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>haven't visited /lit/ in 5 weeks
>actually making progress working through my writing, 2.5k words a day and happy with what I'm writing
>almost no negative thoughts and content with where my life is
>come back yesterday
>haven't written a word since then
>all my negative thoughts are back and self hatred is the worst its been in a long time
>hate myself, hate life and hate what I'm doing
>can't put it down again its a fucking drug screaming at me to go back and look at more threads
Why...

>> No.19728663

Please just ban me jannies

>> No.19728694

>>19728653
>2.5k words a day
Fake

>> No.19728708

>>19728694
I was averaging 2000 and 2500 a day, how is that hard to believe? I'm writing a fantasy novel its easy to write a lot of words.

>> No.19728712

>>19728694
maybe, but that person isn't wrong about this place and it's affects on our minds

>> No.19728715
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>>19728653
You've created an ivory tower in which you dream delusional dreams. Here you're confronted with the inadequacy of your visions, your obedient solitude, and ultimately the wellspring of those things, your wanting self. It's not too late to change course and be less of a hard-just listen to old uncle /lit/...

>> No.19728728

>>19728708
>I'm writing a fantasy novel
Oh, right, fair enough.
I thought you meant writing literature

>> No.19728736

>>19728715
This. /lit/ sobers you up from NCP copium haze.

>> No.19728737

>>19728728
Nice one

>> No.19728738

>>19728712
My experience is contrary to that of OP. When I come here it motivates me to go back on Word and keep typing away to make sure I don't end up like you guys

>> No.19728743

>>19728728
owned

>> No.19728747

>>19728728
and this snobbish take is why they have self hatred. but you knew that. you know exactly what you're doing. you're trying to make them feel as shitty as you. so they stay here and do nothing with their life. that way you won't be the only loser.

>> No.19728750

>>19728715
And yet I achieve what I want when I'm off here and when I am on here spend my days locked up deeper alone.
I don't get your point at all. You can't claim to be freeing yourself from illusions by putting yourself deeper into them.

>> No.19728760

>>19728738
that's good that you're able to see these "people" for what they are. I have troubles with it. they hook me with something that is close to a discussion. something i haven't had in years. i just need to accept that i won't get what i'm looking for, here.

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19728765

>and this snobbish take is why they have self hatred. but you knew that. you know exactly what you're doing. you're trying to make them feel as shitty as you. so they stay here and do nothing with their life. that way you won't be the only loser.

>> No.19728780

>>19728760
It's not 'discussion', it's idle chatting. Just come here at the end of a writing day when you've reached your word count, not before. If it's too hard take your laptop somewhere with no internet and do your writing there.

>> No.19728786

>>19728765
i present for the court, exhibit b

if you wish to do something with your life kids. leave.

>> No.19728794

>>19728653
It's not our fault. You were already fucked when you relapsed. You came here broken.

>> No.19728802

>>19728747
>>19728786
Probabaly true. I'll shut off my router for today and just see if that will let me stay off tomorrow.

>>19728780
Its social media. I never used a more normal form of that so this is what substitutes for it. It probabaly has more to do with the addiction, if I was a Twitter addict instead of a /lit/ one I doubt I would feel the same way coming here.

>> No.19728824

>>19728802
>Its social media. I never used a more normal form of that so this is what substitutes for it. It probabaly has more to do with the addiction, if I was a Twitter addict instead of a /lit/ one I doubt I would feel the same way coming here.

There is a difference, people on social media build a a sort of external image via their account, even if it's behind a username and fake PP. Not the case here. You don't have followers on /lit/ so, perhaps it's addictive too but not as toxic.
Just remember 99% threads here are just light shit for a giggle and put it away after a bit. Use a blocking extension or something

>> No.19728894

>>19728750
Maybe your problem is you take thing to seriously. For example, I was shitposting when I wrote that.

>> No.19730824

>>19728653
Stop being so weak

>> No.19731073

>>19728653
I'm fairly certain this site is an energy vampire/egregore/demon congregation/ahrimanic trap to induce madness and sap the lifeforce of the unfortunate posters desperate for some sort of social interaction.

>> No.19731101

>>19728750
It's neuro-chemical, it has to do with this websites effect on your mind chemistry. Or rather the mindset you unconsciously bring with you when you come here and how that mindset loops back onto you neuro-chemically. Not everyone has that problem because not everyone comes here with the same mindset obviously or, in other words, approaches this place with the same neurochemical receptivity.

>> No.19731108

>>19731073
>"4chan is all about mind control, the embryonic marginals of society become entrapped there, pupate and ultimately emerge as "soldiers of 4chan," i.e. mind controlled psychotics; it works by the principle of reflexive (or mirror) mind control, whereby the subject subconsciously learns to brainwash himself (yes, it's almost always a "he"), by repetitive, ritualized interactions with images (usually shock pornography or graphic violence) coupled with absurdist/fascistic slogans resulting in acute adreno-dopaminergic arousal and addiction, followed by tolerance, to same; the ultimate consequence of which can be fruition and externalization of mind-controlled rage fantasies, which are themselves purely real-life replays of the selfsame encoded violence they had unguardedly and unawarely been surrendering themselves to over a period of months, in some cases even years, through the mechanism of 4chan's mind control image-centered gestational framework. In short, 4chan is a forge for violently active insanity."

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>>19728653
Post porn or call the jannies niggers and repeat whenever your ban lifts if you want to stay off this site, retard.

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>>19728786
>i present for the court, exhibit b
>if you wish to do something with your life kids. leave.

>> No.19731127

>>19728728
kek

>> No.19731131

>>19731108
It literally induces supersanity by completely stripping away all the copium that allows normies to norm. The fact is that sanity, actually seeing the world as it is, was never meant for human beings. Hence mother nature programming us to seek copium and constantly be delusional about our lives. To be sane is to suffer.

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>>19728728

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>>19728653
clearly it's because we provide (you) a better sense of progress

>> No.19732240

>>19728653
>Having to actually visit 4chan to experience 4chan
I'm envious. I have 4chan living rent-free in my head so even before I ever visited /lit/, writing had always been pure torture.

>> No.19732245

Based. Fuck life and innocent bystanders

>> No.19732665

>>19731131
Delusional copes are vastly underappreciated. As an example, Don Quixote's character and endeavors may look utterly ridiculous from the perspective of other people, but try to actually imagine what his experience of existence would be like. Would he have embarked on such interesting journeys and lead such a rich and meaningful life if he had not cast aside reality in favor of his fanciful delusions?

>> No.19732683

>>19728653
Same thing anon. Every time I try to remember that nothing good ever comes from this place but the (you)s are too strong

>> No.19732917

>>19728663
>ban
>jannies
you are too new to be truly addicted to this site, just go outside

>> No.19733571

>>19728653
Good reminder it’s better to stay away from this place. It’s fast food for your brain. You start subconsciosly comparing yourself, after that, second guessing. It all fucking empty calories. All that time would be better spent reading and writing. Going to miss the based mydiarydesuposter tho. (just kidding)

>> No.19733580

chicken und egg

>> No.19733655

>>19733571
And yeah, one more thing. These fast paced imageboards are dopamine traps. You cannot unsee all the fancy provoking images. It’s even built in the culture. Now that the dust has settled shit and oo i got a fucking package wonder what’s inside crap. If there is ever any useful here it’s one thread in a thousand. All the time wasted for reading 999 shit ones. You could’ve googled it for a fraction of the time. It’s fucking nicotine and you feel crap afterwards. Now i’m gonna leave for real. No (you)s for me anymore - i’m quitting cold turkey. You’ll hear about me when i publish and even then i’m not coming back.

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>>19731123
Jannies are FUCKING NIGGERS

>> No.19733687

4chan is a poison to the mind. When I'm not using this website I actually feel like a normal person and I don't fear that I will die a virgin or that the white race is going extinct.

>> No.19733718

>>19728653
You're not going anywhere, stop pretending you're >le dandy writer

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19733786

it's quite easy to leave /lit/ once you branch out of the board's charts (which, you'll soon discover, are more 'allowed' than 'recommended' reading) and start discovering shit for yourself. at the end of the day, you're being yelled at by guys in their early '20s who are absolutely bowled over by stuff like crime and punishment (and boy do these fellas have a bone to pick with society). like it's all very boring and basic. the chance of finding a good/funny/civil thread is generally not worth the hassle; you're losing hours that could be better used for reading or writing
this board could be good but it's really bad and will remain so as long as it's /pol9k/ for super-smart kids

>> No.19735144

>>19728653
>feeling this shit after just one day back
Just leave bro, what the fuck.

>> No.19735221

>>19735144
This.
>>19728653
If your self control is so bad you can't leave this place, you'd just find some other neurotic obsession to waste your time with.

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>>19728653
95% of the criticism you'll get on this board is going to be from failures who still think they're some sort of visionary despite pushing 30 and not having anything to show for it outside of a collection of outdated philosophy books that every modern field moved on from 30+ years ago. Just come here to shit post and chill, not to learn

>> No.19736210

>>19728747
>and this snobbish
Mocking the foolish is one of the greatest things a man can do with his time.

>> No.19736214

>>19728653
I dunno, I come here every few days and it inspires me to read and write. Maybe don’t come here so often.

>> No.19736286

>>19728653
Yeah, /lit/ sucks. Half the posts here actively discourage reading and writing.

>> No.19736309

>>19736286
and the other half are /pol/

>> No.19737469

>>19736198
This

>> No.19737590

>>19733687
you're just waiting till marriage

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>> No.19737959

>>19728747
>>19728708
Back to r*ddit with you, fantasy autists. They won't hurt your adolescent feelings

>> No.19738053

>>19728694
I completely agree. To me, it seems like this sub gets a lot of either daydreamers or world-builders, people who like to concoct characters and worlds but don't actually have a story to tell and who don't have experience with doing the hard work of writing. They think they have an idea ... but they really don't. Because again, there is no story, just a collection of places and characters that they think are cool. That's very different. I don't know how to classify these folks, but I'm not convinced they're actually writers.