/lit/ - Literature

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Bros...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZzdDQfbS3mA

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>>19898544
I saw this pic and thought it was drawn by John K, but it turns out it's some french cartoon

dead thread lolz

>>19898685
I'm surprised JohnK doesn't get more love from the edgelords on here. Abusive and sociopathic boss, had affairs with minors, who made his living off cartoons and created a cult-like following. He's not quite Uncle Ted but he seems to have all the ingredients for being a hero to the troubled souls.

rode on a horse with no name something the desert is lame
wouldnt want to get stuck in... the rain
naaaa naaa nananananana

>>19898669
great album

i have head lice...

Who is your favourite Japanese pornography actress?

I'm extremely retarded

Disinfectant spray is a miracle of God.

my life feels like ive been in ableton prison for 4 years. other than the random spurts of employment, failed romances, and blurry parties ive just stared at a screen.

>>19899315
Yukie Hayami.

My mantra. I eat the flesh. I beat the flesh. I eat the flesh. I beat the flesh. I eat the flesh. I beat the flesh. I eat the flesh. I beat the flesh. Help me.

>>19898669
>>19899214
I love you.

>>19898669
I don't get anything from this.

>>>/sci/14199680
It will theoretically be possible to 'record' a person's orgasm, and then play it back in another neurolink so another person can experience it and my first thought is that male jerk-off buddies will probably jump on this to exchange recordings of them jerking off to Taylor Swift feet pics or whatever. I find something incredibly hilarious about this prospect.

Economically speaking a seance has no intrinsic value, the only utility it provides is if it assuages or comforts the client. Psychics like Motivational Speakers are a weird phenomenon in that they can make money out of thin air. Even a councilor or a therapist needs to undergo training and certification. Even "Rent-Seekers" like Talent Agents and Managers provide a value-adding service in that they can procure more employment for their clients. However Psychics and Motivational Speakers can make money out of thin air with no use case. How much of the perceived value is a placebo effect? 100 people go to a Motivational Seminar, how many of them are actually a year later feel like "yeah, I made a change for the better from that day"? Like 10. And how many of them actually did?
Psychics may not have any clairvoyance, but they sure are alchemists, making money out of nothing.

Please write that I will not succeed in writing. Humiliate me, I need it!

>>19899315
Hirano Aya

The oxford covers for kafkas works look very nice. The translations are also good i guess.

>>19898544
Based Oggy and the Cockroaches poster.

>>19899761
They're not as eye catching as the new Penguins though

>>19899768
Those are stupid

>>19899789
How dare you, someone probably got paid a lot of money to come up with that idea

I'm terrible at professional networking. I'm googling all these cheesy business books and they talk about "bringing value" to a "relationship" Okay great. And how the fuck am I supposed to bring value?
Basically aside from a few creative skills which I can be brutally under-cut for, the only thing I can offer is "fresh eyes and a new perspective" - there is absolutely no certainty that that perspective is actually beneficial to anyone else. But I have it and the ability to tell stories visually. It's so bullshit, like these grifters make it out like the key to business success is being altruistic and mutually beneficial, and yet, unless you have something to transact you might as well not participate.

>>19899750
>nerds find out she has a boyfriend
>caused six weeks of rioting and dozens dead, worst civil unrest in Japan in decades

the absolute state of otakus

I keep having disconnected ideas for stories. I've wanted to write since 2016 and I just can't formulate a real story that I'm happy about. Right now I'm playing with the idea of writing a grimdark story about a fictional religion, but I don't know what to actually make the story about. Someone living through the hardships of that world? The story of their messiah? Some kind of holy war or story about conquest?
Would just making a book without any plot, just going around and looking at scenery and talking to people be stupid? I feel like at that point it may as well not even be a book. Although I'm bad at writing stories, I have a big passion for describing settings and especially writing characters, that's the most fun thing for me.
Writing characters is almost like acting, at least for me. Whenever I write one I try to really fucking dig into their personality and become them. My favorite is writing characters that are nothing like me, and challenging myself to think in a way that is not only opposite of how I think, but is also completely justifiable in acting that way. Like making a very bad and neurotic character where, in the world in which they exist, it makes sense why they're the way they are.

I wish I had the money, connections, and talent to make movies. I have some ideas that I would love to be able to express in a visual way. I want to make something beautiful, that will impact people emotionally, make them feel something. I don't think I will ever get the chance, but it's nice to dream. I can see it all in my head, every shot, every camera movement, the characters, and music, and the stories I would like to tell.

>>19899815
>My favorite is writing characters that are nothing like me, and challenging myself to think in a way that is not only opposite of how I think, but is also completely justifiable in acting that way.
If you're really doing that then a plot should come to you simply because at it's most basic level most plots are just "character wants thing - what is stopping thing", of course there's a lot more nuance and sophistication to it than that. But if you actually understand a character then it should be quite easy to come up with a plot.
My advice is - not that you asked for it - write a short story first, observe the Aristotelian Unities if you want... what ever. A small contained event.
>just going around and looking at scenery and talking to people be stupid?
Okay... who do they talk to. Why are they walking around looking at the scenery? Are they running away from something? Are they waiting for someone? Why did they choose to go to that location. Are they part of a secret religious order and have to drop some sort of precious scripture or relic? Is that the place where they met their first love?
You claim to have dug into the characters, find something. Place an obstacle between some edifying experience and the character (ideally one where the effect of the obstacle is amplified by their own character flaws: a joke example would be a coomer being chased by medusa can't help but have a quick fap over her - thus condemning himself to death)

>>19899846
Are you me?
> I don't think I will ever get the chance,
If you have a DSLR a good eye for natural lights, some dependable friends, you can do something very contained. It's a real pain in the ass, but if you're passionate you endure the suffering and do something.
Do you want it badly enough?

>>19899858
I really appreciate your input, thank you!

the world is so cruel and unfair
https://youtu.be/E5pojx6kflw

>>19899867
>Are you me?
Perhaps we're just kindred spirits :)
>Do you want it badly enough?
I don't know if I could even pull it off. I'm not saying I would never do it, but the dream just feels so big I wouldn't even know where to start.

Have you made any movies?

>>19899895
> I wouldn't even know where to start.
If you really love the medium then it's simply a matter of writing a two-hander sort of story. I won't give you any of that bullshit about "you can make a film yourself with you as the only actor" FUCK... THOSE... CUNTS... I bet you any money they've never tried it, and if they did, it sucks balls. But as I said, write a two-hander short script that can be done indoors (because of the sound). Rehearse the shit with your actors, you can find young aspirant actors online and if the script is good they'll love to be in it. But the good ones are also really hard to schedule around. So make sure you have pretty much 24/7 access to a location.
So then try and tell a story in 3-5 minutes with two people. What twists can you introduce, what conflict can you find between them?
>Have you made any movies?
Many!

>>19899745
You sick son of a bitch

big dicks will rule the world

>>19899971
Pussy already rules the normie world, and it chooses Chad dick only

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yd0nIsGHIvc

https://lync1994.bandcamp.com/album/remembering-the-fireballs-part-8

>>19899920
>>19899895
You know what, you asked where to start: make a shitty short film. In the same way that when you write you must write a first, second... many drafts. In the same way that if you learn to play a role you must memorize your lines and rehearse. In the same way than when you write code, you need to debug it, and sometimes replace parts or functions to make them more efficient... you need to shit your pants, metaphorically of course, and make a amateurish short film. Get it out of your system. Because you can be a great screenwriter and you can understand all the cinematic language, when to cut in close, when to move the camera, how to move the camera, who's "perspective" a shot is, how to use space, lighting and everything... but it's a lot like trying to hum out a orchestral symphony or explain to someone a painting you might make. You still need the practical technique.
And the easiest way to surmount that is to just give yourself license to have fun making a shitty first short film, not attaching your ego to it, seeing it as a "first draft".

>>19899983
and by 'practical technique' I mean shit like... how do you direct an actor. And guess what, every actor is different.
You need to learn how to schedule costume changes.
And then there's lighting... holy fucking hell... lighting is the most complicated of all mediums except for maybe audio engineering: you bounce a light with this color temp on a wall with this color which absorbs those frequencies, but your key light isn't bounced so it will have a different look. But the bounce also means it's half a stop darker... Where do you put the light? How do you ensure the blocking stays natural with the actors, while also keeping their faces visible?

I feel like I have the energy but without direction it just makes me tired. I wouldnt mind the hardship but I dont find anything I'd like to try. No ideas. Nothing.

>>19899973
no

>>19899983
>>19899991
not that anon but can i just film with my phone's camera ? i don't have an operational proper camera.
or maybe I should just edit together some footage and draw a narrative out of them, though it probably demands a lot more skill than the former.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=holTwDr4RtI

>>19900051
>not that anon but can i just film with my phone's camera ?
You can.
>or maybe I should just edit together some footage and draw a narrative out of them, though it probably demands a lot more skill than the former.
You mean found footage?
look... I'm not going to say "no" but the real question is: what skill(s) are you trying to actually hoping develop out of this?
If you shoot something with your phone, you'll learn a little bit of the whole process: from writing, to directing actors, but also editing for narrative.
Ideally you should do both.

>>19900058
not really found footage. more of a transformative type of deal. think something like can dialectics break bricks or video mixtapes or jon bois documentaries...etc. developing pure editing skills would be a good goal to get from it, learning how to subvert an initial piece of media into something completely different.

>>19899971
My boyfriend has a really big dick.

I haven't changed my underwear in 2 years.

Bully me into finally reading The Phenomenology of Spirit. Hegel is a spinozist and as a Spinoza follower I must read it. But I am procrastinating it because I force myself to autistically rewrite important paragraphs of every philosophy book I read by hand so as to understand them better and it's physically traumatizing to me.

>>19899846
>I have some ideas that I would love to be able to express in a visual way.
I am very curious, what are your ideas? What are the stories you would like to tell, can you talk about that a little? I am like you too.

>>19898544
Today will be the day I will finally end this chapter and move onto the next one. There’s never a right place or time but no longer will that hold me back.

>>19900097
Just read it. Stop being autistic. Just read the fucking book. When you read it a second time, take light notes. Watch all of half hour Hegel and take notes from that. Approach it differently. Don’t let yourself get in the way of yourself.

I still have no valentines date and now my GPU broke....
Literally just end this, end this nightmare, it hurts so much....

>>19900129
which graphics card you had?

>>19900068
I have no idea what any of those reference points are so I probably can't help you. It sounds like you're already sold on it though.
I'm still not sure what your goal is, to develop editing skills to do what? The other anon has these stories he wants to tell, so to me I feel pretty confident telling them to get shooting a shitty short film. But for you, I don't know what your end game is?

>>19899768
This looks like when you get in to the weird and desperate section of a stock image site.

>>19900131
GTX 970
It lasted me 7 years
Now it has withered, a painful reminder that all things are impermanent....

>just be a goober!
>you CAN be graceful and silly!
>dont take yourself so seriously!
>i promise ill respect you! it's just that I'll also be laughing at you the whole time!

How can you justify living as a buffoon? They have a point, but they dont understand the context of it. They only know that confidence turns them on, and that you being resilient to (read: altogether unaware of) external judgement frees them to 1. act idiotic too.
2. laugh at you

How can you have respect but not be in control of the form it takes?

>>19899789
>muh war
you have a fedora-tipper's taste

I'm sorry, Kuroikaze from oc (dot) ormgas.org. I was a stupid little shit in IRC chat. I was 13. I didn't know what the fuck I was talking about. That should have been obvious with the sentence that I typed out, "I'm like an English major." I literally didn't know what being an anything major meant, I just thought it meant like being a history buff or something like that.
Though now that I think about it, you were at least 22 years old and married and argued with a teenager.
Fuck I said a lot of stupid shit. At least the vidya music was good.

>>19900113
did you do it

I act a fool for my own enjoyment first and foremost. If anyone else gets enjoyment out of that then alrighty then. Middle school and high school have made me perfectly self aware that others are going to make their own judgements. To the point in which I simply no longer give a fuck.

Anyone that laughs at or is way too invested in how I act, I can guarantee has aspects of them that others would find weird/cringe/bafoonish. They're just too stuck on how other's view them to fully embrace themselves. Which is probably why they are so hyper focused one what other people do.

>>19900180
Thank you for your perspective but what I'm having trouble with is the unintentional buffoonery.
You must feel shame at some points in your life.
How do you justify not adjusting yourself?

>>19900120
Yeah man. Thanks. I'm reading it. It's very exciting already.

I always wondered why I sucked at mathematics, chess, strategy games, and basically everything that involves logic.
I sure lack of self-confidence, but also I'm realizing that I'm just full of emotions, and that's where my intelligence and my strength lie.
I can be pure love or pure hate and direct these energies in an act of creation or to connect with the infinite, and that can be extremely powerful. There is nothing to be ashamed of. This single thought is enough to give me confidence and self-belief.

>>19900191
I like you, anon.

>>19899246
time to pull out the zyklon B

>>19900180
This is a truly interesting approach.

What are your guys’ sleeping schedule like? I feel like I’m naturally inclined to being nocturnal. When I go to bed in the morning, I easily sleep a straight nine hours. When I go to bed at night, I wake up several times and only end up getting six or seven hours.

>>19900139
holy kek

i am really attracted to frumpy asian moms

i don't know why, but this is my fate i guess

I had one beer and it's made me sad

>>19900191
I see your wisdom here. Thank you.
Why dont you quote me?

Was Ted Kaczynski or Leo Tolstoy a buffoon?
Every woman would want to have a formidable thinker like that for a lover, wouldnt they? (inb4 hurr women dont guve a fuck about philosophy. the point is that these men are dignified in their formidable nature.)
So - how can they, with all their dignity, be lovable, but me, a buffoon with none, be equally so?

"Because dignity is projected outward naturally, even from the buffoon."
But by that definition there are no buffoons. Only those that realize they are, are. And that just isn't true. I know there are people whom you judge to be buffoons despite being one hundred percent confident in their own dignity.

>>19900232
But, all the same there is a truth to this hypocrisy that stands.
Dignity IS, at least partially projected outwards - Earned through an obstinate confidence.

But those great thinkers - do you not think that they have dignity THRUST ONTO them, from without? It comes from RECOGNITION doesnt it?
They didnt decide to have dignity, they didnt project it outward, it is what they have, automatically, by virtue of being respected. Reputation precedes them!
How can that even be, if reputation - respect - comes from within, and not without?

>>19898544
I am worried that uncle ted is getting too popular and that 4 chan, contrarian as it is, will turn against him.

>>19900220
I just saw your reply. Thanks, I'm glad to see other people relating to this thought, or this "worldview" somehow.

>>19900232
>the point is that these men are dignified in their formidable nature
and that women, invariably, NEED and DESIRE, dignity in their mates.

>>19900201
I hate going to bed in the morning (or late at night), but it's hard to keep a normal sleep schedule.
But I think the worst is that most of the time I fall asleep staring at my phone and it fucks up the next day. Reading before sleep is way better but most of the time I'm simply too anxious to read in silence before getting to bed.

>>19900185
Ah. I mean, yeah. I reckon there's two main routes one can take with that. It's either something you are made aware of and decide you don't like/want to change. So you learn from it and work on adjusting. Or you accept it as part of you and embrace it. And I try to analyze if it's something I enjoy doing/expressing and how much shame is second hand from judgement.

>>19900201
you must live in a quiet place. or be used to noise.
im nocturnal because of my work schedule, that's it. when it wasnt work, it was horrible habits, and their resulting nihilism, that kept me up. not nature.

Imagine how different your life would be if you were a sexually attractive male.
Imagine getting regular validation from desirable women.
Imagine enjoying free pussy without simping or paying.

>>19900265
>made aware of and decide you don't like/want to change. So you learn from it and work on adjusting
this repulsed my ex.
it projected a lack of confidence.
i feel she was right to be repelled.
most people who only know me superficially dont know how constantly i work on myself...but she saw what i wreck i was.
i feel bad. she was constantly trying to convince me to be comfortable, and i couldnt justify integrating that advice.
it actually felt insulting to me.
im having a lot of trouble digesting these facts.

>>19900283
Don't have to.

>>19900283
if it were easy, you wouldnt value it.
you'd call it cheap pussy.
you can get there without the looks by merely recognizing what a pitiful human being that tatted, smoking realdoll in your webm is.
seriously anon that is a really stupid girl.
ive never seen someone so thoroughly wrecked by the desire to seem cool. and you know she thinks she's got it down because the dick is getting achieved regularly enough.

>>19900283
i have a girlfriend who loves me, that's enough.

About 15 pages into Frederic Bastiat "The Law"
Very similar to Gustave De Molinari "The Production Of Security"

Got done with some Rene Girard. Liked the concept of the "scapegoat mechanism". He seemed towards the end to be more favorable towards free market economies than mist postmoderns. I guess that's refreshing. He also mentioned he liked Seinfeld.

>>19900297
Sounds like a cope to me tbf.
A guy like you or me is less than an insect in her eyes.
>really stupid girl
All women are narcissistic midwits

>>19900311
you're ill

no love, affection or any closeness to any real existing person, just isolation, loneliness and pain. All I have to do is jerk off to random hot bitches on my screen.

>>19900300
But you're simping and probably paying for shit too, naturally attractive man doesn't have to.

>>19900311
She's certainly inclined to feel that way but we both know better. Look at how she's deformed her physical body inside and out. Imagine what she's done to her soul. That's not a valuable creature. The sight of it should cause you to grimace. If you're really pure it should awaken benevolent pity, at best.

>>19900311
>All women are narcissistic midwits
why do you wanna have sex with them then

>>19900320
>paying for shit too

we take turns

I need to find a hobby other than reading

>>19900283
I got checked out at the beach today

>>19900329
Was he cute?

>>19900311
>All women are narcissistic midwits
half of them. the other half are just as narcissistic and half as intelligent.
doesnt make any of them valuable.
the girl in your webm was not a midwit. she may have been born with some middling IQ but her wits have all completely gone from her as she grew up and decided it was more important to have nice eyebrows or whatever the fuck. thats how an undignified retard looks and acts. that's an animal built to receive cum.

>>19900283
Im fine with being ugly.

>>19900325
ask yourself what does one have to do with the other
>>19900317
why is this thread suddenly full of simps
go to /adv/ and annoy people there.

>>19900336
>that's an animal built to receive cum
hot

>>19900334
no

yes

>>19900283
Why do incels not understand that even if you're attractive you still have to put in a lot of effort to get girls? I keep telling /adv/ - Brad Pitt could be making a bitch froth so much she'll slip over on her own wetness, but she'll still expect him to walk up to her and start flirting.

>>19900283
ruined my fucking thread
fuck you

Last night I dreamed I was fucking a Chinese qt, this morning I dreamt I was spotting some guy who was bench pressing. In the second dream my physique was GODLY and much closer to my goals than present! Wat mean? Guide me, oh oracle of the Chans.

>>19900329
>>19900344
There are so many hot Korean and Japanese guys at my beach.

>>19900353
you have your objective in sight and your means of achieving it worked out.
>i want to fuck
>im confident that working out will get me there

>>19900353
It means your mother is going to die soon. Tell her you love her and hug her extra tight next time you see her.

>>19900336
By the tone of your post, you are the one acting like an undignified retard. If we weren't covered by the veil of anonimity and this was a real life discussion, you would embarrass yourself by speaking like this, making yourself look pretentious and dumb.

>>19900354
Korean men are hot.

>>19898544
You folks realize what's going on with little Walnuts right? Repressed homosexuality. Maybe in China he wouldn't have developed this psychology, but in the West a different sort of man predominates, taller, physically more imposing, with generally finer, more chiseled features. So Waldun, unbeknownst to himself, is yearning after these features, if he could become them he would at the drop of his french bonnet, but he can't realistically at all, and so this is where the real undermining of his heterosexuality begins. Being already low T compared to the Caucasian types that still predominate in Australia, his subconscious is causing him to develop "unnatural" feminine attachments to the Western masculine "refined" physical types that he so clearly idealizes (no accident thus the interest in classic Western fashion); tis but a mere skip for these feminine attachments to manifest as a literal crush on precisely the sort of real flesh and blood exemplar of the sort of sophisticated, aristocratic Shelleyean Caucasian male he so dearly pines to become. His position, in fact, isn't very different at all from the male transgender who wishes above all things to be that gorgeous blooming young girl, bursting with physical and emotional beauty and that, btw, seems quite difficult, if not impossible, to find outside the phenotypic latitudes of the West. Indeed, under the surface, at the unconscious psychic root of things, both the male-to-female transgender and the sort of repressed homosexual exemplified by Waldun may well be mere accidental variations on one underlying distorted psychological "mirror stage" phenomenon

Twinks.

my dad was eaten by a gorilla but nobody believes me when i tell the story

>>19900397
Eats crackers and leaves?

>>19900357
I like the direct and practical method of interpreting dreams, where the symbol is sometimes so obvious you can't believe it. Perhaps you are right! It's especially fun to insist the surreal aspects of dreams are literal and have bijective correspondence to the real world. I often overcomplicate these things.

>>19900360
She is eternal, so you are mistaken on the first part. Second is sagely, nonetheless.

>>19900397
I will absolutely believe you and implore you to tell the story.

>>19900284
I can see her perspective. But it's incomplete data she (or any outside person) is dealing with. Sounds like it may be coming from the right place but one that isn't considering your perspective/the full picture.

I personally think that part of growing is to have acceptance of where you are at currently while working on said growth. That brings the kind of comfort that leads to and projects confidence instead of placidity.

And when it comes to things that you embrace about yourself/don't want to change, that's up to you to decide. It can be understandable that those in our life that care would want us to embrace these traits/interests free of worry from those that ultimately don't matter. But it's not for them to decide.

I used to think that being semi-isolated in the middle of bum fucked nowhere was a curse. But if you let it, it brings about a lot of time with oneself/heavy self reflection. And observation of others (from the outside looking in).

Knowing yourself and who you are while also knowing who you aren't and embracing that is part of the key to a happy life. Knowing what you want and don't want out of it and then going for it. Knowing the kinds of people you want in your life and those you want to do your best to avoid. Embracing who you are and not giving a shit about those whom don't match your wavelength.

Doesn't make getting out of the isolated area or regaining/developing social skills that have deteriorated. But the strides to do so are easier than they were before diving inward.

I have finally realised that I have given up.

>>19899762
Zig and Sharko is better.

>>19898544
I almost just masturbated in a dream, but then I overcame by rising up and screaming. Extremely weird because I also had an overwhelming desire to achieve greatness in my dream and started seeing images of kings and giant structures but then I got the urge to masturbate and almost became defeated exactly like real life. Weird because dreams are supposed to be where you satisfy your subconscious sexual desire, but I think that because I am at a higher level of consciousness than the average person, I never truly become unconscious even while sleeping. I always think quite clearly in my dream and can remember exact wordings of things and always know in the back of my mind that I am dreaming. Not the first time this has happened. One I got the urge to masturbate in a dream and it manifested as a monster in my room and I became a knight and killed it by slicing it in half, it felt like a great effort and I was extremely powerful in that moment

>>19900396
<3

I gave up once. But then I gave up on it.

I was going to give up but I never got around to it.

>>19900578
Yeah

I am obsessed with decadence. I am so obsessed with decadence that I have the ambition to write a book about it. Everyone around me is under the impression that the world is a chaotic time bomb waiting to burst, but everything I see is the polar opposite. Life in liberal democracy is imprisonment, it’s damnation to a hell of tedium and boredom, and every protest against it is a passive commodity for the masses to regurgitate amongst themselves. There is no revolution, there is no progress, there is no creativity, there is no passion or compassion. Modern life is a just a void and everyone who thinks otherwise is in denial. If the world truly was the insane cesspool that normies think it was, then I would welcome it. If we were all drafted into a war, at least it would give us some sort of purpose. Can anyone imagine caring about something so much that they would ever fight and die for it? Not even the supposed radicals of our era can commit to public vandalism without eventually waving protest slogans invented by corporations. It’s all the same shit over and and over and over, and everyone tolerates it.

I fucked up my class selection. I have 6 classes in 4 months and a final paper to work on. I'm starting to doubt if I'll make it, guys.

>>19900578
It happened to me recently, really upset me to realize that I gave up without my own conscious permission. Qht8p

I have a girlfriend but I still feel lonely.

>>19900201
Unemployed. Insomnia. Community college. Depressed. So I sleep at 7am and wake up at 2pm.

>>19900605
Have sex

>>19900616
With you?

>>19900620
With her
<-

>>19900626
she literally has a nigger sleazebag face and you can tell she is like a third mexican. If you actually think this is attractive you should kill yourself

>>19900664
lets see your face then

>>19900676
I am both above average attractiveness and 100% white

>>19900703
prove it

>>19900708
>post your face on 4chan

>>19900714
What, you don't want to end up in collage like this?

>>19900664
You're hallucinating.

>>19900723
do you think women will want to fuck you if you white knight for random whores on a manganese plum growing forum?

>>19900664
HAHAHAHAHAHA THE ABSOLUTE STATE OF 4CHAN.

>>19900714
What a weazily little gaslighter you are.

>>19900605
Have sex.

>>19900531
Yes. It is more difficult to go within oneself than the venture outside. If you have done the former then you may authentically connect with the outside world at your discretion.

I don't think the converse is necessarily possible. We do not, contrary to common conception, "discover ourselves," through others. We can distract ourselves with others, sure. But the innate will of a man has to be something he attains alone. There's something at the most fundamental level that invariant across circumstance.

>>19900605
I agree 100%. It's a dire time, even in the animal kingdom. Rats are more numerous than ever. New York has 'super rats' the size of house cats. Meanwhile, lions are endangered. They might be extinct in a hundred years. It's a great time to be a rat, but a terrible time to be a lion.
It's a similar pattern in today's human societies. The sleaziest shit bag sex addict druggie faggot fucktards are having the time of their lives (people like this >>19900616) but society builders and conquers are going mad from inactivity and forced mediocrity. This retarded little bitch >>19900616 genuinely believes his response is clever, and that he's the reasonable party between the two of you. He is the rat, chewing crumbs, fornicating, sleeping, thriving, totally unaware of how wretched he is compared to a lion, or how vile he appears to a higher intellect like God or a higher life form somewhere in the universe.

>>19900311
>A guy like you or me is less than an insect in her eyes.
And should guys like you and me care about some dumb slut's opinion?

>>19900817
>seething so hard he quotes the same post twice

>>19900342
>why is this thread suddenly full of simps
>go to /adv/ and annoy people there.
fuck you, it said what's on your mind

>>19900840
> makes note of a thing I did
> includes the word 'seething'
HOLY PWNED
Kill yourself, retard.

>>19900840
Lmao

>>19900840
>ur img file
I don't get it. White Nationalists are the least cucked, because they don't bootlick niggers and they aren't afraid to stand up for their people.

>>19900817
>New York has 'super rats' the size of house cats. Meanwhile, lions are endangered. They might be extinct in a hundred years. It's a great time to be a rat, but a terrible time to be a lion.
LMAO FOR REAL? IS THIS KINDERGARTEN? LOL FUCK OUT OF HERE WITH THE LITTLE KIDDIE ANIMAL METAPHORS

>>19900877
It's a satiric title. /pol/tard calls everyone a "cuck" despite being a sexless loser himself.

>>19900877
>White Nationalists are the least cucked, because they don't bootlick niggers and they aren't afraid to stand up for their people.
Oh yeah right, white nationalists totally aren't the ones who have the biggest BBC fetish and hallucinate interracial sex everywhere. Fucking cuck.

What are you looking forward to?

>>19900884
But that's not really true. White Nationalists probably have a lower percentage of incels than the general population

>>19900892
My Gesamtkunstwerk

>>19900881
No, they're real:

>>19900881
Underage faggot, it was perfect to illustrate my point, and I stand by it. Think of a better one, you retarded bitch

>>19900891
Are you serious? They aren't. Why are you projecting your sexual insecurities?

>>19900896
>White Nationalists probably have a lower percentage of incels than the general population
This sounds like a very credible statement! Who said this? You? I believe you.

>>19900881
No, they're real,: https://www.standard.co.uk/news/london/monster-rats-the-size-of-cats-found-on-south-london-housing-estate-a3226916.html#comments-area

>>19900892
200 grams of kratom should arrive tomorrow.

>>19900906
Retarded bitch this, underage faggot that. Why so much hatred and resentment! Please stop cursing, this is a civilized thread.

>>19900907
Sarcasm is often a sign of cognitive dissonance and is used when a person has no real argument.

White gangsters like the Aryan Brotherhood aren't exactly incels, groups like Attomwaffen or Patriot Front are all pretty fit. Figure it out.

>>19900896
Fucking kek, have you ever been to /pol/? Just to clarify, it's not a mockery of general right-wing populace (rednecks still breed like rats) but the terminally online white nationalist who gets zero pussy.

>>19900892
Learning japanese to play jrpgs
And learning to draw to get fame and attention
And learning to play guitar to make songs
And learning to program to get mone
And good morning, everyone

>>19900918
Fuck off you turbo nigger ass diddling lefty cuck

>>19900910
I'm not saying they aren't real, I don't actually give a fuck about New York rat news, I was saying your rat metaphor is retarded. Humans aren't lions or rats, it's a pity you still think in tropes from children's fairytales.

>>19900892
Nothing.

>>19900921
Anyone 'terminally online' probably has issues with women. And yes, I go to pol all the time, it's one of the better boards here, unfortunately, because even /lit/ is full of retards now

>>19900919
>Sarcasm is often a sign of cognitive dissonance and is used when a person has no real argument.
Did you know that an aversion towards sarcasm and a lack of understanding of it is a sign of autism spectrum disorder?

>>19900927
> humans aren't rats
> doesn't understand what an analogy is
I already told you to kill yourself. Why don't you listen?

>>19900929
>I go to pol all the time, it's one of the better boards here
Hmmmmm

>>19900932
I wouldn't have been able to point out it was sarcasm if I didn't understand it, you fucking retard. Did you know inability to process basic logic is a sign of being a fucking retard?

>>19900933
This faggot really imagines I will kill myself because he told me to on 4chan. Kek.

>>19900938
It's unfortunate, I know, because it really is a shit board. Yet still, one of the better boards here.

>>19900929
i used to go to /pol/ but now when I go I am dumbfounded by how I ever managed to browse that board because the average IQ there is obviously 90 or below. Seriously the same retarded thread after thread and there is zero point in arguing with anyone. even /nsg/ just has a bunch of retards and the people that aren't retarded are naive because they actually think they are accomplishing something on /pol/ and can get to any of the retards there

>>19900941
Yes, I fully and unironically expect you to do it, you special ed fairy world fucktard

>>19900939
And this is precisely why I said "aversion and lack of understanding", not just lack of understanding. Aversion towards sarcasm (even whilst understanding it) is also a sign of autism.

>>19900945
>Seriously the same retarded thread after thread and there is zero point in arguing with anyone
That's /lit/ too, my friend.

There are better boards. Do some searching on yandex. You'll find them.

>>19900952
you gotta be retarded if you can't see the difference between /pol/ and /lit/. yeah if you look at the lowest common denominator it's the same but people are obviously more intelligent here

>>19900949
Sarcasm is the lowest form of humor, worse than puns. If that makes me autistic, then so be it

>>19900955
I agree /lit/ is a little more intelligent but not less schizophrenic than /pol/. The sheer insanity of this board is staggering.

>>19900929
>And yes, I go to pol all the time, it's one of the better boards here,

>>19900977
Where else do you find gems like this?

>>19899378
fasting can help quiet the mind. it's like when there is excess energy it has to be expended, but when you're hungry some part of your brain begins to save energy where it can, and so it shaves off the top level of anxiety from your mind and just leaves something relatively quiet and nice. you can go from waking up until sundown. maximum recommended is every two days. I aim to do two days a week. I'm not a buddhist but I know buddha said something to the effect that such and such a thing was always worthwhile, as it was a waking moment not spend in desire. Fasting curbs desire.

>>19900994
Personally I have this saved from /lit/.

/pol/ is the best board because it's the fastest and bait is 100% guaranteed to work.

Quirked up white boy with a little bit of swag busts it down sexual style...

>>19901020
How about this one?

>>19900314
this desu senpai

What did xir mean by this?
>>19901033

>>19901051
Is he goated with the sauce?

I caved
I checked my ex's facebook
saw her face again
I've held out a couple of months without checking
for the first time I was not so affected by it
she's beautiful but you know
we're all moving on I guess
bothers me how much I still think of her though. I unironically suspect it's a kind of cope for sometihng else. While I'm hung up on her there's something else I'm not thinking of/doing.

>>19900892
a family hopefully

>>19901058
the problem is that she saved my life once
if that hadn't happened I could have happily decided we had nothing to do with one another and be done with it
but clearly it is impossible to decide that a person who saved your life is not important to you
so here we are
it was good to make her real at least
fantasies idealize. seeing her again, reading her stuff, you remember this is just an imperfect person.
I don't want to see her again
I also want to marry her
and on it goes
but it gets better I think
it's just so dumb that it goes round and round. nothing new happens, you just think the same shit over and over and over and over and over and over and over and then you find yourself hating her and then you find yourself talking to a pillow 2 hours before going to bed.

=qsec2oSqDuU

girl shoving a fooking cucumber in her pussy and it is available for everyone on yt, it fucking 12 years old and not even removed yet

>>19901112
kek 48 views... how did you find this? is it your pussy?

>>19899750
>>19899807
>In early 2011, an acquaintance of a Lantis employee leaked that Hirano had sexual relations with three of her male band members, leading to the dismissal of all four of them
I read this implying that the fourth member of her band didn't get to fuck her but still got fired, kek
>>19900892
potentially dates with two different girls next week... that's literally all I have to look forward to over the next 6 months.
Honestly there's nothing else, no employment, no creative projects, no parties, no concerts, nothing...

>>19900892
finding out how to be happy

>>19901135
>

>>19901121
>>>/g/85621215

i made this thread on /g/ regarding the MVI shit i found and 1 anon somehow found this

My house is falling apart and this shitty climate doesn't help. Time to stop being a neet, get a job and fix this mess

Would it be very bad to ask an 18 year old girl out on a date as a 25 year old man? She showed clear interest in me and is now approaching me on social media

>>19901214
Literally nothing wrong with that, have fun. It only upsets 25+ year old hags who themselves had older boyfriends at 18.

>>19901194
Who's that on the wall

>>19901226
I think it's an old nintendo exec

>>19901214
It'll be fine. I have a couple of friends who were 20 year olds and dated 30 year old guys.

>>19901231
The church of waluigi

thinking about deck of tarot cards
they seem fun
plus ladies might like them

>>19901248
Do it. All the hoes love tarot now.

>>19901261
do you own a deck?
what can you do with one except fortune telling

>>19901263
Very much recommended. I got a vintage style RWS deck, read 6 books on history/theory of tarot and devised an original method of crafting stories from the cards I draw. The very first reading reavealed a perfectly sensible combination of protagonist, conflict, setting and three act plotline. I'm writing it right now.

>>19901269
I have no idea what any of that means, but congratulations?
seems interesting, but also quite personal, not sure if it's for me

>>19901121
I once found hardcore porn on youtube and posted it in some thread. It had quite a lot of views and it was like 2 or 3 years old at the time, but some time after I posted it, youtube took it down, probably some anon reported it.
It was a milf getting fucked by a twink and it was made by brazzers or some other big porn company, it wasn't amateur stuff.

>>19901248
Tarot is great. Wether you believe in it or not, it's still an interesting and relevant way to meditate and come to a greater understanding of yourself.

>>19901276
You can also use the deck for deep introspection, the symbols there are universal and encompass different mythologies and archetypes. Very interesting topic to study.

>>19898544
College is stressing me out. And I feel like I’m going insane because of this Groundhog Day monotonous nonsense. Can’t wait for when I finally get out of here

>>19901325
oh boy.

>>19899768
How are the translations? Im always sus about penguin

>>19901325
>Groundhog Day monotonous nonsense. Can’t wait for when I finally get out of here
It only gets far worse after college, you should enjoy the last years of your youth while you still can

>>19901335
This. Fuck bitches while you can

>>19898544
I'm new to Twitter and would like to befriend someone there as I'm in need of new friends. I replied to one of their tweets and ever since then, they liked a few tweets but didn't reply me back. Either they ignored me or didn't see my reply. I have evidence that it's the later actually but in any case, I decided to just delete my tweet.
This is probably not the best place to ask since most anons just stick to imageboards but any tips on how to befriend someone on Twitter? Should I just try again and hope they answer me back? DM'ing is out of question because I read how people never notice DM requests from people they don't follow.

i feel like my spirit will die before my body does. then again, i am sick

>>19901368
Twitter is not a good place to meet new friends, it's a public forum. If you want to make friends online join a Discord server or something

>>19901335
>It only gets far worse after college
Speak for yourself!

>>19901456
our spirit died the moment we worn torn from the ether and imprisoned in this mortal world
it is only when the flesh is weakened are we reunited with it again

Sometimes I go and sit on staircases behind buildings, or in nooks, or laneways at night.

I was trying to train myself to look only at the spaces between things, make shapes from the negative spaces. Like when you draw a chair by outlining the spaces in-between. Then I thought, what if there was a negative-lifeform that exists only in the space between things, the movement of its surroundings was its existence. Then I thought lol that sounds like me. Then I thought what if the surroundings of this negative-life were also only defined by what is around them, that it is all negatives defined by negatives. Then I thought "woah".

>>19901498
What zero pussy does to a mf

>>19901490
stupid pagan
why dont you kill yourself and be whole immediately

>>19901498
have you read non-places by marc auge?

>>19901533
No, but it looks interesting. Thank you.

>remember some cringe I did a decade ago
>make noises to shoo it away while pacing around

>>19901572
Embrace it, let it wash over you. Smile and enjoy it. Fighting makes it worse.

>>19901575
But enough about my favourite pickup lines.

I havent changed my underwear in 8 days

Everything I do is Dialectics

>>19901572
What noises?

i have the chance to learn how to make actual music for free on my laptop right now, i've had it for many years, yet i keep rationalizing my laziness with this asinine principle of preferring the loose and unpredictable feeling of playing music on an instrument with my own hands as opposed to what essentially is programming music. i wish i could get a decent bass for cheap around these parts of the world.
or maybe i was just never destined to make good music. or even be someone good, for that matter.

>>19901575
>>19901581
Kek
>>19901599
Squeeks and grunts, I might be mentally ill

>>19901607
Are you me?
>assembled humo studio for around 2500 euros
>never record anything, just strum guitars sometimes
>downloaded like 900GB of software and VSTs
>can't be arsed to use, just strum guitar sometimes

>>19901615
>humo
*home. How embarrassing.

I wanna subscribe to those a book a month services
not because I want to read them, but because I want to fill up my shelves with books, also because I'm a hoarder

>>19901628
isn't it easier and cheaper to buy used books?

>>19901639
but that takes effort

>>19901640
it's like a mental illness
here's some money, now send me some shit to hoard

>be me
>be mentally ill
>post on /lit/

>>19901615
i understand your struggles man. it's a paralysis by analysis coupled with the overabundance of choices that makes the task seem so daunting. making decent music really shouldn't be that hard at all, i mean, just look at the people who are doing it.
it's just that i convinced myself that i thrive better with physical feedback, but that's another lame cop-out.
i'll fire up reaper today. promise.

I read, but I have no love for wisdom (nor brains for it) or appreciation of aesthetics. I just do it to kill time and for pseudo-intellectual posturing. Oh wow, haha, so deleuzianbergsoniankafkaesquemishimaesque indeed! Oh wow, I can vaguely understand that reference! I can even make my own references! All this pointless reading, all for nothing. Just to pretend like I'm some smart man, when actually I'm an absolute scatterbrained moron who will never amount to anything.

>>19901666
Just feel the vibe

I suspect I have responsibilities I'm neglecting.
perhaps if I balkanized my brain we could do it all at once. smaller units. not one thing dominating the whole all the time.
I think I did balkanize it when I was younger. it was very unhealthy. I just want to take the big stuff and make it small. settle it. find some point of view which doesn't require more thinking, but which answers adequately all requirements of hte situation. maybe not perfectly, but this perfection is too specific. chasing it is too complex, I can't win. if I can just say: "mercy will do, if I get the chance; and the rest is up to God". This should be doable. Simply saying "no more harm is good enough, and all of the rest of it can stuff it". We'll see. I bet I won't be able to hold on to this. Oh my Lord, how I have become intoxicated with Your creation.

>>19901655
>in the beginning
>be me
>be mentally ill
>post on /lit/
>God said: let there be light

>>19901666
look for beauty where you find it. there are only two good values for action that isn't religious (and I'm not gonna shove religious onto you): beauty and compassion. look for beauty or be useful. If you don't find it in reading then look elsewhere. no one on /lit/ reads, you don't have to change your shitposting. and God knows best.

>ayy
>be
>see

my dream is to live on a farm...
or maybe it'd be a ranch
or maybe I just want to die, don't know

I just posted cringe on another board

I like the irony that the country with the most conservative indo-european language and the most aryan population has basically an African flag and is the capital of basketball in Europe.

>>19901657
Yeah, perfectly put. I genuinely regret downloading all that shit because it's only intimidating. Obviously I won't delete it either, what if...
By the way, if you're looking for a cheap bass, I can definitely recommend Epiphone EB-0. It's a one trick pony for that fuzzy subterranean sound but for 200 bucks (it was on sale at the time) you can hardly do better, I love the wine-devil look of it as well.

>>19901686
https://wwoof.net/
you can try it out

>>19901368
Make sure to have a nice profile picture and name, some quality posts, and a coherent bio. Throw in a pronoun or two for good measure.
Your tweets should be easy to understand without needing much additional context, and not be the wrong kind of whiny or mean. Until you know what you're doing, it's better to be a little too basic than too weird. If you're cute, posting photos helps a ton.

Try to build a following. Respond to people, retweet them, and follow accounts. Make sure to interact with your mutuals, like their stuff often, and comment on their posts.

I found twitter decent for making friends, but it usually happens when you don't expect it. It's much easier to befriend people who are interested in you already, so try to keep your eyes open and don't miss them.
If you want to target a specific person, try break into their bubble first. Make them curious about you before you talk to them. In your case, just do that before you hit them up again.

Good luck!

>>19901699
seems interesting, might do it before I kill myself

is it cowardice to want to retire away from the world despite having seen so little of it at an early age? it's not that people or the world itself scare me, i just don't trust myself to do good at all.

>>19901806
You need at least some experience with friends, parties, drinking/drugs, and most importantly sex.

Then you're free to go hermit. Otherwise yes it is cowardice.

>>19901457
I agree. I'm looking to join a few discord servers for that purpose as well. If it wasn't for this specific person which I found interesting and approachable, I wouldn't really bother with Twitter apart from liking stuff.

>>19901700
Thanks for the effort post. I already follow some accounts, started to like tweets and posted a comment on something which got a like but I have yet to retweet something. I just want to target a specific person for now so I will keep that mind.

>>19901829
i'm not very interested in those aspects besides friends, which i already have and cherish very much. i don't worry about sex, marriage isn't an issue where i live, even for the reclusive.

>>19901829
>most importantly sex.
you dont need that

>>19901882
That's what you need the most

>>19901887
Why would I need it most out of all the other things?

>>19901887
Unless you're baiting, that's a very womanly thing to say. It shocked when i realized how desperate they were to have sex, especially those who realized the oncoming doom of the wall. I remember telling my ex that i didn't mind passing away as a virgin at all and she acted like i was saying the most outlandish thing in the world, couldn't believe it.
Don't be a woman.

>>19901829
Terrible advice. Represents everything wrong with our current culture

>>19901902
Men are the same. I know a bunch of old boomers who tell me "youth is wasted on the young" because I dont have much an interest in casual sex

>>19901898
It's basic human function, arguably the only purpose of your existence, and feels fucking great too. Rawdog creampie is like a drug.
>>19901902
Kek, yeah. Because it's so masculine to avoid sex, right? Get your testosterone levels checked or transition.

>>19901806
>i just don't trust myself to do good at all.
This is fear. You are scared.

>>19901945
>rawdog creampie is the only purpose of your existence
Lol you absolute nigger of spirit, you. How does it feel to be a fucking whore?

>>19901902
Men are exactly the same.

>>19901945
There is no telos in biology

>>19901956
Seething incel. No matter how high on copium you get, you are biologically wired to fuck bitches.

>>19901945
>>19901981
despicable

>>19902006
Have sex loser

>>19900892
some sort of redemption

>>19901135
let me know if you find a way. I could use happiness myself.

>>19900892
Gonna get drunk with some bros for the super bowl. Also gonna go back to college soon. Hoping I can do it right and not be a total sperg this time

>>19902014
Make me

>>19902093
Recommended reading

>>19902117
No, make me have sex. FORCE me to.

>>19902150
This is getting a little weird bro...

i just saw a hot girl on twitter who really liked my favorite book and now i am imagining going on a date with her where we talk about it

>>19900366
if this were real life you'd be distracted by shit that doesn't matter. here you're confronted with the truth of my words.

>>19900853
not you asshole.
completely derailed the thing.

>>19900467
your post brought me some peace

>>19898544
This board made me realize science is the only intelligent thing humans do.

my brain has been balkanized

>>19902469
"""what does THAT mean, anonymous???"""

>>19900763
Yeah. If anything, I imagine it harder to discover ourselves while immersed in the outside. Too much noise and input from others. But I do believe we find parts of ourselves through/in others.

>>19902475
whats his endgame?
https://archived.moe/lit/search/text/my%20brain%20has%20been%20balkanized/page/1/

>>19900743
>gaslighting by calling a nongaslighter gaslighter
fuck you and your species

there are three (3) video games that are universally recommendable to all. They are, in order of descending quality
1. Machinarium
2. Hollow Knight
3. Mario 64

.
https://youtu.be/bz6jN746NOk
honorable mention is the original Deus Ex, but some normies may find it a bit too daunting desu. Same goes for the original DOOM.

Grandma died today

I wish I had money right now.

>>19902550
Sorry to hear that

>>19902555
What for?

>>19902572
Invest in language learning, personal things and a new cellphone.

>>19902624
Kinda boring desu

>>19902627
What would you do with money?

>>19902632
Expensive bourbon and helium tank

>>19902550
my condolences

>>19898544
nobody cares about your shitty music neck yourself already I preferred the feet editions over this

>>19902543
Hollow Knight is kinda lame desu

new thread
>>19902676
>>19902676
>>19902676

How do I stop being lonely?

>>19902679
Objectively shit taste

>>19900892
Elden Ring, but I'm not sure MY aging PC can run it.

>>19900933
>posts from his phone
Yikes.

Death is endless

>>19904151
So why am I alive