/lit/ - Literature

When will I stop being so tired all the time?

I'm job hunting right now and I can't shake the feeling of being disingenuous for asking one of my friends to ask if they have an opening at their workplace. I don't like asking people out of the blue like this nor do I like it when others do it to me. I don't want them to think I'm just trying to use them.

I quit vidya and read books now instead.
>nothing but pleb games
>1000 hours clocked on TF2
>4+ months on WoW
>a year with LoL on and off
>Touching 200 hours on TBoI
>loads of other shit and wasted money, disks sitting on shelves

>tfw those wasted teenage years I'll never have back
>tfw other people are very happy playing vidya when I just got tired and unhappy
>tfw I don't have anyone to talk to about books
>just like I had no one to talk or play with vidya much