/lit/ - Literature

>>19232410
>how’s 2021 been so far edition
It’s been an okay year, can’t complain. I’d say personally it’s been slow but steady movement in the right direction.

>>19232410
I want to suck a femboy cock

>>19232427
domt we all

I'm an autistic dumb loser and I should've been aborted and thrown in a garbage can
I'm an autistic dumb loser and I hate myself
I'm an autistic dumb loser and I have no future
I'm an autistic dumb loser and I want to die
I'm an autistic dumb loser and I fail everything
I'm an autistic dumb loser and I deserve to suffer and rot in hell

>>19232565
Maybe you are in hell already, brother.

>>19232565
hey, anon:

Going through my most intense OCD episode in a couple years. I don't know if I'm going to make it, bros.

>>19232410
Everything I've held dear has been ripped out of my hands and thrown on the floor everyday just slips by me as i get closer and closer to death my entire life is a lie this morning almost like an animal i felt so fortunate for the blessings in my life food running water electricity everyday for whatever reason god spares my life this is some of the only positive feelings I've had in ages

>>19232565
It not so bad fren be mindful of the media you consume music tv movies LIT it can influence how we see and feel

Anyone trying to write in English as an ESL?

Dunno if these threads got worse or if I just have higher standards now
I should write an actual blog instead of dumping all my good thoughts here

https://voca.ro/16Xlz410SeVn
mixing to cassette is hard.
also it was a shit cassette

>>19232602
you should play around with tape delay and shit, could make it into an eerie soundscape thing
https://youtu.be/9OqpQDhW1wY

>>19232565
Correct.

>>19232734
>>19232732

>>19232410

Why is this a /lit topic?

>>19232722
Same. I've sort of turned these threads into my diary desu and have thrown away some decent prose here at times. I used to journal a lot, but it must've slowly started driving me nuts stowing away my thoughts in a journal that nobody else would ever read. I felt like I couldn't escape my head, and that and my consciousness, though precise and sharp as my pen point, was also just narrow . If I started a blog nobody would read it even if it was of quality, because it's very difficult to bootstrap an audience and generate traffic without an established social media presence to shill it on.

So here I toss my thoughts into this hole, in which so much garbage piles up beside it, but at least where perhaps one or two others might read it. That brings me some consolation.

>>19232755
>write what's on your mind
>write

I had a dream today when I took a nap in the afternoon.

I was chased by some dogs (not sure if they were actually hostile, but it was unpleasant) until one caught up to me, it was a really big dog, like a St. Bernard. I scratched it's head a bit, then it started talking to me, apologized for his previous transgressions (he talked very eloquently for some reason) and told me that this is his third life. In the last two he was taken in by great families with children, piano music and dancers and he was loyal to them until the end. He then told me that he wanted to go home with me, but I told him that I couldn't give him that life because I live alone in a one room apartment and couldn't even afford to feed such a large dog. Then the dream dissolved.

I've been wondering since then whether or not the dog was just a gold digger. I didn't get to see his reaction to me telling him I'm poor.

I'm really afraid my reasoning will kill me as an artist.

>>19232734
Damn this is some good shit.
Yea currently i pretty much just fuck around with the process of recording to cassette. Seeing what turns out nice and what doesn't.
One day i would like to experiment with tape loops and shit like that
https://voca.ro/1i2mSYwaBOoM
https://voca.ro/19y6ZEyOv7Wg
https://voca.ro/15pmff9MYT7s
https://voca.ro/13gNyotMrgtP (this one isnt from a cassette but ill leave it here anyways)

why am i so tired all the time

what goes on here?

>>19232835
that tape atmosphere with the chiptune sound kinda reminds me of haircuts for men
i like how grimy the 3rd tune is
>>19232832
sometimes you need a little form to art, but in a purely intuitive way

>>19232851
whatever you want

>>19232839
l have that too

>>19232784
I dunno man. Last thread I thought I put a pretty decent idea down and it just got ignored. If instead of posting that, I just sat on it and fleshed it out into something complete, then put out a blog post with it, it would probably be way better and get more exposure in the end. Honestly if you expend any good ideas here it's probably just a waste.

Start linking the new thread in the old thread fags

I don't want to get a job
I don't want to work

>>19232655
I exclusively watch slasher films in which bimbos are brutally murdured

>>19232875
Although his style is more on the lazy side ive always loved haircuts for men and vaporwave in general.
All internet genres (vaporwave, synthwave, chillwave, hypnogogic pop, etc) have had such a profound influence on me.
I genuinely love any form of esoteric internet music. I will always be more interested in the weirdo making music in his basement versus the average musician trying to make accessible music. Not that I hate the latter, I listen to a shit ton of "normal" music to.

>>19232931
yeah vaporwave (also finding out about david bowie and 70s music in general) was what really got me into an art form that i still kind of respect before others, partially because of how DIY it can be

>>19232944
also it’s funny how in the late 90s bowie talked about how if the multimedia internet was around when he was first becoming an artist he would’ve done it instead of music, but he easily could’ve been one of those esoteric online music producers

Blood stains the roofs and the palm trees of Venice. Blood in my love in the terrible summer. Bloody red sun of fantastic L.A.

I am happy with my country (USA), but lately I have developed an interest with Australia. I like watching YouTube videos about various Australian cities and universities and wildlife. I imagine attending the University of Melbourne must be pretty fun. They have a nice building at least.

i wonder if i should study to be a watchmaker. sounds like an honorable job.

i am very embarrassed to realize that i know so little about the writers of my home country. as far back as i can remember, i was always repulsed by the most famous ones' love and praise of the western lifestyle, with a very schmaltzy, victor hugo bullshit romanticism. in fact, i even thought of myself as a more compelling writer than they were. it's extremely arrogant, but i will do my best to pay justice to what's really going on in this beautiful part of the world out of spite.
i wonder if any other third worlder has felt this way

When I think of myself as a child i.e. 5 or 6 it is as though thinking about an entirely separate person. But it's not, it is me, but it doesn't feel like me.

>>19233101
Croatia?

>>19233066
It's nice here. We have our issues like anywhere, but when I really think about it there is nowhere else I'd rather be

Sometimes I think like, I wouldn't be anti-Semitic except that the Jews so many fucking things to make me anti-Semitic

>>19233190
paranoia is a drug

>>19232410
2021 has officially been the best year of my life. Still a lot of year left too, I'm excited.

>>19233353
This Sall Rooney shit is ridiculous but it happens every single time, how much patience can a man have?

some stranger got angry at me last night

this fucking song man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2vHvonHQaE

i'll start drinking ginseng tea for the sake of ADD treatment. losing my train of thought 20 times a day and helplessly trying to catch it back is going to drive me insane.

>>19233125
Do you live in Melbourne?

>>19232410
How do AI stop caring about politics. I’m not talking about local or even domestic politics which actually affect my life. I am obsessed with geopolitics and political philosophy. I have no power to affect these things and all it does is stress me out. How do I stop being like this?

I have family commitments and I really do care about them, but I also feel that they somehow diminish me.

I just lost my job today.
My lover and I just went our separate ways tonight.
I think live is bleak.

>>19233570
fuck man

>>19233575
You said it.
Time to overcome myself.
People seem so shallow.
Will I ever find wholeness?

>>19233066
Melbourne is the worst city in Aus

>>19233446
>Do you live in Melbourne?

I live in Sydney

sneed

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy8Xz5QxH_o

bruh im like the gary oldman of weed smoking

>>19233592
yea, but you gotta hang in there a while. a lot easier said than done.

>>19233615
you are like the gary oldman of whining about weed smoking if that's something that gary oldman would do a lot of
I don't really mind tho

>>19233640
right now im in like a stockholm syndrome weed phase but ill probably resume the whining after this weekend or maybe the next one

I prepared to release the symphony of farts I had been courteous enough to hold for hours. My stomach had been in a fair amount of pain all night and I had been waiting for this moment since the second I ran into Annabelle at Clandestine. I raised my right knee up and gripped the white sheet. They did not make a noise but it did smell terribly, like a thousand deaths, some sort of mass grave filled with stomach bile and melting French cuisine rich and pungent, slathered in butter.

Like most nights (when it was still financially viable and socially realistic for me to spend hundreds of dollars a week on dinner and wine at Lucian's) I had indulged myself in plates of the duck liver mousse, grilled sardines, and escargots de bourgogne before filling the rest of my stomach with a magnificent hunk of filet mignon. The food always swam in a sarcophagus of Bordeaux or vodka martinis depending on who I was with and if I was trying to fuck them. The meal I had at Lucian's the night prior (oysters, octopus, filet mignon, two bottles of Bordeaux) was now being forced out.

Although it wouldn’t have mattered because I did not love her, I was thankful Annabelle did not wake up. I lightly flapped the sheet and dispersed the smell throughout her room.

>>19233570
lost your job and your woman on the same day? that's fucked man

i be like

>>19233778
Can you just kill yourself? You're the most obnoxious tripfag on /lit/

I've been reading a lot. I'm getting through at least 4 books a week while working full time. I feel like this is some strange form of suicide. I have no ambition, no hope. I don't even have despair. I just subsist and read. Boxed away like some mummy. Maybe I should want to go beyond all this, but what would be the point. The future is a strange, sick horizon that seems absurd to chase. Maybe I should get a girlfriend, but that too seems like a setup for a bizarre absurdist drama: the Recluse in Love. I think I'll die. It will be slow. None of the sense of theater that self-immolation has, none of the seriousness of a gunshot, not even the sustained will of an overdose. This will be just a prolonged wasting away. Chronic time poisoning. There is a cold beauty to it

Companies like Facebook and Google are essentially war profiteers. I don't believe that they create the insanity, but they sure do profit off it.

ight ima go downtown and get drunk and high. ill see you guys later
https://youtu.be/HZJPPOLBDcc

I lurked on /biz/ to find a thread on how to make money online and I found nothing.

it's amazing to me that 4channel is still allowed on the internet. i mean you can just post any idea you can think of.

>>19234114
Memes aside, 4chan moderation is actually pretty decent at removing and threads and posts which are actually dangerous. They also work with the law when needed and so I think the powers that be let this site exist.

>>19234114
One day we'll all be tracked down and put in cages but it's nice while it lasts

>>19234187
god i hate this world

>>19234187
That was going to happen anyway

This is pathetic. Sometimes I romanticize the idea of dying or getting some illness so that I can cut off contact with others. My life is fine overall, and I'm thankful that I'm doing better than I was before. But... man. Sometimes I get overwhelmed by relationships and people. Disgusted by them. I want to escape.

>>19234321
> Is that Clairo?
Has she had children since this photo?

>>/lit/thread/19234276

>>19234392
She has very nice nostrils

Fuck, I'm reading Otto Weininger's "Sex and Character" right now and it's really killing my reading mood... But I'm the type who can't just stop reading a book that he doesn't like.

I havent smoked weed in a few weeks and as expected I have been having very vivid dreams. Not only that, but I have been having reveries of dreams that I had years ago. This leads me to believe that smoking weed is much more harmful than most suspect. Not dreaming seems like a serious problem.

>>19233603
Why, it seems like it has a nice climate and is comfy

Every time I see someone in a car on the road or one of the civilian aviators overhead, I am immediately curious as to every detail of their life, and it is almost painful that I will ver y likely never so much as interact with them.

>>19233778
>Marxism has value, but Marxism-Leninism is retarded
Does a political group with this view exist

>>19234493
Anarchists who study economics

I feel like photoshoping some more fake Wordsworth covers. Any books you want to see done?

fuck niggers

>>19234439
It's not that you're not dreaming, it's you forgetting your dreams. THC affects cannabinoid receptors, and one of those things they do that is important is forgetting. Forgetting isn't a bad thing, but if you're constantly turning those receptors to the max then you'll probably forget some stuff which might be necessary to remember. However, if you go to the other extreme, not being able to forget things causes problems too. If you damage those receptors in mice they cannot forget a maze they learnt, and if you put them in a new maze, they not only won't learn how to navigate the new maze, they'll keep trying to navigate it like the old maze. For some people it's harmful to get an extra dose of cannabinoid, because it makes them forget habits they've learnt or makes them perceive things they had not before, but that's also why it can be helpful in some circumstances. Most dreams are forgettable because they deal with not real scenarios, like a maze you once were in but are not now in, so this isn't a sign of weed being especially harmful.
The signs of it being harmful are probably closer to what you see as the effects. A lot of the sense of revelation from weed is because you have forgotten something you normally found easily in your memory, and your brain is trying to spark recognition; it is in a maze it has been in before but cannot remember it now when it needs to. You get about the same reward for remembering what you normally know without much effort just like when you first learnt it, because you have forgotten the kind of pragmatic memories like navigating familiar spaces or habitual actions and it now seems "new".

Hello World

I've become aware enough of my emotions and thoughts to make out certain boundaries they operate in and certain actions I can take. Over the last year I experienced something fairly minor, in comparison to everything else, but also fairly disappointing and distressing, to the point that it acted as a catalyst on all the other stresses on me at that point and the resulting mental turbulence threatened to tip me in a poor direction. In that state I felt that if I pushed on myself in one direction, I could snap the thread connecting me to external events, and stop caring about anything one way or another; looking at it another way, I had the option of fleeing to somewhere deep inside myself where external things could not touch me.

It was very tempting, both then and now, even if I felt that by doing so I would lose something very important as a person. After a little while, I became aware of another action I could take: by 'pushing' on my thoughts and emotions as a whole, I could separate myself and dissociate completely. The person with my name would continue on their pre-set course, continuing their actions according to their instincts, while 'I' would go somewhere else. The option is still available to me, and I can trace the 'exit' in my mind through which I could depart, though it seems as if I need something more in order to take it, like it's a door that's rusted shut and I need to push harder to open it.

I'm kind of sick of it all anyway. I'd like to either go back to being able to feel things and enjoy things normally or just disappear completely rather than this weird halfways arrangement where I'm caught between wanting to participate in the world and wanting to escape it.

>>19232410
2021 is just me constantly hitting a wall, getting rejected by every job and girls I meet, but at least i'm trying I guess
>>19233570
This happened to my older brother when the pandemic started in 2020. One year later, he has a new job that pays more than the previous one and a new gf.

everything is forgiven if you're 6'0, handsome, and have a big dick

>>19234695
That's nice anon, but what do I do if I'm 5'8, ugly, and 4"?

>>19234699
use one of the coping methods for lesser mortals

>>19234699

The most beautiful woman I've ever seen is very vain. Is vanity necessary to be very beautiful?

>>19233570
Play the blues brother.

>>19234612
Marijuana is a psychological and (on a lower [more unconscious layer]) a Hallucinogenic dissociative. It causes spaced. out thinking . You get trapped in thought loops as well because of the minor psychedelia. Weed can be used responsibly but you have to be aware of the altered state you are in. You can’t assume it’s the baseline or you will think it’s your desired reality even when it’s not. You will gain tolerance, get bored and be addicted. Use it don’t abuse it blah blaaahh blaaaaaahhhh. Your mileage may vary. Just try and not get too attached Jim.

Slave, listen to me! Here I am, master, here I am!
I want to make love to a woman! Make love, master, make love!
The man who makes love forgets sorrow and fear!
O well, slave, I do not want to make love to a woman.
Do not make love, master, do not make love.
Woman is a real pitfall, a hole, a ditch,
Woman is a sharp iron dagger that cuts a man’s throat.

That's from an ancient Akkadian poem. Looks like things haven't changed since then

Im the kurt russell of weed smoking

I'm "me." There's no différance between the text "me" and the physical being that "me" refers to.

>>19235012
You should try being the kurt russel of suicide

>>19234114
the truth is that the glow in the darks enjoy browsing here as much as you do, anon

I managed to have one conversation today. Nice Thai man. Foreigners are so much easier to talk to than anybody else.

I have things to do next week and hopefully I can’t die. The thought of death seems to be very distant to me as a 23 year old, and I suppose right now it is. It feels that way most of the time. Not all of the time. One of those times it felt close was a few hours ago, and it pains me to know that I can’t seem to gauge how close I am to death in these scenarios.
I was going to drive to my brother’s friend’s house to meet my brother and our friends. I got in the car and seemed to misplace my keys. Thinking the car isn’t on because I don’t have the keys, I get out and begin to plan. I realize the car wasn’t in park, it was in reverse as I’m outside of a car now moving backwards indefinitely.
“Oh shit. Oh shit! Oh shit!” begins to reverberate through the quiet street of my suburb whenever this was happening, sometime around 9:50 PM if I had to pin it down. The car begins rolling out of the driveway and into the thankfully empty street. I seem to chase it, pressing my hands to it as if it would magically make it stop. I yell instinctually, partially born from my own amazement at my own stupidity and partially because I think it might warn others and/or get me help. No one came out. No one except my mother, who was already terminally antsy about my driving ability anyway.
But a few seconds before that, the car was going directly across the street at that point and was getting close to the house directly across from mine.
“Oh shit, this isn’t going to wreck their house, their house is made of brick and the car’s not going that fast in reverse, but it will wreck the car. Or maybe it’ll kill me if I’m not careful. That’s possible, right? Fuck.”
Without thinking; it was like I was watching a movie of myself and with no autonomy of my own outside of pure instinct. I get back in the car and hit the brakes. I knew, or at least I seemed to sense in that moment of instinctual autonomy, that getting back in the car was the “riskier” thing to do as opposed to just backing away and letting it hit some shit. But that would cost thousands of dollars. My life, but my life put on hold. But my life. You, know my life is on hold anyway with how shitty my job is and how unpopular my writing is. Get in the fucking car and brake it you goddamn idiot.
“Goddamn idiot”? You just went to the sacrament of confession yesterday. Don’t be talking, or thinking, like that.
But get in the car and break it first. I hop in right as the back tire plops over the curb opposite mine. Brake. The car obliges. A strange moment where I hold down hard on the brake as the car is stopped, put it in park and seem to hold myself there frozen in analysis of my safety.
If any car was coming down that road or if anyone in the other houses heard me, man, I must’ve looked like a fucking idiot. The yellow glow from the inside of my house beckons out as my mom stands in the doorway. Yep. I look like a fucking idiot.

<<continue?>>

I had a dream where i french kissed a blonde short haired tomboy with visible abs. I usually dont have these dreams ever.

>>19235197
very nice of your subconscious to give you such a gift

>>19235197
it means you are gay now, sorry

>>19235114
Foreigners love me for some reason. Maybe because I'm white and well spoken

>>19233819
Dude ride a bike or something. Buy an electric scooter those things are fun

>>19235202
But what does it mean? Do dreams have a meaning?
>>19235204
But it was a guy.

>>19235283
It means you need to masturbate more often

Most penises go through their entire lifespan without ever touching another penis

>>19232565
Me too anon, me too.

>>19235219
I used to work with a really nice Thai girl. She said she liked me because I was the only guy at work who didn't hit on her constantly and she found that refreshing.

Did some pretty bad things and hurt some people's feelings. Even though I don't feel like I'm completely in the wrong, it's still not a nice feeling knowing that other people's feelings are hurt. Tbh I feel pretty numb to it but I wish I could just forget about it completely. I don't want to feel anything at all.

>>19234493
communism

I have a sneaking suspicion that covid lockdowns are causing many more physical health problems than we understand, most likely psychosomatic. This is just based off a lot of anecdotal evidence and a hunch.

Communists, especially tankies, seem as a rule to me to be very petty, jealous and bitter people. Even those who grew up very comfortably middle class and only larp as working class. This is based on real life experience.

>>19236165
I haven't had much to do with them, but my experience has been that commies are tense, serious people. Marxism does seem tense and serious, generally speaking. I think their teachings don't account for a lot of rest and recreation until the revolution is over

>>19236165
My main impression of commies is that they are skinny and have long thin faces. Never met a commie irl who worked out or had a wide face, though I know there are some e celeb commies who look that way. I am not talking about fat faces here if that wasn't clear but pic related

im letting "pragmatism" rot me from the inside out

>>19236165
>my ressentiment will cancel out theirs
Stop talking about politics to people who spend all their time on the internet. It is honestly more worthwhile to discuss game mechanics with people who spend all their time playing Candycrush.

>>19236286
Decadence will rot you from the inside out faster.

When I talk to myself I always refer to myself as "you" because I always needed external validation. I just started saying "I" and I literally feel a firey feeling in my chest. What the fuck bros.

I'm looking for a job, and this triggers my suicidal ideation.

The other day a recruiter asked me if a 3h/week cleaning job would be a temporary solution for me or if I want to pursue a career in this

Idk, what do you think? Useless retard

>>19233066
Hi mate, University of Melbourne is pretty good. Certainly lacks the brainiacs of the top unis in America but people work hard and make a decent impact on research and stuff globally. Very easy going with a good blend of people whether that's political, ethnic or otherwise. Good campus as well. If you ever get the chance come down here for a bit you'd be welcome.

why is /an/ such a bunch of faggots man
how do you explain that the wisdom of an owl cannot be measured through intelligence tests, never mind the fact the difference between intelligence and wisdom which the ancients were hinting at when the called the owl wise

>>19236493
>Idk, what do you think?
I think you believe cleaning is beneath you when it's actually above you.

she won't be coming back.

>>19236568
It's the head tilting. A good head tilt can you see you through academia to this day.
Source: I'm an owl.

I've come to fulfill, for the time being at least, everything I hoped to achieve although a little belatedly. Nothing has really changed after I've achieved it but at least I'm in peace. The future, outside looking in, is very bright for me. What helped the most, made all the difference, both personally but also in being able to achieve substantive/material success was a sincere interest in my existential anxiety and desire for philosophical inquirery. Perhaps what would be most telling of, what I hope, is my maturation and coming of age, is my understanding of Kierkegaard as a figure of protest and angst, to one of sincerity and love. Kierkegaard regretted that he never married but he still managed to love like when he wrote in Works of Love. Other important works for me is Love's Work by Gillian Rose, Pascal's Pensees, the Tao Te Ching, The Ethical Demand by Knud Ejler Løgstrup, Moby Dick and Jon Fosse. As Augustine said, inwardness must project outwards eventually.

What is the best moment of your life?

>>19236582
2001 Moet buffet style for breakfast in Majorca

now that i've completely failed in life i want to fully bottom out and live as a sissy prostitute to pay for my living
not that i will make a high end one im 30 lol

>>19236582
Taking Kratom for the first time. Yes, I'm this much of an autistic faggot and I hate myself for it.

>>19236582
1. meeting God (if that can be said to have been me)
2. feeling that I had been able to provide everything my gf needed to thrive
3. one time when we were having sex the words swam through my head "this is the best moment of your life. you will look back at this, and this will be it." It wasn't, but it was damn good.

it's over tho.

>>19236569
>I apply for a cleaning job
>"I think you believe cleaning is beneath you"
How did you survive without a functional brain?

Few days ago I tried to visit /pol/ for a bit. It is amusing to see the board is just /int/ that talk about stuff that lean on being news more than being political, and women pics posting too. Meanwhile this board is much much more political than /pol/.
Great literature board you guys have here.

>>19232410
I was absolutely entranced by this chubby girl’s humongous tits that shook at her every movement. Round rimmed glasses, a bobcut and copious amounts of makeup elevated her from the typical chubby chick to someone you would actively want to breed, and momentarily I imagined myself ripping off her black long-sleeve top and fondling her ginormous mammaries, sucking on them and whipping my cock out as I tear off her pants and stuff myself in her, losing myself in the pleasures of flesh as the overbearing amount of juicy, grabbable parts on her prevent me from escaping her carnal clutches. She was talking about something. Lacking of importance to me, but she was animated enough that I noticed that she might have a passion for whatever it was she was doing. Wasn’t enough to break my gaze on her melons, though.

Morbidly obese chicks, however, are a massive turnoff. I still need to be able to discern between parts of your body. If you’re just a big ball of cellulite – I want nothing to do with you. You’re about as attractive to me as a faggot with AIDS. In fact, you’re probably unhealthier than a faggot with AIDS. I imagine men and women with rifles in aerobics leotards lining these corpulent wastes of space up against the wall of a Planet Fitness, shooting them (preferably multiple times as their meat might catch the shot and save their miserable lives) and then burning down the said Planet Fitness for crimes against the human figure.

I'm the guy researching how to edit the genome so that women become tall fecund amazons and men become small athletic shotas. I'm almost done, there's only one more trait that I have to figure out how to engineer, then I will have the completed the model. I think I'll be done in a few weeks to be honest, maybe a few months.

I was pensively walking on the beach last night. Gazing at the moon, I realized that I am the Ubermensch.
I truly am the Ubermensch. I have risen above the values of almost all humans on the planet, and my values and the genetic modifications that I am finalizing will be forced upon all people in the world, regardless of their volition or desires.

It's a good feeling.

>>19236652
Read your own post. It says the recruiter asked you. You then called him a useless retard.

>>19236791
>anon doesn't know quadruple X women are a thing

>>19236582
I don't know man

>>19236815
This has nothing to do with what I'm talking about.

so fucking tired bros. just laying in bed shitposting and I'm kind of out of breath. I am not a fatty. it's been like this a few days now, since wednesday I think. I basically sleep at night so it should level out but god damn. I'm NEETing and it just keeps going, I'm not engaged in anything. I went out and read in the sun today and I could do about an hour, after that I got the fatigue and went home and went to bed.

>>19236582
A few years ago I was a 24 year old virgin (apart from the whore I fucked years before), living with my mom and without a job.
Then one day it all came together and I just started a new job, was house sitting for a friend for 2 weeks and reconnected to a girl I met on vacation a few months before. I fucked her in that house, and went to work the next day.

I remember thinking this is the most normal day I've ever had and still think about it fondly.
Now I have a job and my own place but now gf. Somehow the magic is gone. I hate how in life you want certain things but once you get them you get used to it.

soft warm vagina engulfing penis
hands gripping plump hips
large breasts in mouth
tongue in ear
convulsing orgasm

>>19236927
hello are you rupert kaur

>>19235993
I know a chiropractor. He says he's never seen so much business in his entire career. There are tons of health problems from this lockdown

>>19236165
I have never met a working class communist

>>19236963
i have met one I think. he works in elder care iirc

>>19236963
You don’t get out much. But generally we’re anarcho-communists

>>19236982
I do get out much. And I work in the construction industry. The only commies Ive ever met were upper middle class university students or chinese immigrants. Desu I actually like the chinks. They're really growing on me

my parents moderately suck (emotional cripples) but i rely on them for survival in more ways than just receiving food and shelter
i'd like to move out of the suburbs soon though, since it's restricting. might continue school in addition to wage-ing and art stuff
>>19236963
in my experience "communists" love tradies, and dismiss every other section of the working class as "lumpen"

>>19236982
I have never met anyone describing themselves as anarcho-communist.
And like the other guy I work in construction. I think you need to get off the internet if you think anarcho-communism is a working class position

I feel like I'm exploding out of something very old

>>19236916
Novelty is hollow, you're meant to find meaning in your moments and that is what makes them special.

>>19237067
Construction pays well. You’re bought off petite bourgeois. You may grumble about the greedy fools in power, hate on the upper class, but some of your peers absolutely worship them if they’re on the right political team. Corruption of money works at all levels.
The university commies get into Marx and Lenin and maybe Trotsky and it just gets to be quite elitist and cultish.
Chinese are doing a freer market than the US (still both mixed)
Interesting video lecture on the topic
https://youtu.be/4THv2qQjLhc

>>19237084
Why would you find any ancoms in construction?
Why are there so many construction workers on lit all of a sudden?

>>19237160
Where would anyone find an ancom except from either the internet or a university?

/lit/ recommended me i am a cat a while ago
what a garbage book
i bet some tranny made the rec

>>19237159
I found meaning in that day. Also when i first moved out and getting used to my current job.
I'm not sure the few moments you get in your average day is enough to compensate for the rest of the day which can be dull or filled with disappointment. Maybe I'm expecting too much from life. I do have a tendency to make rash changes in my life (about to do it again) just to shake things up a bit.

>>19237169
>or a university?
Well Herod teaches (or taught) these little workshops advocating ancom, so a few in the Boston area, but there’s probably no one in the US teaching anarchist American history much less theory. You find anarchism and you likely drop out of college and cancel the loans and go start a substantive farm somewhere, if not go ride the rails

>>19237191
Someone did that to me too. Glad I didn’t get it.

>>19237216
Right so extremely rare. So rare it's barely worth mentioning as a serious trend.
Why then say someone doesn't go out much because he hasn't seen a working class communist?

>>19237160
I don't think you should make so many assumptions about me personally. However I have noticed that you're correct in one way: my income comes almost entirely from the wealthy. They can throw away ten thousand dollars on cosmetic renovations even now when most of the country is struggling from the Covid Depression. I do in fact live in a suburb just orbiting their neighborhoods. I'm beginning to think that this actually proves supply side economics. The only thing really bothers me is their decadent cultural attitudes. They were so pro black lives matter last year, but they have extremely rigorous police forces that kept their neighborhoods safe from the violence. This is a rich neighnorhood in Los Angeles, merely ten miles from the worst of the riots last year.
>some of your peers absolutely worship them if they’re on the right political team.
This is also true. My family worships money and they love to orbit rich people. I once criticized Joe Rogan for having said something dumb. They all just told me I'm jealous of his wealth and that he can't be wrong due to his success. It's a sick attitude.
As for the chinks, my chinese nationalist friend explained the system to me. It sounded more fascist than communist in some ways. Theres a lot I admire about the chinese system, but there are other aspects which are fundamentally repellent to me as an American.
>Why are there so many construction workers on lit all of a sudden
It's a huge industry. Not everyone here is some depressed college kid

Bro im walking home in the rain lol im like the travis bickle of weed smoking or something idek

>>19237276
Literally nobody fucking cares. Make a twitter if you want to update the world about your retarded daily antics

>>19236963
Socialism is led by a vanguard party, and while this party works for the benefit of the working class, it is not necessarily comprised of them. Sometimes it is. Post-WWII China, for example, was a region where the vanguard party was the peasantry, and many if not most attempted transitions from feudalism/colonialism to socialism saw either the peasantry or the proletariat (both who we can consider "the working class") lead the revolution. In the modern West however, the vanguard party is likely to be the upper-middle class, what many leftists have taken to calling the professional-managerial class. Major shifts towards socialist policy are likely to be lead and pushed for by this class, and this is a class which (in the United States at least) often despises the culture and attitudes of the working class. Don't be surprised if they don't like the working class, and if the working class dislikes them.

>>19237289
>Post-WWII China, for example, was a region where the vanguard party was the peasantry, and many if not most attempted transitions from feudalism/colonialism to socialism saw either the peasantry or the proletariat (both who we can consider "the working class") lead the revolution.
the CPC was mainly controlled by urban cadres who survived the KMT massacres. while the peasantry were still key to victory, they weren't in the driver's seat

>>19237289
Well thats a very interesting paradigm. It seems full of self contradiction and would explain why american leftism is so decadent. The irony is that the socialist vanguard is actually harming the working class and is substituting real socialism with "woke-ism"

>>19237262
>I don't think you should make so many assumptions about me personally
You’re here anonymously. I can assume things about you by my years of exposure to the general character around here. Until you correct me of course. I’m happy to adjust my perceptions of this blank slate you present.
They held riots to stop the nascent labor movement. Cops encouraged vandalism and looting, but protected those rich people neighborhoods perfectly well.
I agree with your assessment of China.
> Not everyone here is some depressed college kid
Maybe the aging demographic can mellow the place a bit

>>19237287
One day you'll understand

>>19237340
The fact that I'm a blank slate should be cause for reservation about judging me before I fill in the details. Thats how I engage with people here.
Anyway it's kind of weird. you amd I have had a lot of conversations. Ive given you enough detail for you to know me thouroughly. And yet each time we talk I'm a blank slate to you. It's an odd kind of relationship. I guess I have this feelong that you should know me better even though you can't. What a horror of modernity

>>19237391
>Ive given you enough detail for you to know me
But then you disappear all over again. I have zero to anchor to this person I’ve just met.
It’s the horror of anonymity is all. Heh. Well, I hope we’ve been mostly civil

>>19237412
We've had a lot of fun conversations. Actually we talk just about every day. I stopped being an ass hole when I actually got to know you.
I can understand why /lit/ has a lot of trips now. But I continue to prefer anonymity. Theres a lot of advantages to it. And I dont want a name attatched to every retarded off hand post I make

>>19237317
Fair enough. Still, in theory at least, Maoist thought seems to center around the peasantry as the vanguard, probably because of the economic reality of China at the time.

>>19237335
It is a weird situation, and frankly I suspect if this upper-middle class revolution succeeds, it will end up falling apart like Communist Afghanistan did. If socialism ever succeeds in America, it will come wrapped in red, white and blue: coupled with a surge in nationalism. Maybe it'll be a Christian socialist revolution instead. Or maybe the right-wingers are right and socialism is too flawed and we'll avoid it (I'm not a socialist/communist so I'm not too attached to the idea of a socialist movement).

>>19237439
>I can understand why /lit/ has a lot of trips now.
It's fun to have a trip, but honestly not as interesting as I expected it to be. I'll probably stop using it sooner or later.

>>19237439
I've made many memorable posts over the years, but often I wonder, what in my life would change, if I had attached a tripcode to them. I'm an unrecognized memelord - and it doesn't even matter.. Or does it?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWVrdFrpXHE
>>19237439
true love in the land of charles atlas and the bomb

>>19237475
never create anything, it will be misinterpreted, it will chain you and follow you for the rest of your life.

>>19236815
What did he mean by this?

>>19237462
It’s a subtle life affirmation that should ring at least a little accountability. Less trolling and/or angry posting

>>19237475
Naw. It’s just a personal thing.

>>19237576
Shame tripfagging doesn't work against attention whoring or posting your face on here.

>>19232410
God has been good to me lately. I don't feel as lonely anymore as I used to feel. I am still alone, mind you, but I know that I will be alright in my aloneness. My autumn break has just started and I'm looking forward to walking through town, looking at the colored leaves and to reading some cozy books. I've also been thinking about going to the gym.

>>19237583
tripfagging IS attention whoring

>>19237576
>should ring at least a little accountability. Less trolling and/or angry posting
A fair point. Anonymity brings out the worst in people (or maybe it just reveals how people truly are-- a depressing thought).

>>19237620
Yet you're here rather than a reddit or twitter.
Anonymity is increasingly rare on the internet and it's a shame

>>19237627
You’re a shame. Go back >>>/b/

>>19237641
Ironically, you're angry posting

>>19237627
Well, Twitter I don't like because 1. Everyone seems to be mad there and 2. Little of value can be said in 180 characters or whatever it is. Reddit's flaw is the upvote-downvote system. I think 4chan's bump system is a much better way of promoting content.

Nothing wrong with tripfagging if the stuff you post is actually interesting or unique or special.
I put on this tripcode when I want to be identified, but I am a special case, and 95% of the posts I make are anonymous. Most of you are not special, to be honest none of you are.

>>19237664
You don't think the anonymity is crucial in what makes 4chan better than other forums?
I've been on plenty and they always devolved into petty fights between cliques or trying to get the most upvotes or likes. The only way you can combat both is anonymity

>>19237620
Anonymity allows me to address ideas and people freely. I can criticize or question anons from any angle I can conceive and this allows for a unique dynamic of discourse. Theres a particulae type of dialectic and particular brand of humor generated from this site which would not be possible otherwise. It allows us to think in new ways and conceive of the world in manners which would otherwise be impossible. I contrast it to my ability to discourse on youtube comment sections. I am unable to say half the things I can say here. Thus, the level of discourse on youtube is very low quality and stagnant.

The past two years of online class have been a blessing in disguise. I can take virtually unlimited classes from earliest hours to last hours because I am staying all day in my basement. I’ve been taking on average 22 classes per semester while before the pandemic I only took 8 classes. A lot of philosophy, classics, math, politics, physics and language courses etc… I unironically want to thank China because the last 2 years have been huge for my intellectual development both in depth and breadth. I hope online classes continue forever.

>>19237708
How the fuck do you handle 22 courses at a single time

>>19237714
I’m studying 15 hours a day in my basement. It’s certainly doable if you plan carefully.

>>19237678
>You don't think the anonymity is crucial in what makes 4chan better than other forums?
I think it does to a degree. I removed my trip and now, only the content of this post matters, not me. So anonymity removes distractions I guess.

>>19237708
Which 22 courses did you take

im feeling rather damp today

Everyone around me has either long term relationship or marriage with kids. Meanwhile, i havent had relationship, sex, kiss or even handholding in a romantic fashion. My life is a joke to the God.

vintage porn turns me on

>>19237885
Celibacy is a gift from God.

>>19237979
More like a curse

every romantic rejection leads to an amazing creative period. it is full of hate and bitterness but still better than the emptiness that comes out of my work when there is no person my brain has bound me to. this time it was the worst i must admit. we have way more in common that the last but she won't let go of her lover. or so i think.

>>19237993
No. He saved you from the most grotesque carnalities. It's only because your mind is set on the flesh that it yearns for passing and ephemeral sensual experiences. You have a higher calling and its a travesty that you lament it

Going to university is the worst decision I have ever made

>>19237977
It's way better.

>>19237993
Sex is for your wife. Really grateful that I made the right choices and saved myself.

>>19238018
I'm not that guy, I just think it's dishonest to say he's better off without a partner. And most people do not have a higher calling than forming a family in my experience.

>>19238046
Sure it's better but it sounds like anon wants to have a relationship/sex yet is incapable of doing so. It's very different from saving yourself.

>>19238046
the actresses look kinda normal, amatuer and regula porn doesn't have that vibe desu

>>19237600
Good for you, anon.

Bless

Joseph Roth is the last German writer I actually enjoyed reading. How a drunktard can be so talented is perplexing.

>>19237979
Maybe for a geniuses, not a lowlife like me.

>>19232410
Graduated, got a job, lost my v-card, and found a translation of America Against America by Wang shining.
Literally no complaints

>>19237648
>Mirthful rebuke
>anger

>>19232410
I'm not sure if I'm cut out to be an artist. Every time I wake up with only a few hours of sleep my mind wanders immediately to how deluded I am to think that I will ever be a writer. And whenever I go home for the weekend from campus, I feel the warmth of my family and dog who are happy to see me and lose all motivation to pursue a life of creation and feel that I would be happiest just making my parents proud.

I think the only thing we own are choices. All consequences are out of our hands. I wonder if finding oneself in a choice-situation is a choice or a consequence. If it's the former I should be vigilant, if it is the latter it doesn't matter.

i left a fucken porchetta sandwich in my bag like a stugatz! whatever though its still good

Went skating with my boss and got humbled
He used to be sponsored back in the days

>>19237160
so if leftists dont stand for actual working class people putting in the labour that holds up society then what exactly is it you people stand for? academics and hipsters working service industry jobs? why does it always seem like leftists actually hate real working class people and their values

https://youtu.be/1nHUBwHie4Q

God fuck, I’m so lonely. I miss my home, I miss my parents.

I’m just a hamster on a wheel, the rat-race, the waging-slave, pigeon stuck in its coup, a debased modern husk of a human being ticking in and out, then ticking in again, sand, then ticking out, and in, and out. ANIMALS! (cockroaches)

I respect my mind and body, especially sexually! I’m not going to consciously be dragged into post-modern, hardcore, fetishised propaganda. I’m not a worm. “Democracy manifest!” Where the hell did I leave my cigarettes? We’re so confused, primitive, and cattle-like.

Cramped like anchovy, interconnected tubes, running underground. A to B, B to A. I hate touching its surfaces. Everything reeks, that smelly smell that smells. It stinks, God it reeks. For fucks sake. They wallow in it, I wallow in it. PIGS! Pig...

Every street corner needs to be filled with hedonistic bombardments of electronic pleasure. Flashing images, bursting with sound. OBEY! The slimmest detection of silence sends everyone into a frenzy, I notice it. We scatter. ANIMALS!

Step 1: Block out vision, no peripheral, concentrate a beam of pure energy directly into eyes, plug in your ears and by God, please don’t make eye contact, please don’t make any God damn fucking eye contact with me you filthy useless sack of shit, you swine, you’re in my way. I see you looking at me! Otherwise i’ll be reminded by the existence of another human being and I might have to grow sympathy. Eyes go too deep. WELLS!

I stare at them purposefully, secretly laughing, I like to make them uncomfortable, somehow I believe I can rip them out of their delusion. Somehow, maybe, I hope, that eventually someone will stare right back at me, straight into my soul, desert, don’t break eye-contact, a real connection, of course that never happens.

Everything’s filthy. GARBAGE! Everyone hates each other and tries to outdo the other, it’s all so artificial. Fake leather and that God awful sound it makes. I spit on the homeless. (I also spit at the mirror every time I see my reflection.)
”They smell of booze, what lowlifes, look at them, useless leaching parasites. Why don’t they just die, we’d be better off without them.” DON’T THINK LIKE THAT!

Then I get home and drink half a bottle of wine (the good stuff) out of sear boredom. “That’s a tasty beverage!” Numb those senses™, have a little shit giggle by myself, fart in the bathtub, do a little naked dance. “HAHA, I’m so funny”. Not because I’m drunk, but because I’ve allowed myself to actually express myself for a second.

“I CAN’T LET ANYONE KNOW, DOH! They must never know. I’d better set an alarm, go to bed early. I should keep up appearances.”
(1/3)

>>19238522
I’ve got friends, it’s all shallow, it’s just a weight measuring game, dick-swinging competition, dog eat dog world. Hot-dog eating contest?
Im wrong.
I’m being too harsh, they’re nice, they care about me, but they can’t help me, they just don’t understand.
Im wrong.
They’re just naive and stupid and they don’t have it as hard as I do
Im wrong.
I’m lying to myself, it’s hard out here, they must feel the same way as me, they just don’t like showing their ugly side. TWO-FACED! I crack a smile at them...

”Oh hey Mark, OOoooH yes, I’m reading blabla book. Yes really healthy. I know right.”
Big words, BIG WORDS, congruent, lecherous, indignity.
”Oh me? Yes HA HA HA, going to the gym now, body important, understand? YES! Very healthy. I know.”
Temple.
”Yes yes, eating GOOD, cooking SOOOOO good. I love cooking, so great.”
Processed.
“Pulling on what? My weenee?! NO! Hahaha! Maybe once every two weeks. Wink* It IS bad for you, you know?”
Infantile, cuckold porn industry, toxic, emancipation, weak chins.
“MY PHONE? No... superficial human connection, FACE TO FACE! AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT!?”
“...”
“Oh wait, you do that too...” CRUSHED!

I check the lists, I do the tedious little tasks, I do the dance, my ballet, I do it every day like a good little boy, mama is so proud. I’m so graceful. I wash the dishes, I fold the clothes, I sort the trash, I take the shower, I mop the floor. Pat on the back. (I’m so good at this.)

There is only one thing I enjoy doh, it’s a simple man’s hobby, I cut images into synthetic flooring, I spread ink on it, I lay a paper on top of it, I push down on it with a spoon, imperfection. So cloggy, unwieldy and hypnotizingly meditative. Lovingly.

Sometimes I cut myself on accident, I’d never hurt myself behind my desk, it feels so good to bleed, I wish someone would punch me in the face, I think I could do this for the rest of my life. I don’t dare to show them to anyone doh... (Breather)

Eventually, like always, I end up slumped back, eyes fixed, seductive commercial entertainment, what beautiful stories they tell, I can almost imagine living them... thank you Disney, GLOBALISE! “God bless their stupendous gains, production value!”. Leaches, sapping away my hard-earned money, CONSUME! In an endless cycle of earning and spending, spending earning. Spending so I don’t feel so bad earning. Earning so I can justify my spending. INTERLINKED!

“I haven’t seen the fifth season yet, is it good?”
“It isn’t his best role, in my opinion.”
“I THINK THIS IS GOOD, I ENJOY. THIS?! HOWEVER?! IS BAD! NOT GOOD, NO! I HATE YOU FOR NOT ENJOYING WHAT I ENJOY!”
Writhing hands, rake it in, does it sound well when it hits the marble table? RINKLE! KA-CHING! Pocket money.
(2/3)

>>19238525
All this so I can sit in front of a screen catatonically hallucinating to images that have been perfected over a hundred years to satisfy my drooling monkey brain. Watch it clap as you wind it up! “Eat the bugs, live in the pod.” Thank you... I guess.

Money won’t resolve this issue, I need to relocate. It’s the city, I swear to God it’s the fucking city. It’s the root cause, cradle of culture my ass, ANIMALS! I’d rather die anonymously, I don’t need their products, I don’t need 24/7 grocery stores, I don’t need fast and accessible ATM’s, I don’t need cheap transportation. I don’t need processed garbage from chains with great reputability, reviews, customer service and convenient delivery to your very doorstep for only $9,99!!! INTEGRATE!

“Look at this pathetic idiot.” He said.

I want silence, I want wind, I want unpolluted air, I want my own fire, I want water I can swim in. I need an out, I wish there was an out, there is no out, I’m stuck here forever...

This is no way to live, I wish I could just have a good hard cry, family is important. HOME SWEET HOME. I wish I’d just crash, but the crash never comes, it will always be like this, sometimes I imagine myself taking a deep breath, stepping onto the tramline, and getting crushed, utter bliss...

“Oh woe unto me, woe to whoever allowed me to be born, cruel world” “I’m so sad, yes, feel sad for me, cry for me please, OH PLEASE” Damn, I’m so sorry, little slip of the tongue, almost seems like I’ve expressed myself there for a second.

Step 2: Something about worms. I am sooooooooo special...

09/03/21(Mon)03:10:14 No.41502408
“I like his writing style. Artists deserve to make it, especially in a withering world like the one we inherited.”

09/03/21(Mon)03:14:32 No.41502410
“I like your writing. Expressing ones sense of being trapped can feel liberating and empowering. But that’s only short term. You got to get practical and think of the long term, because eventually it’ll even take your short term relief away.”

09/03/21(Mon)03:33:12 No.41502503
“Stop being such a faggot and do something, visit your parents
go on vacation, leave your job and live in the woods like a hermit. I don’t know, something instead of whining like a little bitch.”

09/03/21(Mon)03:45:23 No.41502780
“Die.”

>>19238498
You always post good stuff, here's one from me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhFdJFarRBg

i scrambled my brain doing research chemicals on grassy knolls

https://youtu.be/8RFbYtOet4g

Do you guys think Lenin would have enjoyed Fanta?

>>19238481
Where did I hate? I simply said money corrupts us.
I was given a raise recently because people keep quitting. A piddly little amount, but if I weren’t socialist I’d probably reconsider leaving. I have some modicum of comforts where I’m at. At my level, this is corrupting.
Leftists want the working class to see through the bribe (though lately it’s all been about intersectionality and race relations etc.).

>not naming it “belly butt.jpg”

I have an undiagnosed mental condition and I worry that my thoughts are sent like a radio wave to something or someone, paranoia.
Is this true or not? Is there evidence against it? It prevents me from doing this because it tells me it will send my thought

>>19238637
>Where did I hate?
you're putting real working class people into the category of "other", aka the enemies of the revolution. communists always do this, and its more than sufficient enough reason for real working class people to despise you and your movement

>>19238642
God is always listening

>>19238637
So basically its bad that working class people have a good standard of living because it makes them dismiss your LARP

>>19238642
What if I'm a telepath, what if I just can't control it and what if my thoughts, you know, they do stuff.
I have intrusive thoughts and I worry that something is there with me and I worry that not all my thoughts are mine or fully mine, and I don't know
Could I be a telepath?

>>19238642
Sauce on webm

>>19238534
Yo cheers bro. I've been meaning to get into more Chinese music too so this was very convenient. Definitely gonna check these guys out

>>19238662
>>19238660
>>19238642
I don't know, I got it from /co/ I don't know, so am I a telepath or not? Am I schizophrenic? Are the thoughts real?

>>19238662
its from the resident evil movie, you damn zoomer

>>19238647
Naw, I’m just trying to explain why people don’t revolt. If anon was offended at the name “petite bourgeois”, I do apologize. He could also be called an upper prole. It’s just a term to describe the economic conditions
>Its more than sufficient enough reason for real working class people to despise you and your movement
By identifying that we make varying amounts of money? If you were at all concerned with the lazy people getting better houses than the hard workers, than you would help revolt, because that’s the case now.

>>19232410
I have no friends and I find it very depressive to talk with normies. What do I do?

>>19238657
That's what commies have been about for a while now.
You have to make life miserable by degrading multiple aspects (architecture, the family, nationalism) to get them to embrace communism. If you don't they stay too 'attached' to the current system and so won't go for revolution.

>>19238710
>I’m just trying to explain why people don’t revolt.
yea, you're identifying enemies of the revolution that are holding you back from living out your fantasies. you dont seem to comprehend how many honest laboring people have been killed because of "working class heros" such as yourself throwing around terms like petite bourgeois and dividing people by their income.

>>19238730
literally
>nooo youre not supposed to have nice things in exchange for your labour, youre only supposed to have nice things through me and my revolution :(((

>>19238686
I never cared for zombie movies

Thinking I might give up on my literary dreams and just write erotica all day

>>19238730
>>19238777
I see a lot of communist actions in the world today (in fact, nearly all of them) as being premature. Socialism is an emergent property of capitalism, not an alternative to it. You need the capitalist phase in order to establish the material conditions and class consciousness needed for the transition to socialism to occur. Let me give an example of where this is happening. In the United States, we are seeing the gradual consolidation of companies and brands under fewer and fewer umbrella companies, which all have more and more interactions with the government. I don't think socialism and communism in America will come through violent revolution, but by allowing this process to reach its natural conclusion, where we become a planned economy naturally as monopolies emerge in every industry., all under the control of the government Here, the vanguard party can seize power through the pre-existing democratic mechanisms, bolstered by labor actions. There is a massive opportunity for this to go terribly wrong, whether by automation making labor (and thus the one resource the proletariat has) worthless, or by this new centralized system devolving into a feudalist power structure, or even by ecological disasters fracturing this new system. But I do think is the best way to proceed.

I haven't even gotten my growth tested for it yet but I've pretty much accepted at this point that I have cancer. I don't trust the world enough not to do that to me. Death comes for everyone eventually. Frankly good fucking riddance. sayonara you shits

>>19238825
I'm thinking pic related will be their end goal. And it will be worse than what we have now.

>>19238825
is this bait

>>19238873
Its what theory does to a mf

>>19238834
>And it will be worse than what we have now.
Probably. Socialism to me isn't necessarily a good thing, but an inevitable one all the same.

>>19238873
Why do you consider it bait? I'm not insulting anyone, I'm just extrapolating trends in the light of the stages of development.

>>19238873
im pretty sure its just basic marxism, is it not?

>>19238880
the US is the most advanced economy by far. vast swathes of the population are immiserated and it’s not even for the sake of development either like it could be “justified” in most the rest of the world

>>19238885
vulgarized, teleological marxism, more like

>>19238740
No. I am not. You are pumping your meanings into my words and selling it in my name. You are the enemy of revolution

>>19238916
>No. I am not
>look everyone, THESE are the people who are preventing the revolution, THEY are the ones who protect your enemies! THEY are the ones who stand in your way!

>>19238921
prolly dont protect the enemy, then

i have a theory that my mental wellbeing rests on the condition of my spine
watch existenz

>>19238921
The way capitalism corrupts us all, and again I said it was at all class levels, was by bribing us with comforts. I am at a very low level of the workforce, making less than construction workers, but I have carved out a comfortable little life. It’s only because I am class conscious that this chafes. The enemy is the system itself. I can even see the corrupted psychopaths of the elites as victims. —victims I wouldn’t shed one tear for if they were killed in revolution, but there’s something tragic about their damn fool lives

>>19238943
kind of hard when anyone who isnt a bottom of the barrel poorfag and active communist or wealthy champagne socialist is "the enemy"

>>19238971
>capitalism corrupts us all...by allowing us to exchange our labour for a comfortable standard of living

the horror!

>>19238981
oh i see now

>>19238987
Just listen
https://youtu.be/4THv2qQjLhc

You need the time, energy, and inspiration to write. I constantly find I only have one or two of these factors. I will find that I have a day to write, but am tired, or have the all the ideas in the world, but no time. Or I am abounding with manic energy but seek out other things. It used to be I have all three but I have been pillaged by Necessity. My time is not my own, my energy is demanded of others, my inspiration wasted on brainpower misspent on making money rather than the infinitely more important task of writing.

>>19239007
im pretty sure you already know I'm not going to watch your 2 hour eceleb video. to be honest i HIGHLY doubt you have either given your track record

>>19239012
All you really need is half an hour and a computer.

>>19239022
It’s in three parts. Learn something, troll

just woke up from such a vivid state of hypnogogia. holy fuck that was crazy. people were chasing me and trying to fight me and then i dropped my phone in a puddle and i was so vexxed.

>>19239061
you are living proof that there's nothing to be learned here lmao. this is just a youtube equivalent of your flavor of the month book spam where you cant even actually elaborate on what it is you supposedly learned from the contents

>>19236807
i had to read it twice but it seems anon applied for the job first and the recruiter was only asking if it was his dream job or not which is pretty retarded

>I will continue to twist your words a d piss on your explanations and refuse to listen to sources….
1/10
Fuck’ff

>>19238642
prodromal schizophrenia or schizotypal personality

> love classic literature and art
> like anime and manga too

>>19239190
Possibly, I would have symptoms yes, like random hallucinations, sonic ones, WHAT should I do anon? I can't, it feels wrong

I’m completely deradicalized after...

>>19239171
..you didn't give an "explanation" you just posted a video in lieu of one, a video you clearly either haven't watched or didn't learn anything from since you are literally incapable of discussing its contents

>>19238971
>revolution
have sex

>>19239252
There is nothing wrong with that, anon. Personally I have come to love how simple and repetitive anime is. There's a kind of beauty in shallow art.

>>19239275
I think it’s a bit immature and more than a little tasteless, if I’m being perfectly honest. Still, there’s a handful of these things, which I just really like. I’m not even sure why I like them so much. These same sort of stories in novel form, I would never read.

just realized that anime is destroying your brain, is like porn

>>19239114
This website is social media, but it’s users pretend it’s not. That’s all that goes on here.

I suppose the fact that the board at least has a topic is good, but I come here because I’m a hopeless and pathetic addict and I know that…

So I'm writing a story and I start backwards, the conclusion first and then I piece it out but now I just asked myself a question and I guess my story doesn't work in the beginning, fuck, I don't know how to do it, can't do it like Ubik, can't do it like Matrix.

>>19239298
Watch momento

>>19239295
i cant count the number of times ive asked butters about a book she posted regarding a specific topic being discussed only to be met with her spewing some variation of "uuuh..how could you expect me to actually talk about the book?!?!"

basically sums up this place pretty well lmao. the worst part with someone like that is when they say "im too busy for actual discussion obviously" but they have a trip code showing them post every few minutes for the next 5 hours

>>19239309
Memento? I already did, I'll download it again just in case.

>>19232410
Should I quit 4chan (I am not active on discord or other apps) and just read, eat, work and do everything alone cause I have no friends? Or should I stay here only because I can discuss with human beings. I feel like shit rn.

>>19239298
I find it easier to just come up with the end and then immediately come up with the end. That way I don't spend countless hours trying to answer the frustratingly simple "but why does this happen?" question

>>19239324
>just come up with the end and then immediately come up with the end

..questions like "but why am I such a retard?" work too, apparently

>>19239324
Yeah, definitely, it's far easier to move things logically or just for the sake of writing than playing detective.

>>19239311
Yeah, but you get to a point where you have to ask yourself “who’s the real idiot in this dialogue?”

It’s us. You know it. I know it. It’s the digital equivalent to engaging with the crazy person on the city street. It’s bad enough that we come here in the first place, but I cringe at myself every time I hit the post button.

>>19239342
true enough

>>19235600
How does one talk to a girl without them thinking you're hitting on them

>>19239355
Talk to them as you would talk to a man.

>>19232565
Living with autism is a curse. But you live none the less. Be thankful that you are alive in a time where your thoughts speak in words on a screen to people who probably feel the same way as you and are less comfortable to post. Just remember that it is you are the reflection of all that is outside of you and you will never know what you reflect back. Life is cruel. And no pill will cure you of your affliction. Living with it makes you stronger.

This is a poorly engineered product. I could engineer a superior product within an instant.

>>19239164
Cleaning is a dream job for a lot of people. Basically, once you're not doing it in a restaurant during working hours or in a hotel where it's time sensitive and repetitive, it's a satisfying enough career that people will turn down more money to keep it. Though if you're doing it in a restaurant, you hate your job less than everyone else there. People with higher job satisfaction are doing things like gardening, or being priests, or firemen.

I really regret my education and my career.

I'M KOREAN

SON OF A BITCH AMERICAN

AMERICAN IS PIG

DO YOU WANT A HAMBURGER?

DO YOU WANT A PIZZA?

AMERICAN IS PIG DISGUSTING

GEORGE WALKER BUSH IS A MURDERER FUCKING U.S.A

>>19239436

>>19239453
>look everyone im le oldfag, im totally in the know!!!

Test

I’m really down on staying at my parent’s house but there is nowhere else I should go.

>>19239477
>im a newfag zoomer faggot but i'll still try to make oldfags look bad by failtexting a memepost!!!

fuck outta here

>>19239609
>fuck outta here

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>>19239650
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WHO LEFT THE MARSHMALLOWS IN THE ELEPHANT’S GROUNDS

>>19239609
I really hope you're a projecting zoomer, because being an old person and talking like that, desperately trying to hang on to your youth by imitating kids imitating niggers, is way waay worse than being a zoomer and being born into it

Red red wine

>>19239725
how old are you?

>>19239739
22

>>19239725
>>19239739
https://youtu.be/UtvmTu4zAMg

>>19239747
why do you act like a 15 year old who just discovered drugs?

>ocularcentrism

>>19239785
Because its funny. Its out of pure irony for the sort of person you just mentioned
>>19239760
In a bar rn but ill check this out lateer

What is there to expect if you get an AA in philosophy at a community college?

What are the classes like?

Are there really debates with both students and the professor?

Do they often read philosophical works?

If so, what books were read?

>>19239803
>Because its funny
>pure irony

>>19239813
Most everyone is an idiot except for the 28+ yo dudes trying to better their lives. Everyone young is there because their parents want them to go to college and they're not ready for it or they're poor and can't afford to go to college. Find the few intelligent people there(professor or student) and try to latch on to them, otherwise you'll find yourself pretty miserable if you're looking for any intellectual anything. Participate in extracurricular whatever, it's not hard to stand out at a community college. Participate in extracurriculars, it'll make the difference when it comes to getting into a nice 4-year.

how do you actually improve at writing? when I write it's hard for me to capture the actual central point of an idea, I seem to just drift around it and never express the heart of what I'm trying to do. is it because I don't have a good enough command of language? or do you just plateau at a certain point as a writer and then that's who you are?

>>19239418
Dont we all

>>19239719
>i sure told him off right guys! i'm clearly the more mature one here, *huffs farts*

shut up zoomer

>>19239906
>im clearly the more mature one here
yes, its not exactly a high bar

>>19232565
Lift weights

So whos making the new thread

>>19240023
>>19240023
>>19240023
>>19240023

Is it just me or has this board become completely dead suddenly since like some time yesterday maybe, as if everyone is suddenly tired of not talking about literature so no one is posting

I certainly wont complain as long as people start talking about books again

>>19240080
Thats when the weekend started. We all put down the phone and picked up the bottle

>>19238832
I have it too, cheers anon

>>19240229
I dont think its that, my Catalog is completely glitched out and threads are not bumping/sliding properly