/lit/ - Literature

4/10 OP theme

On the subject, i was hoping to buy some fetish items, but damn they're expensive.

i hope a different one arrives, i like it better when they link the previous thread in a new reply. its more aesthetic

>>19385649
are you the one shitting up the place with ill formatted OPs? youre just jealous

’ve been told I look intimidating and I wish I could let my guard down more often. The other day I exchanged glances with a cute person as we were both waiting for the pedestrian sign to go on to cross the street. We exchanged a few glances, but after the second, he got scared and ran across the street before the walk sign came on.

I didn’t mean to scare him. I really didn’t mean anything by it. I was just admiring his cuteness. But apparently I always look like I’m ready to kill someone, which unfortunately is true. But I certainly didn’t want to kill him and I don’t want to hurt or kill anyone, though I have no qualms about delivering justice. I don’t cause trouble and I don’t wrong anyone who is worthy of respect and dignity.

Even in highschool I seemed intimidating, and then I moved to a ghetto and had felt like I had a real reason to be such. There a horror matured within me that still haunts me. A white boy in a rough, gunfire ridden, predominantly latino neighborhood has to act a little crazy to avoid victimization.

I am far from a crude thug, a violently minded psychopath, or a villain. I’m just a fighter. I’ve always had to fight to glimpse even a single spark of light in my life.

Whenever I go out in the world, I wear this armor. I’m a different person underneath it all. I can be gentle and lighthearted and silly. I am profoundly capable of compassion and mercy. This is more a public persona, a defense, world-armor; an accreted, built up adaptive suspicion of the Other which tries to overcome it by pushing strangers away… but as a friend once told me, by scaring away who I want to scare away I also scare away those I seek.

I also fear that I’ve had such horrifyingly depressing and nightmarish thoughts run through my mind that it it has become a palpable aura which scares off softer, sweeter, gentler, untainted beings. Innocence withers at my approach .

Never mind the simple non-autistic suggestion that I could smile or seem friendly. That’s hard for me to do unless it is an intimate setting. Not in a public anonymous space.

For the record I’m not trying to puff myself up as some badass navy seal. I’m a regular guy with a knack for self-dramatization, although I can and have instilled these emotions in others by my mere presence. There are much scarier men than me who could make mincemeat of me… real killers, monsters. I am merely willing to show the world my pain should it dare to add to it.

Inb4 edgelord.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0IUR4gkPIE

>>19385632
Better than the triptranny and the anime tranny fighting over who gets to post

>>19385661
nah man i just think it looks better in the catalogue when its just "write whats on your mind" in the subject and nothing else. its centered nicely and more aesthetic.
everything else goes in the replies

>>19385667
>noo you cant suggest that, its hard :(((((
dont be a pussy

>>19385667
Try working on being more neutral and indifferent instead of smiley. baby steps, anon. relax your face except for your eyes.

I just saw this video, unlike any video I've ever seen. Could barely control myself, my stomach began to pump from pressure, and my face turned to a grin. The video in question depicted the multimedia character Hatsune Miku, in image form, with text on the side:

"Anon No! We can't do that unless we're married!"

Where was this going? I had to posit for a second, what could have this mysterious character been referring to? I was on the edge of my seat. A cold sweat began to bullet down. Then, I proceeded...

An image of a man holding onto a cliff appeared. The man had a look of fright on him, an anguished scream.

"Miku!", he yelled in the written form, "Just grab my hand! I'm gonna-"

He had no time to finish... he fell. An echo rang out, reverberating into the abyss below. Yelling funneled back up into the sky.

The punchline was priceless. A juxtaposition I had not seen coming. I let out a laugh. Air coming out of my nose, smirking as tight as possible. Priceless. Comedy gold. Afterwards, I closed out of this video and decided to return to this message board. After that video, I was certain, nothing could top such craft as that video. But then, as I clicked onto a thead, I saw it... "Fart slave".

Thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2Is1oTUPHE

I've tried all the drugs except Heroin by far the best is Meth. I haven't touched drugs in years though. I'm not prone to addiction but I did smoke weed for a long time, not anymore.

>>19385761
what was the worst?

>>19385771
MDMA because of the hangover it gives and its easy to overdose. It feels amazing for hours but the next few days even weeks you feel like a zombie and brain damaged.

>>19385783
have any drugs been downright unpleasant for you to experience? i found smoking strong salvia often made me feel pretty uncomfortable

>>19385732
Lol you got that in your reccomended too

Based fartslave edition

>>19385850
I had a bad shroom trip once, but the other times it was mind-blowing in a good way. I tried Salvia before, it did give me an unpleasant feeling but it went away pretty fast.

>>19385850

>>19385627
I’m fucking a girl half my age. I have mixed feelings

>>19385892
based beyond belief

>>19385892
How old are you

>>19385892
if ur not gonna marry her its fucked up

>>19385892
campsite rule

i wanted to like that new grimes song but it's kinda too corny

>>19385905
19

>>19385627
The Remembrance Day ceremony is ancestor worship.

welp, ive smoked weed every night this week so i gues thats a wrrap on t he whole "only smoke on weekends" plan. It was a nice three weeks i guess. actually not really, all i did was start drinking every day. now im just drinking and smoking every night so in a way i kind of pranked myself into doubling down on getting fucked up. whatever, i feel pretyy good right now so thats all that matters.
https://youtu.be/k6zfj9jATWE

>>19386074
please just skip to hard drugs already

>>19385500
>>19385573
I'm listening on audiobook so it's extra comfy.
I really feel like I should have read more books this year and should be reading more now (as always) (I've only finished about 7 books this year) but I already feel overwhelmed by what's currently on a plate. I'm a NEET trying to start his life and am looking for work, the girl I'm talking to and who seems at least a bit interested in me is way more successful than me, I'm scrabbling for some success and the future I want and even though I'm only doing the bare minimum every day to keep moving forwards I still don't get enough time in to read. I'm not a slow reader either however I struggle with long books. Audiobooks don't help much either because I need to give them my nearly undivided attention. And I'm almost out of weed so sad feels. Yeah :/

>>19385627
I think I have realized why sci-fi oftentimes gets a lot of shit laughably wrong. Predictive sci-fi I mean.
It takes trends of their time and takes them further. Not expecting a sudden disruption in course, take cyberpunk as a low-brow example, the author made japan the world superpower because it was going through an economic miracle, his corporate domination failed to predict a bunch of shit. And in the 90a an economic crisis fucked japan hard. I believe stand on Zanzibar is only correct because it lucked out on many predictions, or just, he studied trends very closely I don't know.
Taking something and extrapolating it/amplifying it/progressing it further isn't very hard to do, taking new incipient trends and discoveries and creating new ideas out o it is.

Maybe if I pretend it isn't 2am and I have work tomorrow it won't be.

>>19386170
Just sleep, salvage what rest you can have.

>>19386170
why is it always so hard to just lie down and sleep

Pacifism will win!

>>19385627
I'm thinking the worst thing about being mediocre is that in the past we could least we could tell ourselves we were apart of something greater, whether religion or a country, etc. Now with the death of God, and the slow decline of the western world, it seems that there is nothing to live for us average people.

Would that I could will myself into being someone great, but should I hate myself for what is beyond my capacity? I think free will is a very funny idea because I will try to change myself into someone great, and if I fail I will still hate myself, because that is the person that I am.

>>19386267
F for the Moriori, they will be missed. poor guys

>>19386269
I share this mindset, and I know it's a cope. But I believe you're right anon.

>>19386108
You can't predict Black Swans, by definition.

>>19386270
Moriori were the true Aryans

>>19386287
Fair enough.

uh oh, people are getting mad and spamming new threads all the sudden.

>>19386293
real.
This is what (((they))) are hiding from you

>>19386300
(((they)))
>The Kiwis?

>>19386310
The maori....
The kiwis are just their stooges.

>>19386270
pacifism is such a meme. if you want the world to be more peaceful you arent oging to achieve that by selecting peaceful people for extinction and allowing the dominance of more warlike tribes. I guess it must be a spiritual thing

Other thread isn’t mine, fyi

>>19386360
Holy shit, I've been gone for two years and you're still here.

>>19386351
the world is ameme

>>19385627
I wish I was the guy who filibustered the civil rights bill in the 50s
He talked for a day straight

>>19386351
I would like to have the world become the paradise that I know it could be. But the ends do not justify the means, and if spilling blood, destroying families, etc. is the only way to go about it, then I think my dream is better off not being enacted. In my dreams, there is a Glorious Revolution, where people in all countries, of all paths, walk arm in arm and let the oppressive systems of government, be it the Saudi Kingdom or the US government or the CCP, etc. fade away. It would all be replaced by a decentralized system, loose enough to allow everyone freedom and dignity, strong enough to tackle issues like ecological destruction or climate change or scientific developments. It would be a world were art, science, spirituality and nature are all lovingly developed and maintained. But it begins with a peaceful revolution! No bullet can be fired, no person hurt. Soldiers wouldn’t fight to repress people. They would lay down their arms and join in.

>Anon you are being idealistic
Maybe we should all be a little more idealistic. All of history is full of cold-blooded calculus. Just once the world should try idealism.

>>19386401
Idealism leads to violence. The CCP started as exactly what you describe after all

>>19386367
still here and even worse and more obnoxious then ever.

>>19386401
>the paradise that I know it could be

I love Butterfly if only for the jimmies s(he?) rustles. Such a contrarian and shit-starter. I love Butterfly.

>>19386401
Idealism usually ends up in a comedic amount of deaths.
And in a quixotic journey to achieve an abstract perfection we won't ever get to.

>>19385627
I fucking hate fags

>>19386408
Not possible!

>>19386403
>The CCP started as exactly what you describe after all
Which is why we must be pacifists, lest we end up like them.

>>19386401
Ironic that this is exactly the sort of guy to participate in a revolution that results in the death of millions of people.

Never trust an ideologue, Children!

>>19386424
Also, the exact sort of guy who must be killed by a pragmatic strongman before he takes his little revolution entirely out of wack and ends up like the other revolutionary experiments.

>>19386401
>come on guys we just need to have a billion trillion variables fall into place perfectly and the price of failure is only catastrophic mass death and suffering for generations to come and destruction of everything you ever cared about. maybe we should all be like me!

just in case you were wondering, this is why killing people like you is so often seen as morally justified

>>19386422
well if you like it when the 10 on topic threads on the board all get derailed because the tripfag who hasn't read the books in question decided to shit the place up and complain and vent frustrations about her childhood angst despite being a 40+ year old adult, you're in for a treat

>>19386421
>implying heteroids don't do that shit
Massive cope/projection/confirmation bias

>>19385627
I hate witoids.
In my definition, a witoid is a person who incessantly, for one reason or another, after losing an X, starts trying to make their opponent angry, piss them off, hiding behind snark and smugness, being ironic faggots who immediately switch into bad faith trying to make you angry because of some obscure and arcane Unconcious social monkey retard mental gymnastics.
They are annoying and smug and often times succeed in making me angry, but not for the reason they want, it's because their retardation upsets me a lot, their "oooee aaaoo ooo" monkey bullshit angers me.
And I call them monkeys because I consider most things like this to be things directly connected to our past as close relatives of the chimpanzee.

>>19386459
Same way I hate that for this stupid reason some people just can't let you have something, even if intangible, a thought or a cope you cling to, they'll always need to somehow take it away from you, I have done, I noticed this behavior in me, I don't think they even do this consciously either.

>>19386105
I hope you make it, anon.

>>19386454
Here are some things that straight people can do (that you can't):
1. Breed
2. Go to heaven
3. Get married in Russia
4. Have their parents say "I'm proud of you" and mean it.
5. Not die alone

But Chase Bank has a pride flag card so I guess we'll call it even :^)

>>19386454
What, where the fuck, did I miss like 3 posts of an argument or something?

I was a daily smoker for 4 years. Stopped smoking in December of 2019. Two years coming up and the cravings that went away after a couple months is now coming back. Made me realize I've been coping with no weed with an intense coffee/caffeine addiction
I will never leave this prison

>>19386477
Is this why you're up so late Apu?

>>19386477
adhd

>>19386477
back in august I was feeling sickly so i just didn't bother buying my usual upkeep of tobacco because i wasn't going to be able to enjoy it anyway, and I just havnt bothered for some reason. admittedly I subconsciously coped by stuffing my face with junk food for like 2 months but i think im getting a handle on that now too. we'll see i guess. I was never planning on quitting, i suppose im just waiting for the urge to come back and be strong enough. i imagine the only thing that is saving me is social isolation because for some reason socializing drives me to smoke more than anything in the world

>>19386459
They must of studied Sun Tzu

>>19386467
Thank you, God bless.
Just asked this goil on a date so wish me luck pls

I've been looking into this Buckminster Fuller guy, mind blowing insights.

>>19385761
ALL the drugs, huh, anon?

Wittgenstein's philosophy is so fucking amazing holy fuck. I can't believe I was missing out on it the whole time. It is so good. It is not talked about nearly enough on this board. You all have no taste

>>19385627
Vomited up a little blood the other day. Feel fine now and the doctor said it was probably a benign stomach infection, but man that shook me. Think it's time i start taking my health seriously. I'm only in my mid twenties but I've been living real hard for a decade already, and I wanna enjoy my youth while I still have it. These are supposed to be the good years but my life fucking sucks. I'm not going out, I'm not having fun, I'm not meeting people, I have no gf. I gotta get back to therapy, start working out again, maybe get back on meds, start going back to AA meetings. Stop using this stupid website every day, learn an actual skill for once. I don't even like you people, why do I talk to you every day? I used to actually do things I enjoyed

>>19386925
>Stop using this stupid website every day
Sounds like a good idea

>>19386879
What's so amazing holy fuck about it.

>>19385627
Why do I feel so old at 20? So far, I have achieved nothing. I have vocation for nothing. I know nothing. It's as if my time had already passed.

I'm done making excuses. Today, I'm going to the gym again. I'm gonna stop it with eating crackers/granola bars to dull my anxiety. I'm gonna get back in shape like I was before my grandfather died and Covid fucked everything up.
A tactic I've often used to motivate myself is pretending I'm getting in shape for my waifu. When I'm actually at the gym, I also pretend the Avengers are rooting for me to keep going. Both are kinda pathetic but are pretty effective.

>>19386879
I've felt the same way about many different philosophers. /lit/ mainly reads wikipedia articles, which is why they usually seem poorly discussed.

I had a dream that I was lost in an airport. I had already boarded a flight, gone from location to another, and had to change the plane to get to my 'destination'. But when I was in the airport, I so confused I didn't know where to go. The words, the people and area all made no sense to me. No one was helping me. I woke up before I could board my next flight.

>>19386988
Thanks to you, I just remembered I should start exercising again.

>>19385905
Middle 30’s

>>19385627
Brapman Begins:
Why do we shit our pants, Master Bruce?

>>19385667
>I’m a regular guy with a knack for self-dramatization
You can say that again

Although a self described reactionary, I cannot in good conscience support any modern right wing movements or leaders. The age of superior men is long past; what is left is vulgarity and ignorance. How would I rejoice if a Caesar or Napoleon were to take the reigns of this ship that has drifted away from course so long ago! But alas, the tyranny of the merchant class rules over us.

>>19387057
I've had a few of these airport dreams. I really dislike them

man the weather is shit today

I've never experienced love.

>>19387192
No one has.

This pic made me lol

I can't take the dialectic in Plato's Statesman seriously.
>NOOOOO YOU CAN'T JUST THE CUT THE GROUP LIKE THAT, SOCRATES THE YOUNGER! YOU NEED TO CUT IT IN THE OBJECTIVE MIDDLE EVEN IF YOU'RE GOING TO END UP WITH THE SAME THING ANYWAYS BECAUSE... IT JUST NEEDS TO OK?

>>19387203
Can you have a relationship without love?

>>19387288
Yes

>>19387288
All human relationships are based around inflict-endure dichotomy. Love is outside people.

>>19387343
>Love is outside people.
Oh, AND WHERE? Prove it

>>19387207
>Nobody meditates more than me.
>Y'know I achieved enlightenment before attending Wharton Sangha of Nirvana- brightest monks around!
>Nobody has returned from more past lives than me, folks.
>The Eightfold Path of Trolling, my fellow Americans, is the only path to draining your inner swamp of low energy
>Listen to my African American right there! You just grab Shakti by the Vajyasa I tell you I grab all sorts of world class models I just reach over and grab 'em by the Vajyasa

>>19385821
It's actually a cultural thing and we have an event of mass suicide in folklore.

>>19386700
Good luck anon, if she's already shown interest you're doing something right.

don't u hate it when u do sth and soon after realize it's going to be a new cringe memory.

i bought two books for my brother's upcoming birthday.

>>19385667
i thought this was the translation for non-niggers of the song underneath
kind of like they did on family guy

do you think people choose to be NPCs because they feel resilient

>>19386477
caffeine addiction isnt nearly as bad as smoking, take that as someone who lost a grandparent to COPD

>>19385627
For those who like self help books, what are your favorites? I really enjoy the content of most of them so I’m looking for more reccomendations

>>19387080
So we can rinse again.

thinking about this "lowtax" fella

>>19385627
This image fills me with pure dread

shidding my Dick off , ball s too

ive gained 10 pounds in a week

tfw no bf

https://lichess.org/fGWayxbv

>>19388088
gay

I am openly sabotaging my current workplace because I am leaving soon for a better job. I'm mostly doing it to see if anything interesting comes of it, I don't really hate the company or anything, but I've always wondered what would happen if...

>>19388106

>don't post on /lit/ for a couple months
>rainy Friday morning, get bored, decide to see if there is anything interesting happening here
>it's same shit posts by the same sad cunts
Finally, I am free

Sorry anon I didn’t see your message so I hope you come on this thread and see it.

>does it pay well and is it fulfilling? i've been considering the careers of jewelling and watchmaking for a while now, and could use some insight?

For me I find it highly fulfilling because I enjoy both the learning aspect of it and just looking at the stuff, the way I do it is mostly moving the material and not much making beyond putting gemstones into slots or the like because beyond that it’s easier/less time consuming to have dudes I know work on the piece, and you know, if you’re a watch guy or you enjoy grinding and so forth it’s really fun. Personally I think if you have the money to start and get a nice location, its a very lucrative and very fun job, it also has enough quiet periods to let you mess about in your spare time.

Does drinking help with having awful, tiring dreams?

>>19388269
It might, but you have to get pretty drunk. Cannabis can effectively stop your dreaming.

>>19388269
Yes but weed is more effective and easier on the body long-term

>>19386439
Millions are being killed now to uphold the rot you think is so natural and worth propping up.
Gawd, you’re an imbecile.

I will never understand how environmentalism became a left wing thing. Caring for things like natural beauty, the overall health of the planet, etc: these are idealistic things after a certain point. The left is all about materialism at the end of the day, and in my eyes they would only care about nature insofar as it relates to the economy. Meanwhile, right wingers who have an understanding of the reality of the importance of the soil and everything that transcends the material deny stuff like global warming which threatens all of that. Why is it that the idealists don’t care that much about the environment, and the materialists do? It is a double hypocrisy.

>>19387057
I had a dream someone stole my truck so I know that feel

>>19387062
Based

>>19387171
>Anon, look me in the eyes and tell me you're sorry

>>19388513
Forgot image

>>19385627
It's funny. I was super into reactionary politics while I was dicking around in Mexico, spending all hours of the day on Twitter, but the second I got back into the states I've lost all interest in politics.

It's not like my situation has changed, I'm still an unemployed loser, but having been into the depths of politics I've grown sick of them.

Thinking of reading Fictions by Borges as my next read after finishing Augustine's Confessions

>>19388555
Politics is interesting but it’s like pro sports at the end of the day. We can watch it, we can support a side, but only a few people will play.

>>19388517
This was the funniest dox ever because of this dweeb looking nigger presuming anything about the bronze age

Whether I should try for a real government job. I hate what I do though…

i only get down :(
https://youtu.be/fcWe5ZffbD4

>>19388269
No. It affects your sleep cycle and makes your dreams even weirder

>>19385627
I dun goofed and made myself an alcoholic

>>19388820
how much do you drink?

>>19388855
Last night I drank exactly half of a 750 ml bottle of whisky. Barely felt it in the morning. It's not uncommon for me to drink that much about thrice a week.

More ominously, I have started to develop cravings, which is a telltale sign of progressing alcoholism. I always sorta liked drinking, but never really felt a visceral urge to do it. I just wanted to do it volitionally.

I generally do pretty well about quitting things. So we'll see how it turns out.

https://youtu.be/tT9Eh8wNMkw
bro I swear if some deranged little piano worm was staring at me like that while im trying to shred on sax i would smash the thing over his head so fucking fast

>>19388878
>he doesn't even drink every day
LOL relax kid, you're fine.

>>19388878
Whisky is good for you, sucks that it's so expensive now

>>19388878
yeah quit if you feel like it but if someone told me they’re craving a drink I wouldn’t be thinking alcoholic

>>19388895
Hey, I'm working my way up to that give me time.
>>19388920
It is true. Tea with whisky will help you to see 100.
>>19388934
It's more than just an occasional desire for a drink. Besides, I have another warning sign which is I drink alone. It is no matter. It'll sort itself out

>>19388285
I think it goes without saying that lots of people will always be dying in every "system". the problem is when you aim for perfection, because lots and lots and lots of people tend to get in the way of perfection. death and suffering in the imperfect state of society is nothing compared to that of the state of the perfectionist ideologue

>>19387207
This is kinda funny

>>19387560
Lol ya \m/

Even though I'm productive, have an adult mindset and spend my free time learning about economics, philosophy and art, I feel most alive when I'm back to acting like a 16 year old, seeking attention and bragging about stupid pathetic stuff like haha I'm getting drunk right now or haha I'm a sissy and crossdressing again tonight or haha I got pulled over by the police. I know many people in their twenties whose twitter feed consists only of such weird flexing, there is this weird 25y/o femboy filiming himself screaming bladee lyrics outside a car window, its supposed to be cool but its absolutely pathetic, yet I'm falling prey to the same fundamental pathology, even though I know better. How is this called, is this some type of disorder? Why doesn't a sense of destiny, a career, real valuable friendships and good culture give me the same joy, motivation and liveliness as acting like a teenager together with some dummies? My good friends would be ashamed of me or at least confused about my behaviour, yet some edgy uneducated discord fake friends give me way more satisfaction. The gap between my different modes of being is insane

>>19387517
Thank you brother.

>>19389158
existential suffering.

>lost another /lit/ argument

>>19389186
i've LITERALLY never lost an argument on 4chan

>>19389201
i went in too confident. i was bluffing. they knew.

The other day I went to read and kill time in between work in a cafe I often go to and this bitch at a nearby table pulled out her phone the second I sat down and made an hour long call to someone about the exact same two subjects: a party she's having at her apartment and a guy who she thinks isn't interested enough in her. Over and over with different words, the same two things. She looked about 23, 24 years old: not 14, which is what her speech conveyed.

>>19388943
Theres nothing wrong with drinking alone. Some normalfag just declared drinking alone is bad and everyone takes it at face value.

>>19389158
>haha I'm a sissy and crossdressing again tonight
What

>>19385627
Is pic rel the final boss of degeneracy?

>>19389260
Well it signifies that drinking is being done as an end in itself rather than as a means of social lubrication.

>>19389158
It's 2021, stop being stuck in a peterson type identity fundamentalism. You're an impulsive narc and that's okay, integrate that part into yourself rather than repressing it

>>19389289
So?

>>19385627
My girlfriend is an alcoholic and it's killing us. She gets drunk and every time it's a a fight. Over anything. Tonight after another battle after she drank too much I tried to talk with her but she was more angry about me potentially spilling her beer than anything else. It's sad. Sober she's a decent person and we wve fun she is always intense and pessimistic and could improve if she stopped drinking but she won't. I know "fuck your blog fag" well then let this be to the void because I have nobody else to talk to about it. I don't want the phoney fraud international McDonald's life or whatever they try to se in Netflix movies. I just want some land an ok job and a family. It seems that this is no longer possible.

>>19389311
Sounds tough anon. She needs to get some help. No idea whether that is something you could broach to her; I'm guessing not. Sucks to hear, but you should probably leave her.

the age of reason is over
*holds up fork*

>>19389306
So it *is* a sign of progressing alcoholism. Anyway, I'm bored of this discussion. Gonna go grab a drink.

>>19389283
It’s an evolutionary tactic. Rather than trying to appeal to the vast majority of women, our subject here has specialized in attracting one of a tiny group of women. It may prove to be more successful than you or I might expect.

NO ONE BUT ME CAN SAVE MYSELF BUT IT'S TOO LATE
NOW I CAN'T THINK, WHY I SHOULD EVEN TRY
YESTERDAY SEEMS AS THOUGH IT NEVER EXISTED
DEATH GREETS ME WARM, NOW I WILL SAY GOODBYE

>>19389221
You should've signalled to her that you have a huge dick for rent

>>19389316
Yeah I know but everytime I bring it up I feel like shit. She's instinctively not a bad person at all, but after alcohol becomes incredibly cruel to everyone and herself. A mutual friend lost his job recently and she got drunk and was screaming at him calling him a loser etc, I had to physically drag her from the house and bring her home. The next day when she discovered what happened she was in tears. It's always like that.

heh Norway seems pretty based.
big fan of this "You piece of shit, no one likes you" philosophy

>>19385892
how'd it end up happening?

It is important to know the difference between having options and having opportunities.

He is about 44, shorter than average, not unattractive, well put together, a bit stocky, round face, light beard, short brown hair, eyes fairly close to one another and a smaller nose than one would expect – but again, not unattractive. A respectable being. He told us, I believe unsolicited, that he used to play in a band that did quite well for itself, including a tour and a record and a record deal. One record and one tour, to be clear. He was eager to demonstrate his knowledge of rather obscure genres of metal, to which his band belonged. He plays guitar. Curiously, he has a very poor quality amplifier. It is perhaps a 20 watt Fender combo that is no fewer than 20 years old. His guitar is a rather nice Schecter. Of that sort that features prominently in the music scene of which he was a part, I happen to know. He always plays with his guitar tuned a whole step down and capoed at the second fret, effectively defeating the purpose being tuned down. Also, he uses the type of capo that I believe is inferior to the Shubb variety. Perhaps most interestingly still, there are six of us who play together, and he is perhaps the worst at making pleasant sounding music. His guitar sounds very bad through his amplifier, and he doesn’t have remarkably good rhythm or style. This is odd because I would have guessed he would be particularly good, and certainly not the worst sounding of the six of us. But, he is fine. He isn’t “bad”. Also he is a perfectly respectable and pleasant human being otherwise. The more the merrier. He doesn’t detract from the music or the good time. But so he has caught on that I am somewhat familiar with the sort of music that he used to play, and he has sought me out as someone with whom he’d like to talk. It is easy to tell that he is eager to share with someone his enthusiasm for the genre. He is somewhat starving to speak to someone about this topic. Not in an unbecoming or pathetic manner, because we all have these sorts of things, but I happen to be a knowledgeable conversant on the topic that he most fancies. And so he is eager to speak with me, on that topic. And it is fine. But it is funny, in a way. He is 44 and sort of “reliving the glory days” and seeking someone with whom to talk about them, who will appreciate them. But yes.

if you're at any level of education in the U$ that isn't ivy league grad, you're basically an illiterate monkey
uncontacted tribespeople are prolly more well-read than you

>>19389729
why's that important?
opportunities are a subset of options

>>19389283
id say full on toilet slaves are worse

>>19390071

>>19389289
No it doesnt. I'm an introvert. I need some designated alone time. If I have a busy social week I need one evening alone, having a couple drinks and unwinding. It's not compulsive. Its not more than one day a week. It's not a problem. It's just that normalfags who can't socialize without a cope drink are freaked out by someone genuinely enjoying himself alone

Food and overeating has always been my biggest vice.

>>19389363
Yea, or he just likes to be gassed. Stop overthinking things, you fucking nerd.

>>19389311
I come froma fanily of alcoholics amnd addicts. Just drop her. You're not her personal therapist. You can't change her. Only she can change and she will not change until she hits rock bottom. Cut your losses. She'll ruin your life too

>>19390071
>>19390083

>>19389428
>everytime I bring it up I feel like shit.
Thats a symptom of being adjacent to an addict. Everyone who is close to an addict feels guilt and shame. Addicts will fucking destroy your psyche man

>>19390131
Yea I had drug addict friend, he would always say he would stop doing drugs but always broke his word. So I had to cut that friend out of my life.

>>19390144
You are a bad friend. You obviously never liked the person to begin with.

>>19390153
Shut the fuck up.

>>19389696
Nothing crazy. Just a group of local girls who have had a crush on me for a few years approached me and asked for my Snapchat

>>19389803

You're such a weird little pussy. Just state outright you think he's an old loser maybe lying about his last maybe given an arbitrary hand by fate. Maybe his alleged "success" doesn't mean much to you or anyone else. Who cares? Do you think you're so sly?

>>19390171
No. You are a bad friend. If you cared about them you wouldn't have done that. But you didn't care. So they had to struggle with addiction and coping with the fact that their friend was never a real one. You are a shitty person.

>>19388820
>>19388878
Same. I drink like 8oz of vodka every 2 or 3 days, on my days off, exclusively alone. I’ll think about drinking at work, at first just as a meme and to be able to give off the impression I drink to others if they ask, but now it’s real.

>>19390153
I did but he kept breaking his word, he wasn't being a good friend by constantly lying and being a degenerate drug addiction. You have to say enough is enough at some point for you own self-respect.

>>19390201
Addict*

>>19389978

You're right, I attended uiowa and the place is basically a zoo. Really shouldn't have fucked up my freshman year of highschool now my only options are slavery or death

>>19390185
Either bait or literal retard tier.

>>19390212
Become tradie

>>19390201
You did the right thing. Addicts depend on enablers to maintain their lifestyle. They let their friends and families pick up their slack, bail them out, and cover for all their bad decisions. And they need that because they cannot both answer for their actions and continue to act that way. The best tthing to do for an addict is to stop enabling him. I spent years enabling my brother. Within a single month of withdrawing from his life, he was in rehab and has since fixed his life. You have to let them hit rock bottom and know that their life is their own responsibility. Ask any recovered addict and they will all agree that losing everyone around them is what made them change.
Others will refuse to change. They dont want to change. They are the chronic homeless and imprisoned. They are lost causes.

the best time to start a bowl of oatmeal is 20 minutes ago, but the second best time is now

I think im finally going to sit down and go through my million bookmarked pieces of music on youtube that i saved because i couldn't decide if they were good enough to download or not

what happens if you drink maple syrup?
i just did
it was delicious

>>19390358
diabetes

"Not dead yet"

>>19390358
dude i had so much "tire d'érable" once (maple taffy), i had to lay down for an hour. the sugar rush was so overwhelming and my stomach was just loaded with syrup it was such a fucked up sesh but goddam that shit taste so good

>>19390483
the suffering is now

>>19390483
one year i ate too much birthday cake and it was the old school super lardy sugary kind of frosting and i felt like i was going to puke all night and my parent's didn't have cable to i had to watch some movie about a car factory or something starring michael keaton. i can't remember if i actually puked or not but it was a long night.

Sprinting for your bus and missing it at the last second is such a horrible feeling.whatever man i dont even care im alresdy drunk so i feel fine. Just gonna walk there instead and smoke a bunch of rigs

>>19390185
You cannot save those who don't want to be saved.

>>19390590
>xi jingping of failsons lives in a city without a subway system
lollll

>>19390590
I only ever see you blogpost kek. Enjoy your walks and cigs m8

>>19390596
None near me but its a short walj anyways
>>19390606
Yea i stopped chatting with my trip on because it just pisses people off. I just use the trip mostly for what it was intended for now. Anyways, cheers bro enjoy your night.

LOL a bus i could have taken just drove by. Whatever im 5mins away

>>19390590
So do you just spend your whole life getting drunk and blogposting here

I would like to learn how to draw, but when I think about learning to do so, I realize that global warming means there is no point in anything anymore. I really hope something changes with this COP26 thing bros

https://haircutsformen.bandcamp.com/track/noxus

>>19388820
I dun goofed and made myself a tranny

>>19390749
which direction?

Thank God that job turned me down. I would've hated working there and probably would've hated myself more. Only applied and went for the interview for apperances

Is the internet sucking all our creative energy dry? I think this is why we are in such a cultural void right now.

What a pretty Japanese song YouTube recommended me
https://youtu.be/bG1U2OvfmJ4

>>19390621
Enhh not my whole life(i hope. Idk) but yea i ihave various addicitons and i am currently goijg through another 4chan addiciton.

>>19385905
16

https://youtu.be/0s7ZOfufLhs

>>19390809
Maybe. Having to the same regurgitated content wherever you go could have some adverse affect on you probably. Not to mention, we've been spending our days indoors for a good time now.

>>19388555
Are you Mexican, anon? I'm more or less the opposite of you; was very much into leftist politics, but now with time I care less and less. It's all a farce and I genuinely feel this place is doomed for ever.

>>19389311
Have you read Lucia Berlin? I know you didn't ask for book recommendations but it's always nice to read someone going through a similar situation. A lot of her stories are about her problems with alcoholism and loving people with alcoholism. She's also a wonderful writer.
I hope things get better for you.

>>19388555
>>19391201
Why are you guys so depressed about Mexico? You guys have a bright future, and from what I know it seems AMLO solved the cartel problem.

>>19391094
Yeah, I ain’t down with the fat guy in his underwear

>>19391022
I get the weed smoking, but what is the secret to becoming "the Xi Jinping" of weed smoking?

>>19390988
Japs are gross
https://youtu.be/kDhqrrrVARU

>>19391219
Eeeh the cartel problem is not really solved. They still control some parts of the country. Just last year the government tried to arrest a cartel leader and were forced to release him after the cartel wrought havoc in the city and basically affirmed themselves as the ones really holding power there. This didn't happen in a small, irrelevant city either. But things are much better in that regard, yeah. I don't know man I guess the country is slowly improving but it doesn't really seem that way. And when things seem to go better something always happens and everything goes to shit again. Like the cartel problem. No one seems to be able to do anything good for this country, it's hopeless. Everyone here basically tells you to get out.
Maybe it has to do with the fact I live in a shitty, peripheral city. It's all just so dreary. But Mexicans always seem slightly depressed desu so maybe it's just a common feeling.

>>19391242
These people and their whole families should be exterminated via military action, not arrested.

>>19391252
We've already tried that. That's what the war on drugs was. It sounds good in theory, but goes horribly in practice. The army was basically given carte blanche to kill whoever they wanted and thousands of civillians were killed and disappeared. That war was one of the worst things to happen to this country.

>>19391022
Try getting addicted to having a job

>>19391265
what happened
did they get bought out by cartels?

>>19391219
Dude its mexico. its a perpetual shit hole

>>19391242
I wish you fuckers would stop coming here. All you do is bring your fucking problems with you. I've been to neighborhoods and cities which are indistinguishable from Mexico itself. And you fuckers wont even bother to learn english. Fuck man.

Joined my university's judo club last month. Was shocked in how difficult it was. 2 hours of non stop workout. Had to sit down my first class and in the second I vomited in the bathroom. Everybody was pretty nice to me, I'm an out of shape bathroom. And although I'm getting better Im still the absolute worst one in class and can tell people are getting frustrated with my presence. Nobody wants to sparr with me anymore because I gas out quick and I can just see a general feeling of disapproval.
I'm trying as hard as I can. After today's class the sensei told me not to show up to this joint training session we're having with another school.
I have never felt so much shame and disappointment with myself. I don't know why my body can't keep up with the others. I'm not overweight or have medical problems. 5 years of NEET lifestyle is catching up with me.

>>19390345
well i got one good one that made it all worth it

>>19391421
Well thats a shame. Dont let it discourage you though. Startdoing cardio everyday. Keep working at it

>>19391421
>find a sovlful teacher in chinatown that will teach you better for almost free
>go back and challenge the stupid sensei to reclaim your honor

>>19385627
>I AM BRAP-MAN

>>19391412
>And you fuckers wont even bother to learn english.
Literally the only problem I have with Mexicans. At least the ones born here learn English.

>>19391365
Some were and they collaborated with the carteles. Other "mistook" civilians for narcos and killed them. I remember overhearing my mom talk about how an acquantance's son was killed by the army. Other times I really just don't understand what happened, they'd just abuse their power and kill seemingly randomly.
>>19391412
I don't care about going to the US. The war on drugs was mostly the idea of our retarded and incompetent president, but it was also strongly fostered by the US government. We're not the only ones making trouble outside our country.

>>19391421
Would you rather have been humbled 5-10-15 years in the future where breaking out of your physical state is 10x more difficult? Good its happening now. Get over this hump and keep showing up. You'll have to train harder than everybody else. Accept this if you're willing and get at it. Push yourself and prove your own doubts wrong. The day you achieve a successful throw on one of the others who disapproved of you will feel better than anything.
Trust me when I say if you are clearly actually trying and keep showing up people will respect you. In most martial arts after the first month or so 90% of white belts dissappear. Keep going anon

>>19391450
We should nuke your country

One time, on Valentine's day 8 or so years ago, I burst into tears walking home with my friend. Earlier that day, he was going to ask out a female friend of ours, but she anticipated this and spent the lunch period elsewhere. I learned all this when I bumped into her at lunch, and now I was telling my friend.

I know why I cried, but even as I was doing it, it felt too sentimental. This took place during junior high. I grimace when remembering. But now, I'm disturbed by my reaction. Its not that ugly a thing for me to cry. I don't understand.

>>19391470
you won't though

>>19391470
Their poverty is a direct effect of US policy, and all you can say is do a push button genocide.

Choke on your razor

>>19391492
Really, having such a large and populus country as your only bordered nation(Canada doesn't count) wallow in such misery and violence is an absolute shame on the United States considering its inconceivable poltical, economic, cultural, and military power. It is the world's empire of the last 70 or so years. Mexico and its happenings good and bad is intimately connected to the United states going both ways, you can't really separate the two in many ways.
But maybe that was the intention, not a result of failed policies. Who knows. All I know is that went the american empire fades away in time and it's looked back upon Mexico and its state will be one of its greatest stains

>>19391508
the US empire is a wild beast it can't do shit really

>>19391508
I am an American, and so of course biased. But from my perspective, it seems that a powerful America would preclude a powerful Mexico, and vice-versa. There can only be one North American hegemon, and the Mexican-American war ensured it would be America. (In an alternate world where Mexico did not lose its northern third to the USA, perhaps it would be Mexico which would be a great power). Since then, the USA has been patronizing at best and imperialist at worst in its attitude/actions towards Latin America. The USA had good reason to prevent Mexico from becoming a thriving country in its own right. It's not personal, it's just geopolitics.

NAFTA and increasing economic integration between the USA, Canada and Mexico has sealed the deal, I think. Mexico's future trajectory and its political future is more tied to the USA than it is to the rest of Latin America. This may be conspiratorial, but I think a large part of Mexican/Hispanic immigration to the USA being allowed stems from the idea that the American elite see great value in cementing strong cultural bonds with Mexico. For better or for worse, we're joined at the hip now.

>>19391492
Their poverty is a direct result of being a bunch of dumb wetbacks. Then they come here and do the same fucking thing. Stop trying to excuse the failures of everyone on earth by blaming america

>>19391547
This cliche is getting exhausting

>>19391508
the US empire is a wild beast
it can't do shit really

Why do I always like buying shit? I should really stop spending money!

find the first person not on heroin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zv97c3W6lw8

>>19391595
don't fall for austerity propaganda. buy what you like

>>19391595
Other than computer parts and clothes every few years the only things I buy besides bills is food and gas.

>>19391547
Get out

>>19391608
What about books?

>>19391626
Google search: "<book-name> filetype:pdf"

>>19391634
There’s nothing that can replace the smell and feel of a book, as well as its weight in your hands.

fuck i just slipped back into a degen head space again. i almost feel physically different. ate a bunch of junk food, fapped to garbage. i was going so well. this is what i get for to reading and falling out of my routine

>>19391714
It’s okay bro, just build up again. You can make it.

>>19391228
you justy need to be a poweful weed smoker. smoke weed ruthlessly. no. really it just started as a dumb joke. if you want to be th xi jinpine of weed smoking just be a derelict degenerate pice of trash. because that i s what i am currently. that is how yoyu become the xi jinoping of weed smoking
>>19391348
leave me alone. i wishs

>>19391540
>The USA had good reason to prevent Mexico from becoming a thriving country in its own right.
What grave threat do they pose to us? I assume you mean economically.
>This may be conspiratorial, but I think a large part of Mexican/Hispanic immigration to the USA being allowed stems from the idea that the American elite see great value in cementing strong cultural bonds with Mexico.
Why? What benefits? Mexicans don't have a high degree of nationalism, and Mexican immigrants have never caused unrest in any way whatsoever. I don't think you're being conspiratorial, I just see no grounds for the "cultural bonds" when cheap labor and lower wages are the obvious answers. US-Mexico relations have remained stable, boring, and just fine for the last 70 years, even Trump got along with the Mexican president. They wanted to get their citizens deported from the US when Eisenhower initiated Project Weback (yes that was it's real name(
>Operation Wetback was an immigration law enforcement initiative created by Joseph Swing, the Director of the United States Immigration and Naturalization Service (INS), in cooperation with the Mexican government. The program was implemented in June 1954 by U.S. Attorney General Herbert Brownell. The short-lived operation used military-style tactics to remove Mexican immigrants—some of them American citizens—from the United States. Though millions of Mexicans had legally entered the country through joint immigration programs in the first half of the 20th century, Operation Wetback was designed to send them back to Mexico. The program became a contentious issue in Mexico–United States relations, even though it originated from a request by the Mexican government to stop the illegal entry of Mexican laborers into the United States. Legal entry of Mexican workers for employment was at the time controlled by the Bracero program, established during World War II by an agreement between the U.S. and Mexican governments. Operation Wetback was primarily a response to pressure from a broad coalition of farmers and business interests concerned with the effects of Mexican immigrants living in the United States without legal permission. Upon implementation, Operation Wetback gave rise to arrests and deportations by the U.S. Border Patrol.

I'd argue Mexico's government is one of our most reliable allies, not once since WW2 has their been any rift. And now that they're upwards of 30% of our population, I don't see that changing any time soon. Mexico knows its place and accepts it. How do they have any leverage over us?

>>19391730
why do you keep telling anons not to smoke weed and then brag about your own degenerate habits and trying other drugs? and what's so hard about using some self-control and quitting? (don't tell me you get withdrawals)
I ask in good faith as you're one of the more tolerable (albeit odd) namefags

I think I'm actually going to make it this time bros.
I really do.

The amount of materials lawfags read is enormous.

>>19391774
look im under the influence so i cant answer ot the best of my ability but if you ask me another itme i might be able to
>why do you keep telling anons not to smoke weed and then brag about your own degenerate habits and trying other drugs
i hope i dont actually do this lol. idk. dont smoke weed. but if you do, control yourself, or it will kill you
>and what's so hard about using some self-control and quitting? (don't tell me you get withdrawals)
its not the withdrawls. its the mentality i have towards it. i just love getting fucked up. ive been smoking weed every night for 5 years so thats just habitual. i dont even like it anymore, its just purely habitual escapism. drinking, well. idk, i just love getting drunk, more than getting high actually. the drinking was more of a problem last year/ 2 years ago? (its becoming a blur) but its been revived a few times, like this month. the "shroom era", we dont talk about that.
its hard to explain. its escapism. i guess im already fucked so i guess i just use shit to distract, escape from reality. lifes overwhelming, sometimes you just wanna drop out, but if you arent careful you'll just want to drop out all the time.
the best ive ever done was going sober from everything in April 2021, it was nice. but deep down the underlying thought was "when do i get to get fucked up again"
look i know i got offtrack but i guess the point is: self-control is hard because im broken, i broke myself. i fucked up and fried myself, fried myself of. i dont know, i just dont know. im a degenerate i just dont know what else there is to say

>>19386689
It would be admirable if they did it for strategic reasons, they don't, they're just monkeys doing some autistic bullshit for emotional reasons.

>>19391718
the contrast between how awful i feel right now and how good ive felt lately is certainly helping put things in perspective

>>19385627
Walking home today I saw a lot of people staring and making faces at me, idk what I did, either that or the paranoia has gotten the better of me and I suddenly think every glance someone throws my way is a threat of death.

Going from a glorious NEET lifestyle where I can read like it's a full time job to having an actual full time job is rough.

>>19385627
Busy week at work. Haven't been able to have twinks on my mind. Now I do.

>>19385627
Femto really let himself go

>>19392105
I saw this girl's profile on a messaging app who seemed quite nice. Made a mental note to message her when I have the time. Now I just went back and saw that she isn't there anymore. Weird experience

I saw this girl's profile on a messaging app who seemed quite nice. Made a mental note to message her when I have the time. Now I just went back and saw that she isn't there anymore. Weird experience

>>19392321
you already said this

I fucking hate 4chan, phones, captchas, posting on this shitty site with a fucking phone, getting "wrong captcha" on another page and losing my fucking post, the gay people on this site, my life my city and the whole fucking world. I want to die, every second I live is spent wishing I could fuck off without hurting my pet but she'd end up euthanized.

am I still banned

>>19392387
Yes

>>19392387
nice. anyway I'm desperate for college freshman art hoe pussy. what do

>>19392390
Acquire chloroform and janitor uniform + large wheeled bin, infiltrate facility

I hate waking up from dreams that hurt. I dreamed of talking less and less to the person I love, and the waking feeling was painful.

>>19385627

I need to read more books.

>>19392557
what's the pic from?

>>19392511
I dreamed that I was banging my hot coworker last night. Shit was cash. Flush out your unconcoious so you stop having gay love dreams and start having based sex dreams.

> realize every great writer in the modern era had menial jobs or got fired from careerist jobs
> somehow land in a careerist job
It was over before it ever even began

>>19392631
you can always get fired :)

Is it hypocritical to be anti-tech and live in a city or suburb and drive a car, use a computer at work, etc.?

>>19392630
Good for you, man. Unfortunately, I don't really care for sex or sex dreams. Too wrapped up in romanticism or whatever.

>>19392753
yes and no

>>19392631
>every great writer in the modern era had menial jobs
I've become blackpilled into thinking that this was all to get people to run the rat race. They could never have built the American ideal of "success" without plucking people from working class backgrounds, "I worked at Walmart and I played in my garage with friends and now we're rockstars" is so much better than "we're a bunch of Berkley graduates" and as with all scams, it had to be true for a time so it could work, and it did work. Without this idea that you could become anything as long as you'd set your mind to it you could never have alienated children from their families so they could chase becoming astronauts and end up flipping burgers.

>>19392777
Explain.

>>19392950
they should go live off the grid
what purpose does that serve

My wife loves me very much and supports us but part of me hopes she leaves me or betrays me in a significant way so I can kill myself

>>19393100
You’re a weak and foolish rodent.
I suppose you’re into that cuckoldry fad

>>19393145
Somebody’s jealous

>>19392753
Not really. If you want a stable life - shelter, steady income, basic necessities, comforts and all that - it's basically impossible to completely abandon technology. Driving to work and using your computer there is an obligation if you don't want to go homeless. Sure you could find a manual labor job or become a tradie but you get my point. Even if you had all the knowledge and willpower of Ted, it's too late to make that shift. Hell I don't even think he could've gone inna woods the day he did in this day and age.
The key factor is how much you willingly engage with technology on your own terms. Just 10 years ago real life and the internet/recreational technology like social media were still mostly different spheres of life. Nowadays every well-adjusted person has embraced these things. Odds are you've been shaped by the internet and voluntary tech use nearly your whole life. Since you're on 4channel I'm going to put those odds at 100%. That's voluntary, now ask yourself if you could spend a week away from this miserable site, let alone your wi-fi or phone. Physically you might be able to abandon these things, but mentally? I doubt it. If you can't imagine life without these things and never consider distancing yourself from there, then there's a level of hypocrisy. We all make small compromises on our values, you just have to decide if you want to do that in small doses or altogether.

>>19385647
Me too, I was always "above" buying degenerate and gross freaky sex stuff, but about a year ago I bought a fleshlight because I had serious horny brain and I've never looked back, I'm all for buying whatever kinky shit gets you off now, and I've made a ton of purchases for myself. There's nothing better than the feeling of being totally enveloped by your own personal kinky sex weirdness. There's also nothing wrong with being a freaky sex fetish weirdo in your own private time, as long as it's not involving anything illegal.

>>19393100
There's no way you truly love her if that's the case. I mean you didn't imply you did, but to wish to be cheated on or something is masochistic even in a romantically dead relationship. I don't know if you're not leaving her because you financially can't or you just don't have the will but I really hope you don't have kids or plan on having them as long as you think this way.

>>19393268
You're going down hill, brother. Take a step back and reflect on what you're doing. Pleasure as a goal in itself is something all sacred texts and folk traditions warns you about. For good reason.

>>19385667
Putting the reddit spacing aside, the guy probably wasn't a homo and got uncomfortable.

>>19389470
>virgin law of Jante vs Chad Montenegrin commandments

>>19393213
Of companionship, sure. Not of the suicidal weakness. That’s the point of it.

>>19389470
Sounds like a caricature of egalitarianism desu

I'm pretty pissed at youtube's decision to hide the dislike count of videos from viewers. Many people, including myself, used it as a sort of gauge to determine a video's quality before watching it or bothering with it. Looking for any kind of tutorials is really gonna suck.

>>19393472
MSM was getting mad ratio’d so they had to cover their tracks
Do CNN videos even allow comments?

Just read both Dune and Dune Messiah this month because the movie stops in the middle of the story. I can't help but shake the feeling that all the talk of "plans within plans" and "feints within feints" is basically a cope, even an organization as powerful and old as the Bene Gessirit and the Bene Tlaxl are basically improvising and spitballing all the time despite the pretense.

does anyone remember that quote about sports getting more and more about technical prowess alone and being devoid of artistic aspect
can anyone post it and the source

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Be good.

>>19393595
looks like something i'd see in a nightmare

>>19392753
it's natural but hypocritical

Lately my cum has been 'shooting out' like a shot rather than coming out.

I should get up and do something.
Perhaps tomorrow.

>tfw so demoralized might break my NNN streak

>>19393676
Nutting is healthy if yoy do it to your imagination, it's pornography that's unhealthy, not the urge to cum

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>>19393686
i'm going to have to watch porn since i want to distract myself

not even at the bump limit yet

>>19393861
yes it is

>>19393472
>Many people, including myself, used it as a sort of gauge to determine a video's quality before watching it or bothering with it.
That's unbeliavably retarded

>>19391914
Happens to me too idk why