/lit/ - Literature

the lightest allusion to the CIA gets you dozens of 'schizo' replies on this board lol, you're not worthy of my finds weaklings.

>>14675035
That Daniel Barker essay is interesting but the Thomas Moynihan book by the same name is so much more developed.

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>>14675057
uh oh midwit alerts

>>14675035
Go to /x/, you'll get your fix

>>14675084
What is this?

These are some of my notes from when I was writing about Samuel Beckett’s How It Is for an essay. I was running on very little sleep at the time

>>14675084
CCRU's Numogram?

>>14675148
I've written some crazyass notes on books but I've never made it to the level of drawing pretzels and writing paragraphs underneath them

>>14675184
Just read the book m8 hopefully it'll scramble your brains too

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>>14675135
CCRU cybernetic diagram

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>>14675220
This isn’t schizo, schizos just like it

These are all formatted like they aren't intended to be read

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>>14675148
I have no idea what's going on in your notes but I'd recommend you to read Knots: Mathematics with a Twist.

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>>14675101
kinda looks like a penis

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>>14675220
Okay okay, settle down buddy
Every good schizotypic has already seen this

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>>14675283
We are God.

>>14675287
As above
So below

>>14675148
you are true

>>14675287
Man is not God.

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>>14675258
why am i suddenly horny

>>14675245
This sounds lit, thanks for the rec. Real talk though looking back I think this was a pretty clear indicator of my current bondage kink

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>>14675057
>Daniel Barker essay
Link? Is that included in Moynihan's book?

>>14675035
Hegel desu

>>14675035
paul laffoley

>>14676289
Nvmd, seems it's in a CCRU book, either Digital Hyperstition or Writings 97-03

Don't mind me, just posting my most "productive" three pages from when I was at the height of my schizophrenia

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>>14676441
Notation error in the final result, it's missing an equal sign, lol.

>>14676447
I also drew this. I have no idea what it means, probably nothing, but my brain keeps producing it.

>>14675310
Don’t be such a schizo
Literally the only place it exists is in man’s head

looks cool... right? but this shit is literally for method acting

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>>14675354
Peterson really thinks the heroes journey is the coolest thing ever.

>>14676441
divide by zero error

>>14676455
go look at some psychedelic art

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>>14676475
You have no familiarity with the occult, lol

and yeah, I've done mushrooms, I know what closed eye hallucinations look like. They don't look exactly like that but I get you.

Gay shit nigger

>>14676455
Reminds me of what I saw/felt during the lsd trip that was the traumatic climax and end of my manic(?) episode years ago. Drew it a few days after the fact

>>14676474
It is pretty cool desu
He's a psychologist what do you expect

>>14676441
Yeah this is your problem here
Similar to 0^0, is 0/0 is undefined. Otherwise you can just do x/0 = 0/0 —> x=0 for any number x

>>14676532
THANKS I HADN'T REALIZED

>>14676495
no u r nigger

>>14676497
>BEHOLD! The sphincter!

>>14675035
I'm just gonna post some dreams I've written down.
>had a dream that home alone was a book series and the guy that wrote it was alt right
>I forget what happened before but me and kekashi started wrapping these 3 female students of ours into human tacos
>Had another dream, not sure if I liked this one. It was back in highschool but I was giving a presentation, and for some reason the teacher for the class was my calculus teacher. In the middle of the presentation my nose started spouting blood, like it was a hose or something. After it stopped a chad and some underclassman in the class started laughing at me, I was too beta to do anything to respond to chad, so I took my anger out on the underclassman and beat the shit out of him with a chair, then my calculus teacher called the police
>had another weird dream, this one was nice tho. I irl minecrafted a really aesthetic town, which got me a qt latina gf, and then she gave birth to a blue eyed white looking son
>had a dream where I had a redhead gf
>I have no idea what else I dreamed about last night, but I remember I wanted a big mac but I forgot what it was called
>just woke up from a dream where ben shapiro was really /pol/ tier and hated black people
>smoked weed with the biggest Chad at my elementary school
>It was me, my best friend, and my cousin in my dad's basement late at night. (it looked like the attic but for some reason in this dream the attic was the basement but minor detail). We decided we would play a game, I forget what the game was, but basically we would marathon a horror movie franchise (the movies were actually me running away from getting stabbed though I got stabbed at the end) and whoever came in last place in the game, that we'd do at the end of each movie, we'd kill. One time during the movie I averted my eyes from myself getting stabbed on screen and my cousin laughed and called me a pussy. Around the end of the first movie I was like "Hey guys could we change the game so that the loser just does shots?" Then my cousin said "Yeah alright, I'll go get some weed and some mushrooms to nib on too." At the end of the dream I was really happy but not because we weren't going to do the game where one of us would die but because I was gonna do a fuck ton of psychedelics.
>my jew friend and my latino friend were yelling at me for not worshipping capitalism, weirdest part was my latino friend was blonde hair and blue eyed which I don't think is how puerto ricans are supposed to look
>just woke up from dream that sort of goes with a dalai lama quote. just me with my dad's side of the family watching football either at a barbecue or during thanksgiving or something. Don't ussually enjoy those that much irl, but dreams were pretty peaceful.
>just remembered my mom was making blueberry muffins in my dream last night
>dream about buying a triple pattied bacon cheeseburger, I wanted 5 patties but the nigger cashier said they were only allowed to do up to 3

Check this out. Looks like schizo math shit right

This is literally a paper deriving optimal taxation rates. This math influences policy.

>>14675059
>no mention of Tristan and Isolde
Whoever made this didnt actually read the book

>>14676497
This is fucking sick, explanation?

>>14676600
Nevermind I just saw it. Woops>>14675059

>>14676600
Yeah I can’t believe they left something out

>>14676638
Not schizo at all

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>>14676644
theres more

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>>14676645
Abstract Syntax Trees?

Man, trees are spooky.

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>>14676488
>divides by zero
>you have no familiarity with the occult
lol ok

>>14676660
It's literally a riff off of Crowley doing the same thing, so yeah, you have no familiarity with the occult.

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>>14676666
>another "occult" retard makes the same mistake
>you have no familiarity with the occult
lol ok
you can use the same technique to get 0=literally any other number. zero occult significance here

>>14676691
Great. You're very smart. Do the syzygies of the numogram next.

>>14676666
You can know more then Crowley without ever having heard his name desu

>>14676699
>do the syzygies of the numogram next
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>14676707
What context do you think that was said in?

>>14675206
>80% of people has burdened genes today
Based

>>14676717
this kind

>>14676724
Isn't that a leftist meme about "mansplaining techbros" or something?

>>14676602
I don’t really have one, at the peak I had full dysphoric ego-dissolution and felt/saw nothing but an infinitely dense version of that drawing shrouded in darkness, dancing and reconfiguring itself and sending shocks through me every time it thrashed
I was convinced that I didn’t exist, reality didn’t exist, time didn’t exist, only that existed. Felt it for what very literally felt like an indefinite amount of time
Basically straight up psychosis or something

>>14676724
I just don't understand what you think it is you're so brilliantly outsmarting. A schizophrenic? A self-admitted sophistry? Do you not know what the word "sophistry" means? Is that too big a word or concept for you? Or is it that you're too autistic to process humor?

>>14676739
They’re just pseuds man, don’t let them get to you. You seem lucid

>>14676739
>self-admitted sophistry
>humor
nothing of the sort in the whole conversation

>>14676743
I'm glad you guys can be self satisfied in your sophistry by continually jerking each other off without ever having to learn anything of significance

>>14676666

I'VE GOT YOUR OCCULT RIGHT HERE

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>>14676441
"I have hit upon a mathematical sophistry, which is lucky, because what is a magician without a mathematical sophistry?"

FIRST
SENTENCE

>>14676750
Jesus dude you’re so bitter
He hasn’t even positively claimed anything, just posted something from his past in line with the OP’s topic and defended himself against claims of not understanding the math he posted
This kind of shit isn’t helpful for the kind of people who are probably constantly worrying about how others would view their beliefs anyways

>>14676758
>expecting me to read your chicken scratch

>>14676763
you're right bro sorry I hurt his feelings

>>14676497
WHAT THE FUCK this looks EXACTLY like a recurring nightmare i had all through being a teenager

>>14675035
https://timecube.2enp.com/

ya'll must be new around here, I didn't see any timecube

>>14676952
Ooh that reminds me
http://973-eht-namuh-973.com/

>>14675074
i was going to buy from a store is it not worth it

>>14675259
watching philosophers mix genomics imagery with neural net imagery reminds me of the orangutan using the saw.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vssqb-0i2-A

>>14676955
that is a lovely rabbit hole, thanks, hadn't seen that one before.

>>14676971
Damn, there he go

>>14676971
those feet would be very useful, based orangutan

>>14676727
No you fucking retard /pol/ock newfag.

>>14676971
>doesn't continue sawing at previously made cuts
I'm not impressed.

>>14676958
If you're interested in evola or esotericism its a one of his best. Don't listen to autists on this board who love to hate evola. He has a well developed world-view even if you don't agree with it. Worth buying just for insight into wwi era traditionalist thought.

>>14677041
don't you make fun of nick land like that.

>>14677051
thanks for the input

>>14676971
shes not that smart, I can do that

>>14676678
I like this. The different dimensions of on the scale from the pt. 0 all the way up to infinity is pretty sweet. Gives a bit of light to Tesla's 3,6,9 quote. also pretty cool that the torus shows up again near the 9th dimension. I think it could be interpreted as the pattern of people's soul strings that are all interconnected in a grand pattern.

After encountering actual schizos in a psych ward last month, I realized they are some of the most obnoxious people on earth and I have no interest in involving myself in any of their dumb bullshit.

>>14675064
based

>>14675220
This is true though. The rate of acceleration of the expansion of entropy is decreasing. It will reach an inflection point and then return back to 'singularity'.

>>14676497
WHAT THE FUCK this looks EXACTLY like a recurring curry based illness i had all through being a hindu

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>>14675258
Wait a minute...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZVm6YaEFF8&has_verified=1

There was a park where a bunch of schizos hung out and there was a big empty fountain bowl that they would draw a whole bunch of crazy shit on. I wish I could have checked it out longer but I was afraid of being approached by them. Pretty cool though

>>14677566
But they can shoot sunbeams out their ass. Can you even do that?

alien spaceships acording Atrovis. Polish UFO sect

Time to break out the Deleuze

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>>14675367
Mentions of black holes and geodesics act like and afro-desic (say it out loud and it will make sense)

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>>14677771
No, it’s not. Look at any Friedmann equation. Any universe with more vacuum energy then baryonic matter (I.e ours) will undergo continual expansion.

>>14675310
if
any god is truly omniscient, omnipotent and omnipresent, that god (or "God") is everyone and everything.

>>14676455
What a toroid (donut shape) looks from above. A common theme in relation to energy.

>>14676701
If you are into ocultism, no: he was and is too famous to be ignored.

>>14676739
Are you too autistic to accept criticism?

>>14678082
Idk man, that is quite literally the path of argument in das Kapital. David Harvey does not strike me as a schizo in the least.

>>14675035
https://discord.gg/CnGHv8u

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>>14676447
Aren't you that dragon tranny from twitter? Off yourself, cunt.
Also fuck all these wannabe schizophrenics. You're shit and dumb and coping. Off yourselves.

>>14675059
who drew this?

>>14678405
We got a real schizo in the thread

>>14678405
Yes
No

bump

>>14679407
Seems like a job for the stable marriage theorem

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>>14678960
you're a retard, just admit it. Stop leeching off impressionable wannabe-schizo teenage or young adult illiterate fucks you stupid cunt. You're a dumbfuck, you can't do math, you're a mess, you're a tranny, you don't read shit and you've wasted how much % of your life reading Crowley? And now you're trying to carve out a little niche with this dragon shit? It's so obvious that this is a little failed marketing attempt at developing of what passes for an original e-persona.
Ever wonder how I can spot you on every thread you cunt? Imagine being this predictable of a cunt

>>14679416
I... lol
This is just what /mu/ teens draw on the back of their school notebooks

>>14679426
Please just limit it to schizo charts, not posts

>>14677803
No way, really? Any more context?

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https://vitrifyher.com/
I follow this guy, an anti-natalist with psychosis who believes he's at war with god and a solipsist.
Lots of schizoposts

>>14679507
Obviously simulated psychotic. Are you stupid? Of course you are.

>>14679524
He's been sectioned before. He's not faking it.

>>14675084
autism

>>14679534
Inaccurate but interesting

I don't see what almost any of these images have to do with schizophrenia.

>>14675230
they weren't, they were only intended as records

Last thing my dad gave me.

>>14679735
For some you’re totally right but most are a mix between graphs/notes portraying elaborate, grandiose schizo-adjacent thinking or obfuscatory academic materials that one could easily image a schizo becoming a obsessed with

>>14675035

1/2

>>14679890
2/2

>>14679629
Is Symbolism schizoid?

>>14678353
Reminds me of Derek Parfit's "Personal Identity"

>>14675035
U mirin?

>>14679428
>(not yet developed)
kek

>>14678800
Joseph Campbell I believe

>>14680213
Step aside kid. This isnt even my final form

>>14680056
What is this, Mononoke

>>14680215
This is just basic topology

>>14680280
seems kinda misogynistic

Prime schizin' out happening in this thread:
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>>14680268

>>14680342
Just a LARP

>>14680342
>see this post
>for a brief moment think "oh god i hope that's not one of mine"
>sigh of relief when i mouse over and find it's someone else's schizoposting
i'm safe for another day

>>14680342
Honestly those are pretty good posts

>>14680342
Found another schizo poster
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>>14680421
how do i know if im a schizo?

There are two entire boards dedicated to this kind of thing if you guys are interested
>>>/x/
>>>/pol/

Diagrams are overrated. Detailed analysis of the mundane is where it's at.

>>14680441
That's classic autistic thought though, basically the opposite of schizotypy

>>14675259
>Hyperflatness
I know a girl who has this, don't know about multiple personalities though

>>14680290
there's no such thing as misogyny

>>14680479
Which it self is a misogynist comment

>>14680491
yes

>>14680389
its called a "word salad" :)

>>14680691
You really can't follow the train of thought? You can disagree with it or call it stupid but it's not like what he's saying is incomprehensible

>>14678009
What is this anon? I feel like some of it is representative of reality. Am I a schizo?

Dostoevsky Demons notes

>>14680710
And Bruddas K

>>14679507
I can relate to this guy somewhat. Took three tabs of LSD with no prior experience with Psychedelics but some weak single doses of research chems. Was like this for about two years until I realized how weak my will. If we are in a prison. Time should be spent productively. If I can't resist temptation or control myself. Then I deserve to be a slave. My own personal philosphy, I don't apply it to anyone else.

>>14679426
You don't seem to know an awful lot about it

>>14675035
Some cultists ritualistically murdered a kid in Argentina bargaining for demonic power.
Their cult book was calc of Gravity Falls scribbles.

>>14675220
>1/Φ^-3
Theoria Apophasis my N

>>14675035
there's genius in madness.
mind you we live in a "rational" world and look how clownish it's become with our abundance of "reason".

>>14678008
Wait this one makes sense

>>14675057
AAAAA PLANARIANS HAVE NERVOUS SYSTEMS I'M GOING INSAAAAAANE

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AAAAAA I DREW A SPIRAL LIKE A BORED TEENAGE GIRL I'M GOING INSAAAAAAAANE

>>14682037
I attempted a blood ritual during a final exam in college and was committed, and later I went to Europe with the last of my money after becoming homeless to try to become a dragon.

>>14682068
AAAAAA LOOK MORTY I TURNED INTO A DRAGON I'M DRAGON TRANNY AAAAAAA

>>14682075
I'm not a watcher of the series so I don't know what this means

>>14676497
It's either a flower or a swastika.
Could be both.

>>14682075
Eguit del pilkington tentaculites et nabobs probsotaht fifififififi

>>14676474
as all brainlets

>>14681825
how