/lit/ - Literature

im sad and unattractive and no woman will like me not only because im sad and unattractive but also because im unable to form emotional connection with anyone because for all these years no one liked or even loved me because im unattractive, that's how i became sad and being unable to form connections with people.

>>18574258
and you're boring

>>18574258
Women are NOT worth it.

>>18574247
It's hard to care about money or a career when you know that society will be gone by 2040 thanks to climate change

>>18574278
I wish this was true

>>18574247

I am upset because I can't get any bars on my handkerchief....

>>18574278
They've been saying that for decades.

>>18574284
It is, congrats

>>18574295
Yeah, and now the time is near

>>18574247
the hardest metal song I have known for about 9 years already and the best thing, nobody knows that song

ending is the best:

"In the midst of the darkest nights,
I see red mist, I still persist, In amongst, all of this shit, I stand firm, I won’t quit..."


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cr1t5kBKbOI

Just going to use this thread as a sqttdtot:
Where do I start with Thomas Ligotti?

feeling like young Werther whenever I see a qt emo tomboy

>>18574314
Start with this rendering of a Ligotti piece by Current 93:
https://youtu.be/lxZpEFJhO6k

>>18574275
God, I really want to wake up anon

>>18574268
Im not.
>>18574275
Im alone. Im completely alone and cut off from everyone and feel alienated.

>>18574340
>Im not.

that was a joke u bitch

nobody here is boring, stop crying

>>18574278
Career? 1980 called

>>18574340
How do you provide for yourself?

>>18574357
Old money rich

>>18574361
More money more problems. The ending of welcome to the NHK might apply here.

>>18574247
went through a bit of psychosis a while ago. started rebuilding my life and psyche, immersed myself in routines and relationships. i can feel it bubbling back up again. part of me wants to let go and let it take me, but i know once it does i wont be able to come back. im shifting into that mode more frequently now. when i was getting out of psychosis, i would become momentarily lucid more and more frequently until lucidity became my constant state. the inverse is now occurring. im pretty sure if i go back to my psychotic state the only way it will end is suicide. i feel more suicidal than usual, not in a gay way though. ive never felt as creative or in tune with existence as when im psychotic though. it feels like the entire world is rippling around and through me, and i gain a laser focus.

>ex tells me they want to "start a new chapter in life"
> I say too bad they're an unreliable narrator
Gotta say that's one of my sickest burns. Awarding bonus points to myself for the literary theme of it too.

>>18574458
why would ex tell you something?

I litterally have bats in my belfry! I just moved in here and found these little guys squatting here. I hate to kick them out because they eat all the skeeters and other bugs that would fuck my orchard, but I can't just let them rot my wooden roof with their excretions. Planning on building a bat-house or two on a pole in the yard then chasing them out by putting ultrasonic repellent devices around. Any anons dealt with something similar?

>>18574361
Just buy some friends you retarded fag

I'm always happy and at peace.

>>18574542
Nice.

My body is in rebellion against my senses. Rage is launching a coup and is taking the wheel, by emotional AK and lustful sword. The cost will be my friend the leech’s friendship and life, but she was meant to be MINE to begin with. MINE. ME AND HER.

on my mind:

do you think it's hypocrisy for the Falun Gong movement to on the one hand be pacifists and on the other hand to be trying to change public opinion on China in the US to hte point that the US would intervene against the commies? The reason I think it's hypocrisy is that the US is known to use violence, and its relationship to China is that they are in a major-power competition that will always be more or less violent (even just trade embargos are on some level violent, at least in the modern world). What do you think?

>>18574572
lmfao somebody stop this babby before he goes out and buys a gun

I've done nothing in the past month but drown in my own self-hatred and self-pity, make suicide plans I didn't carry on, regreting my past and worring about the future. I'm lost.
I've kept pushing my mental problems instead of treating them, hoping that a miracle would happen and I would magically put my shit together and now they've taken their toll and I don't know what to do.

I've never felt this defeated. I'm so tired but I can't sleep. This is a new low for me and I didn't think I'd ever say this again years ago because I've felt so horrible in the past. I'm almost 30 and the only thing life taught me is that there is never a rock bottom. Things always will find a way to get worse for you. I'm broken.

what’s on your mind

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>>18574590
Could you boys be more specific?

no ingles

>>18574582
Fuck you. I do everything in my power to stay away from my friend’s ex and to keep him from eating a 20 gauge for breakfast. So what does he do, with all our support and help? Heroin. Borrow money I’ll never see again. Leech of his parents. Pop pills like a tumblrite. Fuck you.

>>18574616
I hate my job and I hate myself much more for sticking to it and even taking it in the first place and it's all a huge downward spiral because I'm fucked without a job. I cannot take care of myself everything exhausts me and simple things overwhelm me. Basically I'm a retard. And it's all too much. I wish I had a lethal accident. Second poster. I can't be bothered to be any more specific right now, I'm just really fucking tired. Stress induced tinnitus is kicking in bad right now due to stress, my right ear went full PIEEEP mode just now.

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NO INGLES

>>18574675
A "friend," is he? Such a friend, for you to stay away from even his ex! It sounds to me like you are wallowing in the impotence of a do-gooder who sees a shameless petty liar get his way. Do something or shut up, coward

>>18574710
EY FUCK U!

NO INGLES!!!

>>18574706
>>18574712
LOL

>>18574258
Same
I can't even fantasize about being in a relationship because it's so unrealistic. I am 100% certain I will die alone, it is one of the few things I have no doubts about
I'm like an alien, human interaction and intimacy are things I just can't aspire to

>>18574684
Oof. I'm sorry everything is so hard and exhausting right now anon. I'm sure you're not a retard and you can find some change if you put your mind to it. Atleast today is Friday!

these threads are started way too early. even at bump limit is too early, the old thread is still on the catalog for hours and hours

>>18574616
First poster.
I've developed a mental block when dealing with anxiety and when taking decisions and a tendency to run away, back to the comfort zone. I don't know what happens, my mind goes blank and it is taken my these thoghts and images telling me how much I'm gonna fuck everything up or that my choice is wrong and everything will go wrong and so forth.
This caused my many problems, such as having a really hard time applying to jobs because all I can think of is how I'm going to fuck it all up, be unable to do something or do some dumb mistake and be embarassed in front of everyone or beign a virgin because I never had the courage to ask any girl out.
What put me in this deeper state of depressed is failing both college and some interviews for intership at the same time because of this. I had to send a proposal of a graduaton thesis and get a professor to advise me, but I just couldn't do it. All I could think of is that the email was trash, my ideas dumb and that I wouldn't make it and would be a huge failure exposed to everyone.
I don't know if I'm immature or if I'm fucked up in the head. I hate to admit to myself that I'm a coward, but that's it.
It was good to write this, I feel more relieved sharing this embarassment.

>>18574795
Bro it's fucking insane. Sometimes i imagine myself in relationships and then think how dumb and ridicilous i will look. Im in hole.

Allah muhallahalla muhallahalla weebawaaabah

Waheebawawa wooble wooble fweeble wobble!
Wahabawababerakabaga fwibbity fwoobity fwoob! fwibbitywibbity muh flibbity jibbity heeble hobble muheeebawobble!

FOOF!

FOOF!

Ferakabagakabagaja jeraamich bichmanis bepmapharisedamanian! skrengbali shcmigmanibamma waheebamama! ar mahabalalla shakabalakabasheeba!!!!!

JANNY JANNY
NEEDS AH NANNY
CUT 'IS PECKAH INTO A FANNY
HOPS A TROLLY SUCKIN A LOLLY
IF YEW LAUGH U'LL GET THE BANNY

>>18574911
big facts

>>18572085
My cardio was fine. But yeah I plan on seeing another doctor.

>>18574247
Fuck life, I need to read more

i smoke so much weed. so much fucking weed. probably more than you and your friends smoke combined. if you think you smoke more weed than me you are probably wrong. thats how much weed i smoke.

>>18574247
Twin- uh, um. No. What was the line again?
Femboys.

>>18575029
crossdressers

>>18575027
How many grams a day?

>>18574883
>i imagine myself in relationships and then think how dumb and ridicilous i will look
Yeah I know that feel
Picturing myself in a common intimate situation with a girl and my mind going "yeah you would definitely fuck this up, look at how awkward and weird you are even in your fantasies"

>>18574247
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYnHSXCguqk

>having lunch at some place
>temporarily recline, stop eating for a bit and just relax
>little bit of food still left on my plate
>waitress comes over and asks me 'are you done'
>I say 'oh no, I'm still eating'
>she says 'okay just making sure haha'
>takes away my plate anyway
>??????
What the hell happened here? Is my presence so weak?

>>18575107
You're cuteness made her so nervous she rolled back into habit despite verbal confirmation to the contrary.
Congrats.

>>18574577
Every cult is hypocritical and anything the falun gong believes in should be disregarded as a power play for their leader

>>18575121
>and anything the falun gong believes in should be disregarded as a power play for their leader
why? what makes them a cult?

>>18574684
I'm about to graduate college and am looking for prospective career options and I feel that I will be in your place in a year or so. I'm getting a degree I don't care about, and have little hope for the future right now. The thought of my mother and gf keeps me from having any serious plans of self-harm, mixed with a youthful naivete that things may get better. I'm sorry you have tinnitus, maybe playing white noise will help drown it out a bit.

>>18575128
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JaPzJKycxc

If you have the time, watch this. Or not, I don't give a shit

>>18575157
ching chong king kong

>>18574247
my inflatable killer dachshund

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfWovZ8RxAc

>>18575157
apart from the race thing the only truly conspicuous thing here is the claim that Li Hongzhi called Trump some kind of messiah, but that seems hard to substantiate and your guy gives no source

>I got nothing to offer but my honesty

>>18574247
hotdog chaos dachshund candle :/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dTxh80Ad7g

>>18574883
You mean you'll never be in hole lol

>>18575107
>Is my presence so weak?
Yes lol. You didn't even try to stop her or mention it later

take the flat cap pill

Look

Basically I'm just not gonna get the vaccine

I know.... UGH I know..... I'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's just that I'm not getting it is all

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I have grown up with so much hate that it chokes me. I'm a pained woman. I'm really good at this social thing and I have no issue public speaking. I dress well and act cute in public, it makes people favour me. I have good self esteem. I study well and hope I have a bright future.
But I mask my resentment in public, by God am I the most disturbed individual I know aside from my own brother that tormented me.

Having hate fuel me is literally my second nature now. Once I forgave and moved on from my past, I've found other things to hate, to fuel my rage. Slowly it eats me inside. I literally cannot breathe. I'm not sure if I even truly feel empathy. How can one feel empathy when you're seething with hatred?

>>18574247
freedom

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNosgD4nMdU

It seems that the older inhabitors never got out of you
The phantom broods were wronged in body
And in a state, they will make their soon escape
By building a new inheritance
It’s likely more not to be
Than sin and death and vipers to fill our beds
And as for liberty, she will work or she will suffer
I am dense with the light of women
And I insist I’m not confused
I will not be going

I have rejected every single female that liked me, yet I still complain about being alone.
I think that I have some issues. (Not a fag btw)

>>18575436
>Not a fag btw

Sometimes I want to report an off-topic thread but the thought of interacting with a tranny janny disgusts me.

>>18575081
an ounce not including all the dabs and hash

>>18575407
that's pretty hot.

>>18575407
>by God am I the most disturbed individual I know

gay, kys faggot

>>18575407
Fake. I've never seen a woman capitalize the "G" in God.

>>18575492
Ya out ya gott damn mind son, you need serious help

>>18575396
might as well hang a big sign that says "incel" around your neck

>by God am I the most disturbed individual

believe me, now you aren't the most disturbed individual that you know. not even close, bitch.

won't believe me?

N DIABOLICAL MINDS

N DIABOLICAL MINDS

N DIABOLICAL MINDS

N DIABOLICAL MINDS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2erfR0DQlw

heeeeere is JOHNNY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_nsZ8yt1KA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LtI0uG6tjew

I sit here in this dark basement, with walls painted in beige, numbing my brain as I mindlessly scroll through a variety of social media sites, with people yelling and screaming millions upon millions of beliefs and belittlements, all somehow blending into a mountainous mass that distorts such differing ideas- ones that leave their people ripping the necks off of those who oppose them and vice versa- indistinguishable from one another. The vain attempts that of reading a book sitting idly by on my desk and looking upwards towards the lone window that hangs above my monitor-basking in the limited light that spews from it- offer me some solace from the mundane that has now become normal. I partake in this for hours on end, with millions who join in this facade of living. Every time I lay on my chair, scrolling through threads, videos, and chats, I am constantly reminded of the opportunity cost that I spend almost every day, as I think of various activities that I wish to perform, yet the time to do them is ripped away by my own hands. I'm tired of this. I want to get out more. I will get out more. I wish not to leave my ancestor's name in the rut of history, as the shame for doing so would swallow me whole, leaving me behind in a dark, empty void, with only my thoughts to ring out in the absence of noise.

>After a few months of work, my Weimar Republic film is finally out. I stole a lot of clips from other documentaries, but this is mostly just a soft redpill for conservatives who have no idea what's going on. https://www.bitchute.com/video/uJVkWFfqvuJZ/

Just watched this. It's pretty well done for an anon

>>18575829
that guys voice sounds like a faggy rapist. I turned it off two seconds after he started speaking. redpillers should just hire female voice actors with cute voices to narrate their videos.

Guys how da fuck do I get over my ex
>Broke up 4 years ago
>haven't dated since
>still have dreams about her, including last night when I dreamt she had turned fat and ugly but I woke up and realized my brain was rusing me
>stalked her facebook for the first time in 4 years
>she's doing a PHD
>consider applying to a PHD at that same school just to have the chance of bumping into her in the library
When does it end? On a scale from 1-10 how much do I need a bullet in me

>>18575930
Probably a 9

I have an old friend who I've been drifting apart from for some time and in various ways for years now. He has ended up in some weird shit. We agreed to meet up this summer, this is the first time we see eachother since january I think. Tomorrow's the day. I don't really think I want to see him. I don't want to ignore all the weird shit he's into now, but if I confront him about it it would be difficult to remain friends. But should we remain friends? On the other hand we've been friends for about 8 years. I feel nervous like I'm about to do something stupid.

>>18575930
Try reaching out to her instead dummy. And don’t say any shit about being too nervous.

>>18576232
no we broke up on bad terms involving a third wheel

>>18576272
Then apologize for being a jealous fucknut, obviously you still feel guilty about it

>>18576147
Don't confront him, just bring it up naturally. "So I heard you were doing.... what's up with that?" Friends in life are rare. But if you feel that you're not compatible anymore it's okay to let it go.

>>18576278
apologies were made way back then. I don't feel guilty, rather, fundamentally broken

>>18575029
twinks.

Should new authors outline? I’ve seen compelling arguments from authors for why they don’t outline but none of them are beginners and meanwhile I’ve heard stories of successful beginner writers doing alot of outlining.

>>18576355
bitch no rules just tools

...thanks i hate it

when levinas said to derrida "you know, one often speaks of ethics to describe what i do, but what really interests me in the end is not ethics, not ethics alone, but the holy, the holiness of the holy" ... top 10 epic anime moments

>>18576355
In my pursuit of professionalism, I became too much of a perfectionist, outlining incessantly. It took months, sometimes even years out of me when I could've just been improving my skills at writing itself. Beginners are better off finding their feet first at writing rather than worrying about plot and such, but that's just my take.

Should I take Greek or Latin? I can't take both at the same time.

>>18571912
My major is in oceanography from a third world country, my credentials are mediocre/decent at best, but it has been so long since graduating, sometimes I feel rusty, un-scientific, I don't have a good experience doing research, spent like three years doing a topic which now I absolutely despise, felt for the lab rat meme, then quit. This year I moved to the US. I don't know if I am gonna make it. I am content with a park ranger job. If my job hunting stays stagnant for the rest of this year, then I might consider continuing my studies. Don't know which area. I only wish to be paid by chilling outdoors.

i was chatting with to a dude at work today who has absolutely insane big schizo eyes and with how he behaves i'm just sure he's some kind of repressor tranny. he's hysterically kind and extremely feminine with a self-deprecating sense of humour and wide hips and this stupid smile all the time but he doesn't have the repressor tranny haircut. and yet i'm sure he's some kind of fucking tranny. he just looks so insane. what surprises me even more is to what extent i was thinking that it's hot. he's not even that cute but the sheer insanity made him hot to me immediately. i don't know why i get instantly turned on by insane people, some kind of insanity in the person usually correlates with good sex i guess.

can not sleep my knee grow

>>18576608
What is a "repressor tranny"? I feel like I need to catch up on this stuff or something.

I had a girlfriend once. I miss her. I miss her and I miss having a girlfriend. I miss having someone to talk to and take care of a little bit.

>>18574247
why does Werther have a fat ass?

>>18576665
just a closet tranny who isn't out or just an autogynephiliac with a secret crossdressing kink. also could be what they call boymoder, which is a tranny in hiding who doesn't want to dress like a woman in real life for whatever reason (may be on hrt or not on hrt). stereotypically they are depicted with a hoodie and mid-length twinky hair.
t. not a tranny but i like to fuck feminine guys/repressed trannies because they are very subservient and insecure (= freaks in bed)

>>18576712
Things were so much simpler when we just called those "effeminate males" (usually raised among a bunch of sisters).

Lord, forgive me for what have done, for what I will do because I am alone.

>Yes my child, you are forgiven, for I am as well.

>>18575407
hoes mad

>>18576454
latin is more kino, but generally in classical education Greek has always been taught first.

>just got back from the pub after a night of drinking alone
>already know I won't be able to sleep without meds
I know I shouldn't mix alcohol with sleeping pills and shit, but there is not other way around it

No matter what happens, I'll do my best. My heart is on fire, my breath is burning my demons alive; I was knocked out by my regrets, my fears wounded me and I still bleed; but I'm still alive, for this soul of mine is God's gift, and I'll never give up.

>>18574853
> my mind goes blank and it is taken my these thoghts and images telling me how much I'm gonna fuck everything up or that my choice is wrong and everything will go wrong and so forth.

This loop of thought makes my life unbearable. I always feel like I fuck everything up even when I'm doing ok. Problem is that this mind set makes me lose focus on the actual tasks in front of me, I become someone who actually fucks things up and behaves very awkwardly around others even though he should do better.

I have made no solid development in my life. As I grow older the possibility of accomplishing nothing becomes more real. Do I continue down my current path or succumb to a complacent consumer lifestyle.

why dont more lonely men here become gay to at least experience some form of human intimacy? a lifetime of loneliness is such a horrible fate that seems unwarranted and avoidable for people who seem to be otherwise normal and perhaps even interesting.

although you guys may feel alien, you're still human like everyone else. what you feel and think has been felt and thought by others. for that reason alone, there's someone out there you can connect to.

>>18577165
>become gay
not how it works fagget

>>18577192
at least try it. you might like it.

>>18577197
I'd sooner eat a bullet, not kidding

>>18577202
why? you're just letting societal presuppositions control your happiness and wellbeing when it has only given you misery.

>>18577222
Post nose

>>18577222
>why?
cause I don't like anybody's pp but mine

>>18577202
Based repressed homosexual. Better dead than gay!

>>18577233
im not jewish. im sure the jews you're thinking of would happy with you being miserable.

>>18577249
im sure there's somebody out there that wouldnt mind bottoming for you. there are a lot of really feminine men and lonely transwomen out there.

>>18577269
no you don't understand i only like vajayjay, it is a chronic condition for me

>>18577281
ever you tried having a relationship with a man?

>>18577294
no because i not homo. no kiss kiss, no penor rise for man

I had this friend in college that one day confessed she had a crush on me. But I had I girlfriend at the time, so after that things just went nowhere. This girlfriend broke up with me and now I've been isolated for quite some time, literally 0 friends, no one to talk to.
How do I approach this girl?
Kind of a silly boyish post, but help out a friend will ya. Feeling pretty lonely as of late.

>>18577305
maybe go all in on being trans. some girls really like feminine men. i've seen trannies with cute girls.

>>18577269
I'm sure they also like the idea of disenfranchised white men giving up and going gay so they can pray on their women

>>18577347
its different when these same men aren't creating relationships with women, much less anyone at all, and have already given up to live a life of loneliness.
that means the women are already free to be preyed on since the men have already dropped out and lost interest in them, allowing other men to step in and influence them.

im not concerned about the politics of this though. im more worried by all of the despair on this board. it seems unnecessary.

Had two students in my incoming program cite "Xe, Xir, Xem, Xeir" as their pronouns when everybody was using theirs after their names to introduce themselves. Later they got into debates over how referring to students with "you guys" or saying "his and her X" is non-inclusive. It's so tiresome.

The only silver lining: Upon reflected, I've concluded y'all is unironically the superior and most inclusive second-person plural pronoun in the entire English language. It's immune from any criticism. The South found the perfect answer 200+ years ago.

This lull in passion/inspiration is just going on and on. It normally only lasts until spring but summer is half over and I'm still bored out of my mind

Do you think people in the future will look at modern soldiers the way we look at knights or legionaries?

I’m really lonely.

>had another dream where I fucked a loli
I don't get it. I exclusively jack off to vanilla and futa. Why is my brain fucking with me?

>>18575407
If nothing else, your prose is pretty entertaining to read. Why don’t you tell us more about your condition? Where do you think this anger comes from?

>>18577716
What's up in your life anon?

>>18577427
tell me more about your classes. Are you a teacher or fellow student?

One of my old friends from 6th grade is publicly showing off his deteriorating mental state through excessive (and bizarre) instagram posts, as well as private messages to me and our old group of friends.
Just yesterday he sent some of them a picture of his bare ass and requested sex.Nobody in our friend group is gay and, until now, we didn't think he was.

It's sad to watch someone I knew at a young age become so fucked up from frequent meth use. I'd want to help him but I know any attempt would be a waste since he doesn't want to quit.
He may end up in prison for sexting strangers, which would hopefully be good for him.

My brother new girlfriend apparently told him that I was good looking and funny and that she was confused as to how I've been single all my life.
After telling me this, my brother added that I should try using dating apps again and that I would get a lot of matches if I did.
I didn't told him that I had already restarted using datng apps about a week prior and that I did not have a single match since then.

I don't know how to fix my life. I just waste time not doing what I should be doing. I want to work on skills, build relationships, do something. But I don't. I just worry about how much time in my life I've wasted and all my mistakes. I have no meaning in life to pursue anything. I want things to get better but I don't know what to do.

>>18578185
Its probably cos:
>Your bio is boring
>Your pics are ass

>>18574247
Face-value wisdom is lying to yourself

>>18578185
Don't use apps, anon. Get into social media and just meet people around you.

gonna sleep now

i keep seeing the ghosts when i close my eyes and i think about blowing out my goddamn brains

>>18578230
>Get into social media and just meet people around you.
Was this a typo? I assume you meant "off" social media? Either way I know you mean well but there aren't many other viable options. The whole "meet people through clubs/hobbies/etc" advice is a cliche meme at this point, even with the pandemic in the rearview mirror. Same with bars - I've been to multiple in two of the largest US cities and everyone there is either a couple or in groups with their friends. Dating apps are the only realistic way even though it's an absolutely demoralizing shit fest, and I say that as somebody who's had luck here and there but nothing that made the endless time worth it. I think they poisoned my soul and I don't even want to think of the amount of time I've wasted staring at convos thinking of something clever or trying to force conversation. I guess the quote from that poem Neil Gaiman cited as some of the best lines in the English language says it best - it's a crooked game, but it's the only game in town.
(If you are really desperate to find an organic way to meet many women, consider becoming a forever student. Grad school is my last chance.)

>>18578224
What do you mean by "face-value" wisdom? Like empty platitudes from self-help gurus or inspirational quotes from normies?

>>18578203
Latter... nobody reads bios. Even if they do, it won't change a left swipe to a right one. Mine has helped start some interesting conversations, but those women definitely wouldn't have matched with me if they didn't like my pics first and foremost.

>>18578427
I've heard work is a good way to meet women, so after grad school, you still have a chance.

>>18578432
Exactly

>>18578449
I might sound like a weird stalker, but I am anonymous, so I'll say it. I document all/most of the women I see on Tinder. I think of it as a Kinsey-type of study of our time. There are some incredibly ugly, slutty, and clueless women on Tinder. It must be preserved for future generations.

I bring this up because I read bios; they too must be saved. There is some gold in bios that can make you think that a woman is a slut or a saint. Much of the time, what I read is for the worse, but it is still worth reading nonetheless. I, no joke, frequently see women demand that men have boats or be able to make them laugh. Wtf? You don't see me demanding virgins with big your tits. I only masqueraded as a woman briefly (1 hour) a couple years ago, and I only saw one instance of a crude male. There is a huge problem with 21st century Western women.

https://voca.ro/1Fr9PWOOa2ha

I'm back :3

She's like mid 30s

>>18575930
I want to make fun of you as being the type who'll be pushing 40 and still daydreaming about a bitch who hasn't thought about you in ages and has probably fucked a dozen guys since then. But I still fantasize about a summer fling with a succubus who was out of my league and lusted after me until she left for college. It's only been 6 months but I can tell it's not going away anytime soon. If I'm in your situation 4 years from now, I'll take the bullet. Consider it mercy.

>>18578482
You're back! :D

>>18578481
they're fucking entitled af because clueless x/y individuals keep giving in to their petty demands

>>18578488
wow, pathetic. maybe you should go ahead becaue i'll tell you in all fairness: IT GETS WORSE, not better

>>18578498
I am obligated to say it gets better,not worse. :3

I mean, seriously, what the fuck. That kind of mentality only hurts you in the end.

Haven't nutted for over a week, but yesterday I woke up from a wet dream and than beat the meat twice during the day. Now I'm jumpy as fuck, it always happens.
Just letting you brothers know.

Butterfly you can post more until you think I've gotten banned :3

>>18578502
I'm 49. And you?

https://voca.ro/1i851U24yTfw

....one more thing :3

>>18578538
It's never too late to switch to a better mentality, my friend. A change of scenery, a change of life paths, a change of everything. Life is all about change, if you lock yourself down, it's over. :3

I'm 28 and there may be a woman who is your age going through these realizations right now.

>>18578547
i seriously doubt it, no offense. i might have 30 years left in me and probably only 15 of them will be worth two tin shits. if you're melancholy at an early age, it doesn't get better

>>18578556
I'm guessing you don't believe in God. :3

>>18578559
i do. i met him, in my lungs, after a massive stroke. it's a long story

>>18578481
Not judging fren, I screenshot some profiles myself that are so revolting for one reason or another that they make 4chan's most extreme caricatures of women seem trad. I've read the kinds of bios you've mentioned and far worse. After a while it's all the same, I think I could fit almost every profile/bio I've read under one of a dozen categories or so at this point. Your study will probably give you diminished returns outside of keeping the records of the state of modern women, but god damn is it demoralizing.
>It must be preserved for future generations.
You're right but reading this suddenly made me think about how future generations will probably be so bad nobody will bat an eye at what you're preserving. I don't even want to imagine it desu. I mean I want kids someday but these days I find myself praying to god I never have a daughter.

>>18578538
At what age did you discover 4chan anon? What effect did it have on your view of the world after growing up and spending around 30 years without even using the internet?

>>18578481
What about the ones that they claim that they're there only to "make friends"?

I scared my internet crush off I think. Oh well, there will be more. I've had a pretty fucking rough past decade and I'm just now starting to feel like I'm emotionally available enough to be something to someone. Since I've been so incredibly detached for so long, my emotions have been running wild on me over this past week and I've been pretty miserable. What I've been reminding myself is that as humans we don't get to choose what our emotions do, we just get to choose what we do about them. I put out a feeler and I didn't feel any interest. I'm a little bummed, but there's nothing I can really do about it. In a way, how she feels about me has very little to do with "me," and almost everything to do with her own internal, unknowably byzantine processes by which her mind works. It's just how the cookie crumbles.

>>18578577
Girls I've matched with and one I actually hooked up with have straight up told me they just use Tinder for attention or to plug their Instagram, and have maybe met with only like 4 or 5 of their matches over the last year. I try to tell friends who are considering using these apps and seem like sincere people that they're too pure for the world of dating apps and will never see women the same again.

>>18578573
we had the net in the 90s, it was just really expensive & slow. I guess I've been here since 2003. You honestly don't want to know what effect it had on me. I'll just say I only visit blue boards now.

>>18577427
This happened in my first English class in college back in 2016.
I knew what I was in for that moment onwards.

>>18577427
that's because we're fucking awesome and blackpilled af
t. Tennesean

thinking of this girl again im too pussy to message. i am currently obsessed. it's possible i never see her again. but i am more afraid of sending the wrong message. i am a slave to my desire to be liked. i want her to like me. to not think i'm creepy or weird or obsessive. and so i do nothing. i have always struggled with owning my sexual appetite. my christian upbringing always made it seem like something shameful dirty even violent. it is a kind of aggression i guess. and i love this girl too much to want to aggress.

i will emotionlessly fuck some random girl i dont care about to try and get over her and continue on doing nothing with the woman i think i could actually love.

this happens again and again

my life is a joke

>>18575773
Do something because regret is a painful demon that grows the older you get

>>18575930
It is brutal. Same situation here, but I'm almost 40. I think of her daily and it is physical painful. I will probably take the bullet, which, in my case, will be an overdose or Morphin. I will take it in the woods to see the leaves waving around me before I drift off into oblivion.

u idiots listen to your back

>>18578488
>I want to make fun of you as being the type who'll be pushing 40 and still daydreaming about a bitch who hasn't thought about you in ages
>>18578691
>It is brutal. Same situation here, but I'm almost 40.

Damn

>>18578189
Start with some kind of physical training. Just push through. Start slow and easy but be persistent.

>>18578715
This

>>18578716
Wait ans see

I can feel my suboxone reduction and I'm kinda hungry. Why did I fight with my girlfriend yesterday. The 2 week vacation kinda scares me. Don't know what to do. Maybe shouldn't have bought a new CPU. I'm still broke from moving to another town. Still need to arrange my new flat and make it livable. I'm going to to some reichian bodywork, getting breakfast and start cleaning and shit.
My life is so deep.

Sneed

>>18578785
Formerly Chucks :3

Also, after I posted, I made Butterfly masturbate to me. I love when she 'bate posts. :3

Twinks.

I'm retarded
Is it okay to be retarded?
I didn't choose to be retarded
It isn't easy being retarded
I wish I wasn't retarded
I want to accept being retarded
But I'll always feel guilty about being retarded

when i think about whether i should kill myself I think to myself I cannot possibly approach this question objectively as the emotions and perspectives which push me towards suicide have surely formed a kind of ideology in my mind, and in addition how could I possibly hope to answer whether I should continue to exist anyway as the answer is locked away inaccessible to me, but then I think well, even if suicide is a tragic mistake I won't be around to loathe my decision and regret it, and really I don't think that it would be such a great loss considering the lingering aspects of my personality which have insisted on themselves thus far in my life and which by this point have almost certainly crystalized a great deal, add to this the rarity of actual sublime experiences and i don't think it would be such a great loss, so I may at some point just say fuck it

If you ever posted edgy shit online prepare to get v&

>>18578946
Idc

I'm not an extremist. My beliefs have been fairly standard for millennia among many cultures. The zeitgeist is extremist.

>>18578890
Use some fuckin periods

>>18579088
no, deal with it

how can one presume to judge another when we scarcely understand what drives man at his core?

>>18574247
Burning heat. Ecological collapse. The fifth extinction. Mankind's fall from God's grace. Plastic. Chemicals. Insanity. Death and decay. War. Famine. Disease. Frivolous trivialities.

>>18574440
Are you supposed to be taking meds or no? My brother in law has similar episodes. When hes on his meds he can function but existence is bland and meaningless. But when hes off he can actually hear the music.

>>18579105
to add to this: I want to stop being a "loser" and "manchild", to "take responsibility" and so forth. however, I am infuriated that the core driving force of man, his will, will remain intellectually inaccessible for me to understand, so this rhetoric of "loser" and "grow up", etc, feels incredibly infuriating to hear as it really just feels like a shallow encapsulation of an entire spiritual battle and abstract process that defies the sort of materialistic, cut and dry efficient attitude modern people seem to adopt when criticising each other, I feel that there is something fundamental to the human spirit that is missing in the present arrangement of the times, something transcendent and profoundly beautiful... I cannot tell whether this inexpressible rage I feel is a reaction to an injustice, or simply a shallow avoidance of responsibility, childishness, and so forth as my friends and family would have me believe. I cannot trust myself, I cannot trust anyone to answer this as none can say with certainty that they have swan to the depths of the human condition and can definitively say who and what is "justified", the nature of being justified, the nature of a justified will, and so forth. every moment I'm filled with hatred and confusion

>>18577427
The south found a lot of perfect answers 200 years ago

>>18579190
This post made me think that people generally can be divided into two types. Type 1 has an affinity to a transcendent sphere of reality, those people never are truly connected to the mundane practices and web of social relations which the type 2 people thrive in. There really seems to be a fundamental difference here and it can be observed in real life all the time. It's not a simple male vs. female mentality, rather a more subtile yet affective divergence in the way how people react towards the things around them.

I recently came up with the perfect suicide method, at least for Americans. Drive to a red state and look for a product called "Tannerite". It's a binary explosive marketed as an exploding rifle target, and it's usually sold in sporting goods stores and such. Buy many large packs of the stuff, as much as you can get your hands on. It's not regulated from what I understand, so you can buy as much as you want without any license. It's about 8 or so dollars per pound, so for less than 2k you can buy 200 pounds of the stuff. If you look up videos on youtube of people setting this stuff off in large quantities, it's like detonating a small artillery shell. Take a large plastic gardening pot or whatever and cut a hole in the bottom center, then take a smaller pot and insert it through the bottom hole in order to create a cavity to place your head in. This in effect creates a kind of shaped charge around your skull to ensure near instant destruction of the brain. You can even line the interior headpiece with small steel ball bearings for extra overkill with duct tape. Simply follow the instructions and mix the tannerite, then pour it into your large pot fixture. To set this stuff off, you're going to need to shoot it with a high velocity rifle round(about 2500 fps iirc). 5.56 out of a standard length AR-15 barrel should do, but double check this. You can buy cheap ar15 kits on the palmetto state armory website. Just aim your rifle up into the fixture when your head is snuggled into the small underbelly pot and fire away. Find a flaw in this exit plan, I fucking dare you. don't do this in a populated area if you don't want to be a fucking asshole

>>18578538
lmao boomer

>>18578838
<3

>>18578066
Nothing really. I guess that’s kind of the problem, huh? I’m really unhappy, anon.

Everything is determined by genetics.

Society is soon collapsing, and that's why politics are becoming akin to a reality show. War targeting upper-middle/middle class and lower class/poor peoples against each other is soon to be inevitable. Multiple countries will be involved, each fulfilling a quota of involvement with each other just large enough to convince like-minded individuals of the warring classes of a country who aren't jumping on the civil war train to then battle other 'oppressive' countries for either patriotic or liberating viewpoints (either side of the same coin). All this being staged to greatly thin the population of many countries and desensitize newer generations to convenience and the ambition-less peace that's established in our modern farm-like 'first-world' societies, jogging a new cultural and technological revolution of preplanned exchanges guised under the suffering and spoils of war.

>>18580003
kek schizo doesn't know history and thinks we are living in some kind of exceptional moment and armageddon is coming. god i love schizophrenics. relax politics have always been a clown mess

I’d like to issue an apology to all the incels I’ve made fun for being obsessed with sex. It turns out I’m low libido and really don’t understand what it’s like. You’re still pretty cringe though.

Butterfly! :3

man, I just watched a short documentary on cultural artifacts of the Lebanese national museum in Beirut, and boy, archaeology is so damn fascinating. I don't know what the every-day duties of archaeologists look like, but digging holes and documenting stuff seems really adventurous and exciting. I'd love to do that, especially in oriental/Arabic regions. Really fucked that this region has been raped to no end and the destruction done to historic works of art by Islamists.
Anyway, now I wish that I had been more interested in that type of stuff when I was a kid desu. Sounds like a nice college major.

>>18578846
If you're genuinely <70 IQ, you are about as dumb as I am smart. Being smart comes with its own traps and pitfalls. The grass isn't actually greener on the other side.

I'm thinking of me and Butterfly sucking on the nipples of some lactating woman and then kissing each other with the milk in our mouths :3

We are a team

>>18580037
When's the last time there was nearly 100 years of world wide peace? Do you not see population growing exponentially out of hand? This absolutely exceptional. Read the Greeks but don't forget history and modernity are connected, yes, but ultimately different. Evolution is always

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bxEU5Jb9vI
Even this guy has a gf. I'm truly hopeless

>>18580133
Man you can't be serious

>>18580003
>WE LIVE ON A PEOPLE FARM
Cringe

>>18579517
Too complicated

>>18580307
>ignoring the well established fact that population growth plateaus then goes negative as countries fully industrialize
Your country will probably be worrying about population decline in your lifetime kek

>study visual arts
>constantly have shitty writing assignments
why.exe

>>18579517
It would blow out the weakest point in the pots and leave you with severe brain damage.

>>18574247
I'm trying to quit smoking, and I've given up trying to do it cold turkey, it always fails. This time I'm using nicotine gum. Two days in so far, I'll see if I can keep it up. I think I should be able to with the gum, I just got to get used to not filling up my lungs with exhaust before I start scaling down the gum.

All my old haters turned into fans. What gives?

They have shown us the way, but we did not listen. Reject bilaterality, return to radial simmetry.

>>18580466
What is fucking china, Japan, USA, etc.. are you okay anon?

>>18580307
>When's the last time there was nearly 100 years of world wide peace? Do you not see population growing exponentially out of hand?
HAHAHAHAHA FAGGOT. in the countries where there is actual peace the population ISN'T "growing exponentially out of hand". it's growing in exponentially out of hand in the countries where there isn't peace. god you are such a dumb faggot i love it, contradicting yourself with your own post. there WERE extremely long periods of peace throughout history such as pax romana, tokugawa, etc. the world isn't "at peace" right now by the way we just have other ways of waging war.

>>18580307
>>18580692
samefag but i'll just add to this that there is no "worldwide peace" in the world right now what the fuck are you talking about? peace in the USA is "worldwide peace" now? dumb american cunt

>>18574247
There is nothing more insolent than a celebrity sex idol female that never does nudes.

When ancient gods were handing out
Talent to the mortals
They must've forgotten my lonesome cloud
And now, they've shut their portals

>>18580724
yeah they just handed out the whole of it to me i'm sorry

sorry for mass reply guys
>>18578591
>scared off my internet crush
How many times have we told you not to whip out that schopenhauer essay
>>18578658
Been there, done that. You probably won't get over her until some random event or piece of new knowledge accosts you with the fact that for whatever reason (social, financial, trauma-related) your fates were never intertwined to begin with. Oneitis is your brain on some deepstate power play. You have to keep growing as a person, get promoted, go to school, form new relationships and read. If you don't do that you end up in the upside down like >>18578691>>18575930
>>18578715
stretching and yoga helped me a lot
>>18579517
if you have a gun already just stick it in your mouth. Make sure to aim almost straight back (horizontal) in order to hit the brain stem for that Instant Black
>>18580140
would be hot if she wasn't 45 years old and transsex
>>18580646
China's population is stabilizing. It is estimated to peak at 1.45B before falling to 1.0B by 2100. Japan is already declining sharply. USA's population is expanding mainly due to immigration and anchor babies. The white demographic already peaked.
>>18580538
Congrats anon, you probably became a more mature, successful, and wise person by the mere fact of age

>>18580706
It's relative peace compared to world war you illiterate

How old were you guys when you realized you'll never succeed in the literature world?

I spend all my days reading or writing but I just cant write a single good poem, I will never be the writer I hoped to be

>>18580692
I'm talking across the world not isolated stats per nation or empire that back your point exclusively rather than actually contradicting what I'm saying

Do you guys know what comes before and after each letter in the alphabet without having to go through the alphabet in alphabetical order in your head like a list?

>>18580857
Why care? Just be a wagie and live it up on the weekend. Move to another part of the world and experience life. Being “literary” is a fucking meme.

thinking about joining a writer's group in real life. anyone done something similar? how did it go

>>18580965
Every single one I’ve been to sucked absolute balls. They’re good to go to in order to feel better about yourself and maybe see what kind of retardation people spend their time on.

>>18580805
>would be hot if she wasn't 45 years old and transsex
There is some compelling evidence of her not being that age. After all, she ended up being into me after all, and she said she was a lesbian :3

I don't think a bunch of aristocratic, reactionary assholes made a very good outline of government. The Constitution is flawed, and at this time pointless. I don't understand why so many retards defend it as if it came from on high from a heavenly being.

I don't know how much longer I can do this I'm in the same place as I was 2 years ago, yet it is worse, as I'm carrying a heavier load. I want to hope but what is there left to hope for? I want to be happy but what is there left to be happy about? What should I live for? My family? They're the only ones that ever mattered. They deserved better than me I am the Last Man. I embrace my own demise and in my bitterness I've begun to revel in the fact that I am witnessing the end times I am the last man to carry my father's name. Barring a tragic miracle, the lineage will end with me. I am the last link in a chain stretching back to the beginning of dying. When the oceans boiled up the first organism, death was born. Life is dying. My life accelerates toward annihilation. Is that why I'm doing what I'm doing? Is everything I do just my light despairing at me not extinguishing it? What made me this way? Was it the torture I received after birth? Or the continued assault on my head? Or was it because of the things I've seen? I open one box after another and they all unleash mayhem. When will it end? Will I be lucky? or am I cursed to remain in this abode indefinitely? Will the future I'm imagining impose eternal life upon me? Or do I have the sense to make sure it never becomes a reality?
My Lord, judge me for who I want to be, not for who I am. I pray that death will bring my psyche to a halt. Otherwise I may end up as the last sentient being to be liberated. And how fitting it would be if I were responsible for the delayed cessation of suffering.

>>18581022
Cringe. Read HST

>>18580313
if that guy can get a gf that means you can too!

>>18580857
I'm 26. I don't know if I have the "it" factor. My writing was praised by professors, but so far no luck in contests. I almost gave up, but I am fueled by spite. This may sound juvenile but fuck it. I want to succeed just to prove wrong everyone who ever thought I'd amount to nothing. I also know for a fact that there are narcissists, liars, and manipulators scoring book deals every week out of sheer ego. I want to prove that I can publish a book without having such a disgraceful soul.

>>18580857
I'm 25 and still kind of in denial. Not just for lit, for music too. I want to create cool shit but then all that comes out is this >>18581024

>>18577427
>you guys
Guy in the sense of person is from Guy Fawkes. What you need to do is ask if they are sectarians. And whether they are arguing to forget the gunpowder plot. Is it because they hate Spanish Catholics or hate the British crown, because it has to be one or the other. Are they picking a side in a history they don't know about? How imperialist.

>>18581041
What is HST?

>>18581093
Not him but Hunter S Thompson

>>18581097
I thought it may be, but aside from his Nixon hating I didn't really like what I read from him.

>>18581093
Hormonal Sexual Therapy

>>18581136
He probably means that if you read Fear And Loathing On The Campaign Trail, that you would thank God the Constitution exists to protect us from pol spergs and their relentless faggotry.

Notwithstanding that such a criticism completely ignores the possibility that indeed, we could do better than the Constitution of the USA.

>>18581079
yeah man you just need some perspective and guidance in your life. Like for example it's not a big deal that the lineage you're ending stretches back to creation. Lineages have ended a trillion trillion times in earth's history. Considering all the disease, famine, wars, acts of god, and infant mortality, my guess is that probably 80% of all humans have failed to procreate.

After years of consideration I finally decided on what language to learn next. Been studying Japanese for a month now and I'm enjoying it a lot.

Can't wait to burn myself out and lose all interest by next month.

>>18581170
>we could do better than the Constitution of the USA
in what ways?

With the recent oil crisis in the gulf, its become apparent to me just how important visuals are in swaying the court of public opinion. It's really strange seeing how the public fallout manifests itself, and I really can make heads or tails of why it looks this way.
>"wow everything sucks and the world is going to end!"
>"this isn't my fault its big oils fault. I can keep driving my car because its someone else problem to deal with"
>"this is just like capeshit movie wow!"
>"haha this is just like when <celebrity> said everything was awful"
>*insert US whataboutism*

I hate pollution as much as the next guy but accidents like this are just a fact of life when the world runs on oil. I don't really know what to make of the blame game or the depression posting or the consoomer posting but its more than a little concerning.

>>18581182
hmm, you're probably right. it's still defeating to know i couldn't do what my father and his father and so on could all easily do. And even then, I'm just so dissatisfied with myself and think my family deserves a. better son and brother. plus my writing is not good

>>18581170
The Constitution doesn't protect anything except Capital. The Constitution is constantly shit on by the government and its agents with zero regard for it. The only people that cling to the Constitution are the ones being cucked by it in their ignorance. Or, it's used to rile up the same type of idiot that thinks voting changes anything beyond the interest of the business party.

>>18581221
How do we the people change anything beyond the interest of the business party?
>inb4 we can't

>>18581218
>And even then, I'm just so dissatisfied with myself and think my family deserves a. better son and brother
I know that feel, anon. For what it's worth, we're both right. Our families do deserve better sons, and it is shameful that our lineages should end with such horrible failures (especially true in your case). That being said, it's our parents' fault, too. Boomers were generally horrible at raising children.

>>18581193
...the bill of rights?

>>18580875
no, it is you who is mentally defective and unable to grasp basic logic. THERE IS NO "WORLD PEACE" RIGHT NOW. should i repeat this for you or is it too much to comprehend? there is and has recently been war in many isolated states and nations all across the earth. so how the fuck can you say there is world peace retard?

>>18581252
He's American, anon. Don't waste your time. His world ends at the American border. Sad!

>>18580850
cool, so fucking what? there has never been a world war in history before the two world wars. it's not like the earth was in a perpetual state of world war before the twenty-first century happened. the shit i read in this thread, lmao.

>>18581262
you're right, i forget americans are basically monkeys

>>18581247
>especially true in your case
kek'd. you're right though.

>>18581232
Unironically unite the working class and topple the bourgeoisie. The former seems impossible, though. Seems, so as not to say that it's an actual impossibility but in our current world there are far too many people that have either sided with their oppressors or simply display learned helplessness. In Minecraft, of course.

>>18581248
theyre amendments to and thus part of the constitution

>>18581307
It's hard to unite the working class when all blue collars idolize a billionaire con artist. Reality is.........not even satire, it's absurd.

>>18581307
look guys, he thinks it's possible for humans to escape capitalism. laugh at him. My guy, have you not yet read Debord?

And so he was knocked to the ground, and jeered at and kicked and stomped, and offered nothing in his defense but whimpers and tucked himself into as small a ball as he could and lay there, motionless, hoping for either pity or boredom to overtake his attackers. Eventually, they found little sport of this and called him a faggot and left him there, where, like some depraved wino desperate to feel anything other than humiliation and pain, frantically masturbated and cleaned himself with a discarded coffee filter.

>>18581469
pretty good. i just think you're could have used a better word than faggot. it's so overused and, to me, reeks of 4chan

>>18581505
Noted but rejected; despite its usage here, "faggot" has common usage IRL to demean and humiliate people.

>>18577721
just dont jerk off retard HIT THE GYM

>>18581519
true, i think I just need to take a break from 4chan

I can't believe Westerners read a fake history of some primitive middle east tribes as part of their Holy Scripture.

>>18581566
all ancient history is fake. people can't even agree on the events of last century or 200 years ago, but millennia? history is opaque. it's all a story constructed from little scattered clues, a mythology of an amnesiac species

>>18580390
>Man you can't be serious
I often wish I were born a lot more average than I am. Don't get me wrong, it's fun sometimes to be able to play gay little word games and it's sometimes handy to be able to understand certain things more quickly, but there are also downsides. Because I have a mind geared towards intuition rather than analysis, I can often see a whole lot more possibilities than I can work through. This leads to overthinking, decision paralysis, and a pretty severely diminished quality of life if you let it get pathological, which I have. For the most part and outside of specialized applications, being smart is literally just an amusing parlor trick at best, but you can't even whip it out at parties because everyone hates you for it secretly. Additionally, it becomes pretty easy to see that the way the modern world is set up has almost nothing to do with intelligence in the first place, and almost everything to do with connections, luck, and other soft skills. From here you can either choose to become a manipulative, conniving dick or just accept that this intelligence you have, and which everyone claims to want, is actually and unironically next to worthless in and of itself.

Like I said, the grass isn't always greener.

I wonder which is more effective for acquiring competency:
studying one hour per day for two months, or
studying eight hours per day for one week

assuming that equal levels of focus are maintained for both durations

>>18580390
>Too complicated
nigga are you serious

>>18581789
assuming equal levels of focus for 8 hours compared to only 1 hour is very unrealistic

>>18581548
You're here forever, but it couldn't hurt.

>>18574247
dont like reading, only read gotrek and felix and maybe bunner, rest is wank

>>18580513
nigga how would it not kill you
it's 200 pounds of explosives plus a wall of steel ball bearings to act as a layer of shrapnel

Christfags: How come god hates vanity but if you perform great works on earth you get get mansions in heaven. Isn't this incentivizing the wrong type of mindset? Once we get to heaven are the mansion owners supposed to be prideful? Is everyone else supposed to be jealous?

>>18581263
War between nations was wars of the world because it was the world these people knew. Once more world was known it was always conquested. Stifle your blind hatred and think

>>18581252
Because the world is not at war with itself, that's like saying wars between indicate human peace. I can't help countries are so poor they can only afford to war against their selves or other insignificant neighbors. But they certainly do not or cannot seek larger conquest and thus, since 51% speak of majority, the war is at peace. Grow up, be a realist, don't be blind by your beliefs

>>18581935
>>>18581252
wars between ants*

I will not eat bugs as they feast on our souls.

I downloaded grindr

Now I understand. I usually prefer white girls, but today I saw a brown girl with very delicate features, short hair and a serene, easy-going, posture (or aura, even). I just felt that I was before someone full of life.

>>18581935
>Grow up, be a realist, don't be blind by your beliefs
says the stupid bitch who insists there is total world peace everywhere on earth for the first time ever in history and because of the worldwide technological jew conspiracy for peace the entire "society" (whatever that refers to) of earth is going to "collapse" (again, whatever that refers to) tomorrow

I had to rush my cat to the vet because he got really ill really quickly. Turns out he has an abscess in his mouth from a cut and he'll be fine; the vet gave him some antibiotics and anti-inflammation meds and he's already improving.

>>18582013
I'm happy for you.

>>18581970
slut

>>18581935
>War between nations was wars of the world because it was the world these people knew. Once more world was known it was always conquested. Stifle your blind hatred and think
>Because the world is not at war with itself, that's like saying wars between indicate human peace. I can't help countries are so poor they can only afford to war against their selves or other insignificant neighbors.
WORD SALAD

>>18582014
thanks man

I deleted grindr

>>18582056
just how fast the night changes...

>>18582013
Friendly reminder that some day, it won't be a false alarm.

>>18582087
Yeah i know that
But that doesnt just apply to cats, anon

>>18582035
Not him, I'm going to need some context for that slide, anon.

>>18582096
>But that doesnt just apply to cats, anon
And thank God, too.

>>18582009
Please copy and highlight where I said total world peace or global society or a time frame. Anyone who isn't in the top 1% of their country's wealth is fodder on in the eyes of those who are. If there can be global human trafficking cartels, I'm certain there can be a sect of religious or royal or political wealthies who plan socioeconomic movements.

>>18582035
Poor reading comprehension on your end is terrible grounds for 'projecting' assumptions. Read that carefully, anon

>>18581947
What?

>>18581190
Good luck.

>>18580965
Suck but i did gain a better understanding.

>>18580857
Pretty early on and I'm okay with it.

New thread
>>18582175

I do not know what that means. Honestly, what does that mean. I just don't get it. Could you give me a definition? Take the Merriam Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary ninth edition off the bookshelf and look that one up for me. Use the letter things to get there quicker, and tell me the definition of the word you just used. Just tell me what it means. That's all I want to know. This can't really be any easier. The dictionary is right there on the bookshelf, look up the word you just used and tell me the definition.

>>18582099
>I'm going to need some context for that slide, anon.
for context : disorganised speech/strange ways of phrasing one's thoughts are a feature of schizophrenia. "word salad", which i have referred to jokingly in my post, is one part of it. from a linguistic point of view i'm very interested in psychosis and the symptoms of it that impact semantics + speech. i read a lot of /lit/ and /lit/-adjacent texts written by schizos. kek

>>18582204
recommend me the BEST schizo lit, please

>>18581789
two months. Your brain reinforces learning while you are asleep.

im trying to wrap my head around how plato's forms synthesize being and becoming, or infinite plurality and infinite oneness. it's really tough to grasp for me, and i feel like i need to grasp it before i can really 'get' any of plato's works.

>>18574247
my cooking is so good