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Londonfrog here

I recently got some really good job news. But I still haven't figured out how to make myself work hard (or at all) in my free time. I have been feeling about my wasted youth and 20s lately. Everyone else has gone to shitloads of parties, holidays, nights out, and on and on and on.

And what pains me is that I still abhor having any trace of a life philosophy.

I recently finished a huge history book with lots of pseud cred but I can't really discuss it in depth. Reading is consumercuckery.

>> No.12128565
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>>12128550
just get over yourself dude, it'll all be ok. People today fucking worry too much and trip themselves up in the process.

>> No.12128600

>>12128550
reading sucks for a long time, in terms of utility it's a lot like learning a language. language is about emotion, and until you feel deeply about things, you can't really communicate those things.

so just read shit you feel like. not even shit you like, who knows what you like. learn about an author, read some shit they wrote, try to figure them out.

eventually you'll have your own ideas about your own ideas.

don't worry too much about wasted time. everyone gives up things. once you meet a girl and realize you by your own standards are not good enough for her, you will work.

>> No.12128610

>>12128550
It’s so crazy you’ve never been to a party or a date. How does one avoid that stuff for so long?

>> No.12128611

>>12128550
I wonder if entire ideologies have been created because of physical inferiority.

Like contemplative religious traditions always vouch for celibacy for example, and although their arguments are coherent, I can't help but feel that they are rationalizations sprung from lack of pussy. I've never seen a monk, or religious figure, that was a 6'2 big-dicked turbo chad. These are also not the people turning towards these kinds of traditions.
In the same way, the people these days that go around around yelling 'degeneracy!' are always autistic, ugly, beta, small dicked, etc. Again, I've never seen a male model looking ass motherfucker campaigning for celibacy, because of course, why would they? It's not a problematic area of life for them.

I find that in general strong ideologies always attract meek people. Like the Nazi high command was filled with a bunch of manlet, weak jawlined, turbo beta's. Or for example, I like to read up on the occult, and most prominent occult figures have also been fat, ugly, bald, etc.

I reckon it's to do with the fact that when people can't full fill their primary biological function - simply put; they can't get laid- because of physical ineptitude e.g. lack of attractive physical attributes, they turn towards an ideological output to justify their lack of 'base fulfilment'.

>> No.12128618

>>12128610
ikr
watta wacko

>> No.12128625

>>12128611
Luther was kind of a chad. And he overturned the entire church to get at some puss.

>> No.12128633

>>12128550
> parties, holidays, nights out, and on and on and on
Renounce them and be free.
Those distract, not fulfill.

>> No.12128644

>>12128611
Augustine slept with dozens of women. It's the opposite. Those who have had the most of it, realize how hollow it actually is.

>> No.12128790

>>12128611
>I wonder if entire ideologies have been created because of physical inferiority.
>Proceeds to compare religion to Nazism in three quick moves using physical appearances as argument.
>Is not a Nazi

>> No.12128920

Why aren't these pointless blog threads deleted?

>> No.12128926

>>12128920
they are

>> No.12128996

>>12128926
Not fast enough.

>> No.12129003

>>12128996
it's sleepytime

>> No.12129022

i've been to enough parties and nights out to feel they're a frivolous void and avoiding them, and i can't help but to regard incels who glamourize them as especially worthy of contempt

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>>12128550
It's been hopeless for a long time, from the very beginning. You will never represent, Londonfrog, a young girl's erotic dream. You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you. It's already too late, in any case. The sexual failure you've known since your adolescence, Londonfrog, the frustration that has followed you since the age of thirteen, will leave their indelible mark. Even supposing that you might have women in the future - which in all frankness I doubt - this will not be enough; nothing will ever be enough. You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew. In you the wound is already deep; it will get deeper and deeper. An atrocious, unremitting bitterness will end up gripping your heart. For you there will be neither redemption nor deliverance. That's how it is.

>> No.12129026

>>12128550
L O N D O N F R O G I S B E S T F R O G

>> No.12129571

>>12128610
They are unironically boring, especially dating which seem more like job interviews. It feels so superficial and unnatural. Also, not many girls worth knowing nowadays

>> No.12129605

>>12129571
sorry anon but I think you're the one who isn't worth knowing

>> No.12129628

>>12129571
>not many girls worth knowing nowadays
There’s plenty of truly great women and tons of good ones