement about negative versus positive motivation, and utopian propositions.

First, you asked me if my depression could hypothetically be fixed by changes xy and z. Well, I'm not that idealistic. I think I'm depressed because I'm in withdrawal. I don't know what else to say about that.

No, I don't think humans can or will, nor even have the desire to, establish a fundamentally new society based on "working less". I hear this a lot, and I think it's purely an idle fantasy of people who happen to be overworked. I don't see how "free time" is something so covetous. Most people waste their free time entirely. People would watch TV, turn to drugs, feel useless, turn on each other. I don't see any hopeful future in this scenario. It's probably best to keep people busy. Do you envy people unemployed and on welfare? Because they already live this lifestyle. I know people like that, and I don't envy them at all, far from it. They're jaded, useless people. They eat too much, smoke too much weed, play too many video games. Vices abound, and they would devour a great many people given the opportunity. In summary, I think the "basic-income-plus-robots-equals-more-free-time-equals-greater-happiness" crowd are entirely naïve. It's an idle middle class fantasy usually held by people who don't take seriously enough what it's like to have nothing to do. That's the problem -- having nothing to do.

>>20016284
To escape depression I try to eat nutritional meals, constantly watch/listen to comedy podcasts, listen to classical music, appreciate art and make art, go for walks, and speak with all my friends on /lit/

had a few check ups with doctors on why I can't piss normally anymore
just found out on my own browsing the internet, 4 months later, that I could have prostate cancer and need to have my ass touched to know more

doctors didn't tell me anything 4 months earlier except "you're a bit young for this" "you may need to see an urologist" and "there's an heterogeneity following the radiology exam"

maybe I'm turning paranoid but anyways, I got a lot of urine checks and it's not an infection. my only salvation is that it's not painful so maybe there's still something that can be saved down there
I'm 22, I always wanted kids, it'd suck to die so young

Weed. I want to smoke weed. That is all that is on my mind currently.

>>20016508
Sounds like you're just looking for excuses to get your butt fingered

>>20016515
even my fucked up prostate laughed, good one anon
I really didn't want to get my butt fingered, I stalled the exam for months already

exsanguinate

>>20016479
I think you agree with my intended point, that having nothing to do may lead to depression; I guess I was merely trying to express when in a depressed state, one of the only possible outcomes to possibly exit such a state is to perform activities which district your depressed mind from its depression, in turn alleviating it.

I understand this can be very difficult because depression can be for many reasons, to escape depression first and foremost I would imagine one needs some amount of self love; for if someone is scared to face their life, because they are ugly, or believe noone likes them, this type of person laying in bed not having the motivating energy to get up and go, all the negetivity of their facing the world, anxiety, social interactions, is so dread full, that they are beat down into a state of cowering.

I was feeling a bit more depressed tonight than I have been, it's real cold outside, I haven't played pool in a while after playing quite regularly, so my muscle memory is missing the sensations and atmosphere, a general recognizing of the dissapointing milaise of my life, a lack of receiving reward or consistent motivation, but after eating some flat pretzals and engaging in this conversation I have already escaped myself and I am feeling better. Now if I were to stop distracting myself in this way or others, I believe my depression may return

>>20015755
Why do you say that you were “close to being normal?” What happened? Whatever it was, it’s not too late for you to have a fulfilling life. You still deserve love, and if you persevere you’ll find happiness.

When people care more about national and international politics than local politics, democracy is dead. How are you supposed to have informed voters when the average citizen knows more about what's going on in the fucking Ukraine than what's going on in their own town? It's ridiculous, but it's the status quo in the US and you're just supposed to accept it and ignore everything that isn't on CNN or Fox.

>>20012101
Tfw no meth smoker gf

When you see redditors getting based and redpilled, you know things are really bad.
https://www.reddit.com/r/PublicFreakout/comments/t6f0vq/irish_politician_richard_boyd_barett_goes_off_in/

>be me
>see my little zoomie cousin at a bday party
>ah yes, I will talk to the tyke and see what's new with the youth (<---naive)
>sus amogus, *vocal fry* thats cringe bro and rgb lights

>>20016596
my mom smokes meth and she's everyones gf. Wanna be my new dad?

>>20016512
What kind of blue collar work do you do now?

>>20012101
/mu/ jannies banned me for three days because I referred to this asshole as the "n-word" (he actually was black) because he criticized my taste in music several years ago at work.

>>20016714
Each line gets more pathetic than the last

>>20012866
are you literally me

>>20016730
>>20012866
Third. My high school gf was an older girl (19), dropout, Dominican, nympho ex-Jehovah's Witness batshit crazy vindictive anal-lover.
God she was great.

I wanna visit antartica before I die

I am constantly confused as to whether I miss my ex or miss her craving for vaginal intercourse. Furthermore I am constantly haunted by the vague truth that I should be doing something, something productive yet cannot for the life of me say what that activity is because I cannot think of any activity that is achievable or realistic

>>20014749
No it didn't because the obvious sex free slave clauses were considered far more dignified.

>>20016755
>whether I miss my ex or miss her craving for vaginal intercourse.
Is there a difference?

>>20016775
Yes, but reading it back I couldn't have phrased it more poorly.
Do I miss being in a relationship or being in a relationship with her?

>>20016737
Holy shit mine was an ex jehova too wtf

>>20016790
Still not seeing the difference

>>20016387
>But what do you guys think of Romeo and Juliet,
What do you guys think of Romeo and Juliet, is there great poetry and idea in it? Or is the appeal mainly over the top soap opera drama? I geuss the sappy romance is attractive too, to have lines given in breathy heart drenched sighs. And juxtaposing that against tension and fighting.

Do you guys like Romeo and Juliet, maybe I will look for a complete play performance online soon to refresh my thoughts

>>20012101
i'd like to apologize to myself in advance for the absolutely horrendous liquor i am about to consume

https://youtu.be/fQ1KvklNCM8

>>20016811
Perhaps a couple of dehumanizing analogies will illustrate the dilemma:
>Am hungry and everything looks tasty, or am I not hungry except this particular cheeseburger look appetizing?
>Do I really need some kind of desk in my room, or am I so attracted and attached to this particular mid-century desk that I'm trying to rationalize to myself the utility of a desk?
Any of these working for you?

>>20016813
Romeo and Juliet is a masterpiece, one of Shakespeare's many. He generally does a stellar job at whatever he attempts, but if you're not much interested in the topic of young love and fate then this one probably won't resonate with you much.

>>20016799
Bless Jehovah for producing the best crazy bitch pussy

hashtag fartbag

>>20016828
Amen to that brother

>>20016825
>>20016811
Just to be clear, I'm basically getting at a species-genus/particular-universal thing

my cock has been suckanized

>>20012101
My stomach has been ulcerized

>>20016826
Is there a definitive complete text film version? Or play performance on video?

>>20016885
Do you crave intimacy with this particular girl in particular; or do you crave intimacy with any girl because you crave intimacy in general.

Do you miss this girl because you miss her.
Or do you miss sex, and a number of other girls would do

>>20016916
That is precisely what I'm confused about, yes.

>>20012101
I love my cat he's a good boy

>>20012387
hormones in the water supply

>>20013478
Go get a sleep study done, retard.

>>20016919
Stop agonizing my man. Theres no real difference. Read The Little Prince

>>20016907
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0063518/?ref_=nv_sr_srsg_0
This one is really well-liked

>>20016701
yyou just wanna make fun ofnme

>>20016951
To be honest I'm more agonizing over the productivity thing than the ex-girlfriend thing. Our time on this earth is short, and if I hope to enjoy my numbered and uncertain allotment of days then I have to do shit that will allow me to enjoy it, but I don't know how to do that.

I've given up trying to get sex.

>>20016907
https://youtu.be/uoI0OC9GT54

>>20016508
Most likely it’s nothing, maybe benign prostate hyperplasia, least likely is a prostate tumor, which btw is treatable before end stage. Go to an urologist.

What do you guys do when you can't concentrate on anything? I'm hungover and I can't concentrate on shit. I've started two separate movies and bailed on them 10 minutes in because I can't concentrate. I want to do something other than browse the internet but right now I'm just staring into space.

>>20017060
Take an hour long shower.

Sometimes to kill is right. Sometimes you just have to destroy what's bothering you. Don't overcomplicate with useless thoughts senpai desu. Just fucking ANNIHILATE the HOPES AND DREAMS of that which upsets you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvhJXgYfgy8

For once in my life I choose to be alone. Before mankind. Before god. It doesn't matter. I am free.

>>20017081
>>20017085
tl dr
god self indulgent fucks. dint evne proofread my own messahe. shut the FUCK up

>>20017060
fap to porn

Genau genommen, existiere ich kaum. Zwar gibt es Dinge, die mich in der Welt halten, mich “real” machen, aber es sind wenige und sie sind allesamt rein äußerlich. Lächerliche und lächerlich wichtige Dinge: Familie, meine Beziehung, die wenigen Freundschaften, die jedoch im Laufe der Pandemie an Festigkeit verloren haben. Dinge, die mir zwar nur selten Freude bereiten, mich aber auf eine Art verpflichten, deren Wirklichkeit unleugbar ist. Noch lebe ich vom Erbe meines Großvaters ─ ein alter Nazi, wie die signierte Ausgabe von “Mein Kampf” und die diversen Hakenkreuzmünzen vermuten lassen ─ doch meine Börsenspekulation hat es beträchtlich dezimiert, wobei ich nicht mal genau weiß, wie sehr, da es nun dem Finanzamt obliegt darüber zu entscheiden, ob ich mit einem Schlag ohne Geld auf dem Konto sein soll oder ob mir doch noch etwas davon bleibt. Wie dem auch sei, noch ist ein Teil davon da und lässt mich meine schwebende Quasiexistenz aufrechterhalten.
Die Literatur ─ genauer: Das Schreiben ─ sollte mein großer Rettungsversuch werden, ein Sprung heraus aus meinem Leben, hinein in irgendein herbeifabuliertes Selbst, doch innerhalb der letzten Jahre habe ich nur wenig geschrieben, noch weniger veröffentlicht und den Großteil meiner Zeit stattdessen damit verbracht, mich armselig im erträumten Ruhm zu suhlen. Jedes geschriebene Wort wurde Anlass orgiastischer Fantastereien. Ich träumte ganze Interviews herbei, in denen ich neurotisch und unsicher eine geniale Antwort nach der anderen gab, ich nahm Preise entgegen, deren Namen ich gar nicht kannte, deren Form in den Schatten blieb und ich verschwendete keinen Gedanken daran, wofür ich sie denn bekam; wichtig und eindeutig war, dass ich sie bekam, dass ich sie verdient hatte, denn ein großer Teil von mir glaubte und glaubt immer noch, ihm stünden für seine rohe, nackte, banale Existenz die größten nur möglichen Ehren zu.
Zu Anfang des neuen Studiums gab es ein paar Monate, die sich anders anfühlten. Für eine kurze Weile glaubte ich mir selbst meine Lügen und las tatsächlich unentwegt, schrieb wie ein Wahnsinniger ─ ich besoff mich an Sprache und kotzte sie dann wieder aus. Ich war ein kranker Organismus, wunderschön krank, befallen von genau dem Wahn, den ich mir so lange Zeit gewünscht hatte. Davon ist kaum noch etwas übrig. Meine Existenz hat ihren alten Ruhepunkt zwischen Pornographie und Videospielen wiedergefunden und ich habe mich wieder innerhlich von der Idee zu sein gelöst. Leid tut es mir vor allem für die Menschen, denen mein langsamer und ereignisloser Verfall nahegeht. Bei ihnen werde ich mich irgendwann entschuldigen müssen.

>>20012101
What do you do when you run out of funds to support your addiction

>>20017156
kys

>>20017162
Well I'm not gonna do that. Got anything else?

>>20017166
steal money and get drugs

>>20017172
Now that there's an idea

>>20017156
my addiction is stalking girls on social media so i never run out of funds for that

>>20017187
Do you ever contact those girls or do you just silently stalk them?

>>20017187
I don't think I'd find this addiction satisfying. My goal is to think as little as possible, and cyberstalking won't help me accomplish that

>>20017199
most of them have no idea i exist

>>20017223
Interesting. I ask because I'm that anon who's obsessed with why people have obsessions so stalking interests me. Do you have a particular 'type' of girl you like to stalk? I presume you're attracted to them in some way. But perhaps more crucially: Do you do any sort of data hording that isn't related to women?

>>20012101
What if I just grab a woman's purse and sprint? Realistically I won't get caught right? Like if I grab it and duck through a few alleys and get in my car a fee blocks down and leave the city I should be fine

Here's one secret tip that will revolutionize your social and love life: Make sure that the person you meet feels happier after meeting you – be it the petrol station employee, be it the stewardess on the plane, be it whoever.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9_8rfpaSbM

>>20017238
it starts with them being beautiful in a peculiar way, but a "quirky" style has to exist to attract me

i only hoard physical and digital books

>>20017259
How long will you stalk a particular girl for? Do you download or archive their online profiles? Do you try to keep tabs on their activities?
Do you read many of those books?

>>20017268
in high school i saved every photo a girl of my class posted. had them for years, deleted it all when she married. i do not download their content anymore.

current one i have been following for two years

i read books in a very irregular pace. my backlog only grows.

>>20017280
thanks for answering my questions anon

>>20012101
I was reminiscing with an online friend about when I wrote that consent should be the hands of men, not women in relationships. since this is obviously not the case, it bears in mind why birth rates are plummeting, intelligence is plummeting, all the result of female choice theory. I might even read Lamarck and Lysenko to further my theory, since it flies in the face of Darwin and try to extrapolate this theory further and what its results might look like.

>>20012101
Looking through old pics and videos and starting to get kinda sad
I could've done a lot with my life if I'd only known what I was doing at the time
I wish I'd appreciated the people in my life while they were still part of my life

>>20017319
I saw some pics my mom sent of me as a young 20 something kid. I was thin af back then. I had friends but a lot of them just grew distant to me over time. it happens when you get older.

>>20017257

I just consider it a win if I make it out of a conversation without doing or saying something embarrassing.

>>20013478
quit caffeine

HOT YOUNG THREAD

>>20017339
>>20017339
>>20017339

I think I made people laugh with genuine humour and not absurd statements. Still I cannot cope.

>>20017324
So you're saying life just kinda sucks after a point
>>20017345
Why fag, we haven't even hit bump limit. Do you have any idea how long it takes a thread to slide off the catalog on this board?

>>20017132
if kafka lived in 2022

>>20017356
We're gonna slide on through archive avenue

>>20016980
I also do blue collar work. Theres no shame in it. Its grest actually. Upon seeing you actually work with your hands now I ceased despising you

I read on my phone so that people can't tell what I read, but today someone looked at my phone and legit asked me "what is it, the text there". I was taken so off-guard I couldn't even respond (it was a book on late medieval economic history didn't really feel like telling someone I read that), I looked like a sperg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWDJTrnxm0w

>>20013137
Women don't need an education. What they need is a kitchen, an ironing board and five across the eyes

>>20017356
Yeah but I don't follow doomsayers much like Kaczynski and Adorno. Hobbies aren't actually evil