/lit/ - Literature

I'm about to take a long walk back home when school is out.
Step by step I'm gonna contemplate my suicide. Why have I done this to my self? Why can't I be the person I want to be? Why do let this self-doubt even happen again?
I am slowly losing my sanity every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year.
I need to kill myself before I take it too far again.