/lit/ - Literature

>attempted to write while high on zolpidem again
It did not go as planned.

Books about feeling that all relationships are superficial and temporary and accepting that you'll always be alone?

Help me anons. I have a lot of quality books to read, a huge backlog of objectively good fiction and non-fiction. But I don't have the drive to read them. It's taken me weeks to get halfway through a short novel. I spend way too much time seeking other entertainment or reading 4chan. How do I fix this. I want to be patrician, but I think I might be ruined. Thanks.

>>9032234

>tfw no divine legged german gf to serenade, walk with in the black forest and discuss classical archeology with.

>smoked for seven years
>now have trouble getting hard sometimes
>tfw time to quit but can't seem to

>tfw not sure if going to finish novel before I kill myself

Fuck women. Fuck anti-depressants. Fuck my rebellious, insubordinate, flaccid dong. I should have known God was just trying to have the last laugh at my lowest point.

>tfw Jordan nor Sanderson will ever re-write WoT with steamy sex scenes and lewdness like a Ken Follett or Brent Weeks novel

>>4736672

>>2921203

>tfw goes to the most imbecile website of the web and is still called an imbecile there

that feel

Cause I need someone