/lit/ - Literature

>>21372868
Last night people wanted tits. I woke up and the thread was gone, but here’s this. I apologize if it is against thread rules, tried to keep it safe for work. Decide if it’s a woman - I wish it wasn’t. I’m the person who said that I tried to give my friend money to help with an apartment and she refused. I said that my family and friends are all refusing my help and that the love of my life left for a woman who makes half my income. So what did I do it all for? College for a degree I hated while working three jobs, working 60 hour weeks after graduation, amassing a savings - it was all pointless because I’m too depressed to enjoy the money and apparently no one else wants it.
I don’t know if you’re even still here but I will now start responding to you.
Anons who said to buy property: sure, I might as well and that’s one of the things I plan to do. Doesn’t make my life meaningful.
Anon who showed me a man self immolating: Fuck you. I can’t wait for the day maggots are eating your corpse.
Anon who said I should get a new boyfriend and push babies out of my cunthole: I have a new boyfriend. But it’s been ten years since I met “the one”, many of them spent with this new man, and I am not over him. I understand that as a woman, I am so worthless I cannot produce anything of value except a man. But you missed something. Men are not valuable either. No human life is valuable. Art is dead, lit is dead. We all struggle with this and having a child is just passing on the problem. I was trying to drug myself with feel good chemicals by giving away money but I know it doesn’t matter.
So. I live a short uber ride away from a train station. I probably won’t do anything, but I might as well try. Tell me why I should go to the train station. Show me more violent videos, without getting the thread taken down of course. Let’s see if we can Anna Kerenina this bitch.