/lit/ - Literature

>>15916885
I'm sorry for you, anon

>>15916897
She's super nice, cute, and I like her a lot.

>>15916885
what did you say?

>>15917027
I talked to her a lot about Evola, perennialism, Dugin's view of geopolitics, why Iran did nothing wrong, and stuff like that.

Was this online or irl

I need me a girl like this

>>15917370
Found her online. We are meeting up next week though.

>>15917375
So there is hope

>>15916885
based. my current relationship arose from a message about italian fascist movements. good luck, anon.

>>15917384
My advise is literally just try tinder. I thought it was going to be a massive shitfest (and a lot of it is) but there is also a good amount of girls just messing around with the app for shits and giggles or looking for serious relationships. Keep your hopes up, anon, there definitely is hope. She's also a super sweet girl, like she talks about her family a lot :3

>>15917387
Based. Whitepills all around!

I should probably mention, I did do occult rituals in hopes of finding such a girl.

>>15917458
I would try tinder but im a manlet :(. Height probably matters more when its just a listed number

>>15917375
Make sure its not a tranny

>>15917524
Ah, so it'll either be bpd or a tranny. Tread lightly

>>15917543
I think it's optional to add your height. Come to think of it, I think I wrote mine in my bio, it didn't even ask. I will admit that I'm a 6'2 hyper Aryan looking guy, so this stuff does matter at least to some degree.

Focus on getting some good pictures of yourself and write a bio that you'd use if it was a regular dating app. If it's a bit longer, it'll ward off thotties from matching with you. I even wrote that I was only interested in long term at the end of mine.

>>15917554
She definitely isn't.

>>15917559
>tranny
She's not a tranny and according to Asmodeus, she's also a virgin, which checks out with how she writes to me.

>bpd
You say that like it's a bad thing. She texts me long messages, so idk if she's just not socialized well (which doesn't bother me) or if she is "a little off," but still, I like her a ton.

>>15916885
faggot

>>15917570
>You say that like it's a bad thing.
It certainly is, obviously you haven't dated a girl with a serious case of bpd for a long time. It's a mental disease not a cute feature of quirky girls.

>>15917570
Just be careful m8. Occult rituals are suss as it is. Demons will lead you to other demons. They will take advantage of your vices to entrap you. Besides, a girl who likes occultism is a red flag. A girl who even knows who Guenon or Evola is is an even bigger red flag. My mom was all into occultism and has bpd. Those kinds of women can cause you problems
>I like her a ton
You havent met her in person yet. Reserve judgement, dont feel obligated to her.

>>15917570
>according to Asmodeus

>>15917599
Some people just have to learn the hard way. Mixing human trifles with the occult is basically playing with fire and even the most quaint fairy tales are lined with examples on why it's a bad idea, but still people persist.

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>>15917609
idk she seems stable enough. I've been working with Asmodeus for over 2 years now also, and he's actually made sure I couldn't wind up with a certain girl. I got pissed off over that, but I found out later that she is schizo.

btw, do you know of any good books about how this stuff works in detail? I've been working with the occult for over 3 years now and it still blows my mind that this is real.

>You havent met her in person yet. Reserve judgement, dont feel obligated to her.
We've talked over text for a couple weeks now, and she's really cool. I'm sure it'll be fine, and I'm meeting her in like a week anyways :D

Asmodeus actually told me (via pendulum divination) not to have sex with any girl other than the one he finds for me a year ago.

>>15917608
Hey man, it works so idk what to say.

>>15917609
I'm not too concerned for OP, most people who practice occultism are quack and wankers. A real magician would not need to resort to rituals to get a girl, and he would certainly not mention this fact in an Andalusian sword-dancing fraternity.

>>15917620
Fair enough.

>>15917620
>most people who practice occultism are quack
I'm most definitely have no fucking idea on how to do this stuff properly but it still works well for me. I've been able to get predictions on super specific shit also in the past, when I practiced more actively.

>>15917620
People who touch occultism always get fucked over. Even if OP is shallow into it, he's consorting with real entities. His ignorance makes him vulnerable. easy prey. Its my sincerest hope that OP is only larping. I'm sure that girl will fuck him over big time.
>t. My brother went schizo from kabbalah

>>15917650
>I'm sure that girl will fuck him over big time.
I don't think so, at least as long as I fulfill my part of the bargain.

i was happy for you but then you started on the bpd/occultism/i am a chad thing and...anon, look out for yourself. you seem fragile.

>>15917658
Whats your end of the bargain? Your eternal soul? Sanity? Firstborn son?

>>15917662
Why else do you think he resorted to magic to find a girlfriend lol. It speaks of an incomprehensible lack of self-worth and dignity, which a common trait among people who abuse magic for petty issues.

>>15917673
umm I don't know if I want to discuss it here. I didn't offer anything personal like that, it's more so I have to do some stuff.

>>15917662
>>15917687
I'll admit I'm not the most self confident guy, but why does using magic always have to be a bad thing? This seems like a Abrahamic bias? Like I said earlier, I was prevented from entering into a relationship with a girl because she was crazy.

>>15917691
Its an anonymous board. We already talked about the occultism. Why not tell us your end of the deal? I'm really curious now. Also, let us know how the date goes after you meet her.

>>15917708
>Also, let us know how the date goes after you meet her.
Will do for sure.

>Why not tell us your end of the deal? I'm really curious now.
No bully, but I made these deals a couple years back when I was barely 20, and didn't even think that this stuff was real when I did it. I basically promised a bunch of SIEGE tier shit in return.

I'm going to try to do a ritual contacting him again and see if they took that deal seriously or if I can do something else.

>>15917706
>I'll admit I'm not the most self confident guy, but why does using magic always have to be a bad thing?
You put yourself into a position of servitutde, that's the problem.

>>15917720
Wew lad. Better find Jesus soon.

>>15917726
>>15917734
I read the Grail book by Evola and it said that entities generally want you to spiritually better yourself though. I don't know if they did take that deal serious, especially since it was over a specific girl then. Nonetheless, Asmodeus stayed and decided to keep helping me as of recent.

I haven't been able to use pendulum divination for over a year now, but it started working again when I ask for Asmodeus.

>>15917749
>started working again when I ask for Asmodeus.
Thats because your his bitch and no other demon gets a take at your boi pucci. Repent

>>15917706
i’m very open to the occult and definitely have esoteric tendencies and it is precisely for this reason i strongly advise against making any kinds of deals with occult forces where you have to hold up some kind of bargain. i wish you luck in your tasks, provided they are not going to harm anyone, and i will pray for you. my self-confidence has hit this kind of all time low too, but please, don’t fuck with magic for personal gain, especially beyond harmless spells. NO CONTACTING SUPERNATURAL FORCES!

>>15917749
>entities generally want you to spiritually better yourself though

They are as numerous in nature and temperament as human beings are. Thinking they're all the same and have your best interests at heart is just painfully naive; a great many know how to play the part though, and will drip feed you anything so long as they keep your attention.

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>>15917779
What do you guys seriously think will happen? I've asked him a few times to make his presence felt, as I sometimes get doubts that this is even real, and the presence he emanates doesn't feel malicious.

Maybe he's just a pretty cool guy?

>>15917658
Which is?

>>15916885
What the FUCK is this Asmodeus shit anon, and you're a Guenon/Evola/Dugin trad on top of that? The one who needs to worry about who's mentally insane is your poor future gf not you.

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>>15917570
Come home.

>>15916885
Hey anon, can you ask Asmodeus to tell you what religion I belong to? Just want to test out if Asmodeus is for real or just your tulpa.

>>15917820
If this all works out, I'll treat her like a princess. She wouldn't have to worry about me doing anything.

>>15917845
The last time I asked shit like that, just to test it, the pendulum divination stopped working. I'll just tell you one of my most specific divinations I got

>summer 2018
>go to a tarot reading (it was free)
>mutter asmodeus' enn under my breath before sitting down for the reading, so I can actually get something legit out of this
>tarot lady draws the cards and shit and gives my prediction:
>a male friend of yours will betray you and you will have a falling out with them
>a male friend you have not spoken to in a long time will reach out to you
>the energy surrounding you is completely absent of feminine energy
>you are searching for love, but you will not find it now, until a couple more years

A few weeks later, I got into a big argument with a male friend and never spoke to them again after that. A month later, an old friend, I knew since elementary school, who I haven't talked to in like half a decade, got back in contact with me. Despite all my efforts to find a gf, and having tried dating sites in the past, I couldn't come up with anything. It's now been 2 years since then and I get into contact with this girl.

>>15917650
Yeah there is a psychological hazard involved. There's a reason why the talmudic tradition advises against studying the kabbalah before being married, having kids, and reaching age 40, similar reason why the proscription against revealing mysteries to uninitiated is among the strongest laws of most magical practices.
Perhaps OP should simply be wary of not giving in too much to the power he feels is at play here.

>>15917645
It works well, but how? As Eliphas levi said, the one who practice sorcery always do so by surrendering his own will-energy. It's your own power being spent here anon (if any real power is being spent, that is), careful not to exhaust it.

>>15917726
This, you should never forget this. Although in fairness we are all more or less subject to influence and daily sorcery, what is commonly called zeitgeist, common sense, spirit of the era, mass movements, etc. Those operate similarly to enchantment, or rather it is what enchantments are made of.

Still, a personal demon is an unruly thing. Collectives demons tend to be more stable and less discriminating, except in period of crisis.

>>15917910
>Perhaps OP should simply be wary of not giving in too much to the power he feels is at play here.
>It's your own power being spent here anon (if any real power is being spent, that is), careful not to exhaust it.
I'm not really doing anything too intensive with them. I tried initiating into the Qliphoth almost 2 years ago, but I was denied full entrance by the entities.

I appreciate your guys' concern, but I think everything is going fine.

>>15917924
Okay, I just hope everything turns out fine. Keep us updated about the whole thing, it's always interesting to see how those things go.

>>15916885
>Guenon
inshallah brother

>>15917749
Describe what pendulum divination is and how you know it's working versus you imagining a random signal.

>>15917950
I'll keep you all updated. I feel really excited! This will actually be my first girlfriend :D

>>15917952
She's actually from an islamic background lol

>>15917955
How I do it is
>show me yes
>show me no
>is this "x entity"

Then I just ask questions. I've asked specific predictive ones, to make sure I'm not imaging shit, but it will only answer when it pertains to what I asked the deity/entity for help with.

I should also mention, I generally ask for help instead of super specific requests. They got kinda mad when I asked for a specific girl to like me when I started out.

Sometimes when I ask, the pendulum will spin in a circle which can signify different things (usually the answer is more complex than yes or no), so I have to ask other questions around it to figure it out. It can also be a specific sign. Asmodeus alerted me that it will spin in a circle when I should ask her out, which was today.

>>15917924
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J8_P33VIhI

>>15917375
100% a fed

>>15917524
>>15917570
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>>15917658
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>>15917924
>>15917977

> Occult rituals
>>>/x/

Why on earth is this board agreeing with this dude's LARP? If occult stuff (magic, etc.) worked, every incel in the world would have a succubus gf, and Magic would be a major in every state school in the USA.

thoughts on vk jehannum?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RysZz4t_MBM

>>15918042
https://www.cia.gov/library/readingroom/document/cia-rdp96-00787r000500250015-6

>>15918042
If it is merely a LARP it's harmless, not so much if it is serious (and that's true whether occult rituals actually work or not). We're advising OP to be careful in case it is the latter.

>>15918042
Magic is a major at 64 different US liberal art schools. It LARPs as Hermeneutics, but it is 100% Crowley, Spirit Cooking, & Fae Incantations.

>>15918042
Evola and Guenon believed in gay magic shit, so obviously anons who support them also believe in that shit.

>>15918004
>dr david hawkins
>assigns quantitative values to qualitative aspects
>shills for capitalism
nibba needs to read some guenon

>>15918051
>We're advising OP to be careful in case it is the latter.

That's fair. I made that post (>>15918042
) out of bemusement more than any ill will towards OP.

>>15918055
I guess I learned something new today.

>>15918049
The CIA studies everything under the Sun, though. I guarantee you they've done research into mummy's curses and like, on the off chance it might be real.

>>15918066
Using a scale is fine since consciousness is a spectrum. In my experience it's been pretty accurate.

>>15917720
hahaha holy based. God speed anon. The minecraft server wont know what hit it. Although if you were a real siege boy youd know not to say anything about anything.

>>15918072
> I guarantee you they've done research into mummy's curses
Yeah they're pretty wacky. Reading a list of the research projects that were up for consideration in the Cold War can be pretty hilarious, like that weapon that momentarily turns you gay.

>>15918178
I'm a niceboi, anon. Like I said, I did made the bargain half jokingly and it was under different conditions. I've been asking Asmodeus a lot recently, and it seems that he just wants me to spiritually progress. I'll ask him about the bargain again, but I'm almost positive that he knows it's not serious.

>>15918250
Progress in what way?

>>15918266
No idea tbhfam. Here's a SIEGEchungus though.

>>15918250
If only you knew how much God loves you.

>>15918250
>half jokingly
have you not read anything about dealing with these entities? or even read fairy stories? they always try to catch you out with stuff like that. be careful brother. say a few prayers to keep safe, maybe get an amulet of some kind for protection. and an Immaculate Medal. worst case scenario, have a priest you call call to exorcise you/your house if shit goes left. maybe everything will be ok. but just in case, you should be ready

>>15916885
with nina byzantina?

>>15918270
So you are being led somewhere, but don't know where, and ostensibly have promised to do some very dark stuff in return? OP this does not sound good. You really need to think about what you're doing right now. Spiritual progression happens from within, not without, and a demon giving you stuff in the material has no interest in your spiritual well-being I can assure you that.

>>15918393
it doesnt sound good. theurgy is legit, but this is black magick. it will only further entrap OP in the birdlime of sin and desire.

>>15918393
>>15918413
How is love material?

>>15918348
lol no

>>15918468
You aren't getting love. You're getting a woman. You think you will be getting love, but it will only be an attachment masquerading itself as love in your mind. In this way the demon tricks you and gets what it wants. Because it can never offer you what you really want, which is the eternal love of God, only an illusion. Something to throw you off the spiritual path and deeper into its clutches.

>>15918689
idk man, she makes me feel all warm and fuzzy :3

>>15916885
Excuse me but did you think anyone cares about what vaginas you are running after? This isn't your blog.

>>15917924
>Qliphoth
Anon why would you do this

What do people talk about when they talk about literature? I can't imagine wanting to discuss it desu

>>15918042
>If occult stuff (magic, etc.) worked, every incel in the world would have a succubus gf,
I don't believe in this stuff but that's not true at all. It's like saying every incel in the world would be a Buddha.

>>15916885
Imagine the kids.

no you didn't

>>15917375
100% has a penis

Read Padraic Pearse

>>15919881
I was asked to.

>>15920301
Geopolitics lmao

>>15920416
They will be beautiful :D

>>15917357

I wish that was my wife.

>>15921809
The girl I'm going on a date with looks like her :3

>>15921615
>I was asked to.
Who asked you to do the Qliphoth? You know that shit is evil right

>>15916885

I feel sorry for your stupidity, and that hideous flag

>>15922129
It makes pendulum divination much easier, so I can communicate without having to do an entire ritual again.

>>15916885
Cool. What's his name?

>>15923745
She's very much a girl! I don't want to give away her name because it's pretty uncommon. She's Middle Eastern :3

>>15923787
Ah, you're both trans then?

>>15923855
No one is trans; although, some of my friends have described me as having the soul of a woman lol.

>>15923855
transjordanian*

>>15916885
From where did you got the ritual?

>>15924280
From the Goetia, but I made personal changes to it. I recommend just removing all the Christian elements of it and just working directly with the deity/entity.

>>15917375
Im sorry for your (immanent) loss.

>>15925333
What do you mean?