/lit/ - Literature

I'll ask again...the irony is the search for the word has become a example of this thing I long to describe:
Is 'rumination' the right word for a thought that you keep coming back to, not necessarily a painful or embarrassing thought, but a thought that you can't or don't take action on? I don't think "obsession" is the right word, but it's similar, because stalkers become 'obsessed' and they very much do take action, even when used positively obsession seems to imply action and agency; much like 'determined'.
'Fixation' has Freudian overtones and seems to imply a connection to either a particular person or a failure to develop beyond a certain stage.
If it gives context, a thought that has preoccupied me but is completely unactionable is I remember once in an interview Charles Manson in between a whole lot of gobbledygook said "a criminal always goes to a familiar place." I have no interest in True Crime. I am not involved in crime. To date there have been no burglaries in my neighborhood, yet for some strange reason this particular phrase has haunted me. I can speculate on why, but it's irrelevant to determining what you call this thought.
Is it an example of a 'rumination'? It's not an 'obsession' because I can't do anything with this quote.
Another one is the title of a Douglas Hofstadter lecture: "Analogy is the Core of Cognition" - this notion I keep thinking about intermittently despite the fact there's nothing I can do with it. It's interesting and in the lecture he persuasively argues for it... but now what?

>>19979826
Idée fixe bro

Easy Slavic pussy migrating west

>>19979878
>Idée fixe
Can you have multiple interweaving Idée fixe? Also doesn't it imply some sort of concerted effort on the idea rather than it remaining just that, an idea, a thought that never materializes?

>>19979807
I had three weird dreams tonight. One was of a giant plant growing out of the middle of the ocean (like the giant beanstalk) into the heavens that apparently reached god at the end, but the further it went up the thinner it got. Someone tried climbing it and when getting near the end, where the plant was at it's weakest, he toppled it down with his weight, making the plant fall over into the ocean causing and world flood and killing everything. Second dream was some sort of attack on the planet by giant insects, very big orange centipedes with swamrs of cockroaches following them, i remember i was in my grand gradmother's old village house trying to run away, don't remember how it ended. And the third dream i have almost fully forgotten, i remember it was more pleasant than the others and it involved some girl i have never see before but that's all about it i can remember. Really wish i would stop dreaming, makes me feel like a barely get enough rest from sleeping and i feel fatigued for the rest of the day, not wanting to do anything.

>>19979894
>what word captures my exact idea that takes me 200 words to express?
Dude, quit being autistic. Words can change exact meaning depending on the context. If you use idee fixe or even obsession in the sense that you mean, it will be understood. No word by itself means much beyond a general idea.

I have a class now. I really don't want to do this, I don't want to go.
It all sucks

>>19979926
Except it's not being understood.

>>19979807
Why don't lit-minded people orient their lives toward the accumulation of great amounts of wealth and capital and become billionaires, at which point they can steer the future of humanity in a benevolent direction? Seems it's always the soulless business types addicted to rising numbers that end up in those positions, not the ones with a big picture mindset gained by reading and thinking. Would the obsessive pursuit of wealth corrupt one's soul, and just make them like the other billionaires? Or would being in that position force one into compliance with the rest of the wealthy, apart from the bit you can allocate on your childhood dream of Space! and Underwater city! Now that I think about it, unless the rich and powerful are feckless cowards just glad to have a seat at the table, there has to be some means of keeping individuals in check from changing the world too quickly and upsetting the status quo.

>civilization begins with distillation
Is liquor the patrician drink?

Sick of stacking shelves everyday. I'm going to Nepal to see something new.

Is there a country i can move to and retire with 300k cash?

>>19978697
I think I am applying myself, the issue is that school is still easy, mostly because I'm a whimsical child who thought it'd be wise to change my major to music composition in pursuit of my passion. I get straight A's, I go beyond the expectations whenever I can, I try my best to nurture my own development outside of class. And people notice! People are often very kind with me, and I've had numerous invitations to friendship through one way or another during my time here. But I often remain distant, because I never feel a connection with these people, and it's rare I enjoy my time with them. If I do end up maintaining a connection with someone else, it always feels like a chore to me. I'm currently apart of 2 (soon to be 3) different bands, and I don't feel particularly excited about any of them, I don't enjoy the music we play. That seems analogous to the rest of my social interactions here. Perhaps if I went to an actual music school I'd find people who I find "interesting", but this is what I've got now, I feel I just have to make do with it.

>>19979807
reading Economy And Society. from what it seems like, he talks about the different classes of society and how they act towards society itself in different ways. not a bad read but it drags.

>>19980124
Is it possible to move into higher economic class?

Any femanon wanna be my gf

>>19980241
I would rather date fried chicken out of a dumpster than date a femanon

>>19980260
Charlotte Sartre comes to /lit/, would you turn her down too?

>>19980241
>Femanons aren't real, they can't date (You).

>>19979807
WW3 is going to start. Will the world again realize the value of life? I think not; but I hope so. Also I want to rescue a cute Ukrainian blonde with perfect english. What are your plans bros?

>>19980276
SHUT UP YOU'RE LYING

>>19980283
I wonder if war actually hit our soil would these people still care about all the bullshit twitter nonsense?

>>19978578
>die for jews or go to prison?
It's not much of a question. Hope they have a library there.

>>19980325
>Shouting won't solve your problems.
>You have to face it: there are no women on the internet.

>>19980349

>>19979945
>learning bad
Who put a gun to your head to take this class? Oh, you’re a high schooler

>>19980344
THERE WONT BE A DRAFT

>>19980349
>there are no women on the internet
I am your worst nightmare. I am more man hating than you ever thought possible. I come here for the sole purpose of shitting up this disgusting hole the male species tries to hide in. I‘m derailing every thread and spamming useless crap and there is nothing you can do about it. I‘m destroying your last sanctuary and it is the greatest satisfaction i‘ve ever felt.

>>19980349
>there are no women on the interne
Internet is full of women now, that's why it has become so shit in the past decade and half. But they have no use for anonymous comradery and shit-flinging on 4chan, they're whoring themselves out on social media or parrot whatever retarded narrative they've been indoctrinate with.

>>19980363
ywnbaw
also you know the rules
>>19980371
It's just the surface web that's infested:
Containment-"apps" like Instagram and Twitter
4chan is only accessible by URL and not by an app, so we're safe

>>19980377
I made a new rule. It‘s that every man will be publicly stoned to death and every woman is invited to watch, scream and cry tears of relief and happiness.

>>19980377
>It's just the surface web
98% of the online traffic is concentrated on like 5 websites and 3 apps. It's all astroturfed surface for products and propaganda. We're still somewhat safe here though, you're right. Roasties can't get any attention, money or Chad dick here.

>>19980363
We should date.

>>19980356
I'm a different anon but I had to take required courses which were universally gay. There was no "learning" in any of them.

>>19980356
>>19980396
At university I should add.

>>19980390
Ahahahha you wouldn‘t last an hour
And by last i mean survive

>tfw don't like asians
>tfw live in the country where they are 95% of population

>>19980436
Why do you hate them?

>>19980440
Because he ain‘t them

my brain has been balkanized

>>19980449
you're spot on anon

this website is ridden with shills lol

theres this club song with whistling that i have been searching for for a very long time. sometimes i wonder if ill ever find it.

https://youtu.be/-XYBj0J99i8
i wish i could save her in some sort of time machine...

>>19980429
Thats hot. Tell me what you'd do to me

why has God forsaken me?

Can anyone with kids help me gauge my nieces IQ? I'm helping her with homework and she can barely read or do three digit addition/subtraction problems. She's in third grade. Seems to me she should have learned this shit years ago.

Write what's on your mind. 2002 D.C. sniper attacks edition.

What irredeemable folly to presume to predict reality from a theory !

Why do you think non-Russians are so attracted to Russian literature?

>>19980779
misery loves company

http://www.scborromeo.org/ccc/p3s2c2a4.htm#V

dead thread

There won't be a draft. And chances of a world war over this are highly unlikely. Not that it's still not serious. Just, everyone going apeshit about it is overreacting to hyperbole.

About time for the aliens to come and save us from ourselves.

>>19981077
2 hours later: WW3

I’ve realized that I hate my job not necessarily because of the work even though the work is dislikable. What I really hate is the interaction and the environment. Everything is such phony bullshit and the personalities are totally insufferable. Having to talk to people at work is by far the worst thing I have to do.

>>19980363
literally no proof you're a woman unless you post a timestamped pic with visible biological female genitals.

>>19981112
I started a new job on the night shift three weeks ago. There are some nights I literally do not see another human being. It feels great.

>>19980329
It never mattered what these people say. The question is are you going to take screenshots and repost their insanity in odd places? What matters is the attention you give them.

>>19981087
Are you aware of all that would have to happen for there to be an actual WW3? Let alone a draft?

>>19979807
i experience empathy and remorse but it's not enough to stop me from hurting people, just out of my latent cowardice and weakness and sliminess. so i'm doomed to just repeatedly hurt people over petty shit and then feel miserable about it. so i create a misery feedback loop where my misery inflicts misery on others which in turn inflicts misery on me etc etc. i'm just a machine that generates human suffering

>>19981292
You're apparently not ignorant of it, so you've excepted yourself from continuing it. Make steps, not strides.
Being nice to faceless people on the internet is a start.

I'm thinking about women

>>19981319
What is it about American white women? The one with the ass couldn't be anything but American, the ass but also her face, her expressions, her teeth... How did you people create a whole new sub-race of white people in just a couple of centuries? Nobody outside North America looks like this. Even Asian Americans look more like this than non-American whites.

>>19981343
You legitimately only need 200 years of sustained interbreeding for distinct genetic markers to start popping up. Couple this with America being autistic about race and congrats you have a brand new race!

>>19981343
America has a lot of breeding between anglos, germans, irish, and scandi, with less but still some more recent breeding with meds and eastern euros. In Europe there has been way less interbreeding of this sort between these populations

>>19981343
White Americans act more hypersexual than negroes. The amount of fetishes they develop is baffling. Only low class minorities want to mix with such ugly and classless whores.

Life is the price you pay for someone else's orgasm.

The invention of science is not the reason that there are no longer witch-hunts, but the fact that there are no longer witch-hunts is the reason that science has been invented

Twink tummies.

>>19981343
It's just clothing and makeup trends. This is why Asian Americans and Asians in Asia look different despite being genetically identical.

The world in all its spheres, both close and distant, has become a grand symphony of stressful notes across musical scales. It started off with a calm enough overture, if I remember. Then the score unraveled before me. Lower, closer notes of my personal life, played in the sad minor keys, if you will, of this grand orchestra of mental pain, cling to the objects and persons of my dysfunctional relationships . At the register of broader, more expansive scales, the major keys and sweeping movements of pandemics, wars. political and economic turmoil roil and boom bombastically . Each movement of this performance cascades and crescendos each day, louder, building up to an unbearable tension"poco a poco", its tempo pressed year after year faster and more chaotically,
stringendo, accelerando, the theme constant, but the variations only that of some fresh flavor of grief. You might call this a rondo piece. Until at last in one stroke, right as all this rising tension builds to an overwhelming point of unbridled intensity, fortissimo , all the strings and drums of this conductorless philharmonic screech to a halt and the show ends.

>>19979807
Think of situation where your family member is locked in opaque, soundproofed cube. There's a hatch where you can look in to see just their face, somewhat under distress but still happy to see you. You can speak to them via microphone but they can't say anything back. Not even sign language helps since the isolation has made them apathetic and depressed enough to not get more than few words at a time out, and even then they're usually not very coherent. Looking through the hatch is hard but when you think about it from their perspective you find yourself doing it anyway. Your own minute complains pale in comparison to theirs. Life goes on but you always return to the hatch, never giving up but still hopeless. The key to the cell has been thrown away ages ago. You're stuck in a limbo between total loss and still knowing and being attached to that person.

That's what my relationship with my mum has pretty much been ever since the shitty doctor botched her brain surgery many years ago. She can occasionally write few words but i don't even remember the last time we had a proper conversation. Propably sometime before the initial covid isolation in her carehome at the start of the pandemic. That isolation ended 1½ years ago but she still has hard time recovering from it. I really wish we could have a proper conversation at least once more.

>>19979807
it's weird thinking about the fact that i'll never be happy and i'm probably gonna die pretty young. just the fact that i can say that completely lucidly without any strong feelings about it in spite of knowing it's true, it's sorta surreal

>>19980363
Based.

>that moment when you pass by someone that you know but it's been ages and you were never really that close so you both pretend you don't see or recognize one another

I had the briefest moment on the train where I swear I understood God. I nearly cried and it felt so good. It was so fleeting and lasted approximately 7 seconds.

>>19981860
>when one of your old friends hits you up and you get really excited but the conversation just dies
>when you realize that you simply have no reason to speak to each other anymore
>when neither of you tries to reinitiate contact because there's no point

I have to present my proposal for undergraduate thesis in two minutes and I'm anxious as fuck

>>19979807
a LARGE quantity of liquor
an EXPANSE of liquor
an OCEAN of liquor
a quantity of liquor like the face of the waters before God laid down the foundations of the earth

Others will find my ambitions ridiculous, if not a little confused

>>19982053
they probably are but that's what makes them admirable

Planetary future-phantasy preliminary prothesis

>>19979807
the amount of alcohol i drink in the morning alone would get most people hospitalized
i drink enough to kill a man then go about my day in the normal fashion

>>19981492
i don't get it

I have a divorced friend (domestic violence case) in town who wants to visit but honestly i just wanna bail on her and play Elden Ring. I'm not going to, but I want to.

>>19979807
i'm going to vomit a river of blood and die

>>19981686
that's extremely sad, anon. i'm very sorry

>>19981686
that's horrifying and i'm sorry. i pray you'll find some solace in this life or the one to come

>>19982178
hmm, are you in a relationship? maybe consider stealing the wife

>>19982198
I'm single and she tried to fuck me once before she got married, but I had whiskey dick so I just fingered her and fell asleep. She was in a LDR at the time and just had a fight while my attempts at wooing a girl had just failed (I talked this girl into going on a campus retreat thing with me, but then had to fly to D.C. to present TWO SLIDES out of a 30 slide presentation at a conference because of grad school). I don't think I can see her the same way again

>>19981686
Man, that's heart-breaking, I'm very sorry for you and your mother.

>>19982234
just to be clear, since it seems that you mentioned two separate girls, the girl that bailed on the retreat is the one planning to come over, right, or is that the girl you were fighting with at the time preceding the whisky-dick incident? i haven't slept in a long time so im very prone to confusion right now, but i'd like more details. i think you should try and steal the wife

>>19979807
That's it. From here on out I devote my life entirely to contemplation. Now I realize philosophy isn't just something you read in a book. I couldn't understand how to devote yourself to anything all the time when you have to live. But philosophy and contemplation are things you can do anywhere, at anytime, for any length of time. Goodbye forever, /lit/.
>inb4 see you tomorrow
maybe if I believe this time will be different enough times, I'll be right one day

>>19982263
me and (now divorced) girl were drinking together sulking about our romantic problems and hooked up after everyone else left my apartment.

Retreat girl is back in Korea and deleted her instagram so I'll probably never see or talk to her again. She was a really sweet Christian girl with a burn scar on her left cheek, but it wasn't meant to be.

I-self was-been-were be-trayed by-that-is my-own-mine fore-fathers. I-self was-been-were out-side do-ing-be-ing a-object you-know-what-that, then-and-thusly I-self ate-consumed a-object metal-concrete-wood-thing as-being-as my-own-mine friends-thou-art-other pondered-in-thought on-ward to-ward heaven-high.

>>19982442
Fuck? Explain yourself while maintaining the same style

>>19982435
ah, i see. well, when she comes over, i want you to remember me and my words: "have sex with her; steal the wife, anon... do it for me"
do not forget me

I wonder what Dugin is thinking / doing right now

>>19982547
Consuming vodka and being cold

>>19982234
sounds like a dangerous headcase

Thoughts on Gadamer?

I'm trying to think of something to complain about but Im actually in a good mood

2000 words into my fantasy novel LFGGG

Amazing how much life improves when rather than brooding about something you dislike and can't control you get stuff done instead. Thinking too much is hazardous to your mental health, a symptom, perhaps, of unbalanced humors. A mind that thinks too much is like a spleen that overproduces some acidic bile that in the right quantities serves some irreplaceable vital function but in excess results in nausea and vertigo.

Squeezing out ideas is the same as squeezing out turds. The harder it is the harder it is to squeeze out.

>>19982839
t. ray bradbury's garbage collector

>>19982165
Pretty sure that anon means that...Your life is a price you are paying as a result of your dad's urge to bust a nut. (aka "My dad had an orgasm and all I got was this lousy life")

Though it's a gift depending on one's perspective and circumstances.

Opinionated college students are annoying

My wife died.

I work for a bookstore.

Tonight I worked an event for the publication of a book about luxury travel in Africa. Attendees were wealthy society people in my mid-sized city. The main topics of conversation were people, and experiences. People: known, notorious, liked, disliked. Experiences: exciting, memorable, luxurious.

These people and their connections exist to cultivate for themselves the fullest array of titillating experiences. And these titillating experiences -- photographic no-kill "safaris" in the savannas of central and northern Africa -- are advertised as an environmentally friendly way of economically supporting the hosting destination. The rhetoric is that tourism is the infusion of blood that keeps alive so many lions and giraffes and cheetahs. It's the money that funds vast preserves where you can go and see a lion outside of a cage, drinking water when he likes, feeding when he likes.

Imagine the body of a giraffe falling into the dust in slow motion. I don't know how you couldn't. But you're not supposed to.

It's a terrible thrill, they say, to go to Africa on safari. Like no where else on earth. And it's a kindness, too. Everything's a kindness. I was told that in Texas, the tourists to Africa are different. They don't mind a little hunting. And after all, don't we have to hunt to survive?

Only white people in the room. Hundreds of thousands of dollars on a vacation to an African preserve where they preserve wild Africa. And wouldn't it perish without them. Doesn't the prey need his predator.

It's hard not to assume the room full of white tourists to African luxury tourist destinations are racist. But there doesn't actually appear to be such a thing as a wealthy racist. Only the poor can do that. And if you're like me, and you sit in a room with these people long enough, and you are not strong enough to wholly believe in the cause of the photographic safari, you throw yourself by default into the category of the plebeian, the poor, the miserable, the racist.

>>19979807
the time for action has passed, now is the time for prayer

Greentexting seems like a good way to write a diary
>Woke up at 13:00
>Read about slavwars all day
>Went to bed at 5 in the morning

faggot nuts. big donkey boner stick balls. vaginal teeth, razor wire up the ass! china

I'm 24 years old and I noticed my chest hair is growing just now.

>>19979807
my stomach hurts like a bitch

https://youtu.be/WFiVuxUmCys

[Chorus]
Be the love generation
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Be the love generation
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, c'mon – eh!
Be the love generation
You know what I'm talkin' 'bout!
Oh, yeah-ah!
It's all love, you know
Be the love generation
Got to love – well, we got to love, yeah
Well, we got to love, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
Don't worry 'bout a thing, gonna be alright
Don't worry 'bout a thing, gonna be alright
Don't worry 'bout a thing, gonna be alright
Gonna be, gonna, gonna, gonna, gonna be alright (Eh!)

My anus itches bad. When I scratch it I experience a dopamine hit, similar to hot water on a mosquito bite. I know that I'm only exacerbating my hemorrhoids, but I can't help myself. Any OTC meds you guys know about that help with this?

test

>>19983080
what did they ban you for

>>19979807
vomiting in an unbroken stream for 20 consecutive minutes and dying immediately thereafter

>>19979807
a human body, even a small one, is uncomfortably heavy. it's like being incased in lead all the time

I wonder if I can trust these people.

>>19979807
i just wish i could stop this tingling sensation in my stomach

>>19983097
imagining that scene in team america rn

>>19979807
i have completely replaced water with rum

>>19983168
Misspelled cum, bud

>>19980390
this.
>>19980349
I like that this is more of a philosophical statement now. Manifestly there is no women on the internet in practice.

>>19983289
i won't pretend i've never ate cum but i haven't ate THAT much cum

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=viq8710tWGM

I fail at communicating with everyone around me, usually during the most sincere moments. In between that and bullshitting on a surface level here I feel alone often.

>>19983168
junkie

>>19983469
that's just my reality. i don't like it but i can no longer envision an alternative

>>19979807
my whole body feels like a prison designed to torture me and i think i'm going to puke and i regret being born

>>19979826
Yes rumination the slow empty chewing of cud and perhaps one day progressing to digestion

>>19979807
my muscles hurt and my bones hurt and my skin hurts and my organs hurt

>>19983565
>skin hurt
>organ hurt
redundant

>>19983568
You know what I mean don't be pedantic fag

>>19983565
stop taking drugs and drinking booze

>>19983583
that's a tall order right there man, i think i'll just die instead

>>19979807
Capital must be kept in a stranglehold of control, else the Faustian spirit kept unchecked in it's desire for the infinite will destroy us all

GOT A NEW FACE IT FEELS ALRIGHT

>>19979807
TWO FACE IS MY NEW FACE

>>19979807
I had another epileptic fit yesterday. I bit my tongue to shit and now I can't do anything without it hurting. I guess I'll take an Ibu. Hopefully that helps.

>>19983764
What does it feel to undergo epileptic fit?

>>19983791
I don't remember. I just wake up. Well, I say wake up, but it's more like fading back into existence. The first thing I always become aware of is my breathing- which is extremely deep and heavy- I think of it at "horse breathing". Then my brain makes up a scenario- the most memorable one is that I was laying on the stony beach of the isar in the middle of summer, with my head pillowed on the thigh of a friend of mine. Through-out the experience I feel tired- not in a bad way, but in a really pleasant, "I'm nearly asleep and I want to drift off" way. Then I become aware of voices, but I never think they're talking to me. Then it sort of dawns on me... "wait a minute, maybe they are talking to me?" And then I open my eyes, or at least I start to see again, and I'm confused, but there's no fear or panic, just confusion. So far I've only ever had a fit in public, so after that I just follow the instructions of the people around me.

Really, the worst part of the experiance, is the hospital afterwards. You have to go through the whole song and dance, and they want you to stay overnight... After the first few times, I just check myself out the same day.

>>19983851
Have you even read Dostoevsky's books? Can you relate to his experiences?
>Prince Myshkin describes an epileptic fit. He says that in the instant just before a fit, his conscience is plunged into darkness and he enjoys a momentary feeling of supreme feeling and understanding of life. At that point, he is able to sense all the harmony and beauty of life. In this sense, epilepsy places Prince Myshkin into a higher state of being, even if only for a brief while. The prince's particular ailment not only distinguishes him from others, but it also represents his higher sensibilities of the world and its most important values. In addition, it suggests that he has grasped a far more profound understanding of life and its meaning—joy and brotherly love, for instance—than any other characters in the novel.

>>19983901
Not really. But I don't remember the event itself, and I don't experience auras, which is when a person feels it coming on. Like I said, I don't know anything has even happened until I wake up. But since I've started having it, I do feel considerably better about dying. If it's anything like what I experience when I have a fit, then I won't even notice dying.

I just tried an e-cig for the first time.
Gonna be honest, I'm liking it.

I have wasted way too much time with this whole Ukraine happening
Feel like I have fried my brain by browsing twitter and Pol for hours yesterday, neglected my studies

Is there something in a book format that is similar the current political climate or that might help me to better understand it, want to get off the internet for a while and read more if I'm bored

>>19983985
>I have wasted way too much time with this whole Ukraine happening
Same. It really getting into my head.

There's this girl I know that I feel may be interested in me, and I wanna ask her out. I only see her on Weekdays although I do have her Socials.

I'd like to ask these questions, if you don't mind.
>When's the best time to ask her out though?
Is it better to ask her out earlier in the week or later, nearing the weekend?
>On the first date, how do you kiss?
Do I just ask her if she wants to or is there more to it?

Made a thread on /adv/ but I thought that I might as well ask around here as well.

>>19984001
>Do I just ask her if she wants to or is there more to it?
Ideally, you JUST know instinctively.

>>19984001
Women are cringe, you'll learn soon enough

>>19979906
share more cool dreams. those sound mystical/prophetic.
I've never had a dream like that

>>19981896
>Old friend invites you and other friends in the WhatsApp group over for dinner
>You react excitedly, the others do too
>He proposes a date
>You agree to the date and are excited to see everyone again
>No replies from the others for days until they cancel at the last minute
>Friend says "Okay, maybe another time then"
>WhatsApp group has been dead ever since
>You know you'll never talk to any of them again

>>19983985
>>19983986
No book suggestion, but I have felt the same way. Not just about the Ukrainian situation, but how the mix of 24 hour news and social media has created this this need for so many people to posture as experts about whatever happens to be in the news at any given moment. The need to have a take on everything is exhausting, and honestly it is refreshing to refrain from it and just observe, contemplate, or simply checkout.

>>19979826
it's just a recurring thought. stop looking for some extremely specific term

>>19982401
Cool, see you tomorrow

>>19984001
Here's a tip. Don't try to do anything like try to use some kind of social cheat code. Either be yourself or any kind of relationship will end up a sham that you'll both resent.

You want to ask her out? Write "hey, you want to go out and get something to eat sometime? Maybe catch a movie?"

>>19981225
This

>>19984056
>be yourself

>>19984074
If you're not yourself then you're just pretending. You can be a better version of yourself while being yourself. I don't know where this idea of "being yourself" is the same as "refuse to compromise or change" came from, but it's wrong. If you try to be someone else, then you end up faking every interaction with other people. You have to do stupid shit like ask people on 4chan how to go about living your life.

What's the point of being in a relationship with someone if every text message is a source of anxiety?

>>19984082
Im not that original poster but it doesnt look like honesty works. Dating seems like a job interview where the main goal is to impress the other through any means. I wish I could state that Im a 29 year old kissless virgin but that would get me nowhere.

>>19984090
Why do you think honesty means telling people your cringy secrets?

Everyone knows that going on a first date and talking about your ex is cringy and a no-go. My whole life I was one of those asshole dipshit people that acted like a fucking spastic and then got mad and offended that people didn't want to deal with me.
"Why should I have to change? This is who I am!" I'd tell myself. Then one day I was hit by an epiphany- "If I refuse to change, then I'm demanding that the whole world change for me" and that's just an insane and impossible demand. All of my relationships have only gotten better since that afternoon. Changing doesn't mean you have to like different things, or do different things- it just means that you adhere to the basic social norms that EVERYONE must adhere to. Don't be fucking obnoxious. Don't be a creep. Offer things when you want something in return. You don't have to say you're a kissless virgin to be honest. That comes later after you've already built a relationship.

I think the pretentious pursuit of consuming as much written media as possible is a vain attempt to comfort yourself on the death bed when you look back on your life and say to yourself "At least I read books instead of playing video games".

>>19984125
what if I just really like reading?

>>19979807
is it racist to point out that people of some races are typically racist? if i say "chinese people are disproportionately racist" is that racist against chinese people?

>>19984212
No, it's not racist.

>>19984113
You're right, I do feel like the world is the one who owes me. Why bother with all the disguises and fake acts when the real me is not interesting enough. However, I still do my best to make a good impression even if I hate myself for doing so later.

>>19984074
Literally yes.

>friday
Imagine all those goth sluts, eager to get high and fucked tonight... While we're here...

>>19984241
:(

>>19984241
Their loss

>>19984248
That's the spirit

>>19984241
Im too old and bland for them anyway.

>>19979807
i eat cold soup directly from the can even though i could very easily microwave it

>>19984260
that's very sad

>>19984284
i'm a tragic figure

An elegy to the works of men.

Labyrinths of books, a thousand worlds in letters,
some paths are immemorial and others new,
Coptic papyri, the drunken calligraphy,
The hymns of Orpheus and guwen of han-yu,
Rosy fingered dawn, or crocus dappled twilight,
I walk through gates of endless shapes and lurid hues,
Mazily I see, the crimson hues of palm-woods,
And sit by streams ambrosial where sing the muse,
Murmurs mix with strings, I hear play the dulcimer,
The song of men and songs of nature are confused,
Mantic syllables, the repeating of legends,
Like weaves of brocades many-colored light diffused,
Histories and songs, Pliny and the pindaric,
From hypogeal temples or empyreans suffused,
Transient they pass. the leafs of men are turned sere;
To vanity and dust are all the words reduced.

>>19979807
I read this on a certain type of website, and the intensity of the description I found almost literary, in a 120 Days of Sodom sort of way (mind you it involves bestiality):

>I love how their panties are pulled to the side while their swollen fat cunts are packed with dog cock, a huge knot and a mixture of the dogs cum and their cunt juices and during the pull out the dog cum squirts out of their juicy wet fuck holes. How delicious that looks. i wish i could bury my tongue deep into their slimy wet cunts and taste their juices whilst burying 2 fingers up their assholes. Magnificent Sluts.

>>19984357
Once you get into bestiality you'll never get it up for a woman in real life ever again

>>19984241
I don't want to have sex or get high

I haven't been this depressed in a while. I can barely even leave my bed anymore

>>19979807
i want to have sex and get high

>>19984375
You should while you still can, there's no fun after college

>>19984381
Hit up some hoes and do it?

Is anyone else struggling with escaping online trash culture because of its relevance and (future) opportunities? I would absolutely love to delete all my social media accounts and never consume a YouTube video ever again, but then I feel like as if I'm missing out which is true in a sense. I'll get left behind in the long run and miss out on opportunities for earning money and gaining power just like anyone else who's offline. Reality feels like the light of already dead stars, even though I love it way more than this never ending influx of new trash

What a wild ride, fuck. I wonder if I'll ever enjoy my ddlg kink again after this, but daddy doms are creeps anyway.

>>19980396
Just don't go lol. My attendance is abysmal but my grades are great. Nobody cares.

I ruined my life, I wish I wasn't so stupid.

>>19984519
what did you do? it can't possibly be that bad

I've had a bunch of people call me out recently. Really giving me a dressing down and confronting me with my bullshit. It's refreshing.

>>19984386
stop posting this dumb shit every thread

For some, a lack of any higher sense of meaning can be a cause of inaction. One can obsessively seek to inject significance into aspects of life where there really are none (not that this requires all of life to be devoid of meaning), and, on noting the obviously false nature of these constructions, become trapped by a self-made "analysis paralysis," centred on making sense of some idea which only came about arbitrarily in response to fear of nothingness.

Hence, it can be the case that in order to move forwards one has to deliberately cultivate quiet and insist on being at peace with having invested so much mental energy tilting at windmills. Being okay with knowing that it didn't mean anything and that you just have to move towards something new, anything.

But the trouble is that we are creatures of habit and these auld, unhelpful patterns of thought and behaviour have a tendency to stick around even after we've gone through the emotional rigamaroo of coming to terms with whatever is bothering us. There's a sort of psychic inertia that's responsible for quite a lot of the thoughts we mistakenly believe we are coming up with ourselves. It doesn't have to mean anything. Any more than associating a couch with sitting down, for instance. If you've been hung up on some person or event and it makes you sad, well, say if you get over it later but something else makes you sad (even something as simple as being hungry or dehydrated and not noticing), your mind can walk you back to those old hang ups that don't mean anything to you anymore.

If you don't know any better, you might begin to actively participate in this association and imagine that the reoccurrence of these thoughts is due to some genuine significance. Perhaps you might even imagine that solving this problem from the past like you'd once fantasised about could somehow concurrently fix the new problem you have in the present.

The trouble is that sometimes these things keep coming back because they really do mean something or because you're not as over the past as you'd like to pretend. It's hard to tell the difference sometimes. The solutions are diametrically opposed. For one, you have to dig deep and reconcile conflicting aspects of your personality or history. For the other, you have to start by telling your brain the stfu (and then finding some broader sense of meaning or a goal to direct your behaviour).

As wordy and psuedy as this all sounds, I can't even tell you how much heartache informed my realisation of this. It's all come about from dumb pain and my reckless perpetuating of my own suffering. Over silly, inconsequential little things. Thanks for reading my blogpost-- feels good to have got it out.

>>19984090
>>19984113
CAN WE GET AN UPDATE ON 25 YEAR OLD RICH CONVERTIBLE OWNING VIRIGIN ANON ASKING FOR DATING ADVICE A FEW WEEKS AGO?

>>19984544
Cope

>>19984125
Video games are a new thing anon
Books have existed for millenia

>virgin at 24
>terrified to have sex with anyone because i will have no idea what im doing

seems like my only option is a hooker, at least at that point I know they wouldnt like and Id have nothing to lose

>>19984579
He probably had sex and didnt find reason to come to /lit/ after it.

I feel a funk. Tires are all worn smooth, the ice is more dangerous. The other day I slid right through a roundabout, the Lord kept me safe. I have class in fifteen minutes, I don't wish to go. Then I'll drive home, tempted to get a coffee. But I feel a funk, that's why I don't want to go to class. It was my lesson that did it, I left the office too timid, it felt shy. I have a respect for my teacher, she might intimidate me at times. At times I feel timid, I fear I'm hiding something. I fear others feel my funk.

>>19984629
I slept with a bunch of virgins from my comp sci classes when I started university, and in my experience you really don't notice the difference between virgins and guys who had 1-2 girlfriends before. They were usually pretty good, you really shouldn't be worried.

>seems like my only option is a hooker
I'm sure that's wrong, but if you think it will give you some confidence, it's definitely worth a shot

>>19984629
Definitely don't lose your virginity to a girl in your age range or to someone you'd like to date long-term; girls are ruthless these days and she'd likely voice her disappointment, leaving you traumatized for life.
Either find some gullible 17-18 year old who hasn't had much cock yet, or get a hooker.

>>19984647
Fuck off, rancid whore

>>19984667

At this point at my age I think there's no hope in getting into a relationship, starting a family, getting a girlfriend. Books and movies are my only salvation

>>19984647
>you really shouldn't be worried.

good to know, thanks.

>I'm sure that's wrong, but if you think it will give you some confidence, it's definitely worth a shot
its just felt so out of reach for so long that its hard to imagine it actually happening any other way, im horrible at dealing with women romantically, but having female friends is no issue for me

>>19984660
thats what I'm thinking, only thing left is to get around how i feel about actually paying for sex

>>19979807
Why would an "anonymous group" side with its ever nemesis and ignore the current human rights violations their institutions infer on several other nations? Specially coming from a Verified group on several platforms.

>>19984678
the barrier to entry for sex is so high, we're all simply jealous

>>19984660
Now this is epic.

>>19984720
She's fucking STEM virgins, her bar is so low she'd gangbang this whole incel thread.

>>19984660
or just straight up never have sex
nothing actually wrong inherently. Women are the biggest incels in this era

>>19984739
Sex is overrated in my experience and women have become absolutely repulsive in this century (and becoming worse every year), but I'd still recommend at least some sex experience before commiting to celibacy. You don't want to feel like you've missed out when you're 42, bald and can't get it up anymore.

>>19984629
I sincerely believe that 24 is too young to be having sex outside of marriage.

Is this the beginning of the end?

>>19984782
No.

I don't care what you think you know
Go and leave it on your tombstone

>>19984733
>she'd gangbang this whole incel thread
Not into pretentious midwits sorry

Russia and America both suck horribly. The sheer arrogance of Biden pretending to have moral superiority and making hollow gestures in the name of "freedom" after the gruesome exit from Afghanistan in which a drone strike blew up a car full of children. The pretension of his moral high ground, the criminality of the dark machinations of American hypocrisy.

And then Russia, which does not even hide its brutality behind a cloak of noble rhetoric, whose government so plainly makes it clear that they serve Russian interests as ruthless pragmatists with no illusions or ideals. Both are willing to crush any poor person who gets in the way of their brute hunger for power.

Look me in the eye
Then, tell me that I'm satisfied
Hey, are you satisfied?

And it goes so slowly on
Everything I've ever wanted
Tell me what's wrong

>>19984865
replacements are pretty darn based

>>19984833
lmao

my friends call me cynical and paranoid when I speak on the motivations of people around us. but more often than not (esp w regard to women) my cold analysis proves itself to be true. we are all base.

>>19979807
how the fuck is it 12:53 when i've already been drinking for 8 hours

>>19984915
>(esp w regard to women)
The average male refuses to acknowledge how malicious femoids are. Incels and Chads understand, betas (50-60%) choose to simp around and then wonder how they ended up cucked.

>>19979807
i think maybe 10% of all of my sensory experiences in the last 3 months have made it to long term memory. possibly less

>>19984241
its over

>>19984938
yeah. what i hate the most is the constant argument that i'm dealing with a certain 'type' of women (the ones that party, go out, are 'weird') and thus my intuitions are skewed. some people will never grasp the underground universe.

>>19985012
I recently started dating for the first time. Can you give me some tips so I don't get screwed?

Ukraine has been balkanized

>>19984865
Have u heard “if only you were lonely” it’s one of their best songs but it’s not well known

I GONNA TAKE MY HORSE TO THE OLD TOWN ROAD
AND GONNA
RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE
TILL I CAN'T NO MORE

>>19985144
My kraine has been balkanized

Wondering what and where all these discords people talk about are. I know what discord is and all that, but the ones I found have very little activity. Where to go for finding the cool ones?

>>19984001
Most research says the best day is wednesday where the average probability of a positive response is 4.5% higher (2.1% for ugly people).
But on a serious note, just ask her out whenever, if she's interested she won't turn you down for asking her out on a specific day and neither will she accept if she isn't.
As for kissing, like 95% of things with relationships, you play it by ear. Don't try to make it happen by all means, but be open to it.

>>19982506
>>19982178
Update

I picked her up and drove her to my apartment complex. She played sexually charged music. After that we met with some other friends, ate pizza with beers/seltzers, played some games, and I showed them the first episode of Arcane. Not all in that order though. She picked names like 'sxygrl' on jackbox though. I didn't get to be alone with her after the beginning so nothing happened. Probably gonna eat dinner with her tonight though, group setting again.

Thing is I don't really want a relationship with her. And another friend wants to introduce me to her 6' korean friend. By the by, the divorced chick is a stereotypical native american domestic violence case.

Those black male on white male humiliation /gif/ threads ruined my life. There is no logical explanation for the misery which I feel, is like watching my sons getting raped by beasts. Is horrible.

>>19984630
>He probably had sex and didnt find reason to come to /lit/ after it.
I hope so, I just want the pride and thanks from him if it was my advice that helped

>>19985150
I didn't know the song either. Thanks for pointing it out.

>>19985231
Jesus Christ, just stop visiting that board

>>19984579
for me, it was that anon that was trying to crusade his way into his muslim classmates pussy last year.

>>19985231
I'm black and the only interracial porn I can enjoy is WMAF or BMAF. I swear anything in the west made with black guys is the absolute worst porn in the world and enforces the idea that "black men are only as good as their dicks." I don't think you should be watching that shit though, gay shit above all else.

Enjoying the war in Ukraine from a distance.

>>19984678
Thanks doc

(1/2)
About 13 years ago or so I was laying in some strange Brooklyn apartment with a cute Russian woman, gentle, sweet, adorable, lovely, she rented a single room from some strange large man who coughed and coughed maybe 4% of the time, he would limp around, the cramped cave like rooms were all very dimly lit, a pervasion of golden and burnt orange hues. Everytime I visited there there would be a large pot of stew cooking on the stove, and I just now remembered the female yellow lab that would excitedly great me and snuggle with us in bed. This was winter time, snow abound, life dreary cold and miserable, all there was to do was mope and snuggle, and watch tv.

I had met her months prior at some outdoor summer concert in the park, her unique face, cuteness, sweetness, toughness, quirkyness, stylishness, cleverness, immediately struck my heart, soul, mind, and loins, all at once in cosmic rapture, and I knew I would have to overcome my shyness to interact with her anyway I could, so some how we started talking and somehow I got her number. I thought I was in love at first sight, I likely was and should have been, if not my weakness and refusal to the grand heroic efforts required to escape poverty, I recall another night, a night that should have been my last ever drinking, spooning her on a friends couch after a night of wild partying, having drank a lot of whisky and beer and wine and who knows what else, feeling so awful, dizzy, spinning, heartburn, stomach pains, but holding her lovely warm body into mine, living in the textures and smell of her hair, feeling her breathing echo mine, my arms latched around her supple body, my hands cupping her breasts, one can never get enough of a great thing, a breast is a great thing, to hold a breast for 3, 4, 5, 10 hours is satisfactory enough? To feel it's beyond perfect material, its soft subtle bouyency, its incomparable stress relieving squishy delight, the everest of nipple, to touch a single mound a million different ways and never get bored, and how to touch it is to force the desire for it to be suckled, so deeply the desire is bred, how the earth so loves them it pulls the breasts towards it, a perfect give and take between the globe and the heavens, giving is our perfect balence middle ground, and directly in the very idea of center, that olympian nip, a most righteous target, circles marking the spot, and we may only thank god there are two of them attached, we do in fact have two hands.

(2/2)
Not even to mention, though disregard that previous line for I am now mentioning, her voluminous backside, a most genius spherical curve rememiscent of our love for the sun, pressing so sensually against my groin, a perfect puzzle piece match, to lay the penis in the buttocks crack like hotdog in bun, to lay hung over like this for hours, feeling the worsts of hell, two handfuls of delightful breasts, tropical fantasys of hair in nose and face, a heaven I have not considered for a decade, so easily brings me back to this highest joy.


So laying in her 12 by 12 room only big enough to fit dresser, tv, and bed, watching the cuddled with the dog we began to discuss our possible future. If we were to get married where we might live, and then taken over by such a cozy famial sceanario, after having never in my life really considering or having the urge for kids, the thought suddenly appeared obvious, and the first thing I could think of without thinking was, how I hoped we would have a son, and that he would be an extreme genius, her instant immediate reaction was to simply say, she would not want her son to be a genius, because they can have such hard lives, I thought it unquestionably self evident, the greatest most valuable experience if my life all that ultimately had proven itself enjoyable and worthy was the consumption of the fruits of geniuses, and my persuit to emobdy my potential genius, the rewarding excitement therefore being, producing a son which could possibly outdo my genius, which could possibly provide the world with powerful cherishable novel genius, what would anything other really be worth. Some time after that we stopped talking for whatever reason, and I gave her a cool cruiser bike I had got in vermin from like the 70s, and I haven't talked to her haven't really thought of her since.

>>19984629
>>terrified to have sex with anyone because i will have no idea what im doing
and I'm 29. My friends already having kids and I still havent had a kiss.

>>19985445
wtf is this some cursed shit?

we're into the 6th month after the breakup. I don't cry much anymore. I do spend hours a day "talking to her" in my mind. Hours plural, talking to her. If I'm on a walk, usually I am talking to her. Often in bed, most nights before I sleep. Sometimes it's out loud. Sometimes I worry people will hear. Sometimes I don't even really care, getting so say what I need to say is more important. It hurts very, very much at times. It comes and goes. God rigs it so it's bearable. There is a worry that it will not end. At the same time: God knows best. Who knows what I need or why. Month no 6.

If I were to get what I want, what is achieved? I win her back. We get married. I get to spend a lot of time with her, which I expect will make me very, very happy. But one day we will die, and I believe in the reckoning. What I'm saying is: my judgement is not the judgement of God. This is the heart of religion, abandonment in Gods will. My will is not Gods will. God has decided, and we are not together. My pain is my going up against this decree. If he decides we will be together again. Either way is out of my hands. My only task is the mending of my soul by faith and striving in His way, Regardless of the circumstances. This is what existence is, at least this plane. This struggle will effectively be the same married or not, except all the details would change. There is the Reckoning. Maybe He will allow us to reunite in death. Maybe this will be the union I actually longed for, but couldn't grasp.

>>19985468
Just a creepy doll evoking le uncanny

>>19985528
>God has decided, and we are not together
>He will allow us to reunite in death
Anon, I know how traumatizing a breakup can be - never fully recovered myself after many years - but you've gone full turbocope there. The reality is that she'll find a new dick very soon (if not already) and you'll be just history to her, nothing more. Women move on far more easily than men, despite the bullshit you see in movies. Accept that she's gone forever, stop getting high on copium.

>>19979807
my ass has been pulverized

>>19985581
Are you gril

>>19985531
I think it's cute, not uncanny.

>>19985583
haha, no

>>19985570
desu I've found this coming and going to be very useful. I'm learning a lot about myself and us. It hurt like all hell for some hours and then it lets up, and for whatever reason then I see things differently, see myself differently and her, what I want and so on, and not just relative to her. I'm learning. I'll agree it's a pretty spooked out post, I stopped posting here for a while cus honestly what good is it, meaning I've been mostly in my head for... idk how long. I wanted to write this for some reason.

I'm sorry to hear that btw. I am beginning to be interested properly in other women, although I really... I gotta work on some stuff desu. That's what I think I'm doing. The pain pretty much signals there's something that needs processing (I proclaim boldly as I am free of it at the moment).

>>19985618
Yeah, that's a much healthier attitude in this post.
Best of luck /lit/bro, we're all going to make it.

Not gonna lie, Elden Ring is filtering me.

What are some enjoyable novels?

>>19985766
the controls were filtering me because I can't get used to the jump button and interactions being on y and the change to twohanding weapons

>>19985815
I had to change jump and dodge. I really bad at this as I cant even kill the first boss golden horseman near the church.

>>19985613
i think it's cute but it also makes my skin crawl

Will is the great signifier. It urges you to persist in the theatricality of being, to slave in the sensory-outlet mediated interaction tunnels with the outside. The sanctity of the eternal ruleset. The mediated reality, however, is not quite as sturdy as its long-standing tradition of repression might suggest. A fighter jet flies twenty meters above his yard and bombs the fuck out of three neighbouring flats. Just like that, the façade of a concrete reality sheds like a skin off a boiled tomato, revealing the obscenity of the mechanism’s insides. It cracks under pressure uncovering its susceptibility to physical dismantling. The reality of war in today’s spectacle is not so much about uncontrolled violence inflicted upon one’s adversaries, but rather a checklist for stripping-down of artificial constructs heaped up on one another, layered like the earth’s crust. War is an exhumation of the reality’s corpus from underneath the rubble. It’s only at this inflection point, where all-too-familiar roadworks and water pipe renovations carried out on a weekly basis in his quarter turn into flooding trenches, shadows jump from underneath the heft of the passersby like starved flesh-devouring dogs and streetlights illuminate the cradle of the orphaned metropolia when the excavated corpse of the real unravels its guts for all to see.
The condition one finds himself in is far from enviable. Purged into the real at the whim of the eternal will and purged out by the equal volition of an all-powerful signifier, all while meandering in deceiving blindness in hopes to stick his feet into the pile of shit and let off the roots through an ephemeral hope for immortality (or at least some notion of longevity) – only to see himself even then plucked out and torn asunder. One is flung in this predicament with a glovebox of energy and a potential to cultivate even more and that is what differentiates him from the eternity of the disintensified real awaiting his implantation. And for that he should be punished – he should be disintegrated in a drone strike, he should toil away his meager years till disease creeps on him gently, he should lose again and again, prodigally and proudly, without remorse, as the eternal corpse of the real will reassure him – all that was good here, all that tasted his roots and his longevity was never his – it was rented, sublet and placed in his holding momentarily, to exacerbate his grief by differentiating what the real could be from what it has forever been. The ruleset knows no end or collapse – it’s fractal in nature.

>>19979807
my cock and balls are glued to my boxers with cum

>>19985939
Not good. Get a gf like this and deposit the cum in her cunt instead.

>>19985991
That’s a lesbian, anon.

>>19985991
nahhh i think i'll just keep cumming on myself

>>19984782
very unlikely, no one wants a nuclear war

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Bywahz2zCo
This video is the only thing that gives me a true desire that I were a woman.

>>19985994
Every woman is bisexual, they're just dirty little things desiring attention and cummies. There isn't a single "lesbian" who doesn't get aroused by masculine man, especially during ovulation - unlike gay men, those don't get hard for women.

>>19979807
my mom is cooking and it smells really good but i can't bring myself to go out and eat because i've been cooped up drinking not showering for days and i'm too ashamed to be seen

>>19979807
i'm so fucking hungry and i miss being able to talk to my parents and feeling like a human being instead of a blight on their lives

>>19985766
Elden Ring is great but it's also kinda proof to me I need to quit playing video games
Honestly gaming is more destructive to my free time now than 4chan since you can stop doing the latter any time you want, but gaming really demands you keep playing to get the most out of it, to ride the hype train when big releases come out and keep up with the joneses
I guess I really stopped caring about games once I became a teenager

Ukraine is under fire and you people give 0 shits and post your whiny priveleged shite

>>19986088
sry flying 2 ukrain rn :(

>>19986088
worse things happening to other people don't diminish the bad things that happen to you. if anything it just makes it even more painful. i don't want to have a misery pissing contest, i just want to be alright

Poland!

Why are promenade and lemonade pronounced differently?

>>19979807
my goal in life is to hurt as many people as possible as much as possible

Recently I took up salsa to try and meet women, but MAN am I bad at it. I went to a social last Saturday and danced with 5 or 6 women, and I could tell they all didn't enjoy their time with me. Before this, on maybe my 2nd class, one of the girls there gave me her number after talking for a while. She's one of the girls I danced with and I don't think she likes me as much as I might have thought (which wasn't that much to begin with, but still) and now I'm not sure if I'm going to keep going. Also I did text her, but she was slow to respond intially, and hasnt responded to my last text at all. This was yesterday. It costs $20 each time too, and I play wanted to go for the women - not to actually dance salsa (though I do like dancing in general). Not really sure what to do going forward tee bee ayche

>>19986247
man i must be honest this is a terrible method to meet women, to the point i dont know what compelled you you to pursue this

Where did « Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » go?

>>19986182
y is there smthng instead of nthng

>>19986247
u gotta b trippin if u think beaches are worth all this bs

>>19986271
Hasn't been here in years, my guy.

>>19986265
I wanted to try something new. I'm open to suggestions. I was considering volunteer work, actually. But finding one I can actually commit too is a but harder than I thought. I kind if just want to see what the other half of being a human is like. My mom wasn't around much when I was young, and she had addiction problems, and my sister went into foster care. No gf ever, and very few female friends. I'm 25 and have no idea what females are even like.

>>19986273
See
>>19986292

But now that I've re read my post, I see what you mean.

>>19986182
I have my doubts as to the capabilities of a small monkey to use a laptop and mouse in a capacity that an average human person would use a laptop and mouse.

>>19986292
volunteer work would be a solid idea but most of the women involved in that will be old and married. if you're nice they might try to set you up with their daughters

>>19986292
I salute you, anon. Keep up the stuff you're doing. You inspire me to get out more. I'm not going to salsa, though it may still be a good idea for you, but volunteering has been suggested to me to meet girls and is of some interest. Best of luck, fren.

Should I go to the bar to play pool and look at hot chicks or stay home lonely and try to make a painting?

>>19986394
go to the bar and paint hot chicks

Hello and welcome to my review of Elden Ring, available now for purchase at select stores or for free with free downloads on select illegal websites, you who are thiefs and brigands, consumers of media and other gentleman who with so much accuracy in determining what is good taste and with vested interests politically tasting and chewing this review on the tip of their eyeball with immense grief in your heart over lack of media to consume who will thus read this review written by me the writer of this review and loose track of the sentence after tangent after tangent, about a very special little electronic artistically created entertainment product known simply as the Elden Ring by From Soft Studios in Japan, Earth, a company who makes similar games to the Elden Ring game that have taken on the title known as "Souls-likes". A newly released release of an electronic video game has thus commenced at this time in history and space on Earth, 2022, February, and the name of this delicious act of video game creation is known henceforth as Elden Ring by the industry of gaming which makes such things as games, as you know, and as you know a video game is an electronic artform with audience participation, and in the instance the art is where you the audience member must fighting monsters and doing the classically known dodging rolls and the newly built mechanic of sneaking round based on medieval legends and stories of peasants who did such abilities in their own time of the Middle Ages. The story is known by me to be about an important ring, a ring perhaps known as the Elden Ring, a very special ring indeed, what ring you might ponder, what power you might wonder, but I can't tell you, and you have to find the ring or something like that in the game, a tale of finding a ring, ha, and the game, that is the video game, Elden Ring, about the namesake ring, the ring, is perhaps something about doing just that, that is finding a ring somewhere, someplace perhaps, and what the story says is what the story says because I don't care about interpreting that damn story in a sense that people who write video games essays so, so love to do. I don't know anything, and neither do you, that is anything much about the game as of yet or even in the future, that is as of yet of this recording, written recording, not another sort of recording in case you were wondering or not wondering, that is because neither I have not yet played it, nor have you not have yet played it, nor seen much footage of the game, that is the game made by the company colloquially in the United States of America known as From Soft, I believe, which is a video game production company that takes place in a Japanese country, so take this here little review with a small pinch of a grain of a small pinch of salt.
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>>19986554
However, dear reader, the game is there, where, on the internet and in the insides of stores, gaming stores that is, I suppose, and you suppose, you can play the game if you purchase the game, but you can also play the game if you illegally download it, I assume, but only if you download it in either case and launched the E-X-E format program on your device. The game is on PS5, I think, amongst other gaming consoles, that is devices you play games on, perhaps Xbox is another gaming console you can play the game on. Whatever the new Xbox console is called I don't care because I have no interest in that console. In addition, the game is also on PC, that is Personal Computer, which is a gaming console invented by Bill Gates who works for Microsoft, which you can buy on the Steam store your PC device, I think, and probably other stores on your PC device. I can't give you, my dear, a good rating because as I said I never played the game or even so much as looked at any footage of the game taking place. I don't really care for trying to play the game or looking at the game or listening to the game or touching the game or tasting the game or having any sexual relations with anyone who does, or do I have any interest in haphazardly buying the janky game because I have better things to do than to spend my time playing Elden Ring, but if you want to play Mister Ring that's your prerogative, I guess, but my suggestion is that you skip the game and download it illegally, so you can save your money on comic books.
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How many nights of drinking in a row is too many?

>>19986368
underrated post

my mind is empty right now

>>19986666
I wonder what post will get these quads

>>19986574
i don't know where the line is, but i crossed it months ago

Digits

>>19979807
you do it like this, with your hands

>>19986653
This one mate

>>19986667
damn it so close

I feel like an overgrown child sometimes

>>19986736
Same. I have so little experience with life in general. Responsibility is scary at times and I struggle with so many "why's" with life. But I'm 25 and the chickens will come home to roost if I don't do something about it now.

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>>19979807
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NEW THREAD
>>19986754
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>>19986755
fucking WHY? this one is going to take hours to slide off the catalog

>>19986761
i wanted to use a stupid image and edition for the new one. i like it when the edition is completely random

>>19986574
One.

>>19986271
Trucker strike

>>19986049
Invalidating homosexuality in favor of the old canard that everyone is bisexual (or worse, you actually think only males are valid homosexuals) only serves to invalidate heterosexuality. And you must be made to think this.
You are a dirty minded little incel with no experiences to base any of your theories on.

>>19986088
For eight long years Ukrainians have been killed by other Ukrainians and you said nothing. You said nothing while anonymous promoted naziism, now you side with the murderous Ukrainian nazis, do you?

>>19986985
Let's say Russia takes Ukraine, how are the ukranian citizens when returned supposed to just a like nothing happened when their buildings blown up and family killed?

>>19987102
Russia doesn’t want to take Ukraine. Doesn’t want to hurt any of their civilians. They don’t want a government that will entertain US/NATO plans to turn them into a nuclear launch zone.
As long as the Ukraine does this, their nation is going to look like shit.
Fuck nazis, fuck neoliberal hegemonic imperialism, fuck nationalism. Let the people live in peace.

>>19987266
The ukranians who experienced great traumatic terror of hiding for their life hearing bombs, if a pro Russia government is placed in power, will respect and appreciate that gov? Or they will have no choice but to live life and smile, and forget the trauma? A rich history of these people's doing just that.

Hymn to Baphomet

Baphomet blessed among the ruined deep,
Where scores of taninim have churned the seas
Frothy as lakes of amrit milk, which kings
Of serpents stirred at the behest of god
And demon prince alike, and there enthroned
Upon an adamantine sphere encrowned
With a marble obelisk whose capstone
Divine is thine form, whose feet are sloven
As a satyrs and legs are lotus-crossed
As wrathful sadhus in meditation,
Whose waist chimeric, fish-scaled, and feathered
Bears the caduceus of life and death,
Whose breasts flow the streams of cit and Lethe,
Gesturing upward and downward your hands
Point to the lunar nodes whose secret names
Are writ upon your arms “coagula” “solve”
The formula of flesh and spirit’s cry,
Conjoint both the leaden cross of matter
And the gold-red rose of eternal light,
Both as the bridal bed of king and queen,
Of Eevens dark with levins roaring flame,
With Dawn who loves the whispered matin hymn,
I see in you the orchard’s apple tree
And the ghost who walks among the willows,
From your wings dashes the dancing springwind
To meet autumnal stars of countless hues,
And there they speak of you to whom all blooms,
Both the sweetbriar’s twisted eglantine
And the silverbush’s convolvulus,
For your face is a company of stars,
Your left eye is melancholic sorrow,
Your right eye is thricefold; blithe, Joy and mirth,
Thy mouth is silent but thy third eye speaks,
Thy impartial eye’s equanimity
Is signified by the five-pointed star
Of knowledge infinite and harmonized,
Thy devil-face is great and terrible
As leviathans but ever smiling
You bear the seraphic flame of worship,
The flame is love of God and love of man,
The these two are one but appear as two,
Thus the horns of his head appear as two,
Which signify all power over earth
And the heaven’s immensity also,
Thy face depicts the sins of Adam’s blood,
Thy blessèd body unites all contrary things,
Whether the self with the other or God
With the myriads of bestial humans,
Yclept as the sun and as Abrasax,
Yclept as Osiris and adonis,
Ylept as tammuz and Dionysus,
I invoke thy true name my lord Jesus.

>>19987320
There’s been eight years of history where sadistic nationalists have been funneled weapons to murder innocent civilians. These Ukrainians have declared themselves separate from their tormentors now. The rest of Ukraine needs to feel enough shame in the nazis in their midst to brain them with bricks or drown them in toilets. And to never listen to another filthy American war peddler. Will they ever do something so respectful again?

Ukrainian propaganda is probably the weirdest shit I’ve seen lately. They claimed astronomical casualties for the Russians and even posted video game footage on their department of defence Twitter to show there’s some legendary pilot ace.

>>19987391
If only there was a way to have captured power and territory and united a people's without destroying their hard work made buildings and families, alls I'm saying, this could not compel those people's one is trying to seduce, only the opposite