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>had large McDonald's binge last night
>bought Pepsi and cookies on the way home (still one bag of cookies left)
>woke up at 9 am
>browsed internet on phone in bed
>drank coffee, browsed internet, did research for job interview
>didn't read the pseudy old novel; haven't read it all weekend
>cleaned my flat; no existential benefits detected
>went to gym; heavy lifting went well
>by the time I was ready to go in to central London it was already past 4 pm and the day was over
>don't go for my usual walk; go in to central London, walk for around aimlessly for half an hour; all sorts of Christmas stalls and lights are everywhere
>now drinking coffee; unsure what I'll eat tonight

I've started reading another book on my phone during time on the underground train.

I felt like such a loser when walking in central London because of all the Chad and Stacey couples. It was so demoralising. I was reading this comment about competitive videogame players who were obsessed by the game and who were lucky that it became popular competitively. The phrase "had never had a girlfriend" was used in such a throwaway manner to imply loserness. It made me realise that outside the 4chan bubble I am truly, objectively a loser.

I'm so old. I'm almost 30 and my youth has gone. Seeing university students depresses me. I was such a lonely loser all through that time. Normies in their primes rejected me as disgusting and worthless.

I have job interviews for good finance jobs that pay well but which require many hours of work per week, maybe over 60. I tell myself that I will either have a high paying career if I pass them, or free time and a more interesting job if I don't. And I could work an extra 5 hours per week in my current job to be better than everyone else and get promoted and the social status cred / feeling of superiority over other people at my workplace (i.e., crabcred). But I could work that extra 5 hours and see others promoted. I work with a Jewish guy who I see sometimes and I unironically worry that he has super high verbal IQ powers to network his way to success. The /pol/praganda has got to me.

>> No.14228064

>>14228060
You sound like you could really benefit from reading Hubbard's work.
Start with Dianetics and then take it from there.

>> No.14228094
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14228094

We're all going to make it. Stop stressing.

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>>14228060
>I felt like such a loser when walking in central London because of all the Chad and Stacey couples. It was so demoralising.

>tfw literally nothing has changed in years

>> No.14228170

>>14228094
Thanks, once I get my copy of Dianetics I will be ready to change.
Then I'll be posting from my Bentley!

>> No.14228173

also don't pass up the difficult job you big dumb frog, or you'll regret it later. what are you going to do with an extra five hours a week, really?

i'm nearly ten years older than you and just barely starting university. don't worry about it. chads and staceys are spooks.

>> No.14228185

>>14228060
read the Zohar

>> No.14228245

This all boils down to wanting to not be lonely anymore right? So you simply will need to take steps to making friends. It won't be easy — it will be very anxiety inducing actually. But it will be worth it. To make genuine relationships out of nothing, you will need lots of time and energy to invest into them. It seems like you shouldn't take the high commitment job if your loneliness gets you down this much. The /pol/ ideology will only make you lonelier.

>> No.14228270

is there a particular reason this cunt posts a new fucking thread every single day with the same image and the same damn "nobody gives a shit" blog post?
write it in the "whats on your mind" thread
neck yourself while masturbating, so no one can unironically call you a hero
>"omg, anon hung himself, what a tragic figure. his death represents his failed heroic efforts to fit within the oppressive shapes of society..."
>"this nigga accidentally died while jacking off, lets not get ahead of ourselves here"
>"oh, nvm, anon is a cunt"

>> No.14228283

>>14228270
Londonfrog gets a pass, newfag

>> No.14228290

>>14228283
londonfrog can suck my tiny little penor, you cunt

>> No.14228359

>>14228064
>You sound like you could really benefit from reading Hubbard's work. Start with Dianetics and then take it from there.
>>14228170
>Thanks, once I get my copy of Dianetics I will be ready to change.Then I'll be posting from my Bentley!

newfag on this board, whats that book about, googled it and sais its been written by the inventor of scientology, why do you say its going to make you change

>> No.14228376

>>14228359
my god, I ve been in like 3 threads since I posted this and every single one had >>14228064 this as fp

>> No.14228591

The end of this post reminds me of Notes from the Underground

>> No.14228601

>>14228060
Just how often is it that you binge you sub-human sack of shit? you fucking disgust me.

>> No.14228633

.

>> No.14228654

>>14228245

This is typical just world fallacy. "Just assemble 5000 hours of reading Nietzsche and blogs to become a ripped hard working superman and..." So how do normies get friends easily?

I just had a burger king binge which tasted good because of its meatiness. McDonald's was getting too familiar and it's a bit bland. I like how, compared to McDonald's, burger kings are kind of run down and the employees are clearly disinterested. The shabbiness makes me feel like I'm in early 00s / late 90s America, in a music video.

>> No.14228760

>>14228060
I feel the same way I'm 19 so maybe it's not too late for me. I feel like I missed out but it's not like theres anything wrong with me I know I can be a likeable guy and have friends but i dont know where to start. Yeah I dropped out when I was 16 and became a recluse so i missed out on social connections from then on. It seems hard to make friends at my age outside of school. Theres no purpouse no structure just the same stuff everyday how do I break the monotony.

>> No.14228817

Why do you post these on every board?

>> No.14229593

>>14228654
It's only a just world fallacy if there is literally 0% chance you can make friends. If you can get a high tier job in finance, you can make friends. How are you going to make friends without putting in time and effort? Normies have put thousands of hours into this by practicing daily — you haven't — that's why it's easy for them. Face the facts: you're a lazy pussy.

No one gives a fuck about your fast food habits blog. Why am I responding to a troll? This is for every other lazy pussy reading this.

>> No.14229646

>>14228760
>I feel the same way I'm 19 so maybe it's not too late for me. I feel like I missed out but it's not like theres anything wrong with me

go fuck yourself
i envy you
you still can turn everything around you fucking idiot please don't waste your life, make the most out of it

>> No.14229810

cultivate the misery turn it into hate... you'd know what to do after that

>> No.14229848

>>14228060
ive ate mcdonadls everyday for a year and im ok.

>> No.14229854

>>14228060
Don’t worry. Soon you’ll go totally insane with loneliness. And then your madness will keep you company.

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>>14228060
I see your posts here everyday.

I am not saying that journaling is bad (it is much better than not jounaling), but it seems to make absolutely no difference for your attitude.

Please, make a bet:

Take one thousand pounds and call it a bet that you will find or won't find happiness in one year. Which side would you make the bet on, success or failure to find happiness? If you say 'failure', you must definitely rethink your life because you don't believe in whatever you are doing.

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>>14228060
bro you just posted cringe bro

>> No.14230036

>>14228060
You are such a filthy materialist. The posts aren't 20% as depressing as they used to be before your current job (i.e. when you were employed for the government, spending no more 2-3 hours at work every day).

>> No.14230109

>>14228760
Take up literally any physically intense team sport and get take a CC certificate in Paramedicine; you’ll be years ahead of most of your peers. Don’t worry about things so much, just figure out a realistic plan and take it one step at a time. Most people would kill to be nineteen again, enjoy it as it happens.

>> No.14230461

>>14228270
Neck yourself faggot

>> No.14230483

>>14229848
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