/lit/ - Literature

>>19790358
Going out for a date in half hour! Cute, smart girl. We're all gonna make it bros.

>>19790358
Need to drive my mom to the airport, but the covid results haven't arrived yet. The cunts in Germany want the test to be no older than 48hrs, but the cunts here say it takes 3 days. Fuck this clown world.
Reading Stages on Life's Way by Kierkegaard in the meantime.

>>19790358
I'm going to consume entertainment and read The Left Hand of Darkness today. Nothing else to do. My new job as a laboratory assistant in a pathology lab starts on Monday.
>>19790397
Don't fuck it up. Good luck.

Holidays are over, going back to work in 2 days, so depression kicking in again.
Trying to decide on what to study so I can go back to school, but don't even know what I want from life, so have an existential crisis.
Just end my suffering and kill me in my sleep.

>>19790358
I regret pussying out of my suicide. suicide hotlines just shower you with "you're so strong and shit nigga wow you beautiful cunt" and band-aid you for a bit, then suggest you get therapy. I've been isolating myself though and wont have enough money to pay the rent or food, partly a subconscious decision to further incite suicide. better luck next time I guess

>>19790358
i've cried all night and spent the entire day half-sleeping like everyday. not very good. gonna read a sorrow beyond dreams by handke later i think.

>>19791160
depending on where you live there might a way for you to get prescriptions for therapy. ask your doctor. i thought that it wasn't possible for me but turns out i just had to go my local mental health center and i got an appointment with a psychiatrist for a month later who might prescribe therapy sessions. it's in 10 days now so i'll see how it goes

I've been in an almost intellectually catatonic state these past weeks, I am terribly scared of the future and don't know what to do.

>>19790358
very well, fren! thanks for asking. unlike the rest of you self-pitying fags i've spent my holiday break eating healthy and getting toned. also been reading a lot and talking to some gorls. got a new tutoring job and starting to look at grad schools. gonna try to finish dante's purgatorio today.

>tfw just hitting the exact point where i feel like i'm actually reading naturally in a foreign language without needing to look more things up than i understand
>tfw it's happening with two languages i'm learning at once

>>19791354
Congratulations. I know that feeling and it's a good one. What languages?

i've come to some important realizations about my behavior lately and i have been much more productive and i'm finally feeling like myself. today i am going to work on a math problem and read a book and enjoy the beautiful blue sky and try to be thankful for all of the people who have been good to me. i don't feel at ease but i do feel driven. thanks anons, i hope your day is a great one too. congratulations on all of your successes.

>>19791160
time to turn yourself to Judaism and see miracles on a daily basis, start watching Yaron Reuven lectures

>>19790358
>nazi frog
>"frens"
go back to /pol/ you fucking loser and stop shitting up our board

Awfully, but there’s a subtle brightness.

>>19791512
Reddit moment

>>19791543
>no not my le heckin based secret club

reevaluate your life

>>19791813
Nigger

>>19790358
My ex who I dated for 4 years made out with someone else the week before christmas, while we were dating, and I'm still struggling a bit.
Worst part is trying to fix my appetite

>TFW no chaotic witch aunt

>>19790423
We're going on a second date tomorrow night. :)

>>19791850
JOSH SAID WHAT??? ABOUT TRINA AT THE PARTY AT BRADS PLACE???
NO WAY?!?!??!?!?!?

>>19792536
bitchy and for absolutely no reason at all

Took IQ test ... Can't believed I scored lowest on verbal intelligence. Explains a lot though.

not a literature thread
you're all losers

Pretty bad. I can't accept not achieving my ego ideal even though it was not anything particularly hard. I'm perpetually dissatisfied. I can't really apply myself even though I would like to. Employment prospects are bleak.

my job would be so good if I stopped putting on all the weight I lose back on and fucking myself over and making life hard for myself

Breddy okay, given the circumstances. Finished up some grad school applications yesterday, I think I've got a good chance of getting in this time. Waiting for reviewer feedback on a journal article I submitted just before Christmas. Half-drunk in a Mexican restaurant right now. I'll probably go home and watch an old horror movie or continue my reread of "The Good Soldier Svejk." tfw no gf, but I'm starting to be able to live with it again. There's a woman in Tulsa I'd like to see again, but I don't think that's going to happen.

I feel inexplicably ill and am using that as an excuse to stay inside and read all weekend

>>19791354
Nice how'd you do it? I took AP spanish lit + 3 years high school spanish, and still when I try to read always have to have google translate open for every other sentence.

>>19791512
You're sperging out over a cartoon frog. Re-evaluate your life

>>19792527
My man

after spending years as a NEET abusing legal amphetamines and alcohol I stopped. I might get a job soon. Feels good bros

>frens
>meme frog
>iphone filename
>off topic thread

not good. need to cut some social circles i cornered myself into out of my life. thanks for asking pepe

Do I feel lonely because I can't connect with people properly or do I fail at connecting with people because I have low self-esteem and low confidence due to being lonely?

>>19794189