/lit/ - Literature

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale
The pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without
The face that cannot see inside yours and mine

When I'm hiding
When I need it, it lets me breathe
For our handle on this life
I don't believe this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again

Try to die again
Try to live through this night
Try to die again

Forever fooling, free and using
Sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mother's angel, getting smarter
How smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame

When I'm hiding
When I need it, it lets me breathe
For our handle on this life
I don't believe this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again
Try to live through this night
Try to die again

My only regret is not having done it at 14.

No funeral.

>>13569675
BEHIND YOU

>Absolutely no reason except I have a toothache.

This suicide note is the best around, nothing's ever gonna keep it down.

>>13569675
So you're probably wondering how i got into this situation... Truth is... The game was rigged from the start. Also, read my unpublished collected works and my selected 4chan posts, it's on a google drive, accessible to the public, here's the shortened link: (link goes here), if something goes wrong with this link, such as my account being terminated for whatever reason, here's a backup of said archive of collected works and selected posts, it's on pastebin: (link goes here).
Goodbye, friends.

>>13569675
You saw sagacious Solomon
You know what came of him
To him, complexities seemed plain
He cursed the hour that gave birth to him
And saw that everything was vain
How great and wise was Solomon
The world, however, did not wait
But soon observed what followed on
It's wisdom that had brought him to this state
How fortunate the man with none

You saw courageous Caesar next
You know what he became
They deified him in his life
Then had him murdered just the same
And as they raised the fatal knife
How loud he cried "you too my son!"
The world, however, did not wait
But soon observed what followed on
It's courage that had brought him to that state
How fortunate the man with none

You heard of honest Socrates
The man who never lied
They weren't so grateful as you'd think
Instead the rulers fixed to have him tried
And handed him the poisoned drink
How honest was the people's noble son
The world, however, did not wait
But soon observed what followed on
It's honesty that brought him to that state
How fortunate the man with none

Here you can see respectable folk
Keeping to God's own laws
So far he hasn't taken heed
You who sit safe and warm indoors
Help to relieve out bitter need
How virtuously we had begun
The world, however, did not wait
But soon observed what followed on
It's fear of God that brought us to that state
How fortunate the man with none

>>13569692
pretty good

>>13569675
time to go now

cowe ruselel

nothing will beat Yesenin

>>13569747
Misreading of Ecclesiastes
Misreading of Julius Caesar
Misreading of Phaedo
Sad!

>>13569675
Now this is a story all about how
My life got flipped turned upside down
And I'd like to take a minute, just sit right there
I'll tell you how I became the prince of a town called Bel-Air

In West Philadelphia born and raised
On the playground is where I spent most of my days
Chilling out, maxing, relaxing all cool
And all shooting some b-ball outside of the school
When a couple of guys who were up to no good
Started making trouble in my neighborhood
I got in one little fight and my mom got scared
And said "You're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air"

I begged and pleaded with her day after day
But she packed my suitcase and sent me on my way
She gave me a kiss and then she gave me my ticket
I put my Walkman on and said "I might as well kick it"
First class, yo, this is bad
Drinking orange juice out of a champagne glass
Is this what the people of Bel-Air living like?
Hmmm, this might be all right
But wait, I hear they're prissy, bourgeois, and all that
Is this the type of place that they should send this cool cat?
I don't think so, I'll see when I get there
I hope they're prepared for the Prince of Bel-Air

Well, uh, the plane landed and when I came out
There was a dude looked like a cop standing there with my name out
I ain't trying to get arrested yet, I just got here
I sprang with the quickness like lightning, disappeared
I whistled for a cab and when it came near
The license plate said 'Fresh' and it had dice in the mirror
If anything I could say that this cab was rare
But I thought "Nah, forget it, yo holmes, to Bel-Air!"
I pulled up to a house about seven or eight
And I yelled to the cabbie "Yo homes, smell ya later"
Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there
To sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel-Air

>>13569774
>not reading and interpreting them in first-person
yikes

Catch you on the flipside, dudemeisters...

NOT

>>13569687
>Anselmo-tier
oof

>>13569824
Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution
Live and learn, rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only
Cowards only try it

Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and its lies and makes graves descending

It's not worth the time to try
To replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing
Fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
For weakness is a magnet - watch me do it, do it

Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and its lies
Make graves descending down

Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it?
Doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
When a mind's made up to go ahead and die
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?

Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
For weakness is a magnet - watch me do it, do it, do it

Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and its lies
Make graves descending down

>>13569841
You waged a war of nerves, but you can't crush the Kingdom

>>13569675
>we can play with your favorite toy
IS SHE SUPPOSED TO BE TALKING TO A CHILD?

>>13569889
a dog

>>13569675
>>13569907

I've put a .45 ACP through the roof of my mouth. Call 9/11 and don't go in my room until it's cleaned up.

KSG

>>13569907
>>13569915
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gsWt7ey6bo

>>13569675
Why wont you dance with her /lit/?

>>13569937
>>13569959
y-you too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3yBf6LeWzo

>>13569747
This is awful, perhaps you really should kill yourself.

My name was anon

>>13569747
I like it anon. I like it a lot.

>>13569675
Beep beep I'm here, bang I'm gone.

>>13569675
I love Ana de Armas. FUCK.

>>13569675
No one gets my organs.

WHY

>>13569675
Please excuse all the blood.

>>13569675
Fuck this world. Fuck you all. Peace.

>>13570494
Is that Kurt Cobain?

>>13569687
>The pills that kill and take the pain away
Stopped reading here

Goodnight, darling. I felt his breath on my shoulder again, that putrid warmth. Sorry for the trouble, I promise I'll make it up to you.

me deade now
by bye

>>13569675
Too little,
too late.

>>13570502
It’s Dead

>>13570700
Yeah, obviously. But who is it?

Dear Diary
Not much time to write today, was working overtime at the fulfilment centre. On the way home I got this cool book by a guy called "Carlos Michelstaedter"
I'm going to read it tonight!

god i wish that was me

>>13570771
>But who is it?
Dead of the notorious Norwegian black metal band Mayhem who killed himself at 22

The sky will cum
and my ass is follow
to its end
blood tears and mascara
fare thee well.

Am I disgusting you? How disgusting of me, disgusting is quite hard to ignore. No longer.

Brerek.
Brerek.
Brerek.
Brerek.
Brerek.
Bre

Finna bouta kill myself nigga
Peace
- anon-kun

I sh.uld p..ba.ly wri.. s...h..g h.................

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what are looking for in this note anyway?

mind your business.

NIGGERS TOUNGE MY ASSHOLE

that is all, sayonara mina

>>13569687
What is death, but an eternal niggerrealm. Nightmares, niggerdreams of hollowness. Nothingness, silence in blackness: crows and niggers shall embrace me.

>>13569675
I did a backflip

>>13569687
>>13569747
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>>13569841
OP said write in prose you fucking retards.

Forgive me for my actions, for I was unfit to be here. Forget me, as quick as possible, so I can truly disappear.
Dont pray for me, mother, for the greatest gift I can wish for is the punishment of God.

Blame lies on you mother and father, yet I love you still.

>>13569907
YOU JUST KNOW

>>13569747
never ever ever ever ever, unless youre a genius, rhyme a word with the same word, I stopped after him rhyming with him.

play the macarena at my funeral

>>13571913
Is Billy Idol a genius?

>>13571916
id say flesh for fantasy makes him one, but id need to see which lyric you mean.

its been real

>>13571924
I'm sorry, I meant Billy Squire. The one that always comes to mind is Lonely is the Night, but I do think he does it in several other songs.

>>13569746
best post

>>13569675
Who is this semen demon?

>>13569675
all this buttoning and unbottoning

I must go now. We will meet again, and though we may not remember each other, I will love you just the same.

>>13569675
The only regret I have is being born.

Burn my body to make sure.

>>13571944
it feels kind of lazy, especially as he only does it once, with do and do on that song, so id have to agree it is still down to laziness as he could have easily rewritten it. there also seems to be no reason to go from abab to aaaa. Its a song rather than a poem, so really theres just a lot more leniency.

don't @ me

>>13572031
gay

No More Games. No More Bombs. No More Walking. No More Fun. No More Swimming. 67. That is 17 years past 50. 17 more than I needed or wanted. Boring. I am always bitchy. No Fun – for anybody. 67. You are getting Greedy. Act your old age. Relax – This won’t hurt.

>>13571944
>>13572042
actually having reread it, its rhyme scheme is just all over the place, and im not even sure why he really needs to rhyme.

>>13572046
woah that's incredible...I am gay...how did you know?

not today

If it makes you feel any better, I did a flip when I jumped off that bridge.
Also, the people that drove me to suicide: (list of people, 100% women)

>>13569687
>It doesnt even rhyme

There was nothing left to be done. Mother, don't watch the news.

Define "good prose", you fuckin idiot.

>>13569764
pige

>>13572518
that's a weird suicide note

>>13573159
that's a weird suicide note

>>13569675
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick, and it's your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

>>13573172
that's a weird suicide note

>>13569675

It's not as though I want to die,
I just don't wanna live no more

there was an attempt

>>13569675
This is your fault. You know what you did.

>>13573263
ooh that's a good one. i'm gonna use that.

>>13569675
I'm a bit late

>>13573272
Imagine copying your suicide note from somebody else

I've seen things you people wouldn't believe

Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion

I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain

Time to die.

>>13573183
that's a weird suicide note

>>13569687
Based and Anselmo-pilled.

>>13573497
that's a weird suicide note

HOW DO SO MANY PEOPLE NOT KNOW WHAT PROSE MEANS? I AM ASTONISHED

>>13573877
who cares you fucking nerd

>>13569675
>>13569687
>>13569692
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>>13569747
>>13569781
>>13569821
>>13569841
>>13569921
>>13570364
>>13570488
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>>13570634
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>>13571053
plebs

>Happy birthday mom, your present hangs in the basement

>>13573898
crawling in my skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin

>>13573898
But what was in the basement?!?!

>>13569747
>>13569774
>>13570347
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>>13571913
>>13573898
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2IVCyFt2Os

>>13573457
Wow that's really good, is that original

Repeatedly I felt better, but then some other devastating truth about people revealed itself to me. I don't want to take it anymore.
I'm sorry for everyone who likes me and moreso for everyone who loves me. Goodbye mom, goodbye sister - thank you.

I cannot think of a single conversation I’ve had with someone in which we truly connected. No even my family. I regret that, I never spoke to my dad about my problems, I was too scared, scared that he’d be disappointed that I even had the problem. I wish I knew my father. Really knew him. Not just infrequently seeing him, and as if on loop, responding with the same single word answers to all his questions. I could tell he really cared about me, trying so hard to BE a father. But I was a bad son.
I have since realised, the only people who are even taken seriously or given a grain of thought are the mentally ill.

And it isn’t some settled feeling I have. It’s a rolling, roaring beast of the depths, unsettling the seabed and dragging upon harsh clouds that murk my thoughts. I cannot escape it. Though strangely, escape isn’t something I wanted. Just help.
Thanks for the memories, friend.

>>13573457

>>13574389
1. Hypocritical
2. I write poetry on r/ocpoetry so am not saying im above criticism
3. You should have said where your suicide note was.

HOW THE TRIP NEVER STOPS
ON AND ON, IT'S BEYOND INSANE
WHY I SET MYSELF UP
IN A RAGING SEA OF FLAMES?
YOU'RE FIT TA LEARN THE PROPER MEANING OF A BEATDOWN
MADNESS CHAOS IN THE BRAIN
LET MY BLOOD FLOW, MAKE MY BLOOD FLOW THROUGH YOU MANE
YOU GOT NO BUSINESS QUESTIONING A THANG
NEVER NOT ON IT, LEANIN' SO HARD YOU'RE ASHAMED
YOU CAN'T DISMISS THIS SICK TRANSMISSION HUFFS YOUR BRAIN
EXHALE YOUR WILL AND FORGET I EVER KNEW YOU
FUCK DO YOU DO?
FUCK A MAN WIT HIPS FOR HULU
RACK A SNITCH CHALK AND CUE YOU
CORNER POCKET CONSUME YOU
TOO MANY HOES IN MY
TOO MANY HOES IN MY MUTHAFUCKIN' MEAL
ASKIN' IF I KNOW HOW A MUTHAFUCKA FEELS
HOW A MUTHAFUCKA FEELS
SLIT THEM, CHOKE, FLIP THEM BOAT
DEAD BITCH FLOAT SWOLLEN CORPSE
NO REMORSE NAVIGATED OFF COURSE
OF COURSE…

>>13569675
if u r reading this u r gay lol

>>13569675
The gold is buried in the backyard under the tree I hung myself from. There's approximately 10,000 USD worth of gold bullions and bars in a metallic container. You will find the key in my upstairs bedroom in the bottom-most shelf of my nightstand. I will entrust you and only you with this gold, so use it well. Life has sucked me dry, and this is the last thing I have left to give to an old friend.

(and there is a box buried under the tree but there's no gold just a picture of my penis)

>>13575214
gotem
can't even counter with 'missed be with that gay shit'

>>13569675
Imagine coming back home to see this after long hours of wageslaving

>>13576043
What a babe

>>13572047

I like this one.