/lit/ - Literature

transfaggotry
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>>13418927
cringe. the correct answer is agoraphobia

>>13418922
Hypochondria

>>13418922
Schizo

Literally schizoid

>>13418922
narcissism

source: I read a lot, am really /lit/ and was unironically diagnosed with it

>>13418933
>tfw too agoraphobic to read except at home when my evil beast neighbours aren't rampaging

Manic depression and schizophrenia
or
OCD and Autism

literally schizophrenia so as long as you still have a handle on abstract reasoning

Maladaptive daydreaming

I win.

>>13419026
a lot of working writers actually are diagnosed with that

>>13419060
>>13419073
>thinking you can function enough to read and write with schizophrenia

>>13419184
>writes an entire 64 bit operating system with a graphics library, compiler, oracle, assembler, kernel, JIT and AOT compiling, Its own bootloader, command line, partitioning, 64 bit pointers, ring 0 only, diff eq solvers, heap check, PC speaker support
nuthin personnel kiddo

>>13419207
>basically took his whole life and took his life

>>13419221
>t. wasted his whole life on memes

>>13419084
Wtf, never heard of this but the article on Wikipedia sounds just like me, except not sure if there's an addiction (or maybe there is). I do get sad when I have to go back to reality, because in my recent daydreams I have a cute gf whom I love. Before I've dreamed things like being a captain of a spaceship, breaking out slave/prisoners, acting in plays for gods, etc. Weird thing is, I can actually feel pressure sometimes like when hugging or holding hands, and I can strongly feel the shared love between me and my imaginary gf. Actually, there's been a few times I confused my daydreams with reality (might've been because I was tired), not most of the time though. It's been a struggle for me in school, watching videos, even conversations, it just starts on its own. I always find myself having to snap out of it.

Bipolar.

>>13418922
mental order

>>13418922
Ocd

>>13418922
Depression :(

>>13418922
depression, easily

>>13418922
It's a tie between schizoid personality order and depression.

>>13418922
Schizotypal disorder according to ICD10/11 (or Autism with psychotic symptoms, but no aktual psychosis) with suicidal depression, sadistic fantasies, some unusual or rare paraphilia, a self worth which oscillates between narcissism and self hatred. Then just add some paradox seeming helper-syndrome tendencies. The things I write might not be /lit/, but my psyche is.

>>13419026
>narcissism
It really is off the charts on this board.

>>13419227
Thoughtforms are powerful. Be careful anon. Remember your mind is a beautiful tool, but you (ego) can lose control of those processes not directly attached to your identity.

>>13418922
Homosexuality.

>tfw involuntary corporeal
incorp
would have killed myself long ago if not forced to be alive

>>13419408
>>13419403
>>13419382
clinical major depression is not /lit/, you basically have to have a gun to your head to do anything outside the bare minimum required for hygiene and work to live

>>13419584
Sounds pretty /lit/ desu

>>13419227
what the fuck, this is terribly smiliar to what is happening to me

>depression and schizoid personality disorder

>>13419641
the mental dullness and the clumsiness from the hpa axis overstimulation induced psychomotor retardation doesnt really support that

>>13419584
Mild melancholy with a delicate spice of despair is lit. Clinical depression is absolutely debilitating and will devour your dreams along with your soul.

>>13418922
Self diagnosed narcissism

>>13419235
>>13419519
Combine these two for the ideal equation.

>>13420010
....thats kinda what im saying

neurotypical

I'm diagnosed with agoraphobia, social phobia, bi-polar, and what my psychiatrist likes to call neurodevelopmental disorder, aka autism/retardation without formally getting me tested. Did I make it, am I /lit/ now?

>>13418922
Epilepsy

mild-moderate borderline personality disorder with one or two very specific and major delusions, as well as an unstoppable drive

>>13419084
>so absorbed in daydream you start crying
>you punch the air
>Babble under your breath
>Break out into uncontrollable laughter
>People around you look at you weird and ask what you are thinking about

>>13419084
>Tfw i still have no drivers license at 22 because walking triggers my daydreams and i don't mind walking an hour and a half to work each day.
>tfw I have no interest in anything because I'm only interested in something to the extent that it will inspire more daydreams

It's comfy and all but i really wanna practice asceticism and become enlightened but all i can do is imagine myself doing such things. The disorder works like a tapeworm that feeds on your interests and aspirations for life.

>>13420181
This is me, except I don't have a job and just saunter around alot.

>>13420181
>>13420190
If only we were as good as we imagine friends..
The world would be better

Anything with access to mania

Isn't maladaptive daydreaming like the ultimate form of narcissism? Like if you go by the etymology of the term?

>>13419221
Schizophrenia took his life really

shizoid and chronic major depression

>>13418922
Autism

>>13420306
fnpbp