/lit/ - Literature

Everything I pick up isn't fun to read. I'm sick of picking up so many of these so called classic books or books that people here find enjoyable, and just not feel like I'm connecting to them as a person. I feel like I'm not connecting to them as a person, I feel like so many books aren't actually speaking to me in a way that reflects how I feel inside. I've watched some pretty deep as fuck movies and listening to some pretty profound music, and it was actually very engrossing for me. A lot of books seem tainted by moralism too. I think one book where I actually felt mesmerizingly engrossed in was story of the eye. That feeling of just wanting to subert the whole universe, I felt that same feeling of excitement when I read reading that one part of 1984 Where they're in the woods and the girl is talking about how she hates goodness and purity and doesn't want virtue to exist anywhere, and how having sex is a politically defiant act. And I don't just like books like story of the eye because of the sex, it's something much deeper than that.

what are more extremely relaxing to read books like this?

wouldn't be so disturbing if I hadn't fapped to things I had no idea why I wanted to fap to them

post books Mommy wouldn't let you read if she knew what they were about

>>7377659

What are similar works to this? Bizarre stuff with weird erotica and nihilism. Things that when you tell a pleb about he gets all "wtf man you're sick".

>>7225093
Same to me except it was pic related instead of NL

Books you can fap to.

>>6226000
piss and eyeballs

What do you guys think about Story of the Eye?

Histoire de l'œil - Georges Bataille

Couldn't stop touching myself.

When I read it the first time I thought it was disgusting and brilliant. Now I think it's brilliant and can't read it without fapping later.
What does /lit/ think about Story of the Eye?

/lit/, I need your essential erotic fiction.

Pic related; it's the only book i've read in that realm.