/lit/ - Literature

i will not have sex with anyone and still be a fucking loser anyway

>>15052062
you aint actin in accordance with duty foo

>>15052062
do you idolize these idiots or something? read the Bible and grow up

>>15052062

and (almost) all of these people also had fulfilling committed relationships. fuck all the hookers you want yo, but dont confuse that with emotional gratification

>>15052062
How could anyone go to a fucking prostitute? Don't you get grossed out by the mere thought of the hundreds of men who spunked in her beforehand? Like, fuck, just jack off by your lonesome like a man with self-respect.

>>15052100
Then how could anyone have a girlfriend at all in today's age if you're grossed out at that?

>>15052062
No evidence that Nietzsche had sex with prostitutes; he may have even died a virgin in fact

>>15052115
Marry a traditional virgin; I did it so it can't be that hard

>>15052062
>implying prostitution in the 19th century and in the early 20th century had the same context as prostitution after the sexual revolution

Sex without love is pointless. Don't do it anon. You'll want to kill yourself when it's over.

>>15052062
And on that note, the homosexual act was also seen in a different light back then. Gay sex was something that lonely sailors and dock-workers did to each other in order to let off a bit of steam, it didn't make you gay. Maybe you all just need to fuck your buddies.

>>15052062
All women are whores

I have had sex with four people:
>molested by a relative
>3 year relationship with a beautiful weeb redhead
>fucked a transexual during a manic episode
>fucked a twink over a month ago
How do I master my balls? This whole sex thing is becoming degrading.

>>15052062
>moral repercussions
Do such things exist?
But ask yourself, did any of these men fuck prostitutes because they saw the others on your list doing it?

Massage parlors>escorts

>>15052386
based faggot

>>15052390
>Do such things exist?
Possibly, depending on what the truth of morality is

>But ask yourself, did any of these men fuck prostitutes because they saw the others on your list doing it?

I don't see how that matters.

>>15052062
You can add Dostoevsky to your list

Billy Yeats is rumored to have been a virgin until age 31 or so. Granted, he was a playa in old age. But don't let these superficial things govern your life, OP.

>>15052062
>fucked many prostitutes
>done a ton of psychedelics
>tried to kill myself, was about to try again, until I did drugs and whores

Now I sit around reading Baudrillard and working the same 9-5, drugs and escorts too. Am I /lit/?

>>15052062
Yes, and they were all insufferable degenerates.

>>15052062
It's not that big a deal

None, faggot. Great men will have little in common with women. Emotional affection and needing "love" is a weakness. Cut off the bonds that tie you to the social world and all its contradictory moralities.

>>15052100
>>15052135
You are literally one in a million, you fucking faggot.

This thread reminded me of when I was sparring with my friend and I secretly wished he would hit my left eye hard enough to do damage so that it would permadililate like David Bowie’s.

>>15052657
I feel like my life is going to be like this too. How often do you go to prostitutes or do drugs?

>>15052062
they didnt have to worry about being shamed on twitter tb h

>>15052745
Nonexistence of Twitter didn't save Oscar Wilde.

>>15052736
Once or twice a month. If there's chemistry with a girl I'll visit her twice, but they cycle them through where I live, the girls are only there for a few weeks. One nice thing is you can fuck girls that are ridiculously hot, beyond what most people will ever get.

>>15052412
No it's not based it's become a problem. I feel too impure for girls who like me now.

>>15052848
What makes you impure? The concept of impurity is fucking silly for a man. There's no need for you to tell a woman about that, no need to internalize it,

>>15052386
Do twinks even exist?
Been looking for at least one for a long time now. I hear people telling their sex stories with twinks and shit. At this point I'm so desperate that I've become the twink myself. What the fuck.

>tfw fell in love with a prostitute

>>15052062
Just go have sex with one and figure out how it affects you. There's an interesting contrast between the associations you build up with it and the act. I did it in search of some ambiguous grit, some shade, it was like playing pantomime. Since I've been to brothels occasionally, not out of necessity but just when curiosity takes me there. It can be fun, but it's gratification is a small part of it.

If you gotta pay for pussy, you a simp

>>15053005
tell me about her

>>15052062
see
>>15052141
sex with prostitutes back then was like going out and fucking some barfly/club slut or some bitch at a party, its way more pathetic nowadays when this shit is free if you know how to play your cards right.

>>15052086
>read the bible
>grow up
Hmmm...

>>15053042
That's still not free, you're spending money on something that's not even guaranteed, which is far more pathetic.

>>15052657
I remember when I thought doing psychedellics would give me an edge over all who had not. Well that ended after an insane half year weekly binge. Nothing helped: going to the gym, getting cultured, learning to dress. I am not even ugly but I have a shit personality that I just cant change. It is very hard for me to show genuine emotion or to connect to people, I am a 21st century schizoid man

>>15053034
It is really the other way around. Paying for sex reduces pussy to a commodity. If you have to persuade a woman to have sex with you, you literally are putting pussy on a pedestal. It is a very emasculating activity.

>>15053086
lmfao who needs to go on a date to get laid

>>15053086
what are you spending money on when you go to a party lol

>>15053088
Sick dubs. I don't have any goal with psychs, I legitimately enjoy doing them. If you're an artist they're the ideal drug

>>15053100
>commidifying something puts it on a pedestal

If anything converting something to exchange value, then back to use value shows how it lacks any tangible value. Sick dubs btw.

>>15053104
>>15053110
Not everybody is an extravert. If you don't enjoy talking to people, it becomes far more degrading than just paying for it.

>>15053042
>sex with prostitutes back then was like going out and fucking some barfly/club slut or some bitch at a party, its way more pathetic nowadays when this shit is free if you know how to play your cards right.
No, it was literally going to a brothel and pay to fuck a woman.
>its way more pathetic nowadays when this shit is free if you know how to play your cards right.
Who gives a shit about wasting time seducing some annoying thot. Just pay a quality escort and get done with it.

>>15053131
Money isn't the only currency. Your time and labour is also a currency, and a far more valuable one.

>>15053149
At least the escort knows how to fuck

>>15053154
>currency
>time and labour

If anything your leisure time is a far more valuable currency, seeing as how the commodity has colonized it to the point where leisure time is as productive as labor time.

>>15053149
because paying for pussy makes you a simp.

>>15053036
What can I tell you anon, she took my v card and supposedly I was her first client.
She is small, with tiny breasts but a great ass.
She is always kind to me, the first thing that I had sex with her she encouraged me talking sweet things like "you are not my boy, you are my man".
I have meet with her outside of an hotel room, going to eat with her, chatting with her, etc.

She is married and seeing other clients and even being aware of that I still fell in love with her, sometimes I really don't want to fuck her, just hold her and kiss her.

I am a sick and spiteful man.

>>15053131
I didn't say that. I said that by reducing pussy to its monetary value, and by not mystifying the experience of sex, you are doing the very opposite of putting pussy on a pedestal. Once you can quantify the monetary value of pussy, you can become the very opposite of a simp by playing the game by your own rules, not the woman's.

>>15052062
I knew Byron was still alive

>>15053131
I sort of agree. I loved drawing as a child and completely abandoned it. On 200 mics I did pic related. All in all it did help me long term, I can navigate my inner lamdscape much deeper now (can lucid dream for example). Still no gf though and I doubt it will happen anytime soon. I am to strange, to fucked up. My past was full of tragedy and not the petty first world kind (death, disease, violence).

>>15053181
And trying to attact a woman's attention doesn't? lol fucking whores is literally an anti-simp practice. No faggot "chase", no seducing, no fee-fees, no gay "compliments" or "talking", just plain old fucking. You can even beat the shit out of some whores, whip them, slap them, treat them roughly and all that.

>>15052062
According to Augustine & Aquinas, hookers are based. So go for it OP.

>>15053252
Really? Sauce me bro

>>15053192
fuck man iktf. There was a belarussian girl who just made it over here, similar situation. fuck

>>15052062
I recommend it mate, idk about where you live but here in Brisbane you can find whores nice and cheap, let you plow em as hard as you want, coom on their face etc. all for under 100 USD

Don't have sex with a prostitute.
Just realize that women are literally worth the change you get from a fast food value meal.

>>15052979
It's easier to find them in a city using grindr

>>15053192
dumb beta faggot, they say this on purpose to hook in clueless johns such as yourself.

>>15053327
lmao classic

>>15053327
based

>>15053214
Nah strong disagree here, the moment you start removing the illusion of the world you're completely damned. You're like the story about the priests who sought to write every name of god in hopes that the world would end, so they hired IBM. IBM got it done in days, then as the priests walked down back towards their cars the stars went out one by one. Illusion is the only thing we can claim, truth is a fiction.

>>15053230
That's a really cool picture. I appreciate it. I sat around and made people listen to me play paganini during the last trip.

>>15052979
We're out here, but we're looking for other hung twinks

>>15053257
"Take away prostitutes from the world, and you will fill it with sodomy" - St Aquinas

"If you do away with harlots, the world will be convulsed with lust." - St Augustine

Have an article by a roastie coping about the fact that such devout man approve of whoredom: https://www.catholic.com/magazine/online-edition/what-does-the-church-teach-about-prostitution

>>15052062
You do NOT want to give your virginity to a prostitute. It will haunt you.

>>15053430
Beyond based

>>15052062
>All except Byron are severely overrated trash who're only popular because they were 'edgy' and in with the right crowd

>>15053431
Only if you're a pussy. Lots of artists and poets didn't and they don't give a shit.

>>15052123
considering he was the proto-incel ideology I wouldn't be surprised.

>>15053479
did*

>>15053479
>Lots of artists and poets didn't and they don't give a shit.

A lot of them died of venereal diseases or killed themselves.

>>15053492
based

>>15053431
I lost my virginity, not to a prostitute, but an obese French cabaret singer I met on a night out, and I'll say that the memory fucked me up for like 5 years but I'm over it now.

>>15052386
>molested
>not heterosexual

You hate to see the stereotype play out. Seriously though, read the Bible. Start with Luke or Romans

>>15053049

>>15053856
Thats why I dont want a prostitute. I had my first kiss in a night club (am virgin but atleast not kissless). She was pretty and all but I was so desperate when she only wanted to have fun. In my naivity I pursued her and followed her to ask her out. Got shut down and learnt that day that some girls really only kiss in the club for fun. Grabbed her ass while we had a long kiss and I think in retrospect that I went too far even though she did not react negatively to it. But I still cringe at the thought. If that already fucked me up how bad would fucking a prostitute do me? I am remarkably sensitive for a guy. Always hated that about myself. I barely forget anything

>>15054089
I learnt that all sex is embarrassing and that you make a lot of mistakes but the more you do it the less cringe you become and the more confident and comfortable you get. The thing to realise is that hooking up with strangers is always awkward and uncomfortable for everyone involved, even hot people.

>>15052123

Ummmm no
Nieech had ghonnorea from bath houses bro, it's the main reason he couldn't get any bitches at the hochschule. I know the guy, I was there and saw it

You're probably thinking about Kant, he's the one they say died a virgin and I know because I was there for every waking moment of his life

>>15052062
You have discovered the secret of great literature

Just make sure you find a good hook bro half the time they get naked then try to charge you more

>>15053856
holy kek

This comes up in Boswell's London Journal and he pretty much talks about it the same way coomers talk about no fap

>>15052062
Sex for recreational activities is bad, it is impure. There is something about the feeling of semen which emanates evil.

>>15053490
List one thing about his philosophy that is incel.

>>15055081
based

>>15055081
This is total cope though, it'd be impossible to get a girlfriend or get married and not have sex with her at all or only for reproduction in today's age. And I say that as someone who fully believes in the spiritual benefits of celibacy.

>>15052062
There is nothing morally wrong with prostitution since there is no coercion.

>>15052094
>emotional needs
Bin that shit. It's strictly for making babies. No man should really on a woman for "emotional needs".

>>15055171
If you stop consuming all media and art will emotional needs go away? Because even when I was completely disconnected from every produced in society like a hermit I still wanted a girlfriend. I think all modern men have been brainwashed at such a young age that it's pretty much impossible to act like you're talking about. Even though I know my romantic fantasies are not real no matter how much I try to get rid of them they don't go away.

>>15052386
>molested
>gay
Pottery.

>>15052062
Prostitutes are too expensive. Paying for the whole night experience is not cheap at all unless it is some third world Asian country.

>>15053422
You're a simp.

This was before women could have sex before marriage without social repercussions. It's a completely different situation now.

>>15053430
in modern day terms you could put it this way
>go on a 20 day nofap streak and watch yourself fuck trannies
Man NEEDS to cum, the logistics don't matter. Just pay the whore.

>>15052583
Don't forget Dostoevsky. He was kind of notorious among prostitutes in Petersburg, very few of which would meet him more than once due to his preference for humiliating and painful practices.

>>15052386
Was the weeb redhead female at least?

>>15052062
There's really nothing wrong with fucking hookers. Men being ashamed of going to them just gives women more power in the sexual market (for lack of a better term).
Can you imagine how less thirsty men would be if it was normal to get your nut off in a hooker and not be judged for it.

Most dudes act weird around a girl their trying to fuck because her approval dictates wether the guy will have a steady supply of pussy for a few months or wether he will jerk off alone for those same months. Imagine just going to a hooker bro...

Men who shame hookers or johns are the same fucking incels who will then complain about woman only fucking Chad. And they can't see they're fighting agaisnt their own interests.

>>15052657
Well, you're a faggot for sure

Imagine playing for sex. It should be females who should be paying me for blessing them with my essence.

>>15053042
lol no. Sex was also free back then if you knew what you were doing and went to the right parties.

>chaucer didn't sleep with prostitutes
>shakespeare didn't sleep with prostitutes
>milton didn't sleep with prostitutes

whores are for literature's b-tier

>>15056257
very based

>>15052674
More like one in a hundred

>>15052979
Just live in a big city, that's really all there is to it. High population density inevitably breeds debauchery and sin.

>>15052062
It's a sin, OP

>>15056257
This. Like not even pay for the sex because I don't fornicate with whores, but just pay me to spend time with them.

Life protip: Don't have sex with people you don't love

>>15055142

It's basically the norm in Japan, marriages are sexless except for procreation.

>>15056761
Based.

>>15056778
t. weeb who only sees a foreign culture from the outside

>>15056798

Actually I have a degree in Japanese Studies and studied at 東大 for a year but thanks for playing.

Obviously prostitution is fairly common, but marriages are often sexless.

My only goal in life is to become an expert in Latin and live in Thailand fucking hookers, both females and ladyboys. Every day I will get steamed drunk and smoke two or three packs of cigarettes until I die from an STD or liver/lung failure. I will write a book about my experiences and thoughts, in Latin, and release it for free on lit before I die.

>>15056812
>thanks for playing
No problem, happy to have been involved.

>>15056834
That sounds based but how will you finance the booze and the ladyboys?

>>15056834
This story was gay unil the last sentence, now I'm patiently awaiting your release of the definitive 21st century classic.

>>15056834

Actually based

>>15056834
Why you fags obsess over thai trannies they look like literal boys

>>15056842
The work I do can be performed anywhere there is a laptop, and brings in enough money to finance a bender of this magnitude, indefinitely.
I will do this sometime between 2021 and 2027. I need to get my Latin to a suitable level before I 'go off'.

WHY THE I AM FEELING LIKE I HAVE SEEN THIS THIS SAME THREAD BEFORE MANY TIMES?

>>15056929
I only like ones with milkers. I have serious psychological problems from my poor relationship with my mother, and trannies are part of the solution. older women and thicc thots will also be targeted.

>>15052135
Impossible. That's literally science fiction. Fitting that were on lit of all places...

>>15056956

My girlfriend was a 23 year old virgin when I met her in university, she was also chubby and homely but that comes with the territory really.

>>15056929
There is no point in traveling if you are not gonna engage with the culture

>>15056226
>humiliating and painful practices
Tell me more, anon. Asking for a friend.

>>15052062
>Is there any need to justify their actions?
No. what is the moral argument against prostitution supposed to be?
Mind you, fucking a prostitute won't make you any less of a loser but there's nothing bad about doing it either.

>>15057008

Um maybe because it's degenerate and destroys your pair bonding mechanism sweetie.

>>15052062
>moral
There are none. But you're paying for what's easily free and doing so out of a refusal to put the work in because you're weak.

>>15057022
>muh degeneracy
Fellate a shotgun, retard

>>15057036
What about the fact that it destroys your pair bonding mechanism?
>doesn't believe in degeneracy
I know it's become a buzzword but come on, don't do this to yourself.

>>15057036

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pair_bond

Obviously you weren't loved as a child, but you don't have to be as worthless as your parents.

>>15052100
There's nothing wrong with banging a hooker when you can just look at her as a receptacle for your gunk, it's not like you have to marry her

>>15057047
>>15057053
>they can't function on society without having someone telling them constantly that they love them
Sociopaths win again

>>15057084
I'm sure mommy will notice your tantrums eventually, anon, don't be upset

>>15056235
no shit

>>15056778
>>15056812

Source? A Japanese studies degree doesn't count for anything. I don't believe at all that it's the "norm" in Japan, that seems like a massive generalization, and anyway marriages can be sexless outside of Japan too. And they're not sexless because these people recognize the spiritua and social benefits of sex only for procreation but for other reasons, and these people usually end up having sex outside of marriage anyway.

>>15057029
>easily free

Obviously not.

>refusal to put the work in because you're weak.

Obviously not.

You clearly haven't been paying attention at all to societal trends, you're still stuck in the 60's which is pathetic. At least 1/5 of the upcoming generation of men will end up never having sex.

>>15057336
Anyone who asks for a source should be banned on the spot. Its fucking obnoxious.
>baseless assertions
based
>heavily referenced redditspeak
cringe

Just take peoples word on things if you like it, or disregard what they say if you dont. simple as.

>>15052062
/lit/ Thailand meetup when?

>>15053192
pretty /lit/ desu

not as an author, but as a story.

>>15057369
Drooling retard. This is a board to have discussions, discussions which require you to substantiate what you say. Go back to /pol/ nigger.

>>15057493
Big brains dont need sources to substantiate anything my friend xoxoxoxoxox

>>15057336
Multiple studies have been published that demonstrate that birth rates have been dropping and both men and women remain virgins for longer in Japan. They live in a society where salarymen spend 100+ hours at their job, never see their families and have to engage in enjo kosai because their wives became frigid after popping out 1 (one) kid

>>15052062
>moral repercussions
you'd be surprised how much morality amounts to "sweep it under the rug and hope no one finds out"

>>15054696
He had syphillis you uncultured swine

>>15052062
It's wrong, but if you do do it it's more just "meh" and so forth.

If you want to aspire to absolute perfection then you do not do it, but it's not an extremely bad thing.

>>15055171
You are evidently dumb and plain, and worst of all not a poet.

Wolfram would be despising such a statement, both in its lack of action and boring bookiness(however much you deny it), and it's lack of purity in pure youthful love. For that type of love is a useful thing.

>>15056834
That sounds great bro(even if you're gonna be gay forever for fucking those ladyboys bro), though it would probably be better if you had white women.

>>15057685
It would be better to get whites, but they are too expensive when compared to the mud-rivers. I wont be gay, Ill say no homo. Ill be too drunk to care anyway. I think masculine bodies are disgusting. the wee-wee on a feminine body (needs milkers) is the patrician choice. I will explain in my book why this is so, I have a very good and detailed argument as to why it is based

>Great male authors fucked prostitutes or had mistresses
>Great female authors were virgins
Really makes you think

>>15053327
i dont get it

>>15052062
Considering I can't get sex on Tinder due to my below average looks, I have to satisfy my primal urges with escorts. They are actually quite fun and fuck really good. Just do it bro.

>>15055171
>emotional needs
>bin that shit
>strictly for making babies
>because i emotionally need the human race to survive for reasons

>>15057519
Thank you for your utterly braindead insight into Japanese culture and generalizations that are not insightful at all. Everyone already knows that birth rates are dropping and that people remain virgins longer everywhere in the developed world.

>>15052062
>Lord Byron has sex with prostitutes

Didn't know he was still alive.

I lost my virginity to a prostitute when I was 24. Best £50 I've ever spent. She was really hot and the environment felt really casual so I had no issue performing. Gave me the confedence to go get it for myself, now 2 years into a great relationship.

Do it Anon

>>15058893
in 2009 1765 japanese familes were analysed in terms of the correllation between virginity and sterility. we cross referenced the results with a quantity of data obtained from UYI (university of yoshis island) and the p value was under .69 meaning that these particular families were an adequate sample to suggest that females aged between 34-44 +- 40 years are 75% less like to be sterile than they are to be non-sterile. attached is the graphs, reference list, and our statistics.

>>15052062
>will
Get to it, scrub.

>>15058893
Then stop denying reality, you dense bitch. Are you incapable of seeing trends, the bigger picture?

Napoleon and Mussolini lost their virginity with prostitutes as it was common back in the days, I too did the same.

>>15055171
lmao at the fags replying to this

>>15057678
cringe

>>15056981
>dude just marry a butter golem

>>15052386
you deserve a fucking bullet

>>15052848
>>15052862
fucking kill yourselves

>>15053005
>"fell in" love
no you were infatuated with a woman willing to touch your sweaty peen

>>15053192
holy fuck this is pathetic. this whore board is sad man children

>>15052062
>purposefully making yourself a low value male by having sex with a prostitute

Bug man detected.

>>15056812
> a degree in Japanese Studies
>not embarrassed to say this

Everyone of you is absolutely irredeemable

>>15052062
Fren, don't worry to much about sex. It really isn't the spiritual nirvana your hyping it up to be.
Just enjoy your life as it is.

>>15052342
all men are cads

>>15057715
thank you for motivating me get back into Latin

>>15056237
You'd like Korea.

>>15060620
Where do you think we are?

>>15052062
>any of those guys you listed
>moral

>>15052403
explain

I don't want to have sex with a prostitute, but what about a blow job? Is that okay?

>>15052386
Post pics
You can leave out the relative if you want

>>15053192

>>15053042
>is free if you know how to play your cards right.
What if I don't wanna play my fucking cards at this moment? What if I'm not in the mood for silly games? What if I don't wanna play the seducer tonight? What if I don't want love now, just plain raw sex? Do you think you're superior just because you've banged a random hoe? Do your think her opinion (convincing her) really matters? Look my man, do you want the ego boost of convincing/being accepted or just cumming your balls out?
I think harlotry is one of the few ocasions which a man gets exactly what he wants WHEN he wants, period.

>>15052157
Unironically this.

Without the emotional connection (doesn’t have to be “love” per se), sex is just not very good.

>>15062243
This can be solved by going to a poor country where you can afford to pay the whore to stay the night and cuddle. Anyone who fucks a whore without making her stay over is an uncultured savage. Id pay a whore just to cuddle. Cuddling is the final redpill.

Who would pay for this service?
Its where a big tiddy mommy gf comes over, fucks you, then you both take a load of MDMA, and spend the night cuddling while she tells you she loves you and you both share your life story and deepest secrets. There is a stringent selection process for the mommys, so you only get the highest grade of nubian, loving women with this service.
In the morning she spends another three hours cuddling before she makes you take a ton of opiates and she leaves.
There are two options with this service, one is where you get enough opiates to numb you for a day, the other is where you get enough to kill you. Mdma comes free with the service and its pure as can be.

>>15052062
>How did these writers and thinkers justify their actions?
Having sex with a prostitute was like a must-do for a teenager nobility. Girls should be pure but young lords ought to have some expirience before marriage.

Has anybody been to japanese Soaplands? Not even a weeb but want to lose my virginity in a more exotic way than just hiring local hooker

Why are first worlders so obsessed with hookers?
Its just a service, everybody uses.
Like your local drug lord

>>15052062
You go to hell that's the moral repercussion of it.

>>15062297
cuddling is overrated. fuck having hair all in my face.

>>15064691
you are an uncultured savage with no appreciation of the finer things in life.

>>15064704
id rather sleep by myself desu

I've been seeing escorts for 3 years. I've had good experiences and bad experiences. Hasn't made me any more literary and it certainly hasn't made me less of a loser, but it does sap some of the mythic power from the female form so I don't run around chasing skirt all the time when I know I can drop a few hundred dollars on a blonde bombshell who will do whatever I ask.

>>15052062
I lost my virginity to a prostitute at age 25.

>>15052062
Tolkien didn't, ergo they were all wrong

>>15052062
>losing your virginity to a prostitute
Anon, you are extremely short sighted. There are things people do in this world which fundamentally alters their character in a positive or negative way, once on a path you will slowly lose the ability to shift, if you go down this path you won't have to worry about the afterlife because you will be a hollow shell of a man in the present, you will remember your actions forever and it will be used against you by your own conscience to ensure you never improve yourself in any meaningful way, and you'll look for worse ways to destroy yourself because you'll have lost all sense of shame. I speak from experience but even I didn't fuck a prostitute anon.

>>15056257
I like the spirit. Way more interesting than whining incels.

>>15052157
i'm not going to pretend to be some uberchad, because i'm not. however, girls have generally found me to be charming all my life, and i've pretty much never gone a period in life without knowing at least one girl in my social circles who was into me. i've been in situations where i could have gotten laid a handful of times - with girls who either had a crush on me over months and years, or ones i had just met. every time i've been in such a situation, for some reason, i've backed out before the act.

there's something about the thought of touching or being touched, smelling the body of another person, and seeing her lower parts, and having to rub and put my face on her that just kills my drive. for a while, i thought maybe i was asexual, but i'm not so sure anymore. i just find the thought of touching girls to be repulsive, for some reason. thanks for reading my diary, anon

>>15065301
>having a conscience
never going to make it

>>15052062
>Lord Bryan has sex
Anon, I-

>>15065098
Absolutely based

>>15056995
wasn't specified any further

How did having sex with prostitutes work back in the day? They didn't have condoms, right? So wouldn't the girls constantly get pregnant and be infected with all sorts of STD-s? Also recommend comfy vintage prostitute literature, besides Notes from the Underground of course.

>>15063443

If you are serious I could give you some advice.