/lit/ - Literature

>>15042506
Coffee is pretty comfy, innit lads?

>>15042506
I'm so lonely

GAAHHHHHHH
GOD DAMMIT

How do you guys go on dates during coronavirus?

Milkies please

>>15042530
thats a big coffee mug bro

>>15042506
I want to fuck her but I also want her to hold me while I press my face against her breasts and cry

>>15042655
I went on a walk with a girl I was talking to. After that stage you can probably get away with inviting her back to your place and then it's pretty much the same as usual. It's hard being on a first date and not drinking so I suggest doing a few shots in your apartment before hand if you're inclined to drink on first dates like me.

>>15042655
what dates?
t. 27 kv

>>15042506
Her nudes are pretty good, but she got a bit chunky

>>15042506
I keep the horny away jacking off one time before going to sleep and the emotional thirst that only a woman can fill with k-pop. I fear that for males in this society to exist we have to master some kind of method for self control. I am not even at my lowest and still am not able to detach myself from the atraction to women.

>>15042667
WHy not both?

I meed to really calm myself down. You people really bug the shit out of me. First of all, if I block you it clearly means I want nothing to do with you. Harassing me doesn't make me despise you any less. Second of all, I don't come here for your second rate stand up bits. There is nothing more annoying than making a thread on Tibet or von Trier or something and getting some stupid non-sequitur. Third of all, chopping your nuts off does not make you a woman.

>>15042797
are you the one who has some internet gang stalkers? please seek help

>>15042805
Listen, I don't hate everyone. I don't hate abordo or fanny or erika or her sister whose married. Who I hate is that fucking tranny and his geeky family. They are like the incarnation of the word "geek." Go the fuck away. I don't come here for chodehouse and bazinga theory. And that's another thing is they send me tons of crap I don't even care for. Like discount dvds from halfwit comics I don't care about. You harass me everyday so you fucking know I don't give a shit about doyle or wodehouse so then why would you fuckimg send me them? I should send that idiot my copy of Spring Snow so he can read some real literature for once in his pathetic failure ridden life. And another thing that makes me laugh is when they say stuff like "uh I had lots of dates" or they try to insult me even though it means nothing from them. If women like abordo or arneri or fanny had wanted you then you wouldnt be married to a hulking cross dresser monstrosity- that is for sure.

>>15042655
what is a date with a girl like?

>>15042842
like bags of sand

>>15042506
I want to believe that there is a woman out there that is something more than just a foolish child. One that has some depth and understanding, that can know virtue. I know I am foolish, belief in such a fantasy makes me seem as idiotic as the Christian does to the Atheist. Yet, I will continue the pursuit, earnestly and patiently. I know there's a possibility I will not find one, at some point I will settle on an attractive mate with moderate intelligence.

>>15042842
Not that great. You have to talk to her about stuff that's probably not very interesting. Can be awkward. Main appeal is just being with someone you're attracted to

I've bottled this up for too long. I think you and your entire family are a bunch of losers and want nothing at all to do with you- period. I hope I die before seeing Lady Divine again.

>uh uhh you gotta weak chin uhhhh

That is rich coming from you. You would kill to be me. Even in your pathetic "prime" a woman like Abordo or like josephines daughter would not fucking spit on you. How you can say that without laughing at yourself is mind boggling. I should kick your head in.

>>15042858
how did you ask her on the date? what was the situation and location/time of day? asking for a friend.

>>15042850
>I want to believe that there is a woman out there that is something more than just a foolish child. One that has some depth and understanding, that can know virtue.
They exist, they're just ugly.

>>15042894
>They exist, they're just ugly.
no idea, and really who has the time to vet some stranger?

>>15042850
You don't even know virtue

>>15042850
Why do you seek male in female body? Accept the reality and learn to appreciate females as they are.

I'm thinking about how I'm neglecting working on Latin and Ancient Greek since everything is online now and I have zero motivation. Also cogitating on what to use my Trudeau Bux on

>>15042506
I wish I wasn't attracted to women.

>>15042894
That is Hollywood fiction. Ugly women are even dimmer and more obtuse.

Life is good when things are quiet. When there is a constant hum of distraction things are not so good. Now I finally understand the difference between education and intelligence.

>>15042506
>drinking alone
>having a crisis over the fact that my already precarious future employment possibilities within academia will be irrecoverably fucked by the recession to come
>lonely
>considering saying bye-bye to my passion, switch to a masters in software development, and sell whatever little of my soul that occasionally still shines through for shekels and stability
I am feeling like the lyrics to a nu-metal song, and I am not particularly enjoying it.

I find it aggravating how much there is know, think and experience. I enjoy the inner life and being alone with my thoughts. We have a soul that can be turned upon itself,’ writes Montaigne, ‘it has the means to attack and the means to defend, the means to receive and the means to give.’ Still there is no way to get to everything, or even a significant fraction of it. I'm lost within the heady tumble within, well, my head, spinning among its churning currents as they sweep me from one thing to the next. This is not a stream of consciousness, it is a rapids.

>>15042506
>The unquenchable yearning, longing, craving, pining, wanting, and desire that is being a male in modern western society
For you, maybe. Jesus christ why is everyone on this board so fucking pathetic

I want to take a bite out of this cosmos' savory mystery meat. Even the ugly can have a certain aesthetic quality to it. Think of the spiral elegance of a perfectly swirled turd. Or a brilliant military maneuver in a bloody battle that expertly shatters the lives of 1000 enemy combatants in a storm of blood and guts, one of Napoleon's strategic masterstrokes. Or the disgusting beauty of a hawk's sharp beak surgically lopping off a mouses head. If you can see the value in the world's ugliness you achieve a special kind of transcendent immunity from its depredations and slights.

>>15042506
I feel dumb, very dumb
I was destroyed in /sci/ by strange terms like subspaces and fields and mapping
All I want is to fap to your pic OP but I feel like giving in to my body urges could be whats making me dumb
I miss my childhood so much, I could remember things so clearly

>>15042679
>Her nudes
sauce me

>>15042679
THERE ARE NUD ES???
AIT IMMA INVESTIGATE LADS

>>15043090
what is a man without a woman?

>>15042506

>>15043055
What is your passion and/or field of study?

>>15042506
mommy gib milkies

>>15043153
>>15043155
>>>/s/19485723

>>15043173
A MISERABLE LITTLE PILE OF SECRETS

>>15043200
based anon is based
1 is it her?
2 is there more?

>>15043209
its her but i dont have more

>>15043003
One of these isn't like the others

>>15043215
thx man, bless your kind heart

>>15042530
yeah i believe coffee is good for you

>>15043183
I am doing graduate studies in philosophy. Spent quite a bit of time for the last half year or so arranging a research visit to a university abroad for this fall semester - advisors and the partner university tell me to keep up doing the arrangements, but readily admit that it may be cancelled entirely due to the virus.
It sucks, to be honest.

>>15043090
>he admonishes romantics on a literature board

>>15043228
WHICH ONE?! Is it Norway???

>>15043255
what topic senpai

>>>/s/19485723

>really want to write a novelized biography of my favorite author
>i'm used to writing historicals that are essentially factual events in novel format
>not published
>just a home enthusiast on that certain author, no phd or whatever nonsense that i could slap on my forehead to convince agents, "I'm accredited!"
>he's recently been somewhat popular but there's still not a lot of biographic material on him
suffering. i'm trying to stop myself from taking a year or so to do this but man i want to.

>>15043282
warned ya

>>15042655
i've been on several dates.
>picked up takeout and went to his place, ate, netflix, fucked
>another guy just walked around a large park with for several hours
>another guy i'm going to have coffee with, either he knows a place that's open or it will be coffee at his place, IE sex

>>15043003
I know the danish one - not personally, she's a D-list celebrity here. And she is absolutely and aggressively retarded.
Portuguese is the cutest, fite me IRL

>>15043324
any book recommendations on whores?

>>15043260
>hopeless romantic is the same thing as a romantic
sorry dude. And also this shit isn't anything new either. folorn, dejected softbois have been weeping outside their unrequited love's window since Elizabethan times. It's literally a shakespearean archetype that was widely mocked at the time.

>>15043347
madame bovary

>>15043347
my diary desu

>>15043265
Broadly speaking german idealism and post-idealism, for me primarily phenomenology and hermeneutics.

>>15042506
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1TocYADxAzBmu3iRDHjmL9gZuRKzNU9EO-T7DKk4J7qM/edit?usp=sharing
Been feeling really down lately and i've started being very frustrated with my friends and loved ones. I am angry all the time and i've been drinking alot. Decided to post everything i´ve written in a google doc.

>>15043324
this sounds like a homosexual

>>15042842
I've noticed that there's a mystery surrounding dates. Like, when you see a couple you assume that they're onto "something" or whatever.

People try to pull that shit all the time with me. "Oh I'm seeing a girl" in a tone like it's something special. My thought most of the time is "if you're telling her the same things you're telling me, then you're in real trouble."

those titties and how much i want to nibble on them

>>15043369
Hmm
So are you a communist or a fascist then?

I see nothing wrong with fucking prostitutes. I haven't yet, but I might. I'm still a 25 yo virgin soft boy, need to fuck to become a man.

>>15043200
POST MORE OF THIS THOT, I DEMAND IT!

>>15043361
>hopeless romantic is the same thing as a romantic
Yes. The absolute can never be reached. We are the sons of Poros and Penia, and we take after our mother.
>And also this shit isn't anything new either.
No one ever implied as much.
>It's literally a shakespearean archetype that was widely mocked at the time.
The great question is whether Aristophanes' story during the Symposion is meant to be taken as a tragedy or a comedy.

>>15043381
Neither.

>>15043111
There is nothing "surgical" about the way hawks eat. It's all ripping, tearing, and gulping. Mice are small enough that they are usually swallowed whole. Though I guess I agree with the basic idea behind your post, there is certainly something beautiful or at least fascinating in the "ugly" aspects of the world

>>15043391
>the OP very heavily implied that it is a modern condition. But as to your third point, sentimental fops are 100% comedic

Voluptuous milkers.

>>15043260
Many great writers and thinkers have admonished "romantics"

>>15043389
Fucking won't make you a man you absolute dweeb. The more likely outcome is that the sex will be awkward and you'll feel terrible afterwards

>>15043411
>sentimental fops are 100% comedic
Yeah, I'm not so sure, which is why the speeches by Aristophanes' and Agathon in the symposion are such an interesting juxtaposition. But to challenge your position, do you see no tragedy anywhere at all in Don Quixote?

>>15043410
I've seen them use the sun as cover while hunting. I could only see his shadow. When I look up, nope, can't detect him.

Do you ever just sit on your bed until you feel the urge to poop but because you likely have an anal fixation it feels really really good to retain it so you just stay where you are gently feeling the turd slide it in and out of your asshole and enjoying the peristaltic motions until it reaches a point that you cant hold it in any longer so you rush to the toilet and poop it out in one long solid piece and it feels fantastic so you wipe and flush and wash your hands and then you go back to lie down and realise youve left skidmarks on your bedsheet? Many such cases.

>>15043479
They are skilled hunters, for sure. But the animals the kill often die from broken necks or a punctured lung, they hit hard and grab their prey wherever they can. And when they eat, it's an imprecise and messy affair, they pin the kill to a branch with their talons and rip at the flesh with their beak, opening their throat to swallow huge chunks of meat, bone, and fur.

>>15043369
Are you an architect?

I'm never going to find someone to have sex with due to my inexperience. In this instant gratification world nobody wants to deal with anything less than "finished products."

I truly hate being alive.

>>15042506
bruh

>>15043541
Nope, graduate student. I occasionally teach a semester or get paid to arrange conferences to supplement my scholarship. It'd be exactly what I wanted if there was any promise of stability or advancement in it, but academia in my country (and anywhere, really) is shaky as it is, and with the coming recession, prospects may quickly become bleaker.
In my utopian dreams, the health crisis and lockdown will make everyone realize that philosophy is a wonderful thing to have in ones life, people will flock to it and guys like me will be in high demand, but yeah, utopian dreams.

American Psycho ruined Huey Lewis and the News. They're only liked ironically or in reference to that movie (not a book anymore, sorry), which sucks because they're actually good.
>Positive messages
>Upbeat
>Created by humans not computers
>Relatable
We need more Huey Lewis and the News in our lives right about now and American Psycho is making that very difficult.

Three classes later, and it's pitch-black out with only a handful of students roaming the campus.
The cold breeze and calmness of the night is cathartic after a long day at work.
I take a deep breath and groan, exhaling my exhaustion away.
I walked to the parking lot with my head down and briefcase in hand, wondering if the kids will be sleeping by the time I get home. I wonder if she'll be awake by the time I get home.
My phone vibrated, a text message popped up on my screen.
Sarah forgot to buy me dinner, and she's already undressed, now lying in bed.
I'm starving.
As I walked to my car, I was wondering what fast-food meal I was in the mood for.
Tacos? Hamburgers? Burritos?
This is the most exciting part of my day.

Is this praxis?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-y3vbiWHCk&feature=youtu.be

>>15043599
>>Created by humans not computers
Standard opinion for uneducated troglodytes. Elitism for the kind of person who automatically assumes that older things are better. Huey Lewis is just pop music, dude

>>15043339
Yah Portuguese is a total cute. Don't really care about personality for this, it's all image.

Being a working adult really sucks. It is, dare I say, a meme. Depressed uni anons don’t know what’s fucking coming, you are in literal paradise comparatively.

>>15043659
What do you work with?

based meg is on my mind
i hope she writes a novel

>>15043618
Art cannot be created by machines.
Yes, there is some art to the early forms of pop music.
Even if you disagree, there is at least human essence.

>>15043003
>9 white women
>1 BBC
who would win?

>>15043741
My BWC

The boobs looked perky and nice. If I touched them, I'd imagine, they'd be firm yet soft, a synthesis between opposite absolutes revealing the true nature twixt the material of all form

>>15043708
Very little music is "created by" machines, and the stuff that is written algorithmically is either completely formulaic junk used in commercials or super avant-garde stuff that most normal people wouldn't recognize as music. The pop hits of today, are written, arranged, recorded, and performed by human people. Like I said, yours is an uneducated opinion

>>15042506
After seeing this picture, it makes me wonder:

>What exactly does it mean to be sexy?

Like, seriously: if I, as a man, with a body that I find to be mediocre at best, wish to portray myself as a sexually enticing creature in the same way as this female has managed to portray her own self, how would I go about doing so?

>>15043790
If you have to ask you'll never know

>>15043768
Black White Cock?

>>15043790
Anon, pls-- this is a logical fallacy and you know it.

Let me paint a portrait for you:
>Women find me sexy, and I don't know why.

[--__--}][HARD MODE]{--__--]
>ASSUME THIS ANON IS LEGITIMATELY ATTRACTIVE FOR FEMALES AND YET ANON STILL CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY

>>15043790
let's ignore fitness level for a moment

maybe be /fa/ as fuck?

>>15043838
Bitchy White Cuckold

>>15043880
meant to quote >>15043807

>>15043741
Could you walk me through a day in the life of a cuckposter? At what point did you lose hope that things can get better for you?

>>15043881
i should browse /fa/ more often, because what i have seen posted from there is generally about as cringeworthy as you'd expect from a 4chan board dedicated to fashion

>>15043880
>>15043902
Mostly what I meant was that this is not something that can be "understood." The most that can be said is that it's in how you carry yourself. A "mediocre" body displayed confidently is sexy. But that's not always true, and it's not the only factor at play.

>>15043339
Anon, if anyone ever tells you that Portugese girl isn't best girl, you have my personal permission to flame them until they learn their lesson.

She is best girl-- absolute best girl.

I showed a short story I wrote to this girl. She didn't like it. Her criticisms were ones I had thought of myself, but didn't repair because I thought that nobody else would notice them. It feels so soul-crushing to know I'll never be a great writer.

>>15043908
I didn't mean /fa/ - what the board is, but /fa/ - what the board should theoretically stand for

forget what I said, I've just went to the board, it's insecure as fuck, don't try to be /fa/

>>15043784
You left out "performed"

It's all computer-generated beats "written" by some dork at a keyboard.

>>15043960
I said performed

>>15043928
She is No.1, with Spanish and Italian tied for second. I'm Blonde, but absolutely adore Med women.

>>15043923
it also depends on who you're asking, I had people comment on my looks just to drag me down, and others thought that I'm handsome

if we're talking about objective sexy, then take this as a side comment

>>15043903
what does BBCposting have to do with cuck?

>>15042655
Like we always do. We stay at home alone and jack it to cartoon porn.

>>15043261
The Sw*de

>>15043741
8 women anon, 8...

>>15043003
Spain or Portugal
All the other ones look like self centered cheating whores

>>15043967
Oh, then you're wrong.

The pale clay block of the garage faces the nosy kitchen window. There are two unused cars parked in the driveway like great metal corpses. Birds, ladybugs, and feral cats loiter by garden chairs. Light peels from the sky in gradual strides to heavy purple. It’s such a peaceful sight that the hot sting of my tea seems quirky instead of harsh. Everything here is coming together as God intended.

>>15044142
Sure thing dweeb. No matter what Huey says it's never hip to be square

>>15043603

Cute

>>15043206
BUT ENOUGH TALK

>>15042669
careful about smelling like booze though, don't want them to think you're an alcoholic

>>15044263
HAVE AT YOU

Believe me, I wish it was as easy as that.
You see the things around you? The buildings, the trees, the people? You say "oh it's all a simulation" and sure, you might be correct. But they're still the realest thing in the universe. You want to break out of the simulation, see where it comes from? It's just emptiness, man. Endless meaningless planes of dimensional optics, folding together in this way and that way. Just for the sake of your little life, just to create your little world. And you're complaining?
One day this is all gonna be revealed, and understood, and some asshole's gonna try and be smart and break out. Poor bastard. Trust me, the simulation is where you wanna be. It's at the center of the wheel, man. Beyond the rim is nothing but madness.

>>15044364
*rips bong*

excuse the schizoposting. it feels like less and less anon are on 4chan and i dont know where theyve gone. i dont know where people, in general, go. theres a lot of people alive and posting online but i dont know where to find them, theres a lot of people in my city but i dont know where they go outside of work. i feel lonely and disconnected.

>>15043255
You're career prospects were fucked before the virus desu

>>15043339
I like the German one best. She seems modest, quietly bright, sweet.

>>15043581
Find meaning thru virtuous endeavours and purposes. Thots aint shit.

>>15044496
Welcome to modernity; enjoy your stay. Human relations have become commodified and so the genuine article is increasingly difficult to find--the supply is being artificially controlled, as it were, to require the purchase of surrogates.
anyway listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVOuYquXuuc

Nietzsche’s idea of eternal return has me all twisted up.

How the fuck do I stop procrastinating?

>>15042530
Porn and masturtbation ruined my life.

>>15042655
I drank with a girl in my car the other day

>>15042530
FUCK I break out with acne when I drink coffee for some reason. I thought this was a SAFE PLACE GOD DAMNIT I need my coffee now FUCK

>>15043003
>I'm thinking about how I'm neglecting working on Latin and Ancient Greek since everything is online now and I have zero motivation.

Same anon ;(

>>15042842
it's boring as fuck tbqh phamalam
t. 28 yo virgin that hasn't even held hands or kissed but still somehow went to three dates

>>15043347
Pretty sure that poster is a fag, not a women. Both are degenerates, though, and deserve to burn at the stake.

>>15044977
You did

>>15045177
i'm a girl (female (xx))

>>15045178
I did because I masturbated and consumed porn. It rotted my mind and caused a viscous daily habit that only gets more frequent and stronger.

>>15045187
what types of guys do you like

>>15042842
It's very nice. You take a girl to dinner and ask her about herself. What does she like to do? What's her family like? You learn all sorts of things about her. The atmosphere is comfortable--you chose this place on purpose. You say something funny and she laughs and you feel good. She says something innocent but flirty and you respond in kind. You both smile. You walk to the car after paying for dinner. The air is warm; it's a nice night on which to be out. You see her off and drive home. You sleep soundly and easily, cozily. That's what a date is like.
t. married man
>>15045133
gee I wonder why you're still a virgin :^)
>>15042858
If you can't get her to talk about herself and can't be interested in her, you're not really attracted to her, are you?

>>15045193
simp

>>15045212
Reddit version of cuck. Does not mean simpleton.

>>15045212
you like simps?

>>15045187
how to get gf?

>>15045228
yeah, they turn me on ;)

>>15045187
hey no broads on my /lit/

>>15045188
>daily habit that only gets more frequent and stronger.
Wrong. It is a frequent urge more strong in the young. If relieved once a day or every other day, it’s normal.
If one ends up forever chasing the high even though their flesh is spent, they start to think of more bizarre or sick things to get off too, but no one is making you do that.

>>15044976
Do something you enjoy

>>15045198
>t. married man

Gay and bluepilled.

>queried for the one manuscript
>found an agent that would be a great match for my other manuscript
>he's in the same agency as someone i already queried
idk, it will either be a success or a failure like everything else. i'm gonna send it.

I want to be young forever.
How do I stop getting old?

>>15045286
kill yourself

>>15042506
the isolation of being at home is making oscillate between extreme hatred and love for other humans

>>15045286
Take the mishima pill

>>15042506
Will God hear me?
Can God hear me?
What will be my fate?

>>15045302
for all you or I know nigga you are god, stop worrying about it and get on with living, or don't

>>15045265
I never moved to fetishes or anything sick. It had the opposite effect on me anyways. I found it easier to get stimulated even something like OP is enough to set me off.... also you're wrong..... I never had this problem when I was a teenager. .... Only after porn at 20. I am now 30 and mast*rbate now more than ever. bad advice like yours saying it will calm down when I grow older turned untrue.

>>15045317
the only time my sex drive ever went down was when I quit porn and did nofap.

I am a sick man. I am a diseased man. I have a major drinking problem. I've got a wart on my dick. I smoke like a chimney. I jacked off earlier today. I am a leftist for purely selfish reasons, any reasonable rightist would send me to the camps. I have no job. I've been a 4channer over half my life. And have no prospects aside from converting to teaching for I pursue a useless liberal arts degree. Yet, somehow... I've had sex with several dozen women and hundreds of times during relationships. What is wrong with you, anons? Is it merely because I am 6'1" and 160lbs?

>>15045317
Again YOU did that. Get a girl or don’t masturbate.
Dragging in this idiotic meme to a literature board is making me sick
And yes. When you’re older, going grey! You will not be as interested anymore.

>>15042506
I dislike gossipers and rumour-mongers. I do not hate them, but I feel contempt towards them. It seems like everybody is one. It is painful to see people talk to each other like they are great friends, only to later see them trying to socially assassinate each other. Almost everybody I meet is two-faced, and they see nothing wrong with it at all. They take pleasure in it. I understand and respect direct social and physical confrontation, but when I see people talk to me with a polite smile and laugh but later see them sneering at me behind my back, I cannot help but feel disgusted and bitter.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
HELP I'VE OPENED AND CLOSED THIS THREAD 10 TIMES NOW!
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT'S ABOUT!!

>>15045360
Auntie, I am not one of your detractors but please don’t encourage masturbation to men. It can lead to porn and fucking up and ruining your views of sex.

>>15045295
what’s that

Stupid theistfag meme. Gtfo

>>15045360
The other guy was right. You are wrong and have been proven wrong on this many of times. What you say is a meme. Sex drive grows stronger the more it's indulged. Neurogenesis happens with sexual behavior and if you're consuming studio made 1080p pornography, it creates memories in your brain and reward makes you seek more of it again and as reward goes in strength, your ability to resist it is diminished. You think of the mind like a religious retard does like it is not subject to any past input and that it's what it is based on abstract individuality. If you want to be hopelessly addicted to sex, porn and masturbation for the rest of your life go ahead and listen to braindead butterfly and have at it. If you want any hope of rising above it, you need to restrain both its indulgence or stimulation. It will be difficult. If you wait another decade, it will be impossible.

What does it mean to be a hypocrite, a walking paradox, a broad swipe of existences with little to no detail ? I wish I could say I was born of the virgin mother, only to prophesize my unfortunate demise. How can a man live with this conscious understanding that he has such potential for grandiose, but his body prevents from acting. When the consciousness is forced to resemble the act of a puppet master, a marionettist to a useless body.

If only potential could be fuel for a fire. Dreams and aspirations that lead to real life miracles. Instead I reside in my life, sulking over something that never was.

>>15045384
Wow auntie, that woman is quite beautiful. But her large breasts look overly sexualized, no doubt this picture will appeal more to individuals who developed unrealistic views of women due to watching too much porn.
I posted a picture of feminine beauty for you to see. Now this is a woman I could love forever and there is nothing perverted about it :) <3

>>15045416
It's like that one Kris Krisotopherson song. He's a poet and he's a prophet. He's a walking contradiction. Partly truth and partly fiction.

>>15045400
Reach 50, dorkcicle.

>>15045374
I only preach self restraint by BALANCE. Cutting it off isn’t balanced or healthy.
It’s not a meme, it’s common sense.
B A L A N C E

>>15045434
You determined the point of balance is masturbating once a day... what if it’s once a week. What if it’s once a month... what if it’s... only with a woman you love :^)

>>15045434
There is no point of living after 50 and there is no point of living to it if you can't be free. Also cognitive decline causes hypersexuality so it makes you wrong and the whole prospect of coping with sex drive in hopes of decrepitude nonviable and retarded.

>>15045360
wtf butterfly is a degenerate!

>>15043370
Pompous twit

>>15043521
I love the feeling of a freshly-voided bowel, orgasmic spasming deep in my guttiwuts as I settle under the covers for a long snooze

>>15045338
>6'1

Blessed and in denial.

>>15043521
Terminal stage cumbrian.

>>15045286
Accepting your mortality

I can't decide what to do with my life. Ever since I was small I dreamed of becoming a aerospace engineer because I was fascinated with outer space watching shows like Star Trek. As I grew older, and choices began to narrow, it became more and more apparent that this dream was slipping from me. My parents fought constantly in the harshest ways eventually culminating in divorce that was long overdue. This combined with the loss of the house I had grown up in lead to a crisis in my life. I eventually left home to go work in the IT field like many among this site. Ever since then, I have pushed myself to continue trying to learn. I taught myself computer programming only to find that I didn't like it. And now as I grow older and dig deeper into this world of IT support, I find myself questioning what I want to do with my life. The only thing that I truly have an answer to is that it isn't this. So now I constantly conceptualize stories and characters in my head, but when it comes to putting the words to paper to form something coherent, I always cower away from the blank page.

IDK what to do fags

The discrepancy of impression resulting on uncanniness between audio and visual; face and body etc when the subject entirely preoccupied on perceiving the subject's attention that is the object may risk imperceiving the object's essence or the former impression of the object by intensity instead of frequency.

>>15045563
tl;dr attention-deficit zoomers are the wisest of all

Posting in these threads is almost all I do on 4chan. I haven’t even browsed the rest of lit in years. I don’t even read the other replies anymore, I just use it to vent or share my thoughts anonymously with people I consider somewhat smarter than normies. I have no one else I can talk to about those things. Most of the time I’m phoneposting too. I am scum.

>>15045713
Spot on. Nothing wrong with venting. If I have to see that walking carnival show of idiots and freaks again, I will smash my fist through a mirror.

what happens when we die? I really can't fathom not existing anymore. I know I've not existed before but now I've had a basis of comparison

>>15043003
russia france norway > the rest > spain and portugal. whatever i was thinking about before seeing this has ceased

>>15045713
I don't even give a fuck if people like genre fic but this board is clearly not centered around that so go away.

>>15045772
You reincarnate or else return to nothingness. Read the Dhammapada and the Tibetan Book of the Dead.

If you genuinely can not tell that I think you are a dimwit and a geek and your entire family as well you are just clueless. No, I don't want to spend time with a fucking tranny. Jesus.

Also I'm not your fucking son. Your hook nosed imbecile of a wife actually does have a son but he's a great, big lardass and certainly no Jean Gabin like I am. Even that lardass won't have anything to do with the simpleton. Gee, I wonder why?

>>15043374
oh ho ho
delightfully devilish

>>15042978
based ego confronter

>>15043003
S-Tier:
>Portuguese
>German
A-Tier:
>Russian
>Spanish
B-Tier:
>Danish
>Norwegian
C Tier:
>French
>Italian
Z-Tier:
>Swedish tranny

unrelatable

>>15044496
I feel exactly the same
Online I really do not understand where I can find valuable, intelligent discussion or writings. Where do these people congregate? The internet used to feel so vast, full of undiscovered amazing content but now I go online and the only things I can imagine doing besides buying something or looking for specific information is 4channel, wikipedia, youtube, and messing around on google earth. I don't know if this is a sign of my diminishing creativity or of something larger beyond my control. 4chan especially feels like it's seriously dying and I haven't found any replacement
I'm real life, I walk past so many thousands of people but besides work, school, and nightlife I'm confused as to where they all go, and how they meet people. My hobbies are solitary but even if they weren't the idea of having to meet people in these forced, brief, monthly gatherings organized online feels wrong

I don't even know what I am; Shambling around, like a maniacal puppet, with mad smiles and desperate gestures - nothing but a mediocre tespian, completely empty when deprived from characters.
Is this it? Am I this thing? Was I made for this? Why? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
Feels like I was fucked from the get go.
And the violence, drenching my mind, always contained, giving nothing but a sense of inquietude and impotence, why is it there? Just so it can keep either consuming its host or being shoddily channeled into boxing, art or whatever else? Activities that should, frankly, just be called cope.
An ineffectual one, at that.

>>15042530
For me its Tea

>>15043003
>Portuguese

>>15042655
Well, I'm not quarantined from my own hand as yet.

>>15042506
U realize dis uh trap rite?

>>15042842
Its a job interview for sex except you have to pretend it isn't.

>>15042845
lol this never fails to get a laugh out of me

>>15046506
are you retarded?

>>15042506
I love and like myself and I hope to find someone I like and love who likes and loves me.

>>15042842
I rather enjoy it, but that's because I enjoy talking to people in general. It's especially nice when you are with someone you are really, really attracted to and who can share your enthusiasm for being in their presence.

i dated a chick like that for a while and it was awesome. unfortunately things didn't work out, but goddamn it was nice while it lasted.

>>15042506
Two, chocolate, strangled moose flying over the rainbow blatantly swerving left the pond is leaking you idiot, why now? stash it on the shelf, seconded by the red eyed owl, night time is great all over again why is that? Does it? wait, the corridor's empty again ffs, idiot Ethan made it happened what a genius.

>>15042655
We talk on the phone everyday, but we're in a relationship already so I suppose it's different.

>>15042842
Only been on dates with girls who have already confessed attraction to me and I've confessed attraction to, so it's just hanging out with a good friend plus making out 10/10

>>15042850
>I know I am foolish, belief in such a fantasy makes me seem as idiotic as the Christian does to the Atheist
You're so fucking retarded. Die alone fag

Bros, the anniversary of my baby sister’s passing is upon me and it’s so fucking rough. I’m rereading East of Eden and Cannery Row right now because they are comforting. I miss her.

>>15043741
>white
>women

Blinding light lets me see,
Roaring winds aid my journey on the sea.
I am lost no more,
This storm has brought me to the shore.

>>15045265
to*

God I want to die now.

>>15047011
First you have to listen to Erasure

Across every time and place man has but one thing in common, weakness. That is the story of humanity, to battle iniquity and to in the end succumb. That I ever dreamt of strength amazes me.

>>15043003
Just by looking at their hairlines you can see which one is a tranny.
Don't even get me started on the degen gestures.

Goodbye /lit/. It’s taken some time but I am now in the position to leave this entropy sink. I’ll probably be in crit threads every now and then though. I had good times here but it was mostly a waste. I’m getting off the ride. But I still recognize the power this site holds and will participate in specific pre-measured ways that are generative towards my true will. Best of luck anons

>>15047179
Good luck, bru

>>15043003
Portugal > Russia > Germany > Sweden ("YES") > Denmark > Norway > Italy > France > Spain

>>15042655
Imagine taking government measures that serious. Good goy, anon. Do exactly as the government says, ALWAYS.

All i want is endless inspiration and purpose in my life. Thats why im envy of genius people - they're creating for future generations.

>>15045093
try lactose free maybe and decaf separately to see what causes it

>>15042506
this is a man, isnt he

>>15042655
Matched on tinder, went for a walk in the park.
She was the your basic arthoe girl so it was easy to impress her with my pseud knowledge.
after a few hours we went back to where i placed my bike and I asked: What now? end it here? to be honest I don't wanne go home yet."
She then asked if I wanted to have sushi at her place.
I fucked her, she let me cum inside her, then the sushi came, I ate and went home.
Post nut syndrome was hard desu not gonna lie.

>>15047560
so this is how it works? huh.

>>15043114
>I could remember things so clearly
bro... i..... feel this so deeply. what is happening to me

>>15043599
Not gonna stop me checking those sweet dubs though

>>15045445
cute af

I have a tummy ache

>>15047560
Did she clean the cum out of her vagina when the sushi came?

>>15048255
No, I for one did wash my cock after the sex; I'm not a filthy animal.
Post nut syndrome hit me hard after the sex so I focused on eating my food and getting the hell out of there.

Bros Im really gonna miss being a quarantine neet desu. Shows how fucking pointless going to an office is desu but I guess its to prevent everyone from being antisocial (and so management niggers can breathe down your neck)

>>15046243
>Spanish and French not on top
nigga check your priorities lmao

What is a philosophical book that expands on the ideas of Plato's Thaetetus? That dialogue was a mindfuck and I want to go down that rabbit hole even further.

I've been telling myself for a long time that I don't have to try, because I can just kill myself if my life gets bad.

>>15048296
First off, use a rubber, you filthy animal. Second, do you mean you caught feelings of love or felt disgusted?

>>15042530
For me it was a nice glass of pale ale, but I had to quit drinking and I miss beer so much, bros, it hurts.

>>15042506
I used to be a cashier at Walmart, and this woman came to check out with a bra she had clearly just tried on in the dressing room. It feel the warmth from her tit. It was based.

>>15044069
Because blacks who post on this site, on /lit/ of all boards, aren't exactly the ultrachads Hollywood paints blacks as.

>>15049291
disgust

>>15050021
You know you could make her preggo like that, do you?

>>15048296
Sometimes I feel alienated from other men. People talk about post-nut syndrome, post-nut clarity, whatever. Feeling shame or disgust after sex. I can't relate to it at all. I've never felt anything like that, but people talk about it like it's common and normal

>>15045424
Of course the repressed dweebs on here love a stone mommy

>>15050050
na, I only go raw when I'm sure they take the pill and if they have lied to me it's there problem.

>>15050084
desu post-nut only happens when you fuck skanks or arthoes. When I had a gf I never had post-nut because I loved her.
To bad she broke me and now I'm back to being a self destructive asshole.

>>15042506
why are pretty girls so cringy normies ?
there are some girls that are not, but these are either ugly or psychotic.

>>15044872

>>15050232
>I go raw
jajaja
>I only go raw when
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>I only go raw when I'm sure they take the pill
JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA
>and if they have lied to me it's their problem
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>>15046509
Yeah pretty much

>>15043012
>>>15042506 (OP)
>I wish I wasn't attracted to women.
Me too

>>15042842
Salty milk and pennies.

>>15043581
Finished products, that hurts.

>>15050385
yes

I wonder if there was no Darwin would evolution exist?

>>15050771
If there was no Kepler, would the planets still move?

>>15042506
What's it like to hold a nice pair of milkers like that in your hands?

>>15050830
flabby if its not silicone

>>15050847
But how does it make you feel?

>>15046411
I don't even visit those website because they're interesting, but out of pure habit, or it's more like a reflex when I open chrome.

The worst thing is that they're making me increasingly more nervous and impatient, like I'm expecting something to show itself any moment, but it never does. It vanished a long time ago and I'm still here.

>>15048296
Who the fuck just leaves cum in their vagina? That's disgusting.

>>15050959
I've actually had multiple girls do that.
It's not like I'm gonna comment on it.

makeup is about power. makeup is posturing.

>>15044496
>>15046411
>>15050903
another sad anon here...
10+ years of my life on this website. coming here is reflex. this rotting carcass... shit

I sit on the edge of my bed marinating in heat soaked into my black polo sweater. I just came from outside where bugs had been pinching my ankles and the sun slobbered over my neck. I was reading a good Faulkner story and thinking about an outline for a character I’m hoping to write. I say hope because I usually toss my short story ideas into an ugly abyss after a day of long drafting. Sometimes I get a couple paragraphs in but get bored or disgusted with whatever I thought was beautiful. This time it feels maybe a bit different, I’m somewhat confident in my skill and have mountains of time on my hands. If I can stay focused long enough and actually enjoy what the hell im doing it should work out fine, I think.

>>15049291
>use a rubber
Why even bother? You're just pretending to have sex at that point

>>15051023
I'm more creative when I'm off the internet.

bump

>>15050959
lmao can this man grow up? Why does he look like a 10 y/o from the 80s?

>>15050972
>>15050959

Girls love it honestly and it's bizarre but I guess I get it. I love my gf but >>15047560 makes me miss being a tinder whore. But nothing struck me harder than a post I saw awhile back that was like "i left the love of my life because i thought i wanted to be a filthy whore" and I started second-guessing those types of feelings. Just trying to live comfy and get married now.

>>15042506
Nice tits.

>>15042506
this thread it's here since yesterday and I browse /lit/ and ends up looking to this girl and gets a hard on.

fuck

The real blackpill is the eternal gulf that separates fantasy from reality. Reality fucking sucks and we’re all stuck in it.

Fully immersive VR when?

I think I have formed within me a desire to be right, a need to feel validated as my personality started to be formed around the idea of me having intellect rather than being informed by my intellect. As a result, I would not think it terribly implausible to be especially vain of myself, as I have dedicated an extreme amount of time to my own thoughts and images, this document being only one of numerous examples to it. Although I might realize the emotional throes of living as (hopefully) being perfectly normal, I feel some edge, some slight insanity that feels the urge to absorb and retain, commodifying art, literature, science, history, into mere facts and trivia that might validate my existence to another being. When lost in my head, I feel terribly passive, as if a boat adrift in the sea to which the waves toss and turn, and I do nothing but feel pushed by them. It is a near out of body experience. I become hyper aware and observational, every thought and fear creaking into my head as an endless stream of realities gush over my temple, bashing my head in until its intellectual gray matter is skewed and unrecognizable. Are these normal thoughts? Am I different? Rather than the assumption to which I would want to be accepted by society, I simply want confirmation and realization that these pervading thoughts and premises enter the mind of another well adjusted individual. Although I fear the words of self-diagnosis, as its structure is an oxymoron devoid of the objective nature that a diagnosis might bring, I fear in my heart and my soul that my thoughts and actions, though irrational and woefully odd, are driven by some high functioning mental deficiency to which might rationalize my decisions according to some mad mathematics that leaves the rest of society askew and unable to properly interpret it. I do not speak over the idea I have an affliction. I deny it at any possible route, lest I overcompensate and develop some self-developed psychosis to drive my intellect into its final form of self-creation and self-destruction.

I get a bit frustrated by the fact that there seems to be no clearly defined path to pursue my reading interests in an integrated and coherent manner. I have such a broad range of interests that it’s hard to identify overlap, let alone meaningful overlap.

I've lost the zeitgeist. I feel disconnected. I liked the world better 8 years ago.

Almost committed suicide 2 weeks ago. Wish I had gone through with it. My dog is old and doesn't have long left. I regret not playing with her more and taking her on more walks. I regret almost everything I've ever done or not done. The intrusive thoughts of cringy things I've done aren't even as tormenting as they used to be. They just make me laugh now at how pathetic I am. Still shit 3-4 times a day because of my ulcerative colitis. I take 5 pills a day for it and it only keeps it from being exceptionally bad. 4 pills a day for depression and I still wish I was dead. Now I've got a suppository, great I have to shove something up my ass. Recently been spending time playing World of Warcraft on a personal private server patched to Wrath. I use GM commands to give myself the passive talents of other classes every 5 levels. Slowed the XP rate to half to pad out the time I spend levelling because I'm so desperate for distractions. I don't even know how much money I've wasted on drugs and food, I'm too scared to check my account balance. No one will reply to this anyways, I don't know why I typed it up, did I expect some pathetic catharsis? There is none, any reply will probably just call me a whiny faggot filled with self-pity because that's what I am and it'll genuinely hurt my feelings because I've spent so long on 4chan I'm actually affected by what the people here say.

>>15050444
Can't escape the transaction nature of sex now.

>>15052437
You have a big ego man, it's fairly common on here.

>>15052434
Thank God for fantasy literature.

>>15052878
Did you tell your doctor your meds aren’t working? Have you tried lifting?

On the WoW front check out Ascension. It’s pretty fun no class private server

>>15052878
Don't really know what to say anon. Maybe go to a psychologist or even try to practice some sports like swimming or go to the gym. Some to distract yourself.

>>15052972
**something to distract yourself

>>15052878
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iK-T74wxkks&t=2717s&t=44m47s
Watch this

>>15049811
Dont quit faggot

>>15052339
As a married man myself, do it. Tindr-whoring is degeneracy. I have friends who never moved past that and they hate themselves. I wouldn't trade my wife for anyone

>>15045434
There’s nothing balanced or common sense about jerking your dick to ejaculation with fake videos of women fucking other men on the internet every single day. Have you considered that maybe men and women are different and you’re just flat out wrong? You’re giving young men harmful advice on things you don’t even have any experience with at all.

>>15045548
Join the Air Force.

>>15047560
was she one of the decently hot ones or one of the pug-faced cock-hungry trolls?

>>15050858
warm, fuzzy inside, fulfilled, happy, content

>>15053060

I love that anon, thank you.

>>15043396
thats what a fascist would say

>>15042530

ben shapiro finished off what dfw started

I got coronavirus and honestly I kind of liked it.

>>15045187
post tits

>>15045198
imagine being such a faggot that you have to do anything like that to keep a hole

Find positive outlets for your negative traits.

>>15050232
you deserved it for being a naive fag

>>15050050
go back

So there's this /lit/ qt I met online that since the quarantine started sends me random bullshit in my pms every 3 or 4 days, but doesn't follow me when I try to pick up a conversation from there. She's much more well read than me and we don't have inside jokes or anything, what the fuck do I write her? I'm shit at flirting online. She's clearly bored so I would avoid setting up some pretentious /lit/ conversation outta nowhere because I would sound like a dickwad and that wouldn't really lead to pictures of her tiddies

>>15047560
you people are fucking repellent.

>>15049291
>caught feelings

>>15043324
kys

>>15046631
you losers are embarrassing

>>15054716
Karma still hasn't caught up with me so I'm good
cope some more faggot.

>>15044124
the nice thing about portguese girls is that they're relatively trade next to their european counterparts while still also having the sluttish flare of the latin world, they just keep it in check.

>>15046629
>I love and like myself
How can anyone in their right mind love, or even like, themselves, aren't you aware of your own transgressions?

I got very drunk last night and as such would like to apologise for my behaviour to the denizens of this board. I do not remember the threads I posted in nor the posts I made, but regrettably I can guarantee you that they were very bad posts indeed.

This apology does not extend to the janitor of this board, who even in this trying time still does it for free.

>>15042669
Imagine having to knock yourself a little unconscious to talk to a girl.