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I have been on /pol/ for the last few days after accepting the black pill, and after a brief attempt at sympathizing with neonazism I realized the board acts mostly in jest and even the most extremist far right ideology is too tame for me.
I have failed at convincing myself that I have issues with specific groups, and I have failed to find hope in antagonism. My issue, really, is with humanity as a whole.
I am rapidly sinking into a spiral of psychopathy, but I am (thankfully) conditioned enough by my upbringing that I will only hurt myself and will endanger noone else.
Being this overwhelmed by hatred is not empowering, it is a desperate feeling. An incredible sadness is sweeping over me while I wish everyone to be erased.
I know that the only way I can achieve this is suicide. After all the world only exists in our perception, doesn't it?

I would ask for really desolate, bleak books but to tell the truth I haven't been reading much as of late.

>> No.12300137

>>12300130
>After all the world only exists in our perception, doesn't it?
Please don't kill yourself, I don't wanna die!

>> No.12300152

I think one of the Columbine shooters kept a diary that sounds what you're describing. I wouldn't recommend it, though, as it will do nothing except serve as conformation bias.

>> No.12300161
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>He isn't riding the tiger right now
>He hasn't learned to 'be in this world, but not of this world' yet

OP you need to start with Evola - Men Among The Ruins and then read Kazcinsky's manifesto (sorry for butchering the spelling).

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12300170

/lit/ is more redpilled than /pol/.

>> No.12300175

>>12300130
Start reading the Holy Bible.

>> No.12300183

>>12300130
While/pol/ isn't satire, satire is definitely part of the /pol/ experience and not really representative of rightist realpolitik. But it seems like you've just fallen into the me against the world mental trap.

>> No.12300209

Visit a psychotherapist. An imageboard isn't going to help you in this case.

>> No.12300221

>>12300209
Psychotherapy is a literal meme though. Western medicine had no sucess in treating mental illness other than sedating individuals into inertness.

>> No.12300271

>>12300221
Psychotherapy does not necessarily mean taking drugs.

>> No.12300300
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>>12300130
Anon get ur fucking life toghter !

Read this book, commit to the power of the individual and that egoism is the true virtue.

Climbe coperate leader or start your own biz.
Get money and fame and do something good for the people with it.

And maybe you will one day be rememberd as a philantrophe.

>> No.12300306

>>12300271
Talking sessions are even more of a meme

>> No.12300325

>>12300130
Read this
https://philosophynow.org/issues/45/The_Last_Messiah

>> No.12300327

>>12300306
So is being a bitter "blackpilled" faggot. Telling people on 4chan to "try therapy" is stupid and useless, but seriously just shut the fuck up about your hatred for life and humanity you 22 year old bitch goddamn

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>>12300327
therapycucked crybaby spotted

>> No.12300360

It's ok, puberty will end sooner or later

>> No.12300374
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>>12300130
he doesn't use his rage and anxiety to express himself by writing or any other creative outlet


channel your issues anon, mold them to create amazing fucked up art

>> No.12300377

>>12300130
can't feed your confirmation bias, but >>12300161
is right. Read Revolt Against the Modern World and then Ride the Tiger.