/lit/ - Literature

>Atheists are probably right.
>Probably nothing exsists outside the material.
>There is no existence after death.
>There is no objective purpose or meaning to anything.
>The universe is ultimately absurd and boring.
>Humanity will either destroy itself or turn human life into hell out of short term gain and stupidity.
How do I cope with the final blackpill? What do I read to regain hope and purpose?

>>10781061
I had to stop watching at the part where she "addresses her 'whiteness'". I'm horrified of going to college or posting on the non-anonymous internet because I'm afraid of having to deal with these kinds of people. Am I paranoid for thinking that they would blacklist me or report me to the authorities if I don't agree with them?

>>10682556
no no no no no NO!
stop masquerading i cant take this right now stop pretending STOP and i cant trust anything really anonymity spreads no it was there to begin with latent i know-- for what purpose? leave me alone would you i feel awful just awful and the same words just keep repeating in a spiral and it ocntracts and contracts and squeezes AAAAAAAA i hate it so much dont be the focal stop it stop stop tsop stop! i dont know i dont

oh i know ive said this already but when i think of or see the girl i like the girl i love- i just want to die something wells up like i need to explode or yell but at the same time just fade away i hate it
she is so pretty so cute so beautiful! im tempted to post her but no... she looks like >>10630200
and loved art and was genuinely funny and interested in what i said she was so nice to me! the only girl who ever really cared about me and would always give me funny excited sporadic hugs and make me feel not so lame when she talked about me and i know she did that on purpose and i would always avoid people at lunch and pretend to study in the library because i didnt want to sit alone... so i never really ate lunch for years but she would always run up to me and literally force me into sitting with her even after i acted weird or lame she would still look for me at lunch
why!? why was she so nice to me- i dont even like me... she was so beautiful but i could never date her i could never date anyone she lives far away now but i just want to talk with her honestly in retrospect and thank her for being nice
and that im sorry im so sorry and so sad

>>10602878
aaaaah i this was so comfy i watched the emma stone one instead and she was so pretty and nice it was like we were talking together and she liked me enough to invite me over and listen im actually starting to tear up and dont make fun of me im just being honest instead of hateful like some of you

>>10548781
>>10548723
>>10548712
oh but that is more beautiful than anything and (the fictional character im writing) loves a 14 year old girl and i know its weird but to me it's everyting really but its awful to love something so futile and ephemeral we can only platonically talk and even thats weird right aaaaaaah oh no im sorry this was this the writing critique thread i have some fiction yes its a sad story but theres something there and it won't go away

>>10503209
Stop posting Carli, I thought I had forgotten. To you all it's easy I suppose, to be able to just brush off an ecounter with beauty, and not just beauty, but the Beautiful- full capital driven home with all it's ineffable force, and some remnant stays lodged in me i would have you know what longing still affects me it is something awful awful awful it is all i can think about in its painful consumption i will lay down and feel like drowning okay and yes i don't usually cry but it wasn't a sob just delicate and pure effusion of our greatest emotion you would NOT understand what it is like to be racked by romantic sensibility trapped in this cruel vicisstude i find no pleasure in art or labor it all pales when faced with that radiance and no it has nothing to do with me being a virgin it is due to my aesthetic intuitions and aristocratic soul

>>10474390
stop posting pretty girls they make me sad!!

Is there a book about being in love with a girl you've never met
I'm not kidding guys please this feels awful, even something about unrequited interest