/lit/ - Literature

Thinking about the future. Graduating in a couple of weeks with a degree in Math, and trying to figure out what to do with that. I've gotten back into reading in the last few months which broke me clean out of the neat bubble I had been living in. Instead, I'm angry or miserable most of the time, and constantly repulsed by the life I'm supposed to desire, how impossible it is to talk to anyone about anything that's even one degree of abstraction removed from their immediate perception, how fucking goodthink everyone is.

I dunno. I genuinely desired love and acceptance as recently as a month ago, but something broke inside me and I can't find my way back.