/lit/ - Literature

Hi, all.

I am looking for poetry, which is in itself philosophy. I have no idea how to make this anymore clearer than falling into a tautology-loop.
Here is an example which feels like what I am looking for https://genius.com/Nick-land-meltdown-annotated

However, be wary of the example above being more theoryfiction than ?theorypoetry? and that although it sometimes drifts into the realms of poetry, the language is mostly... well... too technical.

I am tired of writing depressing, machinized texts/poems, /lit/. And, I agree with Zizek, ideology is the feeling of hopelessness. I have desire in me. How do I inspire hope in myself, which will last longer than 5 seconds, so I can channel it into my texts?