/lit/ - Literature

>>12820542
Sorry, forgot Zizek and Peterson weren't authors.

I'm alone in this life now

Goodnight..

>>12600188
>mfw when I voted for Trump but somehow got painted as a liberal just because I wanted a thread to stay on topic

I don't have anything to live for, and I feel that everything I do is equally futile. For some reason I associated myself with intelligence, so I thought maybe I could rise by improving myself. I could read, exercise, study. But whenever I do that I think of myself as a fraud. I am mediocre, and seeing the heights I will never reach depresses me. I feel like there is no difference between wasting my days and trying, because ultimately i will never be good enough. Even this is mediocre, i cant fully express how i feel. My mediocrity makes me jealous and depressed when I read of Shakespeare, Newton, Einstein. Not just the glory and adoration, but the natural gift which gave them a purpose. My gift is not being satisfied with illusions.

Call this a blogpost, irrelevant, whatever. Tell me to kill myself, do something, delete this, call it irrelevant, i dont care. I want to write about how i feel. This is my literature, it is my book that'll be forgotten with me soon. But I want to write, and not just on a paper nobody will ever see. I want to talk to somebody, even if it is you through this board. I'll read the replies on this thread, but I wont reply. Once this is archived, I'll leave.