/lit/ - Literature

>>16590894
>supposed to be in classes
>have to do a work with one of my classmates, but I'm afraid of texting him
>feel lonely and horny
>can't concentrate on reading Demian because I have things to do

>>16590894
>It's the tropics
>overslept--waked up to burning 9am heat
>tfw missed the 12am-6am /comfy/ reading window and now can't be comfy until hours past evening

>>16590894
>haven’t slept in 36 hours
>spent all night finishing take-home calc exam
>Just popped my 4th 15mg adderall
>Been reading the Canto LXXIV (Pound) over and over for the past hour hour
That maggots shd/ eat the dead bullock
DIGONOS, Δίγονος, but the twice crucified
—where in history will you find it?
yet say this to the Possum: a bang, not a whimper,
with a bang not with a whimper

>>16590976
>spent all night doing a take home open note open book test
lol you're black or an idiot

>>16590894
Is this a meme? Are people really this drug-fueled?

whats a benzo?

>>16590989
I actually finished at like midnight but I was too wired to sleep from the adderall.

>>16590894
>>popped a benzo to settle down my anxiety
Based. Benzos are fucking godsend, only bad thing is that theyre addictive and shit

>>16591000
Benzodiazepines, light drugs helping with anxiety and panic attacks.

>>16590989
Also open book tests are typically a lot more difficult or at least involved than in class ones

>on campus yesterday staring at trees
>notice a cute girl looking at me
>we both smile at each other
>talk to her and get her phone number
Just texted her asking if she'd like to hangout again. A big improvement from the last time I asked a girl out where I vomited monthly due to nervousness. Even if she doesn't respond now I know that I can just go do autistic things like bird watch and I.D. plants and girls will be open to conversation.

>>16591020
Yeah if you're an idiot. Because idiots like you memorise the examples in class instead of the method to solve. So when the teacher changes one thing slighly you're clueless.

>>16591012
is it addicting like opiates?

>>16590894
>also 10 celsius outside
>too warm to start wearing my cozy fur coats
>government just anounced harsher lockdown
>chihuahua owning bipolar neighbours inside more
hellish, i miss living in desert compounds

>>16590894
>Upstate New York fall
>10:30 am
>50 fahrenheit
>cool breeze coming from the window
>nestled in my bed surrounded by bookshelves
>bottle of perrier
>copy of Blake's complete works
comfy, flourishing

>>16590976
It must be hard to be simultaneously antisemitic and named "Ezra"

>>16591042
>memorise the examples in class instead of the method to solve
Calcbug detected. Go jerk off to the 3/10 only girl in your class.

>>16591038
Hopefully when you land a girl you will still be able to bird and plant watch without her complaining impatiently and diverting you from otherwise wholesome activities

>>16591046
Yes, you don't want to get addicted to benzodiazepines

>>16590894
>cigarettes
>benzos
>probably drone work
oof

>>16591046
Unlike opioids benzo addiction can kill you from withdrawals. They are just as bad if not worse than heroin. Give em a try if you wanna try some of the best

>>16591070
???
Mad that I pointed out you're an idiot who doesn't know how to learn? If that's you learn by short term memorization then you're not intelligent at all. You're no better than a low IQ retard. Jesus Christ, no wonder you're a pseud on /lit/.

>>16591087
shut up

>>16591058
>It must be hard to be simultaneously antisemitic and named "Ezra"
I've thought the same thing. Perhaps that's why he disavowed antisemitism towards the end of his life

>>16591096
This. What painful past could lead to this being considered peak comfy? The more I think about OP, the less comfy I imagine him. There is anxiety between those lines. He is playing comfortable while circumstance is digging the Kalkgrube to throw his cadaver into when the time comes. And the time is coming.

>>16591038
>staring at trees
Literally me, there's some parakeets (invasive) in my neighbourhood and it's a joy to watch them hopping about the trees. Especially beautiful when they all gather on one tree - a strange fruit they are. Happy for you fellow ornithautist

I'm trying to read, but my roommate is on a work call. I wish she was a bit quieter, lads. Guess I'll have to read tonight, when I return from work.

>>16591190
>parakeets (invasive) in my neighbourhood
Are you Australian? My state has monk parakeets that people let out and now they live in the capital.

>>16590894
>taking meds for anxiety

embrace it anon. embrace the pounding of your heart, the fear of death, the lack of sleep...don't let meds dull that edge -- you NEED it

>>16591225
Netherlands. Various urban legends as to why, one being that a cargo truck full of em crashed and let em loose a while back. They're everywhere, Leiden, the Hague, Amsterdam

>>16591038
>>16591190
I love staring at trees too anons! It's really a poetic activity, it's like watching life itself, stuck in time.

>>16591038
>bird watch and I.D. plants
cute

>>16590995
Anon probably has very bad anxiety and started the cigs before the benzos were prescribed as self-medication. You should pity them but they aren't "drug-fueled".

>>16592655
>they aren't "drug-fueled".
Deluded

>>16592668
>taking aspirin is "drug-fueled"
Deluded.

>>16590894
You know the coffee and cigarettes are probably why you need the benzo right?
Neither are that bad for most people but if your anxiety is bad enough to take a benzo than smoking and coffee are retarded things to do

>>16593010
this. OP you're dumb

>>16592668
You have no idea what drug-fueled looks like. Don't debase language because you are wholly intolerant of substance use.

>>16593072
Benzos are highly addictive and are terrible for you wtf are you even talking about? They’re only supposed to be taken by people who can’t live normal lives without them. They are not “light drugs” you’re supposed to be washing down with coffee lmao

dumb pill junkie golem

>>16590913
are you the anon who made the earlier tropics /lit/ rec thread? Where are u at?

>>16592641
Thank you she did not respond

>>16593093
based retard

>>16592997
it indeed is drug-fueled if you're taking it regurally

>>16593221
Based tripfag

>>16593364
at least you have the trees

>>16593072
my role model