/lit/ - Literature

>>19205014
I'm on the edge of my limits
How the fuck do I just do things or find motivation to do anything? My sleep schedule is fucking upside down, I'm going from around 10am to 6pm, other urges get the best of me up to 3 times a day, I can't do anything but browse this shithole and sleep anymore. I don't remember going outside in the daylight for any reason recently.

Found it. It was a chapter titled, "Cultural Cannibalism" and I recognized the author's writing style from a website.

>>17363872
>Any progress on your novels?
D-don't ask me that please. I just keep getting 3am inspiration, writing a premise and outline and a few scenes, then I lose steam.

This form of sleep is a parasite, a timely exhaustion of kisses with love,
This anxiety of being loved by someone, a weight handed over to me, that I no longer could handle.

When sleep draws it's sword everyday, I could hear birds chirping loudly,
I proudly lower my neck to be severed, then I choose to wake up,
I do... Wake up, and everyday it's late, late for a new beginning,
and I somehow miss my last chance for an end... everyday.

I still choose to wake up, feeling my face warm,
drunk from last night's sleep, nowadays I never set an alarm.
I think it's the key, for every sorrow, a chance to infinity that you could borrow,
Only if everybody did let you be, only if there was a sleep that doesn't wake you up tomorrow.
Nowadays I never set an alarm, nowadays I wait for that sleep.
I wait for those people that would let me be,
and while waiting I watch myself fall asleep...

>>11938650
is that a good or a bad feel?

>>11860376
We only know who this bitch is because some of you faggots kept spamming her.

>>10717329
>>10717313
These are really nice bits of wisdom.

>>10593853
Almost numb but I only want to laugh. Searching to justify something I guess. I living in a piece of nirvana right now but I only hit this point after running and escaping it. It's like my parents divorced right. For years I idolized love because of this to counter that but after I got married I was still suicidal. So now I have the wonderful wife who was willing to settle down with a possible sociopath who is willing to do anything for me. My every need taken care of and here I am looking for reasons to suffer? I don't know. I'm just here to spill the beans at this point. I don't want to be alone honestly.

>>10468464
>pursuing greed and self-enrichment
LMAO oh dude, so many mixed feelings, I internally laughed at this so hard because of the sheer honesty but at the same time I'm just shaking my head

I've already experienced greed and self-enrichment mate, way more than anyone else I know

..,which is also sort of another reason as to why I want to write a book

life is pain, get with it dude anything other than that isn't what you think it is

but there's nothing wrong with that, it's just how reality is

that is, unless you're in the top 5 richest and happiest country's in the world

...I'll also be sure to think about thinking about including that in the book since it's a thought I've had
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The people that i interact with everyday dont seem to give a shit about anything and whilst im civil I feel out of place and alone. Books for this feel?

>TFW you want to contribute to discussions but haven't read enough to do so

how i could develop a moral code in a alternative universe or alternative future? i Thought some kind of philosophy,bc i don't think a religion as those we know today could exist in the future (aside of something like buddhism) but then the religions in Dune comes to my mind... so i don't know anymore.

>tfw your thread gets no replies

>>4617243
>>4617253
>tfw you don't understand these references but appreciate the way in which they were presented hinting at a subtlety you would no doubt be enamoured with

Ok /lit/. I really, really need to start writing some kind of journal, because right now I am keeping my thoughts pent up inside of my head which makes them difficult to keep track of and interpret. The issue is, I have this irrational fear of someone stumblign across what I've written. This terrifies me because
1). I imagine it'd feel like they've been inside my mind
2). I'm worried they would think I'm insane (not that I CLAIM to be sane, mind)

Anyway, I've decided that one solution would be to write a semi-autobiographical story (not for sale or publication due to aforementioned reasons, maybe just the kind of thing I would share with a close friend or two to see what they think, what they can relate to etc. without letting them realise that the main character is me).

However, the inherent problems with this approach are:
1). I am only young (20 y/o) and have very little experience, both with regards to life and writing. So I don't know where to begin.
2). Doing this makes me feel like a pompous jerk, even though I am probably the only person who will read it (excluding the NSA).

Does anyone else feel, or has felt, the same way? If the latter, what did you end up doing about it?

At any time he could have decided to do anything he wanted: He could have left home to apprentice in the trades, he could have become a great artist, he could have gone traveling and experienced all the culture and history of the world, he could have read a book, he could have wrote a book, he could have built a house or a boat or chair or any number of things of which he possessed the power to do. All around him exist the products of human minds and human hands, both of which he is in full possession of and can utilize to any goal he should choose, at any time he should choose it, but alas that wondrous power eludes him at this moment, his focus is absolute and unwavering in his quest to create a post to earn the respects of neckbeards and pedophiles on an anonymous imageboard.

>tfw OP is projecting

>>3881465
As a Pole I must say It was even worse and film did not portray even part of it. People really still have vast idea what happened here. They were behaving civilized on the west, but the east was just all untermenshen you could do whatever you want with. But you gonna call me biased. If so, then read it from German side. Confessions of German veteran:
http://www.warsawuprising.com/witness/schenk.htm