/lit/ - Literature

books about embracing evil and coping with guilt? im a balkanoid who is about to get married to a western roastie only for the passport. she is deeply in love with me, but she is absolutely not my type. on one side im thinking im just gonna have great sex for 3 years and then get my EU passport and thats gonna be it. on the other side im filled with guilt because im already thinking about the moment ill have to break up with her and ruin her life and betray her family. ive never done anything wrong or evil in my life. my only hope is that she will fuck things up by herself, her life is full of bad decisions, she has daddy issues, her body count is 20+, she used to date drug dealers, egyptians, do tinder hookups etc.