/lit/ - Literature

I'm working/procrastinating on building an coherent identity for myself and have at least took the first steps. I constantly find myself looking life from a differing perspective and most of my defining charesteristics are sad memories and the social alter ego. It's like having a workshop where every single tool is just lost in the chaos and the layout of the building is ever changing. Thus i need to form a more permanent base for my being. I'm thinking of writing an essay collection, doing a schizo wall chart like pic related or forming a memory palace of sorts in my mind. Anyone ever done something like this?
On a lighter note: Told my therapist about me shitting my pants a week ago episode >>21970273 and we both laughed to the point of tears and things have been going better. I would love to have started my redemption arc from trusting the wrong fart.