/lit/ - Literature

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This, OP. There are two possibilities that you can believe in, both of which aren't entirely unlikely. You can either believe that everything is just a play of atoms in the void and that there is no ultimate purpose or order to the universe, which would mean that you are just suffering for the sake of suffering and that the most logical thing to do would be to kill yourself in a pain free way, in order to be free of said suffering. But anon, there's also a very real possibility that there is a God and I urge you to live your life with this possibility in mind. You don't have to convert to a religion or even submit to one way of thinking. Look around you, there is an underlying structure to the universe and this underlying structure is a just one, one that works for ultimate justice and the betterment of the individual. Your time on earth here and your suffering, if anything are opportunities to learn. Opportunities to grow more understanding, caring, compassionate, patient and strong-willed as a person. Your being here has purpose.