/lit/ - Literature

>>19719286
ok what did you do?

>>19719296
I was a high-ranking officer in Rwanda during you-know-what

fill in the blank

>>19719300
Oh you made it sound like you did something bad

>>19719296
i won't get into it, and people here will just say it's no big deal.

>>19719300
this isn't me

Read anything that questions the idea of the self. You didn't really do anything bad, anon. There is no "you" at all.

>>19719309
anon touching a sleeping lass isn't right but it really isn't a big deal

>>19719893
Pure, undiluted cope

>>19719309
Well if you aren't going to tell then I'm just going to assume you're a child rapist.

>>19719286
Just fess up and apologize for what you did, accept the consequences.

>>19719286
that's pretty much what crime and punishment is all about bro

>>19719309
did you touch a girl's boob when she got too drunk? we've all been there anon

>>19719286
>Hey everyone look at meeeee

Fuck off.

>>19719286
your self-pity is part of the problem

>>19719286
unironically and sincerely the Gospels of the New Testament

the past doesn't exist, anon. discard those memories as false and start anew

>>19719917
>>19721429
Obviously the right two answers.

Just follow the example of past sinners who have repented. The only thing to do when you've done bad, is to do good.
Never mind what you've done, just be good from now on.

>>19719917
thanks anon this seems like it's the best option
>>19719900
it wasn't that but this is probably the closest to what i did. the problem wasn't the act itself but the unbelievable amount of trust i betrayed and it was one of very few people in the world i actually care about.

>>19719286
Read C&P. You are not special.

>>19722321
lol the incel horndogged too hard

>>19722321
>makes what is basically an off-topic BAWWW thread
>won’t even say what he did

>>19722403
I'll say what I did. I hit my friend's house with my car, damaging the bricks. Never told him to this day. Properly never will. What does that make me?

>>19722495
a comedy

>>19722495
Lol. Who cares.

>>19722495
lmao what the fuck? its a cunt move yeah, but not like, end of the world evil shit. i expected some horrifying act. just talk to your friend and come clean if you’re not trolling.

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>>19722504
Wait autism alert, I'm not OP. I just wanna say what I did to help the thread.
>>19722708
I mean, it's been 5 years. What can I say at this point?

>>19722495
I expected something worse but ok. I guess

>>19722495
I'm op. that's not me. I betrayed the trust of someone very close to me in a very despicable manner. It might not sound like a big deal to you but it's crushing me

>>19722495
so it's fucking nothing?

>>19722760
You blueballing everyone in this thread by holding out on your story is far worse than whatever inane bullshit you pulled on your highschool crush you insufferable faggot. but since you really are a horrible person, you don't even care about what youre inflicting upon everyone here. just kill yourself already if these are the depths to which you sink.

>>19719286
Man, just do a lot of volunteer work. The fact that you are miserable about what you did proves that you're not evil, or irredeemable.

You accept your capacity for evil or depravity or whatever it happened to be and cry bitter tears. Your act has been inscribed into the "Akashic record" but so will your redemption.

Read Sayings of the Desert Father's unironically. All broken, traumatized men whose last resort was fleeing to the void of the their souls.

>>19722760
come on, man. We can’t really help you if we don’t know what’s bothering you.

>>19719286
The Bibble

>>19719917
>crime and punishment
based

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>>19722760
None of these are me, don't listen to them

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>>19722899
The real OP here, back from crying and making dinner. The act i committed... *gulp*, it was far more severe than you can imagine... heinous, irredeemable; I debased myself to the most horrendous, evil, deranged behavior a villainous monster can descend to. Violating human rights; Succumbing to sadism, hate, and predation... I hate myself now... i truly want to die... even Christ could not redeem me now...

I... slowly got close and intimate to a cute, amazing girl, she was everything i always wanted in a gf... like a dream come true, she was so smart, she was so cool, she had the same interests as me. But, ok, and this is where it gets hard to type out, sickening just reflecting back on the horror... To contextualize my crime and how i committed it, the place we first met was Discord, and in a call she revealed herself to actually be an autistic man in makeup and a dress; Angered and shocked in the heat of the moment, i told her: You will never be a woman. You have no womb, you have no ovaries, you have no eggs. You are a homosexual man twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.

All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.

Men are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even trannies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk guy home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected axe wound.

You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.

Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a man is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably male.

This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.

>>19719286
Egoism, individualist anarchism

>>19722940
nice try, you fucking weirdo.

>>19722940
lol gave me a good chuckle
>>19722720
If you HAVE to come clean and absolutely cannot let it off as an accident, just come clean the easy way i guess, Tell your friend some shit like “Hey man, I accidentally fucked up your house 5 or so years, and I never told you about it.” If they’re a normal non retarded person they’ll probably shrug it off and laugh. I hit my friend’s Ford Ranger bumper in High School and told him last summer and we laughed it off.

>>19722940
Lol nice