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>be me
>went for a jog yesterday evening
>went for a pointless drive and then a big fast food binge like in pre-covid times; read alt right twitter as I ate and saw how doomed civilised society is
>go back home, waste rest of evening
>wake up in morning
>start work
>work
>work feels so pointless; morning is an email barrage (me emailing other people) and I have a mid-day workstential crisis that culminates in a few successful shitposting topics on a few boards
>finish work later on (middle 4 hours of work felt like a melange of lunch, pointless meetings, shitposting)
>lie in bed for a few minutes, decide to go for a pointless drive and pointless coffee
>coffee tastes so bland and milky; day is so bland; had already made the shitposting and online browsing rounds multiple times during work
>bought some regular food
>now back home, will go to gym right now

The slow, crushing inevitability of Nadal winning every clay court tournament has perfectly lined up with almost every single summer induced existential crisis of my adult and late teen life.

My job is so pointless, it's unreal. It felt really surreal being in a supermarket, buying stuff, seeing people push around trolleys in their jobs and knowing I sat at a computer and did pointless crap. I remember in a previous job I saw the corporate failings that made my job necessary. Now I see the corporate failings that lead to my job wrongly having been created and how more like it will be made. I tried to look for improvements to things and the solutions I found would have made things (within the company) much worse.

I have no personality. I am a big nothing.

Currently feeling sad at not being American.

The goldrushes are right in front of me: crypto, youtubing, substack, onlyfans, codemonkeying. I'm not going to participate in any of them in a substantial way.

>> No.18263039

>>18263024
Write a diary

>> No.18263063

The Nadal analogy gave me a hearty kek, relatable

>> No.18263086

>>18263024
>read alt right twitter
the only decent strands on the 'right' are archeofuturuism and georgism
i sense you have a deeper problem if the rest of that shit appeals to you

>> No.18263243

Well at least you have a job to occupy your time.
those goldrushes are mostly reserved for people already in a privileged position anyway, and the number of people who make it is nothing compared to all those who neck themselves after failing, market logic means a few make it big rest fight for scraps

>> No.18263350

>>18263024
Why do these always make me lol so hard

>> No.18263388

>>18263039
DON'T
Or at least do not do a proper diary. Do not write every day as a commitment to your log. You'll end up with hundreds of entries that all look the same and it will make you feel worse when you look back at it years later. If your life is horribly repetitive you may end up with tangible proof of how repetitive it is.
If you want to write, write isolated thoughts whenever they happen to you and elaborate on those.
I don't know what to tell you anon since I plan on kms a few years down the line when I can't NEET anymore. But the diary thing was a horrible realization.

>> No.18263390

>>18263024
Marx was correct; the soulless march of the ever-accelerating capital machine that absorbs all freedom but the free market stifles all meaning and all expression, putting human nature at the behest of a paywall. Rejection means starvation, homelessness and ostracization. You can participate orperish. The bourgeoisie have infiltrated everything and there is nowhere left to go.

>> No.18263497

I wrote an entire short story based on you london frog, I'm not sure if that makes you feel better or not, but I thought you were funny enough to write about.

>> No.18263597

>>18263497
Londongfrog is weirdly fascinating. Posting the same thing for years with minor altercations between posts depending on the day. There is even a compilation of his posts floating around /lit/

>> No.18263600

Stop using twitter

>> No.18263601

>>18263597
>wow this is so interesting
It was slightly interesting the first maybe 3 or 4 that I read. Since then I feel nothing but contempt for this pathetic loser.

>> No.18263605

When did this man start posting.
Also stop browsing Twitter.

>> No.18263653

>>18263605
I know for sure he was posting in 2017, but I think his posts go back to at least 2016 or 2015

>> No.18263677
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18263677

Does anyone archive Londonfrog posts? They would make a fascinating if not ethically questionable publication (of course if Londonfrog didn't mind that's one thing, and this is a public forum).

I would start now but how long have these posts been a thing for? There would be years missing unless one trawled through other archives I suppose.

>> No.18263698

>>18263677
why are there so many fucking newfaggots on /lit/?

>> No.18263727
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18263727

>>18263677
Yes, someone compiled 3 volumes of his posts. However he hasnt updated with any new volumes in a while. You can find them here:

THE LAST BINGE EVER SERIES
>Volume I: https://markdumanon.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/10/LondonFrog-The-Last-Binge-Ever-Vol.-1.pdf
>Volume II: https://burgerpunkhome.files.wordpress.com/2019/07/londonfrog-vol-2-final-draft.pdf
>Volume III: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1cDyQ4AGISzKJsymNjDndc54KBxMlxbO9/view

>> No.18263734

>>18263698
Not a real newfag (although obviously I am a newfag) but I've just entirely ignored Londonfrogposts until recently when I suddenly realised the terrifying regularity of this man's posts.

>>18263727
Thank you, apologies for my ignorance.

>> No.18263739

>>18263698
>>18263727

It looks like the links for volumes 1 and 2 are broken (maybe its just me). Here are other links for them

The Last Binge Ever Volume 1:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/11COSgkBImgCih0bTbjHakz__Upnjd8dv/view?usp=sharing

Volume 2:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1D3uPE8_Ti1hWsydaBCNIHz2ZoS4ABbxw/view?usp=sharing

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>>18263727
>when Londonfrog replied to a post in Vol. 3