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>> No.19205027

where are we going?

>> No.19205039

im hungry

>> No.19205049

>>19205014
I wish I had a tail.

>> No.19205050

>>19205027
there is no place to go.. but HOME!

>> No.19205080

Watch this
https://youtu.be/W9qsxhhNUoU

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People who are depressed in our time are simply seeing the world for what it is. Those who are elated are the really sick ones

>> No.19205125

>>19205114
i think my life is pretty good.

>> No.19205136

BBC is on my mind all the time, it's honestly tiring always thinking about those fresh, juicy BBCs.

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I always wanted to go to this jungian therapist in my town. The thing is I have few bucks down my pocket (no job). And probably I will only attend one or two sessions. If I cannot commit for the long run of analysis. It is a waste of time to have a session with this person? My own bullshit is quite deep and sixty minutes might not be enough to explore all of it. But I am quite tired of being in denial. Have any of you have experience with psychology therapists? are they a meme? how is the first session?
>t. has never done any sort of therapy

>> No.19205218

>>19205114
The way I see it, our time is the calm before the storm. Either we achieve techno-utopia or we collapse into a hellish, climate-change-induced dystopia.

>>19205136
Well, at least you're not racist

>> No.19205242

>>19205114
good cope. i'm sad for the world but happy that I get the chance to live and experience whatever beauty may reveal itself to me along the way. i hope someday you can find peace and happiness

>> No.19205289

desu spite is a good motivator

>> No.19205310

>>19205218
>Well, at least you're not racist
What are you talking about? Of course, I am racist! I hate white people.

>> No.19205352

>>19205310
>I hate white people.
That's not racism, it's impossible to be racist against white people.

>> No.19205402

>>19205210
I know nothing about Jungian analysts. But in my experience of other kinds of therapy, whether in a clinic or private practice, the first session (sometimes first two) are consultation sessions where they ask directly about why you're seeking treatment, your background, your relationships, etc. Most do not have set fees; they discuss it with you and agree to one based on your ability to pay. If you cannot afford a fee they can accept, they should try to refer you to someone else. One or two sessions is not at all going to solve anything, but it would give you something to chew on.

>> No.19205405

>>19205114
p much

>> No.19205433

Why are the gay anime OPs back? Thought all the trannies left

>> No.19205537

I oftentimes feel too different from others to want to pursue friendships with them, which is most likely a cope, but yet I can't kick it. I thought going to university would allow me to make friends and stop being so lonely, but it seems to have flared my social anxiety and insecurities. I feel like such a watered down version of myself whenever I interact with others; I act like a chameleon, adopting whatever image is least offensive to those I'm around. Why does my heart pang with yearning for others, anyone? and yet when I find myself around people, it hides away? I doubt whether I know who I am, what my raw personality consists of, because I can never act genuinely in the company of others. Not even with my family! Am I a coward?
For the past year or so I was spending most my mental energy on trying to improve my relationship with God. I was working a job where most my coworkers were twice my age, and so I was able to accept in that point in time that I wouldn't be forming any close relationships; I got along well enough with the people there, but my gaze was always on my return to school as the remedy for my solitude. And so I wasn't bothered, and my mind was able to turn towards God. I worked on myself, I started running five days a week, I read more, I dedicated more time to my craft. I still had that bug of insecurity nagging me at work, but I had hope for the future. Now I'm back in school, that future has arrived -and it isn't as I had hoped. I'm surrounded by opportunities to meet new people every day, every hour, and I let them go. My mind fancies a spontaneous conversation, a compliment, a greeting, a farewell, but little gets through. I'm clouded by fear, why?

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neighbor asked twice how I was doing
I've unironically been crying too loud lol

>> No.19205586

> spend my entire adult life in small towns and college towns in my home state
> come to regret it

>> No.19205594

we're nothing but hairless apes but we found enough through science to give us literal super powers.

what does it all mean?

>> No.19205623

I gotta stop drinking

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sneed.

>> No.19205642

>decided to finally go to therapy since university offers it with tuition
>first few sessions go pretty well, feel good talking to someone about my problems
>get to the fourth session
>having a bad morning
>basically just rant about how I'm worthless and hate myself
>"haha, well it's good you're so self aware"
I don't really want to go back. Maybe I should just take up a vice instead.

>> No.19205648

>>19205014
what's going to happen to that nice, clearly feminine, lady animal????

>> No.19205651

>>19205623
I am seriously considering stopping, or at least slowing down to the point where i dont drink more than a 6 pack or something like that once and a while

>> No.19205657
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1804 was the first (recorded) year in which humanity broke the 1 billion population line. So much has transpired, so much.

>> No.19205659

>>19205586
Thanks for the heads up. Was thinking about saying in my shithole state out of convenience.

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>>19205651
>>19205623
Take it from someone who went sober to gain self control, it's worth it. You can live without drink for a little while, do it.

>> No.19205690

>>19205651
>>19205663

I have successfully cut it out of my midweek habits and I don't miss it at all. The problem at the moment is that it is so heavily tied up with my socialisation on the weekends, that will be the hardest hurdle to jump.

>> No.19205696

>>19205537
ponder what it means to be genuine, my friend

>> No.19205697

>>19205651
>>19205623
woah samesies, not a drop yesterday and 3 beers today

>> No.19205699

>>19205537
I feel this. So much of my life goes on in my head. I only ever see things in relation to myself. I look at the sky and think only of its vastness next to me. I smell a flower and am forced to imagine the fragrance of my own death. I touch another and feel my skin. And whenever I try to verbalize these ideas, it feels unsatisfactory even when they tell me they understand. Like the only way they could truly know me, or that I could know them, is if we were one being.

>> No.19205717

>>19205699
have you ever taken acid anon?

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>>19205690
That was the issue for me, as well. I worked a job where we could drink freely after hours and maintained sobriety through it. But damn, did it suck having to turn down offer after offer for drinks with buddies. It all turned out well, and I was better off for it.

>> No.19205763

>>19205717
Many times, and I don't like it very much, save for the visuals. Mushrooms are really more my thing, but I've sworn off of them after last time when I'd hallucinated that I was being re-absorbed into some cosmic fungal consciousness (I named it the "celestial mycelium") and spent the entirety of my comedown huddled in a ball crying.

>> No.19205775

>>19205763
Worst trip I ever had, I bore the brunt of all my contempt generated by others and had to understand my selfishness in front of God. I was in a tent, naked, and crying. I never came to grips, but at some point I felt overwhelming forgiveness and listened to the night pitter out before me.

>> No.19205810

I get a monthly payment of 1400 for the rest of my life. I’m truly on the precipice of forsaking working as a lawyer when I graduate in May and just get a small beach house and live off that monthly payment to just read and write.

>> No.19205848

What should I have for dinner, anons? Reading a bit of Thomas Mann for good digestion.

>> No.19205851

>>19205763
Yeah fair enough. I understand the appeal of shrooms over acid, it is more 'natural' while acid feels more 'electric'. Shrooms always fucks with my stomach for days after though, so I tend to stick to acid which really leaves me with no negative side effects. I try to space it out every 6 months though, since it definitely can get pretty intense at the higher dose.

>> No.19205863

I love to cup my hand over my asshole and, BRAAAP
yummy yummy the smell of
Crap

>> No.19205892

The bags below my eyes feels exhausted. It feels like I haven't slept, despite the fact that I have. I think its over exposure to screens, but I do not know.

>> No.19205902

Shall I read what that bequeath me

>> No.19205922

>>19205848
Dinuguan

>> No.19205928

>>19205114
I wish this is what depression were.

>> No.19205938

>>19205848
mashed potatoes, turkey breast and cottage cheese
fruit as dessert

>> No.19205941

How do I say "The Japanese have autism" in Latin?
Iaponica autisma sunt?

>> No.19205967

Oh great. Furries now.

>> No.19205997

Im stuck at planning and haven't made progress on writing itself. Currently in a limbo since none of the companies that i have applied for gave a reply to my application.

>> No.19206031

>>19205848
I had a nice delicious thanks giving dinner

>> No.19206038

>>19205014
I feel like I'm trapped into suicide. I don't want to do it but I feel almost possessed and forced to.

>books for this feel?

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>>19206038
Walker Percy. His grandfather and both his parents committed suicide. So he wrote a lot about suicide.
Fyodor Dostoevsky. There's a scholarly book about both him, Percy and suicide called "Fyodor Dostoevsky, Walker Percy, and the Age of Suicide."
Albert Camus. He said suicide was the only serious philosophical question.

>> No.19206151

I just cannot seem to stick to my diet.

>> No.19206156

>>19205892
I have the same and I too have suspected that over-exposure to screens is the culprit for some time now.

>> No.19206177

CAUSE IT'S MY TEMPLE THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD
THATS WHY I THINK I AM I AM
I AM I AM
I AM IAM
I THINK I AM
I THANK I AM
I'M GLAD I AM
I'M PROUD I AM
A REAL RELIGIOUS MAN
I AM I AM
I AM I AM
I PRAY I AM
I FEEL I AM
OH LORD I AM
GOD KNOWS I AM
A REAL RELIGIOUS MAN

>> No.19206180

>>19205892
>>19206156
there are creams you can buy to reduce the bags

>> No.19206186

On my mind is this book i read a long time ago, but i cant remember the name. Can u guys help?

about a group of people in (Antarctica?). Basically there was a bunch of them stationed there, and one was a murderer killing people and he killed one dude by preparing his vehicle for him but didnt fill it with fuel and packed a bunch of empty jerry cans, so the dude just had to sit out and die.
And then they blamed the main charactor cause he wrote a “confession” and signed it, but really just signed a blank piece of paper that there therapist (the killer) asked him too in the beginning to analyze his signature.
And then they staked out the main charactor to die outside and they all had to stand around and watch him freeze to death but then decided not to kill him because they werent actually sure it was him.

Anyways i read that book years ago, and i cant for the life of me remember the name.

>> No.19206195

>>19205967
Furries are just "sexual deviants" like homosexuals such as yourself. Its extremely hypocritical for you to complain about the church oppressing you and confusing you for being homosexual, while you turn around and spew this kind of hateful rhetoric at furries. As an anarchist, and a member of the lgbtq2s+ community yourself, I really thought you would be above this type of completely senseless and unjustifiable bigotry.

>> No.19206206

>>19206180
They don’t work. I’ve tried everything. The only thing that works is concealer.

>> No.19206207

>The state will wither away
I hope no one actually believes this

>> No.19206219

>>19206177
that song randomly popped into my head yesterday. you and i are on the some wavelength, friend

>> No.19206247

>>19206195
Furries are trans-specieist. Or at best, just into bestiality. Psychosexual problems.
Homosexuality is just same-sex attraction. Also there’s no real shortage of other homosexuals to partner with. There aren’t any actual animal-people or animals who can consent to sex… the last is debatable, but yuck, I don’t want to even think about it. Fetishes is all they are.

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>>19206207
Cut the water off from the weed and it will wither

>> No.19206267

>>19206254
Maybe we shouldn't have planted the weed in the first place. I posted my earlier comment because I was thinking about the Chinese Anarchists in post-Qing China. They got absolutely btfo by the statist Communists, but it would have been nice if they had won.

>> No.19206275

>>19206247
homosexuality literally is a Psychosexual issue, do you know know what that word actually means? I like you a lot, but you have to realize that the disgust you feel and the harmful prejudices you carry are PRECISELY how bigots feel about you. None of us are perfect, but you should at least reflect on this reality and have a little empathy for other people who are struggling with their sexuality and finding acceptance in society, some even more than you ever did.

>> No.19206282

>>19206275
*not know

>> No.19206307

>>19206247
>but yuck, I don’t want to even think about it.
now you know how everyone else feels about faggots. welcome to self awareness

>> No.19206309

>>19206275
Silly and sick fetishes aren’t the same as legit sexualities.
Talk to me when the cat-people from Wolf 1061c step off their saucers

>> No.19206334

>>19206307
>Yes I conflate cross species sex acts with homosexuality
I know I know. I’ve heard this same bullshit reaction all my life. This is why I make the distinction. Animal fuckers and child molesters, whom are common enough in the straight world, are fetishes, not sexualities.

>> No.19206336

>>19206309
So you think its ok to treat other people the exact same way you were treated, just because of some arbitrary distinctions you've drawn about what is and isn't "legitimate" and the fact that they are different so you aren't the victim of the same shitty behavior this time? I'm sorry but you have serious issues to unpack, abused becoming the abusers and all that.

>> No.19206342

>>19206334
>This is why I make the distinction
because if you didn't you would have to face reality?

>> No.19206345

>>19205114
Someone I know told me he really admires me because I'm always happy, joking, positive, and seem to be really enjoying life. It was a real shock to me because I'm extremely unhappy. I guess i put on a good face in front of others

>> No.19206356

>>19205810
How the fuck will you afford a beach house on 1400 a month? That wouldnt even pay the mortgage

>> No.19206368

>>19206247
Yeah like same sex attraction isn't a fetish

>> No.19206376

>>19206247
>my specific psychological attraction is different than other specific psychologocal attractions because...because it just is!

>> No.19206383

>>19206309
Can you actually explain how they differs outside of the obvious fact that the subject of the persons attraction is different?

>> No.19206393

>>19206206
even with the expensive creams it takes a few weeks to notice any difference. so other than products,
>try get deeper sleep (a more comfortable pillow, reduce screen time before bed etc)
>less screen time overall (or maybe try those gaymer glasses)
>hydration

>> No.19206409

>>19206336
Yeah yeah. Furry genocide, sure sure.

>>19206342
I am attracted to women and that’s a deviation from the normal and procreative sexes. We’re not hurting anybody for existing, but your type get so buttflustered about it, it’s unreal. What is a sex? It’s an evolutionary tactic is all.

>>19206368
It isn’t. It’s a sexuality. We’re not getting off on objects or creatures, they’re whole other human people. And before you bring up children. The pedophile is attracted to an age range. They’re actually disgusted by signs of post puberty

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I've been in quite the shitty home living situation for a bit over a year now and have no fucking clue what to do to get out of it. I'm dirt poor with no income and not a whole lot in the bank, stuck in a camper in my parent's backyard. My father is psychotic and I never know what any day may bring, as he's liable to pop off at anything, with the social skills of an autist. When it gets too bad, I just leave and sleep in my car somewhere because he tries to force his way in or beats on my door and wants to get aggressive.
I can't find a job with my degree in my shitty town that pays a living wage to get my own place: American houses/apartments are mostly owned by companies, that demand you make 3x/rent as income monthly; nor can I afford to move and I do not have friends to move in or roommate with. I have tried embarrassing desperate shit like asking for help on social media but I am completely ignored as I am a poor ugly male.
I guess my only option is to play random roommate roulette but I've had shit luck with them in the past. It's hard to hold any job to save money when I'm having to sporadically live out of my car, or my internet is randomly cut off for no reason. I've tried research opportunities locally but I haven't found anything beyond my one professor connect being flaky and barely communicating with me nor can I afford to work for free.
I genuinely have no clue what to do to escape or change my situation but goddamn do I want to be away from my shitscum father more than anything and I hate being forced to come back here or be homeless. My mom doesn't make much and places in town are too expensive to easily move out into. We'd both like to flee but there are no options. I feel a degree of guilt for essentially doing nothing but everything I have tried has failed terribly.


All in all, I really wish I had the balls to an hero because life has always been suffering and I have no qualia of happiness.

>> No.19206428

i just went out to a bar for the first time since the pandemic.

>> No.19206434

>>19206409
>We’re not getting off on objects or creatures, they’re whole other human people
...and? sounds like the only difference is that the object of your specific sexual attraction is different, and aside from that its all the same, a deviant sexual attraction

>We’re not hurting anybody for existing,
and? furries arent hurting anyone either

>> No.19206439

I have a well-off e-friend who has never had money troubles and he acts ignorant about it, sometimes flaunting his wealth in my face. Intentionally or not, it upsets me and this isn't what I believe friendship should be so I'm heavily leaning towards cutting him out.

>> No.19206443

>>19205014
how often do yall talk to your parents? I feel like I don't as much as most. Maybe once a month my dad will call me and we will talk for 30 minutes and I think he mostly does it to make sure im not rotting in my apartment. almost never talk to my mom. Is this normal? Whatever

>> No.19206445

>>19206439
LOL Poorfaggot seethe

>> No.19206446

>>19206439
tell him to be an angel investor in your startup.

>> No.19206447

>>19206439
Maybe he feels comfortable enough to act natural his with money around you.

>> No.19206450

>>19206447
It's more like
>oh you're borderline homeless that sucks
>btw I just made 18k in stocks
This was last year so before Gamestop shit

>> No.19206453

>>19205014
I have fever, 37.7 °C. Should I go to work or stay home? I would stay home but I am new to this job so is kind of weird to take a sick leave so fast.

>> No.19206458

>>19206412
Find the courage to leap out of that. Take your mom if she’s willing enough. Find a bunch of mutual aid people.
I see various levels of homeless people now multiple times a day and I wish I could help. I’m trying to pit together a plan, but suffering some kind of fear I guess you are too. We need find the courage.

>> No.19206460

>>19206356
I can get a comfy beach house in North Carolina for $800 a month if I wanted a two bedroom.

>> No.19206461

>>19206336
The fact that a distinction is arbitrary doesn't mean it's invalid. The distinction between a heap of sand and a few grains of sand is arbitrary, there's no definition of how many grains you need for a heap. Nevertheless, there is still such a thing as a heap and a non-heap of sand and the two are distinct. One simply has to draw the line the line somewhere. There are sexualities that are invalid, and while it may be difficult to pin down exactly where the line is, "I want to have sex with people that have animal features" is clearly not normal and a sign of severe mental illness.

Would you honestly propose we simply go back to living like tribal Africans, without even a concept of qualitative description or categorization, simply because we can't describe or categorize with 100% objective accuracy?

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>put down book and open /lit/
>its A-FUCKING-NOTHER "butters decides to freak out and make the general thread all about herself" episode

Seriously what the FUCK is wrong with you? this is just getting out of hand. you literally just cant help yourself, can you? there was literally no reason for you to start shitting up this thread and making it all about your personal preferences, or the last one, or the one before that, or the one before that. WHEN DOES IT END? WHEN WILL YOU BE SATISFIED?

>> No.19206472

>>19206434
>and? sounds like the only difference is that the object of your specific sexual attraction is different,
You’re as disgusted with male/female relations aren’t you?

>> No.19206485

>>19206472
are you incapable of explaining the difference beyond the fact that the object of the sexual attractions different? because if you cant, and there is no difference, then it can all be categorized as the same thing, a simple deviation in normal sexual attraction

>> No.19206486

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_dE1T4hvXg

fuck ya man the mudd show finally upload new mixes for the first time in months

>> No.19206493

>>19206461
...we CAN describe or categorize with 100% objective accuracy though, it can all be categorized as simple deviation in ones sexual attraction, there is literally no possible reason you could provide that this categorization is invalid

>> No.19206499

>>19206467
Everyone knows she needs a good dicking but she will never accept it

>> No.19206502

>>19205210
>sixty minutes
Its usually 45 minutes

>> No.19206508

>>19206485
Yeah yeah. We believe you. You can’t tell the difference between object and person, imaginary and reality. Got it.

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>>19205967
>ARRRG I've gone two seconds without much needed attention, time to put on my trip code and complain about the thread for no reason so everyone starts paying attention to me

women are literal children

>> No.19206532

>>19206508
...so like i said, the only difference is that the object of the persons sexual attraction is different, thus all can be categorized as deviations in sexual attraction

>> No.19206536

>>19206458
That was platitudal at best.
We've tried. We've spent hours driving down roads looking for For Rent signs since we had no luck looking online for aforementioned reasons. We're on a beach so prices are higher than they should be. In town is a little cheaper, not much, but most anything available is either taken with long waitlists or in a bad part of town, plus the further in town we go, the further we get from her job. Even a small house or apartment would do but goddamn, there's nothing at all. A lot of places are vacation rentals only as well.
Sometimes I think of how my mom is about the only woman I know with no friends and how predictably misfortune that is for the current situation.

>> No.19206558

In all seriousness what is an ideal man in the 21st century? Who do you guys imagine?

>> No.19206559

>>19206493
Yes, but the natural conclusion is then that all sexual deviations are immoral. The only moral systems that would contend otherwise are post-structuralism (which is founded on faulty reasoning) and hedonism (which is just solipsism in another form).

>> No.19206569

Pray for me.

>> No.19206579

>>19206558
>Physically strong, in shape, and muscular
>On the heavier side of normal to very slightly overweight
>Has enough male friends to have a men's-only night, bonus points if there are enough of his same ethnic group
>Enjoys sex but isn't psychologically attached to it
>Has a traditionally masculine hobby, especially one his father also does
>Has a good relationship with his family
>Can play at least one sport at least moderately-well for an amateur.
>Has psychological connection to his local community
>Knows that being bored is okay
>In tune with his emotions in a masculine way (i.e., knows when he needs to cool off or be alone)

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From video games to books I've consumed, I've noticed William Blake being referenced a lot. Maybe I should check his works.

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>>19206579
>drug addicted
>mentally ill
>attractive in a more feminine way
>tattoos
>self destructive
>famous
>"tragic hero"
>rich

>> No.19206634

>>19206409
Sexuality isn't real.

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>>19206598
Whoops, my bad anon, I thought we were operating outside of the homo-capitalism complex.

>> No.19206642

>>19206460
I really need to get out of California

>> No.19206643

>>19206499
her entire persona is just a manifestation of her sexual frustration and thorough need to get dicked down. she would unironically fit in great on /r9k/ lmao

>> No.19206646

>>19206636
Well my first thoughts were Tom Brady but I'm just offering an alternative.
How about you expand on your idea a bit more? i'm intrigued?

>> No.19206649

>>19206558
I kinda idolized my friend's dad growing up. He was a pretty big guy with a beard, Christian but into fantasy and comics and video games. He was one of those adults that captivates you as a kid because they're 5+ steps ahead of you mentally in every way and hold vast amounts of knowledge on topics you've never even heard of. There was a strict air in his movements suggesting authority and seriousness, but he relaxed quickly in conversation and was one of those people you just loved talking to. Of course he could be strict, but he was nice to me because I rarely caused trouble (his children caused way more drama).

The above is what childhood me really liked, but objectively speaking the most impressive thing he did was admit directly to his children that he and his wife were struggling and may divorce if it came down to it, but were trying very hard to save the marriage, and ended up succeeding in the end. I think they're still together as of now. My childhood friend and I drifted apart but I would be glad to see his family again, especially his father. I am not a Christian or even a conservative really, but I do feel that the sort of traditionalism his household operated on is what really held them together, and if it were a more "modern" family they would have divorced.

>> No.19206654

Butters, /lit/ isnt a dating site. Stop using it as one.

>> No.19206660

>>19206558
A man keeps his word, and a man's word is absent nowadays.

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>>19206558
Apu

>> No.19206692

>>19206646
Honestly it's just me describing >>19206649 in a more granular way. The kind of men this anon describes are really the best kind. They are pillars of stability to the people around them. The list I gave is approximate. It's not like picking up a hobby will magically turn you into the ideal man, but these are the surface characteristics.

In a deeper sense, the ideal man is a man who intuitively recognizes that all people are caught between the necessity of change to adapt to the world around them, and necessity of actualizing the self. They therefore operate unthinkingly to become ideal while having total comfort with themselves for who they are. He is the kind of man who works out hard three times a week then comes home to his kids and has a pizza and movie night. Like in anon's story, he's a man who knows he is unhappy in his marriage, but recognizes that he must change, and help his wife change, to fix the marriage and keep it stable.

I bring up homo-capitalism because the alternatives are both key points in it. The man who refuses to change towards the ideal while being comfortable with himself is listless and ephemeral. He moves around without grounding, captured by momentary impulses. The model of the ideal consumer, easily manipulated and locked into feedback loops, while constantly exploring new products. While the man who ONLY changes towards the ideal becomes stiff, unadaptable, and easily-commanded. He is the picture of the ideal worker, seeking only direction and consuming as told.

>> No.19206702

I really like late 60’s/70’s British stop motion shows like Bagpuss and the Clangers. Idk its a nice ascetic.

>> No.19206709

>>19206654
she cant help it, everything about her whole shtick is that she has no agency as a human being and literally just cannot control herself. her conscious mind is incapable of exerting its will over the subconscious, so she falls into sexual deviancy, her politics revolve around having less rules and structure that would require self control, her philosophy is one of pleasure and indulgence, being on an anonymous image board without broadcasting herself and bring attention towards herself is literally impossible for her

she is for all intents and purposes an NPC with no agency , a slave with the illusion of freedom

>> No.19206750

>>19205125
You're a SICK and STUPID man.

>> No.19206815

>>19206206
Over the counter retinol & 30% glycolic acid work, but will burn if you get them in your eyes

>> No.19206896

>>19206750
i may be sick but im not stupid.

>> No.19206917

>>19205014
>How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
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>>19205014
I'm on the edge of my limits
How the fuck do I just do things or find motivation to do anything? My sleep schedule is fucking upside down, I'm going from around 10am to 6pm, other urges get the best of me up to 3 times a day, I can't do anything but browse this shithole and sleep anymore. I don't remember going outside in the daylight for any reason recently.

>> No.19206964

舞い降りた
舞い降りた
天使
してる?
あんたの悪い噂
今すぐに笑ってあげましょう
今すぐに歌ってあげましょう
それ
噂じゃないの
永遠に光り輝く夢み
どの自分で戦いますか?
噂を操るRPG
ペルソナ2

>> No.19206975

>people are merely products of their environments
>yet i'm an autistic failure with no social skills despite having grown up around alphas in a chad-worship culture
Bullshit

>> No.19206987

>>19206949
Get a towel and lay out in the sun for 10 minutes. Even if you can't stand the heat. Face the sun and you will rise and feel 10 times better.
I usually do this when I'm in that mood.
Also really try focusing on fixing your sleep pattern. Every time you come to this website, get up, go outside and lay in the sun.
It'll only get better if you try

>> No.19206997

>>19206409
>The pedophile is attracted to an age range. They’re actually disgusted by signs of post puberty
One of my ancestors in the 19th century married an 11 year old, and they had a long happy marriage. If you take into account the fact that females used to hit puberty at 16-18 until quite recently that further proves much of the "pedo" hysteria that people have now is a contemporary development. I'm not defending child molestors, they deserve a bullet, but I think you suffer from a bias that is exclusive to our time

>> No.19207004

How do you guys learn new languages?

>> No.19207047

>>19206964
nigga why are you talking about persona 2? great duology but still

>> No.19207066

>>19206267
the chinese anarchists were btfo before the communist party was even founded

>> No.19207070

The trinity is just a fancy way of giving Yahweh divine epithets. God the father, god the son and god the holy spirit are no different from aphrodite ouranos and aphrodite pandemos when it comes to splitting a deity into the several functions it has

>> No.19207073

>>19206997
I see you boxing at thin air here.
Delete the loli folder already

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>>19207073
Don't have one. I'm a lesbian and am only attracted to elfen looking girls

>> No.19207121

>>19206393
Not him but I took a nap and feel slightly better. I can't use much pillows because it affects my nerves between my eyes and shoulder and give me a particular kind of headache (forgot the name).

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>>19206949
>fixed my sleep schedule, was waking up at 7 am
>then 9 am
>then 10
>now its fucked again
I told myself i wouldn't let it happen again

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>>19207116
Nothing in my above comment detailed anyone from the bygone-good-riddance days of arraigned marriages as pedophiles. Your reaction was knee jerk and quite telling

>> No.19207152

>>19207147
>GIVE ME ATTENTION I NEED ATTENTION AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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>>19207138
>>19206987
after yesterday's massive fuckup I feel like I have to kill the one who is lazy, a useless piece of shit who does nothing and sleeps in the day
how do I go about killing "myself?" I can imagine it but I don't know how to actually go through with it. Do I have to do this every day?

>> No.19207164

>>19205114
is that supposed to give us any consolation because it doesnt as we still have to live in the world with the well adjusted elated types

>> No.19207169

>19207152
No

>> No.19207171

>>19206987
>lay out in the sun
lol I live in Canada and its approaching winter, there isn't much in the way of sun here

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>>19207147
It wasn't just arranged marriages, it was the norm across the board. A 24 year old man courting a 12 year old would be looked at very differently

>> No.19207181

>>19207169
>enter thread
>completely unprovoked, you slip on your tripcode and start complaining about the thread for no reason
>UUH GUYS IM NOT GETTING ENOUGH ATTENTION, TIME TO GIVE ME ATTENTION PLEASE THIS THREAD IS NOW ABOUT ME PLEASE GIVE ME ATTENTION PLEEEEAASEE

im honestly surprised you didnt make your own thread like you usually do

>> No.19207182

>>19207174
See? Obsessed.

>> No.19207192

>>19207181
she wont make her own thread again because she knows people would still be here in this one not giving her the time of day and that infuriates her

>> No.19207193

I just wish I could see snow this winter. I want to go far away to an island disconnected from all society. I want to live in a lighthouse that looks over a frozen sea. I want to see mermaids bathing on the beach. To be by myself always, to be a voyeur of normalcy. I sometimes wish I ceased to exist. Wake up and I'm no more.

>> No.19207207

>again
You’re much too fragile for this board.
Stop trying to involve yourself in other people’s conversations

>> No.19207224

>>19207207
>enter thread
>completely unprovoked, you slip on your tripcode and start complaining about the thread for no reason
>UUH GUYS IM NOT GETTING ENOUGH ATTENTION, TIME TO GIVE ME ATTENTION PLEASE THIS THREAD IS NOW ABOUT ME PLEASE GIVE ME ATTENTION PLEEEEAASEE

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>>19207156
Ayana told you how anon or did you get filtered? Oh no no no

>> No.19207229

>>19207207
You never answered my question from last time you sperged out and started spamming the thread, do you do it because of narcissism or need for validation?

>> No.19207245

>>19207225
To be honest, I read it at a shitty time in my life and was somewhat speedreading to be able to actually finish it. Especially working and being in school at the time. I was also really put off by some of the darker content, despite having been exposed to worse just on 4chan, it really has an effect on you.
It happens that this time in my life is even shittier as I have no prospects, no job, and no school to speak of.
So perhaps I was filtered anon, what's your take on what Ayana tells me?

>> No.19207247

>>19207207
Just out of curiosity, if that anon is wrong then what is the explanation for your behavior? It does seem pretty odd that you would feel compelled to use your trip code to complain about the OP image that literally no one in the history of this general has ever given a shit about. It really does come off as you, you know, "making the thread about yourself", because you know, that is literally what you did.

>> No.19207251

>>19206247
>>19206309
>>19206334
>>19206409
Butters, I think I might be starting to warm up to you.

>> No.19207254

>>19207147
you have a sexual fetish for women and you posting that picture is no different than OP posting his furry shit

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>>19205014
Falling asleep alone sucks. It would be really nice to have a boyfriend. How do I find a cute B&RP guy when I live in a small city?

>> No.19207273

>>19207264
b&rp?

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>>19207247
She's too cowardly to answer, getting butters to achieve self awareness is like pulling teeth

>> No.19207282

>>19207264
church

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>yfw it's just buttershit samefagging

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when i was like 12 or around that time, i blurted out to my family that i wanted a tail. mistake

>> No.19207296

>>19207291
being a tripfag seems to explicitly correlate with severe mental illness and degeneracy, and almost all of them are always trannies or extremely feminine men, or actual women. just out of curiosity do you fall into those categories?

>> No.19207297

>>19205114
People who are (actually) depressed are poor.
People who are happy are rich.

>> No.19207302

>>19207273
Based and Red Pilled.

>> No.19207308

>>19207264
pls be (bio) female in Florida
otherwise if you're female you really just have to look, you can use any dating site and have your pick of any dude, simply match them and they'll do the rest

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>>19207282
Modern christian men are cringe.
Also, I'm a gay crypto-fascist.

>> No.19207312

>>19207308
>>19207310
Sorry man. I'm a fag.

>> No.19207313

>>19207310
hell

>> No.19207318

>>19207312
You've created this misery for yourself, then.
You should know fags are promiscuous and there really don't exist any that don't sleep around. You'll die alone.

>> No.19207324

>>19207318
not alone, his colon will probably be brimming with parasites from his homo activity. never alone!

>> No.19207325

>>19206649
Sounds like a solid guy. Haven't met many of those in my life and had none to look up to as a child.

>> No.19207330

>>19207318
Shoot :(

>> No.19207338

>>19207324
Not big on butt stuff.

>> No.19207369

>>19207247
>Lets fulfill my own accusations and make the whole thread about you by asking the same asinine question over and over because I’ll never take the answer as satisfactory
Don’t feed the trolls, anon.

>>19207251
I’m pretty decent. Thanks.

>>19207289
Would never. I’ve noticed dragonball samefaging though.

>>19207291
It’s just twelve year old talk. Unless you are still holding onto this. Now it’s just silly.

>>19207296
Nope. This is just chud shadow play. Classic internalization

>> No.19207381

>>19207369
why did you do it then?

>> No.19207390

>>19207369
Classic deflection

>> No.19207393

>>19205049
what would you do if you had one? would you want a prehensile one that you can grab onto stuff with?

>> No.19207399

>>19207369
Every single thread you put on your trip code and complain about the thread not being up to your standards, whats the purpose of this?

>> No.19207413

>>19205289
it's one of the best. spite is a really powerful emotion

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>>19207369
>>19207247
I TOLD you she was too cowardly.

>> No.19207426

Had a fucked dreams paralysis today. Some schizo mystic dancers hypnotized me with their dancing voodoo and I saw my body as a wrapper on pure white and golden energy. My external body felt like a lie, a prison of flesh but my ego prevented the take over.

Fucking hell lads, sleep without vivid dreams is so comfy.

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>tfw jewish
>got the real vaccine instead of the goyim control one

>> No.19207463

>>19207369
why do you pretend to be an anarchist? genuine question

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>>19207393
>would you want a prehensile one that you can grab onto stuff with?
Of course. If medical science cannot find a way to grow me one, then I hope in the next life I can be a spider-monkey.

>> No.19207472

>>19207463
why do you feel compelled to use your reddit username on 4chan

>> No.19207474

>>19207472
/lit/ is a really slow and small board and can genuinely be interesting. might as well get comfy with a name

>> No.19207479

>>19207474
whats comfy about having a name, the dopamine you get from attention and recognition?

>> No.19207480

>>19206987
that's a whole lot of assumptions about the climate anon lives in. not everyone lives in magical summer land all year long y'know

>> No.19207483

>>19207479
i can already get that from posting anonymously

>> No.19207487

>>19207483
yet you've failed to provide another explanation

>> No.19207489

>>19207181
will you miserable retards stop SHOVELING attention on the attention whore already? you need to be banned.

>> No.19207493

>>19207489
No. Butters gets what butters wants :3

>> No.19207497

>>19207447
they don't seem to be getting the real one in Israel, why's that

>> No.19207502

>>19207497
they know what they did.

>> No.19207510

>>19206460
>I can get a comfy beach house in North Carolina for $800 a month if I wanted a two bedroom.

You will need more than $600 spare a month if you want to actually be able to live tho

>> No.19207514

>>19207502
but I don't, can you kikesplain to me please

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>>19207480
I'm the original anon asking the question, I actually do live in magical summer land all year long (Florida)

still, it's nothing against the idea of touching grass, it's just summoning the will to go outside
I just don't
I shower daily and keep normal hygiene but I just don't want to do anything anymore

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I'm thinking about moving back to the caribbean island I was born in. It's going to be a huge decision and I'm still not sure but it would seem mad to not go. Everyone I speak thinks it's the right decision. It's pathetic to say but one of the reasons I'm hesitant is because I'd leave behind my mom. And then of course there is the rest of the family and the two (2) friends I have.
I have spoken about why it suddenly became more attractive to me here: >>19035202
Also an issue is I want to find a Dutch wife, and those might be more rare on the island. Add to it potential gold diggers (aren't all women?). These are issues I can resolve. Only thing really holding me back is being a momma's boy, but then again I lived without my dad and after a while you just don't think about it anymore.

>> No.19207577

>>19207526
in that case just go right outside, find a quiet place if you can, right outside your door if that works, and close your eyes and sit in the sun for a while and try not to think too much about yourself or your surroundings, just feel the heat on your face and body and think about the burning light of the star shining on you from space. and see if you like it.
I can sympathize with your apathy. but doing what I described and getting drunk on sunlight and heat is one of my favorite things to do. try it. just for a little while.

>> No.19207605

>>19207577
yeah it's just hard to even want to do that
worse still, I am up all night and sleep when the sun's out. so I really don't see the light of day because I just fuckin snooze it all away all the time

>> No.19207612

>>19207526
Go into the sun make sure it's hitting your eyes. Close them and open them in 10mind and you'll get this rush. It's at least a feeling. You can then grow from there. Maybe spend that outside by the pool or at the beach. Easy peasy. No excuses.

>> No.19207624

>>19207004
Read fluent forever + Anki. Can buy pre-made decks if you're too lazy to make them yourself

>> No.19207628

I had a dream were I successfully performed an autofellatio. It wasnt like a tip but the whole penis. I have no idea what it could mean.

>> No.19207640

>>19207004
>>/lit/thread/S19131580#p19138192

>> No.19207713

Sexual urges are very nicely abated when you fast. I didn't fast today and my urges are strong. I'm going to fast again tomorrow.

>> No.19207720

>>19207605
is the sun not up yet? just don't go to sleep, go do what I said first

>> No.19207757

>>19207720
sun's coming up soon, I already procrastinated going to the gym all night. I went a bit earlier and someone was using it, so I'm about to go check again and see if it's empty.
it's a very small community gym, so even 2 people makes it a crowded place. I'll probably do that in addition to lifting

>> No.19207804

>>19207757
alright anon good luck, I'm about to go and have a good soak in the autumn sun myself. I'm in a very different climate. had frost tonight but the sun is still so warm and it's gorgeous out

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Keep expecting the pain from this girl to ease but it just comes back every night when I close my eyes as strong as before. Doing all the "right" things: staying busy, seeing friends, about to go travelling on a big trip. But it just doesn't stop, every single moment I'm thinking about her and longing for her. Anons, give me SOMETHING unusual I can do to purge my dreams of this woman. Preferably legal

>> No.19207903

>>19207884
Been there. You just have to force yourself to stop thinking about her. The sooner, the better. Don't let it preoccupy you for long.

>> No.19207906

>>19207884
find another girl

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father i crave violence

>> No.19207918

Every time I call my parents they pressure me to get le jab and no matter what I tell them they don't consider alternate viewpoints
>there's going to be le jab passport you won't be allowed to go outside
>you could spread it to me and your father
>you're going to die
>it's just like the tetanus shot it's completely safe the newspaper said so
taking up all the talking points state affiliated goons have promoted to coerce and blackmail """hesitant""" family members. Normies don't even understand the extent to which they have been propagandised and how much worse it is going to get

>> No.19207923

>>19207918
why don't you want to get the jab

>> No.19207936

>>19207918
It's fucking crazy and I'm just lucky enough my family didn't swallow the propaganda.
How people think it's okay to exclude and pressure people into taking a 'vax' for something with such low lethality is a mystery to me

>> No.19207943

Where do bad folks go when they die?
They don't go to heaven where the angels fly
Go to a lake of fire and fry
See 'em again 'til the 4th of July

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I just can't help but lose all faith in democracy. It sucks because I like the idea of it and its core principles, but it seems to me that it's just incredibly inefficient and severely corrupted in today's world to the point where it's hardly worth advocating for. China is so ahead of the curve just because its one-party-rule allows them to plan decades ahead, whereas in so-called "liberal democracies" you can't ever make significant decisions just because there might be a new government every 4 or 5 years. And those supposedly "new" guys in charge hardly change much about the status quo. France is a great example imo. Makes me think that commies are right about this whole "bourgeois democracy" thing, that it's not really a democracy but actually the dictatorship of the wealthy who only allow different varieties of the liberal status quo. It seems to me that true democracy only ever works in smaller, more autonomous regions like what the Kurds do in Northern Syria.

The thing is that I can't spell stuff like this out in front of other people just because I'd automatically be categorized as someone who bootlicks dictatorships and hates democratic principles, even though I really don't. This worldview has been shoved down into people's throats so hard that questioning it makes you seem like a madman. I just don't think that this pseudo-democracy has a strong case to vouch for. I think I'd rather live under a socialist one-party rule, like the GDR. It's not ideal but I do think it's better than what we have now.

>> No.19207948

I think I'm going to try and see a doctor and get the 10 free sessions with a psychologist. I hope I can get the doctor to find me someone who isn't a hack.

>> No.19207951

>>19207948
Australia?

>> No.19207953

>>19207951
yes

>> No.19207959

>>19207923
It's not even about it in particular, just the fact that it's used as a basis to further anally dominate everyone in the panopticon. You really want to live in a world where you have to inject x pharmacuitical periodically while you're constantly monitored and penalised for non-compliance? Even then semi-permanent changes are taking place to make us enslaved.
Aside from that evidence suggests that someone like me has almost no risk at all even if I contracted the illness, and a non-biochem pleb like me cannot understand or predict possible effects of MRNA "vax" without very clear long-term studies, so if it were voluntary I wouldn't take it.
It's all bullshit and everyone who has ever picked up a book knows it

>> No.19207971

I wish their wasn't such a high barrier of entry for so many jobs.

>> No.19207979

>>19207884
I can empathize with that feeling too, my friend. I have a similar but opposite problem, I suppose.
Dumb thing to say, but there's many more fish in the sea.

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>>19207946
I dunno man, something about the western system does promote people to act ethically. The Chinese system is full of malicious actors, which leads to a distrustful society. Even though democratic systems have lots of problems, the society that often comes with them is more open and trusting. I think this is the one the biggest strengths. It empowers individuals, and allows individuals to empower each other, rather then fascist systems which turns individuals against each other. This co-operation is why U.S/EU corporations are still the major creative force in the world's technology.

>i'm talking out of my anus

>> No.19208010

I don't want to go to war with China. Why can't we just leave eachother alone and live in peace?

>> No.19208021

>>19207906
A bit unfair on whatever girl I find if I end up feeling the same way, but thanks for the advice anon

>> No.19208049

>>19207953
Good luck anon. I'm going to see my fifth psychologist. A psychiatrist this time. I know it's hard to find a good doctor. I hope it's the last time I have to see somebody about this because it's taken too many years from me already.

>> No.19208052

nobody here actually reads literature it's just a bunch of posers and pseuds more concerned with appearing smart than reading books

>> No.19208053

>>19208010
You can either have a conflict to protect your economy, or watch it collapse and have your population suffer things even worse than a war.

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>>19208052
you really think somebody would do that? pretend to read books and then lie about it to impress strangers when there is nothing to be gained except for maybe impressing anonymous nobodies?

>> No.19208092

>>19207564
>It's pathetic to say but one of the reasons I'm hesitant is because I'd leave behind my mom.

What kinda world do we live in where this is "pathetic" to say lol

>> No.19208106

>>19208021
As far as I have observed, there's sure to be one woman in the world, at the very least, who you will find happiness with. I still wonder too if the one person I really clicked with still cares at all about me, but... oh well.
At least I have some happy memories, do you have some too anon?

>> No.19208107

>>19207884
it takes time, maybe a long time, but it'll happen - godspeed brother

>> No.19208132

>>19207959
Do you ever consider that you're the victim of propaganda in the opposite direction? I don't really give a fuck if people get the jab or not, I would never personally attempt to persuade someone to get it, but the people who think they are taking some sort of big stand against tyranny by refusing to get the jab are just as delusional as the people who think that not getting the jab makes you evil. I don't think you're evil anon, but I do think you're stupid.

>> No.19208134

>>19208092
I agree. I don't think it's that pathetic. But when you're nearing late 20's you'd think you'd have more build up and would have more reasons as to stay.

>> No.19208145

>>19208132
People are being fired for not taking it. Being excluded from social life and in some cases denied health care because of it.
This is not an issue where you can stand in the middle and say both are idiots.
Clearly one side is going way too far and by getting the vax + QR code you're just helping them exclude people for no good reason.

>> No.19208165

>>19208145
>This is not an issue where you can stand in the middle and say both are idiots.
Not him, but with any situation where a large amount of humans are involved, it's pretty safe to say they're idiots. Even if it was one human, there's a strong chance of idiocy, but two or more humans agreeing on something is idiocy beyond a reasonable doubt.

>> No.19208170

>>19208165
Thanks for your gay opinion.

>> No.19208174

>>19208170
Wanna make out?

>> No.19208192

>>19207959
>a non-biochem pleb like me cannot understand or predict possible effects of MRNA "vax" without very clear long-term studies

I agree with your other points generally speaking, but you know there are non-mRNA vaccines? I chose not to get an mRNA and got the more traditional vaccine option for the reason you mentioned. Maybe it's still 'unknown' but at least it runs along the same principles as the vaccine I've received in the past. If you still don't want to get the vax for the other reasons that's fine, but I've just noticed a lot of people are acting like there isn't a non-mRNA option.

>> No.19208202

>>19208106
I have some amazing memories, yeah. Just wonder how many of them were based on a lie, looking back. Not to weigh the thread down with it, of course. It's hard to know if that person was the one and you fucked it up or if it was an inevitable result of fundamental differences. Appreciate the response anon

>> No.19208208

What’s a job that doesn’t make you feel like you’re dying or want to die? Asking for a friend.

>> No.19208209

>>19208208
anything that's not service or white collar

>> No.19208211

>>19208208
Park ranger

>> No.19208215

>>19208209
A lot of blue collar will make you want to die after 5 years of it destroying your body. I'm not saying don't go into a trade, I think it's the right option for many people and can be very satisfying, but it'll also make you want to die albeit for different reasons.

>> No.19208227

>>19208215
>years of it destroying your body. I'm
Most of those jobs only exist in the developing world. It's almost impossible to get a job where you wouldn't be the one at fault if it destroyed your body. You'd have to go to the effort of removing safety gear and doing some other retarded shit for most working class jobs to injure you. Entry level corporate jobs like Amazon are about the closest you could get, but those don't pay like most blue collar jobs that existed when unions started.

>> No.19208234

not everything needs a system

>> No.19208240

>>19208227
Anon cannot lift a keg or bale hay. His balance is probably shit too. He's probably been sat down so long that standing for four hours would make him sore.

>> No.19208250

This one is an addict. To work, he must be sober.

>> No.19208251

>>19208227
Certain trades like plumbing will destroy your knees and back no matter how much 'safety protocol' you follow. It wont kill you sure, but you wont be the same after a while. Ofc sitting on your ass for five days a week for forty years will also fuck you up, so I'm not saying it's one or the other, but don't act like there aren't downsides to manual labour.

>> No.19208252

>>19208227
Not him but I do work a blue collar job and the amount of older colleagues with fucked up backs/knees etc is out of control.
Many people die just after retiring. This isn't a job to do for your whole life. I went in with the idea of just doing it for 10 years and then move on to something else.

>> No.19208279

>>19208251
>>19208252
I'm >>19208240 and know lots of 70 y/o farmers, plumbers, publicans, and general contractors, and my grandfather replumbed his house and added a bathroom while dying of cancer in his 80s. Most of them didn't have health and safety precautions. I also know a lot of young people in those trades or jobs. Only trade I know that dies young is electricians but all of them died because they make silly money and do stupid shit with it. Only trade I know that regularly injures itself is carpentry and that's always because they put their hand through a jigsaw. I'll admit I don't know any tree surgeons though.

>> No.19208292

as a zoomer, i've always been extremely drawn to history because it's a glimpse into worlds where people weren't empty zombies that just reproduced images for themselves

>> No.19208302

>>19208279
Ok, so some us know tradies whose bodies have been destroyed by their jobs and some of us know tradies who haven't

>> No.19208304

Nightmare that I was on a plane while it crashed woke me up last night.

>> No.19208305

>>19208066
I recognize the meme, but what cartoon is it actually from?

>> No.19208306

>>19208305
Arthur

>> No.19208307

>>19208305
that's Caillou

>> No.19208309

>>19207948
Interesting. I was contemplating this as 3 of my other close friends all decided to do it. The fact they all thought of it on their own as well makes me feel a lot calmer as it makes me realise we are all going through the same thing right now.

>> No.19208313

>>19208132
Do you ever consider that you're a pussy?

>> No.19208317

what goes on in these threads?

>> No.19208318

>>19208302
Most of the the trade hazards that used exist don't though. I know lots of old guys who are deaf because noise cancelling wasn't a thing until recently when now you'll get pulled off the floor if you try to take them off. Most of the old guys are quick to emphasize the importance of safety because they're the generation that sued for those protections. Half the reason why you can't find a lot of those jobs outside of undeveloped shithole countries is because the jobs that didn't want to implement safety moved the fuck out then.

>> No.19208324

>>19208202
I think people are always going to make stupid mistakes, do fucked up things some time in their lives, I suppose it would depend on the circumstances of the individual in question. I've known some incredibly depressing people to observe due to their past/present, I hate the feeling of not knowing the right thing to say to help them and I have the issue of being autistic-tier blunt.
That said, some people can be beyond saving... Depressing as that may also be.
Life would be so much easier if you could just extend out some waifu/husbando magnet and get your soul mate, etc etc.
Please do hang in there, anon. You sound like a gentle soul.

>> No.19208330

>>19208317
discussions of literature, strictly.

>> No.19208333

>>19207959
I agree completely with the first part of your post. However, I know this isn't a very good argument but I find it shocking as someone who understands how mRNA vaccines work, how marijuana, anti-depressants & anti-psychotics AND combinations of these sorts (THAT, HOWEVER, HAVE NOT HAD 20 YEAR CLINICAL TRIALS, as it would be impossible), and how a lot of supplementing you see used on /fit/ and other sites like that.
Whatever way you want to look at it, a new form of insulin that hasn't had 20 years of clinical trials can be approved and you won't ever be told this stuff. It's only now that the worst topic in the world (covids vaccines) has now been politicised. No scientists want this, they will go along with it to save face and encourage people, but when science is politicised it's detrimental to all scientists around the world.
Don't get the vaccine if you don't want to, and do not think that science automatically has any answers to most questions you have. Scientists know this very well, it's just better to not keep everyone informed because look what happened.

>> No.19208352

I wouldn’t mind being a teacher, but I definitely don’t want to teach what I got my undergraduate degree in.

>> No.19208363

>>19208352
English as a foreign language?

>> No.19208364

>>19208202
Oh and to add one more thing, I've observed that seemingly fundamental differences can result in an interesting friendship dynamic, for example say if you have an impulsive, testy and headstrong guy with a chick with a colder, more logical approach.
In astrology, it appears that you can somewhat predict the type of person best suited for you, though take esoteric shit with many grains of salt if you are unfamiliar with that territory.
Wishing all of you anons the best.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQSzyhfd9dI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrPJx4_QB0g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J03f9yyG5oU

>> No.19208378

>>19208369
Pasting links is not writing retard
Go to mu for that shite

>> No.19208379

>>19207884
Read Gradiva by Jensen

>> No.19208380

>>19208307
Fuck you anon for reminding me of the theme song

>> No.19208386

>>19208302
i know thai men in their 60s who still do muay thai every day lol
"destroying" ones body only happens if you're ignorant and believe it or not most tradesmen don't know shit about health or proper form for anything outside their trade. physical activity is good for your body you just have to know how to do it

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>>19208378
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IiqfKF9BlcI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqO-JIOUiuc

>> No.19208401

>try to read this general for philosophical discussion, life advice, random streams of consciousness, etc
>get female tripfag attention whore bullshit instead

why do i even try lmao

>> No.19208407

>>19208401
It's very tiring, I concur anon.

>> No.19208412

>>19208401
>>19208407
Wanna learn about pirates instead m80s?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSBmGaLt5OU
Arrr!

>> No.19208417

This world is being killed and environmentalists are the biggest pussies about it. Myself included.

>> No.19208422

>>19205014
"i want to know how to write what's on my mind" because i can't express my thoughts and feeling clearly
that's what on my mind

>> No.19208431

>>19208417
>the biggest pussies about it
what should they do?

>> No.19208432

I fucked up my shitpost in another thread with a last second addition that undermined the quality of the bait. I'm off my game and kicking myself.

>> No.19208437

>>19208401
At least they use tripcodes you can filter out. It's just annoying when they make, and get too many responses. The thread is reduced to buttons that reveal hidden responses that aren't even worth clicking on, but you do because you hope you aren't missing anything.

>>19208417
How is it being killed?

>> No.19208448

my therapist is biased against my religion. this is not a surprise, but it's out in the open now. I don't really know what to do because to start over with someone else is not a good prospect

>> No.19208457

>>19208422
I can understand that, anon. From a young age my family members would always read anything personal I wrote and mercilessly took the piss out of me... for not pretending I wasn't the emotionless robot tool they wanted me to be? Gave me a massive, massive complex about ever writing anything that showed my personality, I'd only ever write factual papers on science etc. It gets easier over time. Even just sitting down to type for a few minutes when you have peace and quiet can be ever so rewarding! Baby steps, anon!

>> No.19208461

>>19208448
>my religion.
which is?

>> No.19208463

>>19208448
that's on you anon, you shouldn't have joined Antitherapistianism

>> No.19208464

>>19208461
Catholicism.

>> No.19208466

>>19208464
Which bias?

>> No.19208468

>>19208448
same with me, so I never actually tell my psychs etc about all the theology and mythology I'm obsessed with, the last time I did that I was strapped in "for my own protection" as I was whisked off to sit around in a smelly ward for a week, accomplishing absolutely nothing for either the staff there or me.
God forbid anyone be spiritual, in this "godless" machinescape.

>> No.19208470

>>19207918
based, don't give in anon
I already quit x-ray school because most hospitals were mandating it for students
this shit is only going to get more fake and gay for everyone as more people give up and just get it over with
if the government can make you do something you don't want to in order to participate in society, if you have to bend a moral knee to exist, what else can they get you to do?
it's not even worth living if you have to compromise

>> No.19208475

>>19208464
how hostile are they?

>> No.19208481

>>19208470
>what else can they get you to do?
Well, they could draft you but I don't think they can afford wars rn

>> No.19208483

>>19208457
Thanks, i'll try.

>> No.19208485

>>19208468
fucking hell

>> No.19208493

>>19206643
That’s why she posts on Crystal Palace

>> No.19208496

>>19208468
Based. This should be done to every religious person.

>> No.19208498

>>19208493
Crystal Cafe*

>> No.19208504

>>19208481
A draft is far easier to get out of than the jab requirements in a lot of places at the moment. It might be even easier to play along and present a card that you found when asked. The mask nonsense is also a joke, nobody who makes these rules actually follows them themselves. This shit will get worse before it gets better, people are too comfortable and it's only been about a year of this vaccine psyop shit where they threaten and coerce everyone who doesn't want it. It's not even about the efficacy (which has been proven not to even meet the level of natural immunity) at this point, it's just an excuse for government control over every facet of your life.

>> No.19208517

>>19208504
>which has been proven not to even meet the level of natural immunity
I have heard the opposite as well

>> No.19208522

>>19208504
Ngl bro, I love the masks. I'm pretending I'm a ninja everyday even if they find the cure.

>> No.19208529

Just found an Jungian psychologist that practices about 30mins away from where I live.
Hoping it goes well will let you all know.

>> No.19208534

New thread >>19208533

>> No.19208537

>>19208534
wait for the bump limit and the thread to drop off you adhd mf

>> No.19208542

>>19208493
>>19208498
really? it seems like it's just full of het femcels

>> No.19208543

>>19208537
But I wanna pick the picture for the thread!

>> No.19208544

>>19208496
Your entitled to your opinions anon, and in general, I do agree that most "religious" people are pigs in makeup who sin every day of the week and think half an hour on Sunday will absolve them of whatever utterly heinous shit they're up to, I only have experience with majority catholic countries and holy fucking shit, the sheer dogma and cowardice is a sight I wish I did not have to witness.
The road to hell is paved with "good intentions".
I have a great distaste for the word "good" desu, the phrase "a good home" comes to mind and sends chills down my spine.

>> No.19208545

>>19208534
What is it with you faggots rushing to make early threads?

>> No.19208556

>>19208522
Masks are fine if you want to bother, but it should ultimately be up to the individual. If they really were effective, then we'd have significantly less cases. The fact is that this shit is just like the flu in terms of how it's transmitted, though the symptoms are a bit more severe for some.

>>19208517
If the vaccine were near as effective as natural immunity, then you wouldn't be able to get covid twice so easily after the vaccine. Moreover, they are already discussing booster shots for this, it's going to be a yearly event and your card will be stamped annually like a loyalty rewards card for being a good consumer. Reminder that it was just two weeks to flatten the curve. Doesn't matter, even if every single soul on the planet got the jab it wouldn't disappear because SARS strains are animal borne. This shit is not going anywhere and clown world is here to stay. Watch as cash will be declared unnecessary and dirty, every single transaction you make will be watched by the government. They're already trying to have the IRS audit you for transactions over just $600 now. It's a matter of control for the government, and it's a win-win with easy money for pharmaceutical corporations with no consequences if people die or have other adverse reactions. Almost wanna give up and go live with the Amish at this point.

>> No.19208574

>>19208556
Masks work for flu and for winter vomit bug any way I think. You only have to worry about shit getting in your eyes. I think a lot of people will allergies are gonna complain about their eyes more because of masks but it's just that the mask stops them sneezing fucking everywhere so they'll notice the effect on their eyes more.
Wearing masks against pollen's never going to get brought up in the US because they fucked up town planning and caused the allergy explosion, and if they tell people to wear masks against pollen or pollution people will just be like You planted the trees, just fix the fucking trees instead of telling people wear masks.

>> No.19208584

>>19208556
Provaccine here but if anywhere says everyone needs a booster shot, run for the fucking hills. That's how you break vaccines. You're supposed to mostly contain shit by not letting the virus spread. Vaccines are supposed to be for the rare case that doesn't get tested and told to stay home. People who say it stops you from catching it are fucking retards who don't understand how vaccines work.

>> No.19208592

>>19208574
It can help with the other shit because yes, people don't spread germs everywhere, and yes it can help block pollen. But with a mask, you touch your fucking face with all the fucking spittle you expel, and mouthbreathing neanderthals who sneeze and cough in the open need to fucking be gassed to begin with, in roblox. People constantly adjust and move their masks around, etc. Wearing it 8 hours a fucking day is a joke too, I'm glad my job actually dropped the mask thing. Of course, they picked it back up and I refused, but I was already quitting by that time anyhow. So the last month or so I wasn't wearing a mask, I guess they just assumed I was vaccinated or didn't care at all because I was leaving.

>>19208584
Yes, and it works with other diseases like polio. Flu vaccines are yearly for new strains, this one will be no different, guaranteed. Just wait, anon. Also, who gives a fuck if you get it or not. Don't force people to do it, simple as.

>> No.19208611

>>19208592
>mouthbreathing neanderthals who sneeze and cough in the open need to fucking be gassed to begin with
They're not going to let us do this so I'm happy I just don't have to see them.
>Wearing it 8 hours a fucking day is a joke too
The same mask? That's not right. You're right so many people are fucking idiots who don't understand how to wear a mask or how to take it off. I think the fact we had almost a whole year of videos teaching adults how to wash their fucking hands and when was a sign humanity is fucked anyway.

>> No.19208642

>>19208592
>. Flu vaccines are yearly for new strains, this
Anon, this tells me you don't know what happens when a vaccine breaks. It's worse than no vaccine or new strains in its worse case scenario. You know how you boil a frog? Well, delta is cold water compared to a worst case vaccine scenario. The worse case scenario for over reliance on a vaccine is if you get the vaccine you might live, but the disease you get is only able to survive in vaccinated populations because it's too lethal to survive long in the unvaccinated.

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What's a good motivation for someone to exercise that can't just be boiled down to work, vanity, boredom or fear?

>> No.19208677

>>19208658
Motivation does jack shit retard. Have a goal and set yourself up for discipline.

>> No.19208681

>>19208658
Avoiding pain and lethargy? Like, you know, for health.

>> No.19208700

>>19208317
Everything but literature. It’s a /b/ thread and everyone pretends I shit it up

>>19207463
Why do you pretend to know anything about anarchism?

>> No.19208705

>>19208363
I could and I probably will do that eventually. I don’t really want to get a CELTA though. It’s not like I’m wedding to teaching to be honest. I just already work in education, which is okay, but I’m not a teacher and I really despise my job function. I might end up joining the military. As you can probably tell, I’m completely lost.

>> No.19208718

>>19208677
>Motivation does jack shit
>Have a goal
Having a goal is something that motivates people.

>>19208681
>Avoiding pain and lethargy?
That just sounds like fear

>> No.19208721

>>19208642
I mean as an aside from whether the vaccine breaks or not. I don't believe covid will ever reach the point of being an ebola tier virus that just causes quick lethality, and yes over reliance on vaccines is bad. Pumping one out this quick is bad too. It's the same as creating super germs with hand sanitizer that kills 99.99%, I have never used hand sanitizer because of that shit, even when covid first started, I would just wash my hands (but then again I probably wash my hands more than 80% of the general population does anyhow)

>>19208611
>The same mask? That's not right.
Well, the mask is up to you. A lot of places won't provide or won't let you in. Then again, a place like a hospital or doctor's office will ask you to wear one and give you one if you ask. But most of the time it's on you to wear one. And if it's disposable, guess what's getting re used. And if it's washable, guess what isn't getting washed lol. Personally I used the same mask for 2-3 days in a row before washing it and simply didn't give a shit, I hardly get sick to begin with and still haven't gotten sick since this shit started. Know a guy with diabetes, pacemaker, and had 2 heart attacks and smokes like a chimney who got covid, and didn't even break a fever. Of course it affects everyone different but the shit's way out of hand.

>> No.19208743

>>19208132
I bet you swallow

>> No.19208764

>>19208718
>>Avoiding pain and lethargy?
>That just sounds like fear
No, most people feel anxiety because they have shit cardio lol

>> No.19208773

>>19208721
>And if it's washable, guess what isn't getting washed lol. Personally I used the same mask for 2-3 days in a row before washing it and simply didn't give a shit, I hardly get sick to begin with and still haven't gotten sick since this shit started
That's fucking disgusting man.

>> No.19208786

>>19208764
Avoiding pain and health concerns are largely rooted in fear of death.