/lit/ - Literature

Lo

>>17220107
Troubled childhood? That "The kite runner" isn't about a girl, but it is kinda related.

why does my biggest source of happiness come from such an unattainable thing

>>17220169
Same anon, same

>>17220122
No i only want cute girls

>>17220414
>t. pedophile
kys

>>17220414
There is that https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christiane_F.. She is a lady nowadays.

>>17220117
>Lo
Reading this right now. Wish you guys had clued me in sooner as to how good the book is.

>>17220169
>>17220217
I unironically date a grown woman who gets mistaken for a girl all the time, but it's not a thing for me (I also like the traditional athletic, fuller bodied voluptuous types). You guys should get your brains checked out or get your dicks sucked by some college hoes or something.

>>17220443
???

>>17220107
My second cousin once had a sort of humorous Freudian slip when he once confided to me—meaning to impart that he favors petite women, but phrased it awkwardly—that he "likes little girls." He ended up marrying a fat full grown woman. Then several years later his father, a career pastor, was arrested and charged (in two separate counties) with molesting underage girls.

I still talk to my cousin, but we've never once discussed what happened with his father. It's a sort of elephant in the room that I imagine neither of us will ever get around to addressing.

>>17220443
go back to basedtown

>>17220461
>get your dicks sucked by some college hoes or something.
almost threw up

To be fair that movie literally asks you to imagine or think about her fucking for the first time and then enjoying it.
>inb4 its french art
I imagine btw

>>17220169
12 year old little girls?

>>17220642
something like that. In specific memory 9/11 has been most intense and most memorable. There are no words to describe it. Sometimes it is just the effect of being around them. But when they are smiling at you, and only you, everything else in existence becomes meaningless.

>>17220483
>It's a sort of elephant in the room
Yeah, you mentioned his wife already. Nobody cares. What about his genetic attraction for the little girls?

>>17220705
And why would you want to stick your dick on them? I definitely love when my dogs look at me, but I don't stick my dick on them. What kind of happiness are you talking about?

>>17220720
I never said that. I’ve only had those feelings towards those who could actually conceive, but even then it is somewhat rare. The feeling is light, in the heart, not down below. It is amazing just how weightless your chest can feel, and I would have never experienced it except for the first time I was receptive to this type of feeling. How can I hate what has made me the happiest?

>>17220750
KEK anon, relationships are all about that. Some girls used to love me, now they don't bother looking at my face. People are weird af.

>>17220765
I’ve liked a lot of girls, but it’s just dull the older they are. Like there’s a vague feeling of attraction but it’s not clear what to do with it. Feelings of nervousness pop up, as if I’m doing something wrong by even looking at them. But the little girl at the restaurant gets up and walks to and fro 3 times and we lock eyes for seconds each time, smiling greater than the last time. Isn’t that odd! I don’t even fear the parents

>>17220825
You sound like you will end up in prison. Hopefully it is because of your porn collection and not something you did.

>>17220825
Yes, But what you are talking about is mainly on terms of looks. You don't know any of those girls. Do you ever had/have any close friends?

I wonder how many of you mistake the desire to reproduce and raise a child with a sexual desire, and end up producing a desire to rape a child. Getting your poor wires crossed.

>>17220843
my only access to porn is through blue boards, for the past year
>>17220845
don’t you think looks reflect the inside in a way? I do.

>>17220902
Why would it reflect the insides, anon? This sounds like that Phrenology pseudoscience.

>>17220845
I have close friends. They are normal, with girlfriends and everything, they tolerate me well. I guess I have enough good in me. Maybe I’m just entertaining.
>>17220852
sounds reasonable. Though when I fantasize about having children, I never dream of having daughters. To have a son is a pretty big goal though
>>17220925
Some people look nice. Some people look promiscuous. Some people look humble or arrogant. Some people look smart. If you know, you know. This is why the Bible mentions “froward mouths” and “haughty eyes” and so on

>>17220956
You are rationalizing that for a reason, anon. Have you ever thought about doing therapy? You seem reasonable enough that it might work.

>>17220956
I feel similar, since I was a boy. But I think it's more like a desire to have a daughter rather than to have sex with children.

>>17220107
Book of Monelle

>>17220999
Tom Brady played well against the saints. I don’t trust them, especially with this. I would surely be monitored. The best thing is abstinence, such as staying away from here. Then again I can’t stay away from the real world. I’ve been pulled in lots of directions, but at the same time there have been interventions for my good, thanks to God. I just wish it hadn’t started at all

>>17221094
Well, I haven't done therapy myself (even thought I do believe that I would benefit from it) either, but for other reasons. What I'm going to suggest might seem a bit unethical, but this is the good thing about not being a professional (I'm not bound by any professional ethics).

So have you thought about learning it yourself? And doing therapy on yourself? I thought about writing a book about it, but I'm thinking about a way to maintain it up and not getting arrested. I do have some experience with it and I had some success. The approach I would recommend is watching some psychology 101 lectures on youtube or whatever, then jump straight into some therapy stuff. There are two that I tried and they work reasonably well (it is a bit complicated on my case because I'm a bit paranoid about stuff), might work well for yours.

Check those books out. "Expressive writing: Words that heal" by James Pennebaker and "Cognitive behavioral therapy: basics and beyond" by Judith Beck. They are pretty good and reasonably approachable. I would definitely use a "writing element" when doing things yourself, because it allows you to review your writings in different times. This helped me a lot.

>>17220825
Are you rich anon? I know some (((guys))) who could help you out.

“I knew I had fallen in love with Lolita forever; but I also knew she would not be forever Lolita.”
LOLITA LOLITA LO LO LO LOLITAAA

>>17221145
I’ve written a lot here over the past few years. Has that helped? I don’t know. I hate this place, but there’s nothing like it. I’m very talkative and like to share everything with people around me. This place is a good outlet for that.

>>17221370
It is better to have something that you can keep track, and that it isn't directed at things other people feel like talking about. So probably getting into your own stuff and reflecting about it. Does that make sense? Like asking yourself "Why?" to certain things that concern yourself. Then maybe a "How?" and a "What?"

>>17221400
self-therapy basically? I do that all the time. For example, yesterday I focused on my daydreaming tendencies. It’s easy to dream of a happy story ending, stimulating satisfaction in the mind, without having to work for it and get real-world results. So I live in a fake world constantly and in the moment I am satisfied with it. A positive feedback loop. Now as for the how? How to stop thinking and dreaming so much? One solution I thought of was to dream about things that are good for me, but don’t feel pleasant, such as exercising or reading. This gets boring really fast, I don’t know if it would be effective in the long run, but I would like to train myself to somehow enjoy work as much as the result, discipline for the sake of discipline

>>17220107
imagine kissing her lips that be so weird haha

>>17221449
Yes, something like that. But use some professional technique.

>>17220107
Disgust with the sexual=appreciation heightened towards the nonsexual: children, etc....
Because of man’s fallen nature, however, and the extreme difficulty of annihilating sexuality from his being because of the simultaneous discordance and union between body and soul, always presents the danger of projecting sexuality on the nonsexual. In other words the love which you direct toward nature/children/God may not always maintain supercorporal heights and may if one is not careful sink to baser forms of love (if sexual attraction can even be called love since it is an inclination to destruction rather than creation most of the time [because of man’s fallen nature or course])

Therefore, the danger of projecting sexuality on the nonsexual (children are nonsexual not presexual) appears, and of course this is extraordinarily heinous. So because very few men are capable of maintaining the gaze of high super-corporal love without it sinking into degeneracy—total abstinence is your only option. Turn your love toward God alone and keep on fighting all sexual inclinations. Remove all disordered attachment. You will unfortunately never transcend the flesh in this life, so while the glance of a girl might send your heart into the heights of super-corporal Christian love.....better to not look at all, better to stare at the floor because that super-corporal love will eventually become perverted and you will project fallen sexuality on the nonsexual.

>>17221612
So stick to loving God and nature, and maintaining aloof from other human beings, gazing at trees and the stars and the heavens, because it will be rather difficult to pervert those things. Of course while the sexual temptation is absent—the love you direct toward God and Nature may be perverted into idolatries, so nobody is really safe in this life. Just read Sex and Character by Weininger...not that he particularly advocates this....but you might learn a thing or two

>>17220107
What the hell is wrong with French people???

bump

Any books with childhood friends, or kind of destiny feel for two people to always belong together. Matilda really gave me the feels for not having someone that close in my life

>>17222572
Seconding this

>>17220107
>>17220169
>>17220414
>>17220461
>>17220705
>>17220750
>>17220825
>>17220902
>>17220956
>being this much of a perverted, degenerate subhuman.
You guys have two options:
1. Castrate yourselves or
2. Kill yourselves
No in-between I'm afraid.
I recommend pic rel

>>17223098
I forgot this faggot >>17221474

>>17223098
>>17223106
You take the right! I’ll take the left!

>>17223098
>>17223106
>>17223168
Based

Everyone who calls OP a pedo is a massive retard, no real man looks at mathilda and thinks to himself "nah, I wouldn't"
Hebephilia is natural. Accept it.

Salinger, Esmee

>>17223477
>Proof is some random graph made by some literal who? pedo.
>t. guy who wants to bang toddlers
Nice try but it's quite obvious that he and you are paedophiles that want to bang 12 year old little girls regardless of what ever fancy words you use to beat around the bush. 12-15 year old's aren't "fair game" you literal creep. 16-18 barely are. Just, please, kill yourself, simple as.

>>17221300
Oy Vey! What do you have against pedophiles exactly? Are you anti-Semitic?!