/lit/ - Literature

>>18700449
I've officially gone fucking insane, more than last time. Won't link anything here because that would be faggoty, but I keep thinking about how it's an all or nothing game. If my attempt to become a one-man empire doesn't pan out, then I most assuredly will kill myself.
I'm currently posting under several different personas online, which by mid-August will include regular updates for 5 blogs, 3 serialized stories, and a YouTube channel. Not including social media (running 5 Twitter accounts, most gaining traction but one with a whopping zero followers) and larger projects under these personas that get dumped online once finished (3 are authors with multiple works of 60k words or more each on the way in the next 5 months). Or the other plans I have, like that mystery series or the one about the horses. But I also have a massive backlog of media to consume on top of preparing for going back to school in a little over a month and on top of that working a part-time job starting next week. My addiction to about a dozen different gacha games doesn't help, but they do make for great reward barriers to work toward (you can't grind for this event until those 3k words are written!).
Do you know that I'm going to be swamped with work so much over the next few years of my life that the 290 unread books on my shelf of over 500 tomes will never ever never ever get read!? It's astounding how many gifts can build up over the course of 8 years. But when I have the pages flipping through my fingers, it doesn't even feel like me. Why aren't they my fingers?
Maybe I'm just another pseudonym too...