/lit/ - Literature

>>18050527
>I can already kill animals and shit for fun
How the hell is killing animals fun

>>18050527
Das kapital
It will make you want to kill rich people, land lords and priests with no remorse

DSM-5

>>18050531
Why is sex fun?

>>18050531
I mean its not really fun for me and sometimes I even feel awful (especially about cats) but I keep going because I really want to turn into an actual psychopath with no feelings so its like ‘fake it till make it’. I hope to turn my larp into an actual psychopathy some day. Idk if this fully makes sense.

>>18050554
But why do you want to be a psychopath

>>18050527
This thread is now an inquiry into the meaning of eyebrows. How do they signify so much?

>>18050561
I just want to stop feeling, man. I don’t want to have any emotions. That way I’ll never get hurt by them, I don’t mind physical pain but emotional pain has been ruining my life ever since I was a child. I know there are other ways to kill your emotional side but I don’t want to become retarded in the process, theres some stuff I still enjoy like reading and working out that I want to keep doing.

>>18050527
The Talmud

>>18050593
Doesn't seem like a very healthy or sustainable way of dealing with emotional pain anon

>>18050593
What you are doing is only already making everything worse for you and for you only.

>>18050527
>>18050554
>>18050593
>forcing yourself to become a psychopath to erase emotional pain

Jesus fucking Christ, this is the absolute biggest cope I have ever seen. Get help OP

>>18050598
>>18050608
It doesn’t matter, I’m already committed to this. And to be honest, I don’t think it can get any worse for me. I’m going to keep going until I turn into a robot. Consuming violent books and media is a huge boost as it helps me detach myself from reality and pretend that none of my actions have any weight. I just don’t want to get caught, man. I think my neighbors already suspect something when I leave my house at midnight or maybe its just me getting caught up in my own paranoia. Idk. Why am I even writing this shit I just want book recs about this, something like Camus’ The Stranger maybe.

>>18050531
Not OP, but having slaughtered animals before I could certainly say that there is some sort of gratification that you could derive from the activity itself. Not necessarily to say that I have fun in doing so. If anything, I believe that something within me was validated through killing these animals especially if the animal could kill me.
The only time I had fun in killing an animal was when I beheaded this particular chicken who pecked my hand when I fed her her last meal. Didn't bothered to put her into the cone where we usually slaughter poultry. Held her upside down and just straight off beheaded her with a freshly sharpened knife. Had the most fun when she's flapping her wings while her head is already on the ground. Wouldn't kill an animal for fun, although there might be some exceptions regarding predators

>>18050666
>I’m going to keep going until I turn into a robot.
That's not what's going to happen.
>I just don’t want to get caught
You will get caught.

You better stop all of this and pretend it never happened.

>>18050593
Try mindfulness or something instead of killing cats you autistic retard.

>>18050531
Hello re*dit

>>18050593
>>18050666
This isn't how it works, you can't make yourself a psychopath by pretending to be one

>>18050527
>>18050554
>>18050593
>>18050666 (notice the digits)
>>18050747
kys

Books that will turn me into a retardet Person? I can already talk like im mentally 5 but i dont think I am complete retard yet, I need a push

>>18050554
someone get this nigga a copy of crime and punishment

>>18050527
Someone has probably already reported you for this. You should stop, delete this thread immediately, and choose a different course in life. The path you are on leads to prison, degradation, and suicide.

>>18050527
>>18050554
This is the most entertaining thing I've read all week, and my current read is ancient mayan aliens. You're clearly on some absurd level of suffering, immaturity, or emotional-intelligence-retardation (almost certainly the latter), as such I cannot judge you. Maybe you should look into meditation without any focus on compassion, seen a few anons here and there that talk about reaching a midpoint in meditation (a dark night of the soul of sorts) and just being empty husks with no internal thoughts

>>18050841
Kek this
Fall in love with a whore OP it’ll be better for you

how the fuck is killing cats going to help you with the emotional pain you absolute scum, pretty sure you already are a psychopath