/lit/ - Literature

But I don't, anon.

>>11648709
Because I want to get laid and plant my seed.

>>11648716
/thread

>>11648709
cuz sometimes i need marijuana.

>>11648716
spbp
/thread

>>11648716
>>11648725
>>11648762
get out normalitos, just get out

pls

I can't stand loneliness for too long.

>>11648769
Dont fight your natural manly impulses, or else you're a cocksucking faggot.

>>11648709
>>11648716

Yeah I wanna get some vagina too, preferably in order to plant my seed. I'm unironically wondering if I should stay in this small town for the rest of my life, if I should enjoy the loneliness here and take advantage of it to write a novel or something, or if I should just leave to a bigger city and get a gf. The thing is, fapping and writing is superior to having actual sex but no time to read and write. Now regarding money, I grow richer the way I live, but I got no kid to give my money to ; had I a gf, she'd lay a few eggs and I'd have kids, but the gf herself may eat all the money because of restaurants, traveling (I fucking hate traveling and people who like it) etc.
It all ain't no easy decision, son.

>>11648709
sometimes when I’m alone I wish I was in company, sometimes when I’m in company I wish I was alone

>>11648716
Prostitutes exist for a reason. With them you can have sex without having to change your personality and pretending to be someone you aren't.

to get a girl

>>11648807
Have you ever had sex with a whore? Emptiest thing there is. Just be a man and get a woman.

>>11648827
>Have you ever had sex with a whore?

Yes. It's not that great, I don't do that anymore since I became a celibate, but I still think it's better than changing your personality, which you call "becoming a man", in order to be attractive to women.

I can't fathom why people are willing to become someone else for sex. Even if a woman likes you, which I doubt would happen in a genuine way, she is not attracted to "you" but to a fake persona you created to have sex. It's more worth and dignified to have sex with whores, where you can still be yourself.

let me tell you a story.

just yesterday, my alpha drug dealer friend called me to come pick him up in exchange for some bud, he needed a ride to his ol' lady's house. when i got there, a scantily clad large breasted 18 year old came out to greet me and offered me a cigarette. inside the house, i was met with an obvious sense that there was lots of fucking going on, here at my drug dealer's friend's house, in which they openly joked about her getting rammed by both of them all night. i was asked several times if i had a corkscrew, as they were all on xanax and cocaine. the coquette was quite nice to me, and told me she'd like to see me again, after hugging me and pressing her breasts against me. which struck me as odd as it was our first meeting. i assumed she was just the communal whore after a little bit more conversation.
I leave my house to get marijuana, and watch youtube to assuage my desire to kill myself for the failure i have watched and allowed myself to become.
My drug dealer friend has never read a worthwhile novel. He's never written a poem, he doesn't know how to use the internet properly.
he's 6'3, has a famous huge cock, which i hear about from every woman in his vicinity.
I have seen the chad of this world, and I know that my pursuits are worth nothing. I know that I will always exist as a second class citizen, not for the color of my skin, the quality of my mind, nor the content of my character, but simply the size of my dick.

Share with me, why I should not simply end this rubbish of a life?

>>11648841
It's not about sex.

>>11648883
Because a huge cock is not the only thing women want.

>>11648925
this

>>11648827
>put yourself through the embarrassment and humiliation of attempts at befriending and conforming to the expectations and standards of people who you've got nothing in common with and who you don't particularly like or want to have any contact with?
>be a man and get...

Which is it?

>>11648925
heh, sadly i wish that were true. you should get out more, you know?
my friend has lain with several hundred women, i've seen at least 15% of those women with my own eyes.
think about it, that's one guy, one guy and so many women, it doesn't take you long to realize that there is an inclusive society that you will never belong to, without the one thing that makes a male important to the vast majority of women who are not already broken or inferior in some way compared to their sisters.

I have seen far too much of this to know that there is no reason to try to live in this world when I'm not of worthy stock to the majority of women.
Now, I know women are not all that important in the grand scheme of things, but there are only so few things to remain interested in while alive on this planet. It gets so dreadfully dull, and eventually it's just a matter of wanting a progeny.

>>11648961
That's why you flee to 2D, where the women are similarly unattainable but far superior.

>>11648961
If another man's cock is such a problem to you that you want to kill yourself, then you don't deserve to live. Women can fuck you and some times even get to love you regardless of your dick size.

>>11648968
eh, fuck it man. it's just so pointless. it's all so disgusting and pointless. I tried the whole relationship thing, I loved a woman, she left me for someone else. It's interesting to hear what men want who haven't experienced that loss yet.
5 years together. all gone in a week or so, you know? no memories, no loyalty, no pain like the pain you feel, you think that women love like we fool men do? you think they trust like we do? The pursuit of romance is the pursuit of the beta male. conquest is all that really fucking matters for humanity to survive, I feel guilty co-opting that for selfishly existing at all, I am just an unfinished chapter, soon to be edited out by poor history keeping and censorship.

>>11648987
yeah i thought that too until the woman who told me every day that she loved me betrayed everything.

it's not them that make me want to kill myself, it's my lack of place in this world that does it, this lack of proper purpose, I am no conqueror, I am no true man, I am just a leech, the sooner I die and bequeath my resources to an alpha, the better.

>>11648993
conquest?

>>11649005
yes. conquest.

>>11649010
What's that?

>>11648993
Men and women fall in love differently (men are more visual, while women are usually more holistic in their evaluation). It's not hard to assume that they fall out of love differently as well.

>>11649018
control. those blessed with the will to control are those who hold the reins of the future of mankind. without conquest, there is no future, and there is no history, and there is no purpose.
one can deny or tune out or accept with skepticism, hedonism, or stoicism, but it is all in defense against the truth, that there is an active driving force not held by all men on this planet, there is a call to power above the hoi polloi.
regardless, i am ashamed for saying anything, i am no one, i have no defense, i'm sure all that i say is wrong, and that i am a fool. i tear my clothing, i grieve. i truly do. my hypocrisy and self hatred knows no bounds, i must ply my reality at length with dmt and marijuana to keep from hanging myself in my shower.
i am ready to leave here, i'm sorry for blogging. i'm sorry for wasting time.

>>11649050
lol what a fucking loser.

>>11649050
You're just depressed.

>>11649050
>at this point there's enough men around the world going through this exact sort of shit to fill up a moderately-sized country

What a time to be alive.

>>11648709
I don't. I'm an unapologetic welfare NEET that potters around town in second hand clothes drinking cans of lager and pissing on other people's property.

>>11649075
based

>>11648709
I don’t, but it does get awfully lonely sometimes

>>11649050
try not being a fag

>>11649070
you know what, you're right, that gives me the energy i need to go and do some lawnwork for my drug dealer, like the slave class that i am. i feel a lot better, thanks.

>>11648709
i ask myself that same question everyday :/

anyone else too much of a pussy to just commit suicide?

>>11649149
me, I just like to cut like some deranged emo child, went to see the trains a couple of times but pussied out. Heck even the suicide hotline guy said my life was hopelessly fucked.

>>11649164
i'll kill you if you kill me?

>>11648709
Which book in particular does well beck talk about this. I went through a particular painful period of doing this.

>>11649149
I’m just interesting in finding out what’s going to happen next. I’ve already resolved myself to a life of suffering. Life becomes more bearable when you put away any ideals you have about the way life should be. It may not be rational, but if you’re in school you might as well take the curriculum.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTn98AkkXvk