/lit/ - Literature

Long time /pol/ack here. What books will revert my /pol/ brainwashing? I've considered myself a white supremacist libertarian with fascists tendencies for the longest time. I'm not even white I just think white people are the most beautiful, smartest, etc. And we should strive to make humanity white by eugenics and there's a lot of evopsych evidence that proves whites are the most attractive race and the smartest too objectively. After so many /pol/ infographs thinking like this just became second nature to me since I know my ideology is backed by scientific facts however I've always felt a deep fear that maybe I'm wrong and that maybe the lefties were right about stuff, like I see poor kids dying in Africa and I think "lol based nogs dying" but then feel a deep remorse afterwards. Idk what are some books that might change my view I'm really having second thoughts, and so many people are against nazis that I think maybe theyre right and I just accidentally got myself into a cult or something. Like I always thought time would eventually prove us right and wed be the heroes of history but what if I'm wrong, pls help me /lit/ (asking here because your lefties and /pol/ is too much of an echo chamber)