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>> No.19902682

I know living in the US has its faults, but lately I've come to appreciate that the business and career opportunities here are so great they almost eclipse the other flaws

>> No.19902683

>>19902679
wrong.

>> No.19902690

my downstairs neighbour is playing mr blue sky and idk how to feel about that

>> No.19902704
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19902704

What's your latest interest/hobby/phase?

>> No.19902772

>>19902704
astrology

>> No.19902792

>>19902690
I'd wager your downstairs neighbor is growing out of his/her youth and also doesn't know how to feel about it

>> No.19902808
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>> No.19902813

Why do men humiliate themselves with modern marriage?

>> No.19902815

>>19902704
Skiing, nude photographs of little girls, snowboarding

>> No.19902880

>>19902676
I dont watch tv so I cant draw any distinctions but my friend died yesterday.
I feel like I was almost closer with him than I was with my own father.
Im more than a little rustled.

>> No.19902889

>>19902792
she's like 32 so I guess, it stopped now though and it sounds like she and her friends went out

>> No.19902897

>>19902880
thats fucked up. im sorry for your loss anon.

>> No.19902932

WHAT IS THIS BOOK TIKTOK COMMUNITY I KEEP HEARING ABOUT AND HOW DO I FIND IT

>> No.19903017

Anyone up for some offensive/politically incorrect riddles? I'm bored and have to make my own fun.

What is related to a broken hymen and is not considered murder only because of a matter of timing?

Answer me this with authority: when it comes to crime rates who is both a minority and in the majority?

The clock is ticking so answer me quick: who spends so much time on this that it makes them sick?

The answer to this riddle is right under your nose: who always complains, but when it comes to controlling society they hold the reins?

Can you answer this in the affirmative: who cries for diversity because of their adversity, but when it comes to accepting handouts, they are far from conservative?

Riddle me this if you would please. Who claims to live under a terrible patriarchy but lives life with ease?

>> No.19903026

>>19903017
cringe

>> No.19903029

>>19903017
>Riddle me this if you would please. Who claims to live under a terrible patriarchy but lives life with ease?
holy incel batman

>> No.19903035
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19903035

Repent.

>> No.19903067

Who votes to stop cops and ban guns, but when the crime rate spikes and their cities rot, run?

>> No.19903078
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19903078

I'm incel

>> No.19903154

His "loquacity," you might call quite ominous,
His "programming socks" ... androgynous,
He's with us right now and his name is: comb yo beard, I ain't tryna hear no riddle

That said: how on earth did/does anybody manage a creative habit alongside an amphetamine/'drine habit? Any remotely frequent use just drains the sovl. Do they just stay on the treadmill and keep upping and upping the speed, so to speak?

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>>19903017
1: don't know

2: niggers, 13% and 50%

3: dunno

4: jews

5: niggers

6: roasties

>> No.19903199

>>19903029
>>19903026
Lmao you guys are so funny. I love it when you say "cringe" and "incel"! Gets me every time. Lol!

>> No.19903211

>>19903154
Even 'medicinal' use of amphetamine causes brain damage. It's only useful in life and death situations, or before a performance of some kind

>> No.19903254

It's pronounced A-RIS-TO-TE-LES. 5 syllables.

>> No.19903263

>>19902704
Learning Dovahzul

>> No.19903280

Am I being stupid or do people rarely use the word reactionary correctly
t. only just learnt what reactionary meant

>> No.19903305

>>19902543
Have you tried The Talos Principle?

>> No.19903337

>>19903305
Love that game. Is there anything comparable besides Portal?

>> No.19903344

/sffg/ is still unusable and jannies and mods won't do shit to fix it.

>> No.19903358

>>19902543
I prefer mario kart 64 desu

>> No.19903373
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>>19902704
Slinging.

>> No.19903381
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19903381

I can’t stop crying. I want to kill myself.

>> No.19903386

All my friends are dead. Plato, Aristotle, etc.

>> No.19903391

>>19903199
kek

>> No.19903414
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19903414

I’ve tried 6 different antidepressants. None have managed to help.
What do i do now? Should I continue to try more? Should i do ECT? I don’t know what to do anymore.

>> No.19903422

>>19903414
just chill bro.

>> No.19903435

>>19903422
I wish i could.

>> No.19903442

>>19903435
read winnie the pooh.

>> No.19903449

>>19902704
Whisky

>> No.19903478
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19903478

I have this massive crush on this girl. She was in one my french class like 3 and a half years ago but I didn't ask her out then because I was talking to another girl in the same class but also because I was a massive depressed pussy who would always assume the girl would say no.

I saw her again in uni last semester but it was only once and I was walking with a friend so I didn't have the reflex to go ask her out then. I told myself if I ever see her again I would finally aks her out. Problem is I'm not in the smae program as her so our paths never crosses eachother, she probably doesn't even know that I exist.

Anyway, it's been 2 weeks since we're back in person and I'm pretty sure I saw her today in the hallways. I wasn't sure at first because she was form the back but once I got outside in the parking lot I realized it was her but at that point she was too far, I neede to run just to get to her, maybe I should've done it in hindsight even if she was talking with a friend.

I need to ask her out and get this over with because I'm going crazy. I reached the point today where I googled her fuckin name which is fuckin wierd and obsessive. I'll be on the lookout next week, if I can't do it in person because I don't see her, I'll slide in her DMs. I'd rather do it in person though, I feel like the odds she says yes is higher because my instagram is pretty shit ; 1 outdated pictures of me and the only photos I'm tagged in is blurry family photos posted by my mom lol.

Imagine if she says yes, how great would that be.

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>>19903442
I’m going to give this a shot i swear.
I’ll take any suggestions.

>> No.19903482
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>>19902704
I got back into film photography but it's getting harder and harder to find affordable film stock, and somewhere I can have my film developed for a reasonable price. Might be time to throw in the towel and just convert to digital.

>> No.19903484

I think I've had a sex dream now about practically every woman I personally know not including relatives or old women.

Sometimes they're so realistic they fill me with despair.

>> No.19903498

>>19903484
I wish i dreamed when i sleep.

>> No.19903506

>>19903482
Give me 5 great films to watch pls.

>> No.19903519

>>19903344
/lit/ has no mods or jannies.

>> No.19903540

>>19903498
I've dreamt every single night of my life as far as I can remember. Crazy how some people do and some people don't. I'll tell you though I've never once had a 'good' dream. They're not nightmares per se but they are all invariably unsettling to some degree.

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>>19903481
i know it might seem like an odd suggestion or it might seem like im fucking with you or something, but i promise you reading short stories about a bunch of animals hanging out could improve your mental state.
its not complicated. its not trying to sell you some school of thinking. theres nothing to interpret.
its just simple and its beautiful.

>> No.19903581

>>19903484
sister, mom, grandma, they've all popped up

>> No.19903543,1 [INTERNAL] 

>>19902676
Stop skipping the old thread, ass holes

>>/lit/thread/19898544
>>/lit/thread/19898544

>> No.19903585

>>19903506
Out of Life (1991)
The Last Emperor (1987)
Swing Kids (2018)
The Duelists (1977)
Grand Prix (1966)

>> No.19903589

>>19903211

>Even 'medicinal' use of amphetamine causes brain damage

This, I took a prescribed dose of amphematine for several years and am basically a brainless sissy retard at this point. Methylphenidate (Ritalin) is much less likely to cause damage because of its different mechanism of action

>> No.19903601

>>19903589
>brainless sissy
aka a living fleshlight?

>> No.19903612

>>19903601

sort of

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pblenOh1gFA

>> No.19903652

>>19902676
wait a fucking second, were the greeks right all along?
Gravity - Earth
Electromagnetic Force - Air
Strong Force - Water
Weak Force - Fire
holy shit bros. I solved it

>> No.19903672

>>19903506
American Psycho (200)
The Dark Knight (2008)
Joker (2019)
Psycho (1960)
Alice in Wonderland (2010)

>> No.19903681

>>19902704
Running. I'm tempted to sign up for an actual race but am not too enamored with the idea of running around a bunch of normies.

>> No.19903682

>>19903652
>Strong Force - Water
>Weak Force - Fire
How does this make sense in your world

>> No.19903708

>>19903305
big fan. play the DLC if you haven't.

>> No.19903712

>>19903682
the weak force is behind radiation and fusion and fission and shit so it makes sense that it should be fire. Water obviously is stronger than fire and really is the strongest of all the forces because water is the only element that actually causes things to bind to it to its polarity. Earth is the weakest and nothing by nature binds to earth at all but its ability to conglomerate into large masses allows it to manipulate space creating gravity. Air is the electromagnetic force because it creates an electric "field."

>> No.19903716

>>19903381
I hope you get better anon

>> No.19903722

>>19903414
when I got diagnosed with bipolar I did some research into what could happen. looked into ECT. this is many years ago now but I remember getting the impression that it was potentially good.

>> No.19903761

>>19903712
also doing more research, the electromagnetic force and the weak force can be unified according to electroweak theory. This also makes sense because fire needs air and air helps fire in general. The fact that I created my theory before learning this, means that my theory experientially predicted the electroweak force, making it scientific. I just solved physics

>> No.19903824

>>19903712
fire is oxidation which is a chemical reaction where electrons move from an atom to another due to electromagnetic forces. Your analogy makes no sense.

>> No.19903845

powdered milk with banana is good

>> No.19903874

>>19902676
I've been thinking that I should add an interrogation room in my house just in case.

>> No.19903895

I'm starting to believe that my ultra rare race mix combo is the reason for my inability to truly relate to people - not because of my different looks or a different culture, but because of a completely bizarre and fucked up intuition. I experienced roughly the same culture like most people of my generation did, but the way in which my mind stored the experiences, the way in which it prioritized the input, the way in which it placed the focal points on experiences is fucking ridiculous. No one will ever understand my abstract aesthetic emotions and type of nostalgia because literally no one is wired like that lol. Whenever I'm trying to genuinely tell my feelings it just sounds like as if I'm trying to sound smart with some hyperspecific nonsense or as if I'm really really autistic. Sorry if this seems like a special snowflake I'm so quirky post, just felt like adding that info to the internet archives for the future AIs

>> No.19903905

I have been struggling with the idea that our lives are objectively "better" than our ancestors. It'll be impossible to truly know. What parts are vital to human happiness? Were they present in the past or is this peak human existence?

>> No.19903908

I'm thinking about creating a twitter account to use it as a rss feed.

>> No.19903944

>>19903905
I'd say it comes down to
>sense of community and meaning, real psycho-social environment
vs
>burying 1/3 children
I think the ancestors take it desu, the consequences of the industrial revolution-

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>>19902690
Feel good about it bro, you don't want to end up in a .....Showdown! https://youtu.be/IYhqlOQ1vHY

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>>19902704
Whittling

>> No.19903966

>>19902704
I started reading philosophy, really enjoying it. It also makes me want to study maths, sciences, and botany. Not much time to do everything unfortunately, but eventually ill get there.

>> No.19903985

>>19903895
Please at least tell us your ethnicities

>> No.19903995
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>>19903958
Correct size

>> No.19904006

>>19903506
Wife to be Sacrificed (1974)
The Killing of a Chinese Bookie (1976)
Kind Hearts and Coronets (1949)
Zéro de Conduite (1933)
Lionheart (1990)

>> No.19904008

>>19903905
I mean there is a reason why a lot of our ancestors and current third worlders embraced modern society / consumerism etc. once they got the opportunity - it wasn't because they were happy with the way things were. There is a reason that every religion has the basic tenet that life is suffering.

But here's the thing. People have never felt happy or content, really. Life has always been difficult and now it is difficult in a different way. But, there has also always been the chance for moments of happiness in between all the suffering.

>> No.19904009

>>19903506
Ginger Snaps
Ginger Snaps 2: Unleased
Ginger Snaps Back: The Beginning
Problem Child
Problem Child 2

>> No.19904013

>>19903995
is that a macadamia nut

>> No.19904016

Beginning Draft 2 on my novel today. This is the furthest into a project I've ever reached.

>> No.19904018

I am a sick man. I am a spiteful man.

>> No.19904027

I am a trans man.

>> No.19904050
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19904050

I'm a trans am

>> No.19904051

>>19904013
Nah just a stick of basswood

>> No.19904099

I can't die, I have no life!

>> No.19904115

>>19902676
Sneed

>> No.19904124

>>19902704
I've recently got into astronomy

>> No.19904141

>>19902704
Listening to music I liked in year 7, painting(very poorly).

>> No.19904145

I have an exam in my political science methodology class tomorrow, guys. Wish me good luck! I'm feel like I know pretty much everything but I also feel like knowing nothing.

>> No.19904159

>>19902897
Thanks man.
I can barely wrap my head around it. I hadnt seen him in several months amd not just out of the blue hes gone and theres no chance Ill ever see him again. I can still recollect the times we talked and hanged out, I can still hear his voice echoing in my mind. I can still make out the details of his face, every wrinkle, his hairline his eyes, his entire demeanor.
Whats worse is that Id meant to message him that morning but I didnt want to seem selfish with whatever I was going to ask him so I didnt, then that evening I found out he was gone. I dont know when he died and it may have already been too late when I was thinking about messaging him, but I cant help but feel like I was given that last chanve to say something before he was gone for good, and I wasted it.
I guess one takeaway from this is to just say whats on your mind amd hold nothing back.

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>>19903958
Because that’s what you do in a town where a yellow light still means slow down, not speed up

>> No.19904173

>>19903585
cringe
>>19903672
Based
>>19904006
Cringe
>>19904009
Based

>> No.19904218

>>19902815
I'm dumb. I meant to name myself after Lewis Carroll. My joke failed because of that. Now I'm ashamed of myself.

>> No.19904225

>>19904218
CLD would be a sneakier name. Although either way I doubt the fbi are going to get the joke.

>> No.19904277

I have no food in the house except Vitamin D gummmies

>> No.19904371

>>19902676
hmm today i will experience delusions

>> No.19904412
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>>19904009
based Gilbert Gottfried enjoyer

>> No.19904425

>>19903280
What does it mean

>> No.19904455

>>19903895
Id love to hear about your abstract aesthetic emotions

>> No.19904513

>>19902676
watching this if anyone wants to discuss

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJQSuUZdcV4

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Perhaps I should just whack my self and save my loved ones the trouble. I mean I get it. They love me, but they can't love me THAT much. Who would love a bipolar piece of shit?

>> No.19904547

>>19902676
GENTLEMAN
IT'S TIME TO DIE

>> No.19904597
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19904597

I don't understand why people like going on things like /r/makemycoffin or watching gore threads on /gif/. Like I'll admit It doesn't cause me huge emotional distress, I simply don't understand why people would seek that stuff out.

>> No.19904600

>>19904519
Me :)

>> No.19904602

>>19902676
my parents only had me because they were lonely
they just didn't wanna be alone with each other for the rest of their lives so they invented someone new to break up the monotony
it was selfish of them but i empathize

>> No.19904634

>>19904597
You can never truly understand the mind of an edgy teenager

>> No.19904651

>>19904597
I enjoy reading about that stuff more so than actually looking at it - it just fills you with a specific type of emotion that you never experience in any other aspect of your life. It almost like being an adrenaline junky, I suppose. But hey, death is a part of life. We are sheltered here in our modern first world countries, but back in the day you would have been exposed to all sorts of crazy shit. Hell, public hangings and gladitorial fights used to be family entertainment.

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>>19904634
I guess not, but some of them try to come up with some bullshit how it makes them be more moral or appreciate life more.

Just admit you’re a sadist lmao

>> No.19904659

>>19902676
if i were an atheist i'd kill myself right now
if i sincerely believed there was nothing beyond this life i'd end it immediately
but there is, there's an immortal soul, we don't get to opt out of existence no matter how badly we want
so i'll keep living for the sake of the hereafter
and i won't like it but i'll do it

>> No.19904660

>>19904651
Eh I don’t have a big problem with death, more just the ways it happens is really bad. Like the worse part to me is the suffering

>> No.19904664

I don’t like ANYTHING.

>> No.19904673

>>19904664
Do you like me?

>> No.19904713

>>19903478
You can do it

>> No.19904718

I wish I could eat stuff and don't get fat. I'm jealous of people that can do it.

>> No.19904740

>>19904718
Stop eating anything with seed oils, artificial additives, added sugar, corn syrup, etc.
Basically stop eating processed garbage. Eat meat and potatos and cook it in REAL butter, not that vegetable oil bullshit. Stop drinking soda and drink water and milk, you can add flavor to water if that helps your fat body instinct. Get bags of nuts too, shits good for you and actually tastes pretty good.

>> No.19904743

>>19904597
Bored and constrained people desiring a shock to feel free from monotony

>> No.19904745

>>19902682
its not a terrible place (I live there) but the only real issue I have is our treatment of labor concerns. there's not much else I could really bitch about.

>> No.19904748

>>19904656
How many bens would I have to take to see shadow people?

>> No.19904761
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Despite feeling good mentally nowadays and my situation improving steadily, I'm still afraid to open up about my past dealing with mental illnesses.
Especially when dating, i'm scared they will think i'm a massive red flag if I ever go into detail about just how bad it got at some point. The thing is I really want to talk about it to someone in great details. A therapist that you pay doesn't count, it has to be someone who genuinely likes me.

When I did open up in the past it didn't particularly go well. My parents started seeing me like a tickng time bomb and gets worried whenever I slightly feel off and my friends, while never going into great details, just looked at me like "oh fuck" when I told them I started taking antidepressants a few years back.
Maybe I should talk with my older brother, he always seemed the most normal when I opened up to him in the past. Ultimately, that's all I want; to be treated like a normal person despite my past.

>> No.19904763

>>19904740
And eggs
Eggs are extremely based food

>> No.19904770

>>19904761
Its best not to talk to family or women about yours feelings. You need a real friend, go to work. Get a job that sucks where you can bond with other men and then just kinda set it to a trickle, pick one small thing and just get their opinion on it. Thats what I do, and I do it for them too. Men need to be around men, because only other men can relate.
Good luck man.

>> No.19904774

>tfw no jewish gf

>> No.19904777

>>19904763
eggs, unpasturized milk, medium cooked steak, beef liver (if you can stand it)
If you MUST use oil then use olive oil, vegetable oil or other pressed seed oils will just make you sickly and weak.

>> No.19904782

>>19904774
Im not going to criticise you but just please consider why that may not be a healthy choice.

>> No.19904802

>>19904782
It isn't a choice because the chances I'll ever get one are zero.

>> No.19904805

>>19904763
my fucking man
I love eggs

>> No.19904815

>>19904761
>Especially when dating, i'm scared they will think i'm a massive red flag if I ever go into detail about just how bad it got at some point. The thing is I really want to talk about it to someone in great details. A therapist that you pay doesn't count, it has to be someone who genuinely likes me.

Why

>> No.19904826

>>19904802
And that not a bad thing, j*wish girls will cut off your member and make you submit.

>> No.19904838
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How do you deal with the intense feelings that come with love? I feel like a fool for getting depressed over some things they say or do/don't, and it spirals into this critical attack against them in my mind.

>> No.19904843

>>19904770

Too bad men don't use imageboards. Only manchildren do.

>> No.19904849

>>19904843
Cute.
>>>/lgbt/
You have to go back.

>> No.19904863

>>19904815
why what?

>> No.19904878

>>19904863
Why do you want to talk to someone about this Why does a therapist not count
What is this "past dealing with mental illness"
Why would you bring it up to someone you were dating(outside of it being an extremely serious relationship)
Why do you so desperately want to be seen

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If I had nothing in my mind, why would I come and post here? Sounds counterproductive.
Or is it really counterproductive? I would be skimming posts and lurking somewhere else if I didn't follow the prompt OP gave to me. I am creating something in the end, which it should technically be called productive.
So how could producing a post be considered counterproductive? Is it any more counterproductive than lurking and hiding the nigger cuck porn that I don't have any reasons to see? Is it any more counterproductive that endlessly searching for good threads when there is a distinct lack of them?
What is a good thread anyways? My interests are different from his interests or her interests. I qualify what is good and is not good by seeing what is unique, catches my attention. Something that has been regurgitated endlessly is not going to be something I would dwell on unless it's...
Here we go again, that's hypocrisy, aren't we all hypocrites? Yes we are, that's just basic human behaviour, we (or at least I) would say something that might make me feel good, just to do the opposite seconds later.
How is the world gonna work with people like me? It works because I don't interact with it, by meddling the least with it, I am saving the world from my failures.
But if I don't fail I don't learn, and if I don't learn I'll never do anything. We (I) have to walk the street of shame if I need to know what has to be fixed. But I never really did anything else. I never go out of my house, and the only thing I ever did in my life was lifting propane tanks in a truck. How is someone who does work an ape with a leash could do a human being?
He is not, but he should consider himself as one even if the others outside can smell his failures from a mile away.
Why indulge in self-loathing? Is this the only way you know of portraying emotion? Does happiness not exist to you? Why are you talking to yourself? Why are you so self centered? Don't you know that if you dissapeared your mother and father would have to spend less money on someone who's gonna bin them years later?
They don't know what they're doing.
Bazinga
I miss my ex but at the same time I know that it couldn't really work out. But she was hot at least. And smart. And nerdy. And I was a wreck that ruined everything.
Maybe in three years. A good cope that is, maybe in three years. But I know fair well she will never come back. And even if she came back she won't be the sweet lewd little girl she was back then. She will have had experience with what I consider better men, who don't break down and have anxiety attacks because when he asks her for some quality time she turns it down. That can't say that she loves me, despite of the lewd things she shared to me. Why be lewd with someone and not tell him that you love him? She is the only woman I ever got in a relationship, and knowing my nature, she might by my last.
Alex Yiik, I'm yiikking out right now. This post is the bomb.

>> No.19904904

>>19904878
Not him but the shit kinda drives you mad if its just spinning in your head. Having a man friend thats a bro that you can confide in and give you feedback is genuinly needed for a healthy mind. People are social animals, we need to express ourselves and to feel accepted, call it american psycho but its what we are, we need to fit in. We need to be able to relate with others and have others relate with us to feel grounded in reality otherwise we start to go off track and become deranged.

>> No.19904930

>>19902676
i am trying to finish something for the first time in my life, and it is incredibly difficult, but i know i can see it through to the end.

>> No.19904947

>>19904838
there is no solution. it is a divine madness. believe me anon, I thought I had an iron will and was disciplined but this women made me fall to my knees. The range of emotions I experience with every sight of her are disastrous. A single glance flips the narrative in my mind as I go from hate to love and back again.

Also I'm pretty sure this is in part a 'modern' reaction to the effect of love on one's mental state. It pulls you away from your everyday, rational, self-interested self and forces another to be contemplated. This can cause tremendous hate and pain when the flood of thoughts are endless and more importantly when they drag you away from your very [important economic activity]. Its all so maddening but wonderfully dramatic at times. Above all it feels so separate from the 'real' empirical world.

>> No.19904955

>>19904673
No i hate you and everyone on 4chan.

>> No.19904958

>>19904955
:(

>> No.19904963

>>19904955
but anon, that means you hate yourself!?
(as if that would ever be a surprise)

>> No.19904973

>>19904958
>>19904963
What low and miserable existences you all have.
t.existencethrope (more than just a misanthrope)

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>>19904878
> Why does a therapist not count

I had one it helps a little, but it doesn't fill the void

>What is this "past dealing with mental illness"

Anxiety and depression, I was suicidal. At my worst, I couldn't talk with any stranger without panicking and I would leave the house only for school or family gatherings.

>Why would you bring it up to someone you were dating(outside of it being an extremely serious relationship)

Because I want to connect with someone and the only way to do that is to open up. Living like that for all my teens ( I'm 23 started slowly getting better in my 20's) made me who I am today. I would feel like lying or like I was hiding something if I didn't speak about it with someone who could be a potential lover, something serious. I'm not retarded I wouldn't bring that up at first date nor would I feel the need too. But once you start getting closer ? Yeah I'd want to talk about it. I want to be vulnerable with someone I love.

>Why do you so desperately want to be seen

I don't need the whole world to see me, I would be satisfied with only one but right now there is none. I want to be completely honest about who I am with someone, not having to hide anything about myself. It feels exhausting to always calculate just how much I can say or what should I say when I meet people. Just wanna be myself and relax with someone bro it's not that hard to get.

>> No.19904991

>>19904838
I dont think I'm capable of intense feelings anymore. Everything feels really mild. Even if I went on a roller coaster I'd probably experience nothing more than mild surprise.

>> No.19904999

>>19902704
epistemology, for philosophy. for music, electroacoustic music, for other things, language.

>> No.19905007

>10th weekend in a row getting drunk and sexting a 5'8" pinay tranny nympho with hrt titties and 2" feminine penis, with whom in conversation i pretend to think beyonce "is pretty cool actually"
im ngmi

>> No.19905011

>>19905007
You anon I've been pretty low but I've never been that low.

>> No.19905012

>>19902704
>interest
wmaf relationships
>hobby
portraiture, building home gym
>phase
phase where i ignore people for about 2 months until im feeling extraverted again

>> No.19905020

>>19905012
Are you an asian female? If so, dm me

>> No.19905023

Does a turd have an essence?

>> No.19905040

>>19902704
Physics as information/information theory plus reading metaphysics articles, plus semiotics and thinking of the Holy Trinity as a semiotic triangle containing within itself the requirements for being.

But mostly the first two as they are more concrete. I feel like Wheeler's critique of physics just being elegant formulas and not doing anything unless you have the actual particles in the system (it from bit) had something to it. But I hate bundle metaphysics and tend towards nominalism, so the information can't be all a particle has. Because entropy wouldn't increase with volume the way it does if identity didn't matter. Phase space would be just all potential arrangements of a microstate with all particles being perfect synonyms, not all possible configurations. But I can't figure out how to prove this.

>> No.19905042

>>19905020
wm, but im amazed that every white guy i work with (4 of them in my tiny office, 5 including me) has an asian wife/gf. all of them lean center-right.

>> No.19905061

>>19904955
I'll ravage your asshole you little fuck, dont you ever talk shit about me again or your twink butthole will be like the grinches heart at the climax of the movie.

>> No.19905065

>>19905042
I'm a young white guy in an asian community. I resisted for so long but I've finally been mindbroken enough to see their slanty eyes as attractive. They're better than white women anyway. I hope to wife a happa.

>> No.19905091
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19905091

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD AIN'T A PRETTY SIGHT BUT I DON'T WANT NO SYMPATHY
I POSTED THOUSAND BASEDFACE WOJAKS BEFORE IT'S JUST MY DELUDED REALITY

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU SENSE THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU SEE THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU FEEL THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

CAN YOU HEAR THE -ACK
CAN YOU SEE THE -ACK
CAN YOU SENSE THE -ACK
CAN YOU FEEL THE -ACK
CAN YOU BOOST THE -ACK
CAN YOU INCREASE THE -ACK
CAN YOU TASTE THE -ACK
CAN YOU HEAR THE TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD THE

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

THE ONLY THING REAL IS TROONS HANGING FROM TREES AND THE -ACK THAT THEY RELEASE WHEN THEY DIE
THE %41 PERCENT IS GOING TO BEGIN AND THERE AIN'T NOWHERE TO HIDE

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU SENSE THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU SEE THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU FEEL THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

CAN YOU HEAR THE -ACK
CAN YOU SEE THE -ACK
CAN YOU SENSE THE -ACK
CAN YOU FEEL THE -ACK
CAN YOU BOOST THE -ACK
CAN YOU INCREASE THE -ACK
CAN YOU TASTE THE -ACK
CAN YOU HEAR THE TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD THE

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD EVERY NIGHT AND EVERY DAY I NEVER GET NO PIECE OF MIND
IT OUGHT TO BE A SIN, I JUST CAN'T BREED AND DILATION IS ALL I FIND

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD AIN'T A PRETTY SIGHT BUT I DON'T WANT NO SYMPATHY
I POSTED THOUSAND BASEDFACE WOJAKS BEFORE IT'S JUST MY DELUDED REALITY

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU SENSE THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU SEE THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
CAN YOU FEEL THEM
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

CAN YOU HEAR THE -ACK
CAN YOU SEE THE -ACK
CAN YOU SENSE THE -ACK
CAN YOU FEEL THE -ACK
CAN YOU BOOST THE -ACK
CAN YOU INCREASE THE -ACK
CAN YOU TASTE THE -ACK
CAN YOU HEAR THE TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD THE

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD
TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD

TROONS INSIDE MY HEAD GOES

>> No.19905098

>>19905061
What a pathetic existence you have.

>> No.19905147

>>19905091
I watched Mars Attacks because of this meme. It was kino. Thanks /qa/

>> No.19905156
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19905156

Wine beer or whisky?

>> No.19905162

>>19905156
I like the occasional glass of wine

>> No.19905168

>>19902704
Theology

>> No.19905182

>look up people I knew from my home town, including some who bullied me
>they're all well adjusted, have friends, jobs, social lives, advanced degrees, wives and girlfriends
>they're in shape and go on vacations
>I remain an overweight video game playing loser still in therapy and still can't talk to women, still a virgin at 26
Fml

>> No.19905197

>>19905065
marry an asian, but dont marry the chinadoll/fob type. they age terribly and become insufferable. Marry an asian 1) whos in touch with her family and 2) is disciplined. and dont marry pinays because theyre crazy

t. engaged

>> No.19905217

>>19905147
>needing the shitposts of turboschizos in one of the biggest dumpsterfires in the site to watch a movie everyone watched a million years ago
I share the earth with these subhumans

>> No.19905225

God doesn’t even know how to make KINO.

>> No.19905232

>>19905182
It’s exactly because you’re focused on your past.

Other people don’t give a fuck and instead have such active social lives that they have forgotten about high school altogether.

>> No.19905242

>>19905197
So japanese?

>> No.19905245

>>19905156
Water.
Maybe coffee (no sugar) or tea (honey only) if I'm feeling chipper.

>> No.19905249

>>19905098
Perhaps, ive come to be where im at through little fault of my own, in many instanxes I had no control of the condition and direction of my life. I have only just escaped the current which had dragged me for so long. I am free now, and that should scare everyone.

>> No.19905259

my brain has been balkanized

>> No.19905266

>>19905217
The movie came out before I was born.

>> No.19905271

>>19905182
>looking at carefully curated social media profiles
You dont know what they're really like

>> No.19905272

my brain
it exists
i know
everyone has one
opened skulls
prove it

>> No.19905277

>>19905272
My brain
Is balkanized
Yugoslavia
No more

>> No.19905279
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19905279

The new Resident Evil really fucked me up.

While all of you were simping over dommy mommy, I was becoming obsessed with daughters. The blood pouring down their chins was bad enough, but when the one said, "I want to drown in your blood," I fucking lost it. I've been reeling and desiring dark, slightly mentally unstable, supernaturally powerful girls ever since and it's slowly consuming every part of my life. I can barely think of anything else, and I don't know how to solve this problem.

I want one of them to lock me away in a room and break my mind, and I don't even know what proper mind breaking involves.

>> No.19905285

I want to die but I refuse to kill myself out of spite for myself

>> No.19905288

>>19905156
Tequila

>> No.19905290

Guys...
What if the key to all my problems and getting my mind straightened out is I just need to get laid?

>> No.19905291

>>19905245
>>19905288
>/lit/
>can’t read
checks out.
those are not options.

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Tonight's excuse for getting drunk: my cassette recorder broke.
RIP Sanyo portable cassette recorder. I could have used you so much more. I should have...
https://youtu.be/1JnQfKIFERU

>> No.19905307

>>19902676
I think the simpsonss has been "zombie simpons" for as long as i have been alive

>> No.19905312

>>19905291
>you MUST choose one of my arbitrary options
>n-no! you cant just choose something else
Go force your dichotomy on someone else, faggot.

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19905330

>>19903484
Ever since I was ten I've had pretty vivid and frequent sex dreams about my mom. Sometimes I wake up and wish they had been real, because hey, why not?

I blame her for walking the house naked all the time and letting my sleep in her bed until I was thirteen.

>> No.19905336

This sentence is true.

>> No.19905340

>>19902676
I’ve never understood why people talk about human nature like it’s some kind of mystery. Human nature is anything that a human being is capable of. Any other answer doesn't make sense.

>> No.19905391

>>19905340
woah

>> No.19905410

>>19905296
You can save her, you can fix her. Believe!

>> No.19905431

>>19905340
You are thinking more of the range of human life. Human nature is more like a measure of central tendency. Human nature is that to which man tends in the absence of constraints, either natural or societal.

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>you forgot to say please

>> No.19905461 [DELETED] 

https://www.facebook
.com/pssj60/videos/10216776401622975/

>> No.19905508

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Dcj3508ed0

>> No.19905531

>>19903478
Do it or you'll regret it for the rest of your life. I'm only 25, but the only things I really regret in life are moments of inaction.
Soon you'll be dead anyway, so what is one slightly uncomfortable rejection in the face of the void that awaits you at the end of this trip.

>> No.19905590

I'm feeling good. (:

Did a candle magic thing.

>> No.19905598

I wish them a good day

>> No.19905605 [DELETED] 

>>19903305
>>19903358
Well thanks for making the link to the previous thread. Fucking OP neglects this on purpose does he?

19898544

>> No.19905609

>>19905023
It might but those are probably sense impressions

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19905624

>>19903305
>>19903358
Well thanks for making the link to the previous thread. Fucking OP neglects this on purpose does he?

>>19898544

>> No.19905668

>>19902676
I'm really stuck on the problem of universals lately. Can someone help me?

>> No.19905671

>>19905668
What is it even?

>> No.19905677
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19905677

I'm done coping. All my life I've coped with my laziness by thinking myself "different". Oh I'm skinny without a trendy haircut because I'm an intellectual! Girls will notice this! I'm deep and better than those normies huh!
24 years old, looking in the mirror. I see an out of shape shaggy loser. I'm done.
Tomorrow I'm going to the gym, then to a turkish barber. Finally, I will hit up H&M and get a new wardrobe. I'm tired of being "different" It has gotten me nowhere. I am going to stop reading philosophy. Stop being a snarky smartass. Stop with the superiority complex based on nothing. I have no money, barely any social life, no sex. Clearly I'm doing something wrong and the "normals" are doing something right.

>> No.19905678

Something I hate about living with other people is when they don't understand not to stay quiet during the night. If it's 3 AM, stop making noise.

>> No.19905686

>>19905671
Well I think I got it. Capitalism itself has rendered Plato's ideal forms obsolete since there is no "ideal cat" or "ideal appliance" or "ideal tools" since everything is a universe of "particulars" however Marx's reification concept is wrong and dangerous since it assumes anything mental "summoned" can become reality and people should not try and innovate things like destructive machines or large reptiles that could bring about the destruction of humankind because even if it brings in affluence, the downside is weighed too heavily to ignore.

>> No.19905693

I can't stop listening to the vortex of Bach -- Der Kunst der Fuge. Swept in by curiosity. I struggle against the notes. How do I escape?

>> No.19905695

>>19905671
not that anon, but I think it's the pedantic argument over whether properties belong to objects that display those properties or if properties sort of 'exist' in and of themselves. Like if I have two bottles of larger, they share qualities such as they might both be cold, they are both beers, they both have certain flavours... but so do many other beers. Perhaps most significantly they possess the property of being "mine" as in I have the right to utilize them to my own ends, now many things are also mine, but what makes something "mine" and how does what is "mine" differ from what is "yours" since they are both properties of the right to utilize something...
I dunno. Doesn't seem that important to me. Especially since qualities like 'bitter' or 'blue' require a subject to perceive the object, so it is only as a function of the interaction that the property can be 'discovered'

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19905714

going to grandma's funeral tomorrow

>> No.19905721

>>19905714
I remember my grandma. She died 12 years ago

>> No.19905723

>>19905714
stay strong. shes in the better place now.

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19905729

hey baby que paso

>> No.19905735

>>19902676
And what do you call this amazing act?
"The Aristocrats!"

>> No.19905738

I'm am literally a 10/10 man and I will settle with no less than a beautiful, 6'1", Christian, Persian woman who speaks fluent English, Spanish, German, French, Russian and Italian minimum, and has an IQ of at least 200. Also, she has to have a Venutian figure.

>> No.19905750

Holy shit I always avoided TRS because it seemed reddit to me but Fash the Nation actually has great information in most of its episodes.

>> No.19905753

>>19903506
>Moonlight
>12 Years A Slave
>Get Out
>BlackKklansman
>Dear White People

>> No.19905754

>>19905686
Nature btfo’d Plato ages ago. Marx’s idea(?) is new to me, but closer to true. It’s partially true. Only dangerous in the hands (minds) of schizophrenics. It’s demonstrably right that “progress” isn’t always a good thing. Every invention should be measured and rethought through, any new one scrutinized.

>>19905695
I’m with you. Useless categorizations

>> No.19905756

>>19905723
He said she died though.

>> No.19905771

>>19905754
Yeah of course. Just because someone "can" do something doesn't mean they "should" do it. I think Immanuel Kant said something similar

>> No.19905779

>>19905771
Upon second glance its the "is-ought" distinction by Hume

>> No.19905780

>>19905012
Racemixing is a sin.

>> No.19905783

>>19905780
You’re going to Hell for reappropriating God’s will for your personal agenda.

>> No.19905793

>>19903966
Which books?

>> No.19905797

Does anyone else start typing a reply then delete it half way though because you realize you don't give a shit?

>> No.19905808

>>19905797
sometimes I change my mind to reply but mostly because of the shitty captcha which I hate

>> No.19905829

>>19905677
Based God rejoices when nerds escape their pride

>> No.19905838

>>19905797
Yeah, to be accurate, though, only as regar

>> No.19905844

>>19902676
To anon >>19900177
>did you do it

Yes I did and I realized that I should have done it from the start and more assertively to stop me from getting in denial and a confused state.
Now I will process what happened and move on.

>> No.19905858

>>19905783
>Thou shalt not Commit Adultery
>Adulterate: verb - to dilute

>> No.19905939

>>19905858
>THE BIBLE WAS WRITTEN IN ENGLISH BRO!!!!

>> No.19905970

>>19902676
Btw since my thread keeps getting bumped down, I wondered what economists who were not socialist who emphasized labor concerns like fair pay and co ops and such

>> No.19905994

Turns out TPOS is actually a bit difficult to read. I thought that was a meme.

>> No.19905995

>>19905939
>It is unclean to wear a multi-coloured garment
Also, you're not my bro.

>> No.19905998

>>19905994
(the phenomenology of spirit)

>> No.19906002

>>19905995
What

>> No.19906151

>>19904947
Thank you for your reply, anon. This was well put. It's been a year already, and I still feel these tumultuous emotions within me. I chalk it up to me "caring," I suppose.

>> No.19906181

>>19903263
I thought it was some cool unknown philosophers, then I google it and I felt really sad

>> No.19906188

>>19902690
Isn't ELO just the Beatles for the groovy 70s?

>> No.19906263

>>19902932
just look up booktok its probably a hashtag in tiktok

>> No.19906361

the very same thing that makes me a manchild also denies me the right to be that manchild

>> No.19906422

we are a lot older. it is a lot more complex. it's easy to forget. comforting. was anyway.
https://youtu.be/nEHDYOInnhA

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>> No.19906433

Are you more of a smelling, touching, hearing, tasting or seeing kind of person?

>> No.19906438

>>19906433
For me, it's seething and brooding

>> No.19906458

tumblr after the decline feels like an old decadent mall

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19906491

>>19906433
touch and taste

>> No.19906550

My girl flew back home, this morning, for the weekend. I’m going to miss her and I really want to cum inside her right now. I just have such a strong urge to cum deep inside her and yet I’m not really horny, it’s a weird feeling. She’s mainly going back to see a play with her mom who I don’t like, she practices satanic shit and I don’t think she likes me too much

>> No.19906574

>>19906550
How big is her dick? It is bigger than yours?

>> No.19906579

>>19906550
I hate you. Back to R*ddit and kys.

>> No.19906586

This thread appeared next to this thread >>>/tv/163729060 on the homepage

>> No.19906633

>>19906579
Why do you assume I’m from Reddit?

>> No.19906638

>>19906574
What makes u think she has one lol

>> No.19906669

>>19906491
Whats your favorite taste?

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19906705

Does anyone wants to be my friend? Like, for real.

>> No.19906749

>>19906705
4chan isn't a great place to make actual friendships

>> No.19906775

>>19906705
Think of 4channers as people on a truck radio, we are all on the same road but we can only chat with everyone listening in.

>> No.19906778

>>19906705
Where do you live

>> No.19906784

>>19906430
Sneeding and feeding

>> No.19906788

>>19906705
You can be my friend on this jewish social gaming platform
https://steamcommunity.com/id/blueboythisguy/

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19906813

Logged onto instagram after reading TPOS and now I keep on getting Hegel meme accounts recommended to me kek. Technology is a nightmare.

>> No.19906828

>>19906813
I have had single search terms of google images put into my youtube recommendations

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19906849

>>19906749
>>19906775
>>19906778

>>19906788
While I do have a steam account, my pc isn't good for gaming, so I don't use it. I was looking more for someone to talk with.

>> No.19906857

>>19906849
I come from /v/, we don't play videogames

>> No.19906861

>>19905156
Gas station wine

>> No.19906876

>>19906788
I literally unfriended a guy on steam because he was jewish and it said he from israel lol

>> No.19906898

>>19906876
Christmas is a time when all religions come together to worship Jesus Christ

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19906920

>>19906857
I was about to send a friend request to you, but I have to pay 5,00$ for it...
So that is the price of friendship...

>> No.19906934

>>19906813
I'm interested in addiction and looked up a video on slot machine addiction now I keep getting ads for online casinos and such drivel. Algorithms are evil.

Countless faceless corporations have teams TEAMS of psychologists and marketing specialists constantly experimenting and gathering data trying to influence and recording what does influence you to further use against other people that are in your same demographic IE if you're a male 25 college student that just finished watching a video of a dog or some other thing that then you're shown an ad for stocks. You click on the ad and buy some stocks. A few other people do the same. If longer ads annoy you and cause you to buy less the algorithm might show your demographic shorter ads. Anything as small as a video thumbnail on youtube or netflix could be curated via an algorithm to influence your behaviour. Perhaps youtube doesn't like a certain creator on their platform. They can't just ban them so what could they potentially allegedly do? Make it so this creator only shows up on a limited amounts of peoples feeds/front pages. Anything from search results to the color of a website can be personally curated by an algorithm to ensure maximum engagement/profit from every user on the internet.

I think it can be a good thing for example you may be shown ads of something that may actually be useful to you. OR you might come across a youtube channel that you enjoy that is informative and educational which has been the case for me. But it has also had targeted ads towards me for casinos after I may have implied to the algorithm I may have some sort of interest in slot machines or could even have flagged me as potentially being already addicted or could easily become addicted.

I think the huge danger of algorithms is that once you click one video or look into something a bit you start to see it everywhere. It's like The Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon where you learn a new word and you then start seeing it used everywhere after you've become aware of it. Except it isn't a coincidence that since you showed interest in something like "Puppies" that you begin to see things like PuppyExpert51's videos begin to pop up on your youtube feed. It creates a huge feedback loop and your feed begins to be flooded with these videos.

Here is a more extreme example. I recently came across a video of Sam Hyde's about idubbbz documentary. I watched a few videos. He has far right views but isn't too bad it isn't a conspiracy but it's creepy that how after I watched a few of his videos all I see is his face whenever I open youtube. I've also had the same thing happen with Vtubers. I watched a few vtuber videos and my feed was all vtubers to the point I had to delete my entire youtube watch history because every time I blocked a creator 5 more vtuber channels would pop up on my feed.

What I'm getting at is if you show signs of dangerous thought patterns these algorithms would happily start feeding that fire with gas

>> No.19906942

>>19906920
You could spend that five dollars on Tinder Plus and get a girlfriend instead

>> No.19907003

>>19906942
>lust indulcing being over legit pact of entertainment with a company for life
ngmi

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>> No.19907056

>>19906749
I've actually made a lot of close friends on here.

>> No.19907098

>>19907048
Of course incels and radfems are the same, this isn't news.

>> No.19907107

I can't believe the elites are pushing for a war when people are already so discontent. These are nihilistic egomaniacs bent on destruction .

And predictably, right as capitalism starts failing they engineer a war to divert aggression away from themselves and stimulate the war machine.

>> No.19907190

>>19906934
Whats the end game of such algorithms?

>> No.19907194

>>19907107
The discontent is why they want a war. All the boomercons who were tending toward populism had their prostates stimulated by the possibility of war. It's a point to rally around and recreate national unity.

>> No.19907202

>>19907048
I dont understand any of those meme words. It's like a simulation of english. But its not English. Like what English sounds like to non English speakers

>> No.19907207

>>19902813
They don't want to die alone

>> No.19907236

––You'll never know what it's like: being in a teenage relationship, having your first time with a young girl the same age as you.
––Yeah, and YOU will never know what it's like spending your time in your parents' basement playing Rainbow Six Vegas. Being alone in your teenage years: you will never know what THAT feels like.

>> No.19907269

>>19902813
Fear of dying alone.

>> No.19907278

I skipped my middle school graduation because I had to sit with a bunch of girls who spent the entire rehearsal daring each other to hug me and giggling. I had no friends around me so no one would back me up and they basically had me surrounded. The exact opposite row was where all my friends were sitting. I should've made a stink and told the teachers I'm changing seats or I'm not bothering but I was too afraid to stand up for myself. I ended up skipping the graduation because I didn't want to sit near those cunts anymore.

>> No.19907337

>>19907278
This is how women domesticate men. Through shame. I was in a unviersity class my freshman year. A girl took a look at me and ran out the room. Few minutes later cops came and detained me. Told me they got a call that I was going to shoot up the classroom. It was a very devastating moment for me. I dropped out shortly after. Women are just cunts man.

>> No.19907345

>>19902704
guns

>> No.19907348

>>19907236
Ha I know how both feel. What now bitch

>> No.19907354

>>19907337
Schizophrenic post

>> No.19907358

>>19907354
How is that schizophrenic?

>> No.19907363

>>19907337
Maybe you shouldn't have worn that WWI trench coat to college

>> No.19907370

>>19907098
In a sense I guess. I don't believe in universalism

>> No.19907377

>>19907363
Interesting you should say. i never had a sense of fashion desu and still don't. But I never wore trench coats or any gay larp shit. Just an old flannel shirt and a bad haircut. I'm still trying to figure out what look I had that caused people to think that about me.

>> No.19907535

>>19903681
Races are fun anon. I'm about as anti-social as they come, but I'm always interested in doing races. I'm more of a mud run guy though. 5k is my max, though I'm working up to have a decent 10k pace.

>> No.19907867

possible I'm a toxic fag in a glass house

>> No.19907907

I think my mental development stopped at 17 due to trauma. I'm now 30. Things are beginning to look somewhat better now. Just sitting here realizing that I'm still not ready to grow up.
God damn. I'm not even sure where to start. No I don't have a job. No degree. I have money, which gives me time. I have one decent friend. I could be in worse shape. I have things to do. I've been to college acouple of times, what I think I just realized is that I never actually wanted to finish. I have had full time work though. The last time I aimed to finish because I had to, in a field I didn't really want to be in but which seemed safe for a major mental case. Then I got money and now I don't really have to, not in a couple of years at least. A lot going on over here. A lot of old stuff. Can't tell if I'm hung up or the responses are reasonable/adequate.

Just gotta flow with the flow I guess.

>> No.19907908

Do you guys know where I can get a picture of a tranny from that will 1. look good and genuine 2. won't be possible to find online?

>> No.19907914

>>19907907
I feel like Mitja Karamazov: I'd sort out immediately if I had the woman.
this may be misguided.
it also may not be.
he's the one of them I most resemble by far.
either way: the woman is not here.

>> No.19907925

>>19905410
i dont think i can :(
whatever. ill find a new one for cheap eventually

>> No.19907940

I'm thinking about buying a planner, it would help me organize my life and help me reduce the dependence on my phone and computer and the amount of time I look at a screen.

>> No.19907951

Someone at work just talked to me about me being too quiet during the lunch and not talking enough with my co-workers.
I've been a quiet guy since at least 17. It used to piss me off a lot when people point out how I don't speak much. If it didn't get pointed out I wouldn't care since I don't feel the urge to socialize when I don't want to. However it's the perception other people get of you that pisses me off.

How do I cope? I constantly feel like I should socialize and make small talk yet I can't get myself to do it, this makes me seethe internally.
I'm 100% okay when I have an actual goal with socializing (getting laid or a gf, getting a job etc) but when there's no goal I just can't come up with anything and I'm not looking to make friends desu.

How do I cope?

>> No.19907992

>>19907951
>Someone at work just talked to me about me being too quiet during the lunch and not talking enough with my co-workers.
Are you me? I had a talk some time ago that I'm "too quiet" and don't "socialize" with others. Anon, you're too quiet, others have pointed it out that you don't talk at all. Jesus Christ, those fuckers talk behind my back that I'm weird and don't talk with them. They want to kick me out because I don't talk much. I hate this clown world.

>> No.19908009

>>19907951
You need to disaggregate the different "layers" involved here before you can understand the relationships between them. For example, these might all be valid layers of what's going on
>You are naturally a quiet person. That's just who you are, either due to autism or character quirks or whatever.
>But your current personality is also MORE quiet than you innately are or need to be, due to some combination of trauma, socialisation problems (like not fitting in with obnoxious extroverts so simply avoiding them), and other coping mechanisms (like "committing" to being "the quiet guy" because of a lifetime of condescension by obnoxious extroverts who are partly right in taking issue with your quietness but mostly wrong in how they go about it, e.g. by reflexively assuming that any difference from how THEY are is necessarily "wrong").
>Obnoxious extroverts are obnoxious and even if you can "fix" your quietness, either your innate quietness OR your acquired and possibly unnecessary quietness, you will get nothing out of it other than more social acceptability. You will just be LARPing as a normie more effectively.
>But maybe LARPing as a normie is good to do? Maybe you should at least learn to do it, so you can choose when and how you want to do it? Then you can make tactical sacrifices, like putting up with some obnoxious extroversion if it means getting more promotions, being treated better by peers, or making more real friends in the long run (because for every n normies you tolerate, you will bounce your way to a worthwhile person).

It's a mix of "Is this really me or is this cope?" and "Even if this is really me, am I controlling and deciding on who I want to be and how others perceive me for conscious, deliberate reasons?" For example you might end up deciding that you really are just a very quiet, reserved person, and you hate normies and want nothing from them, and you only want a bare minimum of tactically necessary contact with them, but you're even fine with being perceived as an aloof asshole otherwise. Or conversely maybe you'll end up learning something about yourself you are currently missing, like that you are quiet and reserved, but some of your current identity as "fine with being quiet" guy is maladaptive/resentful cope.

In these and many other possible scenarios, the key thing is that the different layers are interacting. You can't understand their interactions until you understand what they are and how they're functioning on their own.

>> No.19908011

>>19907992
>Jesus Christ, those fuckers talk behind my back that I'm weird and don't talk with them
That's something that I have to stop thinking about while working. They might (probably do) talk shit but I go on and imagine all the worst shit they say behind my back. It's very unhealthy.

And yeah the worst thing is, I don't want small talk, but you turn into a paria if you don't do it.

>> No.19908060

>>19908009
I used to be a quiet kid, then from 11 to 16 I was the obnoxious guy in class. Then I finished high school(europe) and reverted back to being on my own.
The odd thing is that like I said, in certain circumstances I could talk for days so I know it's not the case of not being able to do so.
What i have picked up on is that when someone is less socially aware or is an outsider/awkward in some way I speak without a problem. Things come naturally to me. But especially in groups of people who are either already know each other or are better at their work (I'm relatively new to the field I'm in now) I just cannot find either the will to socialize normally or cannot for the life of me come up with things to say.

I do think I'm naturally more reserved and I like doing things on my own usually. But in typing this it is clear that I do get in my own head over this and it might make the issue worse. Thing is I'm 27 and haven't found a solution, who knows if it will ever come. Maybe I just need to work myself to the top and then I can get comfortable talking to people. I do think that would make it easier for me.

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Northrop Frye cat.

>> No.19908085

>>19908074
excuse me?

>> No.19908121

>>19907907
I know what you feel anon, good to know it's getting better, hope you'll heal totally some day...
I am in a somewhat similar situation (23 but and I feel totally immature/irresponsible because of trauma, and I'm stuck in studies I don't really like and don't help for my mental health), it's comforting somehow to realize I'm not the only one.

>> No.19908130

>>19908074
kek i see it, I love frye

>> No.19908188

>>19908121
we are probably all gonna make it

>> No.19908213

unspeakable perfection. contraction and expansion. 2 seas. 2 chambers of the heart. oxygen for metabolism. one sea is supposed to be sweet and support life. oxygen for metabolism of sugars. maybe this is a stretch.

two chambers of the heart. why is the heart 2? expansion and contraction. veinous blood is deeper in color and closer to the surface. oxygenated blood is typically deeper. hidden and apparent. 2 seas.

>> No.19908248

you think i want this? you think i like this?

>> No.19908255

In love with a 'girl boss' make it stop

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>>19903381
feel for you man. Take a step in anyway you can to improve your situation and go to sleep in a better world you woke up in. I know you can think of a long list of things that could improved/done better/done more. You have it in you, otherwise we wouldn't be here.

>> No.19908291

I think I found a life-hack. instead of realizing you're never gonna clean your place up cus it seems like too much work, just start cleaning once every day and go for like 5-15 minutes. No you will not finish in a day, but it does move forward and is not very taxing, and it's better than doing fuck all about it. You don't have to aim for finishing.

>> No.19908298

My school therapist in elementary school tried to get me institutionalized because I drew a picture of a house on fire. Thankfully my mom was smart enough to not think that was a big deal.

>> No.19908314

River

>> No.19908328

>>19908298
I drew pages full of stick figures stabbing each other. Didn't mean shit, people who take drawings of kids seriously are a joke.

>> No.19908335

holy shit Jungs theories on religion are cringe as fuck if wikipedia is anywhere near the mark. I had a therapist for a while who I think was a Jungian and she was fucking retarded when it came to religion too. They assume they're in control of it. By the power of their analysis they're in control. the very height of retarded satanism.
t. had a dumbass shrink (my fault I guess) and read wikipedia for about 15 minutes

>> No.19908341

>>19908335
"Our age wants to experience the psyche for itself ... knowledge, instead of faith."[2]

According to Jungian training analyst Murray Stein, Jung related theological and psychological constructs using three tenets:[3]

Theological elements (such as God) can be interpreted to refer to psychological concepts.
Psychologists can evaluate the adequacy of theological constructs against the dynamics of the psyche.
Words about the psyche are also words about God, due to the correspondence between subjectivity and objectivity.

Thus, proceeding by tenet #1 in Answer to Job, Jung interpreted Yahweh as an archaic form of the self, Job as the ego, and Satan as the principle of individuation.

BIG YIKES SENPAI

>> No.19908349

>>19908328
this is literally so common with young boys. i do think that some kids drawings should be taken seriously(https://brokencrayons.us/).). but almost every young boy draws stick figures getting tortured and skeletons and shit.

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>>19908341
>thinks he is God
>is fooken ded
rip

>> No.19908359

Again >>19908357
>>19908357

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>>19902676
I've got a couple of exciting developments going on.
Decided my attachment to marijuana, despite the insights I at least perceived it granted me, was ultimately enabling my inaction and dumped it all in a river as a sort of symbolic gesture.
Soon after started reading Notes from Underground, furthering my disgust towards the self-important latency I've shamefully indulged in for some years.
Now I can't get my mind off of this girl in my bio lab who's cute as hell and have mad chemistry with. All's progress in terms of flirtation in the lab but I hadn't prepped to continue interaction outside of class and I feel like I disappointed her by not doing so last time I saw her. Not at all a lost cause, feel like I'm just giving off a clueless sort of vibe rather than a cold one. Gonna prepare and really pursue her next time, I can feel she wants it.
But that's every other week, and I my recently excited libido couldn't tolerate that sort of vacuum. So I chatted up this mid in my bio lecture and despite her being a little flustered at my sudden interest, she talked and walked with me in what turned out to be the opposite direction of where she was going next. All of this very well may result in nothing, but it won't be for a lack of trying and my revived confidence in my looks and demeanor make me feel like it won't be for a lack of genuine interest on their part either.
All this is after years of not pursuing relationships with women at all. Though I've always had a knack for flirting, I never took it much farther than that, and I can now say I'm more than ready to do so.
TL;DR I'm feeling pretty fucking good about myself right now

>> No.19908435

>>19903478
Do it anon
I believe in you

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>>19905677
overcoming the underground man inside of you. Read it if you haven't already and it will exponentially increase this disgust and urge to change yourself.
Simply epic, anon. Godspeed.

>> No.19908546

>>19906920
this is the first frog i have ever felt compelled to save to my own hard drive in fourteen years.

>> No.19908993

>>19903895
Holy shit I feel this, I'm a mutt too (african mother, portuguese father)

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